Plot
So what is this film? Its style is mostly surreal or rather eclectic, something between the surreal past and the surreal future. An urban road-movie, an unrequited love story. Words that catalyzed our fantasy while making this film were: pizza, red, cheese, the eclipse, a 68' Mustang, sky-scraper, ocean, waves, palm trees, surf, beach, old-school, high-techno, art deco, perspective, chequered, surfpunk. A bit surreal, this comedy is based on the everyday desires and visions of the X Generation. Faces, stories, cool talk, friendship, love and dreams follow one another until the unavoidable happy ending.
Vilnius ([ˈvʲɪlʲnʲʊs] ( listen); see also other names) is the capital of Lithuania, and its largest city, with a population of 554,060 (838, 852 together with Vilnius County) as of 2011. It is the seat of the Vilnius city municipality and of the Vilnius district municipality. It is also the capital of Vilnius County. The first known written record of Vilnius as the Lithuanian capital is known from Gediminas' letters in 1323. Vilnius is classified as a Gamma global city according to GaWC studies.
The name of the city originated from the Vilnia River. The city has also been known by many derivate spellings in various languages throughout its history. The most notable non-Lithuanian names for the city include: Polish: Wilno, Belarusian: Вiльнюс, Вiльня, German: Wilna, Latvian: Viļņa, Russian: Вильнюс, Yiddish: ווילנע (Vilne). An older Russian name was Вильна / Вильно (Vilna/Vilno), although Вильнюс (Vilnius) is now used. The names Wilno, Wilna and Vilna have also been used in older English, German, French and Italian language publications. The name Vilna is still used in Finnish, Portuguese, Spanish, and Hebrew.
Steven Tyler (born Steven Victor Tallaricco; March 26, 1948) is an American singer, songwriter, and multi-instrumentalist, best known as the frontman and lead singer of the Boston-based rock band Aerosmith, in which he also plays the harmonica, and occasional piano and percussion. He is known as the "Demon of Screamin'" due to his high screams and his wide vocal range. He is also known for his on-stage acrobatics. During his high-energy performances, he usually dresses in bright, colorful outfits with his trademark scarves hanging from his microphone stand. In the 1970s, Tyler rose to prominence as the frontman of Aerosmith, which released such milestone hard rock albums as Toys in the Attic and Rocks. In the late 1970s and early 1980s, Tyler had a heavy drug and alcohol addiction, and the band's popularity waned.
He completed drug rehabilitation in 1986 and subsequently maintained sobriety for years, but had a relapse with prescription painkillers in the late 2000s, for which he successfully received treatment in 2009. After Aerosmith launched a remarkable comeback in the late 1980s and early 1990s with the albums Permanent Vacation, Pump, and Get a Grip, Tyler became a household name and has remained a relevant rock icon. As a result, he has since embarked on several solo endeavors including guest appearances on other artists' music, film and TV roles (including as a judge on American Idol), authoring a bestselling book, and solo work (including a Top 40 hit single in 2011). However, he has continued to record music and perform with Aerosmith, after more than 41 years in the band. He is included among Rolling Stone's 100 Greatest Singers. He was also ranked 3rd on Hit Parader's Top 100 Metal Vocalists of All Time. In 2001 he was inducted into the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame with Aerosmith, and he was the presenter when AC/DC was inducted into the Hall of Fame in 2003.
I Reach Out, And Grab The Devil.
Pour His Hell Straight Down My Throat.
Go Home To The Darling
Where's Your Pain, Give Me Pain Ten Fold.
Soft Face On My Backhand.
Soft Heart Broken At My Feet.
Careless Of Your Feelings.
Reach Again, Strike Again, Feel It.
All This And More For You.
These Are The Things That I Put You Through.
Bleed For Me Once, And Again.
It's Not What You're Doing.
Liquid Soul, Inside Of Me
My Conscience Black, Plaqued By Disease.
Losing Mind, I'm Slipping Fast
The Bottle Empties Courage In Me From A Glass.
Next Day My Eyes Have Opened
Look To See My Battered Wife
Living This Depression
Poor Again, Drink Again, Slam It
Savior In A Bottle
Courage Capped And Sealed Tight
Helps Me To See Brighter
Things I Hate Washed Away Leave Me
All This And More For You
( Solo: Flynn )
Feeling Taken, God Do I Hate.
Pinstripped, Blacktied, Corporate Minds
That Hate.
All That They See Fit To Be Theirs.
Giving Nothing Except Only To Their Heirs.
Desease Kills Constantly Unseen.
The Rich Pad Their Pockets, And Fulfill Their
Money Schemes.
Human Waste, Sucking Off The Cement
They Beg, You See Nothing, You're Too
Innocent.
All That You Hold
If You Owe, They Have Sold.
Interest Indeed
What I See Is Greed
I Profit Off
All That You've Got.
Give It To Me.
Others Worse, They'll Fuck You With Greed.
Friendly Investment, On Their Minds
Embezzling.
Foolish Suckers, You're Born Every Day.
Use Them, Confuse Them, And Then They Are
Kicked Away.
Rip You Off For All That You're Worth.
A Quick Scheme Your Dreams Are Face Down In
The Dirt.
Bleeding Hearts, They've Got No Conscience
For You.
You Luck, Shit Luck, You're Fucked,
You're Through.
All That You Hold
If You Owe, They Have Sold.
Interest Indeed
What I See Is Greed
I Profit Off
All That You've Got.
Give It To Me.
( Solo: Demmel )
I Know I'm Not Against A Quick Buck.
Profit Margin, I'd Like To Have One Myself,
But Then, Some Scum, Money Is All That
They Want.
Immaculate Dreamland, For Their Needs They
Will Rip You Off
Give Me Cash, Give Me All That You've Got
Fill My Pockets, Hand It Over, Do Not Conserve.
Rich Making Poor Is All I Want To Be.
I Profit, Embezzle, Cold Cash For Me.
All That You Hold
If You Owe, They Have Sold.
Interest Indeed
What I See Is Greed.
I Profit Off
All That You've Got.
Give It To Me.
Sifting My Hands, Through The Color, The Money,
The Green I Must See, Only This Is No Dream.
I'm No Longer The Scum On The Street Not The Bum
I Reach Out, And Grab The Devil.
Pour His Hell Straight Down My Throat.
Go Home To The Darling
Where's Your Pain, Give Me Pain Ten Fold.
Soft Face On My Backhand.
Soft Heart Broken At My Feet.
Careless Of Your Feelings.
Reach Again, Strike Again, Feel It.
All This And More For You.
These Are The Things That I Put You Through.
Bleed For Me Once, And Again.
It's Not What You're Doing.
Liquid Soul, Inside Of Me
My Conscience Black, Plaqued By Disease.
Losing Mind, I'm Slipping Fast
The Bottle Empties Courage In Me From A Glass.
Next Day My Eyes Have Opened
Look To See My Battered Wife
Living This Depression
Poor Again, Drink Again, Slam It
Savior In A Bottle
Courage Capped And Sealed Tight
Helps Me To See Brighter
Things I Hate Washed Away Leave Me
All This And More For You
I'm the law, I wield the stick
So back your ass up in fear
This is my place, my burning face in full gear.
We move in groups, head stomping boots
And canisters for tears.
Move in at once, through hate we make ourselves clear.
I am the cop that rips you off
I steal drugs for cash.
No junkies run, for info they get a blast.
Big dealers pay, I turn away
Another week of bought trust.
But I'll be back for more cash or a bust.
[Chorus]
Their laws decide - Criminals, Lawbreakers
Who is right - Officer Nice
Hit with sticks - Criminals, Lawbreakers
Move them quick - Officer Nice
Interrogate, feelings of hate for you
Run thick through my mind
The bleeding dead, family of five left behind
Murdering dirt, you in my world
And here I dictate the law.
And as I swing, your scattered brains paint the wall
[Chorus Repeat]
I, Being The Judge Of This Legal Court
Motion For The Accused To Arise.
Stand Up Boy, Here's The End Of Your Life.
Now All Be In Awe Of My Upper Hand
And You Watch As I Detain.
I Swallow Time, Twenty Years
Of Your Life, I Have Obtained.
Sorry In A Cell, With The Rest Of The Dogs
I Do Nothing But Wait.
I'm Being Fed Shit, Tormented, Such Hate.
Bashed, Beaten, Battered, Some Inmates Here
Just Cannot Defend Their Lives.
That For Me, The Luxury In Here Is Only To Die.
