Everyday she wallows in her dream
Pacing back and forth with nothing in between
The devastated girl has given up.
The boy has fallen to the feet of luck,
But tells her with a slight smile
It's just a virus
She laid on him
And I can't touch it
It's buried in
And its all for nothing
This web of you
Is just a cycle of abuse.
Since you said its fine I might believe.
Dirty girls are easy to deceive
A penny for your thoughts
Or just to take your clothes off
I'd rather dull the pain
Than stand out in the rain
to catch the Virus
That seems to be
The undercurrent of my insanity
The lowest layer that has been fused
Beneath my cycle of abuse
It's just a virus
He says to me
It's not quite the prison you make it out to be
Too bad you're dying, too bad but true
Wrong side up
How I like to be
In my comfortable highchair of agony
And from here things are looking pretty fucked up.
Wrong side up.
Buried in here somewhere is the reason
Maybe I don't care enough to find it
Just to appease you would be wrong
Just to write another song
Forgive this hole that is my heart that's had enough
Wrong side up
If you were not, would I still be?
Now inside the ground a victim of this age
A little bit of nothing goes a long way.
Maybe I'll find what's right now that I'm
Crazy getting silly with a fat old man and his alligator hands so cold
Rubbin me down with a toothless frown
Says he'd give 20 dollars to shoot his load
Schizophrenic Simon with his crack jaw hacksaw dirty motherfucker look
Everybody wants some
Blood from babies
Street cracked daisies
Get em at the dollar store.
Gia is forever
All paper clipped together
With her Christ magazines and smoke stained teeth
Totally high
Ready to die
Everything that I love turns to smoke.
It billows out from nothing
Laughing at my cries
Holding the charred remains of the last dirty joke
As if they know how it died
Everyone I that I've loved has turned to smoke
They come in single file and exit two by two
As if they knew what was to come
That I'm happier in the rain than the sun
And now every day that has come has turned to smoke
Still I hesitate to ask the great above what I have done
As it crashes through my system
Creation laughs at one
With nothing but
Dark isolation binds us.
We're all twisted up in clouds
Hellbound
The sky is falling down.
The beast inside of all of us
Is dying to get out
To stealthily kill and live within the trust that we give it.
There's the beast inside of all of us
Let it be let out now
Let it roam free among us.
The sky is falling down.
There can we stop?
Just for a moment
Look at the ocean
Don't look up.
The sky is falling down.
There If we are blessed to witness it again
For the betterment of man
All we can do is cherish the sound.
And the ants go marching on
Through the hills they sing their song
For the good of the world they carry on
But when the winter comes my darlings where will you go?
I built a little shelter for your hearts in my backyard.
Man kills man
Man kills god
Man kills everything that he can get his hands on
Governments are planning their next bombing masquerade
Who will do it first and when they do who will get paid
Man kills man
Man kills god
Man kills everything that he can get his hands on
Perhaps a single word before the sun begins to rustâ¦
Every one is moving
Everyone is floating around
Into with confusion
Never to be found out again.
Once I found the reason
But lost it in a place I cant find
To a world that I don't like
And I'm quick to assume but never to ask
Will we ever go back to Salvia Path?
And its cold where the living don't go
And everyone is moving
But everyone is safe in the ground
And the scene is a perfect photograph
The sun has set
The ground is cold and wet
And I still haven't left
And time she let us rest
For long enough
But we're growing up
Things are different
You used to listen
Isn't it strange
How can we go on like this?
Flies in the dark
Looking for a spark
But something's gotta give
'Cause if it won't change
How can we go on like this?
How can I live?
It's just a dream
It's just a silhouette
That hasn't happened yet
But the earth is moving fast
And if I'm gone before the dawn
Take all that there was
And make it live
Isn't it strange
How can we go on like this?
Flies in the dark
Looking for a spark
But something's gotta give
Cause if it won't change
how can we go on like this
How can I live?
Cause it's just another moment
I could've played the game
I could've done without this
But I didn't.
So why can't I acknowledge
The more things change
The more they stay the same.
Isn't it strange
How can we go on like this?
