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It's been four years since I April fooled my whole school. I'm not quarantined, I'm dead. It's been four years since I April fooled my whole school. I'm not quarantined, I'm dead.
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When I was a little girl, a bad man did bad things to the kids in my town.

I am (or was) a product of that man's experiments.

Which influenced my April Fools prank.

Imagine spending your afterlife stuck in high school.

Luke was watching me again. I wondered if he was waiting for me to pass on.

I had my reasons for staying behind.

Death means peacefully sleeping, but I don't think I deserve it.

It's not even that.

I can't pass on, even if I wanted to.

Four years ago, I became a victim of my own April Fools prank, and managed to take half of my school with me.

I won't say I killed them.

Killing would have been merciful.

Still though, it's not like what happened to our school is on anyone's radar.

The disaster was covered up, and a brand new academy was built on the skeleton of what I destroyed.

Luke was one of my victims. I was pretending not to see him, though he was pretty obvious, sitting on the wall outside the main entrance with his feet dangling. It took me two and a half years to actually talk to him, and he still keeps his distance. When I'm not looking though, I can sense his eyes digging holes into the back of my head.

I have told him multiple times it wasn't technically me who killed him, but try explaining that to a nineteen year old ghost with serious trust issues.

The guy was glaring at me, sandy blonde hair tucked under his hood.

It was a daily occurrence, I had gotten used to it.

He was brighter than usual, the blue and gold of his letterman jacket catching my eye. It was pretty, until I noticed he was too bright. Under the early morning sun, Lucas Aisling looked almost ethereal, bleeding streaks of light catching his hair. The guy was practically a beacon. There were live students walking around, and the veil between life and whatever we are is getting thinner every year.

Two years ago, a girl saw me.

She thought I was a senior, talking to me like we were friends. I should be turning 20 years old in September.

Still. I'll take the compliment.

The problem was, though, nobody else could see me.

The poor kid was called a freak for weeks until she stopped coming to school.

According to whispers, a junior girl had been hit and killed by a drunk driver.

So, people teetering on the edge of death can see us.

If Luke wasn't careful, someone closer to death was going to glimpse him.

There was a lot more ghost activity, I noticed.

It made sense.

Even those who have passed on tend to leave footprints, especially near anniversary days.

Sitting in my usual spot under the shade, I offered Luke a smile. I loved sunny mornings. When I was alive, I never got to see the sun. I was always trapped inside Dr. Mycroft’s basement.

Clinical white walls that are suffocating.

Needles in my arm, in my neck, in the backs of my legs.

I had to sit on an observation table every day and prick my finger on a needle.

Does it hurt?” he would ask me with beady eyes.

Yes.

But hurt didn't mean hurting in my mind.

According to Dr. Mycroft, I had a severe neurological condition.

That was his excuse to fuck with my brain, and my Mom was none the wiser.

“Luke!” I mimed at the boy to get out of the sunlight before someone saw him.

Sometimes, if I look too closely, I can see what I did to him, especially when he's sitting right under the sun's rays.

Initially, he was just a shadow bent over himself kicking his legs.

Closer.

I started to see him shift, reality taking over. I am a firm believer of the afterlife editing away your injuries, your scars, what killed you. I'm still too scared to look into a mirror in fear of what I look like. I want to. I know what I used to look like. I had dark blonde hair and pale skin. My eyes were a little too far apart, and I hated my nose.

I saw Luke's eyes first, hollow sockets carved into him, dark and empty and wrong.

Luke turned to me, and I glimpsed thick black tendrils still streaked across his face where the virus polluted his bloodstream.

I know it's dead. I know the virus is no longer hurting him, but I can see what it has done to him, poisoning his veins and blood, a vicious streak snaking around his skull. His mouth split into a scowl, and I glimpsed stringy pieces of flesh hanging from his teeth. There were chunks taken out of his cheeks where he had ripped at his own skin, tearing flesh from bone, a cavern at the back of his head where his brain burst from his skull. The virus was gone.

What he had done to himself while under my influence, however, was still there.

When the boy turned to me, shuffling back into the shadow, he was back to being an outline. I still didn't understand why he was yet to pass on.

Luke shot me the bird, a small smile curving on his lips.

I couldn't tell if he was being an asshole.

He probably was.

Slowly, I lowered my arm, my stomach twisting.

I mean, I did kill him.

So, he had every right to be pissed.

I remember Luke’s death in too much detail. I remember every death. Every infection. Every student who lost their minds, and gave into my influence.

Even post life, this thing still won't let go of my mind. When we were kids, our town doctor diagnosed a group of us with the exact same brain condition, successfully gaslighting our parents into believing we would need weekly check ups. Luke was one of those kids.

I've tried to talk to him about it, but he's not interested. I ask him if he remembers the experiments and headaches, the pills that tasted like barf, and the memory loss.

I just got a weird look in return.

“Okay, so you don't remember group therapy when we were kids?” I asked him one day, the two of us sitting inside Blackwood’s cafeteria. The new academy was a step up from the old one. It was a pity I was dead, or I would definitely try the cheesy mashed potatoes.

Luke was cross legged in front of me on the table itself, his gaze on some kid’s raspberry pudding. Ghosts get hungry too.

“I have no idea what you're talking about,” he muttered, his gaze following the kids spoon. I could tell he was avoiding me.

“Dr. Mycroft.” I said, louder. The sound in the cafeteria was deafening, I could barely hear myself speak.

“You don't remember him giving us weird candy that wiped our memories?”

Luke lazily met my eye. “Isn't that the point of memory loss pills?”

“No,” I said, “I mean–”

“Why are you speaking to me?”

His words stung.

I swallowed down a petty retort, holding my tongue. “I'm just bored, I guess?”

“You killed me, Aurora,” he said, for maybe the thousandth time that week.

He had eternity to forgive me, and I had a feeling Luke Aisling wasn't planning on offering a truce for at least a hundred years. “Why does it matter?”

Luke scoffed. “You keep talking to me about experiments and mind control and evil doctor's, but that doesn't change the fact that you fucking killed me, dude. Your shitty prank destroyed our school.”

He laughed, and it felt like knives sticking into my spine.

“Even better, you made me want to die! You made me want to mutilate myself, and you're sitting here trying to fucking apologise? Do you even understand what you did? You turned our school into that, played with our minds like we were your dolls, and… made me do this?” he pulled up his letterman sleeve, and I could see where he'd carved layers of flesh from the bone. I remember him shrieking with laughter, revelling in every slice, the blade going deeper and deeper into his skin.

