Teejay

I saw this guy but never figured out what was on his mind,
I thought the wind would lead him to what he gotta' find,
but the truth never tells itself, the lies does,
and he will never truly find himself after this loss.
So he copes with his problems, his past keeps ruining,
and the tears that fell, it's so fucking grueling,
the way he feels, he's not strong enough,
all the memories from a troubled past, it's too much.
And from another loss he cries,
oh, how he hate goodbyes,
from all the suffering and lies,
oh, how he hate goodbyes.
This world have always treatened him like dirt,
at night he ask himself if he even belong on this earth,
every single day that pass is a day where he fights,
only the drug they offer can let him reach the new hights.
Just one minute he's down, so he turns around,
injects the drug into an open wound,
the message is so clear, he wanna' die,
and his friends would never get to say goodbye.
And from another loss he cries,
oh, how he hate goodbyes,
from all the suffering and lies,
oh, how he hate goodbyes.
waken in a hospital bed,
it's pain in his eyes, there's pain in his head,
his family have never taken care of him,
and every one turns their back in fear of him.
The story he bears are full of pain from his childhood,
the parent that left and everyone that misunderstood,
he was left as a child, he was born to be wild,
could never forget this family that never smiled.
And from another loss he cries,
oh, how he hate goodbyes,
from all the suffering and lies,
oh, how he hate goodbyes.
He's moving away from the pain, away from the rain,
away from the places that drives him insane,
gonna' find a new start with those who cares,
trying to forget the past and the tears.
Now all he gotta see is goodbye,
and from another loss he cries,
oh, how he hate goodbyes,
from all the suffering and lies,