karaoke
i once had a boyfriend,
he wasnt true to me,
when he toar me up inside
i thought it couldnt be,
chorus
so why, why do you tear me up,
why dont you keep my trust,
why dont you love me much
so whys the pain,
the pain is so deep inside
its so very hard to hide,
i thought it couldnt be
but now i see
you never really love me,
you never really cared,
so why should i even try,
to think of the things we shared,
chorus
what more do you want from me,
i gave you all the things i owed
i gave you all my heart and soul,
i gave you everything i wanted too
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but now i see
What's your name, my name is Pain
Where do you live, I live anyplace
Where were you born, in the state of fear
How old are you, nineteen hundred and ninety four years
What's your plan, my plan is pain
When will you leave, I'll never go away
How will you breathe, you'll give me life
How will you see, sitting in the temple right between your eyes
My name is Pain, you belong to me
You're all I wanted, I'm all you'll ever be
From the beginning in a world without end
I am the air, I am Pain
Pain is love, Pain is pure
Pain is sickness, Pain is the cure
Pain is death, Pain is religion
Pain is life, Pain is television
Pain walks, Pain crawls
Pain is peace, Pain is war
Where were you born, in the state of fear
How old are you, nineteen hundred and ninety four years
My name is Pain, you belong to me
You're all I ever wanted, I'm all you'll ever be
From the beginning in a world without end
f/ Stretch
* only appears on the vinyl and cassette versions
[voice sample from Star Trek V]
I couldn't help but notice your pain
[My pain?]
It runs deep
Share it with me!
They'll never take me alive, I'm gettin' high with my four-five
Cocked on these suckas, time to die
Even as a youngster causin' ruckus on the back of the bus
i was a fool all through high school kickin' up dust
But now I'm labelled as a trouble maker who can you blame?
Smokin' weed helped me take away the pain
So I'm hopeless rollin' down the freeway swervin, don't worry
I'm about to crash up on the curb cause my visions blurry
Maybe if they tried to understand me, what should I do?
I had to feed my fuckin' family, what else could I do
but be a thug
out slangin' with the homies
fuck hangin' with them phonies in the club
got my mind on danger
never been a stranger to homicide
my cities full of gang bangers and drive bys
why do we die at an early age
he was so young
but still a victim of the 12 gauge
my memories of a corpse
mind full of sick thoughts
and I ain't goin back to court
so fuck what you thought I'm drinkin' hennessey
runnin from my enemies will I live to be 23
there's so much pain
(Chorus)
Ohhhh....
Tired of the Strain and the Pain
Ohhhh....
Tired of the Strain and the Pain
years and years of that rough life
runnin crazed and wild as a kid and growin tough with a knife
and livin trifed on the regular
bokin out competitors
see them take a move and take them down like a fuckin predator
get in trouble everyday in school
act a fool
and you know I had to break every rule
showin off for the bitches cause I had the mad rep
so I had to watch my back when it was time to step
[????] with love for me
pop, pop, pop
and send a chuckle up above for me
Aiyyo currency kept passing me by, but I didn't cry
broke and head off with the pack and started sellin coke
And now the money's looking lovely
Pop the drop top and now the bitches wanna rub me
Kick 'em the game
it's all the same
i kick it back yo
Give 'em slack yo
and now they label me the mack yo
people check it
get disrespected if you front the the birdman
you heard man
catch a couple shots from the glock in my hand
Damn! At least I'm realistic with my biscuit
you know you get your ass twisted so run for cover
me and my man got a plan kickin' major dust
so if your on nigga look for the gauge to bust
a lot of pressure with the street fame
it's a deep game
and my mama always cryin'
yo there's so much pain
(Chorus)
Ohhhh...
Ohhhh...
They got me mobbin like I'm
loc'ed and ready to get my slug on
i load my clip and slip my motherfuckin' gloves on
i ain't scared to blast on these suckas if they test me
Trust, I got my glock cocked playa if they press me
Bust on motherfuckers with a - paaassion
Better duck cause I ain't lookin when I'm - blaaastin
I'm a nuttin drinkin Hennessey and gettin' high
On the lookout for my enemies, don't wanna die
Tell me why cause this stress is gettin' major
A buck-fifty across the face with my razor
what can I do but be a thug until I'm dead and gone
keep my brain on the game and stay head strong
these sorry bastards
want to kill me in my sleep but will they can I see
and everyday it just a struggle
steady thuggin' in the streets
and i'll be ballin' loc
don't let 'em make you worry
keep swingin' at these suckas till you buried
i was born to raise hell, a nigga from the gutta,
with a mother on drugs
I'm kickin dust up
ready to bust
I'm on the scene steady muggin' mean
until they kill me
i'll be livin this life
i know you feel me
there's so much pain
(Chorus)
Ohhh...
Tired of the Strain and the Pain
Ohhh...
Tired of the Strain and the Pain
Ohhh...
Tired of the Strain and the Pain
Ohhh...
Tired of the Strain and the Pain
Ohhhhhh....
Ft. Bird man
[Voice sample from Star Trek V]
I couldn't help but notice your pain
[My pain?]
It runs deep
Share it with me!
[Tupac:]
They'll never take me alive
I'm gettin' high with my four-five,
Cocked on these suckas, time to die
Even as a youngsta cause a ruckus on the back of the bus,
I was a fool all through high school kickin' up dust,
But now I'm labelled as a trouble maker, who can you blame?
Smokin' weed helped me take away the pain,
So I'm hopeless,
Rollin' down the freeway swervin, don't worry,
I'm ‘bout to crash up on the curb, 'cause my visions blurry
Maybe if they tried to understand me,
What should I do?
I had to feed my fuckin' family,
What else could I do?
But be a thug,
Out slangin' with the homies,
Fuck hangin' with them phonies in the clubs,
Got my mind on danger,
Never been a stranger to homicide,
My city's full of gang bangers and drive-bys,
Why do we die at an early age?
He was so young,
But still a victim of the 12 gauge,
My memories of a corpse,
Mind full of sick thoughts,
And I ain't goin' back to court,
So fuck what you thought,
I'm drinkin' Hennessey,
runnin from my enemies,
Will I live to be 23?
There's so much pain.
(Chorus)
Ohhhh....
Tired of the Strain and the Pain
Ohhhh....
Tired of the Strain and the Pain
[Bird man:]
Years and years of that rough life,
Runnin' crazed and wild as a kid and growin' tough with a knife,
And livin' trife on the regular,
Buckin' down competitors,
See ‘em fake a move and chase em down like the fuckin' predator,
Get in trouble everyday in school,
Act a fool,
And you know I had to break every rule,
Showin' off for the bitches, 'cause I had the mad rep',
So I had to watch my back when it was time to step,
But my grimiest grimeys with love for me,
Oh pop, pop
And send a chuckle up above for me,
And yo, currency kept passin' me by,
But I didn't cry,
Broke, I head off with the pack and started sellin' coke,
And now the money's lookin' lovely,
Hop the drop top and now the bitches wanna rub me,
Kick’n me game,
It's all the same,
I kick it back yo,
Give 'em slack yo,
And now they label me the mack yo,
People check it,
Get disrespected if you front on the Birdman,
You heard man,
Catch a couple shots from the glock in my hand,
Damn! At least I'm realistic, with my biscuit,
You know you get your ass twisted,
So run for cover,
Me and my man got a plan kickin' major dust,
So if your on nigga look for the gauge to bust,
A lot of pressure with the street fame,
It's a deep game,
And my mama always cryin',
Yo there's so much pain,
(Chorus)
Ohhhh...
Ohhhh...
[Tupac:]
They got me mobbin' like I'm,
Loc'ed and ready to get my slug on,
I load my clip and slip my motherfuckin' gloves on,
I ain't scared to blast on these suckas if they test me,
Trust, I got my glock cocked playa if they press me,
Bust on mothafucka’s with a - paaassion,
Better duck cause I ain't lookin when I'm - blaaastin',
I'm a nuttin, drinkin' Hennessey and gettin' high,
On the lookout for my enemies,
Don't wanna die,
Tell me why, cause the stress gettin' major,
A buck-fifty across the face with my razor,
What can I do but be a thug until I'm dead and gone,
Keep my brain on the game and stay head strong,
These sorry bastards,
Want to kill me in my sleep but will they can I see,
And everyday it's just a struggle,
Steady thuggin' on the streets,
And I'll be ballin' look,
Don't let 'em make you worry,
Keep swingin' at these suckas till you buried,
I was born to raise hell,
A nigga from the gutta,
Word to mutha I'm tough,
I'm kickin dust up,
Ready to bust,
I'm on the scene steady muggin' mean,
Until they kill me,
I'll be livin this life,
I know you feel me,
In so much pain
(Chorus)
Ohhh...
Tired of the Strain and the Pain
Ohhh...
Tired of the Strain and the Pain
Ohhh...
Tired of the Strain and the Pain
Ohhh...
I'm hidden in the scream when the virgin dies
I'm the ache in the belly when your baby cries
And I'm the burnin sensation when the convict fries
I'm pain
I'm your pain
Unspeakable pain
I'm your private pain
And I'm the compound fracture in the twisted car
And I'm the lines on the face of the tramp at the bar
And I'm the reds by the bed of the suicide star
You know me - I'm pain
I'm your pain
Your own private pain
Unfathomable pain
And it's a compliment to me
To hear you screamin through the night
All night
Tonight
I'm the holes in your arm when you're feeling the shakes
I'm the lump on your head when you step on the rake
And I'm the loudest one laughing at the saddest wake
Yes I'm pain
I'm just pain
Dear old pain
You need your pain
And I'm the loudest one laughing at the saddest wake
I'm the salt in the sweat on the cuts of the slaves
I was the wound in the side while Jesus prayed
I was the filthiest word at the vandalized grave
Yes, pain
Do you love me pain
I love my pain
I'm your pain
It's a compliment to me
To hear you screamin through the night
All night
Passion....pain....pleasure
It hurts when I laugh sometimes, feels good when I cry
Tell me when you looking at me
Can you see the pain in my eyes
As the stars shine deep in the night sky
As the sun sits way above the clouds
As the world spins time and time again
Look at myself wondering where I've been
City to city and girl with you one nights all i got to give
You don't know me no matter how I might appear
Will I ever know why do I feel so alone?
Since a child i was told, all that glitters aint gold
Got lost in the moment, tryna find what i wanted
So i'm drowning in regret, and i'll never forget
[Fabolous]
I'm old enough to know better, young enough to not give a f-ck
Rather hold my high and die then live and duck
If you're cool being taken down and giving up
Your lifestyle's a blow job, the way you're living sucks!
I done felt pain, waited but no help came
Went through some crazy shit still kept myself sane
You ever been dying of thirst and smelt rain
Ever been told "go to hell" and felt flames
The water's to your neck and only gets deeper
It's all down hill and it only gets steeper
Gotta get over it, be a hurdle leaper
It cost to be the boss, it aint get no cheaper
But there's a man above that we all under bro
No bread truck but he work wonders though!
After you wake up, everything is wonderful
You can overcome anything you undergo
As an artist I'm just tryna paint the perfect picture
But see where tryna wait for somebody that's perfect gets you
That usually lead to nothing like virgin kisses
And I be tryna cut, surgeon bitches
Dreams of splurging riches, pretty but curvy misses
Chef to serve the dishes, driving to swerve the ditches
I'm just another kid on the purple wishes?
And the streets is tough, on the verge of viscious
So I sold weed and crack, business
That white girl helped a nigga, Fergalicious
But getting money bring jealousy and verbal disses
So when you killin' shit watch out for the murder witness
An old head told me, let nothing disturb your business
Beef is only good when you in the burger business
So I chilled, but loaded up the steal
Like I wish a nigga would, But I know a nigga will
But for real you loaded up to kill
Cause soon as a nigga could the sooner a nigga will
And I don't owe these niggas nothing
Pain, my middle name
Lord please have mercy on my soul, I can't maintain
Pain, my middle name
Lord please have mercy on my
[Z-Ro]
I haven't smoked a sherm in 27 days
When I'm under pressure, I feel it's necessary to blaze
Looking at my life as if I wasn't here, why the fuck that picture be so clear
Since my nigga died, I done slowed down on drank
But I'm right back heavy on beer
Stained finger tips and lips, cause smoking come with murders
Fiending for heaven but I wonder, if I'm worthy
Please God forgive your servant, and your man child
But the fact that he got Jordans, and a nigga like me
Grow po' wings was bullshit, so I ran wild
Wasn't I good enough, to get some shit like that
It was only a grade, you know I didn't deserve to get hit like that
My life my life, falls under the wicked and shife
I gotta pay my rent, therefor my partnas might be targets tonight
Even though I'm grown fucked up childhood, keep fucking my dome
Fuck around and front, like I'm gon
Buy your work, and straight leave on your song
If a nigga take me out it's all good, cause I've been fiending to leave
My life is fucked up, and I'm tired of having to drink to a G
[Chorus]
Pain, my middle name
I must learn to live again, but existing in such a strain
Pain, my middle name
Lord please have mercy on my soul, I can't maintain
[Z-Ro]
Now I done had pistols to my head befo'
Woke up with a dead body, in a bed befo'
Don't ask me why, only talk to Z-Ro
I'm noid, never trust friends they don't love us
They front like they your homies, but they bury motherfuckers
Dog I'm going through it daily, fiending for a killa to take me out
What am I living for, nothing but a record label huh break me out
I'm so sick and tired Lord knows, I'm sick and tired of this pain
But steady keeping the world, I'm no preaching through the rap game
The most evilest niggas nightmares, of my fondest dream
Cause death rules everything around me and the cream, is a cup of lean
Having a case of flashbacks, of the good time
But then I remember, it wasn't no good time
Just poverty stricken, and kicking it in the hood time
24 and I still can't think, from Guerilla Maab to Point Blank
To Big Moe to Z-Ro, and still no bank
I gotta be paying dues, for my niggas that lost they life in the game
Cause the more I struggle for happiness, nothing but pain
[Chorus]
[Z-Ro]
Dorothy Marie or mama, I've been stressed, learning to live
A life of misfortune, my feet have been so swollen from my quest
I'd like to find the meaning of sick and tired
Plus I can't determine between a bitch and right
Even my friends are fake, that's why I'm quick to ride
I'm the shit bitch, I know you smell the odor
Them other two niggas ain't bitches, and it's had a chip on my shoulder
I love my cousin and my brother mayn, but see it ain't nothing but drama
When you live in a slum, across the street from the gutter mayn
I'm 'pose to be a rap star, dig these blues a nigga ain't
Seen the states in two months, I'm in the kitchen as a crack star
What a wonderful way, to spend my fucking album release
A promotional show, and I must get do' nigga I got ounces to cheese
Ounces of green, I got mouths to feed so I need G's
Plus my own shit the T.V. in the living room, is Mexican D's
Gotta be paying dues, for my niggas that lost they life in the game
(J.Dunn/J.Dunn)
Pain -
Ripping through your senses
Screaming in torment
Waiting to die
Mental strangulation -
Choking all belief
Psychic execution -
Razor sharp relief
Pain -
Tearing through your mind
Electro insanity
Chemically blind
Hypodermic hell -
Surgery through veins
Intravenous madness -
Fucking with your brain -Tranquilise-neutralise
Anaesthetise-paralyse
Pain -
No one hears your scream
Surgical murder
Halothane dream
Stainless nightmare-bed of steel
By dissection-cause revealed
Slient protest-laid to bare
Final insult-no-one cares
There's times in my life where I just
I just wanna run away, I just
I just wish the pain would stop
I don't wanna cry no more
I wish the pain would go away
Start a day, bad hands make it hard to deal
Sometimes I wanna pull it, end it all with a bullet
Hard to live life to the fullest with all this bullsh*t
Mad as f**k, a nigga had enough
From jump street, saw my father murder massacre slain
One shot took half of his brain, I recapture the pain
Twenty-three years, three when it happened
Twenty-six now, still I can't stop the tears
Then my mood switch, thinkin' about this sheisty b*tch
Kinda funny 'cause they fake it when they callin' you 'honey'
On your dick when they think a nigga, might be rich
That's when I sh*t, 'cause I know you f**k with me for my money
Learned the hard way, ain't no correctin' the grief
Baby moms starts sexin', my so-called beef
Don't give a f**k if they Marked me 'For death like Steven'
Or relievin' your breathin', long as I'm,
Even 'fore I'm leavin' pain
I wish this pain, would go away
(We're talkin' about the kind of pain that)
I wish this pain would go away
(Just gets all up in your heart and in your soul)
I wish this pain would go away
(The kind of pain that makes you feel like you can't go on no more)
I wish this pain would go away
(The kind of pain that I wouldn't wish on anyone)
I can't relate to them cats who hold gats at the gate
Is it my fate, am I that nigga, that they love to hate?