Something sour squirmed up my throat.

Luke pulled down his sleeve violently, his eyes searching mine, frantic, terrified of me.

“Do you even care?” he leaned forward, icy breath in my face.

“Because I'm yet to hear a fucking apology.”

I jumped when he stood up. I could see it in his eyes. He had been talking to others, who called me a psychopath.

They probably got off on telling him I enjoyed what I did. Hannah, who haunts the school gym, and Levi, another of Mycroft’s old experiments.

They were the usual suspects. Luke was getting emotional, his voice breaking. He was trying to speak, tripping over his words. The poor guy was getting red in the cheeks, eyes filling with tears.

“You don't care.” Luke said, his voice breaking into a sob. The lights in the cafeteria bathed him in a sickly golden glow, and once again, I could see his infected self bleeding through. I saw his skeletal grin, bright red oozing down his chin. The bulbs flickered above him.

“You're a fucking psycho.”

Ouch.

But he was half right.

Part of me knew what he was going to say.

Luke was still in agony.

Death didn't take that away. It didn't take away the mental turmoil of being possessed by a mutant virus tearing into his skull. I had no idea how to make it better for him. Sorry isn't strong enough, and he's already fucking dead.

What does he expect me to say?

I didn't need that speech. If I heard it, I would break and allow myself to be selfish.

I was in agony too. And not just mine. My friend’s.

Their thoughts, their memories and sensations.

I can feel all of them. And they never stop.

Luke didn't deserve me being selfish.

So, I offered him a smile and walked away.

I've been trying to find a way to tell Luke it wasn't my fault.

But every time I sit down and ask if we can talk, I end up spewing useless excuses.

Luke didn't remember being part of Mycroft’s experiments.

What he did remember, however, was his brutal death.

Luke Aisling was right.

I did make him want to die, to rip himself apart and cannibalise himself.

I forced him to stab at his flesh until he was writhing in pain, pleasure, that satisfied that parasite inside his brain. If he actually listened to me, he'd know that it wasn't me who killed him. Instead, someone was trying to save him.

There was a student among the infected, hiding inside a classroom.

Still conscious and aware of himself, this student attempted to save an infected Luke.

The virus didn't like that, so it destroyed Luke’s brain, killing him instantly.

His death was a warning. If they tried to save an infected person again, it would kill the host.

I don't know how to tell Luke that.

I’m responsible for him being in that state.

Why he was tied down to a desk, giggling through a mouthful of blood.

Telling the student to kill him, to hurt him.

Begging.

There's not a lot of ways to say, I'm sorry I turned into into a braindead freak. without coming across as insensitive.

There's not much to do when you're dead except miss the days you're alive.

Except being alive to me was waking up every day as a test subject. I won't go into too much detail, I don't deserve or want sympathy. I want to tell Luke that my state of mind wasn't even mine. It was twisted and contorted. I realized something was wrong with me when I was seven years old and stabbed myself with a pen. Mom asked if it hurt, and I said yes. But it didn't hurt. It felt good.

I killed my best friend’s cat with my favorite book.

When I was asked why I did such a thing, I said I didn't want it to be sick anymore.

Another lie.

I told Dr. Mycroft that it made me happy, so to him, I was considered a success.

Slowly, I started to get weird thoughts.

I imagined what my third grade teacher's brain looked like, fantasising cutting open her head and peeking inside. Mom bought me a bunny for my birthday, and I watched it get mauled by a dog. Dr. Mycroft told me pain was a good feeling, and I wanted to test it out.

I tried it on myself.

Eleven years old, I stabbed myself in the knee with a kitchen knife.

I did feel pain, bad enough to make me cry.

But they were happy tears.

I did it again.

Then I killed my mother.

Dr. Mycroft said Mom would like it. It was the best thing I could ever give her.

I wasn't the only one who killed my parents. All of us had been carefully moulded and groomed into murdering our Mom’s and Dad’s, with Mycroft and the town covering it up. He even brought his own son into the experiment. Mycroft wanted to create a whole new state of mind, and we were bis guinea pigs. My best friend quickly fell victim to his brainwashing.

She became a different person, unaware that she was being puppeteered and had killed not just her mother, but her closest friend in freshman year.

Mycroft used her like a toy, forcing her to remember and then forget, contorting her mind into his.

She ended up like a shell. Mara still looked like my best friend, but there was something hollow carving her inside out. The other kids were the same. Connor in the school newspaper club. Joey, Luke, Levi and Ben in junior varsity. Mycroft had moulded their brains since they were kids, making them kill on command, murdering loved ones and being forced to forget.

They came to school and acted like themselves, but with one single word, or a flick of a button, Mycroft could send them into a manic daze, happily tearing people apart for the thrill of it.

Revelling in pain.

That's what they were. Mindless zombies that thrived on their own agony.

It's weird. I think I was the only one awake.

Mycroft didn't need to erase my memory, because killing didn't faze me.

Mycroft’s son, however, was the opposite.

While we had been turned into mini sociopaths, Mycroft’s son, who had his mind fucked with so many times he was both completely oblivious and chronically narcoleptic, would be the light who would lead us out of the dark.

According to Daddy Mycroft.

This psycho saw the other kids as nothing more than mice inside a maze.

And I was the cat.

April 1st 2021, I was excited to prank the whole school.

Yes, I was a psychopath. Mycroft insisted on sessions with me after school.

Sometimes they were in his office, while others were at home.

I met his son multiple times, though the boy was usually too out of it to even notice me, sliding downstairs with his blankets wrapped around his head.

“Daaaad?” he would grumble, immediately sticking his head in the refrigerator. “How long was I sleeping?”

“Two days,” His father would reply, offering his son apple juice. He downed the whole glass. Mycroft gestured to me. “Say hello to my patient, Aurora.”

The boy’s half lidded eyes raked me up and down. “Hi.” he said, through a mouthful of chips. This kid really had zero idea his father was an evil mastermind turning the town’s kids into murderers.

Not me. At least, I was still aware of myself.

My April Fools prank was completely innocent. Initially, I was just going to put shaving cream in everyone's lockers. It was cute and funny, and I planned to film the whole thing.

I got a text the day before from an anonymous number which simply said, “April Fools prank? I can help you.”

Who is this? I texted back, intrigued.

