Posts about 90 Day Fiance
So i know the title sounds nuts, but bear with me.
I have recently fallen deep into the 90 day fiance: before the 90 days rabbit hole after discover Big Ed/No Neck Ed on youtube. Yeah, the guy from this meme:
https://media.tenor.com/rW3OHs8crFEAAAAS/crying-big-ed.gif
Anyways, I'd say i'm definitely in the more intermediate stages of recovering from CPTSD, but something that I still struggle with is relationships, knowing my worth, self-love, etc.
Watching 90 day fiance has really opened my eyes as to what I should not be doing, and how to develop better ways to view myself. For one thing, generally everyone in this show has such a dysfunctional relationship with both themselves and the person they are trying to date. By being exposed to this level of dysfunction I have developed a much greater sense of what I will NEVER do in a relationship, because I NEVER want to be like these people. Even though nobody ever addresses their dysfunction in this show, it is so obvious to me as someone who has done the work i've done what's wrong with them.
So yeah, check out the show, see what parts of people's behavior resonates with you, and maybe use that as an indication that you should develop healthier attitudes about yourself/your partner and also about how to act in healthier ways.