Flies in the dark
Looking for a spark
But something's gotta give
Cause if I won't change
How can it go on like this
( Instrumental )
( Instrumental )
So a red paper bag broke my heart today
No one knows that it came form your hands
The blood is still perched by the third letter form the right
The red paper bag has been tucked away
Safe from supply and demand
but if I dare delight in its beauty I might just keep dying again and again
So the red paper bag tries to call to me
As I tear drowns an ant on the floor
I suppose it is worse to indulge in a curse than to fight
But I'm just abot dead from this tradgedy
Or am I she says with a grin
I find out what its worth just by finding out how much it hurts
And the state I'm in.
I'll just pu the two corners together
My soul plays a grave for the night
As I bury my head in the pillows he says
All that I wanted today was to be let out
And I'm so tired of these cages
I'd like to burn them all down.
Why can't you separate your mind?
Why can't you separate your mind?
We could call this paradise.
You can call it what you want.
And I'm feeling all these pains inside my head that I could do without
And they are messing up my guidance system
Blocking out the signal route
Why can't we separate our minds?
Why can't we separate our minds?
We could call this paradise.
We can call it what we want
Paradise.
It should be in, then out.
Not the other way around,
I found God
It isn't what you thought it was
it's just as empty as the cause.
You can call it what you want.
But if we separate our minds
Separate our minds
We could call this paradise
If we can separate our minds
Then we can separate these lines
Separate our minds
I'm kind of in a watercolor wasteland
The place you go to bow and pay the toll
A never-ending system of abrasions
Only there to control
The way you suck me up into a nightmare
The dirty way you cut me with a smile
I hate to admit how I love when you give it to me.
In the red
Crying out
At the edge
Looking down
Every single minute takes an hour
When you're in the power of the beast
There's hate breeding hatred inside of my head
And there's not that much left to be said
In the red
Crying out
At the edge
Looking down
When you've fallen below all the shit you've been fed
And you feel like your gonna go mad
( Instrumental )
( Instrumental )
( Instrumental )
Halfway gone
Can't find the path
You've fallen off
There's this place in me for you
Elements of me
I see in twos
Me looking back at you
And there's this place in me
To light this perfect dream.
I hear the reverie
Please don't apologize
You'll be immortalized
In the weight of this melody
In the daze of my perfect dream
The alien boys are here today
Clicking their heels behind me
Chatter boy toys
They couldn't find me
I'm floating above
I wanted to show you the milk of the moon
But you couldn't get past my name
If there is life in this room I invite you to leave
Never come back again
They come from the dark
And hide right behind the sun
In beams of the dead they travel
They travel too far.
To tear me up
To break me down
To put me into the lion's mouth
To tear me up
you broke me down
You put me into the lion's mouth
And I want you to know.
You tore me up
You broke me down
My sapphire stone
You lie above
I'm wandering in sunlight love
We're fireflies, we're not alone
If we should come to rest
In the palm of heaven's hand
Then may we know the
Sand we lie upon
If we should come to rest
In the palm of heaven's hand
And out of many there
Return to one
Your fragile soul
Is tired enough
So move on slow we never stop
Your crypt of light, yet to be known
If we should come to rest
In the palm of heaven's hand
Then may we know the
Sand we lie upon
If we should come to rest
In the palm of heaven's hand
And out of many there
Return to one
When all is hurt
Be fit to fall
As rain on earth
When all is hurt
Be fit to fall
As rain on earth
Home will call
When all is hurt
Be fit to fall
As rain on earth
When all is hurt
Be fit to fall
As rain on earth
Home will call
If we should come to rest
In the palm of heaven's hand
Then may we know the
Sand we lie upon
If we should come to rest
In the palm of heaven's hand
And out of many there
I fashioned this ribbon from my own velvet tears.
I melted these flowers just to make you a ring.
Adorned with this madness, you scream in the dark.
Perhaps it is this then that sets us apart.
Your beauty was potent, I choke at the thought.
Your hair streams from ivy, your eyes, crystalline stars.
Your beautiful nightmares, you see them as art.
Perhaps it is this then that sets us apart.
Tied up my veins for that bow in your hair.
And I took blame for pain that was already there.
But when you reach the last stretch you crawl back to the start.
