ive been out of school since the pandemic started and i havenโ€™t read one book. i feel like it could be because i was forced to read but i also was reading for fun when i wasnโ€™t in school (like on break). or just my depression coming back. itโ€™s frustrating, i used to absolutely love reading and now the idea of reading seems so boring and time consuming. yet i spend hours on my phone looking at useless knowledge or watching tv. i donโ€™t have friends that read either which i think contributes a small amount to the problem but i also didnโ€™t have friends that read before either. how do i change this? i want to go back to reading weekly because i really enjoyed it. i miss writing too but i think all the writing i did in college made me not enjoy it anymore. idk, iโ€™m just sad about it. i just canโ€™t seem to pick up a book anymore