“Call me J.” the text said, If you want to prank the school, meet me in the IT room tomorrow before class. Bring a memory drive or I can't do it.

Okay, but what is it?” I asked.

Instead of answering, he sent me a link to a website where you could purchase viruses. It looked pretty legit. The description simply said, A fifteen second video of your choice which will send your loved ones to sleep! Perfect for celebrations, or April Fools Day!

Mara was sceptical when I told her on the way to school.

“It sounds shady,” she mumbled, her gaze stuck to the ground.

Mara wasn't acting herself, though it's not like I was surprised.

Sometimes, I caught her staring down at her hands.

Like she could see her mother’s blood staining her fingernails.

I had witnessed my best friend remember killing her mother already.

It tore her apart into tiny pieces, pain that was so hopeless, twisting Mara into a monster I couldn't wake up.

If I told her about the blood on her hands, it would trigger her to wake up.

As Mycroft’s perfect killer.

So, I held my tongue and smiled, wrapping my arms around her.

When I got to school, I headed to the IT room.

Mara was following Connor around, which was cute.

The two have known each other since they were kids, and yet had their memories wiped of every meeting.

Mara was the first person he came out to, the first person he trusted.

I think the two of them had emotional memories, binding them together.

Somehow, even without memories, they were still friends.

I watched my friend join Connor Marlow’s side, the two of them already comfortable with each other. Mara had been gushing over the boy for months, and I had no idea how to tell her he was gay, and crushing on Joey Summer’s.

Mara did know.

Like I said, Connor came out to her in freshman year.

But Mycroft screwed with her memories, turning Mara into a shell of herself.

The whole school knew, and she was completely (stupidly) oblivious.

Before I could watch her embarrass herself (again), I slipped into the IT room.

It was empty, so I slumped down at a PC and downed my morning coffee. It tasted bitter.

“You're early.”

Twisting around, a shadow stood at the door.

I blinked. The shadow waved awkwardly, and I realized who had been texting me. Mycroft’s son entered the room, swaying a little. I could tell he’d had one of his episodes. He fell asleep a lot, sometimes even standing up. The boy offered me a small smile.

When he wasn't high on medication or his father’s obvious brainwashing, Mycroft’s son looked good. His hair was a mess of light brown curls, a beanie fitted over the top. The kid dropped his backpack before falling into a chair next to me, almost toppling over. His eyes were a little too dilated.

“Did you bring your, uh, stick thingamabob?” he snapped his fingers, frowning, “Memory drive. That's what I mean.”

I couldn't stop myself. “You're J?”

The boy cocked his head. “Jasper.” he said, “I thought that was obvious.”

He blinked at me, rubbing his eyes.

“Wait.” Jasper’s lips broke out into a grin. “Aren't you that weird girl who hangs out with my dad?”

“Aurora.” I handed him my memory drive, and he slid it into the back of the PC.

“Huh.” he shrugged. “Small world.”

I nodded. “So, what does this thing do?”

Jasper cracked his knuckles, playing with the mouse. I watched his gaze frantically flit from file to file.

“Nothing serious. It'll just send the whole school to sleep for like, fifteen seconds. They'll have no idea.”

I was suddenly giddy with excitement.

“Really?!”

He shot me the side eye. “No, I'm joking.”

“What is it though?” I whispered, leaning closer. “How can this thing do something like that?”

“Dunno.” Jasper had major toothpaste breath, “I don't really understand it myself.”

He wafted at me to move back. “Personal space,” Mycroft’s son muttered, before jumping up. “There. Just click start and it'll be on everyone's phone. Happy April Fools.”

I frowned at the screen. All I could see was code. Hesitantly, I placed my hand on the the mouse.

“Where's start?”

“It's literally right there,” Jasper prodded the screen impatiently.

I saluted him. “Okay, so you're a computer nerd, I get it.”

“Thanks.”

This guy spoke fluent sarcasm.

I didn't click yet, my stomach in my throat. “What if it's, like, dangerous?”

Jasper folded his arms. “They're going to sleep for fifteen seconds at the most,” he rolled his eyes. “It's barely nothing.”

“And if it's not nothing?” I turned to him, “You'll know what to do?”

“Yes.” he curled his lip. “Maybe.” Jasper sighed, running his hand through his hair. “Okay, no. But this isn't a nuke, dude. It's an April Fools prank.”

I nodded, bracing myself.

Okay, sure, I thought, sweat trickling down my neck.

Barely nothing, right?

I clicked start and immediately backed away, hysterical giggles escaping my mouth.

“Fuck. I did it!”

Jasper was smiling, but only slightly. “You evil genius.”

Turning to the screen, I squinted to see some kind of change, but nothing happened.

I peered closer.

“Maybe it was a dud?”

My phone suddenly vibrated in my jeans, and so did Jasper’s.

Outside the door, I could hear ringers going off.

Pulling out my phone, there it was on my screen.

There it was…on my screen.

There it was… on my… screen..

The thought didn't stop. It was stuck, like a broken record.

I was aware I was still holding my phone, my eyes glued to the screen.

I couldn't look away.

“Aurora?”

Jasper’s voice faded, collapsing into white noise.

There was something creeping inside my head.

Slimy and tangled, a leech clinging on for dear life.

“Aurora!”

I blinked, and Jasper had pulled the phone out of my hand, stamping on the screen. It was still there, dancing between splinters, on every single screen, and it was getting harder to think straight. Words were tangled on my tongue, some of them mine, but most of them were garbled nothing, a string of letters and numbers jumbled together. Mycroft’s son was standing in front of me, except the boy didn't feel real. “Hey, what's going on? Dude, you're blanking!”

He was shaking me, and yet I couldn't move. I couldn't breathe. I could still feel it, a sentient thing twisting itself around me, bleeding into my skull.

It was testing me, burrowing its way inside my brain to learn who I was. I screamed, barely aware of being on my knees, my fingers clawing at my eyes, blood already running down my face.

I touched my cheeks gingerly. Did I do that? Did I scratch and claw at my own face?

“Turn it off!” I managed to shriek, blinking rapidly. “Did you do this?”

“What are you talking about?” Jasper hissed.

“Your dad!” Squeezing my eyes shut, an array of colours were still there, blinding me. “Did your dad do this?”

“No!” he yelled back, “I mean… I…I may have gotten it from one of his guys, but he said it was just something that could send you to sleep!” Jasper was panicking. I could sense him pacing back and forth. “Fuck. What did I do? What did Dad do?”