Perhaps it is this then that sets us apart.
Can you feel?
Do you know the shallow ground that holds that beautiful piece of your heart,
That I never got to kiss? And now all I do is miss,
Please come in the back door, Close it behind you,
I won't ever tell them you're here.
Me? I like the trapdoors, the keeping of a secret.
Your affinity for deepness pulls me down.
Sexual animals.
Come inside of me just enough to hurt this body.
I know that you know how.
Come inside of me you know it's exactly what I need.
So careful where you're touching, I'm not ready yet.
What is there to catch you if the safety net has ripped.
Wide-eyed you look me over, unbuttoning my skin.
I take a deep breath in.
Sexual animals.
Crawl inside of me just enough to hurt this body.
I know that you know how.
Come inside of me you know it's exactly what I need.
Your entourage is waiting by the car while I sit here bonding with some brand new scars.
Lets kiss goodbye, close your eyes. "Sleep" he said, you're already dead.
Sexual Animals.
Come inside of me just enough to hurt this body.
What can you do when the poison in your veins starts to rot?
Pounding doors? They are whores when yourself is all you've got.
But I still see the green, yes I still see that green,
and it makes me want to scream.
So a break in command starts causing flies,
but a flowing backward motion brings it back.
This thing in my perception has left us here to bleed,
and it makes me want to scream.
Rest assured little pigs, You can snort your way into heaven,
I'll assign the rooms, you just count your sheep.
A little fairy pricked just tonight,
she said, "one wish is granted for the girl who hates the world."
So I gave her all my money in a jar of broken dreams,
I gave her all my screams.
So rest assured you little pigs. All little piggies go to heaven.
I'll mobilize the souls, you just count your sheep.
Is anyone here listening? Human or undead.
Is anger just our nourishment? Our piece of daily bread?
Cause it's all a part of feeling of ripping out your weeds,
Take your feet and walk away.
You're no longer welcome.
Some little voice inside of me said take your feet and walk away.
Count to ten.
Take it slow.
It's as though it's no one's fault at all.
Don't turn around.
If you do there will be hell to pay...
Just walk away.
Walk away.
How did I hurt you?
Let me make it all ok
Before we part and we believe that this was all there was to say.
Will you be guest?
Make the change.
It's as though it's no one's fault at all
Put on your walking shoes
See you the next time you pass through the next time I will have to ask you to...
Walk away.
And I never said this would be easy
I can hardly stand.
We just keep
Spinning around
Spinning around it
I wish you well.
You can take your bow.
I'll take what's left of me now...
I have seen the devil in his swing
Laughing at me from behind the wall
I hear footsteps by the door
But I can’t answer
All is not in vain
And I once had a dream
That we were paid in dust and miracles
All is full of trust
And all is waking up
Seek not to self-destruct
We can be more than what we are
If we choose to
Laughing are the faces that I see
There’s more than what was once behind me
If I can cherish my belief that we are made of
More than what we know
All is not in vain
Then the devil grew his wings
This angel came and said to him
All things come that only fade away
Yet all is possible
All is full of trust
And all is waking up
Seek not to self-destruct
We can be more than what we are
Come undo me gently
For I am sure to rust
Don’t you cry
And don’t you worry
Cause all that’s been is done
If you should find
That the cost of your freedom
Has climbed way too high
And you’d pay for a reason
To be alive
Flat spin on re-entry
Dizzy glazed unfixed
I can’t take the horn of plenty
The eagle bangs his wing
If you should find that the cost of your freedom
Has climbed way too high
And you’d pay for a reason
To be alive
If you should find
That the cost of your freedom
Has climbed way too high
And you’d pay for a reason
To be alive
If you should find
that the cost of your wisdom
seems to deny everything that you wished for
All the voices quiet
They don’t see me
Things feel kind of quiet
When we’re empty
Not everything is something to hide
Just stay alive
Too much confusion is happening
Too much illusion to purify
Blink you shall see
Not in need
Things change clean
We are just a paradigm
Not everything is something to hide
Not everything is something to hide
Just stay alive
Real things deceive
Twisting seeds over me
Watching faces in the night
Lean close to body to steal the light
Not everything is something to hide
The outside opens
Behind the ground.
