[Verse 1]
Ahhhhhh, necro!
Yo, the most morbid overdose off it
Like cindy crawford's baby comatose in the coffin
I'm awful, often unlawful
Crack you with a softball in your skull
Until you've lost all your memory, every morsel
Mutilate the beat, rejuvenate the street
While you duplicate, repeat
Leave you lookin like bloody lubricated meat
I've got a gun to pull
And I'm comfortable
Pumpin a full clip into the wonderful front of your skull
Your life is not refundable, stumble into the underworld
Where bigger hoes than you didn't come to your girl
Bustin off like I'm huntin for squirrels
A bullet hits you ripping your muscle like a hundred curls
And that's that, you bullshit artists
Can catch an ascap when you clap right through your knapsack backpack
Through an intruder's chest right through the flesh
Shove the knife in deep coz life is cheap
Like hookers from Budapest
Chorus:
You're dead dead, you're dead dead, you're dead dead
Dead
You're dead dead, you're dead dead, you're so dead
And that's what I said
You're dead dead, you're dead dead, you're dead dead
Dead
You're dead dead, you're dead dead, you're dead dead
(So dead) that's what I said
[Verse 2]
Ill Bill's seen demons in back of taxi cabs
My thoughts attack me like a bad acid tab
Or a crack drag or Black Flag
Tales from the darkside, mandatory suicide
You and I collide, member suit and ties arrive
Driving medicated, then the thoughts within the dream accelerated
Then some other motherfucker levitated
Talkin bout some vampire shit like he's dedicated
Decapitated that fuckin faggot then I celebrated
Fuckin with me you fuckin with psychos
Gunshots and knifeholes, walk on my tightrope, you know how life goes
It's like a dice roll, I love the drama, my mind is set to kill you
Spill your blood everywhere, like the broken glass of wine
And under the path of disaster of a bastard by design the blast and I
Fuck these bitches, love the cash and cry
And we all sick, quick to torture you,
Cut off your balls and stuff em down your throat
Like you sniffed a pound of coke, you're startin to choke
Chorus
I was walking in the park, in the noon
When I saw her, she was beautiful
Like a flower in the summer, what a bummer
I wish I could talk to her, I got my nerve up
And then I started to walk to her
I said, ";hello";, she said, ";hi";
I said, ";You're so beautiful, won't you be mine?";
She was beautiful, she was beautiful
She was beautiful, oh she was beautiful
Now we're in my house, I took the pants off the wench
The fuckin' bitch had syphilis, I cracked her in the face with a wrench
Now she's on the floor, like a dirty whore, reaching for the door
I bashed her in the face some more, you fuckin' cunt
I'll teach you to disease people
She laughed at me and said, ";Yo, their ain't no skeez equal, to me";
Fantasia taught me everything, I'm a pro
I told her, ";You won't blow no more";
She tried to get live, I tied her up, I put eight condoms on my dick
Attach razors to it, and slide right up and rip the crabs out the crack
Lubricate my cock with strychnine, just in case gonorrhea attacks
This bitch giggled as I snuffed her
She said, ";You can find me everywhere, my name is STD, I'll be your lover";
I went to Rome and got some Roman armor and some blacksmiths
Gave 'em rubber and make something elastic
A metal condom for my cock, now STD is beaten for now but she'll be back up
Just a little fuckin' warning, for all you fuckin' sluts
That try to be fuckin' look beautiful, but deep down
You got a fuckin' stinkbox, a nasty stinkbox
Don't do it, don't do it
If you look beautiful, be beautiful everywhere
Don't be dirty under there
Cause this is two-thirds of the schizo, and shit could get evil like the beat
Fucking bastards
*Fucker*
I hate all of you
Thats right
Motherfuckers
Digest this shit
Fucking sluts
Check it check it - *here, here we go*
Yo, the worlds a coffin often I stay high off endorphins
Coughing up morphine cause pain is awesome you live off it
My angushing aggression
Simmers in the juices of anxious depression check your intestines
If you serious like Serions
You barely sing, come on, enjoy yourself like a Near Death Experience
I dare you to tear your skin
Get your chips clapped
By the pioneer in the field of Death Rap
Dress suitable you are invited to a funeral
Bash the mic in your head
Cause your raps stinks like you're dead
Like a crackhead in a ricecake bag, you think I'm nice
You telling me how I am, my man
I'll take advantage of every human I can
[Hook]
Rugged Shit
Thats the only way I do it
Beat you in your skull til your drippin red fluid
Rugged Shit
Thats the only way I'll have it
If not I'll stab stab it, stab stab stab it
Rugged Shit
Thats the only way I do it
Beat you in your skull til your drippin red fluid
Rugged Shit
Thats the only way I'll kick it
If not leave me inflicted with the shit in BK?
You can catch a knife cut or buy dust or fuck a nice slut
For five bucks, I roll with five fucks that think life sucks
I'll never get hit by a attack by foes
Thats getting ?? like trying to catch a roach, now learn from the best
Before I burn the cess, light you up and fire first
Spark a phatty off your burning flesh from nervous stress
I split your brain
While you cry out ";I'm Hurt";
And I imply ";It's a shame";, I put it to the vein
Vile, like a bag lady up in a group home
Pussy looser then skin hanging from a chicken soup bone
Circulating from ghetto to ghetto to blood from
Organ to organ from sicko to skitzo
[Hook]
Listen to the Rugged Shit
Thats the only way I do it
Beat you in your skull til your drippin red fluid
Rugged Shit
Thats the only way I'll have it
If not I'll stab stab it, stab stab stab it
Rugged Shit
Thats the only way I do it *only way*
Beat you in your skull til your drippin red fluid
Rugged Shit
Thats the only way I'll kick it *yeah*
If not leave me inflicted with the sick-ness
Bitch
Yeah
Necro
1999
The year back with triple sixes
The year is sadistic
Let the beat stomp your skull
Let the beat stomp your skull
Let the beat stomp your skull
[Verse One: Necro]
Cockroaches
Billions greeting, roaming around since Genesis
Coming out through the crevices
Infested, walls filled with termites
Busting through drool, looking for food
Coming out when there's no light!
They're small, but they make, humans nervous
You'll do a spastic jerk, if you spot one crawling on your epidermis
If you squeamish, you're save provided,
When you sleep you keep your mouth closed, cause yo they might crawl up inside
it
Uninvited, from out the Earth's core
Bugs are the only species that will probably survive a nuclear war
And as you snore, they like to run to your door
Then explore, you won't notice when they're on your upside down floor
Schemin', he sees food it causes poison
but some ain't smart enough to eraid the exterminator's poison
So the pest takes it back to his nest
contacting with another infected begins to infect the rest
A lot die, but it's only a small fraction - we can't catch 'em
because there's always new eggs hatchin'
[Chorus One:]
COCKROACHES!
*Cut and scratched by the DJ*
Cockroach (3X)
[Verse Two: Necro]
Cockroaches, many perceive as evil
But if you're from The Projects, them niggas are like people!
They sleep with you, eat with you, listen to beats with you
Thousands hiding in your couch form armies to reproduce
They conceive they're crew, roaches got there own army
generals, colonels, lieutenant, invading tenants
Your crib becomes a big roach motel, for all sorts of bugs
Poor homes for that can't afford ?? free cockroach ?drugs?
From out the cupboard, crawling into crisis
I got baby roaches inside my food cartons camouflaged as spices
Once by accident, I ate 'em with my rice kid
Cause, when you're hungry you don't think twice kid
Yo there ain't a person on earth that never ate an insect,
Cause every food warehouse in the US they infect
I used to give roaches funeral pyres, wrap 'em up -
in toilet paper, still alive and light em on fire!
So watch out, they'll come to get you, they're malicious
No crew parties, up in your sink, swimming up to your dishes
[Chorus Two]
*Cut and scratched by the DJ*
Cockroach (2X)
*Whispered in the background*
Cockroaches...
