Huell Burnley Howser (born October 18, 1945) is an American television personality best known for California's Gold, his travel show for the Los Angeles based KCET.
Howser was born in Gallatin, Tennessee. Howser received his first name from a portmanteau of his parents' names, Harold and Jewell, as revealed in the California's Gold episode "Smartsville". He received a B.A. in history from the University of Tennessee, Knoxville, where he also served as student body president. After serving in the U.S. Marine Corps and on the staff of Sen. Howard Baker, Howser's television career began at WSM-TV in Nashville. He began a series of "human interest" stories for WSM. Howser became extremely popular as the host of a popular segment on what was at that time still a market-dominant station, especially with regard to local news.[citation needed]
After working in New York, he moved to Los Angeles in 1981 to work as a reporter for KCBS-TV. During 1982-83, he also served as weekend host and correspondent for Entertainment Tonight. In 1987 he joined Los Angeles television station KCET, then a PBS affiliate, as a producer of "Videolog", covering short topics including lint.
Tony Danza (born Antonio Salvatore Iadanza, April 21, 1951) is an American actor best known for starring on the TV series Taxi and Who's the Boss?, for which he was nominated for an Emmy Award and four Golden Globe Awards. In 1998, Danza won the People's Choice Award for Favorite Male Performer in a New Television Series for his work on the 1997 sitcom The Tony Danza Show.
Danza was born in Brooklyn, New York, to parents Anne Cammisa Iadanza (1925–1993) and Matty Iadanza (1920–1983), both of whom died from cancer. Matty Iadanza worked as a garbage man in Brooklyn. Danza's family was of Italian ancestry. He has a younger brother, Matty Jr. (born 1954), a Los Angeles restaurant owner. When Danza was 14, he and his family relocated to Malverne, New York on Long Island. Danza attended Malverne High School, graduating in 1968. In the first episode of his show "Teach: Tony Danza", Danza describes himself as a "bad student" in high school. Danza earned a bachelor's degree in history in 1972 from the University of Dubuque, which he attended on a wrestling scholarship. It was during his first year of college that he got the Robert Crumb Keep on Truckin' tattoo on his upper right arm. In a 1985 interview in Us Weekly magazine, Danza remarked, "I was playing pool with a guy who had all these tattoos, and I wanted to be friends." Danza sports a "Keep Punching" boxing gloves tattoo on his right shoulder. In college, Danza met and married his first wife. Danza was a professional boxer with a 9-3 record, with all of his fights, wins and losses, ending by knockout.
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When a business acquaintance drops dead at 43, Jaycee Damon begins questioning her own existence. Caught up in a fast-paced work life that never seems to slow down, Jaycee struggles to find peace and clarity in a world that feels increasingly more insane. Her journey is one she must walk alone for in the end, it is only ourselves who can decide to find the courage to live.
Dear Diary,
I was standing in a bus stop today,
and they must have known I wanted to be a model,
so I'm gonna call them tomorrow.
Won't be long before I'm in all the big rock videos.
The most incredible thing happened to me in Odella last weekend.
That's why I'm writing.....you see, I went to see....
Hey, wow, what's going on up there?
Did you have dinner yet?
Who wants dinner when you can get a god damn
good dick up your ass? (laugh)
Oh, I need you girl.
Huh?
Oh, I need you girl.
You need me, boy?
Yeah, yeah....I need you too.
Huh?
I need you too, baby.....
Dear Diary,
I can't write alot.
Johnnie's in the bathroom.
I met him in Shasta tonight, and he's just incredible.
He's got this long, straight black hair,
and he wears all this silver jewlery, velvet pants, black boots, etc.
(kids singing)
I love your big muscles.
It's a lickable pussy.
Hi baby, how you doing?
Well, all y'all want some pussy?
Now you complain, you say you want the keys.
Over my dead body, baby----that's where they'll be.
Forgive me now and I'll just slit your neck.
You say you remember, but baby, you forget.
Hey, hey this much is true.
I never trusted you.
Hey, hey this much is true.
Now I burn black for you.
And I'm just trying to forget.
Never....I won't.
Never....I won't.
Never, ever, never.
Saying things that you can't hear,
my doll mouth to your deaf ear.
Gushing up a violent smear,
my doll mouth to your deaf ear.
Hey, hey this much is true.
I never twisted you.
Hey, hey, this much is true,
baby, I burn black for you.
No, I won't go down to it.
Never....I won't.
Ever......I won't.
Never....I won't....never.
Crawl right up the wall,
and up your stairs,
and down your hall.
Now you beg and you want me;
over my dead body, that's where I'll be.
And you laugh at my disease,
while sugar runs from my arteries.
Hey, hey this much is true.
I never bothered you.
Hey, hey this much is true.
Baby, I burn black for you.
And I'm just trying to forget.
Never....I won't.
Never....I won't.
Never, ever, never.
Starts out like magic,
some sick religion.
That ain't no vulture,
that's a fucking pigeon.
She's got vultures in her hair.
And blood and feathers;
they are everywhere.
You want retreat,
they'll be deep.
Dig mine, they choke and seep.
Baby, there is a room
full of whores and death and ruth.
I am waiting in that room.
I am dying in that room.
It's all whore's, it's all pain.
It's all disease. Man, it's all the same.
My little judiast.
My little twin.
Where you start, that's where the night begins.
She said,"I want it now."
She said,"I want it now."
She said,"I want it now."
She said,"I want it now."
