When there were no other visitors around, I talked to the gorillas or the chimps. The gorillas paid more attention. I leaned on the railing and looked through the bars.
“I’ve had a hell of a day,” I told the big gorilla.
He kept eating, but he looked at me intelligently. I took it as a sign that he didn’t mind if I continued.
“Someone tried to kill me,” I said. “Someone is threatening to kill a couple of my friends. A Nazi. I mean the guy holding them who tried to kill me is a Nazi.”
“That’s how you got all scratched up?” came a raspy voice at my side.
“Yeah.”
The gorilla found a banana and delicately peeled it, still looking at me.
“You think you had a bad day,” came a raspy voice again.
A thin woman in a cloth coat too warm for the afternoon had moved up to the railing without my seeing her. Her hair was white and wild. She had clear light blue eyes and a smooth face. I couldn’t tell how old she was. She clutched a big blue purse to her chest.
“I slept in the park, a little shed behind the Greek Theater,” she said.
I wasn’t sure what to say, so I just nodded and went back to looking at the gorilla. He was now staring at the thin woman.
“Look at them,” she said. “Place to sleep every night. Someone feeds ’em. Don’t have to work, worry about where the next meal is coming, where to bed down.”
“They give up their freedom for that,” I said.
She cackled.
“Put me in a cage with a place to sleep and three squares and you can come and talk to me whenever you like about Nazis trying to kill you.”
“I was talking to the gorilla. I mean, about the Nazis.”
She shrugged and leaned her chin on the purse.
“Go on,” she said. “I talk to ’em too. Say, if a cop comes by, don’t tell him I tried to put the bite on you.”
“You didn’t,” I said.
“I’m working up to it,” she said. “Cop comes and real polite ushers me out of the zoo if I’m puttin’ on the bite.”
“We’re just fellow animal lovers,” I said.
“And both maybe a little nuts,” she said. “Nazis trying to kill you. You come back from the war shell-shocked, something?"
“Too old for the war,” I said.
“So was Milton,” she said, “but he volunteered and they took him. Want to know why?”
“Why?” I asked, and the gorilla and I waited for an answer.
“Because he had a special skill, my Milton, which is something I don’t got. Milton knew barometers, thermometers, all kinds of meters. Worked for the city. Not this one, Newark, New Jersey. Then he got himself killed on a ship somewhere and left me bubkas.”
She looked at me.
“Is that a sad story?”
“Very,” I said.
“Sad enough to make you kick in a few bucks?” she asked.
“Sad enough,” I said, pulling out my wallet and fishing out two singles.
She took them and plunked them into her purse.
“That’s one of my better stories,” she said. “Depends on the customer which story I use. True story is even too sad for me to tell myself. Won’t tell that one for five, even ten bucks. Rather starve. This is the point where you tell me you gotta go. You’re late for something.”
“I’m not late for anything,” I said.
She was looking at the gorilla again.
“Got any kids?” she asked softly.
“No.”
“Good,” she said. “You lose ’em, you lose your heart. Know what I mean?”
“I think so,” I said.
“Gorillas,” she said, looking back at the two animals. “They look so smart. Like they’re thinking, working out some big problem. You think?”
“Maybe.”
“Maybe,” she repeated and ran a hand through her wild hair. “Listen, I gotta go get something to eat. It’s been good talkin’ to you.”
“Same here,” I said.
“And stay away from those Nazis. They’re bad news.”
She walked away, a slight limp. I watched her head down the hill, her eyes toward the ground. I looked at the gorilla. He was watching her too.
“You could have offered her a carrot,” I said.”
