Confession:

I think the 1 thing I have going for me is my faith in all of this. I can't explain why or how, but there's something here that has me locked in and absolutely convinced that they don't want this to happen, which confirms that something is about to happen.

I have a wife and 3 yr old.. and they remind me all the time that I spend way to much time on all of this; reading all the DD, scrolling thru all the posts and comments.. so I've learned to just put my phone down, spend time with them, and check back in here every once in a while when they're both asleep at night.

I secretly spend a lot of time at work checking the price and for new DD or for signs of moass.

I swear I've lost touch with my life, my family, my job.. because all I can think about is this. And I know I'm not alone because I see people in here all the time saying the same thing, and in the Discord. It's almost like I can tell who has families (wife/husband and kids) and who doesn't, because there's no way they could spend this much time on SS if you work full time and come home to a family like I do. I mean, if you do, I'd be very curious to know how tf you manage to do it, lol

But seriously.. I've had several moments of doubt over the last year and a half. And idk how or why, but I swear to God every time I'm about to just say "fuck it, this is never gonna happen"... something new pops up and reconfirms that moass is inevitable. Idk how to explain it, and I know it sounds stupid to a lot of people around me who don't understand the situation we're all in right now. But I swear, there's something out there (or in here) telling me NOT to walk away. It's borderline addictive, but I think more than that, it's more along the lines of curiosity. Why do so many people want this tongo away? Why does it seem like holding shares of GME, compared to literally any other f-ing stock in the market, bring so much attention and opinions from everyone?

For what it's worth, the only thing that helps me thru all the waiting and all the long down trends and fud and drama, it's this:

Why would so many apes (nearly 1 million) here in Superstonk and other subs and on all the other social media platforms spend so much time and effort for over 18 months putting together all this DD and hype this up every single day whether we close green or close red and continue to build this community into what it is if something massive wasn't about to happen? Why do so many experts and journalists and media outlets try so desperately to redirect our attention if this wasn't all true and wasn't meant to squeeze? Why tf do they even care what we do? Why don't they just mind their own f-ing business?

Idk, call me crazy. But when you take a step forward, and a bunch of people are yelling at you to stop and go back, it makes me wonder why. It's either because they want to help you, or because it helps them.. and there's a difference between those 2. But no matter how you want to look at it, that curiosity (atleast for me) kicks in, and makes me wonder why so many people are begging me to stop this and turn around and do whatever tf it is that they'd prefer me to do.

Because if buying and holding shares of a particular stock causes the entire system to collapse, well.... thats gonna tickle my curiosity.

And if anyone thinks I'm gonna give a f--- who they blame for all of this, like they want to blame retail for collapsing the market and the entire economy... psshhh 😆 go f---- yourself. All I did was bought and held a stock.

They all preach that retail should be investing their hard-earned money. And then they encourage everyone to join communities and make friends and discuss with others about their investments. But when buying this 1 stock uncovers so many skeletons and sheds light on what's really taking place behind the curtains, suddenly its "noooo noo no this isn't what it looks like, none of you should be here in the first place!" ?????

LOL 😆 🤣

Have faith my fellow apes. The show is about to begin, and we have front row tickets. And we are under No Obligation to explain to anyone why we made this investment or joined this community! Let others say what they want, we have the ability to ignore anyone and everyone.

The institutions provided ME with this platform, this opportunity to invest. And that's exactly what I did. And if this investment breaks their system, that's THEIR problem, NOT MINE!