r/vaccinelonghauler

I don’t know if anyone can give me any advice of why I feel this way. it’s a strange feeling I can’t describe but I’ll try. It has been happening ever since I got the vaccine.

Sometimes I will feel completely empty, like my soul is not there filling my brain with a strange mix of fear/ despair. I start thinking about how life is pointless, and negative thoughts start coming in, kind of like an attack. This raises my heartbeat where I feel on edge. It’s kind of like a possession you could call it.

I guess from any shamans perspective, my soul is vibrating at a very low level, and my energy is low

I have been entering into spirituality a lot more recently since i personally believe that the world is headed into some tough times and I need to stay strong, especially because of the vaccine.

I feel this when I’m around others too which makes it hard to communicate and smile. When I talk, it’s like there’s no passion in what I’m saying, I’m just saying it without any emotion

My sleep has also been terrible recently, I have been having vivid dreams of how my soul is in danger and I will wake up multiple times because of it. It’s also difficult to get to sleep as when I close my eyes, I can see demonic faces and people shouting screaming at me.

It doesn’t help that I have looked into loads of conspiracy theories about the vaccine, it’s kind of put me in a state of constant fear and confusion.

Does anybody else also have pain in the large joints?

I currently have in the elbows and it was gone for some time but now is back. While my inflammation and autoimmune markers are negative I still fear it's some kind of arthritis.

For those who have recovered, does it go away?

I am tired of this crap, everyday is different.

Been dealing with progressive neurological dysfunction, atrophy, weakness, speech and walking problems that continue to get worse over time..

And being in neurological limbo with neurologists who simply diagnosed me with fibro and sent me in my way has been more than frustrating.

So I began working on advocating for my own self and trying to fix my own problems by trying to take supplements that fight neuroinflammation, having read a number of studies showing different supplements being effective for that. But something strange is happening.

Sometimes I either can't tell if these supplements are doing any good, or sometimes I feel like they're actually making me feel worse or accelerating my decline. I don't know if that's just a side effect that I'll eventually move past, or if I'm actually harming myself further by taking these.

I see a lot of people recommending protocols that eliminate Spike protein, but if you look into the cost of taking all of these supplements, it gets quite expensive. Hundreds of dollars and sometimes even north of $1,000 a month, and I don't have a whole lot of income to spare.

So for those of you who are taking these protocols of different vitamins and supplements and so forth, are they actually working? Have they been worth the money that you're spending? Or do you feel worse? Or no different at all? How has it affected your progression? Do you feel like it's worth it?

Right now this is what I'm taking to try to fight this. I have flare ups and some days are worse than others, but even if I recover from a poor day, I never quite get back to where I was before. I'm especially starting to have difficulty with flights of stairs, dropping things all the time, and I now have a positive Babinski reflex whereas I didn't before. Positive on Hoffman's as well. I don't feel like I'm getting better. I don't know if any of this is working.

Nordic Naturals Ultimate Omega Fish Oil 1280mg Nature's Truth Co-Q10 100mg Signature Care Probiotic 12.5 billion cells Spring Valley D3 2,000 IU Qunol Extra Strength Turmeric 1000mg Nature's Truth Cyanocobalamin Fast Dissolve B12 2,500 mcg Spring Valley Flush-Free Niacin B3 Inositol Hexanicotinate 500mg Nature's Truth Ultra Quercetin 585mg Nature's Truth Advanced Berberine HCl 500mg Nature's Truth Lion's Mane Mushroom 2100mg Walgreens Resveratrol 500mg Walgreens Ashwagandha Root 920mg

All of these are meant to have antioxidant, anti-inflammatory, neuroprotective properties but the only one that actually seems to be making me feel better after I take it consistently is the fish oil. Everything else, is kind of hit or miss.

Part of me worries that some of these brands may actually contain some lead because I don't actually know where they're sourced from and you can never quite fully trust supplements to always be pure or exactly what stated on the bottle, and with a limited budget I can't exactly buy the stuff that's $100 a bottle online. But still. I'm doing my best to try to manage this with the resources that I have. If the doctors won't help me then I've got to help me. But do these protocols really work? And is the one I'm taking enough? I'm planning on adding more things to it as time and budget allow, but I want to fight this post-covid or post-vax neurological disorder with everything I've got until we come up with some kind of cure.

I am not completely sure whether it was covid that did this to me, or the vaccine. My first two shots of Pfizer went fine with no side effects. When I got my booster, I switched to moderna because I had heard it was more effective against the new variants. 3 months after my booster I got covid itself, for the first time. And 6 months after my covid infection, my neurological symptoms began. So all of this did start until 9 months after my mother and a booster. 6 months after covid itself. It's hard to say which was the culprit. But nevertheless I think I've got the same problem a lot of You are having, I believe my neurons are being attacked and destroyed which is causing tremendous pain throughout my body and gradual loss of motor function.

Any thoughts on your experience with supplements that might help you fight back against this? Has anything actually worked?

Apologies if this has been asked and answered before. Appreciate any constructive answers you may have.

Thanks for the responses I’ll start doing some research.

Hi All

Many thanks to everyone who joined this community. Whether it be looking for answers or to offer advice, I commend you. However I am seeking some help.

I have been struggling with my vaccine injury for three years. Brain fog, fatigue, poor sleep, anxiety, depression, digestive issues, food intolerances, ED, heart issues etc

Some symptoms improved, some persisted, and others seem to come in waves. I haven’t managed to feel 100% and that is my goal.

The psychiatric toll of all of this has been excruciating and I don’t have anyone to really talk to about this. I feel defeated and lost. I wanted to be a husband and father one day but taking care of myself, while managing my conditions, is starting to take its toll. I am incredibly grateful to have progressed (I couldn’t walk down the street without heart palpitations) but I am so far from who I use to be.

I wanted to be an MD one day but that dream was stripped from me. I struggle to really see a future for myself. As a man it’s hard to find a place in this world if you can’t provide and that has been hitting me hard lately. I’m a 32 year old male living in Texas. People see me on my good days and think I’m perfectly healthy but they’re not there on the bad days or there when I struggle after over exerting myself.

If you have treatment recommendations, advice or stories of improvement, please let me know. Please positive comments only. I get it, we were screwed and the govt is fucked, but I don’t want that to be my life’s narrative till my dying day.

Next month is 3 years for me. I had/have a lot of symptoms. I have had the classic internal vibrations that wake you up out of a dead sleep and feels like a cell phone vibrating in your chest, and I have what I think are separate vibrations that are usually localized to my back, and respond to stress and emotion, but also are just there a lot of the time when they're present (I have POTS/my nervous system is wrecked). My husband could/can never feel those.

The last couple weeks I have been low vibing through my whole body, kind of differently, but my husband can feel it now. When we are snuggling in bed, when he's helping me get dressed, and today when he was holding my hands/holding me up by the hands in the water at a beach. Basically any time we touch.

What the fuck? Anyone else?? Maybe I will vibe into another dimension 🫠

Other people got the same shot, some more than us and yet nothing has happened to them, thankfully.

Why are others so negatively affected? Like what was this whole thing?

Selective depopulation, cause issues so pharma has a customer for longer period?

Can’t understand what the endgame is too all this?