Every day it gets a little harder, can't seem to get away.
I remember there's a certain place, a place I wish I'd stay.
I feel so lost within - pressured, I'm headed for that day.
Just one thought in my head, really. Do I need this fame?
Every time, god damn, I look at my son (seed), I see something I can't be.
Beautiful and care free, that's how I used to be.
Like some god damn fucking freak, I'm so pressured, I'm so weak,
Something takes a hold of me, something I can't believe.
I lay in bed at night and wonder, should I go on this way?
It's the only thing I really got for now, and it's called fame.
Every time, god damn, I look at my son (seed), I see something I can't be.
Beautiful and care free, that's how I used to be.
Like some god damn fucking freak, I'm so pressured, I'm so worried,
something takes a hold of me, something I can't believe.
So I see this face so innocent and fine... and so fine.
So I see this face and I realize it's mine.
I feel the rattle...
So I see this face so innocent and fine... and so fine.
So I see this face and I realize it's mine.
I feel the rattle...
Every time, god damn, I look at my son (seed), I see something I can't be.
Beautiful and care free, that's how I used to be.
Like some god damn fucking freak, I'm so pressured, I'm so worried,
something takes a hold of me, something I can't believe.
Janie always said I was a mess
Sorry bout that mess
I made her bleed
I'm planting my seed
Still I knew it could take it if I opened up the rhythm
I knew it could make it
I hope her parents love her
So feelin the acid on the brain
Still I got that frame I made
Her bleed yeah she wants that lovin you see
Well if you live you wanna give or get old
And if you never knew that we get old you live it up
You get old believe me when I say
It's the same shit everyday
But I got to know my place
And if you don't it smacks you in your face
I know I know her parents love her
So billyed back in 1983 what did you do for me
I made her bleed
I'm planting my seed
I knew we could make it
I only knew that the bitch would break it I hope her parents love her
So my God look at me
If he had to go I know
I know I'm barely lovin' my holy creed
You never knew that was what you need
Fall down
Cant pick myself up off the ground
Head down
I see catastrophy
And its right in front of me
Mother father please dont make me choose between you
I love both of you
Mother please, all I want to be is just little me
Father please, all I want to be is your son
No fair
Trespass the tiny mind of a child
Despair
In my world surrounds me
Its immersed me
Rips right through me
Remember
The day they told me-I'm so scared
Suffer
My wounds not healing
Mother please, all I want to be is just little me Father please, all I want to be is your son
Sometimes
In dark my mind will roam
To a time
Is spent alone as a child, as a small boy
Look at what you did to me
See what you did to me
Look at what you did to me
See what you did to me
I died that day
All i want to say
Mother please, all I want to be is a little deep inside of you
Father please, all i want to be is a little me back inside of you
What now?
Fuck you!
What now?
Fuck you!
What now?
[music: Tuomas Saukkonen, words:Tuomas Saukkonen/Panu Willman]
lies, it all comes down on the guilty ones
hides, their faceless looks it has begun
dark, some dangerously oblivious
mark, was in the eyes that grave to crush
was there a reason for this all
a brief moment in the past when all went wrong
a memory to reveal one by one
all the failures we have done
in you in me breeded the seed with all these fears
in you in me breeded the seed behind these tears
was there some poison in the air
disease without a cure infected as we inhale
or was it all along
like a thorn
Subjects are thrown around the room
Looking for the ones that got away
A feeling of soft anticipation
Another confrontation I won't make
But how do we do it
We turned into something else entirely
We fake it
But I wanted it so desperately to be real
Run, run, holding on to some pieces that you left behind
Hope now, as I walk away, you're the one that finds me out
Run from the only thing left that I hold close
While he's letting you in
You've got the feeling you've been followed under your skin
It will be weighing on your shoulder, believe it.
If I could express it in a different dialect or in a delicate way
I'd capture the phrases inside the cage beneath my chest
And keep it locked for days
I wanted you so desperately to believe me
Run, run, why are you running from another conversation?
Someone that I've been planning on, you're the one that finds me out.
There's nowhere, now I found you, that I won't go.