Cockroaches...
Cockroaches...
Cockroaches...
[Necro]
Shout out to all you dirt bags, NYU dirt bags,
that's right scum suckers. Guess who's in the house?
I came here to lace you, you pigs, you get laced.
All you pigs
[Radio Host]
Lots of anger, I mean every week,
every time you come back it gets worse and worse
First time you came you were a little...
Aight let him do his thing
[Necro]
Lots of anger, you know I rap over my own beats
You know what I'm sayin? Check out the website, check it all out.
You know what I'm sayin? But stuff.
We gon' do it like this.
Check it Yo, Yo,
Your annihilation is set for sure, no fighting
You'll be deaded beheaded for biting, that's a violation of Necro law
Don't look at me leeay, I really take that severely
You really think you won't end up like Jeff Healy, barely
Able to see me when you're near me, jooks for dirty looks
Me being shook of a wanna be crook? Spare me
I got some serious faults, enslaving women in mysterious vaults
Craving sadistic assaults, bathing your slit wrist in salt
Shove an ice pick in your balls, you'll seizure like a fiend
Going through sickness withdrawls
You diss, you realize you made a mistake, I'm like a razor blade in a cake
Like being sprayed with Raid in the face, while this beat is being played
Till you bleed with an ear ache, you afraid, walking through the gay parade
As your fate, you won't regret pumping a whole cassette, of morbid death
Before you step, kid don't forget Necro's a soldier vet
It's difficult, not to leave you a stiff uh!...
Check it you all rot! Check it
It's difficult not to leave you a stiff adult, if you rip with insults
Blood will be dripping with ??????, once my instinct impulse
And my instinct force me to flip out, I rip out ya eyes
When I'm under my pistols control
I just might rip open holes, as hemoglobin flows outta ya clothes
You'll be choking while you're smoking ???????
I spar to win, while your bitch in the position God put you in
I'm focusing on butchering, check it
We warming up right now scum bag
[Mr. Hyde]
Black Helicopters. Go lace it Necro! Mr. Hyde's reppin it for him.
It's all over. Necro's in the grills of all of you.
[Necro] Check it Check it. We gon' do it like this. Yo for 2000
[Mr. Hyde] DROP IT!
[Necro]
The best thing you could do is shut your mouth,
or I'll have digested in putrid
Glue your intestines, puke is investing in through your throat
Shape up as soon as possible, you could get sent to a hospital
With a dent in you, I'm demented, I'm philosophical
Every killers glock is full, cuz life is filled with obstacles
It's optimal, to pop your skull
You don't wanna see Necro's spine bledding or dismembered
And shut up and help me ??????? something kid I've lost my temper
Necro's the savior that will deprave ya, mentally enslave ya
Control your behavior like Xavier
Don't get into a disagreement, with a sadistic demon
That'll rip your clitoris like a drink and piss European
Force you to swallow a bottle of Listerine
And it's probably only a misdemeanor to chop you and split ya spleen
I'm usually unhappy, I usually have people angry at me
Flipping like an evil gang of Iraqi's
But I'm kill you like I'm gangbanging with khaki's
Cuz you're like ??????to cats slanging the crack
To stack G's you try to out burst, and I respond quick
And knock you out first, cuz I'm beyond sick, like a convict
Death Rap, you get your head cracked, can't mess with that
Switch the beat up, switch the beat up again, Necro shirts coming at you,
you better rock em or else you'll be rocking blood!
We dropping verses, we dropping different verses on different Necro
production you scum sucker. You get torn apart!
Yo, you'd better change your habits,
before someone blows the brains out your cabbage
Cover you frame before a stranger arranges to stab it
Your life'll contain dangerous havoc, when I deranged savage
Playing games, sends you a plain package of maggots
And I hope you're the next that's killed
How can I show you kindness, when you're spineless I only respect the ill
I think negatively, I'm a regular mega sickly, psycho strictly
Giggly when you're begging to live G
I'll leave you like the legs of a crippled bee, dead your little seed
And force you to watch a pregnant bitch bleed
If you practice swinging axes, the fact is
You'll almost subtract a chance of getting jacked by these crackheads
Cats that wanna see you with cracked ribs
Captive in a basement with your face taped out your back kid
Playa haters are actors, that actually act attractive in ya grill
But deep down they're naturally plastic
Playa Haters DIE! You rot slow.
You come to the in-store you scum bag and show support.
Buy T shirts ?????? May 15th.
Right now I'm droppin little verses on you cats,
give you a little flavor cuz it's all for free.
I should be selling this right now, but straight up y'all get free stuff.
Independent. Cuz we love underground heads.
When you buy Necro stuff, Necro gets 10 dollars for it,
you buy a major label stuff they get a dollar!
And the rest goes to some cat you don't know.
[Mr. Hyde]
Buy bubblegum with that
So support. Check it, we drop a porn verse for Riz
Check it we do it like this...
Porn porn, yo, yo,
My breast fill orgies, iller than Porky's
Women can't keep they hands off me, I murder vaginas, I kill em softly
There's nothing more beautiful than your skin nude
But I can't count how many times you've been screwed
And if you're listening then you're a thin prude
Soon enough you'll get you skin consued by a dude
Cuz young cats will put some ????? in your food
And penetrate you rectum with their members they'll intrude
Something you'll never forget,
You said you've never swallowed ever before
Now endeavor you'll forever give better head
Put on your leather corset, give you a medical check
Your vagina stinks, freshen it up, get it correct
You could get, deaded in a sec. punched in your face, beaten to death
Some men like that better than sex
My dialect's, colder than weather in Quebec
Cuz honey you're so disgusting you couldn't get it erect
ww dot, Necrohiphop, buy stuff or get your whole brain damn chopped
ww dot, Necrohiphop.com buy stuff or get your whole damn skull chopped
[Intro]
Yo, it's Scrooge... Scrooge
Scrooge is up in here...ho ho ho!!!
[Chorus]
I wish you a merry crucifixion, I wish you would get a new religion
I wish you a merry crucifixion, and a crappy new year
[Verse]
Jesus ain't nuttin but a corpse to me, who is he
Come over G and a pair of scrotums hangin off the tree
Choke the Messiah, chop off your member
And then I'll roast your nuts over an open fire
Your jiggolo's big piccolo stick'll grow
When I'm swappin spit with a hoe under the missile toe
Yo, I'll get under this chicks clothes
You'll be one dead slob after your neck's clogged with egg nog, choke
The night before Christmas, you're feelin the essence
Break in your crib, I got a posse of midgets stealin your presents
Right through the chimney, you think we're rotten
We're takin everything you got, kid down to every stinking stocking
Robbin' you in a Santa suit, strippin you like a dancer's boot
Santa Clause is dead, you'll die from cancer, duke
I'm Dreamin of a White Christmas, I sniff this 8-ball of coke
Underground
I keep straining my ears to hear a sound
Maybe someone is digging underground
Or have they...
Yo man Mother Fuckers are clowns man; Hip-hop's too nice
It's too pretty
What are you gonna do to it Necro?
Take a razor, and slice it!
Yo peep this shit like this
Kill the head kill the body and knows who i'ma ruin
When I float like a dead body and sting like peroxide on wounds
I'm rolling a fatty like death is coming believe it
Recognize the chain of command I deliver the pain you're receiving
Brain washing has officially begun
Kid you peep a psycho holding a butcher knife dancing like reruns
It's raining, as God pisses on earth
I drop bile like a vagina dismisses on birth
Devour my shower that's golden
I'm puffing the sacks golden
Smolden the flesh that holding the fresh cancer infested colon
How can I make my point to you fools?