And I tell you everything
And I hope that you won’t tell on me
And I’d give you anything
I know that you won’t tell on me
Pee-girl gets the belt
It only makes me mine
And your milk is so sour
And I can only cry
And I can only cower
And I can only cry
You have all the power
I’ve got a blister from
Touching everything I see
The abyss opens up
It steals everything from me
Pee-girls gets the belt
Your milk makes me mine
Your milk is so sick
Your milk has a dye
Your milk has a dick
Your milk has a dye
Your milk has a dick
Burn the witch, the witch is dead
Burn the witch, just bring me back her head
Pee-girl gets the belt
Your milk makes me mine
Your milk is so mean
Your milk turns to mine
Your milk turns to cream
Your milk turns to cry
Your milk turns to cream
Your milk turns to cry
Your milk turns to cream
Your milk turns to cry
You are beautiful, you are glorious
Now you're covered in loser dust
You are fabulous, you are gorgeous
Now you're covered in loser dust
And all the things I used to trust, yeah
All the things I'm about to crush
Your youth is gone, it's turned to rust
It's all covered in loser dust
Hey I loathe every inch of you
You're going down for what you love, hey
Every single particle you're going down for your loser dust
All the things you used to trust you're going down
I'm burnt out, I'm furious and look at you, you're embarrassing us
Descend, descend and go you must
Isolate the prize, give it one big flush
It's indiscreet, omnivorous
We won't call you and don't call us
And all that's sick with gloat and lust
And do call me I'm so serious
It's not an image it's just a way
You're going down for your final crush
Hey, nothing here can stop you with you're going down for your loser dust
Hey, I can't wait to see you go; you're going down for your loser dust
Hey, show me one thing I didn't know, you're going down...
Think fast baby, what is the rush?
The very thing you would never trust
The very thing you would never touch
It's all covered in loser dust
These women all around, obsessive cunts, file under miscellaneous
They're starving and carnivorous
I mustn't touch what I want so much
You, you make me nervous
You make me drunk
Do you have to grovel so very much?
It's so unfair, it's so unjust, it's just another witch-hunt
Broken, shattered, busted, yeah, you're going down for what you love
Hey, all the death it's just good, yeah
You're going down for your loser dust
Hey, oh just die in public babe
You're going down for your loser dust
Hey, in you lays a gutter yeah; you're going down for your loser dust
Hey daddy....
come over here, yeah.
Got something for you.
Dicknail.
She liked it.
You know she liked it.
Well, she was asking for it.
Dicknail.
I said, I said,"Stop."
I did what you said.
I did what you want.
I was a good girl.
I was a good girl.
I said, I said,"No."
Hey daddy....
one thing's for certain, baby.
You have my guarantee;
you won't forget me.
I said, I said,"Stop."
I did what you said.
I did what you want.
I was a good girl.
I was a good girl.
I said, I said,"No."
Do you remember Christmas morning?
You know it's real beacuse.
Well, here comes Santa Claus.
Well she liked it; you know she liked it.....
Oh, make me over
I'm all I wanna be
a walking study
in demonology
Hey, so glad you could make it
Yeah, now you really made it
Hey, so glad you could make it now
Oh look at my face
my name is might have been
my name is never was
my name's forgotten
Hey, so glad you could make it
Yeah, now you really made it
Hey, there's only us left now
When I wake up
In my makeup
its too early for that dress
wilted and faded somewhere in
Hollywood
I'm glad I came here with your pound of flesh
no second billing, cause you're a star now
Oh, Cinderella they aren't sluts like you
Beautiful garbage, beautiful dresses
can you stand up
or will you just fall down?
You better watch out
what you wish for
it better be worth it
so much to die for
Hey, so glad you could make it
Yeah, now you really made it
Hey, there's only us left now
When I wake up, in my makeup
have you ever felt so used up as this
it's all so sugarless
hooker waitress, model actress
oh just go nameless
honeysuckle
she's full of poison
she obliterated everything she kissed
now she's fading, somewhere in Hollywood
I'm glad I came here with your pound of flesh
You want a part of me
well I'm not selling cheap
It's the emptiness that follows you down
it's the ache inside when it all burns out
it's poisonous it muscles it aches
it's everything you had when it breaks
It's the emptiness thats all you have left
too terrified of your frozen breath
It's a bitter mouth it's buttered and knived
it's the awful truth you fight for your life
It might as well it might as well hurt
It might as well it might as well
I went down to rescue you
I went all the way down
fill your hungry wretched life
here they come it's closing time
It's the bitter root it's twisted inside
it's the heart you used to have when it died
it's the emptiness it poisons it lies
It's everything that you'll never find
It might as well it might as well hurt
it might as well it might as well
I went down for the remains
sort through all your blurs and stains
take your rapture blister burns
stand in line it's not your turn
all dressed in red always the bride
off with her head all dressed in white
off with her head
I went down to rescue you
I went all the way down
I went down for the remains
Sort through all your blurs and stains
Oh I will follow you
anytime anywhere
ohh I will come for you
So you're lying in your underwear
Oh, in someone else's bed
And the silence is so dangerous
It's a terrible sense of dread
So I have another cigarette
And I just try to forget
How did I end up all alone?
How did we all end up dead?
Sunday morning when the rain begins to fall
I believe I've seen the end of it all
Sunday morning when the rain begins to fall
I've got the cure for it all
And my dirty little secret
Has a wretched little name
In the filthy morning after
I have walked the walk of shame
Oh, and you'll be the end of me
As I have been the death of you
And I quite enjoy your suffering
Oh, I want to watch the view
Sunday morning when the rain begins to fall
I believe I've seen the end of it all
Sunday morning when the rain begins to fall
I've got the cure for it all
Are you there when I'm ready to top myself
Are you there when I'm all alone
Do you even know why I am suffering
Are you down to your bones?
Are you down to your bones?
Are you down to your bones?
Sunday morning when the rain begins to fall
I believe I've seen the end of it all
Sunday morning when the rain begins to fall
It's the end of the world
I never said I would try for you
I never said I would die for you
I never said I would try for you
She's a bimbo playing on the damned phone.
I could really fuck up, yeah,
cause I'm a demon buttercup....heh heh.