Solely, slowly, cause I rock a Roley they want my brain gone
'Cause of a f**kin chain on?
Migraine's on, now the pain's warm, I stagger
And I'm hopin' I don't know the cat with the dagger
Penetratin' my heart, rushed thoughts etched in grief
To the City College deceased may you rest in peace
To the families, I never meant to cause no pain
I know the truth, but if you want, then I shoulder the blame
Overcome at times by uncontrollable flames and multiple pains
Now it seems like I'm goin' insane
For the love of you and hip-hop, I expand the news
But before my sh*t drops, I stand accused
Don't you think I wish we all was rich?
One for all, it's pain to see your people
When they all can't ball the pain
I wish this pain would go away
I wish this pain would go away
I don't wanna give no more pain
I wish this pain would go away
I don't wanna receive no more pain
I wish this pain would go away
God, please take the pain away
I can still hear the shots that left my man Big layin'
On my knees cryin' and prayin', then I said
"God why? Got to know how hard we try
Don't let him die, please don't let my nigga be dead"
But it was too late, California sealed his fate
Gone now, hard to move on now, f**k making songs now
Wish I could die, I could fly
If they don't give a f**k, f**k it why should I?
That's when Big spoke, pulled up in a glistening 3
With platinum wings and said, "Puff listen to me"
He puts his hands on my head and said "I live through you
Make hits continuous, this is what we do
I know it might be strenuous and times is hard
Just keep the faith 'cause now we rhyme with God
Plus you owe it to yourself and don't forget the kids"
That's when I opened up my eyes and new Bad Boy lives
I wish this pain would go away
I wish this pain would go away
One day the pain is gonna stop
I wish this pain would go away
One day there's gonna be no more pain
I wish this pain would go away
I'm tellin' you man
Now don't let these motherf**kers f**k your sh*t up God
I don't give a f**k who it is
Don't let 'em f**k yo' paper man, please Big
Focus your mind man, do your albums, make them hot joints
Man f**k these niggaz man, f**k these niggaz man
And I'ma tell the same thing to you
When you get your sh*t done, watch your money
And hopefully, I pray for you, you be the sh*t
And soon motherf**kers start screamin' your name out
Like they screamin' all these other, so-called hot niggaz
Never take your eyes off that sh*t yo
Try to get everything you can out of these motherf**kers yo
Ain't no guarantee they gonna love you next year
I wish this pain would go away
I wish this pain would go away
One day the pain is gonna stop
I wish this pain would go away
One day there's gonna be no more pain
I wish this pain would go away
One day the pain is gonna stop
I wish this pain would go away
Deuce,deuce revolver was my problem solver
Had a def girl,really didn't wanna involve her
In the life of a gangster,use to rob bankster
But now I'm locked up,I'm just a punk low rankster
Jail cells know me too damn well
Seems like I've built on earth my own personal hell
No matter how high I climbed,somehow I always fell
I guess a lot of players got this story to tell
No matter how cold you roll you simply cannot win
It's always fun in the beginning
But pain in the end
Pain
Organized crimer,big trouble finder
In and out of institutions ever since I was a minor
But now I'm on the bricks,deep in the mix
Crime smarts searching hard for some new street tricks
I think I'll join a gang,sling a little cane
Put a beeper on my belt and get myself a name
Fresh sneakers,silk shirts,24/7 work
Nine to five to survive,you gotta be a jerki
I clock two grand a day,yet I was born to play
Who me at micky dee's?It wouldn't work,no way
I'm a big money haver but not the last laugher
For me infamy makes me no autographer
Custody haunts my dreams,nightmares of capture
Paranoid of surveillance,phobia of cameras
My banks bigger,but so are my fears
Past records proved players live limited years
But I'm unlike the rest,know to be the best
Fast money,true wealth my eternal quest
I hustle all night long,there ain't no gain in rest
12 gauge close range,bloods on my chest
I looked into his face,I thought he was my friend
My boy had me set up,this wound would never mend
No matter who you trust,you simply cannot win
It's always fun in the beginning
But it's pain in the end
Pain
Gold rope wearer,neighborhood terror
Can't hang around my mother 'cause she says I scare her
Got a light sunburn from too much pool-side sittin'
Coroless phone keeps me on 'cause there ain't no quittin'
Mind's in a money mode,seems like it should explode
Girlies on my jammie,got a female overload
Young street messiah,professional liar
19 gotta Benz,21 I'll retire
Crazy money it ain't funny,suckers lovin' my jock
But there's some people at my door that didn't even knock
Task force boomin',doggin' my crib out,can't shout
F.B.I. got a gun in my mouth!
Threw me on the floor,called my girl a whore
Pulled ten G's out my mattress and was lookin' for more
Cracked my safe with an axe,then illed out to the max
When they seem my money kickin' it in twenty G stacks
Booked me on ten counts,with bails of different amounts
The charges stuck like glue,some that I couldn't pronounce
They threw my ass the book,my life wa surely took
And then they gave my girl
Ten years for hangin' out with a crook
She played the game herself,fast lane quick wealth
No respect for the law or the city's health
The sweat of hustlers greed is not reserved for men
It's always fun in the beginning
But it's pain in the end
Revisit over and over in your mind
Bitterness the root that feeds the poisoned lie
Replaying what would you do if you could
Repayment for all the hurt they caused you
(Chorus)
Pain is not pain unless you breed it like you do
Pain will be pain until you learn to let it go
Meditate, would I be happy if you died
Recreate a thousand deaths to make me smile
Suffocate the good intentions left inside
Desecrate all that is holy in my life
[Chorus: Keyshia Cole]
See, ever since the day I got the chance to make a change
I've been in this game, it's a new day
And I'm making it known 'cause I just want the world to know
I'm paying my dues, and I got the utmost, I just wanna let you know
I'm payin' homage 'cause you've paved the way for me, yeah
[Verse 1: The Game]
I swear to God, it feel like every day is my birthday
Let the top down, California's my birthplace
So I'ma take you there like B.I.G took niggaz to New York
"Juicy" had us feeling like we was from New York
And that's real shit blazed the Philly
It's summertime shout out to Will Smith
'cause who didn't wanna be the Fresh Prince
Flat top, gold chain and some fresh kicks?
My nigga Nas told me money make the world go round
And Uncle Luke showed me how to make my girl go down
I've been around Hip Hop since '85
She had her ups and downs but she stayed alive
I used to think LL stood for Love LA
He from Queens, how the fuck he put that with Cool J?
Red Kangol hat, red sweatsuit to match
Red Adidas, nigga, Game is back
[Chorus]
And ever since the day I got the chance to make a change
I've been in this game, it's a new day
And I'm making it known 'cause I just want the world to know
I'm paying my dues, and I got the utmost, I just wanna let you know
I'm payin' homage 'cause you've paved the way for me, yeah
[Verse 2]
Public Enemy and N.W.A is on my boombox, had to say
Yoday was a good day, had the hood buzzin'
Ice Cube my favorite rapper, y'all niggaz can't tell me nothin'
Everybody's first bootleg was Boyz 'n the Hood
Whoever thought gangsta rap would make noise in the hood
When the cars ride by with the boomin' system
Two door Mustang and the roof was missing
Every girl at ya school had the new extensions
Even gangstaz was dancin' like New Edition
'cause the house parties stayed rockin' all night
Niggas came through and shot it up but it was alright
'cause after the cops left, it was a party then
You down with OPP, then bring Naughty in
They say it never rain in southern California, Tony Toni lied
Sit back, watch Game throw his money in the sky
[Chorus]
And ever since the day I got the chance to make a change
I've been in this game, it's a new day
And I'm making it known 'cause I just want the world to know
I'm paying my dues, and I got the utmost, I just wanna let you know
I'm payin' homage 'cause you've paved the way for me, yeah
[Verse 3]
Cash rules everything around me, C.R.E.A.M get the money
In the back, I relax with all the hunnies
DJ bring it back, let it go
Mix it in with Black Rob, make 'em say WHOA!
Every thing full circle, Game livin' major
Girls on my hip like a Skytel pager
Now I'm on the top, let the champagne pop
Throw ya hands in the sky 'cause The Game don't stop
Just a little more change, gotta Benz and the Range
Every rap metaphor always ends in my name:
The Kool Hercs, DJ Red Alerts
Before I was born they was talking 'bout The Game
Ask a Jay-Z fan 'bout Big Daddy Kane
Don't know him, Game gonna show 'em
Just like they showed me, my lyrics is O.G
When it's all said and done, you niggas gon' quote me
[Chorus]
And ever since the day I got the chance to make a change
I've been in this game, it's a new day
And I'm making it known 'cause I just want the world to know
I'm paying my dues, and I got the utmost, I just wanna let you know
I'm payin' homage 'cause you've paved the way for me, yeah
[Outro: Keyshia Cole]
See, Mary J. I want you to understand you paved the way (for me)
I'm givin' homage (to you)
I finally moved out my momma house
Got a happy home
Only thing fucked up, Daddy gone (Gone forever man)
Listen up this is real shit (Real shit)
It's fucked up when u got nobody to share it with (Fucked up)
Give my last so my grandma can see me now (See me now)
Smilin tellin everybody bout her grandbaby (her grandbaby)
T-Lady hold on all I got is you (Mama)
It's fucked up what I done put me and my mama through
What's happenin Ivory I know you lookin down watchin me
Everyday I got yo kids fresh from head to feet (All of em)
Wish I can put u in the bentley with the brown [? ]
I wish we never would've went out to that club
On the road to riches mane lost a flock of niggas
[? ] a whole block of niggas
Niggas bite the hand that feed em I done seen it all
Jus got a call... Slo dead... Not my fuckin dawg
I never thought this pain last this many years
I... I never thought this pain last this many years
Still in tears
I... I never thought this pain last this many years
I lost my daddy in a heartbeat
Real talk eyes turnin right in front me
Ever since I saw that shit... it hunt me
Pray for me cause I shake in my fuckin sleep
Wish [? ]
I shoulda put him under my wing and I miss him nigga
I told [? ] way back stop ridin with ya pack
He ain't listen
And now my nigga right back in penitentury he don't listen
I lost Ivory and it fucked me up
My whole life changed
Nigga put me up in beast mode
My heart cold
And as the years role
I wish that he could have everything I got
And a lil mo'
Yo kids love me nigga
My kids and yo kids call each other sistera and brothers
You forever my lil hustler
Just saw yo gangsta at the car lot nigga and a tear dropped nigga
I never thought this pain last this many years
I... I never thought this pain last this many years
Still in tears
I... I never thought this pain last this many years
Seem like it was yesterday
The mo money I get this shit hurt
I thought that would take the stress away
To see u smilin with yo chain countin money nigga
When Trina pulled you on stage you was stuntin nigga
But through it all mane you kno how we rock nigga
From the yo to the block to the hospital
Never again would I have another big dawg
But ya mama and kids I got em all but I
I never thought this pain last this many years
I... I never thought this pain last this many years
Still in tears
When i saw you, I was not even looking
I heard you scream without raising you voice
will I run or let you have your fun
I feel like I ain't got no choice.
But maybe I ask too much or walk in the wrong direction
All those thoughts drive me insane
and i wonder how long I fell this.
Pain, is not really what it is
no, it's something different with a different name
and you, you never tell me damn thing
I hope someday I'll learn to play this game.
Fear, of course I fear the unknown
because the unknown is a stranger to me
but if you erase the pj's
then what could a stranger be
that remains to be seen.
Life goes on, it's just the same every day.
Welcome to my little world...completely self-contained, yeah
Your problems they will soon be gone (we soak up lots of pain), yeah
If life is a reflecting pool--then we are like a sponge, yeah
Absorbing the good with the bad--we soak up...soak it up
So give me all your troubled thoughts
And baggage you can't handle, no
We'll gladly take it off your back (we soak up lots of pain), yeah
(Chorus)
Is it any wonder now-everybody goes insane
Everybody locks the door to keep out any strangers
Everybody's all pent up--everybody's got short fuse
Getting ready to blow up, we live in so much danger
Boys and girls in a line -- Come and get your big reward
Your're not too late Just in time
Put your hand on mine you're mine you're mine
When everybody has gone to bed--and children are asleep, yeah
I sit up late and watch t.v. (and soak up lots of pain), yeah
Little junior on the bus--his notebook by his side, yeah
He hardly ever makes a fuss--he soaks up so much pain
We've traveled far this monkey and me--by airplane boat and train, yeah
We're here to eat up all your sins (and soak up all your pain), yeah
(Chorus)
Boys and girls of every creed--religion and persuasion, nooo
It's time to get up off your knees...we soak up...soak it up
So open the door and let me in--don't question who I am, no
I don't feel the way I've ever felt
I know
I'm gonna smile and not get worried
I try but it shows
Anyone can make what I have built
And better now
Anyone can find the same white pills
It takes my pain away
It's a lie, a kiss with open eyes
And she's not breathing back
Anything but bother me
It takes my pain away
Never mind these are hurried times
Oh oh, I can't let it bother me
I never thought I'd walk away from you
I did
But it's a false sense of accomplishment
Every time I quit
Anyone can see my every flaw
It isn't hard
Anyone can say they're above this all
It takes my pain away
It's a lie, a kiss with open eyes
And she's not breathing back
Anything but bother me
It takes my pain away
Never mind these are hurried times
Oh oh, I can't let it bother me
I can't let it bother me
It takes my pain away
It's a lie, a kiss with open eyes
And she's not breathing back
Anything but bother me
It takes my pain away
Never mind these are hurried times
Oh oh, I can't let it bother me
It takes my pain
It takes my pain
It takes my pain
Wake of the flood, laughing water, forty-nine,
Get out the pans, don't just stand there dreamin'
Get out of the way, get out of the way,
Here comes sunshine, here comes sunshine.