Jasper pulled the plug, throwing the monitor on the floor. He started towards another monitor, stumbling back.

“What the fuck is that thing?!”

He tried to grasp the memory drive, but it was stuck.

“Fuck. It's not coming out!”

Outside, screams erupted, running footsteps thundering past the door.

It was in my head, feeding from me.

Burrowing deeper and deeper, until I was ripping my hair out.

It told me to spread it.

“Get out.” I managed to choke out.

“What?!”

Before I could reply, the door was swinging open.

Dark figures emerged, grabbing Jasper and yanking him back.

“Hey! What the fuck are you doing? Get off of me!”

His cries fell into a faded muffle cry. I saw the flash of a shot.

It was so quick, a prick of silver slicing into the back of his neck, the boy crumpling to the ground.

I watched them carefully place him on the floor.

Mycroft.

Whatever this was, the bastard was in control.

And his son was unknowingly part of it.

When the shadows twisted towards me, I stumbled back.

By now, the thing inside my head was in control.

The monitor was lifted back onto the table, switched on, and I found myself staring into oblivion, vivid explosions of color exploding in the backs of my eyes.

I think that is when this thing fully took over, learning from my already contorted mind.

Her name was Luna, and she was hungry.

She was fascinated by humans, and my thoughts in particular.

Luna wanted to copy herself inside every student’s head.

The virus wanted all of them to crave the urge to rip themselves apart.

The virus grew inside of me, mutating into a physical thing, spreading itself across school. It made me its Queen.

I was only aware of myself on two occasions.

The first, was when the virus spoke through me. When Mara was at my mercy inside my new playground.

She asked me why I did this, and I didn't have an answer for her except the truth.

It started as an April Fools prank. I never wanted to hurt anyone.

But. I couldn't deny the feeling of pleasure that came from seeing my best friend just like me. Mara was a puppet of mine for a whole year, destroying herself and others, mutilating her body and carving herself into pieces. It was exactly what I had been feeling like my whole life.

What Mycroft turned me into.

Now the whole school felt like that. They were part of me, one whole mind.

Jasper Mycroft tried to kill me, kill it so I took his mind too.

Right in front of Mara.

His father tore a lot away from him, traumatic memories of a childhood with experiments. When I dug inside his skull, splitting his brain in half and forcing those memories to the surface, he had no choice but to join me.

Embrace her.

Luna.

I watched him break, and it was beautiful.

The virus and I as one laughed at him rocking back and forth, such a steely mind coming apart at the seams. Jasper’s screams of agony morphed into euphoria, biting his fingers off one by one. I enjoyed the sensation, his sensation, of his teeth biting down, chomping through skin, muscle and bone. One memory in particular drove him more and more insane, until he was frothing at the mouth, clawing at his skin.

We made him tear off his own flesh, wearing us instead, a plant-like tendril which wrapped its way around his skull.

We forced Mycroft’s son to terrorise Mara, puppeteering his every move.

He did something bad when he was fourteen.

Under his father’s influence, slicing the throat of Mara’s best friend.

He never forgave himself, and that just made him easier to control.

Part of me wishes I never took the mind of Mycroft’s son.

Luna preferred him to me, growing bored of my mind. She started to retract, slowly, but I was too far gone.

She wanted a King instead of a Queen.

The second time I was aware of myself, was my death.

Yes, I died. Pretty brutally too.

Though maybe I deserved it.

Towards the end of Luna’s lifespan, my body gave up.

As a host, I broke apart, splintering into bloody mounds of festering flesh on the ground. Luna’s followers tore me apart, glueing and stitching pieces of me onto their own bodies. They were my disciples, my followers. Mycroft’s original subjects. There were two types of infection inside our school. The majority of our school became mindless, psychotic killers, while Mycroft’s subjects kept their consciousness.

Zombies, with coherent thought.

Mara did stop us in the end. Movie ending.

Explosions.

Well, controlled ones.

Luna was destroyed when the school was blown to pieces. Thankfully, no many casualties.

Just a lot of infected kids quietly being shoved into a white building.

Our town is out of the way, so it's not like anyones noticed.

And the remnants of her, of me burned.

She let me go, the physical and mental chains around my skull coming apart.

I could rest.

Well.

I can't call stuck on the campus rest.

Mycroft and his connections have been covering up Blackwood since.

You can't even find us on a Google search. We do not exist. Unless you look for the other academy we are now.

It's got a different name, though I still don't know what it is. It's in Latin.

So, here I am, stuck, no longer poisoned by Luna.

One day, I will find a way to tell all of this to Luke.

We were just a really unlucky group of kids under a mad man's microscope.

I don't think I'm ready to be forgiven yet though.

It takes time.

I went exploring around the new campus yesterday. Usually, I stay on the first floor where Luke likes to chill out.

They have a new English teacher.

I know he can see me. When I slinked inside the room and situated myself in a seat, his eyes snapped to me, recognition sparking in his expression.

He's older, maturer in the face, no longer hiding behind his beanie.

Everything about him screamed his father. The black suit moulding him into the perfect heir, his hair slicked back, a pair of raybans perched on top.

Jasper nodded at me, his lips twitching into a smirk.

I wondered why he was there, why he was teaching at only twenty years old.

Didn't college come before a job?

When he projected his laptop screen onto the wall, however, I realized I was staring at my April Fools video.

Now a series of bright colors and twisted shapes, it was the perfect trigger.

This thing had been modified, perfectly cut and edited to create the opposite of what I did. Instead of violently killing each other, these kids sat very still, their eyes glued to the screen. They might have looked fine, but I could sense Luna already clawing her way through them.

One boy's head jolted to the side, his hand slipping from where it was resting under his chin.

I noticed a blonde girl's eyes roll to the back of her head. She didn't fall or collapse, her body suspended on puppet strings.

The front row broke out into an eerie smiles.

I should have known Jasper Mycroft would be a product of his father. I just didn't want to believe it. The last time I saw him, he was both aware and not, in limbo between life and death. Mycroft’s son sacrificed himself to destroy me and Luna. I guess his Dad got to him.

Jasper spent two years clawing out of his manic father’s control, only to slip back under.

I barely recognised my old high school friend.

This man had that exact same glitter in his eyes I saw in his father when he was poking and prodding me in his office.

