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Hey all. I want to share my story because death among children is almost never spoken about. I have 4 kids, 2 girls and 2 boys. My boys had genetic issues. My girls do not. Genetic testing said both the boys were a one off. It did not come from their father or I.
I have a son who is 9 who lives with heart failure. He is very stable but is followed by the pediatric palliative care team. He has a single ventricle heart with one lung profusing for his whole body. He will eventually grow out of his anatomy and pass away. He has already endured 9 open heart surgeries, over 40 general procedures, cardiac arrest at 7months, CPR for 23mins, ECMO life support for 14 days, countless x-rays, and scans, blood work and pokes. We lived in the children's hospital for 7 months. There is no option for transplant of any kind. He lives with an R3 status which means intubation only if an infection, like pneumonia, could be aided with oxygen support. It also means no cpr and no ECMO.
My 2 year old had severe autism, seizures, ataxia, hyper mobility, poor eyesight, non-verbal. He was special from day one. We were constantly at doctors and in and out of the hospital with him. He had many ambulance rides. He passed away Sept, 2022. We went to go wake him up in his bed and he was cold, stiff, purple and yellow. It was unbelievable. He was 2 years, 9 months old. We got to hold him and love on him, it was a while before the medical examiner's driver could get to us. We found out about his genetic condition - called Christianson Syndrome - after he passed away.
There is so much more in-between but this is the jist of my life over the last 9 years.
I'm not afraid of answering questions surrounding the death of my son. Death is a beautiful and fascinating process. AMA