Line up a long shot maybe try it two times, maybe more,
Good to know you got shoes to wear when you find the floor,
Why hold out for more?
Here comes sunshine, here comes sunshine.
Askin' you nice, now, keep the mother rollin'
One more time, been down before,
You just don't have to go no more, no more.
Here comes sunshine, here comes sunshine.
Well, I believe in magic
Ain't it kinda tragic
When you find out
Angels can be devils
You were never on the level
With me, babe, at all
Pain, pain, pain
I got this pain, pain
Sittin' on a midnight train
Well now, winners can be losers
Beggars can be choosers
I'll get over you somehow
It's gonna take a little time
To put you to the back
Of my mind forever
Pain, pain
Shootin' down the length of my brain
I got this pain
Nothin' is the same, yeah
Love is a victim
Love is a victim of pain
Ain't no doubt about it, girl
Love is a victim of pain
I'm lonely, I don't know what to do
About you, babe
I'm lonely and I don't know what to
I don't know what to do
About you, babe
Loneliness is such a drag
[Incomprehensible]
Pain, pain
Shootin' down the length of my brain
I got this pain
No one is to blame
Love is a victim
Love is a victim of pain
Ain't no doubt about it
Love is a victim
Again and again and again and again
And again and again and again and again
And again and again and again and again
Ain't no doubt about it
Pain, pain, pain
(Love is a victim of pain)
Pain, pain, pain
(Love is a victim of pain)
Pain, pain, pain
Pain, pain, pain
(Love is a victim, love is a victim of pain)
Pain, pain, pain
Pain, pain, pain
There's times in my life where I just
I just wanna run away, I just
I just wish the pain would stop
I don't wanna cry no more
I wish the pain would go away
Start a day, bad hands make it hard to deal
Sometimes I wanna pull it, end it all with a bullet
Hard to live life to the fullest with all this bullshit
Mad as fuck, a nigga had enough
From jump street, saw my father murder massacre slain
One shot took half of his brain, I recapture the pain
Twenty-three years, three when it happened
Twenty-six now, still I can't stop the tears
Then my mood switch, thinkin about this sheisty bitch
Kinda funny cause they fake it when they callin you honey
On your dick when they think a nigga, might be rich
That's when I shit, cause I know you fuck with me for my money
Learned the hard way, ain't no correctin the grief
Baby moms starts sexin, my so-called beef
Don't give a fuck if they Marked me For Death like Steven
or relievin your breathin, long as I'm even 'fore I'm leavin
Pain...
I wish this pain, would go away
We're talkin about the kind of pain that
I wish this pain, would go away
just gets all up in your heart, and in your soul
I wish this pain, would go away
The kind of pain that makes you feel like you can't go on no more
I wish this pain, would go away
The kind of pain that I wouldn't wish on anyone
I can't relate to them cats who hold gats at the gate
Is it my fate, am I that nigga, that they love to hate
Solely, slowly, cause I rock a Roley they want my brain gone
Cause of a fuckin chain on?
Migraine's on, now the pain's warm, I stagger
And I'm hopin I don't know the cat with the dagger
Penetratin my heart, rushed thoughts etched in grief
To the City College deceased may you rest in peace
To the families, I never meant to cause no pain
I know the truth, but if you want, then I shoulder the blame
Overcome at times by uncontrollable flames, and multiple pains
Now it seems like I'm goin insane
For the love of you and hip-hop I expand the news
But before my shit drops, I stand accused
Don't you think I wish we all was rich?
One for all it's pain to see your people when they all can't ball
The pain..
I wish this pain, would go away
I wish this pain, would go away
I don't wanna give no more pain
I wish this pain, would go away
I don't wanna receive no more pain
I wish this pain, would go away
God, please take the pain away
I can still hear the shots that left my man Big layin
on my knees cryin and prayin, then I said
"God why? Got to know how hard we try
Don't let him die, please don't let my nigga be dead"
But it was too late, California sealed his fate
Gone now, hard to move on now, fuck making songs now
Wish I could die, I could fly
If they don't give a fuck, fuck it why should I?
That's when Big spoke, pulled up in a glistening 3
with platinum wings and said, "Puff listen to me"
He puts his hands on my head and said "I live through you
Make hits continuous, this is what we do
I know it might be strenous and times is hard
Just keep the faith cause now we rhyme with God
Plus you owe it to yourself and don't forget the kids"
That's when I opened up my eyes and new Bad Boy lives
I wish this pain, would go away
I wish this pain, would go away
One day the pain is gonna stop
I wish this pain, would go away
One day there's gonna be no more pain
I wish this pain, would go away
I'm tellin you man
now don't let these motherfuckers fuck your shit up God
I don't give a fuck WHO it is
Don't let em fuck yo' paper man, please Big
Focus your mind man, do your albums, make them hot joints
man fuck these niggaz man
Fuck these niggaz man
And I'ma tell the same thing to you
When you get your shit done, watch your money, and
hopefully, I pray for you, you be the shit
And soon motherfuckers start screamin your name out
like they screamin all these other, so-called hot niggaz
Never take your eyes off that shit yo
Try to get everything you can out of these motherfuckers yo
Ain't no guarantee they gonna love you next year...
I wish this pain, would go away
I wish this pain, would go away
One day the pain is gonna stop
I wish this pain, would go away
One day there's gonna be no more pain
I wish this pain, would go away
One day the pain is gonna stop
I wish this pain, would go away
Puh..P,P,Pain Give Me
Pain
Gimme Sympathy
Pain Gimme
yeah..
Pain
Gimme Sympathy
Oh, Pain Gimme Me
Yeah..
Deep Down In My Heart
There's a Feeling
Like a Burning Explosion
And a Hundred Emotion
Over you..
Over You..
Pain, Gimme
Sympathy
Pain Gimme
Yeah..
Pain
Gimme Sympathy
Oh, Pain Gimme
WoOoh..
Deep Down In My Heart
There's a Feeling
Like a Burning Explosion
And a Hundred Emotion
Over you..
[Chorus: unknown singer]
I've been goin through so much pain
Can't no motherfucker feel my pain
My life is real nigga, I'm gon' ride
For my homies on the block that died
It's dedicated to my niggaz that's locked
Who's OT on the run from the cops
We straight G's and we never gon' stop
For my street niggaz gotta keep your head up
Gotta keep your head uuuuuuuuuup
[Verse One]
Where the fuck is your love, y'all in the club poppin bub
Somebody told me that the block need a hug
Ain't nobody tell y'all that slap need a hug
That's the reason I'm out here huggin the block
Same reason I'm out here thuggin the block
But niggaz won't notice until a motherfucker get shot
And stretched out on the block, and the shit won't hit 'em
'til they like "God damn, I was just now with him"
Now you missin a man that you used to call your man
Cause you didn't notice your man was fucked up in a jam
And your plan that you had for your man, you shoulda brought it to him sooner
Now he fucked up with his back all chewed up
21 gun salute up, to all the G's feelin pain
like Fame; niggaz fucked up in the game
Niggaz try to maintain, even if nobody showed you
that they noticin what a nigga been goin through... nigga
[Chorus]
[Billy Danze]
Yeah, every day what we deal, we tend to blame it on the realness
Haters never cater to a 'Ville nigga feeling
Mixed up in the past and the present
A lot of shit, went down in the town am I destined, to win or not
That's the question, you can always count on Bill
to reveal the message, when givin a confession
In other words there's a blessing in the lesson
You ain't gotta stick to the script to catch it (catch it)
We had a whole platoon of goons to rep
Then it was like... BOOM, there's 7 of us left
Some got knocked and locked inside cages
A few got popped and stopped at young ages
Enables me to rock hip-hop with these rages
And boomerang pain through Fame when on stages
It's dark and it's bold
I keep a heater cause I'm smart and it's cold
[Chorus]
[Lil' Fame]
I'm holdin on to thin air! (Look around homey)
Nobody there! (Look around homey)
Nobody care! (I bet you know now homey)
But life is still beautiful, that's what you do it for
Couldn't feel my pain; God forbid you had
to feel my pain I wouldn't wish that on nobody
Never ask why me? That's a stupid-ass question
Cause if not me, nigga then who?
We all deal with pain, and mine ain't no harder than yours
It's really all about how you deal with it
So a nigga can't judge me; I can't tell you how
to deal with yours, but don't kill me [words fade]
[Billy Danze]
(We're amongst these O.G.'s and rebels) the coppertops will (never)
If money war (we steppin in) please (understand it)
For always we (reppin it) and y'all ain't (touchin it)
The ghetto steel (blessin 'em) man
(Alvina Eileen Sy)
The thoughts I have of you I treasure
The good times and the bad
We'll share forever more
Somehow, you've changed
We just didn't make it through
But I believe that one day
You'll have to know
That I'm still in love with you
At times we couldn't understand each other
And though we tried we couldn't keep from fallin'
Somehow, somewhere our love had lost its way
And now I feel it's over, it's hard to say
But I love you just the same
Refrain:
Oh, it's been so long
Since I had you by my side
I don't even know what to say or do
I tried so hard to get you off my mind
But I love you still try to understand
When I'm all alone...
I still can feel the pain you've left behind
The thoughts I have of you I treasure
The good times and the bad
We'll share forever more
Somehow, you've changed
We just didn't make it through
But I believe that one day
You'll have to know
That I'm still in love with you
At times we couldn't understand each other
And though we tried we couldn't keep from fallin'
Somehow, somewhere our love had lost its way
And now I feel it's over, it's hard to say
But I love you just the same
Oh, it's been so long
Since I had you by my side
I don't even know what to say or do
I tried so hard to get you off my mind
But I love you please try to understand
When I'm all alone...
I still can feel the pain you've left behind
The thoughts I have of you I'll always treasure
The good times and the bad
We'll share forever more
Somehow, somewhere our love will find a way
And I believe that one day
I'll hear you'll say that you love me all the way
All the way, ohhh
Love me all the way...
Love me, love me all the way
Love me all the way, baby
Pap-pap-pap-para-rap-pap-pap
Love me, love me all the way...
Love me, hear you say you love me
All the way...
All the way...
I believe that one day
I will hear you say
You love me all the way
Agony - Inside my head
Making me wish - wish that I was dead
For all the dues in life that I have paid
I've been caught
locked in a world of rage
I look inside myself,
I see a great big blank
I look around me
and there is no one to thank
I think about the crazy shit
that I have done
This game of life - can it be won?
Pain
Pain - feel my agony
as it turns into my rage
in life full of anguish
can't you see I live in
Hell - becomes misery
metamorphasizing hate
I contemplate my demise
can't you feel my pain?
Searching for a better way
In a world with it's eyes closed
On the t.v. or in the news
on the front page you can choose
you know someone someone strong
you know someone doing something wrong
pain
pain
it's reflecting in the mud
are there circles in your blood?
even warm days have to rain
but that fast horse has a slippery mane
pain I know it isn't easypain when all your friends are sleazy
when no one around would come down
arms only enough to reach down
pain
pain
pain
pain
I wake up in the morning
in a cold sweat
when I think of your loving
you're holding back
I know I'm waiting
but it's all in vain
I sit here dying
just to breathe again
can't go on
can't get enough
when I miss you
I'm so alone
without you, without you
I'm walking on the border
of wrong and right
screaming for you baby
to ease my mind
no one is here who can get me through
all I need is a word from you
I know I'm waiting
but it's all in vain
I sit here dying to feel love again
can't go on
can't get enough
when I miss you
I'm so alone
In pain
time and time again
it's running through my veins
oh take away this pain
the darkness in my heart
let me breathe again
take away this pain
I'm talking to the shadow
on the wall
waiting for an answer
before I fall
am I dreaming
or are you near
were you calling
just to ease my fear
Am I waiting all in vain
I sit here dying
to feel loved again
I can't go on
can't get enough
cos' I miss you
I miss your love
I'm in pain
time and time again
it's running through my veins
oh can you free my heart
the darkness in my head
let me breathe again
take away this pain
Agony and ecstacy
Your cries of pain my pleasure
To know my machine internally
Your torment I treasure
Lifeblood combines with semen
Your screaming my laughter
The compressor is running smoothly
'Tis vengeance I am after
PainBegging becomes your lovesong
You're dying
I masturbate
For the crime of burning me
I give to thee
Jackhammerape
Hatred obsessing me
Hatred possessing me
Anger burning me
Anger turning me
Into someone I don't know
Rage shaking me
Rage making me
Into someone I don't know
I'll kill you tonight
Before the summer fell I already knew
She said I was more than dead
I already knew
Pain, here it comes again
Pain, I just can't take this anymore
Pain, here it comes again
Pain, a knife behind the eyes, a vicious size
Again
I miss my best friend, a growing fear
A lot to sacrifice
Or draw to an end
Pain, here it comes again
Pain, I just can't take this anymore
Pain, here it comes again
Pain, a knife behind the eyes, a vicious size
Again, again, again, again, again, again
Pain, here it comes again
Pain, I just can't take this anymore
Pain, here it comes again
Pain, a knife behind the eyes
A vicious, vicious, vicious pain
Pain, here it comes
Pain, here it comes
* different from the song of the same title on _No Way Out_
[Puff Daddy In Child's Voice]
Uncle Puffy?
Can you read us a bedtime story, please?
Huh? Please?
[Puff Daddy]
Alright check this out right here
Woke up smoked up, broked up
What I had left and rolled up, lit it
Had a shorty that I brought home, hit it
Sent her on her way, I got no time today
(Yo, I'mma call you next week, aight?)
With all this work I got no time to play (OK)
Cash come and go, and I want mine to stay
Alot of these fake cats won't mind the day
I get an unfair play, then the stairway
That's why I'm like TWA, the airway
Niggas wantin' to believe what they heard through hear-say
Hopin', but forget it
Check the mail, it's a letter from jail, from Hoboken
I open and I read it, it said
[G-Dep]
What da deal son?
It's ya nigga Teals in the field, and it's real son
I'mma have to steal one
Caught up on the run with a gun
Can't walk with it down then you can't conceal one
What to do?
I dont' know if ya knew, that kid, True?
Up in 1-2-2, he plottin' to get you
I hear he's due
You just do what need doin'
Let's not forget these niggas could bleed too , one
[Puffy]
OK, good
Those cats don't keep it real as they should
Heard they don't pay good
Stand around all day wishin' they could
But this green fufills they dreams
They ain't a team
Answering machine on screen
Phone rings, it was Arlene from Queens
Head was mean, had a head for schemes
Told her she get head to see me
But she play her hand proper, nothin' can stop her
[Female]
Hey yo, what up Playboy?
