In Buddhism, buddhahood (Sanskrit: बुद्धत्व buddhatva; Pali: बुद्धत्त buddhatta or बुद्धभाव buddhabhāva) is the state of perfect enlightenment (Sanskrit: सम्यक्सम्बोधि samyaksambodhi; Pali: सम्मासम्बोधि sammāsambodhi) attained by a buddha (/ˈbuːdə/ or /ˈbʊdə/; Sanskrit pronunciation: [ˈbud̪d̪ʱə] ( listen); Pali/Sanskrit for "awakened one").
In Theravada Buddhism, the term Buddha refers to one who has become enlightened through his own efforts and insight, without a teacher to point out the Dharma. A samyak sambuddha teaches the dhamma to others after his awakening. A pratyeka-buddha also reaches Nirvana through his own efforts, but does not teach the dhamma to others. An Arhat needs to follow the teaching of a Buddha to attain Nirvana, but can also preach the dhamma after attaining Nirvana In one instance the term buddha is also used in Theravada to refer to all who attain Nirvana, using the term Sāvakabuddha to designate an Arhat, someone who depends on the teachings of a Buddha to attain Nirvana.
Have you ever thought about how nothing lives without the light?
But you can go blind staring at the sun
Sometimes when I look at you I have to turn away
But I can't bare the darkness when you're gone
And I reach out for you
Don't know where to begin
Always outside looking in
Don't know how to begin
Always outside looking in
Now I only think about how I can't live without the light
I take my chances staring at the sun
If I could only look at you I would never turn away
Because I can't bare the darkness when you're gone
And I'd reach out for you
Don't know where to begin
Always outside looking in
Don't know how to begin
Don't you know that I cried in silence
I was too afraid to be saved by the hands that held me
I waited without hope
Without you I lose myself
I find it hard in cheap hotel, with bleary eyes
No one knows it
When I fall, when I lose my head
You're the one I call
When I fall, when I bleed, the one I need
You're the one I want, the one I call
Can't you hear the voices humming madly
Somewhere in my head?
But instead of trying I'm just hiding
Lost in my regret
Without you I loose myself
I find it hard in cheap hotel, with bleary eyes
No one knows it
When I fall, when I lose my head
You're the one I call
When I fall, when I bleed, the one I need
You're the one I want, the one I call
I've dragged the past into the light
I want to leave it here
I've dragged the past into the light
I want to leave it here
I've dragged the past into the light
Come take me from here
When I fall, when I lose my head
You're the one I call
When I fall, when I bleed, the one I need
You're the one I want, the one I call
When I fall, when I lose my head
You're the one I call
When I fall, when I bleed, you're the one I need
If I was older, I wouldn't stand there
And let you waste it
Now that it's over I should've tried harder
But couldn't face it
I've let go of bygones
But still you throw them all back in my face
I need some time to turn away
I don't mean to hurt you
But I need some time to turn away
Until I rise above you, someday
You stand by me though life is empty
And so much has faded
We keep on dying but still you tell me
We're gonna make it
I've let go of bygones
But still you throw them all back in my face
I need some time to turn away
I don't mean to hurt you
But I need some time to turn away
Until I rise above you, someday
Wish I could turn this feeling
It's something, I can't do
Time here is fast
And nothing ever lasts.
Time here is fast.
I want to be with my past.
Hungry for your voice again
Though you're with me all the time
And I feel you in the rain
I throw myself into the city lights.
Where the streets sound like a radio
There's zero space and just a little time.
Too many faces for the show.
I've just tried to bring you down.
I've just tried.
I throw it all to you, you give it all away.
I throw it all to you, you take it all away.
Other voices they just fill the mute.
Is there somewhere I could be?
Random corners take me somewhere new.
So what if I'm losing me.
It brings me down to call you back.
It brings me down.
I throw it all to you, you give it all away.
I throw it all to you, you take it all away.
"Say goodbye."
"Learn to walk away."
I'm strong but I've lost the way.
Have faith in me and don't throw me away
Because I could be just like you.
Now I'm strong, better everyday.
Let's start again and throw away the chains.
I want to lift the curtains I've drawn.
I'm strong and I can do anything that I want.
It feels so wrong but I will try anyway because I can.
Now I'm strong.
I'm never turning back to feeling small.
God beat me down with sticks and with stones
But you took me in, ugly as I was.