I'll drop a dead A&R; off a roof and on his chest it says Necro rules
I'm a blow the constitution
My shit stays bubbled like light burned flesh
My rhymes are acid in Clorox solution
Your eyes are blinded once the acid hits
You'll be blinded like Rosie O'Donnell jumped up 10 feet in the air and
flashed her tits
Life is shady G
In 1976 my parents created me
I've been flipping since 1983
I always took pain as a game
When I was 6 I cracked my head open and looked in the mirror to see my brain
Wonder why I'm like an icicle?
At 5 I was hit by a car riding my tricycle
A hit and run son
Mad young in the hospital receiving stitches
Making me vicious
Peeping cretons with Mephisto in their eyes made me suspicious
Running through glen in PJ's as a young buck
I didn't dance that fresh I burnt ants to death.
Taste me you will see more is all you need dedicated to how I'm killing you
You're unhealthy your a felon PO checks your Bladder
You're an addict; if you beat me I'll deliver you dead on a platter
The customer's always right but this time the customers left
On a stretcher gasping for breath
Cipher flows like rolly polly
Kill yourself slowly plus you're already dead if you're homely
So bitch, there's a little red dot on your skull so pray
Most of New York's population is filled with metal patients
Pretending to be normal, pretending to be mental patients
Got them raping by the pile
Watch out for goons of bile infested with smiles and dreams of molesting
your child
You got a black glock with the extra clip when shit is thick
You gotta punch a kid dead in the nose if he ever tries to front and dis
You need to puff a bag of dro's when listening to brutal shit like this
You gotta rock a lambskin with the spermicidal for a nasty bitch
Make sure your girl's syphilis is clean before I slide my tongue up
And I, don't you dare ruin my dinner
My ventriloquism hits you like ism
Sprayed with raid mixed with prism mixed blades butcher with sadism
I rip your gat when I twist my wrists
1 finger, 2 finger, 3 fingers, 4 fingers fuck it the whole fist's
Rammed up your wife's ass gets murdered type fast
Blast scum up your BC masks
And dirty flash pipes flash
Pulling and coming in side like sluts like Kimberly Drumming
You know the steez, I slay my prey
Day by Day
Kill yourself, on some euthanasia shit
Rocking Tim's on razor on the tip
Today's the day to flip on a decapitation tip
I'm fascinated with
Leaving you lacerated split on point like an assassination hit your not
Some one to have patients with
I'm better off
Letting off
Two clips at you face set it off
To decide is better off
Dead it off
Inject 'till you feel correct
Feel the effects of my hex
Force you to have sex with techs
Chopped at funeral next
Buy my poison I got triple six in my beeper
I talk to my self cause giving my own self therapy is cheaper
The violence hits you like a spliff spreading some holy pop
Penetrate your skull like an obituary slowly we ride
You'll soon be fractions and numerators
Of a denominator when I play dominator
When you're dead with brains and bomb grenades
Keeping Vietnam through Vader
Futuristic butcher CD bomb cremator
Your spine cracks in 3 D like Imax
You won't be superman no more feel the pain climax
No Anastasia, even if the doctor takes some codeine and combines crack
Fine pack mixed with foible boatel liquid
And a razor blade dime sack
Nothing numbs like your future thumbs
I threw you in a wheel chair your a plumb
A pebble, a worm, a snail
I'll be a metal patient with a red apple on thorosime when you inhale
Uhhhhh Uhhhhhh Uhhhhhh
Another blunt filled with dust
And another blunt filled
And another blunt filled
And another blunt filled with dust
Last week someone tried to put me in a coffin
That's the second time a nigger tried to kill me I'm starting to feel
important
For some cats smile
Ain't their style
But there's something so evil
About seeing a murderous smile with vile
Gore is a tattoo on your mind, suicide is a laxative
It will eat you up inside like you swallowed maggots by accident
I mean line to main-tain I'm fighting the biggest fight in my life
You got a black glock with the extra clip when shit gets thick
You gotta punch a kid dead in the nose if he ever tries to front and dis
You need to puff a bag of drones when listening to brutal shit like this
You gotta rock a lambskin with the spermacide for a nasty bitch
You fucking dirt bags
Repeat till fade
I keep straining my ears to hear a sound
Maybe someone is digging underground
Necro speaking:{Yo, yo, yo, check this shit bitch,
for all you slime buckets, all over the land, peep it}
[Necro]
Yo, I'm dancin on your grave like Borishnikov,
I'll rip you off,
leave you in the desert 'til the voltures strip your corpse,
then rape your fuckin' wife, until my dick is soft
'til the flesh is pealin' off,
I'm a devil consealed in cloth,
walk, walk or get stabbed with a fork,
you got a hole in your stomach,
yo plug it up with a cork, you dork,
lots of blood loss, red cross,
couldn't help your dead boss cut his head off,
brutal, sadistic, the only way,
I'll be remembered, after I'm dismemebered,
and my bones decay, a rap legend,
to the aggressionary session,
my invention of tention and powerful progression,
it's time, for sick rhymes, lunatic lines,
hit your mind like with someones strict-nine,
for all the shell, clips and glocks,
you step to me with a weapon,
you'll be reppin' your clique in a box
Chorus:
The most sadistic, you think not?
You might get shot, put 'em in a box
We ain't playin, we ain't rhymin' for nothin'
Yo this shit is our life, so let me tell you somethin'
If you ever diss me I'ma bring it to you
Got a crew of psychopaths that'll stab you up too
Now say violence (violence), death (death)
Yo there ain't nothin left to say, this shit's fresh
[Ill Bill]
I'll kill, you could be my latest victim,
I'll take a shit on your brain and make you sniff it,
piss on your bitch's tits and make you lick it,
you fuckin' maggot,
you probably fucked one hundred faggots,
your a gay thug that loved jail and love gettin' your ass whipped,
come around here actin hardcore,
you never did dirt, you gonna get hurt,
pull up your pink skirt,
your pink panties'll get your whig damaged,
go eat a dick sandwhich,
I can't stand this motherfucker,
make this bitch vanish from the planet,
I'll hit you like a ton of granite
get your blood splattered,
face bashed in, you can't win,
I'll stab you in the head wit shishkebab sticks,
while watchin' mob flicks, nasty like armpits
when I be suckin' on you mom's tits,
she my bitch, she on my dick,
tell that trick to stop callin' my crib,
why'd you say she wanted to kill the bitch?
smokin' green clove, walkin' around town flossin' the free clothes
doper than Special K explodin' in the fiend's nose
Chorus 1x
(fades out with gatling gun sounds)
[Intro]
Yo, it's Scrooge... Scrooge
Scrooge is up in here...ho ho ho!!!
[Chorus]
I wish you a merry crucifixion, I wish you would get a new religion
I wish you a merry crucifixion, and a crappy new year
[Verse]
Jesus ain't nuttin but a corpse to me, who is he
Come over G and a pair of scrotums hangin off the tree
Choke the Messiah, chop off your member
And then I'll roast your nuts over an open fire
Your jiggolo's big piccolo stick'll grow
When I'm swappin spit with a hoe under the missile toe
Yo, I'll get under this chicks clothes
You'll be one dead slob after your neck's clogged with egg nog, choke
The night before Christmas, you're feelin the essence
Break in your crib, I got a posse of midgets stealin your presents
Right through the chimney, you think we're rotten
We're takin everything you got, kid down to every stinking stocking
Robbin' you in a Santa suit, strippin you like a dancer's boot
Santa Clause is dead, you'll die from cancer, duke
I'm Dreamin of a White Christmas, I sniff this 8-ball of coke
Then knock on your door like Jehovah Witness, holdin a biscuit
Leave you a bleeding sinner
I'm hunting randier, Rudolf will get eaten for dinner
He got a red nose gushing from all the bullet holes
I got a deer cookin, don't stuff yourself full of rolls
While the world's infested with diseases
Let's be happy, kick back and celebrate the death of Jesus
The miricle on 44th street, is now on 42nd street
When Mrs. Clause is suckin raw meat
To the records beat, so suck my candy cane 'till I need a vasectomy
Not a creature was stirring, not even a mouse
'Cause you're all dead
There's air in the room but none of you are breathing it out
[Chorus]
Merry crucifixion, I wish you would get a new religion
I wish you a merry crucifixion, and a crappy new year
I said violent night, unholy night
[Outro]
On the first day of Christmas, I do my savory
Your cartilage is teared, G
I'm Scrooge, you all die!!!
ho ho ho ho ho ho ho HO HOEESSS!!!