( Solo: Flynn )
Now You're In, Here To Stay
Life Sentence, Convicted, And Now You
Must Pay.
So Watch Your Back And All That You've Got.
Stealers Take, Killers Kill, But Usually In The Dark
Cold And Empty Grey Matter Of Your Brain
Would Spray.
Unpleasant Taste It Leaves In Your Mouth.
This Place Is Hell, This Place Is What We Call.
World In A World
And You Fear This Fucking!
World In A World
Guilty You'll Rot.
( Solo: Demmel )
Warden Hates Because He's Playing The Part
He Makes His Point By Turning Guns
On The Unarmed.
Or Solitary Confinement They'll Keep You
You Resist And
A Battered Mess, And Oh I Regret
When You're In Here Slop Is All You'll Be Fed.
And When You're Tired And Needing Some Sleep
The Cement Floor Is All They Feel You Need.
World In A World
And You Will Fear This Fucking.
World In A World
Guilty You'll Rot.
World In A World
Held Out Of All Sight.
World In A World.
My fists are scarred,
But my words are true!
Me - I'm skinless,
I'm trapped in you.
Let me escape!
From my flesh cage.
Regurgitated!
By my own rage.
I want to be,
Not myself.
A pointless ego,
Mashed in my head,
Hate veins implode!
Inclusive pain!
I want out.
Just evaporate!
I've seen the world with
False eyes through you.
And I can't feel;
What I can't do.
And I can't stand;
What I can't feel.
'Cause I'm inside;
And I'm not free........
Let me out!
Let me go!
I need to feel the things,
I want to know.
I am so cold
And I'm shivering.
Licking my wounds
Which are festering.
Spit me right out.
Onto the floor.
So I can face the things
I want to know.
I am choking
Internally!
Waiting. Seething;
Till I'll be free!
I've seen the world with
False eyes through you.
And I can't feel;
What I can't do.
And I can't stand;
What I can't feel.
'Cause I'm inside;
And I'm not free........
I bleed away.....
My veins decay.....
I CAN'T FEEL A THING!
I HAVE NO SKIN!
SKIN!
KILL!
Chorus: Self-Destruction, ya headed for Self-Destruction 2X
[KRS-One]
Well, today's topic, self destruction
It really ain't the rap audience that's buggin
It's one or two suckas, ignorant brothers
Trying to rob and steal from one another
You get caught in the mid
So to crush the stereotype here's what we did
We got ourselves together
so that you could unite and fight for what's right
Not negative 'cause the way we live is positive
We don't kill our relatives
[MC Delight (Stetsasonic)]
Pop pop pop
when it's shot who's to blame?
Headlines, front page, and rap's the name
MC Delight here to state the bottom line
That black-on-black crime was way before our time
[Kool Moe Dee]
Took a brother's life with a knife as his wife
Cried cause he died a trifling death
When he left his very last breath
Was I slept so watch your step
Back in the sixties our brothers and sisters were hanged
How could you gang-bang?
I never ever ran from the Ku Klux Klan
and I shouldn't have to run from a black man
cause that's
Chorus
[MC Lyte]
Funky Fresh dressed to impress ready to party
Money in your pocket, dying to move your body
To get inside you paid the whole ten dollars
Scotch taped with a razor blade taped to your collar
Leave the guns and the crack and the knives alone
MC Lyte's on the microphone
Bum rushin and crushin, snatchin and taxin
I cram to understand why brother's don't be maxin
There's only one disco, they'll close one more
You ain't guarding the door
so what you got a gun for?
Do you rob the rich and give to the poor?
Yo Daddy-O, school em some more
[Daddy-O, Wise (Stetsasonic)]
Straight from the mouth of Wise and Daddy-o
Do a crime end up in jail and gotta go
Cause you could do crime and get paid today
And tomorrow you're behind bars in the worst way
Far from your family, cause you're locked away
Now tell me, do you really think crime pays?
Scheming on taking what your brother has?
You little suckers.. you talkin' all that jazz.
[D-Nice]
It's time to stand together in a unity
Cause if not then we're soon to be
Self-destroyed, unemployed
The rap race will be lost without a trace
Or a clue but what to do
Is stop the violence and kick the science
Down the road that we call eternity
Where knowledge is formed and you'll learn to be
Self-sufficient, independent
To teach to each is what rap intended
But society wants to invade
So do not walk this path they laid.
It's
Chorus
[Ms. Melodie]
I'm Ms. Melodie and I'm a born again rebel
The violence in rap must cease and seckle
If we want to develop and grow to another level
We can't be guinea pigs for the devil
The enemy knows, they're no fools
Because everyone knows that hip-hop rules
So we gotta get a grip and grab what's wrong
The opposition is weak and rap is strong
[Doug E. Fresh]
This is all about, no doubt, to stop violence
But first let's have a moment of silence
*Fresh beatboxes*... swing
Things been stated re-educated, evaluated
THoughts of the past have faded
The only thing left is the memories of our belated
and I hate it, when
Someone dies and gets all hurt up
For a silly gold chain by a chump; WORD IP
It doesn't make you a big man, and
To want to go out and dis your brother man, and
You don't know that's part of the plan
Why? Cause rap music is in full demand.
Understand
Chorus
[Just-Ice]
My name is Just-Ice a man not a prankster
I was known... as the gangster
But believe me that is no fun
The time is now to unite everyone
You don't have to be soft to be for peace
Robbin and killin and muderin is the least
You don't have to be chained by the beast
But party people it's time I release!
[Heavy D]
Aiyyo here's the situation: Idio[di]cy
Nonsense, violence, not a good policy
Therefore we must ignore, fightin and fussin
Hev is at the door so there'll be no bum-rushin
Let's get together so we'll be fallin apart
I heard a brother shot another. It broke my heart
I don't understand the difficulty, people
Love your brother, treat him as an equal
They call us animals mmm mmm I don't agree with them
I'll prove them wrong, but right is what your proving them
Take heed before I lead to what I'm sayin
Or we'll all be on our knees, prayin
[Fruitkwan (Stetsasonic)
Yo Heavy D, deep in the heart of the matter
The self-destruction is served on a platter
Makin a day not failing to aniticipate
They got greedy so they fell for the bait
That makes them a victim, picked then plucked
New jack in jail, but to the vets they're a duck
There's no one to rob, cause in jail you're a number
They never took the time to wonder about
Chorus
[Chuck D, Flavor Flav (Public Enemy)]
Yes we urge to merge we live for the love
Of our people the hope that they get along
(Yeah, so we did a song)
Getting the point to our brothers and sisters
Who don't know the time (boyyyee, so we wrote a rhyme)
It's dead in your head, you know, I'll drive to build
And collect ourselves with intellect, come on
To revolve to evolve to self-respect
Cause we got to keep ourselves in check
Or else it's...
Chorus
You've gotta stand your ground!
Stand your ground!
Life - a two edged knife,
Bleeds the hand that feeds,
Then puts up a fight.
A streak of rage.
Will you survive?
In this pool -
This pool of blood and grime.
Sucked in and squashed,
Fermenting in time.
Ignore your sores and
Wash your flesh raw with cuts.
See the flaming eyes,
ReaFUCKIN'lize again.
You shall be back,
To get some more,
Stubborn like before.
Your anger will show!
You've gotta stand your ground!
Stand your ground!
Ignite the fuel and light
Up the faces of
Me and all involved,
Up in arms and mind -
The things that's gone to waste.
Just kept it in,
And put away
Like its always been.
Bleed!
Bleed the wound.
Bleed The wound inside!
Feed!
Feed the need.
Feed the need in me!
It's innate.
In you and me.
We've got the need.
To let the muthafuckas bleed!
You've gotta stand your ground!
Stand your fucking ground!
It's innate.
In you and me.
We've got the need.
To let the muthafuckas bleed!
This one is for you fuckhead!
Living in those cracks you've made.
Chewing on me for all my faults,
Watching me fall till I'm all worn.
I CAN'T GO ON WITH THIS DISEASE DRILLING ITSELF INTO MY HEAD!
I'm gonna fight back!
You can't rule me!
I'm tired of your rules and all your fuckin' bullshit!
The time is up for you shitbag!
Extroverted son of a whore.
Throwing your weight in your own space,
You got no respect to save your own face.
I MUST GO ON WITH THIS HEADRUSH PULSATING HARD INSIDE MY HEAD!
I'm gonna fight back!
You can't rule me!
