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The Cat Burgler The Cat Burgler

I remember the day my mom had called me and asked that I come home from work early. The request wasn't one I took lightly as the reason surely wasn't a good one, and to nobody's surprise, it wasn't. I walked into our small ranch home to see my mother in tears with my cousin consoling her. She looked up at me with defeat in her eyes and revealed that my grandmother had passed away suddenly. The news was upsetting but upon instantly recalling the kind of person my grandma was, I couldn't say I was entirely surprised.

After the funeral about a week later, it was time for us to go and collect her things from her home, which was set to auctioned off next week. We dreaded the idea because her home was littered from wall to ceiling with junk and clutter. Calling my grandma a hoarder is most definitely an understatement. Walls were lined with old pictures of families we didn't even know, and some still had old price tags on them from when she would buy them at garage sales and flea markets. Porcelain dolls lined shelves upon shelves of dusty and dirty glassware from who knows when. Everything in the house seemed to be staring at us with almost sinister intent. Some figures and paintings even looked frightened and scared of one another. I could go on about what sort of vibes and auras came from the house, but unfortunately that isn't why I'm writing this.

We were maybe three hours into sorting through boxes upon boxes when we heard a small coo come from a dark corner of the house. I almost jumped, I admit, but when a small tin of plastic army soldiers got knocked over, we knew we weren't alone in the house. Mom shot me a confused glance as I walked over to investigate the commotion. At first, I couldn't see anything out of the ordinary, just old picture frames and cardboard boxes, but then something stuck out at me. Two tiny yellow eyes were stalking my movement from underneath an end table. The small creature slowly crawled its way into the dimly lit room just enough to make out what exactly was watching over me.

A small black cat with ragged and patchy fur stopped and sat still by my feet. It had course and rough fur that almost didn't cover its whole body. It had specks of white on the tips of each strand that almost made it seem like it was graying like an old person. I knelt down to meet the creature at its level and extended a hand to the feline to offer a gesture of friendship. The cat let out a low purr and brushed its head against my hand as it turned and walked away towards the kitchen.

I asked my mom if she knew about grandma having a cat but she told me she didn't know of one. She just explained that old ladies take in anything and everything off the street. and that she's surprised it wasn't a raccoon. I shrugged but it dawned on me that we can't just leave the animal alone to fend for itself. Sure, it's survived this long but it still doesn't make it ethical. I asked my mom if she would take it but she told me she was allergic to cats, meaning this small problem was now my small problem. I decided I'd grab the cat and take it home until I could find an owner.

The only problem was the animal was nowhere to be seen. I searched every nook and cranny, but I found nothing but junk and grime. I stumbled upon a crack in the wall around seven inches wide, just big enough for a cat to slip through. The wall around it had claw makes stretching towards to ceiling but some of them were far taller than that small cat could reach. I figured it was a well-traveled path for many animals, so I didn't think anything of it. I made a few calls and noises into the opening, but nothing ever emerged. I figured I would just look for the cat tomorrow when we returned, so I got my mother, and we headed home for the evening.

The next morning me and my mother once again returned to the house to sort through more junk. When we arrived, I noticed a tiny critter was standing in the front window peering out at us. It was the cat from before. I opened the door to the home and the cat swiftly pounced over to me and seemed quite excited that I was there. It rubbed all over my ankles as I walked, nearly tripping me with every step. It made a small jingle as it pranced around, and I noticed a tiny leather collar surrounding the cat's neck. It had a gold medallion with the name "Tiny" on it. My mother saw the cat and immediately questioned its strange fur pattern. I decided to research it and the picture I used to reverse search gave me pages upon pages of information about a cat breed known as a "Lykoi". The cat's name actually translates into "Wolf cat" due it's mangy but perfectly healthy and natural appearance. While mom sorted through more boxes, I grew more accustomed to my newfound sidekick. The cat wouldn't leave me alone no matter what. I couldn't even sneak to the restroom without it following me.

When the sun began to set and twilight stretched over the sky, we knew it was time to retreat from the mess once again and go home. As I was about to leave, I noticed the cat wasn't following in my shadow anymore. The animal was actually making a quick stride toward the crack in the wall that I presumed it had gone yesterday. Making a dash to stop it from escaping again, I snatched it up from the ground and held it tight so that I could get it home safely and be able to properly care for it. The cat began to claw at me and call out wildly. I expected this but knew it was for the animal's own good, as who knows what kind of poisons or hazardous materials it could get into. I put the cat in my car, and it quickly hid underneath the passenger seat in a defense position.

