Dean Allen, a web pioneer and good man, has passed away. I've been processing the news for a few days and still don't know where to begin. Dean was a writer, who wrote the software he wrote on. His websites were crafted, designed, and typeset so well you would have visited them even if they were filled with Lorem Ipsum, and paired with his writing you were drawn into an impossibly rich world. His blog was called Textism, and among many other things it introduced me to the art of typography.

Later, he created Textpattern, without which WordPress wouldn't exist. Later, he created Textdrive with Jason Hoffman, without which WordPress wouldn't have found an early business model or had a home on the web. He brought a care and craft to everything he touched that inspires me to this day. As John Gruber said, "Dean strove for perfection and often achieved it." (Aside: Making typography better on the web led John Gruber to release Smarty Pants, Dean a tool called Textile, and myself something called Texturize all within a few months of each other; John continued his work and created Markdown, I put Texturize into WP, and Dean released Textile in Textpattern.)

Years later, we became friends and shared many trips, walks, drinks, and meals together, often with Hanni and Om. (When we overlapped in Vancouver he immediately texted "I'll show you some butt-kicking food and drink.") His zest for life was matched with an encyclopedic knowledge of culture and voracious reading (and later podcast listening) habits. I learned so much in our time together, a web inspiration who turned for me into a real-life mensch. He was endlessly generous with his time and counsel in design, prose, and fashion. I learned the impossibly clever sentences he wrote, that you assumed were the product of a small writing crew or at least a few revisions, came annoyingly easily to him, an extension of how he actually thought and wrote and the culmination of a lifetime of telling stories and connecting to the human psyche.

Dean, who (of course) was also a great photographer, didn't love having his own photo taken but would occasionally tolerate me when I pointed a camera at him and Om has a number of the photos on his post. There's one that haunts me: before getting BBQ we were at his friend's apartment in Vancouver, listening to Mingus and enjoying hand-crafted old fashioneds with antique bitters, and despite the rain we went on the roof to see the art that was visible from there. He obliged to a photo this time though and we took photos of each other individually in front of a sign that said "EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE ALRIGHT." It wasn't, but it's what I imagine Dean would say right now if he could.

I am very thankful and grateful to have made it through the past year, which was a really special one personally and professionally. I learned to open myself up more to relationships, continued aspiring to be clear and direct with yellow arrows, and worked alongside some incredible people to tackle the biggest and hardest problems, whether it was getting plugin and theme support on WP.com or the start and growth of Gutenberg.

I read a lot more books, traveled 337k miles between 91 cities, spent more time in Texas, kept my health in a good balance with weight training, running, and a better diet including several months of 16/8 intermittent fasting, while still getting in some excellent meals with friends and loved ones (up to 58% of top 50 list). As I'm solidly in my mid-thirties now, and I want to continue to live by: all things in moderation. I consider what I do with WordPress and Automattic my life's work, and hope to continue it as long as I'm useful. Some days I pinch myself.

Thank you to all of you on this journey with me. I am imperfect but trying my darndest, and I'm lucky to have friends and colleagues doing the same.

Previously: 19, 20, 21, 22, 23, 24, 25, 26, 27, 28, 29, 30, 31, 32, and 33.

Here's what I ended up reading this year, in roughly chronological finishing order. (I usually have 3-4 books going on at once.)

• Tools of Titans by Tim Ferriss.
• The Art of Stillness by Pico Ayer.
• Out of Your Mind by Alan Watts (audiobook, really a series of lectures).
• Book of Five Rings by Miyamoto Mushashi (audiobook).
• Do Not Say We Have Nothing by Madeleine Thien.
• The Best American Short Stories 2016 edited by Junot Diaz.
• Feynman by Jim Ottaviani.
• My Gita by Devdutt Pattanaik.
• From Plato to Post-modernism: Understanding the Essence of Literature and the Role of the Author by Louis Markos (another lecture series).
• The Rules Do Not Apply by Ariel Levy.
• The Story of a Brief Marriage by Anuk Arudpragasam.
• All the Light We Cannot See by Anthony Doerr.
• Ikigai: The Japanese Secret to a Long and Happy Life by Héctor García and Francesc Miralles.
• When Hitler Took Cocaine and Lenin Lost His Brain: History's Unknown Chapters by Giles Milton.
• Widow Basquiat: A Love Story by Jennifer Clement.
• 32 Yolks: From My Mother's Table to Working the Line by Eric Ripert.
• Identify: Basic Principles of Identity Design in the Iconic Trademarks by Chermayeff & Geismar.
• Catching the Big Fish: Meditation, Consciousness, and Creativity by David Lynch (audiobook).
• The Upstarts: How Uber, Airbnb, and the Killer Companies of the New Silicon Valley Are Changing the World by Brad Stone.
• The Leavers by Lisa Ko.
• Wolf Hall by Hilary Mantel.
• Girls on Fire by Robin Wasserman.
• The Executive's Compass by James O'Toole.
• Tuesdays with Morrie by Mitch Albom.
• Dance of the Possible by Scott Berkun.
• The Lifecycle of Software Objects by Ted Chiang (short story).
• Tribe of Mentors by Tim Ferriss.
• After On: A Novel of Silicon Valley by Rob Reid.
• Principles by Ray Dalio.
• The Graveyard Book by Neil Gaiman (audiobook).
• The Undiscovered Self: With Symbols and the Interpretation of Dreams by C.G. Jung.

A fairly random selection, and hopefully I can get a few more in next year.