Jasper leaned against the wall with his arms folded, revelling in my fear.

“Fuck.”

Luke was standing behind me, his eyes wide.

“What's he doing to them?”

I met Jasper’s gaze, my stomach twisting into knots.

“Nothing good.”

Luke stepped into the classroom. “That's Jasper Mycroft, right?”

“Yep.”

“And he's…”

He trailed off, but I answered. Mycroft’s son was enjoying my clear discomfort, what was left of his mind poisoned, ripped apart by his own father. I wondered if this was his job now. Was he tasked with spreading Luna through schools?

Subtly creating not just soldiers, but a whole new state of mind craved pain.

“He is.”

No matter how much he fought to kill his father and end the experiments, they got into his head in the end, successfully grooming him into Mycroft’s successor. Jasper Mycroft didn't look healthy. His cheeks were pale, shadows under underlining his eyes. I could see the strain in his face, make-up hiding writhing tendrils spiderwebbing across his face. As if he was reading my mind, Jasper placed his sunglasses back on, turning to the screen.

Only those who can see us are close to death.

Mycroft’s son was struggling to stand. Luke pointed it out.

A thin line of red dripped from his nostril. Jasper swiped it away with his suit sleeve.

I stepped out of the classroom when Jasper gestured for me to, “Shoo.”

Luke followed, and for the first time in three years, this guy is actively talking to me.

“What do we do about Mycroft?” He joined me, sitting under an early sunset.

“I have no idea,” I told him truthfully.

Luke’s gaze fell on the sky, vivid yellows and oranges reflected in his iris.

“Should I talk to the others?” He said, “Maybe we can all try talking to him.”

I turned to him, noticing a scarlet blush spreading across his cheek. ”Others?”

Luke’s smile was sickly. “The others are avoiding you.” he paused, “But, I mean, you don't seem as psycho as I thought.”

“Wow.” I said. “What a compliment.”

Luke stayed with me for most of the night, the two of us sitting in comfortable, almost heavenly silence.

What do I do about Jasper Mycroft?

Maybe his host body is dying.

Which meant he’s either following orders, or planning to go out with a bang.

I'm terrified he's going to turn his class into what we were.

And history repeats itself.

You can stop him, Mara.

That’s why I'm writing through you.

You came back here at the right time, and I need you to know Mycroft’s son is going to try again. Please save these kids.

You CAN stop him, right?

Right?!


My friend walked into the water. I never saw him again. My friend walked into the water. I never saw him again.

Children can often be cruel. A kid picks up a toy, and suddenly her hair is being pulled. She accidentally chose the ‘wrong’ toy, one which was already ‘claimed’ by someone else. In a sense they’re very territorial little critters. Some researchers theorize that it’s an evolutionary trait; figure out where you belong in the pecking order, early. I don’t know exactly how a green toy tractor would be beneficial for one’s survival, even if it is a perfect replica of a John Deere. Something about projecting parts of yourself onto inanimate objects and therefore extending your survival to that of the object, I guess.

I have a fair amount of experience in this department. I grew up in a world without sound. Even if my condition was invisible to the naked eye, draping me like a ghost made out of thick blankets, the other kids knew. Of course they did. This made me a very easy target.

Early, my parents made sure to give me all the tools I would need to take on the world. Sadly, it wasn’t really enough. One would think being deaf is a shield from the words of others, but words are never the worst part. Disgusted looks after I miss a cue during P.E. Being omitted from band class even though I loved the feeling of guitar strings against my fingertips. Teachers not bothering putting subtitles on during movie time. Those were the worst parts.

The day I met Anton was cold. I remember dragging my feet towards school. Brown puddles were scattered on the pavement and my, previously white, shoes soaked up the water a little too well to be made out of leather. As I arrived, the bell rang. Walking slowly, dreading another day of ableism, I noticed a red haired boy sitting by his lonesome under the bleachers next to the football pitch. Something about him gave me an impression of inherent kindness. I don’t know what gave me the courage to actually be the conversational instigator. Probably the freckles.

“I’m Sara.”

He gently mouthed something back.

After that we spent a lot of time together. At the start, we would wait for the other kids to finish playing their games before swooping in afterwards when no one was around. Two silent, stealthy ninjas on their quest for world domination through hopscotch and basketball.

Anton picked up sign language quickly and suddenly I had someone who wasn’t of my blood to talk to. However, so did my tormentors. 

Apparently teenagers are cruel, too. And they’re more determined. 

Soon I had heard (pun intended) every insult in the book. But when the words got vile, I would follow the advice Anton gave me.

“Close your eyes. That’s your superpower,” he would sign.

Now, I think I’ve made it clear how much this person means to me, and why it hurts so fucking much to think about his fate. Fuck.

In university we both picked up hiking together. The scenery in Sweden is absolutely breathtaking, if you know where to look. Anton’s favorite part about nature were the sounds, mine the smells. 

I remember that morning in vivid detail. We woke up in the same tent just before the gilded rays of the sun pierced the trees of the coppice. Small particles of pine aroma made their way to my nose, yelling at me, no screaming that they were ready to reproduce. 

“Get of your phone,” I had to repeat the signs three times before I got his attention.

“Fine. Not many gay dudes on Tinder in homophobe-city anyways,” he replied, referring to the near backwater town were we stayed.

We did what we usually did: started wandering the forest aimlessly, enjoying the many impressions the forest offered. Everytime a squirrel scuttered up an oak tree or we spotted a plant we’d never seen before, we stopped. I could mistake these small moments for anomalies in the space-time continuum, they seemed to last just a little bit longer than all the unpleasant ones. 

I was inspecting a particularly cool rock, probably some kind of granite, when I noticed Anton stop moving on the spot. This was indicative of something I could never experience. He was listening for, or to, something. It kind of looked like he was in a trance of some sort. I made it a game to try to guess what bird had him that enchanted. I made a noise to get his attention, but it was futile. In the end I just walked up right in front of him.

“Is it a blackbird?”

“It is a violin.”

At first I thought it was a nickname I didn’t recognize for one of the local species, so I made him clarify.

“No, someone is playing the violin,” his hands told me.

Eventually, he was moving towards the sound. Or so I assumed. I kept asking him questions, but he wouldn’t stop, answering in few words. ‘Magnificent’, ‘stunning’, ‘almost magical’.

