So many books, so little time

I have a pile of 4 books that's been there since December and I can't for the life of me pick one up.

Every single time I feel like reading I end up rereading a book I already read fourty times.

It has at least two tabs per page, annotations on every edge, postit full of rumbling everywhere, 80% of all readable text is either highlighted or underlined with fifteen different colours, doodles in every corner. It's basically unreadable for someone who isn't me because of how much sh!t it's covered in.

And still, every time I wake up and go "oh I have two hours before class today, I might start a book from the pile" I see it whispering from the dark no you will read me once again and I can't resist the the temptation WHY