John Laurens & Alexander Hamilton | Or you could let it go... [Lams]

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ART NOT MINE. MUSIC NOT MINE. EDITING OF MUSIC AND MASKING AND LYRICS ARE MINE. NOW LETS ALL CRY. i imagine this. with hamilton burning his and john's letters so he protects his legacy. yes you can hate me i hate myself too. ..... Cold in my professions, warm in my friendships, I wish, my Dear Laurens, it might be in my power, by action rather than words to convince you that I love you. I shall only tell you that 'til you bade us Adieu, I hardly knew the value you had taught my heart to set upon you. Indeed, my friend, it was not well done. You know the opinion I entertain of mankind, and how much it is my desire to preserve myself free from particular attachments, and to keep my happiness independent of the caprice of others. You should not have taken advantage of my sensibility to steal into my affections without my consent. But as you have done it,and as we are generally indulgent to those we love, I shall not scruple to pardon the fraud you have committed, on condition that for my sake, if not for your own, you will always continue to merit the partiality, which you have artfully instilled into me. ................. Imagine Alex panicking cause someone discovered about Maria but also about John Burr wants so much to win over him that he wants to show  that the great Alexander Hamilton  had an affair with a man Alex panic And he is more afraid because of John and him  that would destroy everything  that would destroy John memory and he needs to protect his legacy  "I have so much work to do"  He grabs the letters he can hear John voice "Alexander, you're the closest friend I've got" : "I'll write my way out" "Write everything down far as i can see"  he keeps getting all this flashes of memories of him and John  "This is the eye of the hurricane" he grabs all the letter, he is almost crying. he remembers the first john kissed him he was talking and talking and John just kissed him to shut him out he was the only one who could do that he grabs a candle he is shaking so much he can't do it  how can he destroy that he has to show the world his affair to maria so everyone forgets about John but he can hear John voice  so soft  like when he used to wake up right next to him  "or you could let it go..."  He is now crying  the letters all in front of him  "The friend who would tell me not to" his voice brokes "is IN the ground" "or you could let it go..." he hears it again "I won't live to see out glory" He didn't  Alex knows that jonh should have stayed  but after finding out eliza was pregnant he couldn't Alex is crying and crying but he burns the letters all in once "The enemies I made wont have anything on me now"  He can hear John hurt voice "or you could let it gO"  He wants to die again he imagined it so many times he would hug laurens he would just hug laurens and tell god to fuck himself cause John was an angel and is not wrong to love an angel  "I imagine death so much it feels more like a memory" "or you could let it go" He is crying and shaking his head trying to believe this is the right thing "This is the eye of the hurricane this is the only way I can protect my legacy" he managed to get a hold of 3/4 leters  he cries hugging them  "I'm so sorry Jonh"  Eliza finds him in the morning hugging the letters. She managed to see that it were from Laurens. She is confused cause Alex never talked about jonh anymore.  In the morning Alex is a totally different person. More cold. And when the Reynold Pamphlets got out  he doesn't say a word  he keeps his head high he is doing it to save jonh memory  to save a bit of his legacy. T H E E N D