That night when we got home, Tiny made his way through my home, inspecting his surroundings and looking and almost seemed intent on looking for something. The animal gave up after an hour and hid behind my couch. I figured I would give it the night to get accustomed to its temporary home before trying to get involved. So, I poured a bowl of cat food I purchased on the way home and made my way to bed. As I laid my head down I could've sorn I had heard meowing through the house, but assumed it was likely just a curious cat exploring this strange new world. I just wondered why it was so loud.

When I woke up the next morning and walked out to the living room, I almost dropped my phone where I was standing. My living room was torn apart. Tables and chairs were knocked over, massive gashes were made in the couch and armchair. I picked up my phone and dialed 911 to tell the police about a break in.

When an officer arrived to take notes of what had happened, he seemed just as confused as I was. Things were torn apart like a stampede had just gone through, but nothing was missing. Granted, most of what was left was in pieces, but it was still technically accounted for, nonetheless. The officer said he would look for any local cameras to see if anybody snuck in overnight, but that there was no evidence of a break in, as my door and windows were all intact and still locked.

As the officer left, I noticed a small creature stroll out from behind my fridge. It was Tiny, and he walked with an almost injured limp over to his food bowl and finished off the last of kibble left in his bowl from last night. He walked over sorely to the chair and jumped up on it and sat down. Of course, the thought had crossed my mind that Tiny was behind the destruction. but the thought of him walked around with a machete and crowbar made me chuckle. I decided I'd go for a walk to put this behind me and thought maybe Tiny would want to join me. So took a piece of thin rope and tied around his collar for a makeshift leash. As I started to walk, I noticed something. Tiny wasn't limping anymore, as a matter of fact, he seemed rather spry.

That night things took a turn for the worse. Around seven o'clock, Tiny acted both injured and sick. He wasn't nearly as lively as he was this morning, and he had a hunched back and returned to limping again. He was anti-social and insisted on hiding all night. I wanted to keep a close eye on him, so I decided to put his food bowl in my room and shut the door with both of us inside. I truly wish I had just let me hide where he wanted.

As I turned out the light, Tiny was hiding under my desk, meowing and growling like crazy. I figured I would give him a moment to stop, but tomorrow would be an immediate trip to the vet. About ten minutes passed in the dark before I heard him begin to growl once again. This time it was new; it was in a much lower and pained tone. I heard the chair by desk fall over from what I assumed was a rather restless Tiny. But my heart sank to my feet from what followed next.

Tiny jumped up onto my bed, but this was no mere cat that had landed on my legs. The sheer weight of the figure rivaled that of a human being. It almost knocked me out of the bed altogether. I felt large paws that seemed like hands slowly crawl up my body. I froze with a sense of sleep paralysis as I felt large breathes waft over my neck, followed by a low purr that seemed like a growl. I didn't want to move. I wanted to call the police or the turn on the light, but I knew what I would see wouldn't be something I could forget. I felt a sudden shift in weight followed by a loud, yet careful thud hit the floor with a sudden strike. The thing had jumped off of my bed and left me alone. I was still too scared to move and knew That the being was still stuck in my room due to the door being shut. But the thought was interrupted by a crashing noise against my door. It sounded like it was charging directly into the exit to force its way out. I then heard loud and fast scratches like nails dragging across rough wood. Every swipe made an earsplitting noise that made my frozen state worsen.

Finally, I heard a yanking noise followed by the door swinging open violently. It crashed against the wall with the force of freight train and I heard the thud of feet stalk out the rest of the house and down the hallway. I almost gathered the courage to move my leg but then I heard the thing call out from the other end of the house. It was a menacing and almost threatening call that sounded like a beast was trying to mimic a cat's meow. I then heard it begin to beat on the front door and struggle for moments before it finally bshed through. The house immediately fell silent so I knew the beast had made it out of the house.

