My Journey to
Thar https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c8zaJ-eDHVc well video was just shot in the starting of
Trip, & what i had experienced in next 25
Hours i can,t describe it in totality,its infallible, & no camera can shot it except my own eyes ,utter bliss to make me cry, terror,
Beauty &
Nuclear bomb exploded inside my
Skull. while facing Sun & as i closed my eyes ,i see
Supreme light ,its Greatness is beyond words ,i had never
seen anything brighter, & beautiful than that , i become one with Supreme,all thoughts cease to exist at that moment ,i lost memory of
Track , it was
Pure Divine Bliss, it
encompass all existence , after that vision of Supreme only a single thought come in my mind, that now Even if
Death will kill
me i dont care & but in those moments of awe & wonder in
Praise i lift my hands towards
Universe. Than a musician cm near me & played flute, my
Thar Desert Trip was the most
BEAUTIFUL and yet FRIGHTNING experience of my life, i spend whole day from
Noon 12 & whole night in Thar Desert,in night time beautiful
Milky way Galaxy was shining,stars were dancing on
Trance, i was
Alone in whole Thar Desert ( was fearful too but i fight fear ) with lots of
Scorpion ,insects ,they bite hell out of me lolz,snakes come in
Desert not now but in may ,june haa hee but i will advice
Tripping in Desert is not for everyone ,it can be tough,as body need proper nourishment water while tripping, & my water got finished in evening ,in morning i drank 2 Jugs of water , i bear hotness of desert as well as cold in night,i was lying in desert with love for mother Desert and was shaking with cold as mor was approaching, .The
Dose was very
Strong &
Visions were like
anything spectular i had seen ever seen,knowledge ,beauty &
Universal Love, as well as
Death & Destruction, lolz it was all
Paradoxical, and i was wrong , we can learn a lot , from a Bad Trip, bad trip is not really bad trip, it is
Good Trip & finally next morning i see sunrise & i see camel coming
towards me he was shining like
Gold than i do camel
riding but got into debate with camel owner that camel should nt feel
discomfort & u need to love him a lot,still tripping, as i came out
of Desert, everyone was laughing , face full of dust,but
Acid let u
fight your fears, so i sit with those villagers,I drink Tea,as one bad
boy ask me what is your caste ? i said i don,t believe in all this, he
make my fun , but in end i said a
Human being is a Human being,& he
was silent,but it is my advice that while tripping please avoid negative
people, things can turn bad , as i reached
Jaisalmer city from
sam,there too people were laughing,some also scare off as my face was
full of sand dust, & eyes were Red like red light.when i see my face
in mirror of hotel , i got scared , .but i can see the
magic, of being polite, magic of softening my ego, things were not touching me, i was smiling, was lost into Trance, i was feeling kind of affection who so ever i observe
in the city from animals to
Humans, all living beings.
Lessons Learned
i achieved not some
Ego Death after Trip, but Ego softening.
That when u hurt a living being
u hurt your own soul
when u love a living being
u love your own own soul
that when u behave badly with someone, you did,t harm him actually, u
left a impression, and if the impression is bad, it harm your own
soul,and u will smell very badly lolz ,even those who love u will turn u
down,but if u love all, smile always, even your enemies will calm down,
& u will spread your
Fragrance every where , all will love u & u
will love all.
Therefore i will say sorry to all those
Human beings whom i had hurted
in the
Past...and if you had done so, than go for it because after
sometime there will be nothing left but regret
..i forgive everyone who
so ever had hurted me , and i forgive myself for hurting them, but if
make your soul strong, nothing in this Universe can hurt u, u are ATMAN,
u are
Brahman, u are Universe.
That
Love &;
Happiness, kindness are Strongest weapons in the
world,not war weapons, look at the life of
King Ashoka, his biography
was in my front me when i was Tripping & i cried out, and i decide
that i will try to spread
Smile & love as much i can in this
Universe.
i learned what Leary had said " If you want to change the way people
respond to u, change the way u respond to people "
if u look in eyes of any living beings ,deeply ,they are craving for
Love, so lets spread it in the whole world as much as we can,although it
is not possible to make everyone
Happy but we can try our best to
minimize pain and Increase Happiness.
i realize earlier i was what ?? i was so wrong, so wrong,and i need to
Transform myself for better , i need to change myself .and now i am
feeling strong, things which were hurting me before, is not even
touching me , and i am feeling Love for all living beings lolz,it is
blasting from my nerves.Love u all,lets Smile,lets make earth
Heaven
lets love each other to our best that is my message to the whole world
- published: 08 Apr 2014
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