You have to spit to see the shine,
I see the carcass in your eyes.
Before I go to sleep,
get it away from me.
See the demon whore house eye,
well, everything you look at dies.
Gonna run the phonebill up,
cause I'm a loser, buttercup.
Before i fall asleep,
baby, I don't owe you.
I could really suck you in,
and you'd never see the light again.
Gotta run the phonebill up,
cause I'm a loser, buttercup.
Music: Love, Corgan, Erlandson Lyrics: Love
Crash and burn
All the stars explode tonight
How'd you get so desperate
How'd you stay alive
Help me please
Burn the sorrow from your eyes
Oh, come on be alive again
Don't lay down and die
Hey, hey
You know what to do
Oh, baby, drive away to Malibu
Get well soon
Please don't go any higher
How are you so burnt when
You're barely on fire
Cry to the angels
I'm gonna rescue you
I'm gonna set you free tonight, baby
Pour over me
Hey, hey
We're all watching you
Oh, baby, fly away to Malibu
Cry to the angels
And let them swallow you
Go and part the sea, yeah, in Malibu
..And the sun goes down
I watch you slip away
And the sun goes down
I walk into the waves
And I knew
Love would tear you apart
Oh and I knew
The darkest secret of your heart
I'm gonna follow you
Oh baby, fly away, yeah, to Malibu
Oceans of angels
Oceans of stars
Down by the sea is where you
Drown your scars
..I can't be near you
The light just radiates
I can't be near you
He hit me, and it felt like a kiss.
He hit me, but it didn't hurt me.
He couldn't stand to hear me say
that I had been with someone new.
And when I told him I had been untrue....
He hit me, and it felt like a kiss.
He hit me, and I knew he loved me.
Cause if he didn't care for me,
I could have never made him mad.
And he hit me, and I was glad.
Baby, why won't you stay? (repeat)
Cause when he took me in his arms,
with all the tenderness there is.
He hit me, and he made me feel.
I got a handful of shit.
What do I do with it?
I got a barrel of shit,
what do I do with it?
I did it clean.
Do it clean, you know what I mean.
Do it clean, I know what I mean.
Do it clean, fucking mean.
Do it clean, I know what I mean.
I've been here.
I've been there.
I've been here, there, everywhere.
Here, there, nowhere.
Shit, shit, shit, shit.
Fuck you up everywhere.
I've been here and I've been there.
And I will awake
Your highness- I'm so high I cannot walk
And I will awake
You cripple, you take away my time, my peace, my empathy
No babies sleep on atrophy
Your unborn love and fetal's dree
My bitter [ ] legless caress
Go for credit in the straight world
Look a dealer in the eye
Go for credit in the real world, won't you try?
I got some credit in the straight world
I lost a leg, I lost an eye
Go for credit in the real world you will die
It's the credit in the straight world
Leave your money when you die
Lots of credit in the straight world gets you high
I got some credit in the straight world
I lost a leg, I lost an eye
{Written by The Germs}
I'm Darby Crash.
a social blast.
Chaotic master....
I'm Darby Crash.
I'm your own,
the young smack.
Getting faster,
I'm Darby Crash.
A one-way match....
demonic flasher.
Deep, deep, deep in my eyes.
It's a round, round, round cirlce of lives.
It's a tame, tame, tame sort of world
where you're caught, bought, taught as it twirls.
I'm Darby Crash,
a social blast.
Chaotic master,
I'm Darby Crash.
Your Mecca's gash,
prophetic stature;
I'm Darby Crash.
A one way match,
demonic flasher.
Deep, deep, deep in his eyes.
It's a round, round, round cirlce of lives.
It's a tame, tame, tame sort of world
where you're caught, bought, taught as it twirls.
She's Darby Crash,
as social blast.
Chaotic master....
Snap, crackle, pop.
In here.
Snap, crackle pop.
She spent twenty years in the Dakota
Every single day it was black in the Dakota
Riot grrrls think you can stop me
And you're forever in her debt
Well I know you haven't sent me
And you haven't sent her yet
She spent twenty years like a virus
They want to burn the witch who's inside us
Well you, you don't fuck with the fabulous four
Or you spend the rest of your life
Picking things up off the floor
She's still alive but I am sure
That all the stars belong to her
On California king-sized beds
She's wrapped in rags inside my head
This is the story, this is the story of someone who's wild
Big black rules, pearl, life
(I don't remember, I forget)
Oh, baby dry your dirty eyes
My water breaks like turpentine
The pee girl burns to be a bride
Your ever lovely suicide
Are they coming for me
Are they coming soon
Hey Jude, hey Jude
Are they coming for me
Judy, Judy
Are they coming soon
(I don't remember, I forget)
The pee girl burns to be a bride
Your ever lovely suicide
Where is the needle?
Where is the gun?
Where is the bullet?
I want some.
Where is the noose?
Turn it loose.
Where is your needle?
I have.....
Starts out like magic,
some sick religion.
That ain't no vulture,
that's a fucking pigeon.
She's got vultures in her hair.
And blood and feathers;
they are everywhere.
You want a treat?
They'll be deep.
Dead mound, drunken sleep;
I got this porno that you burn.
I'll be everywhere you turn.
Baby, there is a room
full of whores and death and you.
I am waiting in that room.
I am waiting, here for you.
It's all horrors.
It's all pain.
It's all diseases....
man, it's all the same.
My little judiast.
My little twin.
Where you start,
that's where life begins.
She said,"I want it now."
You don't listen to what I say,
just masturate your life away.
When I looked at the streets,
you know when it was talking to me....
The void...
when I fill the void.
See you into your revolution.
What's a revolution?
Can you please wake up now?
1, 2, 3.....3, 2, 1
When I looked in the void,
you know when it was talking to me.