I'm tired of your rules and all your fuckin' bullshit!
I will fight!
I'll be defiant!
You think you rule me but the fact is that you can't own me!
YOU THINK YOU RULE ME BUT THE FACT IS THAT YOU CAN'T OWN ME!
I'm gonna fight back!
You can't rule me!
I'm tired of your rules and all your fuckin' bullshit!
Fly through the windscreen
The concrete it thirsts,
Your lungs are all devoid
When you hit the dirt.
Your insides are outside
Your head's up your ass,
And now you are crying and
Pulling out glass.
PULLING OUT GLASS!
Excessive blood loss has now
Taken your sight,
PULL OUT THE GLASS!
As you crawl so aimlessly
Into the night.
PULL OUT THE GLASS!
You think you're so cool but
You're just full of thrash,
PULL OUT THE GLASS!
And now you are trying to
Pull out the glass.
PULL OUT THE GLASS!
PULL OUT THE GLASS!
PULLING OUT GLASS OVER A BASIN OF BLOOD!
PULL OUT THE GLASS!
PULLING OUT GLASS OVER A BASIN OF BLOOD!
I'm trained for pain
Immenseful strain
Excruciation is my game
Slice through your flesh
Defy me now
Feel the pain, knife driven down
DRILL THROUGH YOUR TEETH
No novicane
The open nerves will drive you insane
REMOVE FINGERNAILS
Needles impale
Acetylene torch, it never fails
Regret the day
That you were born
Don't cry to me 'cause you were warned
If you were caught
Cease to exist
The torturer, he adds you to his list
COLD SHRIEKING LAUGH
Rips through your ears
Watch as he gets his kicks from fears
DESTRUCTION SOURCE
Ruthless and vain
Once more it's time for you to
FEEL THE PAIN - Open nerves deliver
TORTURED AGAIN - Scream out for death
YOU CAN NEVER LEAVE - My hell-like chamber
YOU NEVER WILL BREATHE - The outside air
Bring in the kids
Your boys and girls
Your daughters and sons, it's them we'll kill
Killed whether or not
You start to talk
Bonus body killed to rot
PENDULUM SWINGS
Swings right through you
When I return, you will be in two
"C" CLAMP YOUR HEAD
Pressure force fed
Look in my eyes you will see blood red
Break kneecaps
Left then the right
Next your eyeballs lose your sight
Now do you want
to lose your face
Scalpel in hand I pick the place
ONE SIMPLE SLICE
Your skin removed
Slow breathing skull, the blood starts to drool
YOU UNDERSTAND
This is no game
When withholding the truth you must always
FEEL THE PAIN - Open nerves deliver
TORTURED AGAIN - Scream out for death
YOU CAN NEVER LEAVE - My hell-like chamber
YOU NEVER WILL BREATHE - The outside air
A CRUSHING BLOW - To your head it begins to bleed
YOU TELL US NOW - The information that we need
YOUR LITTLE GIRL - Hey we're got her just down the hall
YOU HEAR HER SCREAM - Hey fucker do you hear her call you DADDY!
A CRUSHING BLOW - To your head it begins to bleed
YOU TELL US NOW - The information that we need
YOUR LITTLE GIRL - Hey we're got her just down the hall
YOU HEAR HER SCREAM - Hey fucker do you hear her call you DADDY!
HAUNTING - Terror controlling mind, easily
YOU'RE WATCHING - Torture tactics grind relentlessly on you
PRESSURE - Constantly applied, tragically
The needing of needles, prick my skin
Cold blood is boiling, start the binge
Aggressive injection, the track marks run
Intended supression, finale has begun
COLD DEATH - awaits me now
INFECT - dissect my brain devoured
I'm needing another shot to please
My poison my life-line, it drops me to my knees
INJECT
ADDICTION
Straight to my jugular vein
TO WITHDRAWAL
I CAN'T TAKE
I NEED MORE
Please shoot me up, numb the pain
No dimebags
No quaters
I'll take the gram
The heroin
Quick fix
A mainline slam
Speed ball
It's rolling
Turns all the time
Injesting
Infesting
It infiltrates my mind
QUICK PULSE
My heart can't take
POUNDING
Surrounding all my veins
I'm nauseous
And playing the basket case
Die slowly
Die painful
On my strung-out face
TO INJECT
ADDICTION
INFECTION
Straight to my jugular vein
TO WITHDRAWAL
I CAN'T TAKE
I NEED MORE
Please shoot me up, numb the pain
Hello world, I'm your residential drug pusher
You kids, they buy from me
Base of coke, a slam of seed
They know I've got the cure
Just a punk, I'm untouchable by the law
Court room catastrophe
A simple slap upon my wrist
And then they set me free
Body cold I pound away on his chest in fear
Empty lungs, a cardiac arrest is evidently clear
No one told me that these drugs I take would kill
They just front away and then send you the bill
Cold displeasured face
Look of pain, look of waste
I'e seen the damages done
Too many times I've witnessed, I've witnessed it run
Run through your veins alive
Feeding on your mind
Controlling you from inside
No longer with us now
Pusher's voice it calls you, cower now
Come with me child, child of fate
A shot to numb your feelings
Embrace this death, a quick passage
Your pulse hits the ceiling
No need for ties, no ties to life
The life you've left to linger
It was your choice
So hold your voice
Your sweet soul comforts me
Your eyes show the desires of a whore
To touch your flesh on my skin
To feel the heat that you bring
You'll serve my purpose tonight
Your sweet lips will scream out through your tears
Accept my pain on to you
Your sweat beads through your pure vanity
Feel me - on shivering skin
Feel me - on the lust of their flesh
Feel me - on their broken eyes
Feel me - the pain of pleasure
Come now to partake
On broken souls and flesh that bleeds of chastain
This misfortune that breeds
The lack of lustre, the lack of vice to concede
Feel me - on shivering skin
Feel me - on the lust of their flesh
Feel me - on their broken eyes
Feel me - the pain of pleasure
Spine arching, she is screaming in lust
Hair pulled back, eyes filled with lust
Of a dominant, persuasive high
Feel desire piercing deep inside
Overwhelmed by quivering vigor
She reaches out to grab a hold of what's in her
Love, lust, desire, all that she needs
Strong fisted soul, she drops as she screams
Feel me - on shivering skin
Feel me - on the lust of their flesh
Feel me - on their broken eyes
Feel me - the pain of pleasure
VIRTUES OF VICE
Righteous impurity, the unwicked slip
Immoral wrong doing takes its grip on you
It's bitter sweet, sour, pungent taste
It leaves its smile on your wicked face.
Bleed for me
Bleed for me
Bleed for me
Virtues of vice
You need it, you feed it,
All of your soul,
Your yearning, your passion fed,
As it takes control
It's ripping and clawing tears you apart
Virtues of vice breeds in all of our hearts.
Bleed for me
Bleed for me
Bleed for me
Virtues of vice
Land of old, this soil I now see turns grey.
Looking on, I see crowds that
Stand against tyrant guns,
Blow them away.
All for the sake of freedom,
Look to your screen they're screaming, help. (Help!)
High upon a pedestal,
Man's mind speaking aloud.
What I see, is what I hold;
Power and all that's around.
Curfew at dusk,
And my soldiers litter the streets.
This is for the people, no,
We're breaking, taking, killing.
We bleed from tyrants war,
Runs red through streets of blood.
The freedom that we would
Seek is screaming lost liberty.
Oppressing the masses,
Could this be.
Oppressing the masses,
Could this happen to me.
Deceiving things he says
You might take as true.
One word believed by him,
His strings attach to you.
So we the people
Must unite, and defy.
Destroy the power, fight
This man's rule must die,
By our hand.
Oppressed people of this land.
Convert, exist the planned way.
Revolt, with blood we'll flow the end.
Oppressing the masses,
Could this be.
Oppressing the masses,
Could this happen to me.
Gone year's of ten
I'm still power alive.
My dominos fall on taking
Other men's pride.
All for the need of power
Watch as I devour you!
This virus of my intentions, infectious.
Your land my carnage forth.
Obviously death results.
I am the ugly face,
The spreading disease
I am oppressing, raping life,
I do as I please
And you pay the price.
You're lost without arms to fight
If given the spine from hate
Would you cower, or rise and say.
Oppressing the masses,
No, not to me.
Oppressing the masses,
No this could never be.
Oppressing the masses,
To be free I would rise.