We entered a small grove. A tiny lake, placed in the middle, was the centerpiece. And on the water, there was a rock. On that rock sat a man, hunched over, completely naked with a violin and bow. There was something… off about the way he was positioned, almost like he had been waiting for a long time. As if he, or it, could hear my thoughts, he stood up and straightened himself. I’m not going to lie to you, he was beautiful. Long, blonde hair falling down his chiseled body, which was almost glistening in the sun. I would call him the epitome of beauty, but his smile was crooked.

Something wasn’t right. 

Anton had stopped to take in the scene, but was soon on his way towards the man. I began to calmly ask him to stop, walking backwards in front of him. Soon my gestures were getting more, and more frantical as I realized he wouldn’t slow down. He had stopped responding to me, and seemed completely enthralled with the music the man on the lake was playing. Anton was much stronger than me, so I could never physically stop him in normal circumstances if he set his mind to something, but now I couldn’t even slow him down. It was as if he turned into a machine, dead-set on reaching his destination. I started shouting, I think. He would just glance at me with content eyes. 

Not even when he set his foot in the water would he flinch.

I started screaming at the man to stop the music, but he just looked at me with dead eyes. He wasn’t so pretty anymore. A subtle desperation had entered his expression and as Anton moved further into the pond, he licked his lips. I felt this awful feeling, like that thing carried a hunger so intense it could only be described as starvation. 

I let go of Anton’s arm and started crying. The man would just look at me, then back at my friend, brandishing an awful smile. I didn’t stop crying until Anton’s shoulders disappeared, then his head. 

The pond was deeper than I thought possible, and soon I could barely make out the shadow of the submerged Anton. I tried going after him, but he was determined to keep sinking. Soon I got lightheaded and swam back upwards. Before I breached the surface I looked down, and the last I saw of him was his kind eyes and gentle smile. 

I feel like he wanted to tell me something.

“Just close your eyes.”

I gasped for breath. I started making my way back to the shore. Dripping wet I sat down in the warm grass. 

The man on the rock looked at me with a certain confusion.

I started screaming at him. I don’t think I used any discernible words. Angry sounds. Primal sounds. 

He just looked at me. The confusion was gone, now he just looked smug. 

And he started to change. The color of his skin started draining. Soon the perfectly bronze skin was more akin to the grays of boiled chicken. His limbs started elongating to lengths deeply unnatural. His smile grew from something lightly wicked, to something nightmarish. Weirdly, I couldn’t see the increments of the transformation, yet he transformed nonetheless. The end result was… fucking terrifying. I couldn’t move.

It stared at me with large, oval black eyes. Earlier I mused on the fact that pleasant moments seemed to last longer than unpleasant ones, but this was different. It felt like forever.

Then it slowly raised a thin, sickly arm and waved a slow goodbye. The audacity of this fucking thing. It crouched and started climbing down the rock at the pace of a sloth, never breaking eye contact with me. 

When it broke the surface of the pond it did so quietly, I could tell. The water barely moved and then it was gone. Along with Anton.

In the aftermath, I never looked at this as a horror story. For me, it was always a tragedy. I miss him so much, still, after all this time. I had to get this off my chest. And now people will know where I went.


The Party Pooper The Party Pooper

"I heard Susan was having a party this weekend while her parents were out of town."

"Oh yeah? Any of us get invited?"

"Nope, just the popular kids, the jocks. and a few of the popular academic kids. No one from our bunch."

"Hmm sounds like a special guest might be needed then."

We were all sitting together in Mrs. Smith's History Class, so the nod was almost uniform.

Around us, people were talking about Susan’s party. Why wouldn't they be? Susan Masterson was one of the most popular girls in school, after all, but they were also talking about the mysterious events that had surrounded the last four parties hosted by popular kids. The figure that kept infiltrating these parties was part of that mystery. Nobody knew who they were. Nobody saw them commit their heinous deeds, but the results were always the same.

Sometimes it was on the living room floor, sometimes it was in the kitchen on the snack table, sometimes it was in the top of the toilets in their parents' bathroom, a place that no one was supposed to have entered.

No matter where it is, someone always found poop at the party.

"Do you still have any of the candles left?" I asked Tina, running a hand over my gelled-up hair to make sure the spikes hadn't drooped.

"Yeah, I found a place in the barrio that sells them, but they're becoming hard to track down. I could only get a dozen of them."

"A dozen is more than enough," Cooper said, "With a dozen, we can hit six more parties at least."

"Pretty soon," Mark said, "They'll learn not to snub us. Pretty soon, they'll learn that we hold the fate of their precious parties."

The bell rang then, and we rose like a flock of ravens and made our way out of class.

The beautiful people scoffed at us as we walked the halls, saying things like "There goes the coven" and "Hot Topic must be having a going-out-of-business sale" but they would learn better soon.

Before long, they would know we were the Lord of this school cause we controlled that which made them shiver.

I’ve never been what you’d call popular. I've probably been more like what you'd call a nerd since about the second grade. Don’t get me wrong, I was a nerd before that, but that was about the time that my peers started noticing it. They commented on my thick glasses, my love of comic books, and the fact that I got our class our pizza party every year off of just the books that I read. Suddenly it wasn’t so cool to be seen with the nerd. I found my circle of friends shrinking from grade to grade, and it wasn’t until I got to high school that I found a regular group of people that I could hang with.

Incidentally, that was also the year I discovered that I liked dressing Goth.

My colorful wardrobe became a lot darker, and I started ninth grade with a new outlook on life.

My black boots, band t-shirt, and ripped black jeans had made me stand out, but not in the way I had hoped. I went from being a nerd to a freak, but I discovered that the transformation wasn't all bad. Suddenly, I had people interested in getting to know me, and that was how I met Mark, Tina, and Cooper.

I was a sophomore now, and despite some things having changed, some things had stayed the same.

We all acted like we didn't care that the popular kids snubbed us and didn't invite the nerds or the freaks to their parties, but it still didn't feel very good to be ostracized. We were never invited to sit with them at lunch, never asked to go to football games or events, never invited to spirit week or homecoming, and the more we thought about it, the more that felt wrong.

That was when Tina came to us with something special.

Tina was a witch. Not the usual fake wands and butterbeer kind of witch, but the kind with real magic. She had inherited her aunt's grimoire, a real book of shadows that she'd used when she was young, and Tina had been doing some hexes and curses on people she didn't like. She had given Macy Graves that really bad rash right before homecoming, no matter how much she wanted to say it was because she was allergic to the carnation Gavin had got her. She had caused Travis Brown to trip in the hole and lose the big game that would have taken us to state too. People would claim they were coincidences, but we all knew better.