I'm always letting you in.
You've got the feeling you've been followed under your skin.
It will be weighing on your shoulder.
You've got that seed in you.
You've got that seed in you.
Run, run, what are you running from?
Let all your small steps expose your secrets.
You don't have to speak for me to believe it.
But what do you mean? Yeah...ha-ha
Shaken and faint, you've got the feeling you've been followed
under your skin. It will be weighing on your shoulder.
You've got that seed in you.
You've got that seed in...
While letting you in, you got the feeling you've been followed.
Are you listening to anything I said?
Said to anything I said (You've got that seed in you)
Said (You've got that seed in you)
Shaken and faint, it was the hardest thing to swallow.
Pretending you don't miss me.
You've got that seed in you.
You've got that seed in...
While letting you in, I'll be thinking about tomorrow.
And every time we cross those lines.
You've got that seed in you.
You've got that seed in...
Sometimes I wonder where you are
Sometimes I wonder how you stand the dark
There is a time for every seed
Once there were two, now there are three
Wrestle your heart pinned to the ground
Is there enough love to go 'round
I wrote this song for the bounty of life
Don't second guess what nature has in mind
Sometimes I wonder who you are
Sometimes I wonder and I just say, yeah
There is a time for every seed
Don't confuse what you want with what will be
Wrestle your heart pinned to the floor
Is there enough love, do you want more?
Say my prayers, I shaved my head
I was looking for reasons to drag my ass out of bed
Selfish world, selfish me
But the politics of this girl will never set us free
I wrote this song for the bounty of life
Don't second guess what nature has in mind
intent on coming clean
unfolding with the scene
and on the paper waded and tossed on the floor
she idles by and counts
the days while pressure mounts
sick with regret and fearing all tomorrow
doors once open now are shut
maybe they're not locked yet, but
do you wonder?
is it too late?
was it worth it?
was it so great?
do you wonder how different everything might have been?
and could it be again?
i can't know how you feel
no wisdom to reveal
but it's hard to see you bearing all this by yourself
won't condescend to you
there's nothing i can do
for what it's worth, though, you can make it through this
broken heart and broken will
and you're not broken yet, but still
disappointed, i confess
Hey, you know I really liked your show
And hey, I know a place where we could go
And you don't have to do this if it's all you want is love
But hey, I know you really wanna go
How you wanna do this baby?
How you wanna go?
Fill up my emptiness it's you I wanna know
He's just a boy with a nasty seed to sew
There's no more grace to fall from
Subjects are thrown around the room
Looking for the ones that got away
A feeling of soft anticipation
Another confrontation I won't make
But how do we do it
We turned into something else entirely
We fake it
But I wanted it so desperately to be real
Run, run, holding on to some pieces that you left behind
Hold now, as I walk away, you're the one that finds me out
Run from the only thing left that I hold close
I'll be letting you in
You've got the feeling you've been followed under your skin
It will be weighing on your shoulder, believe it.
If I could express it in a different dialect or in a delicate way
I'd capture the phrases inside the cage beneath my chest
And keep it locked for days
I wanted you so desperately to believe me
Run, run, why are you running from another conversation?
Someone that I've been planning on, you're the one that finds me out.
There's nowhere, now I found you, that I won't go.
I'm always letting you in.
You've got the feeling you've been followed under your skin.
It will be weighing on your shoulder.
You've got that seed in you.
You've got that seed in you.
Run, run, what are you running from?
Let all your small steps expose your secrets.
You don't have to speak for me to believe it.
But what do you mean?
Shaken and faint, you've got the feeling
you've been followed under your skin.
It will be weighing on your shoulder.
You've got that seed in you.
You've got that seed in... I'm letting you in.
You've got the feeling you've been followed.
Are you listening to anything I've said?
You've got that seed in you.
Shaken and faint, it was the hardest thing to swallow.
Pretending you don't miss me.
You've got that seed in you.
You've got that seed in...
While letting you in, I'll be thinking about tomorrow.
And every time we cross those lines.
You've got that seed in you.
You've got that seed in...
Oh no, as I walk away, everyone had found me out.