I raced to turn on the lights and noticed my desk chair was flipped over and claw marks surrounding my desk. My bedroom door was nearly turn to shreds with markings and indentations covering it. I walked out to my living room to see my front door was completely smashed and laying on my front porch. I wanted to call the police again but knew they would gain unwanted suspicions if I called about the same issue. What would I tell them? That my cat turned into a monster and ran away? I would rather not spend the night in jail for suspicion of drug use.

I couldn't sleep after trying my best to repair the damages. I recall turning on the TV to a breaking news story of multiple assaults and break ins. A man was apparently even killed overnight in a parking garage. His body was mutilated almost beyond recognition, and his possessions were stolen. I feared knowing that the perpetrator could've been the thing that WAS Tiny, but knew the thought would only bring me distress, tried shrugging it off as a crime spree from some maniac, preferably one without fur and whiskers. I needed some fresh air so I decided to step out to my backyard and drink a cup of coffee to forget the last night's events. After all, due to lack of sleep, I couldn't remember what was real and what could've been a simple nightmare. But then I noticed something.

Next to my patio was a small stack of objects. They had a brilliant shine and stuck out like a sore thumb. The pile consisted of rings and jewelry. There were purses and wallets with entire stacks of cash laying around them. There were easily thousands of dollars just sitting there, not counting the value of the physical items. I stood frozen wandering how they ended up in my yard, but froze as I came to realize that some of these items I recognized from the news. The man who was killed...his wallet was sitting in the pile, with flecks of red still covering it. I didn't know wat to do but felt something brus against my leg. It was Tiny, just as he was when I first found him. Small, lively, and cute in an ugly sort of way. His color reflected gold onto the ground below.

I didn't know what to do. If I were to call the police, they would arrest me on the spot, they wouldn't believe that I had just found the night's crimes neatly piled in my backyard. But I didn't have time to dwell before a knock hit my front door. It was a police officer and a detective. They asked what had happened to my front door and I told them that my house was broken into again last night. They actually had come to follow up on the previous night's events, specifically about having an update on my initial call. They asked a series of questions that I either didn't know or lied about to cover my own tail. Tiny jumped up to one of the detectives and sniffed around before hissing at him and then running away to hide. He didn't seem too fond of them.

The police had asked me to lock my doors and windows at night in case I hadn't already done so, and said the neighborhood is under a temporary curfew following the night's events, and that travel was only advised if absolutely necessary and to not travel alone or without some form of protection. I thanked them for their time, and they left. As soon as they left, Tiny pranced out almost happily. I stared at the cat as he stared back, almost as if he knew that I knew what he had done. I decided to go and inspect my grandmother's house to track down any background of this feline imposter.

i searched the house for hours but found nothing. No adoption papers, no cat supplies, it was as if grandma hadn't owned him at all. I decided the only place left to look was where he had come from initially. I walked over to the crack in the wall to inspect it. I knew I couldn't fit but considering the state of the house, I knew one hole wouldn't' make a difference. So I grabbed a nearby hammer and smashed a wider opening in the wall. The crawlspace it led in to was dark and musty, with dead mice all around it. a noticed a small wooden box was tucked away in the corner so grabbed it and backed out of the hole.

There was a golden latch that almost perfectly matched the gold of Tiny's collar. I opened it to reveal a small sheet of paper was inside but nothing else. The writing was old, very old. It seemed to be written in ink with a quill on yellowed and decaying paper. It read as follows:

"To whom it may concern, the companion you have just acquired was secured in an expedition to (REDECATED). While it's true origins are unknown, the animal is wise beyond its means and possess a nearly impossible trait. Upon feeding the animal, it forms a bond with its caretaker and offer's a rather sinful and monstrous service in return. One night a week, the animal will take on a form that is neither of God nor beast and will retrieve riches and possessions for its caretaker no matter the means. It has slain innocent men in the night and upon our travels, killed half a village of natives, and piled its stolen plunder in our own satchels and baggage. A few of my men have seen the beast in its altered form and refuse to speak of it. I issue this letter as a warning to all those who may cross paths with the beast. May God not blame you for its own misdeeds."

Enclosed with the letter was an old photograph of a wooded area at night, but in the center of the picture stood a being nearly 6 feet tall. It had dark and scraggly fur with hunched legs and a loose and long tail that dragged the ground behind it. It had piercing yellow eyes that seemed to glare into my soul. It had a wide and sharp grin that seemed so uncanny that I couldn't tell whether it was smiling or screaming. Its claws were long and slightly resembled human hands but still was quite discernable from them. It stood on two legs in a position that seemed like it was going to pounce at any second. What stood out to me the most however, was the tightly fit collar on it, with a gold coin that hung just beneath it's neck.