When I just drowned silent
You put bright lights everywhere
And now I don't feel the same.
I want to dust myself down and throw the weight,
To laugh at how I'm inside out
Because you put bright lights everywhere
And now I don't feel the same.
You watched over me,
A shell wrapped around me
It was the strangest most beautiful you could be.
Come back, Take your place,
Don't leave me in this space.
I am the strangest most beautiful I could be.
Don't need angels to show me truth or uncover these eyes.
Don't need teachers to point fingers because all I want is you.
Beautiful you are.
Beautiful to me.
The words you said to me and your promises to stay
Were beautiful and I somehow believed
It hurts, the way you play
You stone me to see if I can break in two easily
I'm in chains and you don't see
It feels like rain when you leave me
I need your confidence and some peace of mind
But not so fast my innocence is still behind
I'm in chains and you don't see
It feels like rain when you leave me
I need some light
I tried to find you but couldn't reach you
You were too faint
It's harder every time underneath your waves
I've been trying to walk out of my past
Left behind I'm always the last
I think it's time to let go of this fear
And try to find a way out of here
I've got to clear out my head from this mess
It brings me down and leaves me in stress
I think that with you, I made a mistake
Now, I'm motionless in empty space
Were you scared to be closer to me?
What did you fear?
I let you near
But you brought me down here
Don't you see how everything's holding me back?
Don't you see now everything's holding me back?
I've been hurt, I've been burnt, you could be helping me out
Don't you see now, you're the one holding me back?
You were the one who gave me reasons to try
The one who left me with anger inside
I heard your need for me had been replaced
From someone else when you lied to my face
Were you scared to be closer to me?
What did you fear?
I let you near
But you brought me down here
Don't you see how everything's holding me back?
Don't you see now everything's holding me back?
I've been hurt, I've been burnt, you could be helping me out
Don't you see now, you're the one holding me back?
I just wish it all away
You just take a piece of me and keep running further
Will you ever go away?
Far away back
When between my words
You gazed into the dim light inside my eyes
You drifted in and defeated me.
I'm face into the wind
Trying so hard to find
Something to hold on to
And your face reminds me
Of something a child could touch
And some one to hold on to.
So Hold on.
Just hold on to me.
Waking unfulfilled
From this angry sleep
To turn the lamp light on
And wait for my head to finish this dream
Where you pass beneath me.
I'm face into the wind
Trying so hard to find
Something to hold on to
And your face reminds me
Of something a child could touch
And some one to hold on to.
So Hold on.
This could be comfort you're feeling
Or indifference I perceive
I should have left you unopened
There is too much there to read
Do what you want
Go where you like, I'll follow
Do what you please
And what you plead I'll do
You don't want to disappear
But you've built these walls around you now
You don't want to feel the fear
That's all about you, all around you now
But wherever you go I'll be there
To sit alone here would kill you
It's not the silence but the space
You've picked the pieces so delicately
And put them all in their place
You don't want to disappear
But you've built these walls around you now
You don't want to feel the fear
That's all about you, all around you now
The words you said to me and your promises to stay
Were beautiful and I somehow believed
It hurts, the way you play
You stone me to see if I can break in two easily
I'm in chains and you don't see
It feels like rain when you leave me
I need your confidence and some peace of mind
But not so fast my innocence is still behind
I'm in chains and you don't see
It feels like rain when you leave me
I need some light I tried to find you
But couldn't reach you, you were too faint
It's harder every time underneath your waves
Lately, I've been staring out to space
Forgetting time and how to spend my days
It's the shape of things you left behind
You disturbed my mind and now I'm less inclined
To find a way out, I find it's a waste of time
I'm spinning around a big mistake
I'm pointing the blame at your name
I'm broken, you have made me broken
Lately I've been feeling no regrets
Forgetting how you got so in my head
Everything that I thought was real has faded
And I feel, there is no way to heal
There is no way out, I find it's a waste of time
I'm spinning around a big mistake
I'm pointing the blame at your name
I'm broken, you have made me broken
Wake up time and your not mine
Everything you leave behind
Every pillow talk, was fake
My mistake, I gotta keep my back straight
Wake up time and I'm not fine
Everything you left behind
All the pillow talk was fake
My mistake, I gotta keep my back straight
I'm spinning around a big mistake
I'm pointing the blame at your name
I'm broken, you have made me broken