Frustration that I've been facing
I don't remember how but I've lost motivation
I can't stop this sinking feeling from creeping over me
I can't stop myself seeing the darkness in front of me
It's not that hard to just fall apart, fall apart.
It's not that hard to just fall apart, I'm falling apart.
It's not that hard to just fall apart, from the start.
It's not that hard to just fall apart, I'm falling apart.
Repeating, I keep retreating,
I don't remember how, but I lost all my meaning.
Can't stop mistakes I'm making from hanging over me,
Can't stop myself from facing the darkness in front of me.
It's not that hard to just fall apart, fall apart.
It's not that hard to just fall apart, I'm falling apart.
It's not that hard to just fall apart, from the start.
It's not that hard to just fall apart, I'm falling apart.
I remember when I'm reaching my breaking point,
Pressure pushing on me till I lost my voice,
I don't think I ever had a choice,
With this every day decay and destroy.
It's not that hard to just fall apart, fall apart.
It's not that hard to just fall apart, I'm falling apart.
It's not that hard to just fall apart, from the start.
I swallow razor blades and spit up blood
Cut out my heart and gave it to my love
I hung myself with an extention cord
And dangled high above the ouiji board
I heard the wind in the trees and it made me scream
I'm wonderin' if it's real life or just another dream
I need something, someone
To help me with my brain because it's fallen apart
I fall apart
I've fallen to pieces but I don't know why
It's all because
It's all because we're all afraid to die
And if you think
And if you think about it, it will eat you
From the inside out till you don't know what to do
You fall apart
I'm drinking gas smoking square after square
I'm looking for this place but I don't know where
I'm just a soul in the land of the lost
I feel the blood in my lungs when I cough
I cut my hands off in the dark and just sat there and bled
Why the whole world fell apart inside of my head?
I need something
Someone
To help me with my brain because it's fallen apart
I fall apart
I've fallen to pieces but I don't know why
It's all because
It's all because we're all afraid to die
And if you think
And if you think about it, it will eat you
From the inside out till you don't know what to do
You fall apart
I broke my rib cage open with a butcher knife
And open up the wound to show my life
I'm not the devil but your momma swear were one in the same
And we didn't make it this way so were not carry in the blame
I've been down and out
I know what that's all about
You fall apart
I need something, someone
Help me with my brain, help me with my brain
You fall apart
I need something, someone
Help me with my brain, help me with my brain
I've fallen to pieces but I don't know why
It's all because
It's all because we're all afraid to die
And if you think
And if you think about it, it will eat you
From the inside out till you don't know what to do
You fall apart
Jumped outta twenty story window today
I got back up and then I walked away
My head was screamin' for a tylenol
Open the bottle and I ate 'em all
My head was spinnin' in a daze and I need to relax
So where's my chainsaw, butcher knife and muthafuckin' axe?
Something, someone
To help me with my brain cause it's fallen apart
I need something, someone
To help me with my brain cause it's fallen apart
I fall apart
I've fallen to pieces but I don't know why
It's all because
It's all because we're all afraid to die
And if you think
And if you think about it, it will eat you
From the inside out till you don't know what to do
It's hunting me
It's killing me
I can't explain what you've done to me
Under my skin
In every breath
What was so strong hast gone and left
Everybody wanna know what's happening to me
They wanna get inside my head
They think it's such a mystery
How can I explain what I got nothing left to hide
Because I'm wearing all my pain and
Now you're looking deep inside
Ya pick up the pieces when I fall apart
You know how to please it when you break my heart
Try to walk away but it's just too hard
So I fall back
Fall back baby
You pick up the pieces when I fall apart
Boy how you tease me when you break my heart
Knew how to play me from the very start
So I fall back
Fall back baby
What you gave
You can't get back
It's so engraved
And it's more than that
What can I do
I'm twisted up
And only you can fix it up
Everybody wanna know about our history
And how you got me in your spell
And you brought me to my knees
How can I ask explain
There's nothing left to understand
'Cause baby that's the way it goes
Between a woman and man
Ya pick up the pieces when I fall apart
You know how to please it when you break my heart
Try to walk away but it's just too hard
So I fall back
Fall back baby
You pick up the pieces when I fall apart
Boy how you tease me when you break my heart
Knew how to play me from the very start
So I fall back
Fall back baby
And I know inside of me
There's longing to be free
So I don't know why
I fall apart for you baby
Listen up boy
I got something to say
Maybe you got me lost
Maybe I'll find my way
Got no excuses
I'm on the right track
I know it ain't over
I ain't looking back
Ya pick up the pieces when I fall apart
You know how to please it when you break my heart
Try to walk away but it's just too hard
So I fall back
Fall back baby
You pick up the pieces when I fall apart
Boy how you tease me when you break my heart
Knew how to play me from the very start
So I fall back
And if I wake from Dreams
Shall I fall in Pastures
Will I Wake the Darkness
Shall we Torch the Earth?