I'm out in Saint Croix
With sun cats that say they real
But they toys
I heard ya doin' it though
And you in the flow
Some niggas wanna ruin ya show?
What up, yo?
Whathchu want a rich shot up on his block?
Or I could leave him in his bed dead, with his dick robbed
[Puffy]
Na Boo, I'mma show you how I do
Just hit me when you get up top
But come on through (Aight)
Now I'm doin' inventory
Guns, clips, vest, bullets
So when I pull it, it's the end of story
Leadin' my men to glory
Then get shorty to hold a pound for me
I know she down for me
Yeah, sneak up on 'em like a car thief
These niggas mad cause it's my party
And my Benz is wide-bodied
Despise me, like the feds despise Ghotti
That I kill for a hobby and lay in your lobby
So try me, go 'head and take a bite
Might as well say good night
Try to put me in the dark, I don't take it light
Now if it's wrong, make it right
Not tommorow, tonight
They barkin', I know the bite
Jumped in the B-N-Z
Niggas gonna see the E-N-D fuckin' with me
See, I knew he was a snake out the ground
Make me wanna call my man rock and break out the hounds
Take it to the pier where you can't make out the sounds
Thoughts in my head goin' 'round, it's goin' down
Pull up to his block, I'mma put it to his knock
But, I don't see him, wouldn't wanna be in town
Ride around for a minute
Thinkin' 'bout the pain that Hell brings
Interrupted by a cell ring
Yeah yeah
[Female] Hey Boo come and get me, I'm here
[Puffy] Where?
[Female] Teterboro
Give me a few
It was like I flew
But it felt kinda strange, it was like I knew
Pulled up around 2, late like I do
With the urge to bug
She gave me a nervous hug
And when I heard the slugs
What I saw in the blur was thugs
Tryin' to soak my fur with blood
Dropped to the curb and ducked
Pulled out the fifth, duck behind a car
Like "How I'm gon' get out this shit?"
These niggas don't know what they about to get
A one way ticket to Hell in my gun jail
Bust my gun at three and one fell
The other two, waitin' to see what I'mma do
[G-Dep]
Hope you brought your arms
Cuz you're gonna need 'em to hold me
[Puffy]
Peeped around the car slowly
Then I let 'em have the whole wheat
Man there's six million ways to die
And you chose me, but I'm an OG
And in the distance is police
I'm still bustin', tryin' to kill something
And I can't hide the fact that I peeled something
I feel this thing, like in a minute I won't feel a thing
The two cats jumped in the blue Ac'
I fired one shot, they fired two back
They murked off in the night
I get them fools back, man they ain't seen the last of me
But I'm bleeding rapidly
Shot up in the stomach and that wasn't how it had to be
Heartbeat failin', car alarm wailin'
Couldn't walk straight then the firearm failed
Now I'm thinkin' how this bitch played me
Then I faded
locked in a still position
swaying back and forth
needles in my arms
broken inside
my chest rips open
and blood runs on the floor
sealing my heart
gazing at a wall
in some dark corner
somewhere in time
try to make sense
relation unknown
alone, alone, alone
in pain, and pain, in pain
fear is here
bleeding inside
oh, you will remind
the anger all lost in fear
i never lied to you
you always lied to me
what the fuck is the difference?
i'm sitting here bleeding inside, inside, inside
it's no big deal
it's no big deal
wrapped in lies
close your eyes
see the pain
locked inside
ripped open for a fucking dollar
a green piece of paper shatters my life
twisted up until i scream
let me go, release me
release me, release me, release me
crying out, hearing sounds
but the feeling got lost away
in some forgotten song
they said, they said
to close my eyes and dream away
dream away, but the pain
the pain didn't go away
it never goes away, it didn't go away
it never goes away
i'm lying in sound
oh, and you, and dream
i'm breaking down
a thousand years, and all the tears
and feelings locked inside, locked inside
tide of emotion
blood, rain, and tears
ruined all the years, ruined all the years
they told me that i was never here
Play the record...
All you do is bring me pain, Boy you crazy, pain, pain
All you do is bring me pain, Boy you crazy, pain, pain
All you do is bring me pain, Boy you crazy, pain, pain
All you do is bring me pain, Boy you crazy, pain, pain
Boy I thought that we'd last forever, I could see it in your eyes
Threw my hand and lead me blindly, to believe in all your lies
But now the truth is in the open, and it's all on you (all on you, all on you)
You leave me so heartbroken, can't you see that you're killing me
All you do is bring me pain, Boy you crazy (crazy over you) pain, pain
All you do is bring me pain, Boy you crazy (crazy...) pain, pain
All you do is bring me pain, Boy you crazy (baby you drive me crazy) pain, pain
All you do is bring me pain, Boy you crazy, pain, pain
You know I wish that you wouldn't lie to me
But some wishes don't come true (don't come true)
Time to put the past behind, say goodbye and start anew
Move on, be gone, it's over... uh
Now you're all alone (baby)
And I know that you wished that you were here with me...
All you do is bring me pain, Boy you crazy, pain, pain
All you do is bring me pain, Boy you crazy (going, going out my mind) pain, pain
All you do is bring me pain, Boy you crazy (you bring me so much pain) pain, pain
All you do is bring me pain (I can't bare to be with you no more) pain, pain
Sup with you, you know it's not fair
You pay me no attention, when I'm standing right there
Baby it's all good, and it's all right
You're gonna regret this for the rest of your life
Cause I'm going on tour, I'm about to blow up
When you see me on TV, and know you messed up
So remember this song and remember my name
It's Ashley and Dream and we changed the game
All you do is bring me pain, Boy you crazy, pain, pain
All you do is bring me pain, Boy you crazy, pain, pain
All you do is bring me pain
(Said to give you my heart and you broke it babe)
Boy you crazy, pain, pain
(Because of you I'm going crazy)
All you do is bring me pain
(I just can't take it no more)
Boy you crazy, pain, pain
(Turn around, walk out the door)
Uh..., uh, uh (pain, pain)
Uh..., uh, uh (pain, pain)
Uh..., uh, uh (pain, pain)
Uh..., uh, uh (boy you crazy...)
Said to give you my heart and you broke it babe
Because of you I'm going crazy (pain, pain)
I just can't take it no more
Turn around, walk out the door (pain, pain)
Said to give you my heart and you broke it babe
Because of you I'm going crazy (pain, pain)
I just can't take it no more
Turn around, walk out the door (pain, pain)
Fade away
So you don’t make a scene
close your mouth and try keeping it closed forever
Afraid of what you are
Afraid of how you
Learn to close your mouth and try keeping it closed forever
If you had the mind to just check out
Its something better that nothing
I’m not the type to scream and shout
(yeah)
Pain
In pains me just to see you with
rather be lost in a river without you
Pain, pain, pain.
You made your point
You don’t know what to say
close your mouth and try keeping it closed forever
You never come so close
You never got this far
You close your mouth and try keeping it closed forever
If you had the mind to just check out
Its something better that nothing
I’m not the type to scream and shout
(yeah)
Pain
In pains me just to see you with
rather be lost in a river without you
Pain, pain, pain.
shamed of what you are and what you been
It must be hard living tired in your shoes
Shame, shame, shame
Shame, shame, shame
So cry bad day
Grey clouds, black haze
So sure the sun could collapse your ways
So cry bad day
(So cry bad day)
So cry bad day
(So cry bad day)
[X2]
Pain
In pains me just to see you with
rather be lost in a river without you
Pain, pain, pain.
shamed of what you are and what you been
It must be hard living tired in your shoes
Shame, shame, shame
Shame, shame, shame
Pain
Keep your mouth closed [x6]
Give me a choice between pleasure and pain
I choose pain
Another day without a heartbeat
How can your heart beat
If they've taken it away
For the first time, just don't think about it
Take the water and wash your face with pain
You can take away the power
Your finest hour
It's when you laugh in their faces
For the first time just forget about it
Take a hammer and pound yourself with pain
Bury my bones on the moon
If they never should find me it would be too soon
Give me a choice between power and pain
I choose pain
Oh, bury my bones on moon
If they never should find me it would be too soon
For the first time just forget about
Take the water and wash your face with pain
Pain
Oh just forget about pain
Forget about the pain
Speak up, you know what is up
Code of silence, who set you up?
Some shit so wrong in this world
All fucked up, now you're gone
Speak up, you know what went on
How could you let it go?
It's murder you covered up
Stained blood on your soul
Down on my knees
Hands stretched to Heaven above
Christ, this pain is hard to live with
Don't fill my heart with love
Engulf my heart with vengeance
You need to see our pain
Don't fill this heart with love
The truth needs to be told
You can't mask pain, my pain, our pain
You can't mask pain, my pain, our pain
You can't mask pain, my pain, our pain
You can't mask pain, my pain, our pain
You can't mask pain, my pain, our pain
You can't mask pain, my pain, our pain
You can't mask pain, my pain, our pain
You can't mask pain, my pain, our pain
Fuck you!
You can't mask pain, my pain, our pain
You can't mask pain, my pain, our pain
You can't mask pain, my pain, our pain
You can't mask pain, my pain, our pain
You can't mask pain, my pain, our pain
You can't mask pain, my pain, our pain
Somewhere between the lies and truths, borderlines get shady.
Somewhere between the yeses and nos you can find a maybe.
Somewhere between the highs and lows you can spot the middle.
Somewhere between the questions and clues you can solve the riddle
Somewhere along the road you might need a place to stay.
Somewhere along the line you're gonna have to pass away.
And somewhere in space you still remind me of a reason.
And summertime you still smell like my favorite season.
And it feels like pain...
It's just like pain...
Love is like pain...
Some people like pain...
Somewhere between the mountain and sea a river is flowing
Somewhere between the earth and the sky, the winds of change are blowing
Somewhere between the two of us a space is growing
Somewhere between suspicion and trust are the things worth knowing.
Somewhere along the road you might want to hitch a ride
Somewhere along the line you're gonna have to swallow your pride
Somewhere inside you still remind me of a feeling
Somewhere deeper still are wounds that are not healing.
Put your nails in my hand....Pain
Fill my eyes up with sand...Pain
Papercuts on my tongue...Pain
We're right now where we begun...Pain
Somehow I only hurt the ones who really mattered
Somehow she played her role although her soul was battered
Someday soon I know my ashes will be scattered
Fade away
So you don’t make a scene
close your mouth and try keeping it closed forever
Afraid of what you are
Afraid of how you
Learn to close your mouth and try keeping it closed forever
If you had the mind to just check out
Its something better that nothing
I’m not the type to scream and shout
(yeah)
Pain
In pains me just to see you with
rather be lost in a river without you
Pain, pain, pain.
You made your point
You don’t know what to say
close your mouth and try keeping it closed forever
You never come so close
You never got this far
You close your mouth and try keeping it closed forever
If you had the mind to just check out
Its something better that nothing
I’m not the type to scream and shout
(yeah)
Pain
In pains me just to see you with
rather be lost in a river without you
Pain, pain, pain.
shamed of what you are and what you been
It must be hard living tired in your shoes
Shame, shame, shame
Shame, shame, shame
So cry bad day
Grey clouds, black haze
So sure the sun could collapse your ways
So cry bad day
(So cry bad day)
So cry bad day
(So cry bad day)
Pain
In pains me just to see you with
rather be lost in a river without you
Pain, pain, pain.
shamed of what you are and what you been
It must be hard living tired in your shoes
Shame, shame, shame
Shame, shame, shame
Pain
You cannot run or hide
From the pain that lives inside
Taking everything you own
As we speak it's taking your soul
It will never wait
It anticipates
Every move you make
Sends you out of control
Now?
The rage inside, you can feel it grow
The knife in your heart, it begins to show
You run and you run but can't get away
From the agony of the pain
You cannot stop it now
Every nerve in your body growls
Mind craves spirit unrest
Here's to the curse that now lay at rest
It will never wait
It anticipates
Every move you make
Sends you out of control
Now?
The rage inside, you can feel it grow
A knife in the heart, it begins to show
I run and I run but can?t get away
After a long trip fought for my glory
signed by my blood I came along this village
to find my eternal freedom
It didn't take a long time
And I saw you full of beauty
My feelings told me immediately
That you are the right woman
Pain that's what love will give you
Sooner or later it will be regular
I never thought that I can love
Something more than my sword
The battle and blood
But there was you
I thought about you every day
Your picture in front of me a dream
It didn't take a long time to
demonstrate my affection
and we were falling in love
we lived our dreams night and day
But the end was close
Take a piece of concrete
And stick it in my face
I like to play with razor blades
I hate the human race
Kick me when I'm down
Come up and rip my shirt
My dad will buy another one
Especially if I'm hurt
I dig pain
The feeling in my brain
The scratchin' The bashin' The clawin' The trashin'
The given' The gettin'
And the total blood lettin' Drive me insane
I dig pain
I love to do the pogo
And I love to do the slam
But it's nothing like the feeling
Like a knife stuck in my hand
Now you can never stop me
From being what I choose
And if you try to shut me up
Before the summer fell I already knew
She said I was more than dead
I already knew
Pain, here it comes again
Pain, I just can't take this anymore
Pain, here it comes again
Pain, a knife behind the eyes, a vicious size
Again
I miss my best friend, a growing fear
A lot to sacrifice
Or draw to an end
Pain, here it comes again
Pain, I just can't take this anymore
Pain, here it comes again
Pain, a knife behind the eyes, a vicious size
Again, again, again, again, again, again
Pain, here it comes again
Pain, I just can't take this anymore
Pain, here it comes again
Pain, a knife behind the eyes
A vicious, vicious, vicious pain
Pain, here it comes
Pain, here it comes
Pain, here it comes
You'll never make me feel it, although you probably could.
I won't accept this failure even though you say I should.
I'll grit my teeth and bear this raping of my common sense,
And wait the morning that inevitably will rinse
Away the innocence now broken down between these lies,
That fire so rapidly and try to cleave my stiffened thighs.
But if I swallow, know I swallow blood here with your smiling
Scarred and greasy face amongst the rot and piss and bile.
You suffering does no damage to me,
I'm a tool of your greed and your lies to succeed,
You've built this tiny little empire on the weakest
of foundations will your jealousy and guilt never tire?
This blood is boiling over, this heart so near to burst,
if it weren't for this hunger, I would have died of thirst.
This head is pounding louder, this will sees through your lies,
you're made of nothing in the end, you're all that I despise.
Surround yourself with doubt, put money in your veins
Immersed within your outs, you deserve your pain.
I feel your pain
Almost lost it all
You are all the same
The wounded bleed to death
Tarnish my name
You deserve nothing at all...
You knew that life was a game...
You deserve nothing at all...
You must endure your own PAIN!
Life in the dark without a light
Hollow empty
Let’s get it right
You deserve nothing at all...
You knew that life was a game...
You deserve nothing at all...
Red dress serpent...
Just stop it..
Just stop it...
Red dress serpent and you’ll stay here!
You deserve nothing at all...
You knew that life was a game...
You deserve nothing at all...