* parody of LL Cool J's ";I Need Love";
When I come home from work
I'm fiendin' for an eight-ball
I got crack on my mind
I'm hearing cocaine call
Telling me to beep the dealer to deliver me stuff
Keep it a secret from my wife, cuz she thinks I don't use drugs
There I was, bleeding from my nose and damn
I couldn't breathe but I'm still thinking about the next gram
It's Friday night and I'm not trying to leave my crib doped
I'll kill myself while the dealer's eating Japanese food
I ain't got no pride, I'm buying this shit
I'm lying to myself telling the runner I'm trying to quit
It's all make believe, I pretend that I'm ??
When you give me credit, I'm dodging you every chance that I get
Even if its good, I'll sniff it up in a minute
Beep you back complain that you put too much cut in it
If you fall for that and bring me a new sack
I'll be making more crazy faces than Jim Carrey on crack
Cuz yo I'm ripped, I owe you loot
Plus I annoy you
I deserve to be murdered, but the coke is doing it for you
I got nerve, can you put them pills on my bill
Yo I'll you we're friends and we don't even chill
I need drugs
I need drugs
Baking soda, cocaine, how sweet
I need to find me a crack pipe and I'm complete
I got these crack dealers chasing me through the cement jungle
Cuz they gave me shit to sell and yo I smoked the whole bundle
Yo I can't front - I got dope in my spleen
And I'm telling everyone at this N.A. meeting I'm thirty days clean
I won't die even with tuberculosis
I could go on forever mixing dope with my method dosage
You could find me at Brighton Beach or Coney Island
Or Rikers Island
My crack pipe is my violin
I play along to the police siren
My eyes squint looking for crack on the floor
picking up breadcrumbs and lint
I don't know who I am, ask me I couldn't say
I took a chance and tried to get clean and it lasted one day
Tried to go to rehab too but couldn't get admitted
And if there's money missing from your pocketbook you know who did it
I need drugs
I need drugs
As a young teen I started with marijuana
Then graduated to coke cuz I needed something stronger
Mescaline, dust, downers, injections sensation
I love to experience a patient's medication
I smoked the drugs off the back of my hands
All I need is a hit of it and I'll create a new dance
Protect yourself, baby cover yourself up
My body swings all over once my seizure erupts
Into a frenzy, on the phone I got thirty sack
But when we meet face-to-face, I got ten dollars less
Made up my mind, I'm quittin' I'm swearing in tears
I'm not gonna get high, I'll only drink bizz
Can't sit and wait for my dealer to come provide it
Gotta party to go to and I'm the only one invited
I search the whole house for the damn white mouse
And when I finally find it, I'll sniff the whole ounce
I need drugs
I need drugs
Dealer, listen to me
When I come home from work
Fiendin' for an eight-ball
Nose candy on my mind
I've come to realize, you need me
And if you want me to keep coppin'
Give me a free piece
It's my birthday
Yesterday
Anyway
I'm gonna go sniff this
I'll beep you in an hour
I hate you
Yeah yo
All you bitch ass niggas
Shady mothafuckers
[Chorus]
I'm sick of you
*scratching*
I'm sick of you
*scratching*
[Verse 1]
I'm sick of you I need robitusin, don't make me start bustin'
You so depressed, you can't let me enjoy your minute
You make me sick, like I ate food with poison in it
You played out, you're too repetitive
Give me a sedative before my brain gets negative
and I get the fever for the flavour of a ?_shankin'_?
Right in the throat G, 'cause on your bullshit I've O'd
I've had it! You lying in the habit like a teenager in tablets
Lighting carrots and rabbits, automatics and religious fanatics
[Chorus]
I'm sick of you
*scratching*
fucking bitch
I'm sick of you
*scratching*
Pass me the ?_excedury_? before I bash your fuckin' head in
[Verse 2]
I ain't feelin' you, the only thing I'm feels is an allergic reaction
Pass the medication, you got me sick like a patient
Digesting your ?_reconversation_?
Shut the fuck up 'cause I'm not patient
But I'm mental, you might catch laceration
Wanna be hard rock, STOP
Play at your age, I'm sick from you pussy
?_Like I fucked all y'all at age_?
My stomach feeling obscure, the only cure is a knife ending your dick
Suck and enjoy it, stop you from rapping 'cause your style's poor
[Chorus]
I'm sick of you
*scratching*
I'm sick of you
*scratching*
Pass me an advil before I make you travel below some gravel
[Verse 3]
I get nauseated, from a ?_d-day with a wack pay lift_?,
And crushin' six hours of lookin' at his dick can ?_balift_?
Criminal porters like a virus clinic, 'cause I'm sick
Once I'm in it, the disease called annoying grows each minute
Go get your own style, you ain't sick enough
Yo I got a headache son, 'cause you suckin' my dick to much
And that's the only way shit like you will grow up
My acid lunch, eat you up, you make you wanna throw up
[Chorus]
I'm sick of you
*scratching*
I'm sick of you
*scratching*
Hand me a butt from before you fuckin' snuff it
Bitch! I'm fucking sick of you!
Fucking bitch ass motherfuckers, shady sluts!
WHAT!
Doo doo sluts, uhh
The sex-pert.. check it
[Necro]
I'm pulling off your blouse
Start tongue kissin you and then I cough in your mouth
Walk in your house
and slaughtered the mound of your daughter or spouse
Have them snorting an ounce
'til they are walking on all fours like a hounds
Walk in the fuckin ladies room and penetrate her womb
While the hookers sprays her perfume, demonstrate a broom
You hoes will choke, when you float my boat
My cum will coat your throat like the milk from a goat
Put my notorious dick in-between your glorious tits
Wanna know a +Secret+ I'm suckin +Victoria's+ clit
My tongue got you on some state of euphoria shit
Fuck you with my warriors fist, is who a bitch?
And screamin like a horror flick
when I put my dick where the bitch's manure sits
I slide through like shit
And all you fuckin wenches that love to French kiss
You love the drenching stench of men's piss
You find it adventurous
takin like ten dicks right in your appendix
What bout my Jimi Hendrix?
It's my press kit, dead sick
Fuckin a chick with an asbestos covered breadstick
The sleaze..
