Reality TV

When I first matched with Rob, I thought he was fooooiiinnneee and absolutely obsessed. Honestly we didn’t see each other for very long so I can’t say I know anything about his toxicity.

However!!!!!! It is HILARIOUS to me that he still lives in the same garbage apartment/garage/whatever tf that place is. The sink in that room is literally a utility sink and it’s just a random stove that sits there. No effort to make this place like a legit efficiency. In regards to his outhouse bathroom, I actually got a terrible UTI because I didn’t want to walk across a courtyard in Inglewood in the middle of the night. It’s gross and moist and I don’t remember how many people share it but it’s the tiniest shower and just one toilet between at least 3 rooms. And you have to bring your own toilet paper roll with you.

He’s obviously a guy that wants to ride off his looks. I don’t wanna go as far as saying he’s a narcissist but after seeing just the elevator scene when Sophie first arrives, you can see how easily triggered he is. I can’t imagine why people get on Sophie about her communication when that’s the kind of reaction she gets…

Anyways the sex was very mid. This is my claim to fame lmao. I always wondered how much “reality” is in reality TV and in this case… very real!

EDIT: since some of y’all lack reading comprehension, I DID NOT SEE HIM LONG AT ALL. Pls reread the first paragraph. I’m not claiming to have been his long time girlfriend 🙄 my only claim is having been to the famous shack and outhouse

Omg i think this is the first time i actually got emotional watching this show 😭 like Serena girl i defended your dumbass from day one but i cannot keep defending youuuuuuu.

The fact that made him watch from the balcony is DIABOLICAL

I don't really know how to start this other than, I'm a new drag fan. (Mostly because of where and how I grew up.) I have over the last year binged everything I can get ahold of to watch and I have had the best time. One of my favorite Queens was Chi Chi Devayne. I just recently found out she passed away not that long ago. Honestly I felt so heart broken. Her soul seemed so kind. I read into how she died, from pneumonia I saw.

"Davenport was diagnosed with scleroderma in 2018 and, two years later, he died following a bout of pneumonia he contracted after a hospital stay for scleroderma-related kidney failure." From Wikipedia

Well I wanted to understand what scleroderma is. It is an autoimmune disease. I was curious what caused it.

"The cause is unknown, but it may be due to an abnormal immune response.[2] Risk factors include family history, certain genetic factors, and exposure to silica." From Wikipedia

So that scratched at my brain. See I grew up next to a silica mine. I know a little how that stuff is. (I also have a background in Chemistry.) I wondered if Chi Chi grew up next to a Silica mine.

Shreveport is where she was born and died according to Wikipedia again.

"OVERVIEW U.S. Silica's Dubberly plant produces fine grain silica from a mineral resource known as the "Sparta" Formation. The Sparta consists primarily of loose, unconsolidated, fine to coarse, light-colored sand intermingled with light-colored clays, which is processed for the glass, chemical, roofing, brick and foundry industries.

Since acquiring the facility, we renovated and upgraded its production capabilities to enable it to produce multiple products through various processing methods, including screening, washing, fluid bed drying and conditioning to remove heavy and iron-bearing minerals.

Dresser Industries carried out an extensive exploration program during the summer of 1970, which resulted in the discovery of the South Dubberly deposit. Dresser Industries operated the facility until it was purchased by Ottawa Silica Company in July 1981, which merged into the U.S. Silica family in 1987.

The facility is located approximately 30 miles east of Shreveport and is accessible by major highways including U.S. Interstate 20 and state Highway 532" From

Anyway, I don't really have anyone to talk to about this, and Idk if this is something anyone will care about. I just think it should be said that Chi Chi didn't die of pneumonia at the young age of 34, she died of pollution, corporate greed, racism, and our terrible health care system not being affordable.

Thank you for reading this if you did. If nothing else I appreciate the ear.

I hope you have a great evening. 💚

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Serena is playing the same game as Leah. I understand if you’re not happy in your couple you should leave. However, with Serena, she’s literally leading Kordell on. She is making him believe there’s some sort of hope and connection there when it’s never been. She plays around with him to wait for a bombshell to come in. However, he’s always been super upfront and honest with her but she never ever tells him how she feels about him. It’s sad because (us women in specific) we’ve all been there.. have gone through something like this in real life where someone has lead us on to believe something that isn’t true. It sucks. I wish she was honest and just kept it a friendship like she always wanted instead of playing with his head.

Scheana didn’t post her for her birthday two days ago, which is odd because Scheana never gives up a time to post on social media. I guess Scheana have now came to the conclusion that her and Ariana aren’t close anymore and this as allowed us to also come to the conclusion that they aren’t close anymore. Finally, the end of that era. Scheana is obviously too overwhelming and demanding as a friend and I am sure that weight have been lifted off Ariana’s shoulder. She can go be friends with Lala who obviously doesn’t even consider her nor her feelings.