1:45
Written By Hole
Performed By Hole
Located On "Pretty On The Inside"
Lyrical Copy By Kiran Parghi
(Various songs on radio)
You know your a masochist bye
You know your a masochist
It's what I'm thinking right now
You've never
She needs to lie and wouldn't you love to love her
She walks yah into crucify my
I put on my best sunday dress
Geeks do not have pedigrees
Or perfect punk-rock resumes
Or anorexic magazines
It smells like girl, it smells like girl
She walks over me
She walks over me
Hold you close like [ ]
My ever pressing suicide
My stupid fuck, my blushing bride
Oh, tear my heart out, tear my heart out
She walks over me
She walks over me
I shut my mouth with glue
I gotta use the rest for [ ]
Yeah, I gotta shut my mouth with glue
I gotta use the rest of [ ]
Carrie, Carrie
Please come here
Don't you touch me, don't you dare
We look the same, we talk the same, we are the same, we are the same
She walks over me
She walks over me
I shut my mouth with glue
I gotta use the rest [ ]
Yeah, I gotta shut my mouth with glue
I gotta use the rest [ ][ ][ ]
You never know what you will get
You never know what you'll forget
She walks over me
Music: Love, Erlandson, Auf Der Maur Lyrics: Love
Hey you, you're way ahead of me
You're drunk on apathy
You burned right out
Hey you, you're just a cripple now
They sell for millions now
They sold you out
And, oh, I had to tell them you were gone
I had to tell them they were wrong
And now they're playing your song
Hey you, don't take it out on me
You're bored of everything
You burned right out
Hey you, so bored and cynical
It's fucking wonderful
They sold you out
And, oh, they've bought and sold it all,
it's gone
They've taken it and built a mall
And now they're playing your song
Ooh, their innocence tastes like candy, yeah
Get so fat on it, it's a tragedy, yeah
Ooh, I can help you come to me, yeah
Just bring your innocence to me, yeah
Hey you, don't you dare blame me
You trusted everything
They sold you out
Hey, you, now when they call it cool
It's just so mean and cruel
They sold you out
And, oh, they bought and sold it all, it's gone
And every note of it is wrong
And I will awake.
Your highness, I am so high I cannot walk.
And I will awake.
You cripple, you take away my time, my peace, my empathy.
No babies sleep on atrophy.
Your unborn love and fetal dress,
my bitter candy fated caress.
What was she for Halloween?
The ugliest girl you've ever seen.
What was she for Valentines?
An old forgotten concubine.
Someday she will die for no one
She seems to me to know.
All the glitters gone sour.
All that lies in her place.
Jesus saves.....old age.
It's okay to kill your idols,
just pretend you have no rivals.
We all know that she's friendless.
Spits at mirrors, it's not an issue.
Just remove the hateful tissue.
We all know her age is endless.
She seems to me to know.
All the glitters gone sour.
All that lies in her place.
Jesus saves.....old age.
And then she begs you, she says, "Pretty please."
I'll make her pure again, I'll make her clean.
No one knows she's Hestor Prynne.
Someone please tell Anne Boleyn.
Chokers are back in again.
Someday she won't have to fake it.
Living---well, in itself seems sacred.
Soemday she will just refuse.
All the glitters gone sour.
All that lies in her place.
Jesus saves.....old age.
Rest in peace.....and I'm sorry.
Me in pieces....so sorry.
Rest in peace.....and I'm sorry.
5:24
Written By Hole
Performed By Hole
Located On "Pretty On The Inside"
Lyrical Copy By Kiran Parghi
Sorry man sorry sorry I've got a bad I should've looked at it
I should've looked at it go go away go away
The sugar star the sugar star and hey your pushing it still hey
You want her on the bed with her legs wide open and here eyes are spread
Listen with punch her balls off
Mrs. jones aww mrs. jones aww
Cry me a river but just take me home
Mrs. jones aww mrs. jones
Sorry man I gotta a gut slit me fucking ran away with my abortionist
My little eyes blacked you know gizzed with
The knife they used to gut my face in
It's been out stabbing baby baby angels in
Smile smile
The skies a narcotic with us black jack bones
Ohh mrs. jones please mrs. jones my virus is raging
It's breaking my balls off mrs. jones please mrs. jones
Die so I I will i will follow you down the sick drain
When I lean on huh the sink don't worry don't worry don't worry baby
You will you will never stink so bad whoa
Sorry man I'm sorry I shouldn't have looked at it I'm sorry man
You know I night blooming sickle cell your a night blooming sickle cell
Anyway anyway look into the bloodroot you suicide bitch
It takes an hour like you to make me wanna live
Sorry me I'm sorry man I'm sorry man wow
The skies a narcotic black jack balls off
Mrs. jones aww mrs.jones
Your little doggy won't leave me alone
Mrs. Jones please Mrs. Jones
My virus is raging it's breaking my balls off
Mrs. jones pleae mrs. jones
Ohh cry me a river baby just take me home
Ohh mrs. jones aww mrs. jones
Sister ectoplasma she's incredulous
Just like a pro she takes off her dress
And she kicks you down in her snow white pumps
Just remember it was me who found the lump
Your why your yah why yah yah yah yah hey hey
Shit shit yah you ohh yah yah yah shit shit
East is worst west is west and my eye was you and my was the best
Yah east is east and west was west my was you and my was my was your
Mrs. Jones yah yah don't ask me again
I know it, I can feel it
Well, I know it enough to believe it
And I know it, I can't see it
But I know it enough to believe it
Bitter you, bitter me
My better half has bitten me
Bitter you, bitter me
Sleeping with my enemy
Myself
Myself
The pieces of Jennifer's body
Found pieces of Jennifer's body
Found pieces of Jennifer's body
Just relax, just relax, just go to sleep
Just relax, just relax, just go to sleep
You're hungry, but I'm starving
He cuts you down from the tree
He keeps you in a box by the bed
Alive, but just barely
He said, "I'm your lover, I'm your friend"
I'm pure and he hits me again
With a bullet, number one, kill the family, save the son
Himself
Himself
The pieces of Jennifer's body
Found pieces of Jennifer's body
Found pieces of Jennifer's body
Just relax, just relax, just go to sleep
I've lost my mind yeah, I've lost control
I've the lost the feeling in my arms, I'm a lost soul
Make the most of me baby, oh don't spit me out
This is how dirty girls get clean, don't leave me now
Listen to her lust, yeah, hear her disgrace
Listen to the fragile things as they all break
Watch from the covers, the comfort of your home
Through the ice and sleet baby, oh down down we go
What angry star runs your devil heart?
