Van, Llanidloes

O Heaven

O Heaven, how can I forget you?
Rose to the occasion, one day, pluck your petals
Store something precious up in the way I left you
But no matter what's changed, sustain, be the best you
The rest grew restless as cousins sleep
Went in peace, but the search wasn't deep
I invested my week to see a brighter Monday morn, but
Woke up on Tuesday in the same uniform (damn!)
And through it all I try not to do you wrong
As I have in the past, rapping other love songs
But its kinda hard building lust when the trust gone
Money was the object of affection, they ain't want y'all
Should've gone with my first love
Maybe moved out to ? and wrote books in cursive
Learned a little French and do the film I've been tryna make
Translate the feeling I was feeling at my modern-day
Took a break with the wiz, gave the rhymes a break
Busted hard enough to make the condom break
No seeds, no sticks, no stems
Old gems found crumbled by the bubble-goose Timbs
I get here to hems and acquire from the pews well
Mom sat listening to Sunday's blues
And I stuffed penny loafers that I stuffed a nickle into
All-white Easter suit that won't fit you
Sent through Heaven to Hell to send dreams of
Places once dwelled, but I feel for the green stuff..
Swore I could fly back and say hi again
But my money just no good, I needed time to spend
Brought me back to my youth when I was grindin
With no loot, book full of rhymes with the gold tooth
With the scripture engraved over a picture of the days
When I dreamt to be a richer ?
From the picture to the glass house
Built for ? to remember the soul once numbered: gone
Gotta find it in her, and we happily concur
Ever after, one blur
Marry matching, one word: love
Crumpled in notebooks you never saw
A little thoughts and yada-yada, drama side
Traumatized by fallin of in the water
Which was softer than the ground-level
Found ? daisies without petals - how special?
All loving, how could I forget you?