Mars 4

Close To This

I wanna touch,
I wanna kiss,
I wanna feel so close to this.
Is there anyway that someone could feel the same
If I promised them everything?
And could it be so seemingly impossible,
that I could be held responsible,
for a lack of confidence, that keeps me questioning?
The touch of skin that's not your own,
seems out of reach when you're alone.
This empty bed I lay in, it doesn't help me sleep,
dark thoughts are creepin' in again,
I'll medicate to silence them,
but I'm reminded that it only goes so deep.
Could this be just what I need to feel alive again?
And free like I have a breath inside,
It's been forever since I've let someone,
mean this much to me,
to me
Could it be so seemingly impossible
that I could be held responsible
for a lack of confidence, that keeps me questioning?
Cause I refuse to sucumb
to feeling so numb
I am not satisfied with what this has become.
There must be something here worth fighting for.
Could this be just what I need to feel alive again?
And free like I have a breath inside?
its been forever since I've let someone
mean this much to me,
to me.
I wanna touch
I wanna kiss
I wanna touch
I wanna kiss
I wanna touch
I wanna kiss
I wanna touch
I wanna kiss
I wanna touch
I wanna kiss
Could this be just what I need to feel alive again?
And free like I have a breath inside,
Its been forever since I've let someone
mean this much to me,