What angry star runs your devil heart?
Oh oh, how'd you get so mean?
This is the only way d-dirty girls stay clean
And I wanted you like no one before
Said you're coming back for me honey
This is how hell forms
This is how a storm begins
This is how trouble's born
Listen to sleep
Listen to her wail
You've given birth to terrible things, watch them unveil
Listen to my torment
Listen to my pain
Please come on back here baby, let me try again
What angry star runs your devil heart?
What angry star runs your devil heart?
Oh oh, how'd you get so mean?
This is the only way d-dirty girls stay clean
And the rain it poured down
And the wind it moaned
And she wrapped her legs around him
And she's got no home
And he's looking at me, oh god he looks so dumb
What are you staring at? This is how it's done
I will define for you, the meaning of greed
While you were vanishing, this dirty girl got clean
What angry star runs your devil heart?
What angry star runs your devil heart?
Oh oh, how'd you get so mean?
This is the only way d-dirty girls stay clean
Oh oh, how'd you get so mean?
This is the only way d-dirty girls stay clean
Oh oh, how'd you get so mean?
All my friends are embryonic
All my friends are dead and gone
All my friends are microscopic
All my friends wake up alone
Girl germs lead to little virus
Revolution come and die
Elitists who eat the virus
Sleep with me, wake up alive
Gutless
You're gutless
You're gutless
You're gutless
You can try to suck me dry
But there's nothing left to suck
Just you try to hold me down
Come on, try to shut me up
Step and fetch, grease my hips
I don't even have to pause
I don't really miss God
But I sure miss Santa Clause
Gutless
You're gutless
Gutless
You're gutless
Gutless
You're gutless
Gutless
You're undressed
You're gutless
You're gutless
You're gutless
You just don't love me
And I just don't care
Oh, I never said I would play fair
Something so perfect and so rare
There is no cure
There's not a prayer, a prayer
Look what I can do
I am the only perfect choice
You've met your match
I've lost my voice
And when you're gone it gets so cold
I swear I'm too young to be this old, this old
Look what I can do
Oh, I've been cheated
Covered in diamonds and covered in filth
But I'm still breathing
Oh, please stick around and I'll build
Yes, I've crawled on glass
To grasp at straws
Stuttering, staggering through
And I've pierced the last hole in my arm
To gouge out the pieces of you
And your staggering, stuttering greed
And your never ending need
And your terrible awful deeds
And your lack of truth in these things
You know the whole thing is writ
You'll always quit
You always did
To the most delusional stare
And all that I have is out
And laid bare
And laid bare
Look what I can do
Look what I can do
Look what I can do
Oh, I've been bitter
You know what's true
And you know what's right
Oh, I'm forever
Oh, just do the right thing
For once
In your life
In your life
I know that I'm a hungry lost girl
But please stick around and I'll build you a world
I'll build you a world
He shakes his damn rattle
Spittle on his bib
But I don't do the dishes, I throw them in the crib
I'm eating you, I'm overfed
Your milk's in my mouth
It makes me sick
Now I've stumbled here
Failed to make it mine
They say I'm plump, but I throw up all the time
I'm eating you, I'm overfed
Your milk's in my mouth
It makes me sick
Do you fake it for me like I
Do you fake it for me like I
Do you fake it for me like I
My baby's in her arms, crawling up her legs
Like a liar at a witch trial
You look good for your age
I'm eating you, I'm overfed
And the sky was made of amethyst
And all the stars were just like little fish
You should learn when to go
You should learn how to say no
Might last a day, yeah
Mine is forever
Might last a day, yeah
Mine is forever
Well they get what they want, and they never want it again
Well they get what they want, and they never want it again
Go on, take everything, take everything, I want you to
Go on, take everything, take everything, I want you to
And the sky was all violet
I want to give the violent more violets
And I'm the one with no soul
One above and one below
Might last a day, yeah
Mine is forever
Might last a day, yeah
Mine is forever
When they get what they want, and they never want it again
And they get what they want, and they never want it again
Go on, take everything, take everything, I want you to
Go on, take everything, take everything, I dare you to
I told you from the start just how this would end
When I get what I want, then I never want it again
Go on take everything, take everything, I want you to
sometimes i get so sad
sometimes i feel almost heavenly
but baby i just feel bad
yeah lately i just feel bad
linger on your plae blue eyes
linger on your pale blue eyes
it was good what we did yeasterday
and i'd do it again
the fact that you're insane
only proves that you're my best friend
well i will never fuck anyone else again
linger on your pale blue eyes
linger on your pale blue eyes
thought of you as my mountain top
well i thought of you as my peak
i thought of you as everything
that i couldn't keep
yeah that i had but i couldn't keep
linger on your pale blue eyes
linger on your pale blue eyes
yeah you explode inside of me
yeah you explode my heart
cause i'm young ???
