Blogger and author Constance Hall is acutely aware of the irony in loathing the exact medium that created her: the internet.
But the paradox doesn't end there, because without the internet the 33-year-old wouldn't have become Australia's highest selling author last year, selling a staggering 150,000 of her book Like a Queen. What is more even remarkable, she doesn't have a book distributor and every single copy was sold online.
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Constance Hall talks about life in the spotlight
The Australian blogger has become a global success with over a million Facebook likes, but it hasn't changed her personality.
The mother-of-four only had a couple of thousand Facebook followers in late 2015, when she wrote a hilarious and uncomfortable post about parental sex on her blog The Not So Secret Life of Us.
Since then the heavily tattooed 'rock mum' has been thrust kicking and screaming into the international spotlight and now has more than one million fans, which she dubs "Queens".
Even Hollywood celebrities like Ashton Kutcher and Ellen DeGeneres are fans of her blogs.
"It sucks that I built my whole career on the internet and I hate the internet," she told WAtoday over a bowl of veggie nachos at the Little Creatures beer hall in Fremantle.
"I know the internet is just full of a---holes and that's the way it is.
"Everyone on the internet now hates me. In the beginning it was cool to like me because no one knew who I was. And now everyone knows who I am so it's cool to hate me."
Despite people warning her about the perils of the tall poppy syndrome, even Ms Hall was shocked by the deluge of hate towards her.
She has been left battered and bruised after getting attacked by fellow bloggers on Facebook. And she was dragged into a notorious blackface controversy after a woman posted a photo on Ms Hall's Facebook page of her son dressed up as Eagles ruckman Nic Naitanui with a black wig and his skin painted brown for Book Week.
"There are quite a few well-known bloggers that have had a go at me in the last month publicly because they wan't a reaction because it's a really big way to build up their following," she said.
"I want to stand up for myself then I remind myself to just ignore them."
It's not just the keyboard warriors Ms Hall has to deal with.
She said the most challenging aspect of 'fame' is her loss of anonymity.
"You can't be anonymous anymore," she laughed.
"If you want to have a s--t in the public toilet, you can't just be that anonymous person who just had that s--t that really stank in the toilet.
"You are now Constance Hall, you did a really bad s--t and everyone knows you did it," she said giggling.
"That's annoying now I have to sit in the toilet till everyone's out."
Ms Constance's rapid-fire speech is not rehearsed or measured and she rarely takes a breath before swiftly delivering another mixture of thoughts, idea and laments.
The only time her language comes to a standstill is when she launches into a high-pitched cackle that sounds like a kookaburra slightly sozzled on red wine.
She is unashamedly enjoying life and stops our interview on a number of occasions as people ask for a selfie with her.
"I love it... they are all really friendly," she said,
"Sometimes when you are online for too long, you think the world is f----d. And people just want to war all the time. But when you do the public stuff people are beautiful."
Despite the media and online trolls pestering her about how many books she has sold, the author has been reluctant to talk sales until now.
The confronting, honest and bloody funny book explores everything from motherhood to anxiety, body image and depression.
Even though she has sold more than 150,000 copies she was quick to acknowledge that a dollar from every book sold went to a charity in Kenya called Rafiki Mwema, which houses young girls who have been abused.
She raised more than $200,000 last year which went towards building a home for the children that was dubbed 'Queen's Castle.'
"I said to them when I was writing the book I would really like to donate a dollar a book, what is something you guys really need more money for," she said.
"And they said we've just opened the doors to boys as well and they wanted to build another house on the farm.
"They told me they need a 150 grand so we just reached it.
"I was on the phone to them yesterday saying we can start building which is just f----n' brilliant."
Ms Hall is aware fame is fleeting and isn't fazed it could all come to a screeching halt at any moment.
"Last year was hype, hype, hype," she said. "This year I feel like I'm creating a career for myself and I'm happy for the hype to go away because when there is hype all the hate follows.
"I never wanted to be on a pedestal I just wanted to do what I do."
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