I held the letter in shock, knowing that if last night hadn't happened, I wouldn't believe it myself. I made my way home and was greeted by a sleeping Tiny, sprawled across the arm of my chair. I sat down and stared at the sleeping animal. I thought through the events of last night and wondered how long it would take the police to trace this back to me and my newfound thief. But I realized that at least for the time being, I wasn't a suspect, I was a victim. The police had thought my house was just another home in a chain of crimes. Afterall, I would be accounted for all night as it wasn't me who would be out painting the town red. I mean I could use the money that was found, after all.

As I'm writing this, I now live in a secluded area of northeast America. I now possess a fully restored Victorian home on 45 acres of property with multiple estates across the country. I've been investigated a few times but there's never been any proof of wrongdoing. As a matter of fact, I pride myself of how well I've hidden my side gig. It's that day of the week again, which means I suspect tiny will be shedding some fur and playing fetch in the next few hours. To anybody who has fallen victim to my actions, I truly do apologize, it isn't personal I assure you. But the way I see it, it's better to have control over the animal myself, than risk it coming and turning on me. I'm sure you understand, right?


Odd Hand Odd Hand

There was a strange game at an arcade I used to work at. It’s called the Odd Hand! The way this game works is that you grab this weirdly shaped hand, its fingers are bent as if someone broke them, and the arm it's attached to is also bent in this way!

But here’s the catch. The arm is also trying to grab you. And it does so in this limping way. So, to win you basically have to grab it first. From what I know this game is only at this arcade. But it’s in the breakroom away from customers!

I never knew why we did this. Because nobody stopped us when we plugged it back in for us to play it. And from what I've heard from my coworkers, they also don’t know. But that was until a terrible accident occurred! It all happened ten years ago.

I was alone working the night shift since our janitor was out sick that day. As I had to stay behind and clean the arcade by myself. And as I was cleaning up the breakroom, I noticed that the Odd Hand game was still on.

So, I thought maybe one round of Odd Hand wouldn’t hurt. so, I flipped the switch on and grabbed the hand. But something strange occurred. It started to twitch. And I thought that maybe it was broken so I tried to let go. But the hand grabbed my wrist!

And within seconds I tightened its grasp and it started to pull my arm violently! I started screaming in pain! But my screams were futile as nobody was there. I tried to flip the switch. But the game would not stop!

And as I kept pulling, I could feel my muscles feeling the stress of the Odd Hands pulling! And then it stopped. But my hand was stuck to the machine, so I was trapped there! Eventually the arcade opened back up the next day.

And when my coworkers found me, they tried to get my hand free from the machine. But it was no use. So, they called our manager to help us. He was pissed at us for using the Odd Hand saying that this machine was not to be played under any circumstances.

After he got my hand out of the machine he took me into his office. He sat me down to tell me about the Odd Hand. he explained that he bought it from an old antique store! And after he bought it. A kid who was alone with the machine had his arm ripped off by the machine!

But then my manager paused for a moment. He then said that days later the kid started to behave erratically when he was sleeping. Often crawling in this twitchy state into random rooms of his home. Until eventually the kid killed jumping out his bedroom window while asleep!

That night as I went home, I tried not to sleep. But my eyes had succumbed to slumber, and I had the worst nightmares of my life. For you see there was a sea of bent hands almost like the Odd Hand moving my body around, Both in the dream and in real life!

It was hard for me to wake up from those dreams! It felt as if I was drowning in those dreams. And it got so bad that one day I had my then girlfriend at the time chained myself to my bed. And for the first few nights it worked!

But unfortunately, this would ultimately backfire! For you see as I was in those dreams, I felt the arms suddenly grab my neck! And it started pulling me down deep into the hands more and more mangled the deeper I would go!

things were starting to go dark. But suddenly a flash of light engulfed me, and I awoke in a hospital! My girlfriend and manager were there and looked at my crying happy tears saying how glad she was that I made it. She later explained that I had the chains around my neck!

After my girlfriend left my manager told me that he destroyed the Odd Hand and that I might not have to deal with it anymore. And that night as I started to close my eyes I wondered if he’s right. When I woke up the next day, I had no nightmares!