linger on your pale blue eyes
linger on your pale blue eyes
linger on your pale blue eyes
I am the girl you know, can't look you in the eye
I am the girl you know, so sick I cannot try
And I am the one you want, can't look you in the eye
I am the girl, you know I lie, I lie and lie
I'm Miss World, somebody kill me
Kill me pills
No one cares, my friends
My friend
I'm Miss World, watch me break and watch me burn
No one is listening, my friend
Now I've made my bed, I'll lie in it
I've made my bed, I'll die in it
I've made my bed, I'll lie in it
I've made my bed, I'll die in it
Cute girls watch when I eat ether
Suck me under
Maybe forever, my friend
Now I've made my bed, I'll lie in it
I've made my bed, I'll die in it
I've made my bed, I'll cry in it
I've made my bed, I'll lie in it
1:42
Written By Hole
Performed By Hole
Located On "Pretty On The Inside"
Lyrical Copy By Kiran Parghi
We're rolling you guys
Hey...whoa...hey why are you
Whoa you why are you
Why...whoa yah
Sit back down sit back down
Sit back down Switch yah ahh so so
Shit this is hell shit it's hell
Music: Love, Corgan, Erlandson Lyrics: Love
Put me up above the boy
The one I love I should destroy
My sweet tooth has burned a hole
Forget about it all
He hit so hard
I saw stars
He hit so hard
I saw God
He's cold give him a candycoat
He can't swim but he can float
One by one they all fall down
I look at him and drown
He hit so hard
I saw stars
He hit so hard
I saw God
He's so candy my downfall
Melts in my mouth, 'til he's nothing at all
This keeps me, I can't sleep
He rages to be true
He hit so hard
I saw stars
He hit so hard
I saw God
Oh, man, he hit so hard
I saw stars
He hit so hard
You look good in my dress
I'll get your friends to clean the mess
You look good in my clothes
I can feel you where the doctor goes
My beautiful son
I know
He had ribbons in his hair
And lipstick was everywhere
You look good in my dress
My beautiful son
I know
You're burried like me
You're burried
I know
You see the cripple dance
Pay your money, baby
Now's your chance
Eyes like cyanide
I am so dumb
Just beam me up
I've had it all forever
I've had enough
Remember, you promised me
I'm dyin', I'm dyin' please
I want to, I need to be
Under your skin
Our love is quicksand
So easy to drown
They steal the gravity, yeah
From movin' ground
Remember, you promised me
I'm dyin', I'm dyin' please
I want to, I need to be
Under your skin
And now I understand
You leave with everything
You leave with everything, I am
Memory
And now I know that love is dead
You've come to bury me
There's nothin' left here to pretend
Anything
Remember, you promised me
I'm dyin', I'm dyin' please
I'm want so, I need to be, ah
Under your skin
And I'm dyin', I'm dyin' please
I'm dyin', I'm dyin' please
I'm dyin', I'm dyin' please
I'm under your skin
Music: Love, Erlandson, Auf Der Maur, Schemel Lyrics: Love
It's the emptiness that follows you down
It's the ache inside when it all burns out
It's poisonous it muscles it aches
It's everything you had when it breaks
It's the emptiness that's all you have left
Too terrified of your frozen breath
It's a bitter mouth it's buttered and knived
It's the awful truth you fight for your life
It might as well it might as well hurt
It might as well it might as well
I went down to rescue you
I went all the way down
Fill your hungry wretched life
Here they come it's closing time
It's the bitter root it's twisted inside
It's the heart you used to have when it died
It's the emptiness it poisons it lies
It's everything that you'll never find
It might as well it might as well hurt
It might as well it might as well
I went down for the remains
Sort through all your blurs and stains
Take your rapture blister burns
Stand in line it's not your turn
All dressed in red, always the bride
Off with her head, all dressed in white
Off with her head
I went down to rescue you
I went all the way down
I went down for the remains
Sort through all your blurs and stains
Ooh, I will follow you
Anytime anywhere
Ooh, I will come for you
It'll come down and look you in the eye
The way you're gonna go with no place to die
The water breaks like turpentine
I sit dead in the sacrifice
You getta watch, you getta watch
Now you getta watch me die
Bless my body and bless my soul
Rip it in turpentine
See you standing- whatever for
All the dolls they're like an old whore
Who really knows where the ruby ride
I see all the sick reflections in your ruby eyes
And I know all you devils by your Christian names
And I know all you bitches by your Christian names
I getta watch, I getta watch
Now I getta watch you die
Bless my body and bless my soul
Rip it in turpentine
Put your head up over your leg
Count backwards from infinity
Eat the rose and the dirt it grows in
Hey, I don't even know what hole that's supposed to go in
Now you're mad and you're snubbing me
Stinks of metal in the junky tree
You getta watch, you getta watch
Now you getta watch me die
Bless my body, bless my soul
Rip it in turpentine
Put your leg up over your head
I better walk you to your suicide
'Cos you fear maybe hold down suicide
I cease to exist on the Christmas list
I cease to exist in your disease
I lie right down baby give it to me
I lie right down
Shut up, I hear you
Only miles away
I never trusted you
I only want to stay
The only rape I know
Is happening so true
The only rape I know
album - "Pretty on the Inside"
song - "Teenage Whore"
When I was a teenage whore
My mother aked me
She said, "Baby, what more?
I give you plenty. What do you want more?
Baby, why are you a teenage whore?"
I said, "I feel so all alone and I, I wish I could die."
See the things you put me through and I, I wish I could die.
When I was a teenage whore
The rain came down like it never did before
I pay good money not to be ignored
Then why am I a teenage whore?
I've seen your repulsion and it looks real good on you
Tonight....what you put me through
Out of my house
Get out of my house
Get out of my house
Get out of my house
When I was a teenage whore
My mother asked me
She said, "Baby, what more?
I give you plenty. What do you want more?
Baby, why are you a teenage whore?"
I've seen your repulsion and it looks real good on you
I dont want to live what you had, you have put me through
I wanted that shirt and I, I wanted those pants
It's all that I put me through and I, I never had a...