I'll grab the ass of the neighbourhood skeeze
and give a good squeeze
Holdin your head, with both of my hands, as you suck
I could snap your fuckin neck if you say you ain't down to fuck
(Chorus: Necro *singing*)
Your cunt looks so good and my dick is ready - Hoe Blow
";Baby, Baby I'll get down on my knees for you, if you....";
(repeat 5X)
[Necro]
Motherfucker you know the deal, I'ma rap on this porn shit
So yo! Suck it
I lounge gettin blown by PJ sparks at key west
I need breast like Sahara needs a HIV test
I'll hit that pussy up with a nasty attack
Get on your knees like your looking for the last piece of crack
Filthy like Al Louis, jerking off at seventy
Or senerity, swallowing my twenty inches of obscenity
I'm paying a good buck
So slut, you better fuck as good as you look and suck as good as you fuck
When it comes to this porn shit you know who the master is
Bitch I'll leave Necro tagged on your ass with jizz
Sex in the ninteys without a rubber? Yo! thats dead
I like skinny bitches but Debbie Diamond looks like a crackhead
Porn is infested with obscene woman ???? the real word of bom'
Im a psycho she male version of Gene Simmons
I'll fuck you in your shitter
Through your panties, you be making mad noises
Dressed up fancy smancie, screaming out like a banshee
inside a basement somewhere close to Delancie
Where the corner is infested with hookers that look like Brandy
When it comes to this porn shit yo! Nothing new to me
So yo! Dion tell them what you fucking do for me
[Dion]
**";Baby, Baby I'll get down on my knee's for you, if you....";
*Scratching* ";Get on your knees";
*Scratching* ";Get On Your Knees";** (repeat 4X)
";Begin to Blow";
[Necro]
I'ma hit you with shots of cum
Kelly LeBrock didnt know how to suck cock
but teaching her was lots of fun
Protein eruptions filmed on porno productions
Abductions of sluts that dont know how to suck dick, here's instructions
Put your head down between my legs
and learn the craft, of how to lick and suck
First the head then my entire shaft
I have diplomacy in sodomising Ona Zee
Im know to be, quick to fuck madams like Buck Adams
Juggle my lizard tounge in your snatch
Lickin Lana Sams tits be like
licking a cutting board with two points attached
Believe me I've tried it often
My schlong almost put Nina Heartly up in a coffin
My cock aint never soft
It stays solid twenty for seven bom'
Ever since I fucked Medusa clit that snake pit turned my shit to stone
Riz Tony ebony needs twat, be rauncy
Put a biscuit to Ginger Limbs head and forced back in the porn, G
Traci Lords dont think you're excused, from geting further abused
cause your torpedo shaped tits be jewels
You can't handle it, why is your slut bugging?
Don't she know shes in for intense fucking
sucking and butt plugging
When it comes to this porn shit yo! Nothing new to me
So yo! Dion tell them what you fucking do for me
[Dion]
";Baby, Baby I'll get down on my knee's for you, if you....";
(repeat 4X)
*Scratching* ";Get on your knees";
*Scratching* ";Get On Your Knees"; (repeat 4X)
I wanna fuck you to death
And from the womb to the tomb
Spray some perfume on your cocoon
Do shit, I'm on some ?? shit
Lay on the table nude, as I rub lube into your boob
Get used to being prude, till I whip out the ice cubes
Like your smoking ice dubes, when I'm patting your muff
You will never say your not getting enough
I'm being pampered by two sluts with tits
That havent been tampered with, runnin my tounge rancid
All over nipples your panties have been dampened
Start massaging my bone
I'm in your caragasing zone
If you do me I'll promise you'll moan
Wake up to my healthy festival
Swallow my delectable testicles like vegetables
Your a hooker to feed your kids, you get my sorrow
Suck my dick like theres no tomorrow *haha*
Go girl, ease the tip
With your big Lisa Loeba lips as I lick your clit
You sound like a kitten purrin,
You want some milk I have to substitute it with my urine *meow*
I love, massage your tight pussy over my shin like a glove *like that*
Throw your head back as I fuck you to this track
Blast izm, fucking you to this rhythm
Honey we could get down with some Sado-Masochism
[Hook]
Throw your head back as I fuck you to this track
Throw your head back as I fuck you to the track
Throw your head back as I fuck you to this track
Throw your head back as I fuck you to the track
Your tits are mad dick?, I'm romantic
Show me your breasts and blow me to death
Your bra's colorful, plus your gullible
So I'll undo your bra strap with my mouth
As you smile I'm licking your back, frigging your snatch wild
I'm a mad child, your fragile, at the same time
So freaky and agile, you be doing some gymnastics
When you getting your ass licked
Invading your body like your plastic
Running flip, you be tested
Give me the sexy glancing, private dances
Dirty questions and nasty answers
Pull up your skirt, pull aside your panties
Flash me the candy, before I start fucking you beauty *yeah*
Let me suck on you beauty *ohh*
I'll take any saint
Necro's written all over your breast with body paint
I've got a little cock
Thats something big for all of them pimples in Little Rock
Put your S on my face, your pussy's vivacious
I'm fucking like three geishas, and my peter??
North Pole is ready to squirt a fantasia or lickstabation
Your firm tits, I wanna lick you quite to death
Unfuck your belly button and spread your legs right to left
Grab my organ and give me a treatment fit for a king
Lick my testicles I'll fuck you like an extra-terrestrial
Cause I last forever, while the average human body
can't handle that much pleasure
A five minute treat with me will surpass 95 percent
Of all the times you were bent,
over recieving the cock rock like cement
Murder the pussy, its homicide, once you got my cock inside
I'll use my dick to smack up some dimes
Like I need equipment to back up my rhymes
If you timid, you'll learn to uninhibit
by stretching your tight pussy to the limit
Its my porno exhibit, with Debbie Whore give me a strip tease
Overfucking like its the late sixties, my memories belong in Ripley's
Believe it or Not, cause it'll slice up a beaver like a cleaver or mop?
Or a shot of scum in your twat of any diva thats hot
*Get undressed*
[Hook]
Throw your head back as I fuck you to the track
Throw your head back as I fuck you to the track
Throw your head back as I fuck you to the track
Throw your head back slut
Yo, insult the coat you'll fit this casket, Imma break a cassette tape and stab you with the plastic, so bleed beautifully, roll up your shirt strap on a belt, start shootin€™ me but draw no blood, peep like a water bug, cursing out the mugs, roll with a hord of thugs, necrthe lord of drugs, pay me for death till you got no brains cells left, no fit, rippin' a prison up in your crib, yo you dead kid, no brass or tassel left, I€™ll leave my beef bloody, I cook it red, your future is as good as dead, I€™ll shove my blade in, so you could fade out, your trapped in a time that€™s played out, so check the date out, you€™re a pussy that no one ate out, while my brains on fast foward, you€™re a victim and you don€™t even know it, the evil poet, you got no hands, you can€™t catch it when I throw it, depression makes you cut dimes until your brain crashes like the streets without traffic signals and stop-signs, cause everyday, is judgment day for me, cause humans that don€™t know me get scared and run away from me, it€™s trife hate, let no one control the life, channel your energy cut thru your clothes like a soldier€™s knife, while the average front, I€™m on a never-ending scavenger hunt, I€™d rather be blunt so violate the fact you wanna die is great, watch me annihilate I got insanity inside a jar and I€™m dropping it off the empire state, cause you talk like your in justice, so muskets we trust kid, so bust clip, the verbal open, my philosophy is molten, cause my pupils can only see a world unwholesome, insulting, repulsive, revolting, let€™s risk it for piles of green, with, sadistic violent schemes, twisted like silent screams, I have a determination and, seeing your termination to extermination, cold like a frozen igloo, your rubber room is closing in on you, the chosen is you, death, is, fucking you insane, you€™ll get nothing from my pockets, the only thing you got sewn up is your eye sockets, so play dead as I color you blood red, give up the bread or I€™ll put a hole in your fuckin skull large like a Huge alien head, incinerate the beat till€™ it€™s six feet deep, then do a jesus on em, like the crucifix, repeat, now watch me
Better give it up kid, burn the groove to death say yeah yeah
Better give it up kid, burn the groove to death say yeah yeah
The hour glass is filled with blow, sniff your time away, sink into the snow and suffocate your face, the mind decays, string the brains the spine will pay, there€™s no burden vermin vaccination, I€™m doing your life€™s bid and imagination, bitch I don€™t gotta answer you, how bout€™ I cancel you? Bury you with Satan, smoke up and do a dance for you, morbid shit, keep me poppin€™ on your guts G, watch your step of sinkin€™ breed be bloody, I€™m bleeding sin, there€™s cancer in the air, you€™ll breathe it in, my whole scheme is to achieve a win, slice you leave you with un-even skin, it€™s apparent your transparent you can€™t conceal your lies, your synthetic like women that are really guys you got Jeff Heely€™s eyes, fuck you in your cunt group, I€™ll bring murder right to your front stoop, talking like you comatose your correct, I€™ll propose a toast to your death, I hope you€™ll decompose with one breath, I suppose I€™ll infest, I doubt your mine, peep the poison here€™s enough for an amount to die , and the holes in your body you ain€™t got enough fingers to count that high, after you lose, swallow my chief of rings you€™ll be crying, so much your putrid smelling body will be washed clean, rippin the mics allowed to do with pride it€™s necessary to bury involuntary like mandatory suicide, government style, there€™s nothing more fresh than a skull covered with flesh I€™m dressed not to impress I€™m cold laughing G, I€™m so fly the SWAT team€™s after me cause everywhere I go I bring a blood bath with me, peep the creak creak, yo hemaglobin's cheap, just look for it it€™s skin deep, the person next to you got eight accessible pints you can keep, peep the black market, your girl and there ain€™t nothin' but a target, I€™ll Gin start you up fuck you with an exclamation, jig you the jug and I don€™t need no explanation, I€™m fo exploitation my slang has no expiration, bloodied up you€™re a sight for sore eyes, you€™ll be screaming for me when your cuts get basted in sodium chloride, I€™m pulling your cards kid, I see the Ace of Spades, death is in your future watch it parade to your face with blades, the reels reviled your face in the jiffy bag is sealed, would it kiss up to disease, I€™m on a H.G Louis blood feast, I run with the insane type your life is like water floating down the drain pipe, a scream or cries cracked feind demise, open up your eyes and breathe between the lies, a flick, imagine light up a kid a whole drum kit, till there€™s no life and no and theres a spike infested with 2 pieces of crooked wood now beat me.