Give up your seed, I'm lonely
I'll be the seed in your heart
I will rip out your spine, eat flesh
Resection in you, are you still alive?
In the body
Inside, in the body
Inside, in the body
Inside, in the body
I fall
Give up your seed, for us
I'll be the seed in your heart
Oh, give me your name, wont you,
Send me a letter, are your still around?
Give up your seed, I will
I'll be the seed in your heart
I will rip out your spine, eat flesh
Resection in you, are you still alive?
Vagabond or a bag of bones?
They lay out loose atop the soil
They lay out and here comes the sun
And the winds to blow me away
Who who are you, who am I
Or who are we if not the seed?
Fire by the riverside
Learn to swim
Or no one gets out of here alive
Vagabond, a bag of bones
A dandelion blown to a thousand homes
With no place to go
But who is to say and who's who to know?
Vagabond a bag of bones
A dandelion blown to a thousand homes
With no place to grow
But who is to say and who's who to know?
Wind in the trees
The rain comes thundering down
It takes some water to make a cloud
It takes some seeds to sow the ground
'Cause even a seed
Needs to spend its time in the dirt to grow
But it takes motion to make a sound
It takes getting lost to be found
[chorus]
A shallow grave
Return to dreams
It's over my head
It's all make-believe
In my mind... in my mind
When my thoughts have gone to seed
I will return them to my dreams
Till I return
I return to dreams in my mind
I can hear the thunderclouds moving on
You weren't invited but you're welcome to come along
I can hear the sounds of the thunderclouds moving on
When you took a
look inside my
self-satisfied mind,
you chose not to
understand these
things you came to find.
I have given something
you couldn't possibly share with anyone.
Now you sleep with
one eye open.
Fear maintains to shine,
yet, you fail to
see the beauty
in this work of mine.
I have given something
you couldn't possibly share with anyone.
Feel the seed I've
sown inside you
grow into curiosity.
I know one day
you'll give in to
the wonder what it's like to be me.
I have given something
"thatÂ's the way itÂ's always been."
attempts to control me
to try to make me understand
something lost.
along the way.
attempts to control me.
make me feel mistakes were made.
everthing lost.
along the way.
thereÂ's never just one way.
through all your lies.
if it doesnÂ't affect you it doesnÂ't exist.
times have changed. itÂ's not just for you.
so used to being followed.
So you think I lost control have I hit the wall
There's no turning back as I take my fall
Nobody really seems to understand that I sealed my fate with my own hand
I am the seed that you planted in stone
Left for dead now heaven's calling me home
So you think that you can save my soul I've been down so long that I'd lost all hope
Can you pick me up make me clean again
Can you give me back my innocence
I am the seed that you planted in stone
Left for dead now heaven's calling me home
Would you be there for me in the end
Constant and motionless,
It's waiting and will be,
Constant in absolute silence
Can bring disagreement,
Lack of measure and disgrace,
Can spread the time of wrath
Hanging within infinite space,
It's waiting and will be,
Cause no one is looking for it
The message unknown,
Unwanted information
So let it wait frozen,
The nameless message,
The endless wait
Nobody needs it
This is taking low
My thoughts run deep
It cracks my bones
It shakes my teeth
With it my skin
Pulls from here
Right out of this
It looks like rain
It tastes like steel
It goes so slow
I don't know if it's real
It shapes like fire
It burns right in that place
Carry that seed
Carry that seed
Carry that seed
The seed's a mental thief
Who's cracking up
And brings my face
A holy grin
And ties it down
Within those souls
I'm looking for this hiding place
I'm hanging on to this course
Let me
Carry that seed
Carry that seed
Carry that seed
Carry that seed
Carry that seed
Carry that seed
carry that seed
Learning to fly in skies
That fail to persuade my soul
Has shattered my mind
So helpless I bleed
Emptied nest of creativity
The silence no longer my friend
Or my seed
Found myself holding on
To something that was so untrue
Trying to make up for all
That was gone
Reversing time and fighting the tide
Impregnating fate with my pride
I will not compromise
I take the life from the seed
I rectify the lost need
I am the one who can't sleep
You're the one who can't dream
I'll fly away
Lost in the sun
Vanish in the haze
Nowhere to run
I take the whole from the part
I clarify the lost art
I am the light in the dark
I am prepared to depart
Chorus
Nowhere to run