Pain, pain, pain, pain, pain, pain
the pain that a man as just didn't do it
when two junior flip hot rod lovin pig police man
(pain) put 'em in a position where he must choose
against humiliation as a man or death
(pain) leave your head, cuz you outta be dead
[Sheek Louch]
Block-a this is your brain on drugs
Love is pain and pain is love
[Jadakiss]
Block-a this your brain on drugs
Ya'll came wit police we came wit thugs
[Sheek Louch]
Ayo I droped pain on 'em, switched the game on 'em
Whoever out there hot I'mma rein 'em
I see niggaz slowin down I'mma gain on 'em
No beef but fuck it put his brain on 'em
Uh if his face is hurtin
I'm in Yonkers comin down burnin in that thing wit the curtain
pants leg up call me Sheek Cool J
Hat low shorty from paris run way, the thing is loaded
Eatin lunch wit politician and I don't even think I voted
They see my face they think I'm rich
I'm by myself they think I'm bitch
Until they layin why doctors stitch
Cuz I clap like a nasty bitch
You don't know me, you know my name
You heard my raps, but you don't feel my pain
[Chorus: x2]
[Sheek Louch] I got more than you lookin for
[Jadakiss] Pain
[Sheek Louch] She backin it up on the dance floor
[Jadakiss] Pain
[Sheek Louch] By her self tellin me she got more
[Jadakiss] Pain
[Sheek Louch] It ain't all bad homey its sumthin good
[Jadakiss] Pain
[Jadakiss]
yea, yo, uh, sort of like in a vangelis
Cuz you hear it but you don't know how to handle this
Uh, be it nine or the knife
Everybody felt it at sometimes in they life
Its all different kinds to endure
Pain is pure and most time it ain't no pure
Thats why I'm in the hood I don't be where the stars is
One of my records is platinum but all of my cars is
You pokin Mount Air lodge is
I'm Germnay tall bust menage a trois' , "Trading Places"
If you don't like the hand you was dealt just make sure you save your aces
Uh, and I'm gettin a lil Dividends
Big Boys think I'm distributin
Divin off yachts in the Carribean
Yea, thats just the life that we livin in
[Chorus: x2]
[Sheek Louch]
AYo, I'm ridin dirty
On the passenger side wit just the premier me and my birdy
Lui boots red monkey jeans on
Jamaica chick get my sex and Queens on
Haze lit, blunt lick finger thick
Flow make 'em all fight like a spring a chick
Sheek Louch and Jada *meowa*
Put 'em half dollar hoes on the side of your car
[Jadakiss]
Yo neva put your eyein away
Dream like you livin forever but live like you dyin today
Uh, 38 is new, 357 is a lil older
Everythin else is for the shoulder
From hear on I spit it on red form
Brinin these niggaz eatin the ground of air born
And you just runnin your mouth, stay in your house
If you don't know nuttin about no PAIN!
Holding us together
Then we're tearing us apart
It's tragic then it's beautiful
We shine and then it's dark
Feeling like a little kid
Because I can't let go
Every time I think about
The things that I can't live without
Well I must love the pain
Misunderstood and complicated
Happiness is overrated
I must love the pain
Everytime you draw me in
I take a step away
Maybe I'm just restless
'Cause I want
What I can't take
It's a shame that nothing else on earth
Can make me feel this way
Feelin' like a little kid because I can't let go
Well, I must love the pain
All these words rushing round inside my head
All these thoughts we held so close and still we never said
All these dreams I can't believe, I would do for you
Holding on is there anything left to loose
Something beautiful about you, just can't explain
Found it in the rain, I found it in the rain
So much pain, so much pain is coming down
Will you hold me close again, hold me close again
So much pain, so much pain is coming down
Will you hold me close again, hold me close again
I cannot understand, I tried so hard to understand
All this love I have for you, forever and a day
All these words don't mean much, when we turn our backs away
All these thoughts will be crushed if there's nothing left to say
I will not remain silenced by the claim that it hurts
I will fight for love, I will fight for what it once was
Something beautiful about you, just can't explain
Found it in the rain, found it in the rain
So much pain, so much pain is coming down
Will you hold me close again, hold me close again
So much pain, so much pain is coming down
Will you hold me close again, hold me close again
So much pain, so much pain is coming down
In the flow of time
Infinity devine
A piece of eternity
Is all I could ever be
I recall all the incidence
Which had caused me pain
All the years which passed me by
That's what I call pain
I sought experience
I longed for wisdom
Pride and hope are just like dope
A lifetime travesty
I recall all the incidence
Which had caused me pain
All the years which passed me by
That's what I call pain
I recall all the incidence
Which had caused me pain
All the years which passed me by
That's what I call pain
Regret sits heavy in your chest
until sometimes-it gets so hard to breathe
Sometimes it just wont go away,and you start to feel it'll never leave
And when you think back on those times
it seems so close,just beyond your reach
but the past vanishes like smoke from a cigarette in the night breeze
Please stop this pain
Hurt for so long
pain,Hurt for so long
I've felt this way for so long
How is it that things turnd out this way?
What you hold most dear has come and gone
Since the time that everything was right
and Now it just feels wrong, oh so wrong
And your still dreaming of a time
When the day will come that was meant to be
And your still dreaming of a way
To reach that place that you've never been
Please stop this pain
Hurt for so long
Pain,Hurt for so long
I've felt this way for so long
Pain
Hurt for so long
Pain
Hurt for so long
Pain
Hurt for so long
Pain
Hurt for so long
I've felt this way for so long
The necks of this youth
With their necks through this noose
We're told lies like it's truth
And we suspect that it's you
So you strap them with the AK
It's motherfucking may day
They swear I'm fucking crazy
Ain't nothing gonna save me
I'm breaking, I feel it
I'm naked, I'm kneeling
I'm shaking, I'm reeling
My God, I keep bleeding
I watch the world die for crimson eyes
I cry, it turns to night
I die, I see the light
And now, I'll say goodbye
Now, I can see your pain
I'm sorry, goodbye
I cry so hard
Now, I can see your pain
I'm sorry, goodbye
I cry tonight
If I could take all this pain away
Use the rage of our youth today
Whose to say that it's you to blame?
It's the people above you
The ones who say that they love you
Look what the world has come to
So, now it's time to say fuck yourself
You can and they drug you
When no one is staring
When they numb you
Fill you with terror and crush you
Pretend they care as they shove you
So, you look to me to find the truth
And what I say is what you do
But everyone you look up to
Is really as fucked up as you
Time is getting shorter
With these enforcers' orders
And we get blamed and pushed around
Who's the fucking villain now?
Now, I can see your pain
I'm sorry, goodbye
I cry so hard
Now, I can see your pain
I'm sorry, goodbye
I cry tonight
We can't stop now, we're so close now
'Cause these times are almost over
I wont give up, so, God save us
It feels like we're getting closer
We can't stop now, we're so close now
'Cause these times are almost over
I wont give up, so, God save us
Now, I can see your pain
I'm sorry, goodbye
I cry so hard
Now, I can see your pain
I'm sorry, goodbye
I cry tonight
Goodbye
I cry tonight
I'll cry tonight
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
You're sick of feeling numb
You're not the only one
I'll take you by the hand
And I'll show you a world that you can understand
This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn't work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you will understand
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Anger and agony
Are better than misery
Trust me, I've got a plan
When the lights go off, you will understand
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing, rather feel pain
I know, I know that you're wounded
You know, you know that I'm here to save you
You know, you know I'm always here for you
I know, I know that you'll thank me later
Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain
Feed me. Heed me!
This is real. This pain inside I feel.
To vanquish in my life. All in vain, but the memories will remain.
To haunt me in my strife.
Do it your way.
But I am hungry for your blood.
Please leave my kind alone.
Leave me alone.
I am hungry for your blood.
My search in life is filled with pain.
Feed me. Heed me!
Feed me with your pain!
Do it your way.
But I am hungry for your blood.
Please leave my kind alone.
Leave me alone.
I am hungry for your blood.
My search in life is filled with pain.
Feelings of doubt. õ
Deep within abound.
Rivers of tears wash away my fear.
Will I ever be by your side wherever we'd go?
You're my brother.
You're my best friend.
Only we will know.
I stared into your eyes each day.
Now I'd wish it could be for real.
Would you ever look into mine if you'd know how I feel?
I will not break in the shadows of deceit.
All love not lost.
Nothing gained.
Doesn't matter the cost.
Leave no regrets.
No control upon my soul.
Leave me alone.
Stay with me.
And feel the grip of my despair.
Contradiction reigns!
Driving me insane!
Do it your way.
But I am hungry for your blood.
Please leave my kind alone.
Leave me alone.
I am hungry for your blood.
You cannot run or hide
From the pain that lives inside
Taking everything you own
As we speak its taking your soul
It will never wait
It anticipates
Every move you make
Sends you out of control
The rage inside, you can feel it grow
The knife in your heart, it begins to show
You run and you run but cant get away
From the agony of the pain
You cannot stop it now
Every nerve in your body growls
Mind craves spirit unrest
Heres to the curse that now lay at rest
It will never wait
It anticipates
Every move you make
Sends you out of control
The rage inside, you can feel it grow
A knife in the heart, it begins to show
I run and I run but cant get away
There's no tomorrow for you, losers
And no salvation from my pain
So, stop to live in your illusions
Why don't you see we're all unchained?
Oh, come with me
And ogether we'll be free
'cause today
It's a good day to die
I am the prince who chose to fall down
I thrown my holy wings away
Oh, come with me
And ogether we'll be free
'cause today
It's a good day to die
In this night we're gonna be free forever
Rebel angels, yes we want be free tonight!
Blood and fire,
Winged shapes of steel
Spit on the ground
Let the war begin!
Hail to winners
Now and ever
Pain for losers, pain for me...
Oh, come with me
And ogether we'll be free
'cause today
It's a good day to die
In this night we're gonna be free forever
[Hook:]
Right now I hear
But I wanna see
I need you to show me
You bottle my tears
Pain is the key
To making me Holy
[Verse 1:]
Yeah
Dark clouds in the sky turn into rain
I know you wanna cry from the hurt and pain
It's hard to see God in the eye of the hurricane
And so you wanna turn away from this chapter in your life wanna turn the page
It's the hard knock life and the earth's decaying
Trying hard not to murmur and complain
It's easier said than than done with those hunger pangs
You can't even buy your son Burger King
Just got laid off so currently
Trying to make ends meet and that's a further strain
I know you're stressed out gotta learn to pray
So God can give you peace for the burdens laid
Down at his feet where the servants lay
He loves you, so don't turn away
You in the fire, but won't burn in the flame
[Hook]
[Verse 2:]
I know it's cold in the winter months
And I know that that trial you in the middle of
Man I know it might feel like a little much
I know it might feel like a little much
And though deliverance is slow like the little bus
Don't faint stand firm no givin' up
Understand that, God won't give you more than you can bear
Your trials are just little cubs
Big Him, big plan, man little us
I know the season in your life is a little rough
I know you're drinking up strife from the bitter cup
God is painting a picture of
Himself, so it's gotta be beautiful
He's gotta use bright colors and muted tones
Gotta use life's comforts and funerals
I know it hurts, but it helps you to grow
[Hook]
{God is using pain in our lives
Help us grow. Help us get older.}
[Verse 3:]
Yeah
Praise God that the Father is forming us
Shaping, making, and conforming us
So at times our pain is to grow us up
Other times my pain is for someone else
Cause death in me is life in you
That's what we see when He died for you
'Cause one man's pain is another's pleasure
Just as one man's trash is another's treasure
'Cause sometimes God will cause the pain
He'll create the fire and the rain
I hear you praying Lord take it all away
But if He won't it's because He knows what it takes
To produce fruit and make his people whole
He knows when pressure is applied to coal
A beautiful diamond is the goal
You're in the fire but you're coming out as pure gold
[Hook]
{See I think it's important for us to have a big picture
Perspective on pain. A lot of times, we see pain as a bad
Thing; trials, suffering, you see it as a bad thing. But when
We look in the scriptures, we see that God prescribes pain.
He doesn't just allow it he causes it sometimes; read
Deuteronomy chapter 8. But it's so necessary, because in it
He conforms us into the image and the likeness of His Son.
So I just wanna encourage the people of God, please understand
All you feel, you feel it, it’s all around
Watching you faulter, the eyes you burn
Said what you want, you said your peace
I don’t want to hear it
The pain that you feel
Hope it’s bringing you down
The pain that you feel
What you want, I want it, give it to me now
That’s your problem, take care of yourself
You hypocrite, telling me to quit
Time and time again
The pain that you feel
Hope it’s bringing you down
The pain that you feel
I told you you were gonna feel pain
The pain that you feel
Hope it’s bringing you down
"I've seen the pain before
Teardrops in their eyes
Others that we've torn
To take away their pride
I've felt the pain before
Tearing skin and bone
To evil we conform
Weakness we have known
[CHORUS]
Feel the Pain
I've heard the pain before
Another hollow tie
To escape the cold
Whisperer of good-bye
I've held the pain before
The agony en masse
Melting arms to mourn
The beauty of the past
When I see the darkness below me
I hear the weeping of the damned
My spirit flies from the shadows
Into the forest that we share
Never shall the winds betray me
Only you will know me as I am
I turn from the eyes of winter
And cast away the burden that I bear...
I've seen the pain before circling our laughs
Like vultures whom we scorn
In the vengeance of our wrath
But somewhere in the black
Crystal hearts adorn
The wings of yeaterday
So I can be reborn"
My eyes staring at me laughing at me
Needle pushing red
No fear no exception life's rejection
Life can end up dead
Low down silent warning voices calling
Hell is stalking me
I breathe deadly passion living fashion
Damage I can't see
Take this pain away
White heat shooting pleasure made to measure
Tearing through my mind
Hell fire burning faster my disaster
Product of the time
Hard-core cell erosion soul corrosion
Terminal decay
I seek system falling death is waiting
Death do I obey
Take this pain away
Call it violence
Call it trust
Call it pleasure
Call it lust
Pain is horror
Pain is torture
Pain is never enough
Feel the anger
Feel the hate
Feel the madness I create
Pain is human
Pain is power
Gonna fuck you up
I can't stand this pain
This fucking agony
Is driving me insane
Twisting screaming bleeding hating
In my veins manipulating
Crawling craving lifeblood taking
I'm breaking up I'm breaking down
Take this pain away
Call it violence
Call it trust
Call it pleasure
Call it lust
Pain is horror
Pain is torture
Pain is never enough
Feel the anger
Feel the hate
Feel the madness I create
Pain is human
Pain is power
Have you ever run into
The harsh mediocracy
Of the people around you
The people who you never thought
Could give you so much pain
Give you so much despair
And the regret realizing
What was the fucking hidden reality
What was the fucking hidden reality?
And after that it's difficult
To find again the ability
To remain capable of living
With a belief in dreams
Although you know you are truly
All alone
Now I found the truth
I think it was better
To not search too far away
Never ever
But now I've done it
Have you ever made a choice
Against your will?
But you've been taken on that way
Only â'cause there weren't
Other ways to solve
The question
To come back and change
Others' falsity and the unfair past.
