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The Fine Line Between Helpful and Obnoxious

How many times have you walked out of a store because there was no one to help you? Or do you prefer to be left alone and figure it out yourself?   For me, I think it's a very fine line. When I walk into a store, I prefer to at leas

SEX

My body struggles getting close to yours. It hurts me everytime we have sexbecause all im thinking about is when are you going to leave me! I feel like crying everytime we makeout, because instead of it feeling like a connection, it feel

Tired of my Food Cycle

Im tired of spending time throwing up the binge i ste earlier, feeling disappointed in eating as much food as i  can fit into my body, feeling do exhausted i need to eat my body wright in food to feel calories. Meal after meal, chocolate after choc

When your Dreams Become

I woke up this morning with tears in my eyes and the shadow of my dark thoughts still haunting me, i dreamt last night, i dreamt about killing myself, i dreamt that everyone was out to get me, i dreamt i was burning and i couldn't escape the pai

The Struggles of the Fat Kid

say something bad, do something wrong, do it, watch them get angry, watch your loved ones call you what they hate most about you, FAT TWAT! YOU STUPID FAT TWAT that is what they think of first,

Dear god,

Am I messing up? Holding on to tight? Not bending enough? Not letting it all go?   I have all these questions, all this doubt. There is so many ways, to go wrong,  and I t

Friendships are Good Medicine

**Todays blog was written entirely by Jane with no input or help from Alli** "Walking with a friend in the dark is better than walking alone in the light" -Helen Keller   A couple of weeks ago an old friend called and asked

We all fall short

I hit a brick wall going about a buck ninety...with no restraint.  I flew through the windshield and I find myself lying on the floor looking up at the sky.  I am surprised I still have sight.  I must have closed my eyes instinctually kno

pictures :)

I saw your pictures on your friend’s web and seriously I was so shocked what the hell you have done with yourself. You got too skinny and you have lost a lot of weight. What the hell is going on in your life? Why the hell you are

Being a good person

What does being a good person mean? Going to Church on Sunday's? Helping an old woman cross the street? Helping your friends and neighbors? You know how people say Animals and small kids instinctively  know you are a good person? They have

My first posting

Hello there , my name is Les! I’m teen and I’m lonely student. I study at a large university. In general, I'm an ordinary guy, a huge selection of thousands within this globe. I'm not particular. Some time ago I made a decision to be