I'm coming down through the Nexus.
And I see flurries
Of energy
And I see visions of Damascus
Of our last kiss
I'm coming down through the nexus
I thought I'd buried the hatchet
Between the moons of aria.
Then I became your reaction to us.
And I couldn't give it up.
Lets suppose you were
Just the answer for
What I was looking for
What I had lost before
What I've been searching for all this time.
Just in case the world rejects us.
Mercury
I see visions of galaxies
Where you are is where I'll be someday.
And you puzzle me
Am I made of you?
Are you made of me?
Cause I'm so confused
Mercury.
How you gaze into me
With your vast display of constancy
You enchant me, mercury.
I have found something in your eyes
That you have found in mine, mercury
We don't have time, mercury.
Everyone has their day
But I pray
Our worlds collide
And form strength tonight
Mercury.
Mercury
I see visions of galaxies
Where you are is where I'll be someday.
Just another piece of history
All’s externally cold
Graciously following
Have I lost control?
Who did I used to be?
I’m a better soul
Than I used to be
I’m a better soul
All is glitter not gold
And I am not anything
When all lays still
Belies the sting
I’m a better soul
Than I used to be
I’m a better soul (know what you’ve received)
Than I used to be (know what you’re giving)
Who we are
Who we love
What we want to stay close to
If we learn what we are not
The very thing we try to hold onto
Forgive a lie
What is for sure
Only blind eyes know not what they’re looking for
If the road less travelled
Doesn’t lead me back to spring
I just have one thing
I’m dying
To let you know
How does it feel
To know you are
I can feel it in the trust
You’re the only one
Well isn’t it always something
To be allowed in grace
To live in what you do
Not what you say
How does it feel
To know you are
I can feel it in the trust
You’re the only one
I should say thank you
How does it feel
To know who you are
Don't chase ghosts, don't get too close,
Don't get caught, don't get spent
Don't get bought
Don't sell out, don't get bent
Don't fuck your best friend
If everything is just the way it should be
Why am I why am I still hungry
Be like Water
Don't be shy, don't shut your eyes
Don't get high
Expand your Mind.
Don't keep in touch, don't touch yourself
Don't ever want to be somebody else.
When everything is bad as it can be
Never be never be angry
Be like Water
Must be the answer you want
I'm not your slave
I'm not the one who burnt you out
Fucked you up and put you on
Broke you down
Ask someone else
To be that someone
I can't be that someone who can
Be like Water
The sky she asks for rain, and clouds they start to blend to one.
And words they seem to move the sun.
So often we are buried by the truth.
We sit here far removed. Wonder what will beâ¦after the Blue.
A patient girl she waits as violets start to cringe again.
The hollow moon she starts to bend,
And fractured pieces of her distant youth,
They fly above to soothe a heart that's seen the skyâ¦after the Blue.
How we like to tread on stars, treating them like stones.
Pretending they are sisters so we do not have to feel alone.
Seduced by friends of compromise I fight to find my nourishment.
Until I do, I'm not content.
For now I wear my sorrow very true.
This life is ending soon, For now I'm settled here.
But when I'm gone I'll come look beyond for youâ¦
Such is the cage that has been offered
Don’t hide your face away in melted corners
Shivering early now and often
I am the bird that beats inside the coffin
No cloud obscures this red yellow sun
And I lie alone quietly awake
I will never leave you in this hollow
But I am the bird whose wings you like to borrow
Little did I know you were the silence
No cloud obscures
This red yellow sun
And I lie
And I lie
No greater god
No greater tether
Our hell and our heaven
Always be together
No cloud obscures this red yellow sun
We're flowers, you and I.
We share a light.
I need you.
We're Orchids.
But I long to love you like flowers do
Just to feel your sweet perfume
I want you.
We're Orchids.
Will we never get to be?
Will I ever get to be?
Will I ever get to feel you in me?
The seeds lie unaltered
But on some planet, on some other moon.
We bloom still.
I love you.