It has been 10 years since then. The arcade burned down after the Odd Hand was destroyed, I don't know if those were related. I married my girlfriend. And currently although my arm has healed. I still have markings from where the Odd Hand grabbed me! But currently life is good.


The Children of the Oak Walker [Part 26] The Children of the Oak Walker [Part 26]
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[Part 25]

Darkness crept through the forest in a silent march, snapping at our heels as we hurried down the lonely gravel road at a light jog. The sky swirled with the beginnings of another bout of rain, but further ahead, the horizon lit up with the occasional orange and red flash, which emanated deep ka-booms that I knew belonged to no act of nature. Smoke hung faint in the air, oily and tasting of rubber, many of the routes under our shoes familiar to me. I’d come this way before on patrols as a Ranger, which mean New Wilderness couldn’t be more than thirty minutes’ walk from us. We were close, excruciatingly so, but with the night swarming in, old whispers rose in my ears like nagging curls of dread.

I turned once more to check on the column and swallowed hard at the cold sensation of metal against my skin, the second launch key suspended by a spare shoelace I had tied into a necklace.

If Vecitorak is still out here, he could be watching us right now. Good God, what if he discovered the missiles? An army of intelligent freaks with nukes . . . it’d be the end, the absolute end of everything.

Rifle fire clattered beyond the trees, and I waved to urge the children on, racing up the incline that the road followed up a small hill. “Faster! Come on, we’re losing the light! Keep up the pace!”

At the crest of the hill, the road started to slope downward again, and I ground to a halt in shock.

New Wilderness stood like an island in the fading sunset, ringed with its strong walls high above the creeping shadows, but it was not how I remembered it. Flames dotted the outer fields, spats of light shot from the walls, and more chattered back from the broad scrubland surrounding the fort. Smoke roiled into the air from more fires on the hilltop, and whistling streaks of white smoke zipped through the air to explode against the defenses with deafening eruptions. Geysers of dirt went up around the fort, shells screaming from inside, and in the glow of the firelight, I could just make out a wide ring of dugout emplacements surrounding New Wilderness.

“We’re too late.” I gasped.

My misadventures in the north had taken almost two weeks, far too long to reach the wooden redoubt before Captain Grapeshot’s forces. Judging by the black marks on the palisade walls, the flames, and shell craters, this had been going on for days at least, perhaps more. The pirate gun pits looked well-dug, even for a crew of vicious children, and the rockets flying toward the fort came in faster succession than whatever shells that replied. Bullets slashed across the roughly hundred-yard stretch of dead ground between the siege lines and the besieged, a deadly upward slope that held more than a few bloated corpses. Our flag clung to its skinny pole above the battlements, the white and green cloth ripped from shrapnel, while a black skull-and-crossbones fluttered from the siegeworks in a similar state of wear.

Around me, the others slowed to a stop, panting and pale-faced, their eyes taking in the specter of war with horror.

One of the younger members of the group looked to me, her brown eyes gleaming with fear. “Who are those people?”

“I thought you said this place was safe?” Grumbled another girl, this one closer to adulthood, as she scowled at me.

“There’s no way we can get in there.” An older boy shook his head and took a step toward the direction we’d come. “We have to go back to the bunker. Maybe we can get the power working and stay there until the fighting stops.”

Vecitorak would get us first.

Just thinking his name made the scars on my skin itch, and I could almost feel the cruel eyes in the trees on the back of my neck. I swallowed, and searched the war-torn landscape, trying desperately to find something, anything to give me a hint as to what to do next. Even as I sought for answers, a panicked, primal voice in my head screamed the same thing over and over into my ear.

Chris was in there.

Lucille appeared at my side, her own gaze riveted to the fort, and she shrugged her sister’s rifle higher on one shoulder. “What do we do now?”

Closing my eyes for a moment, I sucked in a breath, my composure barely held together by strings of petrified hope. I just needed something, some indication of what to do, but I couldn’t think of anything. My heightened senses had failed me, my wits deserted me, and I found myself utterly inadequate to deal with the crushing weight of despair that threatened to bury me forever.

Somewhere in the back of my mind’s eye, I saw again the stranger in the yellow chemical suit, standing there with his lantern and umbrella in the pouring rain of that mysterious road from my dream.

