Npov: I woke up to a dark rainy morning with still just a little bit of head pain. I got up and went to the kitchen, I was starving hungry. I treated myself just to a plain bowl of cearal and ate it in my room, I didn't want Brandon to hear me. He doesn't let me eat breakfast and hardly anything at all if he knows I want to because I'm already fat enough. If you were told you were fat almost everyday for 2 years, you'd most likely start to belive it. But i didn't, I know i'm not fat. I finished the bowl and felt real good because that's the first time I've eaten breakfast in 6 months. I didn't care what Brandon wants, I want to be my own person and do what I want, not what somebody else wants. I grabbed my car and started it up, stepped on the gas pedal, and drove off. I need some "me" time. Lpov: I woke up to Danielle's hair dryer. I streatch out for a minute and sat up and rubbed my eyes. Danielle must have noticed because she said "morning babe". I said "morning :)". I got up and used the other bathroom to shower and what-not. Once I was all dressed I put my arm around my special girl and said "ready?", "Ready :)". We hopped in the car and drove around town. As we were driving past the Wal-mart I saw Niall sitting on a park bench, he saw me. We quickly waved and continued on. Npov: Was that Danielle? She looks like a super model or something, Liam said she was famous for somemthing like that but I don't exactly remember. Lucky girl, she gets to be happy and told she's loved everyday by fans, Liam, her family, friends, and everybody else. I never heard those 3 words said to me not once in my life, I've never even had a hug. What did a hug feel like anyway? Was it warm, and tender, or was it really nothing at all? I don't know and I probley never will know. Everyday I wake up, the first thing I think about is my mom. Not my step mom, my real mom. I think about my birthday too, which isn't my birthday to anybody, it's the day Maura Horan was killed. My birthday always hurts my dad the most, and it sickens my stepmom. I always just wish I had never been born, people wouldn't always have to be so sad, they could be happy everyday, every minute, every second if I didn't ruin it all. I always got the most terrible feeling whenever I thought about it, so I tried to get my mind off it. I got up and drove back home, i could never get my mind off it there or anywhere, but where else am I supposed to go? Nobody wants me anywhere, but I live here. I don't want to live here, but if I left I'd be homeless for the rest of my life because no one would take me in. I wouldn't be able to leave anyway, Brandon would never let me, he'd find me too. I layed down in my bed and closed my eyes and tried to go back to sleep, maybe i could just aviod everything today. Right when I was about to fall asleep, Brandon walked in. "Get your ass up shit-for-brains you've got work to do!" "NO! I'M TIRED OF YOUR SHIT! I DON'T MAKE ANY FUCKING MESS IN THIS DAMN HOUSE, AND YOU EXPECT ME TO CLEAN IT?!" He grabbed me by the shirt and pulled me out of my bed and slammed me against the wall. "ok, I'll clean up my own mess, but you still have work to do" he said playing with my shirt and belt buckle. I tried as hard as I could to get out of his reach but I couldn't, he was stipping the both of us by the second. I screamed as loud as I could and Liam came running in. He made a weird look "what the hell?" I was still squirming" "DAMMIT YOU UGLY FUCK LET ME GO!!" He finally let me go and I ran to my bed to cover myself. "what the fuck happened?" Brandon gave him a dirty look "why do you care, is it any of your bisness?!" "Niall, come with me" I slowly started to get up, Brandon yelled "YOU WON"T BE GOING ANYWHERE!" I sat back down. "YES HE WILL!" "NO HE WON"T!!" "......fine." Liam walked out of the room and shut the door, I was still stuck here. Lpov: Right after I shut the bedroom door I left the house and called 911, Niall can't be with someone like that anymore. The cops arrived shortly, and fortunatly, Niall didn't get raped. After Brandon was aressted, I came to Niall's side and said "will you be okay?" "yes, I'll be fine now that's he's gone and not abusing me anymore." "good :), well, I'll see you later." "Ok" Npov: I can't beleive it, he's gone, I have my freedom finally that I've been waiting for since I was just 3 years old. I hope I'll be happy for the rest of my life now, and start a new beggining.

• published: 03 Sep 2013
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