Maryjane blinks her eyes
Quiet she withers at night
Haunted by what she believes
Maryjane catches tears
From the visions she hears
Loud as the love in her eye
Yeah, you asked her to stay
You said live for today
Then we will see
You’re not
You’re not alone
Baby please come come
Come on back home
Darling we are more than stones to throw
Where did you go
Where did you go
Where did you go
Maryjane
Maryjane is alright
Though she looks to the side
Avoiding the faces she sees
Still that black crow cries
Just a voice in the night
Maybe that’s what you were hearing
You’re not
You’re not alone
Baby please come come
Come on back home
Darling we are more than stones to throw
Where did you go
Where did you go
Where did you go
Maryjane
Maryjane catches tears from the visions she hears
Loud as the love in her eye
Maryjane disappeared after several years
Nobody knew
You’re not
You’re not alone
Baby please come come
Come on back home
Darling we are more than stones to throw
Where did you go
Where did you go
Where did you go
Like a Lioness
I'd like to get to know you
Let's take off our clothes
And Get Close.
There.
And how about I circle you
Like a Lioness.
Licking her paws
Use your hands.
Discover Me.
One kiss could lead us to Bliss.
Oh I love it when you go down
and I get wet
And fall apart
You inspire me.
Show me around your faded cup
Is it filled with more than dust
I used to be
Filled up like that
I may have forgotten
In the sacred haze
In the passing of our days
No one can take what you give me
No one can stop the sun from burning
No one can take what you give me
Levi
Flowing back down then rising up
This is the way we seem to be
Cold is the dream
That swallows us
Stillborn to being
And like the flame
We didn’t ask
No one can take what you give me
No one can stop the sun from burning
No one can take what you give me
Visions of loveliness
Visions of open hands
We're criss cross black dots
Hiding in the tree tops
Friend
Everybody looking with the same expression
Everybody looking with the same expression
Are you true Is it pure
Are you sure that you're there
Loved or gone
Crick crack
Just open the door
To the flood
Let it run wild
Let it run
So left choking on the beatury of a waking dream
Calling on the sky
Just to look less lonely
Everybody looking with the same expression
Everybody looking with the same expression
Are you true Is it pure
Are you sure that you're there
Loved or gone
Crick crack
Just open the door
To the flood
Let it run wild
Let it run
Everybody's busy looking down at the pavement
Seeing what I see
Are you true Is it pure
Are you sure that you're there
Loved or gone
Crick crack
Just open the door
To the flood
Let it run wild
I often dream of the ocean
Misty with salty perfume
As I take to the sea
The night goes with me
By the light of a crystalline moon
Into the great wide open
All of the stars become her
Into the great wide open space we gov
Out here I seek understanding
Just A place for myself in the whole
We have lost all control
A warm west wind blows
Let us go to explore the unknown.
Into the great wide open
All of the stars become her
Into the great wide open space we go
And I think I have found just the answer
But can you let it unfold?
When you can't live up to
The highest plateau
You can come with me
We can go
Into the great wide open
All of the starts become us
Into the great wide open space we go.
Into the great wide open
All of the stars become us
Into the great wide open space we go.
Half soul
I am waiting for
Your arrival when the wind blows in
Will I have the courage to let silence be
To feel anything
About this place we’re in
It isn’t Eden
There are times in life
When we just crumble
When fire leaves her singe
It is the real thing
Tattered daydreams graze
The unreal scenes that fill my days
Half Soul
I’ve been learning more
Our survival can be a trying thing
Will I have the courage to let silence be
To feel anything
About this place we’re in
It isn’t Eden
There are times in life
When we just crumble
When fire leaves her singe
It is the real thing
Tattered daydreams graze
The unreal scenes that fill my days
Will I have the courage to let silence be
To feel anything
On the street today
I saw happy faces playing
Behind black iron bars in spring
Are you hearing me
Is my voice carrying
I’m your guardian
Will you be the purpose that
Will lift me out and pull me back
I’m your guardian
And in the shatter light
I talk to you tonight
Because I cannot sleep again
There’s still much life to live
And we will take in all of it
I still have so much left for you
Where there once was a fight
Peace will sweetly blow
Carry on
Do as you will do
What’s it gonna take
These mirrors always breaking down
Resounding in the sound
Moving on
An easy thing to do
Glide as you would sail
The water never fails us
How?