(***)
Chorus (x2)
Nowhere to run
Soulicidal youth searching for the truth
soulicidal youth
we are the ones who will make a change
we are the ones who will rearrange
these times fueled by violence and hate
they say our morality suggests a lack of humanity
thrown a world fueled by violence and hate
our existence dependent on our resistance
lack of innocence, force and persistence
violent among violence in a world diseased
every corner I turn stands an enemy
my eyes have been opened and now I can see
but when I look around I can't believe what I see is reality
soulicidal youth searching for the truth
soulicidal youth
we are the ones who will make a change
we are the ones who will rearrange
unify, diversify, rectify, defy
now is the time i must resist all that limits
i must defy all the lies
soulicidal youth searching for the truth
soulicidal youth
we are the ones who will make a change
we are the ones who will rearrange
these times we'll rise
Broken knuckles on the bloodied concrete
weak souls with no sense of hope
bullets fly and children die
cut after cut humanity drains away
your self respect is what you neglect
tired principles become ritual
your insecurity breads agony
you turn to hate, that hate we must break
I have become tired I have had enough
Everyone so quick to jump up, so tough
so hardcore, that mask you wear
that mask you wear so mean so gruff
Can't you see this silliness is killing us
our cycle becomes created
our cycle it is repeated
together we won't be defeated
A new time has emerged
rebirth as another page turns
life once ignored and now its being restored
revitalized a vision of hope realized
I have seen a new light a new way
a new road to be paved
the seed has been planted
soon to erupt into a strong tree
a lotus emerges through the gravel
desolation and horror turn to love and redemtion
doves descend out of the darkness
weeknesses emancipate to strength
reinvent
rearrange
change
I refuse to participate in your rape
I refuse to relate to your hate
underneath these colors that divide
lies a seed that connects
hidden behind a mask of lies
awaits the truth ready to rise
I refuse to relate to your hate
I refuse to participate in your rape
assimilation leads to annihilation
of cultures lost disregard the cost
of centuries past leads to present
and we've forgotten what we represented
hides our hearts
hides our souls
by stereotypes that thrive to divide
stereotypes that divide
we must break these chains of ignorance
smash these walls of lies
we must break down these barriers that confine
we must search and regain all that has been lost
we refuse to live
in this age of disdain
intolerance all to present
anger pointed in the wrong direction
unified all people must rise
unified all people must rise
I look into empty screens
searching for peace
I look to the skies in attempt to find place
teacher speak to me
mother guide me away from me
save me from me
I indulge in substance to find nothing
I buy products, to be a product of something
oceans of uncertainty
drowning in these waves of turmoil
emptied of emptiness my existence revolves around insignificance
nothing changes when nobody tries
nothing happens when nobody cares
I have become nothing
Jesus save me
save me from me
I look into empty screens
searching for peace
I look to the skies in attempt to find place
I indulge in substance to find nothing
I buy products, to be a product of something
valueless I'm left
save me from me
I entered with opened arms as their swords were drawn
my eyes crawl away
my heart becomes an array of light shattered
my battered soul carried away
alone lifeless I lay
torn amongst the worn old and scorned
I pray, my cries pierce the skies
only to be left with a deafening decay
hope for humanity has been betrayed
in search of community the dead pray
your spirit weakens
and vision decay's
your hope has been betrayed
life a breath away
a glimmer of light shines though the night
as the fire ignites
willingness kills distress
honor breads success
dignity we progress
community our intent
gods descended as the angles spoke
love prevails when their is hope
your spirit awakened
vision and strength
community attained
consciousness has been raised
together life has arisen from this grave
So hard to see the eyes of those asleep
those who refuse to see
the truth behind a nation diseased
I refuse to believe
in your self serving values instilled onto me
conditioned for no cognition
perception diminished into mere tradition
dignified lives will unify
ignorant lies breed unconscious times
now is the time
we must rectify
break through the surface that dulls the light