Torn, apart, her face,
ripped from her fleshy skull,
her scalp, degloved,
what an horrific site,
with inches from her life,
and all that's left inside,
confusion's in her mind,
her luck's run out,
Tormented cries coming from inside,
ride with her into the state of...
a brutal act but she did well,
to tolerate the anguish of that night,
the anguish of that night
Torn, apart, her face,
ripped from her fleshy skull,
her scalp, degloved,
what an horrific site,
with inches from her life,
and all that's left inside,
confusion's in her mind,
"I've seen the pain before
Teardrops in their eyes
Others that we've torn
To take away their pride
I've felt the pain before
Tearing skin and bone
To evil we conform
Weakness we have known
CHORUS
Feel the Pain
I've heard the pain before
Another hollow tie
To escape the cold
Whisperer of good-byeI've held the pain before
The agony en masse
Melting arms to mourn
The beauty of the past
When I see the darkness below me
I hear the weeping of the damned
My spirit flies from the shadows
Into the forest that we share
Never shall the winds betray me
Only you will know me as I am
I turn from the eyes of winter
And cast away the burden that I bear...
I've seen the pain before circling our laughs
Like vultures whom we scorn
In the vengeance of our wrath
But somewhere in the black
Crystal hearts adorn
The wings of yeaterday
So I can be reborn"
I’ve got pain in my body
But I’m sure it will pass
I’ve got pain in my body
But I’m sure it will pass
Now, my father died of a deadly disease
And my mother died of a deadly disease
I’ve got pain in my body
But I’m sure it will pass I've got pain in my body
I don’t need any doctor, no
I’ve got pain in my body
I don’t need any healer
Now, my sister died of a deadly disease
And my brother died of a deadly disease
I’ve got pain in my body
But I’m sure it will pass
Time, waits for no one
Cares for no one, anywhere
Maybe you're a deceiver
Maybe you were used
Maybe mistreated
Maybe abused
Maybe you're the victim
Maybe the accused...I don't care
Time, waits for no one
Time, cares for no one, time
Time, waits for no one 'round here
It waits for no one anywhere
Time's just an observation of...
Pain, waits for no one
Cares for no one, anywhere
Maybe you're a dealer
Maybe you're a priest
Maybe you're Jesus
With no true belief
Maybe you're a giver
Maybe the thief...I don't care
Time, waits for no one
Time, cares for no one, time
Time, waits for no one 'round here
It waits for no one anywhere
Time's just an observation of...
Pain
Maybe you're a deceiver
Maybe you were used
Maybe mistreated
Maybe just abused
Maybe you're a victim
Maybe the accused...I don't care
I don't care
Pain
Waits for no one
Pain
Intro:
"you feel some pain, but I'm known, you can't here me"
"get out of my head" *gun shot*
What, ("you feel some pain..")
It's like this, what, what
Check it out, yo
[shogun assasson]
This is war niggaz, a duel to the death
You better make sure your swords sharp
And you got a lyin' heart
Cause, I strike for the throat
And stab them with a deadly note
That pierces the eardrums
Those are the equally grym
Now you're stunned
Another victim of the shogun
A spinal chop to the cerebellum
So, go ahead, try to run in advance
Cause I stand firm on my warrior stance
Ready to be-head you, dead you
Rid your body of a soul, make it an empty vessel
Because, your rhymes ain't punctual
My actual or factual, that's why I verbally attack you
[islord]
Yo, aiyyo, aiyyo, aiyyo check this
Thousand dollar line for line paragraph causin' ruckus
Towards y'all, weak motherfuckin analog niggaz
Tryin' to come into the mist of my digital shit
You get flipped on, snapped on your collar bone
And a spike, cause I don't like snake niggaz in my eyesight
Cause, I'm so agile and so quick to pull
My razorblade sharp sword out the case
And chop your face, disgrace y'all to another place with
No traces left behind, where the body was laid out
For the coroners to figure out
That it was one swing from the guillotine
That decapitated his head from his shoulders
"you can't here me"
"get out of my head"
[beretta 9]
Yo, we're holdin' straps of fire to make gunmen retire
Or pisteens slugs that penitrated your entire
Physical, that left niggaz critical
Killarmy the black son to make all fuckin nine planets digable
With the science to control ninety-nine, keep all minds alligned
All the selfish will be dealt with by the nine
M-m which stands for marksman, regard the last swordsman
Which chop off your head if you don't live accordin
I sincerely love allah's mathmatics, camouflage fabrics
I got a revolver, fuck automatics, the black asaitic
Lick em off to a shot at your motherfuckin attic
"soldiers combine the sacred seven men" - killa sin sample
"killarmy profilin' mostly buck whilin'" - islord sample
"soldiers combine the sacred seven men" - killa sin sample
"killarmy profilin' mostly buck whilin'" - islord sample
"get out of my head" - movie sample
"soldiers combine the sacred seven men" - killa sin sample
[9th prince]
Yo, I'm a legendary swordsman, bionic man like state forces
Seven horsemen, wu-ninjas move across coarse sands
I murder niggaz wit my bare hands
It's darkness in the wu-caves
We hang crusades, salute grenades, the sixty ways like frave
My pistol has an infer-red, as an eagle
Loitor will lag, blast the brains out of apple heads
I leave mc's and dj's on twists at deathbeds
Underworld statis, the black knight like latice
Destroy the midnight train, my domain is built like alactics
Beretta 9 the killin' machine
Shogun assason is that nigga who chases you in your dreams
Killa sin will kill again with the same knife
The thief of bagdad could steal your life
Pr terrorist and prince sadaam moves the middle-east region
It's razorblade season, so all you putty-faced niggaz is badly bleedin
[killa sin]
Yo, I'm like a landmine, schemin' on air-time
Keepin' on the standby, flight and blow the crowd with their hands high
For now I amplify sounds of the coliseum down
First round, face down, lace clowns like a nightgown
Light brown, deck them down
Eyes wide as I recite, beamin' the mic
With satellites, tri-state cream
To travel right, fleein' the scene
Team fights with the livest mc's
So, killarm, strike your moment of silence
Live degrees, well you're eatin' them off
That's the reason why your legion fell off
You popped corns wanna be war pawns
Once, the war's on, and al pachino won the last of red dawn
Open mic session, bury you
Spark a party up, somethin terrible
The pain that my niggaz bring forth is unbearable
Yo, I'm tellin' you...it's da fuck
Outro:*various talk over samples*
"arm make them, killarm's born man"
"you feel some pain, but I'm known, you can't here me"
"get out of my head" *gun shot*
"...born man, killarm's born man"
"you feel some pain, but I'm known, you can't here me"
"get out of my head"
"you feel some pain, but I'm known, you can't here me"
[Music: Smail]
[Lyrics: Smail]
Emotions rise like wisps of smoke
Too soon to dissipate
Warm days now blowing colder
Sunny days all turn to grey
Solitude can bring on peace
Or a piece of loneliness
Drifting on a jaded sea
Losing what I thought was me
The sound of silence is deafening
Screaming from every pore
Overwhelming me
Don't want to feel no more
Holding hope when there's none
Living in a world of no love
Crying out in vain
The only thing that's left is...
PAIN
I've come to know you so many times
In so many ways
The more things change the more they stay the same
Oh how I love this little game
What delight! In the dead of night
With you at my side
I've come to love this feeling of
What you bring to me inside
Lying, writhing this agony
From the depths of night
I lay my head in solitude
Like I'm the only one alive
Reserve myself to the fact
That nothing's ever gonna change
Embrace this hell I know so well
Oh how I love you PAIN
Nothing lasts
And nothing is real
Nothing lasts
Life is surreal
[Intro]
Yeah, feel my pain
Filled with pain
It's a struggle everyday
Did I walk in the right door?
I don't know
Yeah
I never back down, I do what it takes me
Things gettin' shaky, can't let it break me
A lot love us, some hate me
Some friends snake me
Sometimes the shit just make me
Wanna grab the tote and lose it
It ain't just tracks and raps
It's a whole other side to music
Things you can't see on MTV, but it's here
Lord, what's happened to me?
I'm really out there
Was this the right door to walk in?
Lips movin', but ain't nobody talkin'
I plead and I cry to the Heaven skies above to show me love
Wish that I could backtrack and make it like it was, but I can't
[1:]
When the pain's in me
I wish that it would let me be
But where can I run and where do I turn
When it's chasin' me?
[Repeat 1]
I got to deal with the what IS, fuck what IF's
Got to put it down and make it right for my kids
How many parties, how many bottles gotta pop?
How many more gots to die?
When this shit gon' stop?
I feel it in my heart, but I plays my part
It's a whole bigger picture so stay true to your art
Until I'm hauled off in the car
Swear it wasn't this dark when I got my start
Internin', been chart burnin', kept learnin'
Kept earnin', and the wheels kept turnin'
But after all the hit songs and the fame is gone
Your money right, but everything else done gone wrong
You're lonely, a lot of bitches is phony
Wanna know me just to tell niggas we homies
Whole time bitch schemin' on my Rolley
It's hard to watch everyone you with
When you rich, niggas with you try to get you
Plenty wanna hit you, I learned it now
It was no way out, now it's no turnin' around
Niggas that was with me, I praise 'em now
A toast to the Red Zone, raise 'em now
[Repeat 1]
[Repeat 1]
Silence, all eyes on me
But I can see through 'em like I knew 'em, so I walk to 'em
Extend my hand, try to talk to 'em
Stand while others ran and try to understand
Two sides of a story, let me tell my side of it
It's evident, it's there, I can't hide from it
How much for the soul in the window?
Most wanna be rich and famous
It's dangerous, you'll find out in a minute though
I love the close ones, sometimes feel like I got no one
Those that was there, I know I owe 'em
Backstabbers, I brush 'em off
In a room with straight faces, can't trust 'em all
Rush and fall, pause, let nature take it's course
Stand firm cuz I serve a higher force
And I can scream 'til I'm hoarse, hear me Lord
See I'm ? like 3 dice, riskin' it all in street life
At the fork in the road, I made a hard right
I put the work in, then escaped the hard life
I put it down 'til it's time to lay me down
Wanna be free, but a lot of shit weighs me down
The light's dimmin', who gon' save me now?
It's all good, but it ain't gravy now
We gots to do it for the babies now
And bring 'em up to correct all the wrong we've done
And don't let 'em sing the same song we sung
Like, killin' each other off one by one
And turn 'em from slangin' the drugs, into some'in
You can make it out the ghetto in more ways than one
But for now I'mma pray for better days to come
[Repeat 1]
* different from the song of the same title on _No Way Out_
[Puff Daddy In Child's Voice]
Uncle Puffy?
Can you read us a bedtime story, please?
Huh? Please?
[Puff Daddy]
Alright check this out right here
Woke up smoked up, broked up
What I had left and rolled up, lit it
Had a shorty that I brought home, hit it
Sent her on her way, I got no time today
(Yo, I'mma call you next week, aight?)
With all this work I got no time to play (OK)
Cash come and go, and I want mine to stay
Alot of these fake cats won't mind the day
I get an unfair play, then the stairway
That's why I'm like TWA, the airway
Niggas wantin' to believe what they heard through hear-say
Hopin', but forget it
Check the mail, it's a letter from jail, from Hoboken
I open and I read it, it said
[G-Dep]
What da deal son?
It's ya nigga Teals in the field, and it's real son
I'mma have to steal one
Caught up on the run with a gun
Can't walk with it down then you can't conceal one
What to do?
I dont' know if ya knew, that kid, True?
Up in 1-2-2, he plottin' to get you
I hear he's due
You just do what need doin'
Let's not forget these niggas could bleed too , one
[Puffy]
OK, good
Those cats don't keep it real as they should
Heard they don't pay good
Stand around all day wishin' they could
But this green fufills they dreams
They ain't a team
Answering machine on screen
Phone rings, it was Arlene from Queens
Head was mean, had a head for schemes
Told her she get head to see me
But she play her hand proper, nothin' can stop her
[Female]
Hey yo, what up Playboy?
I'm out in Saint Croix
With sun cats that say they real
But they toys
I heard ya doin' it though
And you in the flow
Some niggas wanna ruin ya show?
What up, yo?
Whathchu want a rich shot up on his block?
Or I could leave him in his bed dead, with his dick robbed
[Puffy]
Na Boo, I'mma show you how I do
Just hit me when you get up top
But come on through (Aight)
Now I'm doin' inventory
Guns, clips, vest, bullets
So when I pull it, it's the end of story
Leadin' my men to glory
Then get shorty to hold a pound for me
I know she down for me
Yeah, sneak up on 'em like a car thief
These niggas mad cause it's my party
And my Benz is wide-bodied
Despise me, like the feds despise Ghotti
That I kill for a hobby and lay in your lobby
So try me, go 'head and take a bite
Might as well say good night
Try to put me in the dark, I don't take it light
Now if it's wrong, make it right
Not tommorow, tonight
They barkin', I know the bite
Jumped in the B-N-Z
Niggas gonna see the E-N-D fuckin' with me
See, I knew he was a snake out the ground
Make me wanna call my man rock and break out the hounds
Take it to the pier where you can't make out the sounds
Thoughts in my head goin' 'round, it's goin' down
Pull up to his block, I'mma put it to his knock
But, I don't see him, wouldn't wanna be in town
Ride around for a minute
Thinkin' 'bout the pain that Hell brings
Interrupted by a cell ring
Yeah yeah
[Female] Hey Boo come and get me, I'm here
[Puffy] Where?
[Female] Teterboro
Give me a few
It was like I flew
But it felt kinda strange, it was like I knew
Pulled up around 2, late like I do
With the urge to bug
She gave me a nervous hug
And when I heard the slugs
What I saw in the blur was thugs
Tryin' to soak my fur with blood
Dropped to the curb and ducked
Pulled out the fifth, duck behind a car
Like "How I'm gon' get out this shit?"
These niggas don't know what they about to get
A one way ticket to Hell in my gun jail
Bust my gun at three and one fell
The other two, waitin' to see what I'mma do
[G-Dep]
Hope you brought your arms
Cuz you're gonna need 'em to hold me
[Puffy]
Peeped around the car slowly
Then I let 'em have the whole wheat
Man there's six million ways to die
And you chose me, but I'm an OG
And in the distance is police
I'm still bustin', tryin' to kill something
And I can't hide the fact that I peeled something
I feel this thing, like in a minute I won't feel a thing
The two cats jumped in the blue Ac'
I fired one shot, they fired two back
They murked off in the night
I get them fools back, man they ain't seen the last of me
But I'm bleeding rapidly
Shot up in the stomach and that wasn't how it had to be
Heartbeat failin', car alarm wailin'
Couldn't walk straight then the firearm failed
Now I'm thinkin' how this bitch played me
Then I faded
Here I'm standing on the sea shore
She is gone, now she's gone
All the angels praying for me
As I fall, As I fall
While I'm melting in the rain, deep in pain, she is so far
Will we ever meet again as friends, after so long?
To me nightmare with the devil
I'll go strong, I'll go strong
All my friends now try to save me
What a joke, what a joke
While I'm melting in the rain, deep in pain, she is so far
Will we ever meet again as friends, after so long?