Oppressing the masses,
For to live contained,
Psychotic Memories
Division of mind and body
My eyes have never seen this clear
The truth comes cutting through me
Like a knife with pain of so many years
Fear of my reality
It keeps crashing down on me
Relief of my affliction, it comes
Only in my, only in my dreams
Only in my dreams
I hear no violent screams
Psychotic memories
That have no grip on me
Only in my dreams
I hear no violent screams
Mind beyond control
The severing from my soul
Anger breeds within me
The toll of a thousand violent screams
These constant confrontations keep tearing me
Like a fucking disease
Fear of my reality
It keeps crashing down on me
Relief of my affliction, it comes
Only in my, only in my dreams
Only in my dreams
I hear no violent screams
Psychotic memories
That have no grip on me
Only in my dreams
I hear no violent screams
Mind beyond control
The severing from my soul
These eyes of emptiness
Only in my dreams
Only in my dreams
I hear no violent screams
Psychotic memories
That have no grip on me
Only in my dreams
I hear no violent screams
Mind beyond control
[Instrumental]
FUCK THE GOVERNMENT!
They take away your right to live.
They take away your right to breathe.
They take away your right to see.
Don't you ever fuck with me!
They call themselves the goverment.
Motherfucked establishment.
They take away your right to live
Don't you ever fuck with me!
They take away your right to live.
They take away your right to breathe.
They take away your right to fuck
Don't you ever fuck with me!
HERE WE GO NOW!
Rubbing my skin until I'm sore.
I just can't stop this thirst for war.
In my own space where I belong,
I will just sit and sing this song.
So run away you coward fucks;
I think that now you're out of luck.
No longer do I need refuge.
Yeah! I resist! I refuse!
Give me back my right to live.
Give me back my right to breathe.
Give me back my right to see.
Don't you ever fuck with me!
They call themselves the goverment.
Motherfucked establishment.
Give me back my right to live
Give me back my right to be!
You ain't listening to what I have to say!
You never listen to me anyway!
It's time to play my game.
Trust? It's russian roulette!
Let's do it all again once more,
It's not done till you hit the floor.
Loneliness - a 4 wheel drive.
Where you go it climbs.
Crawling all along your spine.
Let the fuel and blood combine!
COMBINE!!!!
Perfect defect!
I'm the one that you don't expect!
Perfect defect!
I'm the one that you won't accept!
I learn some from my friend.
I learn more from my foe.
I'm just a human being,
Being not what I seem.
I'm going to lose my grip!
This life's the final trip.
You can run but you cannot fly,
From pain - the inbuilt high!
HIGH!!!!
I've found God again!
I've found life!
I've found him again!
I've found Christ!
A man with one eye ain't blind,
He sees half the world's lies.
The world that's not good enough,
To bring back Jesus Christ!
Bleed your enemy!
His hate you will see!
Take my misery!
My hate you will see!
Hate is in my head! HEAD
Wanna see you dead! DEAD
Gonna rip your skin! SKIN
Wanna see you dead! DEAD
Be gone from me you self - biased liars,
Bone headed, defaced liars,
You've taken a life that you'd never... JUDGE!
Enough of you - you dumb fuckin' losers,
All I heard from you is abuses,
Don't wanna spend the rest of my life with... THIS CURSE!
Yeah - now you want to fuck with me,
Can't win so all of you want to kill me,
I'll fight each one of my enemies... ALONE!
I - don't want to be a loser,
I'll just be a social 'abuser',
I'll vent out my fuckin' hatred... ON YOU!
Bleed your enemy!
His hate you will see!
Take my misery!
My hate you will see!
Hate is in my head!
Wanna see you dead!
Gonna rip your skin!
Wanna see you dead!
Burnin' skin peels on touch,
A touch not far away.
I breathe down your throbbin' neck,
And burn your life away!
AWAY!
Bleed your enemy!
His hate you will see!
Take my misery!
My hate you will see!
Hate is in my head!
Wanna see you dead!
Gonna rip your skin!
Wanna see you dead!
HATE IS IN MY HEAD!
Killing My Words
I'm trapped in this cage while others hold me down
Direct my pen as their fist comes down
They meddle and interfere in my affair
With the written word and God how could you dare,
But you did so.
Killing my words
I misunderstood the word free
Killing my words
Does it even apply to me?
If the mixing of my words makes you scared
They're just that, words, you could not bear
If it's that horrible, hide it and now one will know
It is the coward's way that lets this terror go
And it goes on.
Killing my words
I misunderstood the word free
Killing my words
Does it even apply to me?
And I am one
As they are many
And they cut me down
As I bleed
From my mind
You will hear no sound
I refuse
And they insist
And we battle on
In the end
Who will stand
I believe I will carry on
When I put my pen to the sheet
I describe the things that you cannot see
You have audacity that is beyond compare
Are you restricting my thoughts
And this I cannot bear
And it ends now!
Killing my words
I misunderstood the word free
Killing my words
I wish,
My skin could get as tough as yours,
Brutalized by harsh words,
Every fucking day,
Like some stones hurled,
But, through a mouth though,
All these cold walls have made me crouch in shame...
You will reap what you will sow!
You will get what you deserve!
I hope,
My skin could get as cold as yours,
Scales to deflect your wails...
Desensitized by words that shape and manipulate your fate,
With all this,
Now I've begun to hate myself...
Cold walls imprison me in their shroud.
These are the words I can live without.
Cold walls have risen out of the ground.
Nothing but darkness in and around.
You will reap what you will sow!
You will get what you deserve!
I dream,
My blood could get as thick as yours,
Sanguine,
So viscous to the touch,
Living,
Pining to gain immortality,
It's hopeless, I'm all spent,
All this has made me want to die...
Cold walls imprison me in their shroud.
These are the words I can live without.
Cold walls have risen out of the ground.
Nothing but darkness in and around.
Ruminating on these words...
Repeated day after day...
I've become just another scapegoat.
Is this what I was fuckin' born for?
You will reap what you will sow!
You will get what you deserve!
My dick's so big I have to wrap it round my leg
And if you piss me off I'll jack off in your face
I got loads of jizz... you can suck me all night
You can swallow my children alright (aiight?! aiight?!)
Coz we've got the dicks of death
We've got the dicks of death (suck it whore)
We've got the dicks of death
12 inches of dangling doom, ough!
Don't care if they're skinny don't care if they're all lard
I'm gonna fuck... juicy tits and I'll fuck 'em real hard
... anal intruder
And if my dick gets stuck we'll just call Roto Rooter
I've got the dicks of death
I've got the dicks of death
We've got the dicks of death
12 inches of dangling doom!
We've got the dicks of death (yeah whore)
We've got the dicks of death
We've got the dicks of death
12 inches of dangling doom!
We've got the dicks of death (east coast!)
We've got the dicks of death (west coast!)
We've got the dicks of death (east coast!)
(East coast... west coast)
[Lyrics: Killian]
[Music: Demmel, Flynn, Killian]
On The Case Of An Unusual Death Tonight.
Corpse Erupt, Sweet Smell Of Cremation
In Flight.
My Eyes Attracted To A Pile Of Ash
In All My Time I Have Never Seen That.
Distinguishable By A Single Leg Intact.
Body Of Flesh Bones All Turned To Ash.
Fire Of No One's Guess Entraps.
I'm Wondering About The Feelings That
You've Felt.
Was It Pain Delivered Straight From Hell?
Did You Grasp Out, Did You Reach For The Sky?
Or Did You Collapse, Only Time To Die?
Burning Story Too Difficult To Tell.
Body Of Flesh, Bones All Turned To Ash.
Fire Of No One's Guess Entraps.
Engulfed, Your Swallowed By The Flames
Temperature Burns Away.
No Crawling, No Feeling The Pain.
[ Solo: Flynn ]
[ Solo: Demmel ]
Engulfed, Your Swallowed By The Flames
Temperature Burns Away.
No Crawling, No Feeling The Pain.
Cases Number, But No Way To Explain
How A Human Just Burst Right Out Into Flames.
The Fire Engulfs Your Body, Attacked
You Hit The Floor, An Oily Of Ash.
And What Is You Can Now Be Swept Away.
Engulfed, Your Swallowed By The Flames
Temperature Burns Away.
No Crawling, No Feeling The Pain.
Engulfed, Your Swallowed By The Flames
Temperature Burns Away.
