Without Hope

I just know it's all gone wrong
Feeling all the pressure, can't weather the storm
'Cause I kept myself in a cage
All wound up and filled with rage
I just know it's all gone wrong
Feeling all the pressure, can't weather the storm
'Cause I kept myself in a cage
All wound up and filled with rage
Forgive oneself of nothing at all
Pounding my head against the wall
Guilt ridden and bound to lose
Puncture my wounds, won't see the truth
I looked in the mirror, what did I see?
One man bitter with apathy
The whole thing turned out to be a joke
But I'm not laughing, I'm without hope
I'm without hope
It's never well thought out, just my instant demise
Haste and hatred, my inner desire
It's all so bitter, the hurt inside
Haste and hatred, my inner desire
Ruptured, I've lost it all
My heart ripped out, I can't stand at all
'Cause I've cost my brain to never relax
Picking at all the torturous facts
I just know it's all gone wrong
Feeling all the pressure, can't weather the storm
It's never well thought out, just my instant demise
Haste and hatred, my inner desire
It's all so bitter, the hurt inside
Haste and hatred, my inner desire
My inner desire
It's my inner desire
It's never well thought out, just my instant demise
Haste and hatred, my inner desire
It's all so bitter, the hurt inside
Haste and hatred, my inner desire