While I'm melting in the rain, deep in pain, she is so far
Will we ever meet again as friends, after so long?
While I'm melting in the rain, deep in pain, she is so far
Pain, it takes so much pain
To help you feel, if you can?t feel at all
It takes so much pain
To help you feel, if you can?t feel at all
And if you think you need more pain
You can get all that you need
You can get it all for free
Just keep doing what you are
Did somebody tell you that they loved you
Then they said they never loved you?
How did you feel? How did you feel?
It doesn?t really matter how you felt ?cause
You can?t make them love you
That is for sure, that is for real
Pain, it takes so much pain
To help you feel, if you can?t feel at all
It takes so much pain
To help you feel, if you can?t feel at all
And if you think you need more pain
You can get all that you need
You can get it all for free
Just keep doing what you are
Do you really think that it won?t kill you?
?Cause I know that it will kill you
Maybe not now, but you?ll find out how
Don?t tell me that you wanna to end up
With some [Incomprehensible] dumpster
That would be tragic, that would be sad
Baby, please don?t misunderstand me
?Cause I don?t really give a damn
I saw you had a problem and I wanted to help
That?s just how I am
It really doesn?t matter that much to me
Pain, it takes so much pain
To help you feel, if you can?t feel at all
It takes so much pain
To help you feel, if you can?t feel at all
And if you think you need more pain
You can get all that you need
You can get it all for free
With every form you come
you surprise me
hypnotize me
with every breath i take
you're depriving
suffocating...choking
Now the time has come
when i tell myself
there's nothing more i can take
then you show me
willi t matter right now?
if i'm already numb
that's what you do to control me...
to control me
so much sadness from me
that's the way i feel
all the madness from me
that's what makes you real
i don't want your
pain pain pain pain
with every cut you make
you expose me
cause you know me
with every bottle drank
you can drown me
cause you found me...out
now the time has come
when i tell myself
there's nothing more i can take
then you show me...
will it matter right now?
if i'm already numb
that's what you do to control me...
to control me
so much sadness from me
that's the way i feel
all the madness from me
that's what makes you real
i don't want your
pain pain pain
with every form you take
with every cut you make
so much
pain pain pain pain
so much sadness from me
thats the way i feel
all the madness from me
thats what makes you real
i dont want your
pain pain pain
[True/Sha]
Damn, everything ("PAIN") gettin cold
Cept for them bullet holes
That the only thing hot
Why the fuck did he had ("PAIN") does this to me?
Why? damn, ummm, ("PAIN") shhhhit
This is how it's all gon' end
Fuck that, you bust at me I'm bustin back again
Feel the heat, ain't no way that you gon' fuckin win
Shit, I set fire to a fuckin friend
Fried in the end, you think of death you gon' think of me
With your last breath, that's how it's got to be
The shell brought me closer to my God to be
Hell brought me closer to my soul set free (PAIN)
It's so much pain I'm almost givin up
Phlegm mixed wit blood is what I'm bringin up
"I hope I don't die" is what keep ringin up
You better off dead is what somebody sayin
Now nigga hold your head up, I'm only playin
Never pray before but I'm prayin now (PAIN)
Seen a flash of light and now I'm goin down
The last thing I seen the crowd was gathering round
[ambulances and voices] "PAIN"
[Tariq/Breeze]
It got real wit hot steel comin in
Cuttin and giggin, diggin deeper, achin
Keep awakin, the rest is long but goddammit the pressure's strong
Fuckin pain, clutchin my brain, touchin the vain's arteries
Bleedin heavily, part of me leavin steadily
Gettin harder to breathe and yet I be still alive
I'ma make it, I will survive, I'ma take it to the next level
Yo I'm wildin, do the vex devil know my stylin
Held down, hell-bound gravity havin me sinkin
Thinkin I'm out (PAIN) motherfuckin man
Got a brother stuck in a jam
Drive my son a buck and a scam
Gettin me, wettin me, crimson drenched
In my mind son I find some hymns entrenched
A lot of mournful feign hummin
Tomorrow's dawn, I swear that shit ain't commin
I remember lying in the dark
weeks on a drip and beginning to starve
I remember feeling down and useless
stuck in a hospital bed slowly going mad
PAIN, BLOODY PAIN, IT DRIVES ME INSANE
hours under sedation through a sticky operation
a whole day sleeping and is back with the living
unable to move I'm getting too rude
can't even piss on my own feet like a stone
PAIN, BLOODY PAIN, IT DRIVES ME INSANE
two months are passed I'm still not right
in and out of hospital I can see no end
they tell me not to worry they say I'm alright
they suggesting another op and then the pain will stop
[Intro: Big Noyd]
Nighttime shift, you know it gets no realer than this
What! we be comin, we comin, 41st side nigga, gangstaz
Come on, we be in your face bitch
[Big Noyd]
You know when Q U come through we get 'em for they chain
They ain't sayin, quick to blow your motha'fuckin brains
Nigga light the Benz on autor, word to the daughter
Feel me black, ya' niggaz wanna beef, ya' niggaz betta squeeze
Hope he left his memories and fact, assumin that I love
That the streets and my gats, who hold me down?
Who got my back?, no one, who holdin me down?
Who got my back? shit my big guns makin you cowards run
I hit the bitch all in the lungs son wack 'em
When I flashed on 'em, I had his man turn an ass on 'em
Cuz the dezzy was pointed on his headdy
This niggaz ain't ready, dunn I dead crew
And ain't got shit poppin on Channel One news
Who the fuck is these dudes? niggaz wanna fuck
Who the fuck wanna screw? I'm reach for my shit ready to blast one
Doin jukes wit the one they say the mask on
Yo hold me down your heart is low budget son
You had one in the head but you didn't pull it son
No time for fake-ness
Be the first and last mistake you eva fuckin make bitch!
Come out and stop hidin, deal wit the pressure
Before I send hunger and gun to come get ya
Wit 4-4's and betta, dumb-dumb's I bet ya
You won't even feel wit when they kill ya
So watch your back bitch!
[Interlude: Big Noyd]
Cuz we ghetto gangsta shit, 41st side nigga
Come on, cuz we comin, we comin, we comin
41st side what we here now
Lets show 'em how we get down
[Hook x2: A-Dog]
All I see is crime outside and truthfully I can't take it
All these pains inside, don't think I'mma make it
Shit!, the game is real so you must stay strong
All I see is cats locked up and dead and gone
[A-Dog]
I know cats that hate to take flicks
Blood thick in the hip by lingua chicks
Eager to strip, cornball slip, they knees stash closer to my dick
Savage dude eatin food disturbin the eagle trips
Son kissed to my lips bein bees played the concrete
Snow in the summer to increase your heart-beat
Duke, make it happen so retrovior right?
But when I black out and cut ya'll in half and sayin it ain't right?
Six building of the hook, henny and remy's
Stand dawg lays in samy at your enemy
Now they pass memories, I pal chicken til the death
Legal raw or legal I'm covered so fuck the ATF
Now fact the lord my thoughts are raw
I'm capable to leave the sickness seemed to chair-fold
Now the fair war, or severe any man hoar head
Shots chest, shots squeeze til this red hot
Bubble like where hustle and numb rocks
Soften your hard rocks wit one shot
And put your mind on your opposery
Blood ooze on his rose-rary
As I back away cautiously
Every
Single thing I believed in
I knew I could not win
Without you I thought that I
Would fail
But in us
I thought we had trust
A passion; a lust
To make everything
Work out
Bide our time
It'll work out fine
We will cross that line
As soon as we
Get there
Do nothing
Say nothing
Be nothing
It's taking away my
Pain
I have
Many things that I regret
But I'll take what I can get
Even though I know it might
Break me
Web of lies
Hides the truth inside
Right behind your eyes
I wish I knew how
You felt
Can't ignore
What I've heard before
Lunatic no more
I listened and said
Nothing
Do nothing
Say nothing
Be nothing
It's taking away my
Pain
Even without you, I feel it
Taking away my
Realize
Realize what is right and what is wrong
So you
Want to walk on that fine line
'cuz I think it's about time
To show you exactly what
I mean
Believe it
You'll accomplish it
It's the love of it
That will get you through
The day
Have to try
'cuz you'll wonder why
Is it worth the time?
All you have to do
Believe
In everything
Do nothing
Be nothing
It's taking away my
Pain
Even without you, I feel it
Taking away my
The pain it's
making me sick
my eyes
everything moves
I won't cry
I hold myself the mirror
touch me
hold me...
I'm so afraid
I'm so afraid
my breath...
everybody's hurt
my eyes
and love me
Because there's a hole inside of me
please fill it up
the clouds...
everything's changing
I won't grow up
no I won't
please touch me
the pain...
the pain is me
the meaning my my life is all but gone
i have been betrayed by my own
a rollercoaser ride of emotions
pounding through the chambers of my heart
exploiting me like an open book
as i speak i can feel a tormenting pain within myself
creating an un-nerving disorder
controlling me body and soul until i am none
i fear the end
growing stronger every second increasing every day
there's no way of knowing how much more i can take
will there be a solution to this pain that i feel
wake up mother fucker cause you know the deal
wake up mother fucker cause you know the deal bitch
visions of anger
emanate from my mind
thoughts of the past are making me blind
there's a light that burns right before my eyes
i'll never know if all of thise lies
will come back to haunt me in the end
here i thought that you were a friend
someone special within my heart
you've taken my soul you've torn it apart
i can't seem to resist the power you possess over me
its ripping and digging draining me of my sanity
feel for me i'm in pain
open your eyes stand tall be a believer within your self
open your eyes stand tall you've gotta see the light
open your eyes stand tall you can do this on your own
open your eyes open your eyes to this
times of need you weren't there for me
fallen to the edge of my sanity
a train ride headed to no destination
living a life filled with procrastination
time ran out the end had to come
regrettably so it had to be done
living for you was all that i had
scars on my brain i'll never be the same again
depression breaks through like a juggernaut
take a look inside and watch me rot
a lifeless shell that's about to break
just wanna see how much i can take
how much i can take
how much i can take
I gotta tell you one last time,
There was a girl, a friend of mine,
I met her once, and I fell in love with her. (fell in love with her)
2nd date was a miracle,
My friend was there and I told her
Not to stay with us tonight.
I don't feel the pain
My girlfriends gone,
But I feel, I'm the same.
I don't feel the pain
My girlfriends gone,
But I feel, I'm the same everyday!
We went down to the parking lot,
My car was there and she said
Do not dare to kiss me not. (dare to kiss me not)
But everything has turned out wrong
She was a dick I wasn't strong,
I'm better off alone!
Do you think I always say, I'm better of alone.
But I say I take my time to contemplate it all.
To contemplate it all...
I don't feel the pain
My girlfriends gone,
But I feel, I'm the same.
I don't feel the pain
My girlfriends gone,
We are here together,
It's been so long
I've waited forever,
For this day to come
And I won’t leave you
Alone tonight
You're my heart
Moving life inside
We won't fall again,
If you will let me lead
We'll fall in love
If you will hold to me
Never let go
Endure the pain to find
No pain at all
Forget all the records,
Previous lovers
Look into my eyes,
To dissolve the others
Cause I know where
You have laid tonight
I'm just one step away tonight
We won't fall again,
If you will let me lead
We'll fall in love
If you will hold to me
Never let go
Endure the pain to find
No pain at all
Say that you need me, and I can give you everything your heart's been craving
Cause once I've held your hand
I cannot stand to see it waving goodbye
Please don't go
Stay with me
Just stay with me
Just stay
We won't fall again,
If you will let me lead
We'll fall in love,
If you will hold to me
Never let go
Endure the pain to find
Gangsters on the corner
Dem all fire gunshot
Police in adem uniform
They fire shots back
innocent bystanders
bite the bullet once again
with laws full of discrepancy
it's only us to blame
you say you want to work it out
yet stick a gun into my mouth
an then you calmly shout
this worlds at peace
I shaully doubt
I see no equal rights or justice only
Pain
Dats running in your vain
man made pain
an it's only us to blame
oh well
I want your hi fi mama, won't you let me play it tonight
I want your hi fi mama, won't you let me play it tonight
I put the needle in the groove, baby while you douse the lights.
I play it on your dresser, play it upside your wall
I play it in your kitchen, even play it in your hall
I play it anywhere you want it, any old time at all.
Hi fi lo fi no fi's just fine with me.
Hi fi lo fi no fi's just fine with me.
And if you want to give me stereo first give me vitamin E.
I got your name and your number.
[Vs1]:
Let me paint a perfect picture
True Love of Jesus Christ the Savior
By His wounds we have been healed
Yes He died so I can live
Yes He died So WE CAN LIVE
Misled like sheep goin’ astray
Almighty God He took our pain,
Lost in Darkness bound, But He was slain
Beat & bruised He stretched His saving hands
He shed His blood for us
Ohhh Son of Man!
[Hook]:
On that day He gave himself for me
Nailed to the cross so I could be set free
He loved us from the very start
Now adoration fills my heart
Foreverrr
He reigns!
He took the pain
[Vs 2]:
We were all just hopeless sinners
But His love
Gave us Life &Resurrection;…
We were-- made alive by His mercy
By His Blood I’ve been redeemed
By His Blood We’ve been redeemed
His Sacrifice remains the same
Now I must change and live by Faith
Let us shout out VICTORY!!
Beat & bruised He stretched His saving hands
He shed His blood for us, Ohhh Son of Man!
[Hook]:
On that day He gave himself for me
Nailed to the cross so I could be set free
He loved us from the very start
Now adoration fills my heart
Foreverrr
He reigns!
He took the pain
[Bridge]:
“Father, forgive us
For we know not what we’ve done”
Now, “It is Finished!”
And the battle has been won.
“Father, forgive us
For we know not what we’ve done”
Now, “It is Finished!”
And the battle has been won.
He took the pain for us
Redemption from above
Our debts are paid in full
By His mercy, grace & love
(Repeat)
[Hook];
On that day He gave himself for me
Nailed to the cross so I could be set free
He loved us from the very start
Now adoration fills my heart
Foreverrr
He reigns!