Colour Of Life
Green envious filled with discontent
You desire what others possess
You're I'll willed and you're filled with spite
Your deep resentment will tear you apart inside
Grey pain, black heart is cracked
Desolate and you're back now
Submission your downward course
Depression devours, to you knees you are forced
This colour of life
This season of pain
This is what you let it be
This colour of life
This season of pain
This is what you never ever could be
Red with anger and burning hate
Your blood it boils up, seeds of pain
Thoughts that rage for crushing will
Seething temper intending to spill
This colour of life
This season of pain
This is what you let it be
This colour of life
This season of pain
Up for the dead
Blood-thirsty rulers are bred
Rising up their dreams of hell
Are waiting for you
Their words will cut you in two
KILLING - HE JUST KEEPS KILLING
"Save us," they're screaming
As death's hand is weaving
Stitching, quickly killing all
For reasons unknown
They quickly slice to the bone
BLEEDING - THEY JUST KEEP BLEEDING
This power stripe upon my arm
Is what my world is running on
So hide your head or join the dead
A place you all will soon be led
Come with me child, I'll do you no harm
As I violently am clenching her arm
There is no stopping
The bodies are rotting
Piling up the graves a mass
Are waiting to spew - they're being dug out for you
DYING - THEY JUST KEEP DYING
Their cynical laughter
Is what we are after
Coming from the mouth of hell
Is turning to dust
Their cities crumble in rust
BODIES - THEY'RE JUST DEAD BODIES
This power stripe upon my arm
Is what my world is running on
So hide your head or join the dead
A place you all will soon be led
Come with me child, I'll do you no harm
As I violently am clenching her arm
Gasoline injection into the vein
Starvation, millions of dead are on their way
We could really care less for your lives
We'll gas you, shoot you, stab you with a knife
And if you think you're going to escape
We'll cut you down, like weeds at the gate
Laughing at you loudly as you die
Your wounds bleed profusely, say goodbye
Goodbye!
They dictate and you live your lives
BODIES ON BODIES
A stagnant state, a stench of hell
BODIES ON BODIES
A place of death - for you!
These dying people
Screaming for their lives
Sadistic killers
Ignoring all their cries
Ruling party
You will see their death
Millions of souls
You have taken their breath
Science projects, should we kill the rest?
Tell us quickly, which way's the best?
In the end you will be no more
Your nation crumbling, slam the door
BODIES ON BODIES ON BODIES ON BODIES
Massive graves retain their stench
BODIES ON BODIES ON BODIES ON BODIES
Lifeless skeletons wear their flesh
(repeat)
They dictate and you live your lives
BODIES ON BODIES
Never leaving until you die
BODIES ON BODIES
A stagnant state, a stench of hell
BODIES ON BODIES
I've reached a point where I don't care,
Life's so fucked it's so unfair,
You bitch about the way I live,
You will hate what I will give.
Hatred!
From me,
You'll get it - when you will push me.
Stand back!
From me,
Or your life will soon be a memory!
Complicated!
My life is - disipated!
I can't take - all this shit!
I can't bear what I put up with!
Oh Yeah!
NOW DON'T U WANT A PIECE OF ME!
Reached the point where I don't care.
It's so fucked.It's so unfair.
Now bitch about the way I live.
You'll hate what I will give.
I know the end is here.(3)
YOU WILL HATE WHAT I WILL GIVE!!!!
Well now. You see;
Your life is just a bad memory.
Well now. You see;
Your life is just a fucking memory!
For sickness
For wealth
For existence
For death
Forever
Foresee
For all
Foresake
For god
Forgive
For us
Fornicate
For me
Foreplay
For her
Foreskin
Calm collector of the waste
I've come for the dead
Cold my feelings cannot be traced
There's no need, no patients for there
Muttering words, they are so few and forgotten
So please do spare me
This ain't a church and I ain't no priest
So save it for the funeral to be
Slice incision split your chest open autopsy
Precise my thoughts they cannot be broken
when brain-probing
I'm calling out for the next cadaver
son't delay, no corpse decay
And be swift, be quick with the scalpel
This man is dead, he's got only hell to pay
[Chorus]
An open-casket funeral for all to see
The body staring at you, carcass of seams
Our hat's off to ya, coroner, a job well done
the grieving proud of their funeral-faced son.
Accidents just waiting to happen tragically
Unstable mind's continuously snapping on society
Now I'm just here, a product of the country
I'm dealing with the mess that surrounds me
And you can see me on your public TV
Sports jacket, cool tie, and wheeling out the body
[CHORUS]
Distorted features as I picked him off the road
His body mangled, it took ten hours for me to sew together
Perfectly stitched sutured and closed
And staring through glass eyes
Just one more step for mother dear
Her first glance she looks and crys
CORONER CORONER - Pulse stops
CORONER CORONER - You must call him
CORONER CORONER - Deal in rot
Ageless Eyes
Like the suffering of Christ
Like the screaming of his time
I am the misery
Born with open eyes
Like running blood
Like running slaves
Like warriors impaled on stakes
They scream alive
With closing eyes
I've lived through time
The end of life
True genocide
With ageless eyes
I've lived through time
Born again
I live
When God is dead
Like the burning of the mind
Like the preacher burning lives
I am conversion
Be like me
Or pay the price
Like Hitler's crimes
The plagues survive
Through centuries on lives, I've dined
They scream alive
Born with open eyes
I've lived through time
The end of life
True genocide
With ageless eyes
I've lived through time
Born again
I live
When God is dead
I'm the guns in the children's hands
And I'm the needles for the damned
I am the execution
And I'm in demand
Ther terrorist
The welfare rips
The confrontation still exists
You'll scream alive
Death through death's eyes
I've lived through time
With the end of life true genocide
With egeless eyes
I've lived through time
Born again I live
It's time to feed once more on me,
Creeping over all my body.
Ripping at flesh growing tender,
Scaling new heights without fear.
Pincers bring a new dimension,
All these aid my crucifixion.
Get 'em off!
Get 'em off!
Get 'em off!
Get 'em off!
THEY ARE SO GODDAMN REVOLTING!
GET THEM OFF!
THEY ARE SO GODDAMN REVOLTING!
As I lie here all my bleeding,
Takes my life out. Takes my breathing.
Fingers seek out ways for freedom.
Eyes filled with mud I can't see 'em.
Pincers bring a new dimension,
All these aid my crucifixion.
Get 'em off!
Get 'em off!
Get 'em off!
Get 'em off!
THEY ARE SO GODDAMN REVOLTING!
Darkness forces a surrender,
Million eyes watch me go under,
Everywhere I feel them breathing,
In the slimy earth they're breeding,
Choking me with all their venom,
Numerous - I just can't bear them,
Thrashing all sides I can't free me,
In my mouth and I'm still screaming!
IN MY MOUTH AND I'M STILL SCREAMING!!!!
I've tasted
The thrill of a kill
The thrill of my victims
I'm crushing
Destroying their will
Demented
A figure of speech
My mind is lost eternally
Out of my reach
Richard
In your glass case
Stand to be judged, their deaths
Written there all over your face
A twelve year old
Your body should rot out in public
For women you've killed
Run for your life
I'm the serial killer
I've come to bury you today
No family, no funeral, no rosaries for
Slain on this hillside
My silent grave!
My silent grave!
My silent grave!
That's where you lay!
Run for your life
I'm the serial killer
I've come to bury you today
No family, no funeral, no rosaries for
Slain on this hillside
My silent grave!
My silent grave!
My silent grave!
That's where you lay!
Buried
Dead bodies behind
Their last words are still etched
Clearly into his mind
Driven
Possessed by a will
A will that takes over
And drives him out for the kill
Submit
Submit to me now
He screams out in anger
Bloody thristy, as you cower down
It's time
He raises the blade
You cry out to God
For your innocent life to be saved
Run for your life
I'm the serial killer
I've come to bury you today
No family, no funeral, no rosaries for
Slain on this hillside
My silent grave!
My silent grave!
My silent grave!
Atrocity
I'm what you better address
I come directly from you
I'm in the air
Exist in the sea
And I am poisoning your food
Your burning lungs are from me
Your nerves I strike with disease
Reactions soon they will fade
Internal organs rot
And toxins still you release
Give birth to death
Atrocity
Atrocity
Atrocity
Atrocity
I'm infiltrating your youth
Genetics I'll decimate
This infection I bred
Created by you
My life it seals your fate
Now from mindless neglect
Ignorant years gone by
Catastrophe has begun
And if there is no end
Total world genocide
Give birth to death
Atrocity
Atrocity
Atrocity
Atrocity
And we sit here, as it continues
As we sit here, it continues
As we continue the rape
Our own destructive misuse
Few laws to protect
The coming child
From out own noxious abuse
Does death appeal to you
Do you prefer life in pain
Do you like what you see
Do you cover your eyes
Or have you nothing to gain
Give birth to death
Atrocity
Atrocity
Atrocity
Deceiving face fits perfect like a glove
In the camera eye of this world
A pocket lie, a don't know why
Subterfuge works on you!