Breathe.

His words flowed like cool water over my frantic thoughts, loosened my tight muscles, and brought my heartrate down to somewhat-normal levels.

You’ve done well, filia mea. Look closer.

Opening my eyes, I squinted at the chaotic rolling plain ahead, and the air caught in my throat.

About a quarter mile down the road from the gates of our outer perimeter fence, the gravel diverged into a crossroads overlooked by an old railroad bridge, known locally as Eldar Crossing. Back in the mining days, it had been used to dump coal from trail cars into trucks, or so Jamie had said. From here I could just make out the orange-brown girders of the bridge, the boxy metal chutes bolted to the underside, surrounded by thickets of multiflora rose. To anyone who didn’t know, it looked just like another decaying relic from the coal era, left to rust away in the forgotten wastes of Appalachia.

I, however, knew we had an outpost there; an outpost with fellow Rangers, weapons, and a radio connected to the fort’s network.

“Follow me.” With renewed fervor, I lunged back into a run, the others in pursuit as we turned right down the parallel roadway.

As if I’d been touched by some magic wand that had restored my stamina, I raced on through the encroaching night, the others doing their best to keep up, and we swung around the edge of the siege buy the decrepit backroads of post-human Ohio. If I could reach the outpost, we could radio the fort, maybe arm up with better weapons, and help break through the siege lines from the outside. Victory was near, so close I could almost taste it behind the ashy soot and rubbery smoke.

I’m coming, Chris. Just hang on. I’ll be there soon.

It seemed an eternity, but at last, we reached the crossing, and I threw myself toward the access door at the top of the steep incline.

“Friendlies! Friendlies coming in!” I shouted, uncertain if the defenders would mistake our advance for the pirates and waved my hands over my head. “It’s Hannah, don’t shoot!”

Ducking a few lopsided strands of barbed wire, I reached the metal door at the top of the embankment and beat my fist against it three times.

No challenge or reply came from inside.

“Guys?” I gasped, my heart thumping like a trip-hammer, and tugged on the handle.

The door swung open freely, and the foul stench hit me like a freight train.

No.

Bodies lay draped across the room, stripped of their weapons and gear, mutilated and butchered to the point of being unrecognizable. In the shadowy gloom of the outpost interior, I noticed the bullet holes in the walls, the spent casings on the floor, and the blood spattered across the corroded metal. I now understood that the door had been ajar because the lock was smashed, the barbed wire lopsided because it had been cut, and the room stank of copper because a hand grenade had smeared the defenders’ insides all over the walls and ceiling like sticky finger-paint. I could taste the salty burned gunpowder on the back of my tongue, and in the stony silence of the wrecked outpost, I tried not to imagine their cries of pain as our men were cut down. All the dead rangers were missing their hair, the scalp sliced away with crude, ragged edges to the torn flesh. Eyes had been gouged out, limbs broken or chopped off, skulls stomped in, as if the pirates had been in some kind of blind rage that death itself could not quench. The dead had been stripped bare, their naked bodies pockmarked with slashes, cuts, and puncture marks from a storm of cruel blades. Judging by the amount of brass on the floor and the bullet holes in the bodies, most of the rangers had either died from the grenade, or went down fighting, but I pitied any that might have lived long enough to endure the pirates’ wrath.

They picked the place clean, the filthy cretins. Didn’t even leave them in their clothes. God on high, the smell . . .

Gagging noises erupted from behind me, and Lucille leaned out the door to vomit onto the grass. The others recoiled in similar fashion from the charnel-house interior, but I couldn’t let our only respite go to waste.

“Everyone inside, now.” My shoes squished on cooled blood and a few severed fingers, and I propped open the metal gunport shutters to let in some fresh air. “Move it, we don’t have much time.”

“Why?” One of the children tried to protest, but I stalked back to the doorframe and began to pull them in one-by-one, a hazy plan forming in my mind.

“You’ll be safe here.” I press-checked my Colt and peered through the steel shutters to survey the battlefield, my eyes following a line of unburned brush that clotted near the base of the hill. It would be a half-mile run to the hill, and another few hundred yards up the slope to the wall, a task I would have to accomplish without being shot by either side. “I’ll wedge the door shut, and the pirates all think this blockhouse is knocked out, so no one will come snooping. Your job is to lay low, don’t make any noise, and wait until I can get help.”