In swollen beating eyes
We’re white lace strings of time
Best let the feather
Carry on
Do as you will do
Dance like you’re a child
And never bring the level
Down
Find beauty, bring it out
From blind and fading eyes
You are the one
Who must go on
Go and tell them
There could've been something better.
I don't have the answer
Beyond the wind
There lies a star
It's waiting for a world to start
No one can remember
We may not see December.
Are we enough
To end the sun?
Like my vision?
Ending in our self-destruction
Shattering our selfish prison.
What can we do?
History has taken over
The same mistake a million times
We're Buried in the dark forever
We may not see December.
There's blood beside the river,
There's murder in the minds of all of us
The sign has been delivered
There is no trust above
Only darkness in the things we love.
What can we do?
Now we have to start all over
The same mistake
A million times
And all the signs are moving so much closer
No one wants to live forever
Why do you fear change
You're folding in trust
And I'm trying to help you see
Your eyes so fixed and hollow
Only serve, to paralyze this dream
Go on, carry on, I'll be
Counting waves
Go on, carry on, I'll be
Counting waves
When you go near to the edge
You'll see the waters rise
The tide under this moonlit sky
Will pull you out, and take you into
Why do you fell shame
Isn't this love
Cause I'm trying to help you see
Can you not seek to follow
Can you not seek to know
The space between
Go on, carry on, I'll be
Counting waves
Fear not to last
This too shall pass
Love your days
When you go near to the edge
You'll see the waters rise
The tide under this moonlit sky
Will pull you out, and take you into
When everything's locked
And we're trying to find the key
Today is just a shadow
Of what tomorrow could be
Go on, carry on
Be strong
Counting waves
Fear not to last
This too shall pass
Love your days
When you go near to the edge
You'll see the waters rise
The tide under this moonlit sky
Will pull you out, and take you into
When you go near to the edge
You'll see the waters rise
The tide under this moonlit sky
Mr. Cripple man, do you still feel your hands?
The light you never fill, she's waiting by the door.
While atoms play around, you sit here to obstruct.
I never thought to think that what goes down does not come up.
We're hostage on the gravity train, just when we move forward we fall back again.
The sharpness of his nail, it hammers down the fold.
In all this time, we're just Running from the Whole.
Enter woman, girl.
Enter to your left, stage right.
The chaos it ensues, beneath the coating of your skin.
Her boa it constricts, the spotlight on a barren soul.
She needn't ask the stars just what it's like to feel star cold.
We're hostage on the gravity train. Just when we move forward we fall back again.
The sharpness of his nail, it hammers down the fold.
In all this time we're just Running from the Whole.
And when I leave again, I'll cycle through this atmosphere.
Past a marching band of souls, who scrape me with their human eyes.
A taste of bitter earth, I'll just bring with me a dollar's worth.
My face burns from the wind and it's time to shed my second skin.
We're hostage on this gravity train. Just when we move forward we fall back again.
The sharpness of his nail, it hammers down the fold.
Full of this stuff, just waiting for a sign.
Watching the years I am watching⦠the flowers die.
The spider within holding on by string,
Still I'm all alone hearing this circus type thing.
So ask what I think, I'll tell you I think that it's frightening.
All of these places to dance and yet we are still.
A weightless improbable force has come to enlighten,
But why should we listen if there's nothing in it to kill?
Often I'm hearing these questions my friend.
You're never quite hearing the sounds,
But thanks for the voices.
These sweet little voices, they follow me all the way down.
It seems that we dream hard for peaches and cream and their sweetness.
If we are what we eat then why are we not sweet ourselves?
And where's this Arcadian gateway once loved by Pandora?
Did she bring our demise or be true to the nature of self?
Often I'm seeing by goat-footed friend
And often I see him in you
Disguised as a song he campaigns for the end.
But a few were reserved for the truth.
A few were reserved for the truth.
I'm finding no comforting words from the priest, But I've found that each season can sing.