A major voice, forked in an eastern block
States what is true is what you've heard
But what they've heard is slightly blurred
Subterfuge works on you!
I don't knows, become I forgots
In a covered statement to our press,
Protectthe man, his shining hand
Subterfuge works on you!
Feeding fool public, have a taste and swallow
Just what they've pasted to you
Convict them not, deception walks
Subterfuge works on you!
Malignant, infected, disease of two face
Public elected, and put into place
Virus detected!
Most are dumb, and often easily fooled
By the blinding statements that you make
I'm not their kind, I see you fine
Subterfuge, works on you!
Open your mouth, and stupid comes out
And it's often followed by a prayer.
Forget them god, their intentions are marred by
Subterfuge, don't work for you!
Malignant, infected, disease of two face
Public elected, and put into place
Virus detected!
Malignant, infected, disease of two face
Public elected, and put into place
Virus detected!
Malignant, infected, disease of two face
Public elected, and put into place
Slut! Slut!
I need a gutterslut oh so bad
The kind of slut that's dirty and bad
I'm gonna fuck her till she pees
I'm gonna make this bitch bleed
Fuck her in the ass good and hard
After I've chased her through the yard
I don't use vaseline 'cause I like to
Fuck dirty and mean
Slut! Slut!
Strip your clothes off with my eyes
Ram my pecker right up inside
The bitch starts whimpering to me
In the morning will you respect me?
Awakened rudely in my bed
The bitch just slapped me upside the head
I see the front door's open wide
So I kick this fucking bitch right outside
Lines for whores!
I've had you too many times before
Your cunthole's begin to widen more
I'll have to tie a board to my ass
Or lose my life in your unforgiving crack
Slut! Slut!
Slut! Slut! Slut! Slut! Slut!
Slut! Slut! Slut! Slut! Slut!
Slut! Slut! Slut! Slut! Slut!
Slut! Slut! Slut! Slut! Slut!
I am a Presidential toy
And I am Government employed
In their game of death I never lose
And when I'm told to do a task
No questions I will ask
Just show me his file and rid that commie dead
KILL ON COMMAND
KILL ON COMMAND
I will shoot from a distance
It will kill you in an instant
Not a drop of blood on my suit
If I see you blink your eye
Then surely you will die
I'll be there and gone before you even twitch
KILL ON COMMAND
KILL ON COMMAND
The blood I love the most
Is from terrorists who boast
Of their car bombs when our bombs
Are bouncing off their heads
With my crosshatch on his chest
You could probably guess the rest
When you see his lifeless body hit the street
KILL ON COMMAND
KILL ON COMMAND
When I terminate these assholes
And then bury them in deep holes
I'm rewarded highly by my Government
Yes my job I love to do
And I'm doing it for you
Killing for money it ain't a shame
KILL ON COMMAND
KILL ON COMMAND
I she'd no tears for the buried ones
The ones I lay to rest
Don't ever question why I kill
Just know I do my best
A million dollar - PAYCHECK
I pull the trigger - BLOODSHED
The bullet rips through - YOUR HEAD
I've killed so many - TIMES BEFORE
I've watched the bodies - HIT THE FLOOR
I'm always needing - WANTING MORE
I've dealt out death - SO MANY TIMES
Only one thing running - THROUGH MY MIND
Money, money, money, money - MONEY
So when the file's being - PULLED ON YOU
I tell you what you're - GONNA DO
No Chains
Inside I know I'll succeed
I have faith from which I feed
Dreams you see, they're never too far
Don't have others let you think that they are
From what they say and what they suggest
You are one and they would know best
But they are fools that drag their heels along
With no ambition to them, you would belong
If you make the move
And you see it through
No chains can hold
No chains can hold you down
They would chain and drag you around
Pick you up and throw you down
They needle nothing right into your brain
Until they see you break down screaming
The trap of life where victims are caught
All dreams erased and thoughts they rot
An empty cavern just working to feed
On hearts and minds that never succeed
If you make the move
And you see it through
No chains can hold
No chains can hold you down
And you'll work so hard
To break from the pack
And they try so hard to stab at your back
Don't let them deny what you must achieve
You fight
For your sanity
I would work to harvest success
My thoughts a dream that will never rest
And though some badger and rip at my soul
My power positive will bury them whole
So stand aside or roll with the flow
It's time to reach and take full control
Or you could be another welfare case
And you'll make the move
And you'll see it through
No chains can hold
Pain Of Pleasure / Virtues Of Vice
Your sweet soul comforts me
Your eyes show the desires of a whore
To touch your flesh on my skin
To feel the heat that you bring
You'll serve my purpose tonight
Your sweet lips will scream out through your tears
Accept my pain on to you
Your sweat beads through your pure vanity
Feel me - on shivering skin
Feel me - on the lust of their flesh
Feel me - on their broken eyes
Feel me - the pain of pleasure
Come now to partake
On broken souls and flesh that bleeds of chastain
This misfortune that breeds
The lack of lustre, the lack of vice to concede
Feel me - on shivering skin
Feel me - on the lust of their flesh
Feel me - on their broken eyes
Feel me - the pain of pleasure
Spine arching, she is screaming in lust
Hair pulled back, eyes filled with lust
Of a dominant, persuasive high
Feel desire piercing deep inside
Overwhelmed by quivering vigor
She reaches out to grab a hold of what's in her
Love, lust, desire, all that she needs
Strong fisted soul, she drops as she screams
Feel me - on shivering skin
Feel me - on the lust of their flesh
Feel me - on their broken eyes
Feel me - the pain of pleasure
VIRTUES OF VICE
Righteous impurity, the unwicked slip
Immoral wrong doing takes it's grip on you
It's bitter sweet, sour, pungent taste
It leaves it's smile on your wicked face.
Bleed for me
Bleed for me
Bleed for me
Virtues of vice
You need it, you feed it,
All of your soul,
Your yearning, your passion fed,
As it takes control
It's ripping and clawing tears you apart
Virtues of vice breeds in all of our hearts.
Bleed for me
Bleed for me
Bleed for me
Twelve Gauge Justice
Pimp selling whores
Young runners selling crack
Bars on your doors
Shotgun shoved in your back
Thick is the shit
The walking wasted of life
Nothing legit
The screams come from out of sight
What I see makes me feel
Twisted from inside
Get a gun
Kill the scum
Justify what is right
12 gauge justice
Right or wrong
This city's gone to hell
12 gauge justice
Right or wrong,
This city's gone to hell
Cops don't exist
In this unsterile world
Drug filled abyss
Young Minds killed from it
Wild like dogs
Needles hang from their arms
Desperate their eyes
Leading transparent lives
What I see makes me feel
Twisted from inside
Get a gun
Kill the scum
Justify what is right
12 gauge justice
Right or wrong
This city's gone to hell
12 gauge justice
Right or wrong,
This city's gone to hell
Inside I'm loathing
Face down in this hell
My thoughts so scattered
I hold their cold end
My actions race by
My mind fades from reality
No conscience holds me now
I cock and I kill
No holding back
Anger turns into rage
Pick of the piece
Aim it and let it spray
Body counts rise
Scourge dropping at my feet
Unvictimized
My task is complete
12 gauge justice
Right or wrong
This city's gone to hell
12 gauge justice
Right or wrong,
This city's gone to hell
12 gauge justice
Right or wrong
This city's gone to hell
12 gauge justice
Right or wrong,
This city's gone to hell
12 gauge justice
Right or wrong, this
12 gauge justice
12 gauge justice
Right or wrong, this
Restricted patient
Or so they say
I choose to stay here, phobic fears
Nerve endings eaten away
I'm out of touch
With all in sight
Don't close my eyes
I fear that death
Will come collecting tonight
Distracted ruins
Oh can't you see?
