In this episode of
Nine Lives,
Denise is reflecting on the
Three Principles conference in
London that has just passed at the time of recording, noticing the synergy between the speakers and the audience, seeing how the speakers were being informed by the energy in the room. Denise shares that for her it wasn't about what was being said or how it was being said, it was about the magic in the connection between the human beings in the room, that collective energy in the room that was so powerful for her. Like in sports when all the players are connected to this inner space, that space that's always there, when they're falling out of their personal thinking, falling out of their expectations and their judgements, when they allow that universal energy to come through.
It's not about having to go out and find this universal energy because we're made of it.
Denise can see that as human beings we've evolved, where we no longer have to be right or have to be first at things, we don't have to prove ourselves, and we don't have to seek approval from others, we don't need validating in this world.
Without all that, it's just so pure, it's the game of life, the freedom just to live.
Kaye refers back to a quote in a
Sydney Banks book about "seeing what is and not what isn't". At the time of reading the book she took it as a way of positive thinking, but now she can see that it's about being present and not thinking, and that thinking is "what isn't".
Seeing what is, is being and what isn't, is being caught up in our personal thinking.
Denise was reflecting on a
Mooji talk where he posed the question "who is the I that perceives". Denise realised that everything she perceives is a creation, regardless whether it comes from her intellect or not, so there's no need to judge her creations because she created all of them. Just knowing for Denise how we create through these Three Principles, helps Denise navigate her life.
Knowing that she's not her thinking, knowing that she doesn't need to be scared of her thinking, knowing that she doesn't need to judge her thinking, allows her to simply notice her thinking play out, catching herself if her thinking doesn't serve her or humanity. Denise realises that anything that doesn't serve her or humanity is "what isn't", it's not something she wants to manifest in the world compared to in the past where Denise would have happily manifested things that weren't serving. Now she realises that she doesn't need to judge herself for having unhelpful thoughts, not judging these thoughts allows them to dissolve quicker and her own awareness allows these thoughts not to come into creation anymore.
Kaye can really see that we're creators and by judging others, we really judge ourselves, create suffering for ourselves which is unnecessary. Suffering is not a requirement of being human. It's no longer about defending ourselves, and realising that, makes you fearless. Like Syd said "if people could see that they don't need to be afraid of their experience, that alone will change the world".
Kaye shares how when we just take the principle of thought and exclude mind and consciousness, when we only see the transient nature of our thoughts, we're missing mind, we're missing that we're being guided by wisdom. It's liberating for Kaye to see thought and also see this other space that we're being guided by, which is ever present and available to us 24/7, that infinite pool of wisdom and consciousness.
Pure consciousness is soul.
Kaye explores that it's not just thought that brings us our experience, because thought is brought to life by consciousness, and our state of consciousness moves all the time. She sees that the less concerned she is with her personal thinking, paying attention to her thoughts, believing her feelings, looking in the direction of not feeling good, the more familiar she becomes with this other dimension of being, this moment to moment spontaneous action and flow of life. The more familiar she becomes with that space, the easier it becomes to switch from personal thinking into that space
. In the past Kaye thought this space was so rare, it felt like a gift from the outside, now she knows this space is available to her all the time.
- published: 20 Jun 2016
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