Lucille shook her reddish-brown head in rapid sequence, face greenish-white, and pointed a shaky finger at the corpses. “I don’t want to stay in here with them, Hannah, don’t make me stay here with them, please.”

Taking her by the shoulders, I met Lucille’s frightened irises with my own. “Listen to me. I have to get inside the fort, but I can’t risk you or any of the others getting hurt. Someone has to stay here and keep the rest from wandering off, someone I can trust. I know it sucks, I know this is awful, but I need you to do this for me, okay?”

She shuddered, and suppressed another gag reflex as the other children shuffled over the gore-strewn metal, their shoes squelching in the viscera like crimson mud puddles. “Promise me you’ll come back.”

I wish the world were kind enough to give us such guarantees.

A thin, grim smile crossed my face, but I nodded anyway, daring to lie if it meant keeping her and the rest of the children alive for a few more hours. “I promise.”

They watched me go with gaunt faces, standing in huddled groups as far from the dead rangers as possible while I shoved the metal access door shut. I jammed a nearby piece of rebar through the handle loops to keep any regular animals from gaining easy entry, and skidded back down the embankment to make for the fort.

Reaching the perimeter fence was easy enough, but not far beyond it, a pirate dugout sat squarely in my path, and I could hear the muffled shouts of crew members inside loading another rocket launcher. Darkness fell thick around me, the brush tangled enough to through inky shadows everywhere, and with the risk of using a flashlight unacceptable, I was forced to crawl forward on my belly under the hole they’d cut in the chain link. Cold mud seeped through my clothes once more, my limbs trembled in adrenaline and fear, the voices only a few yards away.

“No, not that one, the white bands are smokes! Give me a red one.” A boy called to his companion form somewhere in the pit ahead.

“When is the doctor supposed to get here?” Another boy asked, his tone higher and squeakier. “Fred’s bleeding won’t stop. Seriously, guys, I think he might—”

Snap.

A bullet sailed into the dirt parapets of their abode, and I ducked in reflex, the lead whistling past my ear by a few inches. Whoever was on the fort’s walls atop the hill had decent aim, the night likely the only thing throwing them off from a direct hit.

“Shut up and hand me that red one!” The first voice roared, and he barked at a third person with a gruff desperation that I recognized as fear. “Hey, Simon, when I say so, you pop up and shoot to draw their fire. I’m going to hit the tower again.”

No, you’re not.

Pushing myself off the wet grass, I jumped to my feet, and crested the back rise of the gun pit.

Three faces turned to look up at me, wide-eyed, and open-mouthed in shock. A dark-haired boy, maybe fifteen at most, held a rocket-launcher on one shoulder, ready to fire. The others were easily four years younger; a pug-nosed kid with a camouflage bandana and a lever-action rifle crouched at the opposite end of the trench, while the third, a skinny blonde boy, knelt beside a small litter, where a motionless figure lay covered in blankets with dark red stains on the wool.

Bang.

Cold steel bucked in my hand, and the oldest boy tumbled backward, clutching his chest where crimson spouts gushed forth.

Bang.

The boy with the rifle went rigid, and collapsed, the bullet finding him right between the eyes, taking his bandana off in a blur of green motion.

Bang.

The third .45 caliber round caught the blonde boy between his shoulder blades as he tried to run down the trench, and he face-planted in the mud with a dull plop.

Snap, snap, snap.

I cringed as incoming fire chewed at the dirt around my feet, and leapt down into the trench to avoid the hail from the walls of the fort. At that distance, with me no longer in my New Wilderness uniform and likely presumed dead at this point, they couldn’t know who they were shooting at. Unfortunately, I found myself pinned down in the same gun pit as the dead pirate boys and took a minute to catch my breath.

“Max?”

My head jerked up, and I saw the body on the litter move, a smaller hand sluggishly waving in the darkness.

“Max . . . I’m thirsty. C-Can I have some of your water? Please, I’ll pay you back later, I swear, I’m just so thirsty . . .”

Still high on adrenaline from my charge to the position, I glanced around until I spotted a mud-spattered blue water bottle, like the kind made for gym-goers, and stooped to pick it up.

Flipping the built-in straw upright, I walked over to gently tuck the container under the kid’s clammy arm. “Here.”