And if I wake from Dreams
Shall we find the Emptiness
And break the Silence
That will stop our Hearts?
And if I wake from Dreams
Shall we cry Together
For their Howling echoes
And restart the Night?
And why did you say
That things shall fall
And fall and fall and fall
And fall apart?
And why did you say
That things shall fall
And fall and fall and fall
And fall apart?
And shall I wake from Dreams
For the Glory of Nothing
For the cracking of the Sun
For the crawling down of Lies?
And if We fall from Dreams
Shall we push them into Darkness
And stare into the Howling
And clamber into Night?
And if I fall from Dreams
All my Prayers are Silenced
To Love is to lose
And to lose is to Die...
And why did you say
That things shall fall
And fall and fall and fall
And fall apart?
And why did you say
That we shall fall
And fall and fall and fall
And fall apart?
And why did you say
That things shall fall
And fall and fall and fall
And fall apart?
And why did you say
That we shall fall
And fall and fall and fall
And fall apart?
And why did you say
i look back now faded memory i could never be free i held back now and paid dearly i could never be free started running and just kept running got hit from fall now i don't want to feel this way again should have let go long ago try to look back now but i don't want to see the way i've been don't know where to start
If I wake from dreams
Shall I fall in pastures
Will I wake the darkness
Shall we torch the earth
If I wake from dreams
Shall we find the emptiness
That breaks the silence
That shall stop our hearts
If I wake from dreams
Shall we cry together
For the howling echoes
And restart the night
And why did you say
That things shall fall
And fall and fall and fall
And fall apart (2)
If I wake from dreams
For the glory of nothing
For the cracking of the sun
For the crawling down of lies
If we fall from dreams
Shall we push them into darkness
Stare into the howling
And clamber in the night
If we fall from dreams
All my prayers are silenced
To love is to loose
And to loose is to die
And why did you say
That things shall fall
And fall and fall and fall
And fall apart (3)
And why did you say
That things shall fall
From: In The Shadow of The Angel
The story of you and I has beautiful memories
Till loneliness and weary-seized
Start keeping them company
As soon as they ll gather around
Along comes misery
There we go again, here we go again
So if an old friend of mine comes knocking up on my door
All I can tell him now he s already heard before
It s better to love and lose, than never have planned at all
For sometimes losers are the only ones who win
I d rather fall apart than never know and loving you
For every broken heart, another lover once it comes to near
And never be the home that gets me through eternity
Along with all the memories that belong to you and me
That you are part of me
The game is been played
And I m just shy of a victory
The heartaches have carried on, will be soon history
Let s hope the world is full of losers in the end
I d rather fall apart than never know and loving you
For every broken heart, another lover once comes too near
And never be the home that gets me through eternity
Along with all the memories that belong to you and me
I d rather fall apart than never know and loving you
For every broken heart, another lover once comes too near
And never be the home that gets me through eternity
Because i'm dying on my own out here
but it doest even matter
Because you dont wanna die alone out here
But it doesnt even matter
You say i'm nothing but a broken man
But it doesnt even matter any more
CHORUS
Why do we
All fall apart
I guess it doesnt even matter
How did we fall down so far?
I guess it doesnt even matter any more
Becuase your dying on your own out here
but it doest even matter
Because you dont wanna die alone out here
but it doest even matter
you see your nothing but a lonely man
But it doesnt even matter any more
CHORUS
Why do we
All fall apart
I guess it doesnt even matter
How did we fall down so far?
