i’m joining @lavender-sprinkles in getting more vocal stims onto tumblr!
over the past year, i’ve gotten more comfortable rocking and flapping and using stim toys in public, but i’m still very self conscious about most of my vocal stims. will they annoy people? will i seem “childish” for making them?
but vocal stimming has been one of my main ways of stimming throughout my life, long before i knew what stimming was and even when i was repressing most other body stims.
– when i’m content, vocal stimming is a natural response that’s hard to push down.
– when i’m upset, overstimulated, or stressed, vocal stimming can help me calm down like nothing else.
– when i’m finding words difficult, echolalia and certain noises are what i use to communicate to my partner.
vocal stimming is so important, natural, and fun!! so here is a video of me doing my favorite vocal stim: beeping! it’s also the one i feel most self conscious about, so hopefully posting it here will help me be more confident about it.
i beep for so many different emotions – when i’m upset it’ll get loud and high-pitched and insistent. when i’m content, like in this video, it’s fairly quiet and lots in a row. when i’m trying to communicate something (such as “excuse me, coming through!” or “don’t touch me right now please!”) i usually make one loudish beep.
you are invited to reblog this video if you do so in kindness!! <3
but do not reblog it if your intent is to mock me or vocal stimming. i will have to block you if you say anything rude, anti-autistic, or transphobic. and do NOT reblog if it is to a kin.k blog or for any sort of kin.k/sexu.al reasons!
[ video description: a white young adult with short brown hair and a black star wars tank top holds a hairy tangle in their hands. they start beeping quietly and non-stop a couple seconds into the video. ]