Shit's exhausting.
Life seems increasingly hostile in every way. People are shittier. Things are more expensive. Life goals are farther away or unachievable. The future that once promised plenty now admonishes you to gladly accept less.
What's really left to do or be done once you've tried it all? Once the excitement of newness itself has worn off, the whole story arc of trying new things becomes a yawn.
Feels like I just go through the motions because it's the default. I'm not really looking forward to anything nor do I have any plans. The future fills me with dread and the past is only a comforting memory of a better time.
I feel like I've finished the "story mode" of "the game" and I'm bored with it, but I can't shelve it and forget about it because it's life.
I'm sure I'm not the only one. Anyone else just going through the motions?