im so tired of this life. i want to be a roomba. i want knives taped to me. and i want to be set loose.
the best friend i have is pushing away nd ruining everyone around him its so hard having a great time together then his mood drops for no reason orz last time he gave me his stash for when he was suicidal but was like fuck it next time i’ll just do it and locked himself in his room and i spent 4 hours railing coke in front of the door til i could hear he slept and it was for fucking nothing he tried to kill himself the day i had to leave. last time i saw him everything was fine like almost a happy couple or what the fuck i cant handle one day being like that and all my calls being ignored and all my hugs rejected the next 💊🤤
匿名: where have you been for so long!!
im sorta angry at everything and got zero interest in tumblr at the moment but im doing good tbh i go out a lot and dealing on dating apps has been paying off