Pain, how I wish that things had never to change
Playing with hearts is such a hazardous game
Hoping we can work things out back the same
Come back and love the pain away
Tried my best not to call for you, babe
It only makes things worse
You seem to think whenever I come around
There's something on my mind
Well, if you ever really took some time, girl
And try and figure me out
Girl, if I had a dime for every time
That you tried to love me back
I think I'd be rich
But I can't stand the pain
How I wish that things had never to change
Playing with hearts is such a hazardous game
Hoping we can work things out back the same
Come back and love the pain away
I often reminisce of the good times
When we were so in love
It hurts my heart to know that the truth is
You won't be around, girl
I find it hard to try and find another
No one can take your place
You are my fantasy, girl of my wildest dreams
Girl, then I finally woke up
And I can't take the pain
How I wish that things had never to change
Playing with hearts is such a hazardous game
Hoping we can work things out back the same
Come back and love the pain away
Hoping we were back to being the same
There's a [Incomprehensible] in that hole, it's time for change
And I don't think I can maintain the strength
Come back and love away the pain
And love the pain away, I just can't stand the pain
I just can't stand the pain
How I wish that things had never to change
Playing with hearts is such a hazardous game
Hoping we can work things out back the same
Come back and love the pain away
pain
is a funny thing
it makes you realize
that you can't stand pain
fight
in a serious way
it makes you understand
what your living for
blood has a way
of making man choose sides
we chose late
now there's nowhere to hide
nothing to do but fight
life
is a funny thing
if I threaten yours
it makes you want to fight
love
is a beautiful thing
it makes you understand
what your living for
blood has a way
of making man choose sides
we chose late
now there's nowhere to hide
nothing to do but fight
blood has a way
of making man choose sides
we chose late
now there's nowhere to hide
nothing to do,
nothing to do,
nothing to do but
Just appeared like rain
And fell from the sky
Dressed me with drops
And blew me like wind
Transformed my dreams to wings
Took me for a trip
Became her lover
Hidden in clouds
My words like sound
My thoughts like light
Turn your head up to the sky
Hear me tonight
Make you my lover
Make you a slave
Give you nothing more than pain
If only I could reign
Fall from the sky
Some dressing human with drops
Give you wings
Make me rain
Become fog
Just to cover you
Just hold my hand
portraits; all over this wall
murdered morals taking my fall
velvet footsteps caressing the floor
listen carefully; I want to be shure
the pig is laughing; moments of doubt
addicted to hatred; forcing the pain
all these portraits remind me of the
water is burning; forcing away
slip into
the sin of living
has been forgiven
I ask for war
(but) i'm getting more
I don't understand
I suck the barrel
I lick the bullet
it removes my mind
to a faraway place
where there's still space
for my kind
the pig is laughing; moments of doubt
[Intro]
There's one brain
There's two halves to one brain
One half's the pen, the other half's a steel
Check the story
[Chorus x2]
Pain, yo, is all I feel
I'mma die wit my pen, or I'mma die wit my steel
[King Just]
A young shorty on the block, wit no props
Fightin every day, turn the pot, and crackin beer top
In the hallway, gettin fucked up, everyday
You ever thought about goin to school? No way
I always thought I'd be a big rap star
Drive fancy cars and travel like far
Aha, dream didn't come true, now it's 1982
So what the hell you want me to do?
I wanna sell drugs and hang wit the thugs
From the projects, and own a nickel plated tech
But yet, I still got the skill to rock the crowd
I guess rappin should just be style
But now, I can't take it no more
I'm ready to get my gat and tell you face down to floor
Give me what you got, nigga, shit is real
I'mma die wit my pen, or I'mma die wit my steel
[Chorus x2]
[King Just]
So damn confused, this life just don't seem the same
Kids on the smelly court, playin the ghetto games
I reminisce about the shit that I did
You couldn't be soft and live where I lived
Cuz only the strong survive, and the weak die
Well ain't that a bitch, oh, my, my, my
Momma, why I gotta be like that?
Face the fact, I want the respect of my ghetto back
So I dig deep cuz I got a lot to give
As the world turns, but only one life to live
So come on my children, let's start rebuildin
A new foundation for every man's nation
I try to make a stand, but every stand's a downfall
I sat on the bench while other kids played ball
It's not the fact that I lack athletic
I'd rather grab a pen and pad, and get poetic
[Chorus x2]
[King Just]
Bow, boom, bang, same to the '90's
Two-Six Mob, nigga, that's where you'll find me
Down wit Black Fist, now, my promo's on Kiss
And everybody around town want's to talk shit
I guess that's the way life goes, I guess no one knows
Yo, we all choose our own roads
So you choose yours, and I'mma choose mine
Who knows, we just might make it at the same time
Define, yo, the meanin of jealously
And I show you a hundred rappers that can't fuck wit me
True, so what's the moral to the story?
The God is on his way to glory, but yet there's more G.
I became that nigga to the cess
My lifestyle change and now it's headed to the West
I guess, I have to do some shows out there
But when I appear, the crowd shook wit fear
Yo, I can't die wit my steel
I got a career now, to make at the top of my field
So you ask, how does the story end?
One love to Shaolin, we gotta die wit our pen
[Chorus x4]
[Outro]
Yo this is a message from the God
Dreams come true only if you make 'em happen
[Intro]
Yeah, feel my pain
Filled with pain
It's a struggle everyday
Did I walk in the right door?
I don't know
Yeah
I never back down, I do what it takes me
Things gettin' shaky, can't let it break me
A lot love us, some hate me
Some friends snake me
Sometimes the shit just make me
Wanna grab the tote and lose it
It ain't just tracks and raps
It's a whole other side to music
Things you can't see on MTV, but it's here
Lord, what's happened to me?
I'm really out there
Was this the right door to walk in?
Lips movin', but ain't nobody talkin'
I plead and I cry to the Heaven skies above to show me love
Wish that I could backtrack and make it like it was, but I can't
1 - When the pain's in me
I wish that it would let me be
But where can I run and where do I turn
When it's chasin' me?
Repeat 1
I got to deal with the what IS, fuck what IF's
Got to put it down and make it right for my kids
How many parties, how many bottles gotta pop?
How many more gots to die?
When this shit gon' stop?
I feel it in my heart, but I plays my part
It's a whole bigger picture so stay true to your art
Until I'm hauled off in the car
Swear it wasn't this dark when I got my start
Internin', been chart burnin', kept learnin'
Kept earnin', and the wheels kept turnin'
But after all the hit songs and the fame is gone
Your money right, but everything else done gone wrong
You're lonely, a lot of bitches is phony
Wanna know me just to tell niggas we homies
Whole time bitch schemin' on my Rolley
It's hard to watch everyone you with
When you rich, niggas with you try to get you
Plenty wanna hit you, I learned it now
It was no way out, now it's no turnin' around
Niggas that was with me, I praise 'em now
A toast to the Red Zone, raise 'em now
Repeat 1
Repeat 1
Silence, all eyes on me
But I can see through 'em like I knew 'em, so I walk to 'em
Extend my hand, try to talk to 'em
Stand while others ran and try to understand
Two sides of a story, let me tell my side of it
It's evident, it's there, I can't hide from it
How much for the soul in the window?
Most wanna be rich and famous
It's dangerous, you'll find out in a minute though
I love the close ones, sometimes feel like I got no one
Those that was there, I know I owe 'em
Backstabbers, I brush 'em off
In a room with straight faces, can't trust 'em all
Rush and fall, pause, let nature take it's course
Stand firm cuz I serve a higher force
And I can scream 'til I'm hoarse, hear me Lord
See I'm ? like 3 dice, riskin' it all in street life
At the fork in the road, I made a hard right
I put the work in, then escaped the hard life
I put it down 'til it's time to lay me down
Wanna be free, but a lot of shit weighs me down
The light's dimmin', who gon' save me now?
It's all good, but it ain't gravy now
We gots to do it for the babies now
And bring 'em up to correct all the wrong we've done
And don't let 'em sing the same song we sung
Like, killin' each other off one by one
And turn 'em from slangin' the drugs, into some'in
You can make it out the ghetto in more ways than one
But for now I'mma pray for better days to come
Repeat 1
Repeat 1
Madness surrounds the blood in my veins
And the fires getting higher and higher
Not quite sure the next step to take
As the gun seems to be my desire
I have to make a stand
Wash the blood off my hands
Have another fix
Just to understand
Pain / screaming from / inside me
I just want to shout
But there's no way out
Have another fix
Just to understand
Pain / with no one here / to guide me
And then I met a man
He said "Hey son yes I understand what your going through
And if your sick of this life you've been living
And want yourself to be forgiven
Cause the past is past you got to put it behind you
So give me your hand and ask the Lord to guide you
To help you stand on your feet again
And take away all this pain"
Eyes on this flesh the windows of my soul
From these I look inside and see it all
Thorns in my heart and needles in my brain
Is pain infectious or is it from the core
My fate is hiding in the dark
Or it's my mind that steals the light
Heavy conscience on my shoulder
i Can't hold on any longer
Cold ice now
Darkness, kill my pain
I asked my father why he passed me by
He said I'm always here and watching you
Don't be afraid when you have lost your way
Follow the signs and they'll be leading you
Why do I fear to leave the lie
When time has come to say goodbye
Heavy conscience on my shoulder
i Can't hold on any longer
Cold ice now
Darkness, kill my pain
"WE ARE THE ANCIENT SAGES, FOR WHOM THE SIGN IS SHOWN
FORGOTTEN ONES FROM THE REALM OF THE UNKNOWN
WITHOUT A NAME OR TRACE, IN DEATH WE SANK
Plain
Afraid to speak out my mind
But I want everyone to believe
That I can stand up and fight
For something that needs to be seen
Breaking my soul, I’m falling apart
Feeling the cold, I know what it means to be alive
Release me once again from this pain
I feel I can never reveal
The thoughts that went round in my head
Alone and abandoned again
I don’t know how much I can bear
Breaking my soul, I’m falling apart
Feeling the cold, I know what it means to be alive
Release me once again from this pain
The sun will shine in my back
As I’m walking into the dark
My fear for being alive
Will lead me to meet with the dead
Breaking my soul, I’m falling apart
Feeling the cold, I know what it means to be alive
I can’t stand it any longer
Whilst my conscious’ running wild
‘Til my needs are getting stringer
I refuse the angels’ child
Chorus
Don’t cause me no pain
Don’t leave me scarified
Don’t ever close your eyes
Another thrill of killing pain
Raging insanity leads to catastrophe
Another kill of thrilling pain
Angel on my naked shoulder
Devil on my shivering neck
Feel my blood is running colder
When it’s going to attack
Chorus
Bridge
I am a psycho with no lead
Like an animal I live
Got no honor, got no moral
Intuition is my gift
ME:
I don't need more flowers
I don't need more sympathy
I don't need more integration
Treatment, I don't need
I don't need more pain
I don't need more pain
I don't need more pain
This hunger in my veins
Give me what I need
Give me what I need
I don't need more candies
I don't need more self-esteem
I don't need more conversation
Advisory, I don't need
I don't need more pain
I don't need more pain
I don't need more pain
I'm starving inside my brain
Give me what I need
Give me what I need
Want to ride the tiger
Want you even more now
Want to climb the spider
Want you my desire
Want you getting higher
Want to read the Times now
Want to hear a song then
Want you my desire
I need it
I need it
music/lyrics - D. Malejonek
I was sleeping for long long time
Now I know my eyes were blind
Yes it was so long long sleep
And that sleep was much too deep
You're surrounded
Like a sheep by wolves
Standed alone face to face with the foes
Never stop
Never looking back
It was ambush in the night
chorus: Pain will pass away
Sorrow will never stay
Peace and love remain
And we'll meet again
He was called - Nazareene
Came one day on the planet Earth
To break - our chains
To save - our souls
To set us set us free
chorus: Pain will pass away
Sorrow will never stay
Peace and love remain
"Pain" by the NiDs from
the 1987 release
"Music to Detassle Corn By"
lyrics by Sean McCloud
Do you remember the primal time
Of nursery rhymes and innocent crimes?
And can you recall, deep in your mind-
The pain?
And now you stand, head in your hands
Screaming to some unknown saint
There's nothing that gives and you've
known for some time that it's living
a life that takes
Electric discharges and sensory barges
These are the makes of emotion
Overloaded circuits and static emerges
as you head writes in the aplurges of
the pain
If there's pain in living, there's pain in death
So don't let the thought cross your mind
Stay sprawled in the corner, no light to
Paaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaain!!!
Just when you think that all those bad things,
are long gone and cast aside
You find that the past will always haunt you,
and you're stuck between your lies
Like a coldness at night in your sleep,(like)a
spider that crawls your skin
You'll try to run,and you'll try to hide
But it never escapes your side
Can't you see that the darkness around you,
Is causing you just pain
And that the people all around you,
can feel it in their veins
It stings you to blindness,it breaks you to silence
You are shattered before their eyes
You'll start to crawl,in the shadows you will beg
But the pain is all you'll get
Wake up The Beast in you
And smash the pain
Takes time to heal the wounds
But some things forever chain,you inside.
Can't you see that the darkness around you,
Is causing you just pain
And that the people all around you,
can feel it in their veins
It stings you to blindness,it breaks you to silence
You are shattered before their eyes
You'll start to crawl,in the shadows you will beg
(The_mad_Marquise/Thunderstorm)
Come and enter my dark passion
Come too me - I need your pain
And you need mine
so take my hand, dear
and feal the whipp's caress
The pain - The pleasure
The suffer - The joy
The torment - The ecstacy
The passion - The pain
Come and let me play whith my toys
You'll scream in pain - I'll cry of joy
I know you like it as much as I do
so take my hand, dear
And feal the whipp's caress
The pain - The pleasure
The suffer - The joy
The torment - The ecstacy
The passion - The pain
I whant you to beg for mercy
I whant to see you suffer
I whant you to like it as much as I do
Then do the same to me...
The pain - The pleasure
The suffer - The joy
The torment - The ecstacy
The passion - The pain
The pain - The pleasure
The suffer - The joy
The torment - The ecstacy
The passion - The pain
The pain - The pleasure
The suffer - The joy
The torment - The ecstacy
Here I am in ancient sleep
The colours of the clouds make me weak
Your night of reckoning is in the air
Yet you dont flee into dispare
Do you not see my pain
Do you not feel my tears against the rain
Dont be regal in your arms
The right to die is long gone
We are not
We are not supposed to be here
We are not
We are not supposed to be here
Here I lie in distant thought
Thinking of the lies you clearly brought
To leave your honesty is a sin
My line of passion is running thin...thin
Do you not see my pain
Do you not feel my tears against the rain
Dont be regal in your arms
The right to die is long gone
We are not
We are not supposed to be here
We are not
We are not supposed to be here
Wake up!
Whispering in my ear
Telling me what I need to hear
Whispering in my ear
Telling me whats now so clear
Wake up!
Do you not see my pain
Do you not feel my tears against the rain
Dont be regal in your arms
The right to die is long gone
We are not
We are not supposed to be here
We are not
First we touched and we hurt each other
Then we tear our hearts apart
We are too close, and I can feel the pain
Fill my empty heart
Is this pain too much for me?
Can I stay the same?
When this pain consumes my heart
Will I be able to hold onto my soul?
Kindness is something I don't want or need
The sunshine would just desolve me into light
Give me a pain as pleasing as your sigh
So I can feel you all the day and night
And keep me from fading away
Even when we behold each other
Somehow our eyes do not meet
And when you hold me in your strong embrace
Still I feel no heat
But it gives me such delight
To feel you closer now
I know I am true to myself
Though it cuts deep into my heart sometimes
Kindness is something I don't want or need
The sunshine would just desolve me into light
Give me a pain as pleasing as your sigh
So I can feel you all the day and night
And keep me from fading away
Kindness is something I don't want or need
The sunshine would just desolve me into light
Give me a pain as pleasing as your sigh
So I can feel you all the day and night
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