There was a Pegasus with jet-black fur
And the paths it passed by were destroyed,
rotten and burned
It says: I see the world is covered with white
I am jet-black spot
No matter how much I cry,
I get white wings just in my dreams
Eating nice ones, I lurk in a hollow
A man came
His hand was so warm
His shadow whispered:
blac kspot can be an art on the white canvas
Chorus:
The kngiht in dusky blood coloured armour is
on my back
I unfolded my black wings
Scattering wind that makes lands decay
I will fly away for destruction
Is this my will?
Did God want me to die peacefully,
obeying providence and morality?
I see the world is covered with white
With full gallop above I ate men at random
My master turned his head and
looked at scribbled black line
Feeling my heart was closing, I look back too
Without hesistation
The shadows whispered again
Oh, happy I am, let's give a toast to us with wine
Hack the heads rolling over there
I'll cut my arm myself
Chorus:
The shadows whispered for the last that
God will decide where's
the end of line for us
I'm gonna look up at drawings from hell,
will you be above or bottom?
Chorus:
Before my knows I was crying held by fire
And I shook the load off which is
turned to dust
Again and again I flapped to go back to black night sky
Put fire on, run up to above
There's something more to this that I could feel
But could not see (I could not see)
It's what she said to me that makes me feel
The way I do (the way I do)
(Chorus)
Every time you fade away, I dilate
And you watch me break down again
Every time you fade away, I dilate
And you watch me break down again
There's so much more to this she could not give
Or could not save (or could not save)
It's what she said to me that makes me feel
So afraid (I'm so afraid)
(Chorus)
Every time you fade away, I dilate
And you watch me break down again
Every time you fade away, I dilate
And you watch me break down again
(Bridge)
All these things have blinded me for so long
Everything seems so clear when you take the fall
(Chorus)
Every time you fade away, I dilate
And you watch me break down again
Every time you fade away, I dilate
And you watch me break down again
Swimming in you, I'm drowning
So what's the use of wanting you to stay?
All these doses of you are killing me slowly
Down on my knees, I'm hoping
It's never enough to cure the sick inside
All these doses of you are killing me slowly
(Chorus)
Don't you take away what you mean to me
I'm sorry, it's over
Don't you take away what you mean to me
I'm sorry, it's over
Inside of you, I'm sinking
So what's the use of wanting you to stay?
All these doses of you are killing me slowly
Back on my feet, I'm hoping
It was never enough to cure the sick inside
All these doses of you are killing me slowly
(Chorus)
Don't you take away what you mean to me
I'm sorry, it's over
Don't you take away what you mean to me
I'm sorry, it's over
I'm sorry...
I'm sorry...
(Chorus)
Don't you take away what you mean to me
I'm sorry, it's over
Don't you take away what you mean to me
Gets harder to breathe every breath that I take
The smile that you need is getting harder to fake
So I'm searching to find the right kind of sign
To help me get over all the feelings inside
The innocent mistakes are the hardest to change
So I can't let you turn and walk away
(Chorus)
I wish I could show you
How much it hurts to be alone
After you're gone
How could you leave me?
I'll be waiting here for so long
After you're gone
Now I can see, see through your eyes
And it's breaking me to know that you've lied
So I'm searching to find the right kind of sign
To help me get over all the feelings inside
The innocent mistakes are the hardest to change
So I can't let you turn and walk away
(Chorus)
I wish I could show you
How much it hurts to be alone
After you're gone
How could you leave me?
I'll be waiting here for so long
After you're gone
(Bridge)
I see through your lies...(4x)
(Chorus)
I wish I could show you
How much it hurts to be alone
After you're gone
How could you leave me?
I'll be waiting here for so long
Whenever she smiles back at me
The way she would before
I'd give anything if only it could be
The way it was before
The feelings are taking over me
Like who else am I supposed to be with you
'Cause I'm all alone
(Chorus)
Say hello, say goodbye, and walk away
And leave this all behind
Say hello, say goodbye, and walk away
And leave this all behind
I'm reluctant to be here now
The way it was before
I'm beginning to see her smile
The way she would before
The feelings are taking over me
Like who else am I supposed to be with you
'Cause I'm all alone
(Chorus)
Say hello, say goodbye, and walk away
And leave this all behind
Say hello, say goodbye, and walk away
And leave this all behind
The feelings are taking over me
Like who else am I supposed to be with you
'Cause I'm all alone
(Bridge)
Lucky to see another day
What else am I supposed to say to you
And it still be the truth?
(Chorus)
Say hello, say goodbye, and walk away
And leave this all behind
Say hello, say goodbye, and walk away
Wake up, it's getting deeper
But I can't blink again
Just seems so tragic in the end
I jump back into the same thing
Couldn't be more obvious
There's no use in trying to pretend
(Chorus)
I would give anything to get you closer
To get you closer to me
I could give everything to get you closer
To bring you closer to me
Back up, I'm getting too close
But I can't think again
Just seems so blurry in the end
I jump back into the same thing
Couldn't be more obvious
There's no use in trying to pretend
(Chorus)
I would give anything to get you closer
To get you closer to me
I could give everything to get you closer
To bring you closer to me
(Bridge)
You put the sunshine in my eyes
(Am I getting through?)
You look away to not go blind
(I'm losing you)
(Chorus)
I would give anything to get you closer
To get you closer to me
I could give everything to get you closer
All that I am, all that I could be
I don't understand how to live this life I'm living
I've opened my hands to see if I could bleed
So you crucify me just to see if you can hurt me
When I'm broken down and I've kissed the ground
Will you have the strength to carry me?
