Posts about A Wizard of Earthsea
Gonna overshare because why not. Spoilers from the book.
My therapist and i have been working on conceptualizing a part of myself that deals in self-hate, shame, etc. The therapist wants me to see my depression, negative self-talk, defeatism as coming from this part of myself. Name it, understand it, appreciate it, move on from it.
So how strange to open up Le Guin's A Wizard of Earthsea and find that this is basically the plot of the book: In summoning the dead, Ged looses a shadow. It seems like an evil spirit, but is more like his darkest qualities embodied, and it changes as he does.
When he is proud, it tries to kill him. When he is afraid, it pursues him. When he is brave, it flees. When he accepts it, it ceases to be anything other than a part of himself.
I'm glad I read this story when I did. I've never read her fantasy, and I think it helped me understand my own situation/therapy a little better.
Also, if you're into progy pop punk, here's a song based on the book: The Loosing of the Shadow by Gatsbys American Dream