burn the groove to death kid, gonna burn the groove say yeah yeah
burn the groove to death kid, gonna burn the groove say yeah yeah
Yo
Yeah uh
Yo this the shit right here
Yo this make me wanna kill somebody
Turn this shit up real fucking loud
[Necro]
Drinking the bile out ya pancreas the fanciest
Cancerous spoken lyricist pack a shank on the hips
You a skanky bitch slit ya wrist and clittoris
If your inhibited I'll piss in ya syphillis and get pissed
Mr.Death Dr.Demise Surgeon Slice
You'll die really slow if you don't appreciate life
You wack if you dont appreciate knives
The way a knife slices precise the trife it's a demonic device
The chronic you light inhale for those in jail
To those that beef get impaled and buried in snails
My brains charred like burnt flesh and scarred
Ripping ya breast apart digest ya heart
Die!
Chorus: repeat 2X
Kid you know you can't fuck with this
Don't you know my shit's too sick
Kid you know you can't fuck with this
Might get ya whole fuckin head split
[Necro]
Terrorize ya whole clit make suck ya own tits
And spit the cancer out grab a glock; call me Sir Manson-a-Lot
Blow ya brains on the seats varicose veins on the streets
Cocaine bustin weed kill you slowly it's a must you bleed
Pop a vein in ya skull from the stress feelin numb in ya chest
Anxiety attack murder you with a variety
An axe a mack a black jack a back crack
Right upside ya fuckin head for talking shit about this kid
You bled sadistic and red my biscuit pumps lead
Cock it obnoxious get chopped up in boxes
I'm toxic my topics are gothic
Morbidity you can't get rid of me
the reason that humidity is shittin me
So kill ya'self and write a note
Right before the noose wraps tight around ya throat
Ya windpipe is choked
New York is full of transvestites in coats
Helpless when chicks control and sacrificing goats
It's death for these second street derelicts
Reppin' it sellin shit malevolent
Mad felons kid I got three in the fam
Me and my man will beat you with hands leave you beneath the sand
You sinkin quickly I'm thinking I'm sickly
I need medication the cadavers are getting stinky
Chorus: repeat 2X
Kid you know you can't fuck with this
Don't you know my shit's too sick
Kid you know you can't fuck with this
Might get ya whole fuckin head split
Split slpit
fuckin head split fuckin head split bitch fuckin head split
Scourged with whips, and thorn-crowned.
Bear your cross on the way of sorrows.
On these narrow streets your people leer and spit.
"Rome condemns you, Her gods condemn you!"
Stripped naked and bound with rope and iron.
Christendom dies with you on this hill in Judea.
And is reborn - crawling through the Calvary filth like flies on carrion.
Tetha malkuthak - your kingdom come.
Son of Mary, we share the cup of struggle and betrayal.
For your beloved of Earth revile me.
They tear the flesh of my palms in deposition.
And excoriate me without succor at the pillar of your church.
Their baleful assurances have become the Via Crucis.
Where my body is bloodied and my frail form broken.
They have paved my path to Golgotha with usury and deceit.
In Heaven as on Earth.
Salvation is famine, and faith - a hateful diadem.
I await revealing beneath a mantle of heavenly silence.
And to silence I shall return.
They raise their nails to my wrists and cast lots for my worth.
In their eyes I am the apostate.
They bring the judgment of Caiaphas and the mockery of Pilate.
They cast their derision - their damnation - as a spear into my side.
A deep and dreamless sleep unite... This Fragile heart and sacrifice... To cut the
throat in praise of sin... A bastard lie begets the end... There is no life but
that death allows... There is no will above the gnawing, writhing worms... It takes
us all both young and old... A wall of voices seething cold... Shapeless forms
scurry amongst shadows entwined... Bearers of anguish exist within this desolate
heart... Breathing within its walls, I hear them faintly moaning... A choir of all
faith departed....infernally droning... The language of the dead, the ones whom the
light has forsaken... Abandoned in tenebrous dream, never to awaken... A fleeting
glimpse of hell, before I drown below... In darkest waves of ebony, death is all I
Rise.
You promised life unending yet emptiness remains.
Fleeting traces of sheol.
Sutures bind the eyes and seal the mouth.
And the trocar's incision disembowels.
Around me they lay their hands in prayer.
Through me, they touch eternity.
Death is my religion.
As Lazarus, I rise.
Embalm the soul in darkness.
And cross the field of flies.
Rise.
I abhor you.
Reject you.
Lament you.
Absolve you.
Laid to rest, no flesh shall be spared.
Your kingdom's crown lies in rotting soil.
And your servants moulder in the earth.
Your salvation never was nor is.
It will not be again.
Death is my religion.
As Lazarus, I rise.
Entomb the soul in darkness.
Obscured in shadow and ash, beneath November's sunless skies...
There you stood... pale flesh trembling in the chill of autumn's last days...
Alive with grief, for sorrow never rests in the wake of death...
The windswept branches painted your face in a thousand dancing silhouettes...
So many regrets... summoned with a single tear...
So lovely, yet so alone... adrift in a sea of dying flowers...
Caress the cold marble, lost in solemn reverie...
Remembering the brighter days, forever out of reach...
The setting sun sheds little warmth upon your grieving heart...
Darkness falling, swift and silent... a cold and bitter rain...
Flee from all this misery, away from death's domain...
Veiled in sunwept kisses; sullen, weak; you smiled...
"You must bid me gone, love" - frailty-wracked you cried...
Still upon your deathbed, your hand I held in mine...
Caressed with woe your flaxen hair; felt your last, aspirant sigh...
Goodbye...
No flights of angels bring you to your rest...
Travailed in sickness - in death enrapt and blessed...
Now nothing remains of your life, your time has passed...
Your anguish, your demise, your promise of rebirth...
Solemn incantation nor frenzied evocation...
Did halt not your soul's apostasy...
Lassitude upon me...
This lurid trial awaits me...
I live on in wanton futility...
And yet in my dreams now...
I arise and follow you...
The veil of eternity rends...
And you are whole again...
For there is no cancer...
Nor lamenting depth of grave...
That separates us anymore...
In death...
Midst waves of mute dejection...
Crawl upon malicious spines of dull fury...
Rage burning in silence sought by my own wretched heart...
Born from the ruinous passage of time...
The truth of loss hurls its clenched fists at the fragile strands of abandoned faith...