I'm nervous, frightened,
Tormented by everything
You'll never know
Just what it's like
You can't imagine
What's disturbing,
What is eating my mind
In constant paranoia
Keeps me looking over my shoulder
I'm hiding 'til the fear is over
Running down the street
I'll never look to see just what it might be
That I fear so much
In my life,
Or in my death
Doctor, help me
At any cost
Please make it go away
Before I am totally lost
Inside a shell and locked away
No fear can touch me
When I scream,
None can hear what I say
But is it gone, or did it stay?
My phobophobic thoughts
God, will they ever go away?
And leave me be, I doubt they will
The disease of fear has got me
And it's in for the kill
The fracture of my mind
It will destroy me slowly
In the end, I lay there breathless
Six feet under, dirt will cover
The headstone reads
His was a frantic mind,
Less human being
Destroyed by fear
Of everything that could be
I've witnessed fear
For all it's worth
I can't imagine someone
Causing its own birth
The human hell
Or so we say
But is it fear the only
Thing that we are prey?
In life, not death
Define to me
A state of coldness life
Where I can be free
Of mortal choice
Burden of life
A questioned fate of fear
Or am I to die?
I've seen now some of what
I've done done
A disease now once delivered
On those poor souls I pressure on
Unearthly cold they shiver
Insertion of fear a blood lacing tear
I draw from cowards breaking
Psychiatrists I tie in knots
This mind in fear is taken...
Doctor, help me
At any cost
Please make it go away
Before I am totally lost
Inside a shell and locked away
No fear can touch me
When I scream,
None can hear what I say
But is it gone, or did it stay?
My phobophobic thoughts
God, will they ever go away?
And leave me be, I doubt they will
The disease of fear has got me
And it's in for the kill
The fracture of my mind
It will destroy me slowly
In the end, I lay there breathless
Six feet under, dirt will cover
The headstone reads
His was a frantic mind,
Less human being
Destroyed by fear
Reality slipping and your mind is caving in
Submitting to the web that you constantly spin
It's over the edge with the straightjacket on
It's dragging you down to the world you belong
The hell in your mind that you will always see
A nightmare of terror, planted eternally
Dead space in your head, there can be no escape
Reality you see, an image, just a fake
Insomnia drives, drives you out of your head
Don't lose consciousness while lying in bed
Looking in from the outside and tightening your grip
Death sickening laughter that's beginning to rip
Your eyelids fall and they take you again
Eternal nightmare and your horror begins
Your head is filled with nothing but fear
It has you locked down, comatoses is here
I've drank the blood - THAT DEAD SOULS HAVE CRIED
I cursed the devil - THEN WATCHED HIM DIE
I'm the one - THAT THE SINNERS SEEK
Well I'm your master - NOW DON'T YOU SEE
I've drank the blood - THAT DEAD SOULS HAVE CRIED
I cursed the devil - THEN WATCHED HIM DIE
I'm the one - THAT THE SINNERS SEEK
Well I'm your master - NOW DON'T YOU SEE
[repeat]
Now to you I come a calling
Reaching for your mind I'm drawing
Thoughts of freedom, see them crawling
Eternal nightmare, I'm clawing
So next time that you fall asleep
And let your thought start running deep
Remember you're the ones I choose
Eternal nightmare, I never lose
Calling
You come a calling
My laughter's mauling
Eternally I rule your mind
Constricting
Your thoughts constricting
Your mind is sickening
I'm the law, I wield the stick
So back your ass up in fear
This is my place, my burning face in full gear.
We move in groups, head stomping boots
And canisters for tears.
Move in at once, through hate we make ourselves clear.
I am the cop that rips you off
I steal drugs for cash.
No junkies run, for info they get a blast.
Big dealers pay, I turn away
Another week of bought trust.
But I'll be back for more cash or a bust.
[Chorus]
Their laws decide - Criminals, Lawbreakers
Who is right - Officer Nice
Hit with sticks - Criminals, Lawbreakers
Move them quick - Officer Nice
Interrogate, feelings of hate for you
Run thick through my mind
The bleeding dead, family of five left behind
Murdering dirt, you in my world
And here I dictate the law.
And as I swing, your scattered brains paint the wall
Welcoming Party / This Is System
This is system for your life we exist
We'll take your mind and violently twist into
A shape so desperate you'll make us your life
And like your mother we will hold you so tight
And we'll grow off our pain constant aggression.
We're sedatives for your alteration
We'll drag you down for the rest of your life
And then the system succeeds
The day you have died
THIS IS SYSTEM
We welcome you child and we open our arms of greetings
We'll treat you just right and we'll change you inside and you'll see
That it's so necessary for you to accept
Or we'll strap you down 'til we gain your respect
You'll see it our way and you'll never question what we say
See me I am crying through eyes of pain!
Cold hearted system I cannot escape!
Much more comfortable now, much more relaxed, just slightly sedated
And when the lights go out, you will recall the pain that you've faded
And in the blackened pitch you hear the other guests screaming
And you can feel the horror of their hated dreams
We'll strap you down tight
Shocking your mind for screaming
You poor child with pain in your eyes
We never hear you cry
We'd like to think that you are someone's mistake
And so we lock you away
There's got to be some kind of end
A way out from under this horror
Something out there beyond the pain
That welcomes with comfort
We'll let you go this time and it's your mistake
You will miss our hate and desire our pain
And you will be back
Because they will not understand you
You feared man with the hate in your eyes
Looks like you don't mind dying
We'd like to think that you're a social mistake
Deceiving Face Fits Perfect Like A Glove
In The Camera Eye Of This World.
A Pocket Lie, I Don't Know Why.
Subterflige Works On You.
A Major Voice, Forked In An Eastern Block
States What Is True Is What You've Heard
But What They've Heard Is Slightly Blurred.
Subterflige Works On You.
I Don't Knows, Become I Forgots
In A Covered Statement To Our Press, Protect
The Man, His Shining Hand.
Subterflige Works On You.
Feeding Fool Public, Have A Taste And Swallow
Just What They've Pasted To You
Convict Them Not, Deception Walks.
Subterflige Works On You.
Malignant, Infected, Disease Of Two Face.
Public Elected, And Put Into Place.
Virus Detected.
Most Are Dumb, And Often Easily Fooled
By The Blinding Statements That You Make.
I'm Not Their Kind, I See You Fine.
Subterflige, Don't Work For You.
Open Your Mouth, And Stupid Comes Out
And It's Often Followed By A Prayer.
Forget Them God, Their Intentions Are
Harred By.
Subterflige Don't Work For You.
Malignant, Infected, Disease Of Two Face.
Public Elected, And Put Into Place.
Virus Detected.
( Solo: Demmel )
Malignant, Infected, Disease Of Two Face.
Public Elected, And Put Into Place.
Virus Detected.
Malignant, Infected, Disease Of Two Face.
Public Elected, And Put Into Place.
Virus Detected.
Enter I, Disturbing Peace Of Mind
Pressure Reflects Me.
Manipulate, And Break The Feeling Of Faith.
Weak Fools Obsess Me.
Glare Inside, Shines My Mind
It's Quite Distorted, It's So Cruel.
Afflicted Traits, Extending Outward My Hate
Sharp Words Detest You.
I Am The Thorn In The Side.
Pressure That's Never Denied.
Call Me - Call Me - Call Me Mad.
My Look Is Often A Grin
Cold As It's Sin.
Call Me - Call Me - Call Me Mad.
We Evil Kind, We Evil Subject Your Pride
Intent Oppression.
An Open Sore, Into It Salt We Will Pour
Verbal Aggression!
Conscience Collapsed, Feelings For You Waxed
But My Mental Affliction.
I Carry Pride, I Hold It High At My Side
Cause Your Submission.
I Am The Thorn In The Side.
Pressure That Never Denied.
Call Me - Call Me - Call Me Mad.
My Look Is Often A Grin.
Cold As It's Sin
Call Me - Call Me - Call Me Mad.
( Solo: Demmel )
At Times I'd Love To Feel The Break Of Your Spine.
Your Pain, My Hand, My God, That Would Do Me
Just Fine.
But Intelligence Tells Me Constrain, Don't
Do That.
Use Your Wit, Make 'Em Pay, Verbal Attack.
Your Cowardice, Your Whimpering Makes
Me Sick.
In Your Face, Your Ugliness, On It I Could Spit.
Divine Reprisal, I'm Getting Under Your Skin.
Contemptuous Me, I Will Always Win.
Cold Hate.
Feel The Pain To Which I Relate, My
Harsh Hell.
Satisfies, Sanctifies Me As Well.
( Solo:Flynn )
At Times I'd Love To Feel The Break Of Your Spine.