So when she came to us and told us she had found something that would really put a damper on their parties, we had been stoked.

"Susan's party is tomorrow," Tina said, checking her grimoire as we walked to art class, "So if we do the ritual tomorrow night, we can totally ruin her party."

Some of the popular girls, Susan among them, looked up as we passed, but we were talking too low for them to hear us. Susan mouthed the word Freaks, but I ignored her. She'd see freaks tomorrow night when her little party got pooped on.

We spent art class discussing our own gathering for tomorrow. After we discovered the being in Tina's book, we never called what we did parties anymore. They were gatherings now, it sounded more occult. We weren't some dumb airheads getting together for beer and hookups. We were a coven coming together to make some magic. That was bigger than anything these guys could think of.

"Cooper, you bring the offering and the snacks," Tina said.

Cooper made a face, "Can I bring the drinks instead? Brining food along with the "offering" just seems kinda gross.``

Tina thought about it before nodding, "Yeah, good idea, and be sure you wash your hands after you get the offering."

Cooper nodded, "Good, 'cause I still have Bacardi from last time."

"Mark, you bring snacks then." Tina said, "And don't forget to bring the felenol weed. We need it for the ritual."

Mark nodded, "Mr. Daccar said I could have the leftover chicken at the end of shift, so I hope that's okay."

That was fine with all of us, the chicken Mark brought was always a great end to a ritual.

"Cool, that leaves the ipecac syrup and ex-lax to you, my dear," she said, smiling at me as my face turned a little red under my light foundation.

Tina and I had only been an item for a couple of weeks, and I still wasn't quite used to it. I'd never had a girlfriend before then, and the giddy feeling inside me was at odds with my goth exterior. Tina was cute and she was the de facto leader of our little coven. It was kind of cool to be dating a real witch.

"So, we all meet at my house tomorrow before ten, agreed?"

We all agreed and the pact was sealed.

The next night, Friday, I arrived at six, so Tina and I could hang out before the others got there. Her parents were out of town again, which was cool because she never had to make excuses for why she was going out. My parents thought I was spending the night at Marks, Cooper's parents thought he was spending the night at Marks, and Mark's Mom was working a third shift so she wasn't going to be home to answer either if they called to check up. It was a perfect storm, and we were prepared to be at the center of it.

Tina was already setting up the circle and making the preparations, but she broke off when I came in with my part of the ritual.

We were both a little out of breath when Cooper arrived an hour later, and after hurriedly getting ourselves back in order, he came in with two twelve packs.

"Swiped them from my Uncle. He's already drunk, so he'll never miss them. I think he just buys them for the twenty-year-olds he's trying to bang anyway."

"As long as you brought the other thing too," Tina said, "Unless you mean to make it here."

Cooper rolled his eyes and held up a grungy Tupperware with a severe-looking lid on it.

"I got it right here, don't you worry."

He helped us with the final prep work, and we were on our thousandth game of Mario Kart by the time Mark got there at nine. He smelled like grease and chicken and immediately went to change out of his work clothes. I didn't know about everyone else, but I secretly loved that smell. Mark was self-conscious about smelling like fried chicken, but I liked it. If I thought it was a smell I wouldn't become blind to after a few weeks, I'd probably ask him to get me a job at Colonel Registers Chicken Chatue too.

Cooper tried to reach in for some chicken, but Tina smacked his hand.

"Ritual first, then food."

Cooper gave her a dark look but nodded as we headed upstairs.

It was time to ruin another Amberzombie and Fitch party.

When Tina had showed us the summons for something called the Party Pooper, we had all been a little confused.

"The Party Pooper?" Cooper had asked, pointing to the picture of the little man with the long beard and the evil glint in his eye.

"The Party Pooper.” Tina confirmed, “He's a spirit of revenge for the downtrodden. He comes to those who have been overlooked or mistreated and brings revenge in their name by," she looked at what was written there, "leaving signs of the summoners displeasure where it can be found."

"Neat," said Cooper, "how do we summon him?"

Turns out, the spell was pretty easy. We would need a clay vessel, potions, or tinctures to bring about illness from the well, herbs to cover the smell of waste, and the medium by which revenge will be achieved. Once the ingredients were assembled, they would light the candles, and perform the chant to summon the Party Pooper to do our bidding. That first time, it had been a kegger at David Frick's house, and we had been particularly salty about it. David had invited Mark, the two of them having Science together, and when Mark had seemed thrilled to be invited, David had laughed.

"Yeah right, Chicken Fry. Like I need you smelling up my party."

Everyone had laughed, and it had been decided that David would be our first victim.

As we stood around the earthen bowl, Tina wrinkled her nose as she bent down to light the candles.

"God, Cooper. Do you eat anything besides Taco Bell?"

Cooper shrugged, grinning ear to ear, "What can I say? It was some of my best work."

The candles came lit with a dark and greasy light. The ingredients were mixed in the bowl, and then the offering had been laid atop it. The spell hadn't been specific in the kind of filth it required but, given the name of the entity, Tina had thought it best to make sure it was fresh and ripe. That didn't exactly mean she wanted to smell Cooper's poop, but it seemed worth the discomfort.

"Link hands," she said, "and begin the chant."

We locked hands, Mark's as clammy as Tina's were sweaty, and began the chant.

Every party needs a pooper.

That's why we have summoned you.

Party Pooper!

Party Pooper!

The circle puffed suddenly, the smell like something from an outhouse. The greasy light of the candles showed us the now familiar little man, his beard long and his body short. He was bald, his head liver-spotted, and his mean little eyes were the color of old dog turds. His bare feet were black, like a corpse, and his toes looked rotten and disgusting. He wore no shirt, only long brown trousers that left his ankles bare, and he took us in with weary good cheer.

"Ah, if it isn't my favorite little witches. Who has wronged you tonight, children?"

We were all quiet, knowing it had to be Tina who spoke.