Skinny little bitch
Staring at the mirror
in your desperation to disappear
And you would be oh so dumb to fuck with me
'Cause baby you're much too young to end up with me
Your bedroom walls are fallin' down
Everyone can see you now
Your bedroom walls [suffer cheap?]
You lie, you lie alone
You lie alone, you never sleep
How you never sleep
Skinny little bitch
prayin to the lord
Praying for some salvation
'Cause she's just so bored
in my fire sex horror cheap drugs hell
And all the things you'll never live to tell
You will never see the light
I'll just obscure it out of spite
You're just a nasty piece of work
Come, come on baby, come on baby let it burn
Oh baby does it hurt
Born of foul creation
Born of sour milk
and cocaine filth
You stabbed your heel on broken glass
So I could kick your scrawny ass
And all the drugs and all the burns
What a nasty
What a nasty
Nasty piece of work
Oh baby does it hurt
Oh baby just go slower
Oh baby just go lower
(Unrest)
You know I want you
You know I want to fuck you all the time
I want to kiss you
I want to fuck you
Yes, she is my
Yes, she is my skinhead girl
Yes, she is my skinhead
Yes, she is my skinhead girl
See that girl, that girl is true
Fuck fucking on sandy beaches
Kiss kissing all over the place and
I'll watch your face and
Oh no I love his face
Yes, she is my skinhead girl
Yes, she is my skinhead
Yes, she is my skinhead girl
See that girl, that girl is true
You look better than
You look better than the face of God
On a funny day
And I don't mind
I can feel it now
I want to fuck you all the time
Yes, she is my skinhead girl
Yes, she is my skinhead
Yes, she is my skinhead girl
See that girl, that girl is true
I'm ready for sex
But waiting for love
Yes, she is my skinhead girl
Yes, she is my skinhead
Yes, she is my skinhead girl
See that girl, she's gonna own the world
I'm ready ready for sex
When I look out my window
Many sights to see
And when I look in my window
So many different people to be
And it's strange, so strange
You've got to pick up every stitch
You've got to pick up every stitch
You've got to pick up every stitch
Oh, no, must be the season of the witch
Must be the season of the witch, yeah
Must be the season of the witch
When I look over my shoulder
What do you think I see?
Some other cat looking over
His shoulder at me
And he's strange, sure he's strange
You've got to pick up every stitch
You've got to pick up every stitch
Punkers are out to make it rich
Oh, no, must be the season of the witch
Must be the season of the witch, yeah
Must be the season of the witch
You've got to pick up every stitch
The rabbit's running in the ditch
Punkers are out to make it rich
Oh, no, must be the season of the witch
Must be the season of the witch
Must be the season of the witch
When I go
When I look out my window
What do you think I see?
And when I look in my window
So many different people to be
And it's strange, sure it's strange
You've got to pick up every stitch
You've got to pick up every stitch
The rabbit's running in the ditch
Oh, no, must be the season of the witch
Must be the season of the witch, yeah
Must be the season of the witch
When I go
When I go
Music: Love, Erlandson, Auf Der Maur, Zadorozny, Caffey Lyrics:
Love
Love hangs herself
With the bedsheets in her cell
Threw myself on fires for you
10 good reasons to stay alive
10 good reasons that I can't find
Oh, give me a reason to be beautiful
So sick in his body, so sick in his soul
Oh, give me one reason to be beautiful
Oh, and everything I am
Love hates you
I live my life in ruins for you
And for all your secrets kept
I squashed the blossom and the blossom's
dead
Oh, give me a reason to be beautiful
So sick in his body, so sick in his soul
Oh, and I will make myself so beautiful
Oh, and everything I am
Miles and miles of perfect skin
I swear I do, I fit right in
My love burns through everything
I cannot breathe
Miles and miles of perfect sin
I swear, I said, I fit right in
I fit right in your perfect skin
I cannot breathe
Hey, baby, take it all the way...down
Hey, baby, taste me anyway
Oh, you were born
So pretty oh summerbabe
We'll never know...
And fading like a rose
Give me a reason to be beautiful
So sick in his body, so sick in his soul
I'll give you my body, just sell me your soul
Oh, and everything I am will be bought
and sold
Oh, and everything I am will turn hard
and cold
And they say in the end
You'll get bitter just like them
And they steal your heart away
When the fire goes out you better learn
to fake
It's better to rise than fade away.....
Hey you were right
Named a star for your eyes
Did you freeze did you weep
Turn to gold, baby, sleep
Hey honey mine
I was there all the time
And I weep at your feet
(Kurt Cobain)
Throughout you know the same
Every night you know her name
No one knows you by your name
You've been raped still, just the same
I'm on my time and everyone's
I have very bad posture
Sit and drink pennyroyal tea
Distill the life that's inside of me
Sit and drink pennyroyal tea
I'm anemic royalty
Give me a Leonard Cohen after world
So I can't sigh eternally
I'm a liar and a thief
I'm so tired I can't sleep
Sit and drink pennyroyal tea
I'm anemic royalty
I'm on warm milk and laxatives
Cherry flavored antacids
Sit and drink pennyroyal tea
Distill the life that's inside of me
Sit and drink pennyroyal tea
I'm anemic royalty
I'm a liar and a thief
I'm so tired I can't sleep
Sit and drink pennyroyal tea
I knew a boy, he came from the sea
He was the only boy who ever knew the truth about me
I'm overwhelmed and undersexed
Oh baby what did you expect?
I'm over rod and so disgraced
And too ashamed to show my face
And they're coming to take me away
What I want I will never have
I'm on the Pacific Coast Highway
With your gun in my hands
I knew a boy, he left me so ravaged
Do you even know the extense of the damage?