I guess it doesnt even matter any more
Take me somewhere peaceful where i can live in peace (times2)
CHORUS
Why do we
All fall apart
I guess it doesnt even matter
How did we fall down so far?
So you finally found a way
To lessen all your pain
What you'd give to feel again
For even just the day
And as you search to find the words
For someone to relate
You realize all your faults
Were never their mistakes
And everything starts to fall apart
Covered in ink to hide these scars
And everything ends the way it starts
I just wanna feel like I belong
Could this be the one last time
That brings about the change
The moments in your life
When you know it has to change
Another waste of time
Another dream in flames
And once you feel the fire
You'll never be the same
All my life, I've done nothing but hide from myself
(over and over again)
All my life, I've done nothing but lie to myself
Why in the world did I think I could
Only get to know you when my life was good
When everything just falls in place
The easiest thing is to give You praise
Now it all seems upside down
‘Cause my whole world is caving in
But I feel You now more than I did then
How can I come to the end of me
And somehow still have all I need
God, I want to know You more
Maybe this is how it starts
I find You when I fall apart
Blessed are the ones who understand
We’ve got nothing to bring but empty hands
Nothing to hide and nothing to prove
Our heartbreak brings us back to You
And it all seems upside down
‘Cause my whole world is caving in
But I feel You now more than I did then
How can I come to the end of me
And somehow still have all I need
God, I want to know You more
Maybe this is how it starts
I find You when I fall apart
I don’t know how long this will last
I’m praying for the pain to pass
But maybe this is the best thing that
Has ever happened to me
My whole world is caving in
But I feel You now more than I did then
How can I come to the end of me
And somehow still have all I need
God, I want to know You more
Maybe this is how it starts
I find You when
Some where, in time.
Is, the moment.
When I'd, fall in love.
With the girl, I'm dreamin of.
All, I need.
Is to get down, and plead.
And ask her, to say.
Don't forget the words, I say.
(Chorus)
From, this moment.
There is only love, no torment.
And what I want, to do.
Is, to hold you.
Close, to my heart.
Right now, I'm begining to see.
That you are, true beauty.
My heart, is startin' to heal.
And the pain, I no longer feel.
(Chorus 2x)
From, this moment.
Is only love, no torment.
And, my heart.
So don't turn your back on this
if all is lost, then how did we find love?
(and we could)go back to the way it was
and sacrifice the way it could be
we could fall apart
we're caught up in pain
if all is lost, then how did we find love?
i found letters from better times
that you had balled up and thrown away for me to find
(and we could)go back to the way it was
and sacrifice the way it could be
we could fall apart or we could fall in love again
(and we could)go back to the way it was
and sacrifice the way it could be
we could fall apart or we could fall in love again
is this all in vain?--you stepped on my heart,
you spit on my name--did you really need to?
i made a promise i'd never be caught up in pain
but it seems the only way(that we could)
go back to the way it was
and sacrifice the way it could be
we could fall apart or we could fall in love again
(and we could)go back to the way it was
and sacrifice the way it could be
we could fall apart or we could fall in love again
and we found love
you have taken the best of me
and turned it in to the rest of you--untrue
like a moth to the flame that burns so clean--it's me
(and i scream)you have taken the best of me
but now all is lost....how did we find love?
go back to the way it was
and sacrifice the way it could be
we could fall apart or we could fall in love again
(and we could)go back to the way it was
and sacrifice the way it could be
we could fall apart or we could fall in love again
(Fall apart, we don't fall apart)
Fall apart, we don't fall apart
I'll bet you didn't think that the more you'd try to
kill us
The more we'd rise up, the more we'd wise up
I bet you got hands full trying to dilute us
You've hit a brick wall, won't weaken our resolve
(We've already given away
What you're trying to take, what you're trying to take)
But when you've died a thousand deaths, what's one
more?
We look you in the eyes and we say, and we say
"Seize our families, take our homes away!
We don't fall apart, we don't fall apart"
I guess you would be willing
To disown their lives, to say their goodbyes
I don't think you have any idea just what you're
killing
We will walk on, we live on
(Who is the fool who gives what he can't save)
To gain the one thing that nobody can take?
Though it may cost us everything, we look you in the
eyes and we say
"Seize our families, take our homes away!
