'I'm a better mum after my postnatal struggle': Hayden Panettiere

Panettiere in red carpet mode.
Panettiere in red carpet mode. 

Actress Hayden Panettiere says overcoming her battle with postnatal depression has made her a better mother to her daughter Kaya.

The star went public with her personal issues in late 2015, almost a year after welcoming her first child with boxer fiance Wladimir Klitschko.

She took a leave of absence from the country music TV drama Nashville to seek professional help, and underwent a second stint in rehab last year.

Hayden Panettiere in a photo shared on Twitter.
Hayden Panettiere in a photo shared on Twitter.  Photo: Twitter

Panettiere says she is now "stronger" than ever before.

Recalling how she identified her problem, she told US breakfast show Good Morning America, "You feel off, you don't feel like yourself."

"Women are so resilient, and that's the incredible thing about them, and I think I'm all the stronger for [battling postnatal depression]," she continued. "I think I'm a better mum because of it because you never take that connection for granted."

The 27-year-old found art imitating her life as her Nashville character, Juliette Barnes, went through a similar situation onscreen. While the role was emotionally draining for Panettiere, she admits acting out her TV alter ego's issues helped her process her own struggles.

She said, "I think it helped me identify what was going on and to let women know that it's okay to ask for help and it's okay to have a moment of weakness and it doesn't make you a bad person, doesn't make you a bad mother."

Now Panettiere is "feeling fabulous" and she is thankful to be back on Nashville, after the show was initially cancelled by bosses at US network ABC. The series' fifth season was picked up by chiefs at cable channel CMT (Country Music Television) and began airing in the US in December.

"I'm so glad to be back playing Juliette," she gushed. "Everything that she's been through, it was like a hazard sign in the road, and she made me stronger. I feel like she's like a phoenix: she crashes and burns, and then she rises from the ashes, and she always takes the lesson and becomes stronger for it, so we have that in common, I think."

And Panettiere is also enjoying life at home with little Kaya, who is already following in her dad's sporting footsteps by showing off her skiing skills at the age of two.

"I was just with her in Austria and she's skiing now!" the proud mum laughed. "She has no fear ... she would go straight into a wall if you let her!"

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