My dirty lips, oh secrets dies
In between the sheets and the promises that kept me from your eyes
I'm bloody and so darling bow
I don't know what to do with my hands now
I surrender, I give in
I'll kick down your door if you don't let me in
And I lost myself completely
I look to you my shooting star
I'm on the Pacific Coast Highway
My God how did you fall so far?
Your whole world is in my hands
Your whole wide world is in my hands
Your whole world is in my hands
Your whole wide world is in my hands
I'm out there dying for you, baby
And I got your blood on my hands
Your whole world is in my hands
Your whole wide world is in my hands
Your whole world is in my hands
Your whole wide world is in my hands
And you know I'm drowning
And you know I'm drowning
And you know I'm drowning
And you know I'm drowning
Music: Erlandson Lyrics: Love
And I cry and no one can hear
Inhale
The blinded eyes that see
The chaos
Bring the pitiful to me
Even though I'm wide-awake, I will,
& blackest night & I wait for you
It's cold in here there's no one left
& I wait for you
& nothing stops it happening
& I knew, I'd cherish all my misery alone
And I wait staring at the Northern Star
I'm afraid it won't lead me anywhere,
He's so cold he will ruin the world tonight
All the angels kneel into the Northern Lights
Kneel into the frozen lights
And they paid, I cry and cry for you
Ghosts that haunt you with their sorrow
I cried 'cause you were doomed
Praying to the wound that swallows
All that's cold and cruel
Can you see the trees, charity and gratitude,
They run to the pines
It's black in here blot out the sun
& run to the pines
Our misery runs wild and free
& I knew, the fire and the ashes of his
grace...
And I wait staring at the Northern Star
I'm afraid it won't lead you very far
He's so cold he will win the world tonight
All the angels kneel into the frozen lights
Feel their hearts they're cold and white
And I want you
And blessed are the broken
And I beg you
No loneliness, no misery is worth you
Oh tear his heart out cold as ice it's mine
And I wait praying to the Northern Star
I'm afraid it won't lead you anywhere
He's so cold raining on the world tonight
All the angels kneeling to the Northern Lights
And I pray begging to the Northern Star
I'm afraid it won't lead you anywhere
He's so cold he will rule the world tonight
All the angels kneeling to the Northern Lights
Kneeling to the frozen lights
Feel their hearts they're cold as ice.....
Just do it baby
Well I fucking will
You got nothing left but time
Time left to kill
Just do it baby
You got nothing left
There is nothing left of you but
What I possess
My Messiah's lost
Rose up from the mud
He wanted everything
Every drop of my blood
Just do it baby
It feels so good
You know nothing of possession
And I don't think you could
No No No No No
No No No No No
Just do it bitch
You little punk
When I come at you
You will wish you were at a bar
He hit me and it felt like a kiss
He hit me but it didn't hurt me
He couldn't stand to hear me say
That I'd been with someone new
And when I told him I had been untrue
He hit me and it felt like a kiss
He hit me and I knew he loved me
Cause if he didn't care for me
I could have never made him mad
He hit me and I was glad
Baby won't you stay...
He hit me and it felt like a kiss
He hit me and I knew I loved him
Cause when he took me in his arms
With all the tenderness there is
He hit me and he made me feel
Baby won't you stay...
When I went to school
When I went to school
When I went to school in Olympia
Well everyone's the same
What do you do with a revolution?
When I went to school in Olympia
And everyone's the same
We look the same
We talk the same
Well, don't you please make me real fuck you
Make me sick, fuck you
Make me real, fuck you
When I went to school in Olympia
Everyone's the same
And so are you, in Olympia
Everyone's the same
We look the same
We talk the same
We even fuck the same
When I went to school in Olympia
Don't you please make me real, come on
Make me sick, come on
Make me real, yeah yeah yeah
Do it for the kids
Do it for the kids
Do it for the kids
Do it for the kids
Do it, do it, do it, do it
Do it for the kids
When I went to school in Olympia
Here comes a sign in the form of a girl
She's the finest, sweetest thing in the world ah
Take you to Heaven tonight
I feel the horses coming galloping
In the summer end
Take you to Heaven tonight, ah
'Cause I love you for what you are
I'll gallop to you
Tonight, tonight I will ride
I'll give it to you
We'll go to Heaven tonight
Tonight
I don't know why?
Out on the road, I couldn't wait
Oh baby, I was afraid
Headed for Heaven tonight, ah
I'll go to Heaven tonight
I feel the horses coming galloping
I will never grow old
I'll go to Heaven tonight, ah
Because I love you, for what you are
I'll gallop to you
Tonight, tonight I will ride
I'll bow down to you
We'll go to Heaven tonight
Tonight
I can't believe that I could be happy
Summer will come again, I could be happy
Oh, stop your cryin', you could be happy
Go to Heaven when you make me happy
Here comes a kiss that I never had
Nothing feels like this
Headed for Heaven tonight, ah, ah
I love you
Here comes a storm in the form of a girl
She's the finest, sweetest thing in the world, ah
I'll go to Heaven tonight, for what you are
I'll gallop to you
Tonight, tonight I will ride
I'll bow down to you
We'll go to Heaven tonight
Tonight
Tonight
Tonight
Music: Love, Erlandson, Auf Der Maur Lyrics: Love
Oh the boys on the radio
They crash and burn
They fold and fade so slow
In your endless summer night
I'll be on the other side
When you're beautiful and dying
All the world that you've denied
When the water is too deep
You can close your eyes and really sleep
Tonight
Your beauty blinds
If I let you in, under my skin
And risen every angel slain
I know what you are running to
Please come back, oh, come back again
I hear the truth
It's coming from you
Oh come back, won't come back again
In your endless summer night
I'll be on the other side
When the water is too deep
I will ease your suffering
When the glitter fades in morning
Turn away and you will find my empty eyes
Your beauty blinds
I know that you are rotten to the core
I know that you don't love me anymore