We don't fall apart, we don't fall apart
Body after body to the grave
We don't fall apart, we don't fall apart"
Death without love profits nothing
I must be still alive
(I must be still alive!)
"Seize our families, take our homes away!
We don't fall apart, we don't fall apart
Body after body to the grave
We don't fall apart, we don't fall apart
Seize our families, take our homes away!
So I finally found the way
To lessen all your pain
What you'd give to feel again
For even just a day
And as you search to find the words
Of someone to relate
You realize all your faults,
Were never their mistakes
And everything starts to
Fall apart
Covered in ink to, hide these scars
And everything ends the way it starts
I just want to feel like, I belong
Could this be the one last time
That brings 'em back the change?
The moments in your life
When you know it has to change
Another waste of time, another dream in flames
And once you feel the fire,
You'll never be the same
And everything starts to
Fall apart
Covered in ink to, hide these scars
And everything ends the way it starts
I just want to feel like, I belong
I belong
I belong
I belong
Oooo, All my life, I've done nothing but hide
From myself (over and over, and over and over)
Oooo, and all my life, I've done nothing but hide
From myself (over and over, and over and over)
Oooo, and All my life, I've done nothing but lie
To myself (over and over, and over and over again)
And everything starts to
Fall apart
Covered in ink to, hide these scars
And everything ends the way it starts
I just want to feel like, I belong
I belong
I belong
I belong
I can't see you falling
I can't see you turn and fall apart
It's not easy for you but now
You have no choice it's gone
You can't make it on your own
Time will ease you
From just a little harmless fun
But this is how it's gonna be
And this is my goodbye
You, did you think about me too
Did you hear me when I fell for you
But I say goodbye to you
I can't hear you crying
I can't see you trying to discard
All the good times but now
You know we'll both move on
Most times not lost but gone
Burnt out and faded
From just a little harmless fun
This is how it's gonna be
And this is my goodbye
You, did you think about me too
Did you hear me when I fell for you
But I say goodbye to fun
Just a little harmless fun
This is how it's gonna be
And this is my goodbye
You, did you think about me too
You, you're my angel, darling, you
You did you think about me too
Did you hear me when I fell for you
But I say goodbye to you
Did you think about me too
Did you hear me when I fell for you
And if I wake from Dreams
Shall I fall in Pastures
Will I Wake the Darkness
Shall we Torch the Earth?
And if I wake from Dreams
Shall we find the Emptiness
And break the Silence
That will stop our Hearts?
And if I wake from Dreams
Shall we cry Together
For their Howling echoes
And restart the Night?
And why did you say
That things shall fall
And fall and fall and fall
And fall apart?
And why did you say
That things shall fall
And fall and fall and fall
And fall apart?
And shall I wake from Dreams
For the Glory of Nothing
For the cracking of the Sun
For the crawling down of Lies?
And if We fall from Dreams
Shall we push them into Darkness
And stare into the Howling
And clamber into Night?
And if I fall from Dreams
All my Prayers are Silenced
To Love is to lose
And to lose is to Die...
And why did you say
That things shall fall
And fall and fall and fall
And fall apart?
And why did you say
That we shall fall
And fall and fall and fall
And fall apart?
And why did you say
That things shall fall
And fall and fall and fall
And fall apart?
And why did you say
That we shall fall
And fall and fall and fall
And fall apart?
And why did you say
Where does it go from it all
I don’t know
Why do I feel
Like I hurt
I hurt for you
Vampira feeds off my blood
She wants to
I’m burning black, just like you
And we’ll last forever
We can make it on through the day
Where does it all fall apart
And we’ll take the sky way back to my way
Fall and die away
Why do I feel so apart
I spilled my guts on the floor
I’m the prey
Eaten by all of your lies
I lied for you
Stand in the back
Of the crowd
What to do
Scared of the ghosts in your eyes
And we’ll last forever
We can make it on through the day
Where does it all fall apart
And we’ll take the sky way back to my way
Fall and die away
Why do I feel so apart
Where does it go from it all
Why do I feel
Like I hurt
And we’ll last forever
We can make it on through the day
Where does it all fall apart
And we’ll take the sky way back to my way
Fall and die away
Why do I feel so apart
I hurt for you