You are the night...
Come forth in endless rapture...
You are the night...
To sheild thy fallen crest...
Entangled in the scented tresses of their desireable women...
Soft graceful eidolons of light -- if only they were more than fleeting ghosts...
Apparitions faded by time and dust...
Stirring in dark fields of rememberance where tristful scenes of long departed loves are endlessly portrayed...
One must seize each memory with careful hands kept hidden...
And like rare, exotic flowers beheld by none...
Clutch them tightly to thy disconsolate heart and remember each one...
For this pain shall soon pass...
The soulblight's slow destruction of what is most precious...
Of what we hold closest to our impassioned souls...
Like the vacant sigh of a thousand dying dreams...
You are the night...
A tapestry of light...
A nihility of shifting emotions...
Coalesce into patterned, empty tears...
Falling, sightless, the final hours have passed.
The soul becomes flightless.
The silence of the grave, the evensong.
Bereft of form and void.
Deadlights dance in the séance obscure.
And the damned lick the black tendrils of hastur.
Conjoined amidst the circles nine.
The prophecy of the soil and secret rites of the worm.
An ossuary of flesh amongst all our living tombs.
Crawling, limbless, through the pale valleys displaced of time.
Our lidless eyes forward to the ever-fixed mark.
This worm-web known as mortality.
A single, labyrinthine tier across the yawning abyss.
Whose walls are featureless and purchase - impossible.
And so begins the litany of the lie.
Scraping the precipice toward the slough of despond.
I have found strange purity in this oblivion.
Impending dissolution brings no pause.
Upon ashen splinters is my body - which is given for you.
Consecrate the ceremony.
Or bear the oblation.
See you this maiden whore.
With whom you wish to copulate.
You see her beauty - I see the skull beneath the skin.
I smell the fragrant dusk of graves and the yellowed linen.
"Calamity of fate!" - the portents cry.
She longs to join the earth.
Until all is but an elysian field (beset with glistening urns).
A desolate, echoing cinerarium rattled by the winter wind.
Merciless, I raise the cup.
I beseech it be filled.
I am the celebrant in this rite of shrouds.
O quam tristis et afflicta...
In my mind there is just one word...
A litany of sins and hatred...
I must die this time...
Contristantem et dolentem...
In flux the patterns shift and repose...
Arabesques of abyssal darkness...
The tender recompense of dreams...
I see the ending... there is but one path left to take...
I know the future... only I can take it all away...
There is no second chance...
There is no afterlife...
No goddamned repentance...
Misericordiam... I sing of misery...
I embrace the end...
The willows bend... the cistern fills with tears...
Celestine is thy bed of death...
My sorrow is abject...
Through shrouds of linen I bewail...
Thy passing...
In my heart the tempest rages silent...
There is a prison from which none can escape...
We all share this fate...
Try to perceive the shore on which we stand...
The tides too soon abate...
I shall draw my last breath...
And twitch in fever's warm caress...
Ex stasis... light fading...
Witness my soul's egress...
And there will be no more sorrow...
And there will be no more emptiness...
And with open arms embrace mortality...
In your eyes are raging seas...
You won't see my misery...
How could one so merciful rend my soul to save it?...
Seduce me and then turn away...
Hold my hand and clutch my throat...
You have always been the one to break my fall and kill me...
And in the silence I awaken...
Cast off the shroud you've draped around me...
Your beauty brings me resurrection...
This is too real... this is to life...
As death, to me...
In your grip is suffering...
My one wish: to end this pain...
Draw my hands across your face...
And kiss your lips before me...
See through my recalcitrance...
Hold me close... it's my last chance...
You can take my life from me and damn me to adore you...
As the razor strokes the flesh upon my wrist -- the blood of a "martyr" trickles down...
Painting scarlet patterns on sanguine fingertips...
This is thy blessing which rests upon thy lips...
Lucerna pedibus meis...
In aeternam...
Nunquam recordare inveritas...
The suffocating silence of the end...
Forever...
Tristesses...
My days pass away like a shadow...
As my lifeblood pools and seeps beneath the lychgate...
So does your love fill my coffin...
And lust unminding slowly drives each nail...
So cease thy curses across my breathless lips...
Lucerna pedibus meis...
Lacrimosa... nunquam recordare inveritas...
The suffocating silence of the end...
Forever weeping...
Even the heavens cry...
If your embrace were a chrysalis.
I would weather callous frosts - or die inside.
A madrigal, slow-breathing.
Your pale shoulders and flow of hair.
Solitude, what have you done?
My lifeless fingers trace the surface.
For these lines exist in lithic memory.
In colonnades where light, weight, and form.
Shatter like a thousand breaking bones.
Above a sea of twisted limbs.
What have you done?
Fuck your beautiful world.
The doubt in your heart made no amends.
The doubt in your heart left nothing for me.
I often return to the frozen ground where I laid with you.
When I gaze across the fields I understand the beauty of dying leaves.
And why the dying trees reach to touch a faraway sun.
And why I have become a forlorn wreck of fleeting intangibles.
My better nature scorched in the crucible that is you.
I hate.
Yearn.
Despair.
And lust.
Desire, what have you done?
What have I become?
I am nothing.
I am nothing.
The body, a painting in abstract.
Contorted hues, framed by steel and tubes.
Reflection of youth and beauty.
Smashed, splintered, nothing.
Fragments, as words - meaningless.
Remnants of flesh - pallid, forlorn.
An object in this gallery.
Of living corpses and surrogate breath.
Begotten, the invalid.
In wreckage, and broken glass adorned.
Angles unkind, joylessly entwined.
This palette of ruin that Celia becomes.
The body, a study disfigured.
She is God's own art.
Contusion of youth and beauty.
Crushed, crippled, yielding.
Motion, as time - intangible.
The verdigris of subsequent decay.
Suffusing the sickroom, the wheelchair, the needles, the hours, the days.
Forgotten, the invalid.
Pristine the canvas, the certainty, the stain.
Flawless design, sorrowfully refined.
In the moments before she falls into the stream...
Doubt assails her conscience, sorrow wracks her being...
Letting go, she drowns...
Her arms drift cruciform on the onyx tapestry...
In the twilight mist rises from the surface...
I reach into the water to touch her pale visage...
As above so below...
An angel flies on blackest wing...
To crush her soul, to weigh her sins...
Thy salvation her eyes hath seen...
The wailing dead in rapture sing...
The vaulted crypts, the blackened woods that reek of death's decay...
The charnel house, the no-man's-land...
This is thy domain...
Requiem aeternam... dona nobis pacem...
Et lux perpetua luceat eis...
An angel flies...
Azrael, how soon thy touch...
Renders flesh to lifeless dust...
Your will, my undoing...
Goodbye suicide
Wipe the tears down from your eyes
Take my hand
Hold back pride - goodbye suicide
Goodbye suicide
Not for real but for this life
Au-revoir
Auf-wiedersein - goodbye suicide
Goodbye suicide
Never thought I'd tell a lie
See you later
Sianara- goodbye suicide
Goodbye suicide
Beautiful to be so kind
Forever been
But never seen - goodbye suicide
If the ending fits the words
If you struggle to be heard
You can only try so hard
You can only try so fucking hard
So goodbye suicide
Innocence is not a crime
Hold back fear
"It's scary to watch someone you love go into the center of himself and confront his fears...
Fear of failure, fear of death, fear of going insane
You have to fail a little, die a little, go insane a little to come out the other side."
