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Hi there besties! I am officially entering my application to challenge Olivia to broadway trivia :) My qualifications are as follows:

• always an ensemble girly, never a lead

• theater camp for over 6 years

• was in shrek the musical, addams family, the king and i, rapunzel, snow white, smaller shows written by local artists and some more!

• definitely more into contemporary theater than traditional but girl come on i know enough to be *dangerous*

photos in the comments for proof of my experience. i really just want to be olivias bestie and wear matching outfits like zach and blake did but hey figured id put myself out there!

I F25 and my boyfriend M30 we’ve been off and on for about five years, nothing bad that broke us up just distance and we both aren’t good with calling and texting. We recently moved back into the same town unexpectedly and have started dating again. We’ve been together this time for about 4 months.

We had both talked about never having children, mostly because I couldn’t physically do so after an abdominal surgery. But I had always said how much I’d like to be someday. Someday came sooner than I expected. I found out I was pregnant. We had literally had sex once since we had gotten back together and boom baby town. Because I wasn’t able to carry to full term without complications, or so I thought, I went to my primary doctor and she informed me that my previous doctor was mistaken, and I was able to carry full term with very minor if any complications.

I was ELATED! I’d wanted to be a mom since I was a kid, I am the oldest of all my siblings and truly enjoyed taking care of them… but I put it out of my mind because I thought it wasn’t possible. I told my boyfriend then about the pregnancy and about the truly real possibility that we could be parents. He did not have the same reaction, he didn’t smile, he wasn’t excited…. He wanted to get the abortion… and I was so devastated. I told him that I wouldn’t want to do this without him involved because it wouldn’t be fair to the child to not be wanted by a a parent. He decided he did not want to be a parent, so we went through with the procedure.

Afterwards, in the weeks following, he was not there for me. I was sitting in HIS house without any food because he didn’t bother to go shopping. I had no way of going back to my house because he convinced me to leave my car at my place for the duration and that he would be there if I needed anything. He decided to just go snowboarding, and was gone for 4 hours after he told me he would be home.

I was sitting in pain, crying, devastated and he was just not there. I resent him for that choice, for his decision. I resent myself for not thinking I could do it alone. And I resent myself for going through with it, for believing that he would be there for me afterwards. Now he wants to say that he regrets the decision he made and the choices after but I can’t seem to get over it. Everyone I’m around him I just get mad, and resentful and I just don’t know if I can ever look at him the same or be around him without feeling anger.

What do I do ? Do I leave him? Do I just give it time ? I’m lost and angry.

... I really think theres no better time for the community to rally together and finally convince brennan and Co. to work on a Solace/Aguefort Sourcebook.

I know the idea was floated ages ago to brennan in an interview already, and he said that the only missing components are time and money. But i cannot imagine a world where an Aguefort campaign setting wouldnt be funded on eg. Kickstarter within minutes/hours. But it would definetly be funded! That does leave the time issue, but come on guys, pretty please?!

Personally Fantasy high is my absolute favourite Dimension20 universe (although Starstruck odyssey is a close second) and i would kill to get my hands on a supplement that would clear some of the hurdles of me running a campaign in the setting myself.

All in all, i adored season 3 so much, the cast and crew did such an amazing job, and I hope we see The adventuring academy make a return for senior year.

After all... Chungledown is still out there...

He would be on the pod today to discuss this Mavs run. Plus, he would have great analysis of this Wemby season too. There is a massive “Tjarks” sized hole in the Ringer staff right now. RIP to a Texas legend!

let me start by saying i never watched this guys “calmedy” or “pawldcast” or whatever he has done. my only exposure to this guy is this subreddit randomly popping up in my reddit feed and you know what, you hooked me, B! i can’t stand how much this guy blatantly lies about his experiences in life and stories with people he’s med or never meddum and NO ONE calls him out on it, why? also why the fuck does he act like he’s holding up a C every time he talks about anything?! even THAT bugs the hell out of me! also what’s with the “iivry” instead of actually saying every? does he feel like saying words differently makes him more interesting? dude spray paints some baseballs and acts like we are supposed to fuckin hang it on our fridge like some kindergarten art project he brought home? i just don’t know wtf is going on here. ggs though guys, this sub has made me absolutely not be able to stand this guy. don’t even know if this post will get deleted or is allowed, i just didn’t know where else to rant.

For context, my brother is having two weddings. The one in July is to commemorate his fiancés heritage and the other is in September that’s a traditional American wedding.

There are no children allowed at either one, which is totally fine with me. It’s their day and I get kids would be disruptive, but it is part of the issue and why it would be difficult for me to attend. Both of the weddings are in another state, 1300 miles away from where I live or a 21 hour drive. I’m also 7 months pregnant right now, due at the beginning of August. I’d be too far along to fly in July and the baby would be 6 weeks old by the time the second wedding rolls around.

I talked to my brother a month or so ago about it and he doesn’t expect me to come to the one in July, but would love for me to be at the September one.

My parents already have flights booked in September (on my birthday-3 days before the wedding) to make sure they’re there before the festivities commence. Id have to fly with a 6 week old baby on my birthday, miss out on spending the day with my 3 year old son and my husband, and who knows if I will even be healed completely by then (especially if I have to get a c-section, I will not). I’d also be away from my son for 5/6 days and he’d probably have to be with my in laws that whole time since my husband works or my husband would have to take a week off work. Which I’m not sure if either one of those is very plausible.

My brother suggested to leave the baby in the hotel room for the ceremony (wtf, not happening lol) and my dad said I could come to the rehearsal dinner the night before and the reception after the ceremony with the baby. I’m worried about noise levels with an infant and how much I’d have to miss with feeding baby/putting baby to sleep.

This all sounds so exhausting and like such a hassle. I feel like I’d be in such a bad mood the whole time, even though my mom would be there to help as much as she could, but she has other obligations as mother of the groom stuff to do. I’d have to go so many days before the actual wedding, since I refuse to fly alone with a brand new infant. From my understanding, I’d be sitting in the hotel room for 5 days basically by myself with little to no support.

Does it even seem plausible to attend?? I love my brother and his fiancé, but the timing just seems off and I’m not trying to be a downer during their wedding, but would it be worse if I didn’t even show up?? Help!!