Your Pain, My Hand, My God, That Would Do Me
Just Fine.
But Intelligence Tells Me Constrain, Don't
Do That.
Use Your Wit, Make 'Em Pay, Verbal Attack.
Your Cowardice, Your Whimpering Makes
Me Sick.
In Your Face, Your Ugliness, On It I Could Spit.
Divine Reprisal, I'm Getting Under Your Skin.
Contemptuous Me, I Will Always Win.
Cold Hate.
Feel The Pain To Which I Relate, My
Harsh Hell.
Satisfies, Sanctifies Me As Well.
( Solo:Flynn )
There's something strange going on in my head
That says if I were to get in a car right now
North Carolina is where I would end
And to your doorstep I would be bound.
To whisper the words that I've always wanted to say,
And watch as the sun rips this blue sky away
Cause the colors are always changing
So stare up at the clouds
And at least you know
you're always looking up
So Casey can you remember (Do you remember)
sitting by my side
On the bank of the Delaware River
and talking about life
Don't forget about the blue skies, sunrise, and all the space between
It's amazing how a girl like you could affect a guy like me
All the pictures, memories and all the times we had
Do you think that some things are better left unsaid?
We'd stay inside just to watch the time go by
and sleep the whole day till the night
with everything you said
I'm sure you've got some place that you'd probably rather be
I hope you're singing this song
and thinking about me
Carolina was waiting for you
it's what you always wanted
Don't forget about the blue skies, sunrise, and all the space between
It's amazing how a girl like you could affect a guy like me
And all the pictures, memories and all the times we had
Do you think that some things are better left unsaid?
And we run away
Cause the sky looks different when you're in another state
It's everything I've always wanted
And everything I've worked so hard for
Well Is it in me
To put the bottle down?
well Is it in me?
to put the bottle down?
well is it in me? (blue skies sunrise and all the space between)
to put the bottle down? ( its amazing how a girl like you could affect a guy like me)
well is it in me?( the pictures, memories, and all the times we had)
to put the bottle down? (do you think that some things, are better left unsaid?)
Is it in me
Well, I can still smell the Portland air
And it makes me sick to my stomach
To think of what you've become
These tall evergreens
And the lights of your city
Should have warned me long ago
That I fell way too fast
If mountains could talk
This one would share its secrets with me
Of what it has seen
Of you and the way you move
So now that I'm listening
I've got my ear to the wall
And my feet are touching the ground
I'm trying not to give myself away
But my heart is beating way too loud
And that got my thinking
One may never be as happy as one seems
So I'll go ahead and give myself away
'Cause this dream is taking all of me
You won't talk and it remained
Just you and I overlooking these Portland lights
From the top of a mountain
In a park where you call home
From the top of a mountain
In a park where you call home
If mountains could talk
This one would share its secrets with me
Of what it has seen
Of you and the way you move
So now that I'm listening
I've got my ear to the wall
And my feet are touching the ground
I'm trying not to give myself away
But my heart is beating way too loud
And that got my thinking
One may never be as happy as one seems
So I'll go ahead and give myself away
'Cause this dream is taking all of me
Things got a little crazy for me for that week
Where I drank myself stupid
To the point where I couldn't even speak
It's beautiful here, I don't ever want to leave
Then I thought about
The unfortunate side effect of me being me
And I remembered back where this leads
Back to the park where you call home
And me realizing, what back then
I should have known
I'd hate what you'd become
Well, I can still smell that Portland air
So now that I'm listening
I've got my ear to the wall
And my feet are touching the ground
I'm trying not to give myself away
But my heart is beating way too loud
And that got my thinking
One may never be as happy as one seems
So I'll go ahead and give myself away
She said I'm out of place
And asked me what I'm doing here, whoa
From the look in her eyes I knew it was clear, whoa
That I was gonna be in for the ride of my life
I'd better hold on if I want to survive because, oh
This could take the best of me
So listen up, listen up, so we both know
The seconds pass while you're gone, time moves so slow
I didn't want it to end up like this
But I don't wait, I always just let it go
You know I won't forget the way that you looked that night
When I tried to understand
Why those sunglasses always hide your eyes
But don't worry girl 'cause you're never alone
I'll be with you 'til that morning comes
But then oh, this will take the best of me
So listen up, listen up, so we both know
The seconds pass while you're gone, time moves so slow
I didn't want it to end up like this
But I don't wait, I always just let it go
So listen up, listen up, so we both know
The seconds pass while you're gone, time moves so slow
I didn't want it to end up like this
But I don't wait, I always just let it go, just let it go
I swore I'd never come back to this place now
Unless you're ready for me to leave again
I swore I'd never step foot inside this house
Unless you're ready for me to stay around
I swore I'd never come back to this place now
Unless you're ready for me to leave again
I swore I'd never step foot inside this house
Unless you're ready for me to stay around
So listen up, listen up, so we both know
The seconds pass while you're gone, time moves so slow
I didn't want it to end up like this
But I don't wait, I always just let it go
So listen up, listen up, so we both know
The seconds pass while you're gone, time moves so slow
I didn't want it to end up like this
But I don't wait, I always just let it go
So let me first start off by saying
How hard I've been working towards this goal
I'm set in stone behind my eyelids
From hours of callous dreaming
And second let me tell you
About this feeling I can't describe
'Cause as I try to get this all out
Know that I'm not better off at all
'Cause this town's never seemed so close
When I'm home for the week on a holiday
Look around everything has changed
Life's not the same since you've gone away
Since you've gone away
I've come to this conclusion
That I was foolish when I thought
That if I just put my trust in coming home
That I'd be better off
All that just got me thinking
About the feeling I can't describe
And as I try to get this all out
I realize that I'm not better off at all
When I'm home for the week on a holiday
Look around everything has changed
Life's not the same since you've gone away
'Cause you've gone away
When I'm home for the week on a holiday
Look around everything has changed
Life's not the same since you've gone away
Since you've gone away
We all need a reason to believe
We all need a reason
We all need a reason to believe
We all need a reason
Home for the week on a holiday
Look around, everything has changed
Life's not the same since you've gone away
Since you've gone away
The end of the day we always need
A reason to believe she said
Well, I've been saving my breath for another year
I've wasted my time of coming clean to you
On how I'm always catching up
Yeah, I'm still chasing my heart down 95
It's a fucked up way to live your life
When you are stuck always catching up
So I'll come clean to you
Head in hands I find
That I've been fighting the words
This just isn't worth my time
It's not a way to die, suffocated by stress
When life is a mess, it's not right
Head in hands we find
Separated by faith, that got in the way of this life
We found out ways to die, suffocated by stress
My life is a mess, it's not right
Yeah, I've been clearing my head trying to get some sleep
And all these overloaded thoughts crash down on me
And it seems that this is just not good enough
So I'll come clean to you
Head in hands I find
That I've been fighting the words
This just isn't worth my time
It's not a way to die, suffocated by stress
When life is a mess, it's not right
Head in hands we find
Separated by faith that got in the way of life
We found a way to die, suffocated by stress
My life is a mess, it's not right
Well, this is the calm before the storm
It's hitting harder than it has before
Sometimes you've gotta walk in the rain
If you're dying to find what you're looking for
Are you dying to find what you're looking for?
Head in hands I find
That I've been fighting the words
This just isn't worth my time
It's not a way to die, suffocated by stress
When life is a mess, it's not right
Head in hands we find
Separated by faith, that got in the way of life
We found a way to die, suffocated by stress
I heard your footsteps this morning
You know it's hard to get by when you don't sleep at all
I heard your footsteps this morning
You know it's hard to get by when you don't sleep at all
I'm just trying to be honest when I say
My body's feeling tired and I've got to move on
But I hope and I pray that your legs will somehow find the strength
And they all carry on
They want nothing but to be better off
And I've hurt and I've aged
But I found it in my heart to believe you are home
Some nights I have this blurred vision
Where we dance in a dream to the songs that we love
Those songs have played for the lonely souls
Who are singing along when it wasn't enough
Just to hope and to pray that their bodies somehow find the strength
And they all carry on
They want nothing but to be better off
And I've hurt and I've aged
But I found it in my heart to believe
I've been waiting for good news since you left
Little piece of my heart's been pounding out of my chest
We're all waiting for good news, aren't we now?
And they all carry on
They want nothing but to be better off
And I've hurt and I've aged
But I found it in my heart to believe you are home
I've been waiting for good news since you left
Little piece of my heart's been pounding out of my chest