If she'd survived beyond winter she might've seen the spring,
A narrow sun
Is driven down
Your eyes have gone
I’m still in cloud
It goes beyond the flesh and blood
No hand can touch
The others
In dreaming
I see you
And you’re not shaking
Like you used to
In dreaming
I see you
And you’re not shaking
Like you used to
A narrow sun
Is driven down
Your eyes have gone
I remember our day at the Bombay Café, when I found out love ain't enough.
An old man at the bar tossing dreams into jars, said, "girl he ain't gonna show up."
And I stood there a mess and uncertain,
'Till he walked through the break in the curtain.
I said, "I knew you would come."
He said, "I can't love anyone.
Everything I am, and everything I do, just pulls me back to you."
I remember our day at the Bombay Café my hair getting soaked by the rain,
And your hand held my own till a river of stone pulled them apart at the veins.
But we fought it, you know, like the wind fights the snow.
But that's how everything goes.
I remember our day at the Bombay Café, most other things I can't recall,
And I can't recall just how I got here today,
Standing right over your grave.
He said, "I knew you would come."
I said, "I can't love anyone."
Cause I remember that day at the Bombay Café,
I've walked along the edge
I've seen my death
It came before my eyes and blinded by the light
I realized
Too long I've been without
The feeling of alive
Lost inside the fog
I've been
Lost inside my mind and I forgot that I am free.
I can be what I want to be.
Live.
Find the means.
Be what you want to be.
You can exist
Find your reality
Be what you wanna be.
Dancing on the shards
I found pain
I found The feeling of awake
Isn't it serene?
How we can behave?
Our paisley brains
Numb inside the daze
Can't we be?
Can't you be?
Be what you want to be
You can live
Find your reality
Be what you wanna be
Powered by illusions all around
I have made the choice
To find my voice and let it ring throughout the Cave
And end this Happiness in slavery
I won't go down that way.
I will be.
I can be
Be what I wanna be.
I can exist
Within this reality
Random little things keep taunting me,
The rose left on my pillow after you leave.
Favorites turn to monsters as the seasons turn around,
I had no idea I could feel so upside down.
Even now my mirror stands alone,
She nestles closely now up to the sun.
These visions do no good when they are badly drawn,
So when this night is over I will leave at dawn.
My story tells itself as I stand in front of you,
My belly lies exposed for you to chew.
Thunder came in hope to kiss the storm,
Charming as he was I still said no,
'Cause I have nothing but my fists to fight you with,
But this flesh you see is stronger than the bone.
I'm trying hard to sing to the fibers of a man who couldn't see two people holding hands.
But night has come to pass,
And what I've felt is gone,
And when this night is over I will leave at dawn.
Every cent of suffering I offer now to pay,
If there is mercy, mercy come find me.
Something lovely come alive and find me
'Cause if you don't I might just have to find myself.
Random little things were taunting me,
But now I've got this precious gift from tragedy,
A promise is a promise and I've made one.
The horizon's moving toward me,
I can see the sun.
Into another day
Dull from consistency
I can see only one thing
I am Losing velocity
The whole world's gone mad
Oh my head sounds
Just like that.
Like a tree left without its leaves
On another dirty city street
As the earth moves slowly under my feet.
I am losing velocity
We've forgotten what we had to be.
It was so important then
Now they're numb to you and you to me
We found the flower
But cannot find the stem.
The curve is too controlled
The water's getting colder
Where do we have to go?
Must I patiently atrophy as I watch you watching me?
We are losing velocity.
I don't care for your complacency
It all remains to be seen
And I can't guarantee anythingv But I do feel the mystery
And I know it was meant to be
But how do I know I'm still alive?
Cause I'm losing velocity
If we stop moving
Make your garden grow
White bird
Dream out loud doe
While we send her out to you
Cold is the wind on your blue wing
In bits of broken things
We don't stand a chance
We're white birds
When you come, I'll crawl
To your perch
When you come, I'll crawl
To your perch
Sending love to you
Sending love to you
It's a lovely thing
How we found a pearl
Through wind worn hell swells
Cracked shells
Melt
As we find our world
When you come, I'll crawl
To your perch
When you come, I'll crawl
To your perch
Sending love to you
When you come, I'll crawl
To your perch
When you come, I'll crawl
To your perch
Valhalla's where I'm waiting. I watch with loving eyes from far away,
It's where I need you. In my lullabies of sorrow you remain.