liberate the hate of injustice tonight
engulfed in rage
broken shackles of lies
rectify
the times we can rise above
this selfish disaster of material gains
killing the rights of humans beings
break down the walls that confine
now is the time we must rectify
greed, injustice, lies
now is the time we must rectify
greed, injustice, lies
now is the time
we must rectify
Are you in control or are you being sold
bought and told what to believe who to be
realization is this reality
do you really have a choice or are you being blinded and bound by an unseen force
cover my eyes, tie my hands, filling our mouths with sand
everything's all right everything's OK
American heritage provides me with sanctuary and sets my soul at ease
everything's all right everything's ok- Iraq is the enemy
things aren't right and its not ok when I look around and see the pain, hate,
sickness,
unspeakable atrocities, government lies, hypocrisies, and greed. Scapegoat the ones
in need,
inequalities while we worry about what's on TV, who won the big game and what I
should buy today
big macs, big screen tv's, budweisers, Benz a glimmer of light for a second of
status. a hoax to
suppress the ones who can't have it, turn to criminal activities blinded by what you
thought was
necessity, now prisons have taken the place of books, while corporate crooks
capitalize on lies,
receive welfare checks while the ones in need die in the streets, slave for wages,
turn amongst
each other, told its an issue of race, immigration, welfare mothers, differences,
religion and fate.
my discontent must represent silliness just a phase that comes and goes with age
this rage I feel can only be a problem from within, possibly my insanity
everything's all right everything's ok, Iraq is the enemy
luckily I've been saved, saved by nationality
Will god save my soul
or will I walk this path alone
searching for a sense of sanctity
a way to make sense out of all this pain
we point fingers and blame
I refuse to live with shame so now I must react
searching for sancitiy
truth still remains unseen
so I defy all that doesn't feel right
I resist all that limits
I walk this path alone
but I am guided by belief and hope
I am searching for sanctity
does salvation exist behind the skies
does salvation exist within my mind
redemption in a world of degradation
will god save my soul
or will i walk this path alone
From the seas, to the skies
to the earth into my mind
my eyes swallow with pride
a time unknown from a world forgotten
sacred beauty and innocence
of culture we reminisce
from the seas to the skies
the earth into my mind
my eyes shut with shame
screens of green and leaves of greed
artificial tree's with plastic discrepancies
subliminal fantasies we turn to artificial ecstasy's
our scenery an illusion of purity
corporate mottoes herding its followers
we search blindly for something more
only to be binded to what were sold
is this our reality or
illusions of purity
Within each seed there is a flower
Within each death a new power
A new life a new beginning
When you lose I'm winning
Lost and found, no admission
Closeness means submission
You had reasons, I had dreams.
We live with demons, or so it seems.
Within each seed there is a flower
Within each death a new power
A new life a new beginning
When you lose I'm winning
Lost and found violent mind
Remote control drives you blind
Be my chaos overdrive
Technology, is a sacrifice
Within each seed there is a flower
Within each death a new power
A new life a new beginning
When you lose I'm winning
Within each death big or small
Someone gives and I take it all
So submit you know it's right
Sexuality pay the price
A driven storm kills your genes
No resurrection so it seems
Be my chaos overdrive
I still remember
When i was jounger
love was so simply
wohoo
I spend my nights with
both eyes wide opened
so how to dissapear
i can´t let you go
it´s the middle of the night and my heart is still over alone
cause i still cant let you go
but i know when my heart beat you already know
now i feel empty
like somethings missing
how i wish you were here
(2x)
i can´t let you go
it´s the middle of the night
cause i still cant let you go
but i know when my heart beat you already know
Sean coined the world
And defined it as
The worlds standing joke
At the expenses of
Someone else who knows
It's just a seed well sown
Haze after fourty years
Old Republicans endeer
Indiana's still is harvesting
Heeling symbols go
Like penny arcades it was
A long time ago
At the expenses of
Someone else who knows
It's just a seed well sown
Haze after fourty years
Old Republican endeer
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