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She revealed eight years ago that she had a long-term incestuous relationship with her father (John Philips, pictured together center), singer of The Mamas and the Papas . And now Mackenzie Phillips, 57, is opening up about the long-lasting impact the bombshell revelation has had on her family. In excerpts from Phillips' new book, Hopeful Healing: Essays on Managing Recovery and Surviving Addiction, the actress reveals some of her family members still blame her for the abuse. One relative even dis-invited her from a birthday party, as Phillips' explained: 'Another family member was angered that I might attend, and I was told she was just not willing to forgive me yet.' Phillips, who has struggled with drug addiction in the past, is now a drug rehab counselor at Breathe Life Healing Center.