Valhalla's where you're coming, cause here this burning madness had to die.
My heart screams come to me, but here I can say nothingâ¦but goodbye.
If you're just another soldier, then battle elsewhere please.
But if not tear me from this earth, and take me to your seas.
Cause it's difficult to feel now, and I ache in every bone.
A twisted fate has left us both alone.
Valhalla's where I'm waiting, my devil and my angel too.
For they are joined and show themselves through you.
You lie beneath my skin now, you wear my piece of metal close,
Just as close as I could ever come to touch you there
If you are just a soldier, then battle elsewhere please.
But if not tear me from this earth, and take me to your seas.
'Cause it's difficult to breathe now, can't you hear it in my tone?
The life in me has hardened into stone.
Until we reach Valhalla, where I'll be your dear Persephone,
Look to shallow heavens and that's where I'll be.
Here I tempt the gallows, cause there this love would be an art.
Listen up
You don't want to hear this
Ignore me if you must
But I am trying to tell you something about
The story of us.
Another one born
Another one dies.
What's the cost of one man's life?
As our difference divide us
Must I listen here in silence
To what is becoming what never was
It's the story of us.
No one knows who started the war
No one knows what we've been fighting for
Watch our history unravel thread by thread
Watch us all go down in the end
What will become of what never was
It's the story of us.
Six Degrees Is All It Takes
Buildings and bridges
Connect all the dots
What's the cost of one man's life?
Watch the mystery unravel thread by thread
Watch it all go down in the end
What will become of what never was
It's the story of us.
Water and Power
Power and land
What's the cost of one man's life?
I'll bury it inside my capsule
And open it in fifty years
Maybe then there will be some answers there
As to what has become, what never was
The story of us.
I'd like to hold you close
Make you feel safe
Not so afraid of yourself
If we have to part, so it shall be
I'd like to help you suffer less
Not be so locked up in your thoughts
Afraid of love and all under the sun
I'll hide out in your space
Emptiness on my face
I'll be keeping you safe
When you're cold and alone
Til you come out and play
I'd like to know you more,
Tell you you're fine
Even though you're not
When you worry so much
It makes me want to cry
Fragile like the leaves come fall
Red yellow gold, I love them all
I guess it's just the way we love
I'll hide out in your space
Emptiness on my face
I'll be keeping you safe
When you're cold and alone
Til you come out and play
Here I am I don't wanna come out
Null to the bone I don't wanna come out
Here I am I don't wanna come out
Null to the bone I don't wanna come out
I've been dead and I wanna come out
Call my name cause I wanna come out
Here I am and I wanna come out
Null to the bone I don't wanna come out
I've been dead and I wanna come out
Call my name cause I wanna come out
I'll hide out in your space
Emptiness on my face
I'll be keeping you safe
When you're cold and alone
Til you come out and play
Here I am I don't wanna come out
Null to the bone I don't wanna come out
I've been dead and I wanna come out
Call my name cause I wanna come out
I'll hide out in your space
Emptiness on my face
I'll be keeping you safe
When you're cold and alone
Touch killing*
Need feeling
Your hand so warm
I know you as the lure
And then it comes apart
Forever will we want
It's in the death of yourself that
It's in the death of yourself that
Unwilling to see out
The memory goes
I know your love as the cure
I cannot let it go
It's in the death of yourself that
It's in the death of yourself that
Won't you take me for a ride
Cause there's no self-control
It's in the death of yourself that
Soul let swim*
Resign yourself
Exist to it
Let fire swell
There is no judgment waiting
Only arms that reach in the night
No sense anticipating
Your secret eye
You look out
But you see in
Come out somehow
Soul let swim
There is no judgment waiting
Only arms that reach in the night
No sense anticipating
Your secret eye
There is no judgment waiting
Only arms that reach in the night
No sense anticipating
Your secret eye
I prefer to
Giving's not for getting back
Or we spring into nothingness
We must get back
I prefer to hold the line
Forgiving not forgetting you
Never apart or cast in time
Forgiving not forgetting you
Do you see it?