Break my heart slowly
Dora Maar said to me
She came to me in a dream
Reaching out full up with fear
She said:
"Hold on, hold on, hold on to your gun"
It was cold, the night was black
You could feel her freezing hands
Exiting a life of chance
Painted dead a million times
She said:
"Hold on, hold on, hold on to your gun"
She said:
"If your life has changed
If it makes no sense
You can carry on if you still belong
If your life has changed
If it makes no sense
You can carry on
If you still belong
Come on, come on, come on, come on, come on, come on, come on
Break my heart slowly
Break my heart slowly
So come one now etc
We will walk together
We will walk together
Yeah you, you will always be my home
Yeah, the people, they don't know
What it means to be alone
Yeah you, you will always be my home
No, the feeling's never gone
It's a part of me that I love
We will walk together
We will never part
We'll tattoo ourselves
And each others hearts
And each others hearts
Yeah you, you will always be my home
Yeah you, you will always be my home
Even when the strength is low
It will never leave me now
Yeah you, you will always be my home
It will never be broken
Solitude has always won
We will walk together
We will never part
We'll tattoo ourselves
And each others hearts
We will walk together
We will never part
We'll tattoo ourselves
And each others hearts
And each others hearts
And each others hearts
Holes full of bullshit - withdraw retreat
Futures built on sand - withdraw retreat
Concrete bunkers evermore - withdraw retreat
Even the clothes I'm in - withdraw retreat
I'm undone, I've seen through the dying of the sun
But that's enough to keep and dream on
When I'm in these walls well at least it keeps me real
But outside the world seems so fucking cheap
The world seems so fucking cheap
Plenty for us to kill - withdraw retreat
All we touch grows ill - withdraw retreat
Logos surround the view - withdraw retreat
Even the clothes I'm in - withdraw retreat
Time to admit defeat
The stasi is after me - withdraw retreat
Nature's secret police - withdraw retreat
Holes full of bullshit - withdraw retreat
Futures built on sand - withdraw retreat
Concrete bunkers evermore - withdraw retreat
Even the clothes I'm in - withdraw retreat
I'm undone, I've seen through the dying of the sun
But that's enough to keep and dream on
When I'm in these walls well at least it keeps me real
While outside the world seems so fucking cheap
Socialise at will
Give a smile until
You become so sick
Felt the shining path
Creeping up and making plans
Watch the governments crash
Hope dead, like Jesus on the cross
Felt the shining path
Fingers crossed it will be the last
Felt the shining path
Fingers crossed it will be the last
[Chorus]
And I want you to know
These feelings I show
Will fade like summer snow
For as long as we know
Felt the shining path
Breaking bones and shaking hands
I'm dealing with some loss
How can you cope when it moves so fast
Felt the shining path
Fingers crossed it will be the last
Felt the shining path
Fingers crossed it will be the last
[Chorus: x2]
And I want you to know
And I want you to know
Never said I loved you
Just that I would like too
It got so complicated
The debt has been update
Always being someone
Never being yourself
Fed you to the dragons
Nothing left to be said
When your up you gotta come back down
Feel the force you better wear your crown
Looking closer it will make you feel found
The friendship we have gathered
So quickly torn and shattered
Too fragile to be spoken
A heart dying and broken
Never stop believing
The truth can be deceiving
Breaking through your demons
Controlling all your feelings
When you're up you gotta come back down
Feel the force you better wear your crown
No fear of boredom
Embrace it, it's modern
It kills you all over
So much for the future
It's coming It's closing
As bright as this morning
So don't forget to lose yourself
"The road has taken alot of the great ones. Hank Williams, Buddy Holly, Otis Reading, Janice, Jimi Hendrix, Elvis. It's a god damn impossible way of life"
The boys in the band
They dont give a fuck
(The boys in the band The boys in the band)
All they want is some Kimino rock
(The boys in the band)
The men in suits
They just want a geisha
But so what
And all the tourists
They just want forever
To fuck
I want a postcard with my home address on
I want to send it and I want it to reach home
I want to see the things that always give me hope
The cold comfort of the inbetween I know
The boys in the band
Some don't get no sleep
(The boys in the band The boys in the band)
There's no enjoyment in watching meself weep
The boys in the band
They tear themselves apart
(The boys in the band The boys in the band)
I killed the zeitgeist
Ground it all to dust
Left myself alone
Digging deeper holes
I killed the zeitgeist
Switched off all the lights
Glazed like aching snow
All metaphors for love
When I look at the sea
No reflections will appear
Pain like the shattering of glass
Tearing us all apart
I killed the zeitgiest
Anschluss within your heart
Ich bin ein Newporter
Das zeitgeist uber alles
I killed the zeitgeist
Ground it all to dust
Left myself alone
Digging deeper holes
When I look at the sea
No reflections will appear
Pain like the shattering of glass
Tearing us all apart
I killed the zeitgeist
I killed the zeitgeist
"The woods are lovely, dark and deep but I have promises to keep and miles to go before I sleep and miles to go before I sleep"
If someone could hold you now
If fate could play a different hand
All if all the broken hearts
Could be fixed not torn apart
Watching shadows on the wall
Some questions are impossible
And does God make a fool of us all
Watch the skies as sadness falls
Bits of me don't exist anymore
I can't replace what's been and gone
Cars and bits of silhuettes
Buy some time and learn to dance
Time comes too soon for you
Memories left to date and bruise
No control we're all at sea
In a world that's dissappeared
Broken scremas can kill you dreams
I wish I knew more about your fears
And if I could your eyes I would kiss
And fill up your time with laziness
Lets declare an amnesty
Ambitions dead for all to sea
Shake your fists we've grown too fast
Help me love and hold me close
Twist and turn so wonderful
Break your bones I'm coming home
If someone could hold you now
If someone could hold you now
"The furies are at home in the mirror, it is their address. Even the clearest water if deep enough can drown"
Hatred made a final stand
He felt some strength he made some plans
He looked at love the battle lost
Like the charge of the light brigade
Or a bitter twisted Thatcherite
This is my last crusade
No one is listening anyway
Speak in tongues and language lost
I found alchemy and I found trust
The grass has covered all the scars
A last crusade a last hurrah
From the bottom of your heart
You've had you say you've played your part
If only hate were generous
And not this mass of emptiness
This is my last crusade
To rid this land of hipocrisey
To lay down bare the miserable truth
Of vanity and greed inside you
This is my last crusade
The greatest thing I ever said
But crusades are doomed to fail
(Daniel Chenevez)
Elle n'était pas du genre à se faire remarquer.
C'était jamais elle qu'on invitait à danser.
Elle avait plutôt l'impression de gêner.
Peut-être avait-elle envie de tout casser.
Elle habitait plus loin, dans la rue d'à coté.
Je suis sûre que vous l'avez déjà rencontrée.
Son visage était transparent comme l'été
Mais elle avait toujours l'air de s'ennuyer.
Elle voulait toucher le soleil
Rien ne sera pareil, perdue dans son sommeil
Et puis les nuages étincellent
Sur des étangs de miel et mes larmes s'emmêlent.
J'ai toujours su qu'elle allait partir en fumée.
Elle aurait tout donné pour se faire oublier.
Un matin, en silence, elle s'est défilée
Et elle est partie sur la pointe des pieds.
Elle avait décidé de ne plus s'inquiéter.
C'était la fin de l'hiver, mais elle s'en foutait.
Au bord du quai, doucement elle a sauté.
Ses cheveux, lentement, dans l'eau ont coulé.
Elle voulait toucher le soleil
Rien ne sera pareil, perdue dans son sommeil
Et puis les nuages étincellent
Sur des étangs de miel et mes larmes s'emmêlent.
(Guitare solo)
Elle avait décidé de ne plus s'inquiéter.
C'était la fin de l'hiver, mais elle s'en foutait.
Au bord du quai, doucement elle a sauté.
Ses cheveux, lentement, dans l'eau ont coulé.
Elle voulait toucher le soleil
Rien ne sera pareil, perdue dans son sommeil
Et puis les nuages étincellent
Sur des étangs de miel et mes larmes s'emmêlent.
Elle voulait toucher le soleil
Rien ne sera pareil, perdue dans son sommeil
Et puis les nuages étincellent
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