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there’s a trans guy at my school who just started being more open recently, got his name in the databases changed and whatnot. i’ve known him for a while. i guess i really am happy for him. and it makes me feel like the school would be accepting enough if i came out. i just don’t want to come across as fake if i come out right after he did. i’ve known who i am for a long time. from what i know longer than this guy. it’s not a competition but i feel like i’m getting anxious subconsciously thinking it is. if i wait, i’ll be fake for not knowing sooner and if i don’t i’m just hopping on the trend another trans person started. i literally cannot. keyboard slam.