The spell had been pretty clear that a crime had to be stated for this to work. The person being harassed by the Party Pooper had to have wronged one of the summoners in some way for revenge to be exacted, so we had to find reasons for our ire. The reason for David had come from Mark, and it had been humiliation. After David had come Frank Gold and that one had come from Cooper. Frank had cheated him, refusing to pay for an essay he had written and then having him beaten up when he told him he would tell Mr. Bess about it. Cooper had sighted damage to his person and debt. The third time had been mine, and it was Margarette Wheeler. Margarette and I had known each other since elementary school, and she was not very popular. She and I had been friends, but when I had asked her to the Sadie Hawkins Dance in eighth grade, she had laughed at me and told me there was no way she would be seen with a dork like me. That had helped get her in with the other girls in our grade and had only served to alienate me further. I had told the Party Pooper that her crime was disloyalty, and it had accepted it.

Now it was Susan's turn, and we all knew that Tina had the biggest grudge against her for something that had happened in Elementary school.

"Susan Masterson," Tina intoned.

"And how has this Susan Masterson wronged thee?"

"She was a false friend who invited me to her house so she could humiliate me."

The Party Pooper thought about this but didn't seem to like the taste.

"I think not." he finally said.

There was a palpable silence in the room.

“No, she,”

“Has it never occurred to you that this Susan Masterson may have done you a favor? Were it not for her, you may very well have been somewhere else tonight, instead of surrounded by loyal friends.”

Tina was silent for a moment, this clearly not going as planned.

"No, I think it is jealousy that drives your summons tonight. You are jealous of this girl, and you wish to ruin her party because of this."

He floated a little higher over the circle we had created, and I didn't like the way he glowered down at us.

"What is more, you have ceased to be the downtrodden, the mistreated, and I am to blame for this. I have empowered you and made you dependent, and I am sorry for this. Do not summon me again, children. Not until you have a true reason for doing such."

With that, he disappeared in a puff of foul wind and we were left standing in stunned silence.

It hadn't worked, the Party Pooper had refused to help us.

"Oh well," Cooper said, sounding a little downtrodden, "I guess we didn't have as good a claim as we thought. Well, let's go eat that chicken," he said, turning to go.

"That sucks," Mark said, "Next time we'll need something a little fresher, I suppose."

They were walking out of the room, but as I made to follow them, I noticed that Tina hadn’t moved. She was staring at the spot where the Party Pooper had been, tears welling in her eyes, and as I put a hand on her shoulder, she exhaled a loud, agitated breath. I tried to lead her out of the room, but she wouldn't budge, and I started to get worried.

"T, it's okay. We'll try again some other time. Those assholes are bound to mess up eventually and then we can get them again. It's just a matter of time."

Tina was crying for real now, her mascara running as the tears fell in heavy black drops.

"It's not fair," she said, "It's not fair! She let me fall asleep and then put my hand in water. She took it away after I wet myself, but I saw the water ring. I felt how wet my fingers were, and when she laughed and told the other girls I wet myself, I knew she had done it on purpose. She ruined it, she ruined my chance of being popular! It's not fair. How is my grievance any less viable than you guys?"

"Come on, hun," I said, "Let's go get drunk and eat some chicken. You'll feel a lot better."

I tried to lead her towards the door, but as we came even with it she shoved me into the hall and slammed it in my face.

Mark and Cooper turned as they heard the door slam, and we all came back and banged on it as we tried to get her to answer.

"Tina? Tina? What are you doing? Don't do anything stupid!"

From under the door, I could see the light of candles being lit, and just under the sound of Mark and Cooper banging, I could hear a familiar chant.

Every party needs a pooper.

That's why I have summoned you.

Party Pooper!

Party Pooper!

Then the candlelight was eclipsed as a brighter light lit the room. We all stepped away from the door as an otherworldly voice thundered through the house. The Party Pooper had always been a jovial little creature when we had summoned him, but this time he sounded anything but friendly.

The Party Pooper sounded pissed.

"YOU DARE TO SUMMON ME, MORTAL? YOU BELIEVE YOU ARE OWED MY POWER? YOU BELIEVE YOU ARE ENTITLED TO MY AID? SEE NOW WHY THEY CALL ME THE PARTY POOPER!"

There was a sound, a sound somewhere between a jello mold hitting the ground and a truckload of dirt being unloaded, and something began to ooze beneath the door.

When it popped open, creaking wide with horror movie slowness, I saw that every surface in Tina's room was covered in a brown sludge. It covered the ceiling, the walls, the bed, and everything in between. Tina lay in the middle of the room, her body covered in the stuff, and as I approached her, the smell hit me all at once. It was like an open sewer drain, the scent of raw sewage like a physical blow, and I barely managed to power through it to get to Tina's side.

"Tina? Tina? Are you okay?"

She said nothing, but when she opened her mouth, a bucket of that foul-smelling sewage came pouring out. She coughed, and more came up. She spent nearly ten minutes vomiting up the stuff, and when she finally stopped, I got her to her feet and helped her out of the room.

"Start the shower. We need to get this stuff off her."

I put her in the shower, taking her sodden clothes off and cleaning the worst of it off her. She was covered in it. It was caked in her ears, in her nose, in...other places, and it seemed the Party Pooper had wasted nothing in his pursuit of justice. She still wouldn't speak after that, and I wanted to call an ambulance.

"She could be really sick," I told them when Cooper said we shouldn't, "That stuff was inside her."

"If we call the hospital, our parents are going to know we lied."

In the end, it was a chance I was willing to take.

I stayed, Mark and Cooper leaving so they didn't get in trouble. I told the paramedics that she called me, saying she felt like she was dying and I came to check on her. They loaded her up and called her parents, but I was told it would be better if I went back home and waited for updates.

Tina was never the same after that.

Her mother thanked me for helping her when I came to see her, but told me Tina wouldn't even know I was there.

"She's catatonic. They don't know why, but she's completely lost control of her bowels. She vomits for no reason, she has...I don't know what in her stomach but they say it's like she fell into a septic tank. She's breathed it into her lungs, it's behind her eyelids, she has infections in her ears and nose because of it, and we don't know whats wrong with her.”

That was six months ago. They had Tina put into an institution so someone could take care of her 24/7, but she still hasn't said a word. She's getting better physically, but something is broken inside her. I still visit her, hoping to see some change, but it's like talking to a corpse. I still hang out with Cooper and Mark, but I know they feel guilty for not going to see her.

In the end, Tina tried to force her revenge with a creature she didn't understand and paid the price.

So, if you ever think you might have a grievance worthy of the Party Pooper, do yourself a favor, and just let it go.

Nothing is worth incurring the wrath of that thing, and you might find yourself in deep shit for your trouble.