David Wilkerson - Dry
Spells | Full
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I preach to thousands, yet there are times I feel so very dry - so far away from the warm presence of God. In these moments of dryness, I have no great yearning to read the
Word - the reading of the
Bible is done mostly through a sense of obligation. When I'm dry and empty, I feel little compulsion to pray. I know my faith is intact, and my love for
Jesus is strong. There is no desire in me to taste the things of this world.
It's just that I can't seem to touch God in those days and weeks of spiritual dryness.
Have you ever sat in church and watched those all around you getting blessed, while you feel nothing? They cry; they pray; they worship with tremendous feelings. But you are not moved upon - at all. You begin to wonder if there is something wrong with your spiritual life. Christians all around you are telling these great stories about how God is blessing them and answering all their prayers. They seem to live on a mountaintop of happy experiences, while you just plod along, loving Jesus, but not setting the world on fire. Some of your prayers have still not been answered. You don't shout or put on an emotional display. You have no big stories to tell about some fantastic miracle you've witnessed. It almost makes you fee like a second-class believer.
I believe that all true believers experience dry spells at various times in their
Christian life. Even Jesus felt the isolation - when He cried aloud. "
Father, why have you forsaken me?"
Notes From
My Diary - During A Dry
Spell:
I keep notes of almost every thought I receive in my nighttime devotions.
Recently during a
dry spell, I recorded my feelings. I think there are many Christians who will relate to these honest notations made I my diary.
A note of caution before reading this very personal confession: when I talk about the sin in my own life - do not try to interpret that as some hideous, openly flaunted weakness. To me, whatever is not of faith is of sin. We have all sinned and fallen short of the glory of God. I often fall into the gross sin of doubt. So, please do not read into my confession of sin something not intended.
Think of your own sin as you read.
I wonder why God seems so distant at times. Is He angry with me?
Does He have to hide from me because of failure in my life? Is God holding back on me in some way, bound by a contract in His
Holy Word that demands He close His eyes in my direction because of my stubbornness?
Does sin cause a separation? Is God really there, wanting to break through to me with overwhelming joy and
peace - but unable to because
of a barrier I have constructed as a result of a besetting sin? Must He hide - against His own will - because he honors His Word above His name? He hid from
Israel in times of backsliding. Must He hide from me for awhile, until I see the horror of my sins and run from them?
Does he finally get weary of my constant falling, and must He shut me off for awhile only because He loves me so? Does His omnipotent love demand that He isolate me from His presence until I break and yield as a submitting child-weary of my emptiness and despair?
Or is all of this dryness a result of my own blindness? Is it just a result of living on feelings? Is He there all the time, in spite of my failure, waiting for me to accept His forgiveness?
Do I feel isolated only because I'm ashamed and burdened with guilt? Do I shun Him because I know I'm unworthy of his blessings? Has the knowledge of my weaknesses made me believe I have no right to expect this nearness and comfort?
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About David Wilkerson
David Wilkerson was the Founding
Pastor of
Times Square Church in
New York City. He was called to
New York in
1958 to minister to gang members and drug addicts, as told in the best-selling book,
The Cross and the Switchblade.
In
1987, David Wilkerson returned to "the crossroads of the world" to establish Times Square Church. As a pastor of the church, he faithfully led this congregation, delivering powerful biblical messages that encourage righteous living and complete reliance on God.
David Wilkerson had a strong burden to encourage and strengthen pastors throughout the world. From
1999 to 2008, he traveled around the globe holding conferences for Christian ministers.
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- published: 02 Jun 2016
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