solablock

All I can think of is my Dad's gun. I am a twelve year old girl who just wants to die. I don't want to feel pain anymore, or that feeling in my chest like someone is grabbing my heart and squeezing it. I just want it all to end. It's ironic, the girl who inflicts pain upon herself via knife wants to never feel pain again? But you just don't understand, I self harm to convince myself ... Read More

Dying seems so appealing. I can't do this anymore. All the stress, hopelessness, I just can't. I admit it, it may get better, but when? I can't stand the pain now, what if it gets worse, what if it doesn't get better? I have a can of helium in my room, and my Dad has a gun in case that doesn't work. But I don't want it to work. I want to die so bad, but I don't want to put my family ... Read More