Carry me home
(Chorus)
Save me and blind me from all that I see
When I close my eyes
Save me and find me a reason to believe
So I can stabilize
I know that I'm not all that I should be
I can't understand why my wounds aren't healing
In the blink of an eye I'm losing my everything
So you crucify me just to see if you can hurt me
When I'm broken down and I've kissed the ground
Will you have the strength to carry me?
Carry me home
(Chorus)
Save me and blind me from all that I see
When I close my eyes
Save me and find me a reason to believe
So I can stabilize
(Bridge)
When I'm broken down and I've kissed the ground
Will you have the strength to carry me?
Carry me home
(Chorus)
Save me and blind me from all that I see
When I close my eyes
Save me and find me a reason to believe
I'm dizzy, spinning around
In circles (I fall to the ground)
I need more of your drug
To change me (to balance me out)
I need this fix again...
(Chorus)
I can't heal, what more can I do?
Is this real?
My only addiction is you
I see now it's all just a lie
To break me (to bring me down)
I need more of your drug
To change me (to balance me out)
I need this fix again...
(Chorus)
I can't heal, what more can I do?
Is this real?
My only addiction is you
(Bridge)
Bring me down
To balance me, to balance me out
(Chorus)
I can't heal, what more can I do?
Is this real?
Inside I can't see the light of day
In here I keep my feelings locked away
Sometimes I feel so sullen and confused
Unclear why I keep coming back to you
(Chorus)
Wasted and broken, when you're so far away
But that's when you feel so, so perfect, so perfect
My mind doesn't seem to leave this place
In here I found the thoughts to fill this empty space
This time I'll take my chances with the truth
So clear why I keep coming back to you (coming back to
you)
(Chorus)
Wasted and broken, when you're so far away
But that's when you feel so, so perfect, so perfect
Wasted and broken, when you're so far away
But that's when you feel so, so perfect, so perfect
(Bridge)
Have I been wrong?
I need you now that you're gone
Have I been wrong?
I need you now that you're gone
Inside, I can't see the light of day...
(Chorus)
Wasted and broken, when you're so far away
But that's when you feel so, so perfect, so perfect
Wasted and broken, when you're so far away
Today I asked myself not to be afraid to believe
As I sink inside the bottle
Found my reason to feel, lost the only reason to believe
As my life hits the bottom
What you say, what you don't, doesn't change
That I have to find a way to make it through another day
So I'm searching for more...
(Chorus)
Someday I hope to change
The world into a place where I belong
Someday I'll find the strength
To spread my wings and fly away
Today I asked myself, am I blind or can I see?
There's more to life than living
Found my reason to feel, lost the only reason to believe
As my life hits the bottom
What you say, what you don't, doesn't change
That I have to find a way to make it through another day
So I'm searching for more...
(Chorus)
Someday I hope to change
The world into a place where I belong
Someday I'll find the strength
I pray to God every day
Help me believe all the words I say
And wash all my sins away
But can you see me any other way?
So here I stand...
(Chorus)
Burned, caught in the sun
(I can't throw it all away)
So I run 'cause I'm not the only one
(Afraid of losing everything)
I wait for you every day
But you don't hear me calling your name
I push everyone away
'Cause they don't see me as one in the same
So here I stand...
(Chorus)
Burned, caught in the sun
(I can't throw it all away)
So I run 'cause I'm not the only one
Here it comes again, back to the end
Where we first began (back to the end)
Oblivious to everything I'm subjected to
There's nothing more to lose
(Chorus)
If forever never comes
I swear forever I'll love you
There you go again, just like before
Always wanting more (more than I can give)
Oblivious to everything, are you listening
When you hear me scream?
(Chorus)
If forever never comes
I swear forever I'll love you
(Bridge)
Back off of me, give me room to breathe
Hard to believe, I could never be what you need
Back off of me, give me room to breathe
Hard to believe, I could never be what you need
If forever never comes...
(Chorus)
If forever never comes
I swear forever I'll love you
If forever never comes
I swear forever I'll love you
Back off of me...
How was I to know this wouldn't be the first time?
Looking back on all the time I've wasted
Will I ever, ever know what it's like to see the light?
Now I know, it's now or never to decide
I carry the weight of it all inside...
(Chorus)
I can't live another day without you
Take away all the pain I go through
'Cause I'm afraid of the truth (when I'm without you)
How was I to know in the back of my mind?
Looking through all the tears I've tasted
Will I ever, ever know what it's like to see the light?
Now I know, it's now or never to decide
I carry the weight of it all inside...
(Chorus)
I can't live another day without you
Take away all the pain I go through
'Cause I'm afraid of the truth (when I'm without you)
(Bridge)
Why do I still feel the same?
It's just another reason to stay...
(Chorus)
I can't live another day without you
Take away all the pain I go through
What a beautiful sight of marching armed forces madly
What makes me cry easily is the cruelness of going to their death
Sorrow lie deeply and deeply
Beside a dancing clown trying to please the world,
Sorrow lie deeply again
The all of the beginning is the march of time
It won't stop
It creates all, it extinguishes all
It is the everlasting step
The snow spirits resist against the sun
But it only ineffectual, they melt, trampled,
Turned to things what hard to see
So is it true when spring come, hope comes together?
This is my anger, growing and disappearing
It disappearing by warm breeze
I stood against time and created infinite world
Keep away from here
I'm the only person who control the world freely
Even decade, a hundred years
Nobody touch it
I'm the only person who affects time
Spreads infinitely, goes to pieces infinitely
Requiem which doesn't end keeps going uncannily
Beasts nest on the ground