No sooner had the word come out, and the hand went limp, dribbles of water spilling from the nozzle onto the litter.

It struck me then how little I felt. My first kill had been a horrible, scarring event, one that shook me to my very core, yet in the recent weeks I’d become more and more numb to the killing. I’d felt nothing when I gunned the soldiers down on the streets of Black Oak, not in the moment, anyway. Standing over the still-warm bodies of these four boys, I realized I still didn’t. It was as if the part of me that was previously so sensitive to that kind of thing had been rubbed raw, amputated, drugged into emotional impotence. It had to be wrong, but I couldn’t bring myself to cry, puke, scream, or feel remorse. There wasn’t hate boiling in my chest, no seething anger or rabid desire for vengeance, just . . . numbness.

Gotta get moving.

I sloshed through murky standing water in the bottom of the trench to where the lever gun had been dropped and snatched it up. With it slung across my back, I retrieved the rocket launcher, and squatted in the mud to inspect it, curious. I had yet to actually fire a real-life rocket launcher, as Jamie had only given me cursory instruction on a few of the spent tubes New Wilderness had from earlier firefights. This one seemed fairly straight-forward though; a rocket got stuck in the front of the tube, the tube went on my shoulder, a hammer was cocked like with a revolver, and all I had to do was squeeze the trigger.

Assuming I didn’t screw it up, and blow myself sky-high, of course.

“Smokes.” Throat dry as cotton, I whispered to myself above the fading ringing in my ears and eyed the red-painted band around the green warhead. “I need white rockets. Smokes, smokes, smokes.”

A nearby section of the trench wall had been gouged out with a spade, a primitive roof of logs built overhead to house a few green wooden crates stacked one on top of the other. Two were already opened, a small prybar laying to one side, and I pulled aside the lids until I came across a neat row of green warheads with white paint bands, laid out like sardines in a can. They were heavier than I imagined they would be, but I managed to pull the red one out, and set it as carefully as I could back in the box. There had to be some kind of safety cap for the nose fuse somewhere in the trench, but I didn’t have time to search for it on hands-and-knees.

With the white round fitted in place, I gulped a chalky lump in my throat, and regretted not taking the dead boy’s water bottle before it emptied into his stretcher. My own was back with Lucille in my knapsack, which meant if I wanted a drink, the only way was forward.

I angled my neck back and forth to crack it, and peeled the small metal safety cap off the front of the rocket.

Here goes nothing.

Pushing a small lever that looked like a safety to the off position, I stood upright, and squinted down the stubby black sight tube.

Ka-whoosh.

I blinked, and the rocket was gone, soaring off into the distance with bizarre speed. The launcher jerked in my hands, and I stumbled back, almost falling on my butt in the mud.

Boom.

In the next second, a plume of white smoke erupted from the base of the palisade wall where I’d aimed, the fusillade of bullets becoming more scattered as the marksmen on the walls lost their field of vision.

Stunned at my own success, I dropped the smoking launcher tube, and dragged myself out of the trench, arms and legs tingling with tension. Hot lead buzzed through the cool night air like metallic wasps, and I dashed forward as fast as my legs could go. My lungs ached, both ears were shrill with ringing, and sweat trickled down the center of my back in an icy slither. A shell exploded to my left, raining dirt over me in a cascade of brown particulates, the whole world a cacophony of thunderous gunfire. People screamed and shouted, splinters flew as another high-explosive warhead smashed into the palisade wall, and it vaguely reminded me of the fireworks shows from the Fourth of July.

Mud slipped under my shoes; I fell, righted myself, and dashed on.

Come on, I’m almost there, come on . . .

At any moment I expected a bullet to find me, waited for the searing pain and hot blood on my skin. Ever since the fateful night when I’d blundered into this place, never once had I considered having to attack our own fort to save it. How I would get over the wall, I still didn’t know, and how I would keep the rangers inside from shooting me off the rampart edges, I had no clue, but no other choice remained. Jamie might still be in there, which meant the fort was in danger from both directions, especially if she took this opportune moment to defect to the pirates in return for a ride to ELSAR headquarters. I had to find her and take back the first launch key, or the world’s most powerful weapons could fall into the hands of ELSAR.

If that happened, no amount of steel, lead, or fire could save us.