mother cries herself to sleep
for a love she couldn't keep
sweetest dreams at night reminding her
of how it used to be
father looks the other way
plays it cool, come what may
though the facts of life surrounding him
forever he will stray
and her eyes tell a thousand stories
and her smile makes flowers bloom
she's like poetry in motion
she brightens up the room
sometimes
she feels homeless in her heart
sometimes
looking for a brand new start
sometimes
she feels homeless in her heart
sometimes
fell in love that special night
chose the hard way, chose to fight
for the one who sings her songs
holds her 'till the morning light
and her eyes tell a thousand stories
and her smile makes flowers bloom
she's like poetry in motion
she brightens up the room
sometimes
she feels homeless in her heart
sometimes
looking for a brand new start
sometimes
she feels homeless in her heart
sometimes
sometimes
she feels homeless in her heart
sometimes
looking for a brand new start
sometimes
she feels homeless in her heart
Who am I
What am I
I'm lying naked on the floor
I don't believe the mirror anymore
Got to find myself again
I don't know, if letting go
Might be the only way I can
In the darkest corner of my mind
I've been searching, I've been trying to find
The little girl that I left behind
I cannot see, life's blinding me
Underneath my rough and poisoned skin
Lies the inner beauty, free from sin
But I've forgotten how to reach down in
How can I feel, what I am for real
Who am I
What am I
I'm lying naked on the floor
I don't believe the mirror anymore
Got to find myself again
I don't know, if letting go
Might be the only way I can
Left alone, I'm lost in space and time
I still wonder how to ease my mind
Expectations of a different kind
I want to be me, tell me how can I be
Far away from innocence I start
Try to find the answer, hidden in the stars
Though my soul got covered in many scars
I still hold on, want to know where I belong
Chorus
Maybe after all is said and done
When the shadows and the doubts are gone
I realise it's hard to love someone
Children walking hand in hand
Playing in the poisoned sand
Generations on the move
Unconvinced by the power of proof
Hustle for the darkest gold
The very truth remains untold
Will somebody please tell the man
That the shit has hit the fan
Where did the love go
Where is it now
Where did the love go
Did we lose it somehow
Tell me, tell me
The absentminded rule the world
Wasting lives for what it's worth
Patriots fulfil their needs
Powered by the hands of greed
Hustle for the darkest gold
The very truth remains untold
Will somebody please tell
The man that the shit has hit the fan
Where did the love go
Did we lose it somehow
Where did the love go
Where is it now
Where did the love go
Did we lose it somehow
Weeping willows rustle
So to distract my troubled mind
I hate this kind of hustle
Never felt this way before
Since your smile unlocked the door
To let me fall in love again
I'm not frightened anymore
You were send from up above As a little piece of heaven
You showered me with love
No taking, only giving
Little an angel young at heart
Full of passion Full of life
You're my ever shining star
Thank You for being who you are
You were send from up above As a little piece of heaven
You showered me with love
No taking, only giving
Chorus:
Take me back to something
That I lost somehow, somewhere along the way
Take me back to something
That I need somehow, to brighten up my day
Words, are sometimes hard to find
Silence, can be so unkind
You play with love like you play with words
Can't you see it's me you've hurt
Now my dreams turn into dust
It wasn't love, it was only lust
You're not the same
You're playing game
You've filled my heart with your lies
You're not the same
You're playing game
The smile has left your eyes
Words, are sometimes hard to find
Silence, can be so unkind
You play with love like you play with words
Can't you see it's me you've hurt
Love is always losing game
I don't want your sympathy
It's mylife and l will be free
I don't want your sympathy
It's my life and I just need me
It's over again
You made up your mind
Still wanna be my friend
But don't waste your time
Cause I've just about had it with you
And I won't be nobody's fool
I don't want your sympathy
It's my life and I will be free
I don't want your sympathy
It's my life and I will be free
I don't want your sympathy
It's my life and I just need me
It's over again
There's doubt in your eyes
The message has been sent
Now you have to pay the price
Cause I've just about had it with you
And I won't be nobody's fool
I don't want your sympathy
I don't want your sympathy
I don't want your sympathy
It's my life and I will be free
I don't want your sympathy
It's my life and I just need me
I don't want your sympathy
It's my life and I will be free
I don't want your sympathy
Summer solstice, evening sky
Cheerful nature caught my eye
Sweet surrender, feels so right
Underneath stellar light
Mixed emotions, mind or soul
True endearment, losing control
Stay with me
I need you more than ever
Hold my hand
Stay with me
The summer last forever
Circles in the sand
Mixed emotions, mind or soul
True endearment, losing control
Summer's over, the curtain fell
Ending up in blue hotel
Stay with me
I need you more than ever
Hold my hand
Stay with me
The summer last forever
I still regret
I turned my back on you
No one makes me feel the way you do
Never meant to cause you trouble
Never meant to do you harm
I was weakened by temptation's wing of charm
I want to be forgiven
I want to hold you in my arms again
To be forgiven
'Cause I still need a friend
I want to be forgiven
I want to hold you in my arms again
To be forgiven
'Cause I still need a friend
I want to be forgiven
Almost drowning in the sea of sin
Can you ease the pain I feel within
Never meant to cause you trouble
Never meant to do you harm
I was weakened by temptation's wing of charm
I want to be forgiven
I want to hold you in my arms again
To be forgiven
'Cause I still need a friend
I want to be forgiven
I want to hold you in my arms again
To be forgiven
'Cause I still need a friend
I want to be forgiven
Never meant to cause you trouble
Never meant to do you harm
I was weakened by temptation's wing of charm
Never meant to cause you trouble
Never meant to do you harm
I was weakened by temptation's wing of charm
I want to be forgiven
I want to hold you in my arms again
To be forgiven
'Cause I still need a friend
I want to be forgiven
I want to hold you in my arms again
To be forgiven
'Cause I still need a friend
I want to be forgiven
I want to hold you in my arms again
To be forgiven
'Cause I still need a friend
There's a new star in my sky
I only know you for a while
But my heart seems to surrender to your love
I'm a victim of your smile
Cupid's arrow struck my heart
But I don't feel any pain
In the end there's nothing to win or nothing to lose
In this foolish loversgame
Forever in love
You and I
Forever in love
We both know why
As the days come and go, there's just one thing I know
In an ocean of feelings
I don't know what to do
Allthough I am
The one who left
I just keep thinking of you
It makes me want to cry
To know how I treated you
I'm so sorry
For what I did
I'll never find another love like you
Chorus
Little things you did
The sweet things you said
You made me feel so special
I just can't forget
The little things you did
The sweet things you said
You made me feel so special
A suffering soul can not be loved
An empty hand has lost its trust
Forsaken by luck, forsaken by men
Before a heart breaks it has to bend
A troubled mind will silently shout
A bleeding body is no way out
Forsaken by luck, forsaken by men
Before a heart breaks it has to bend
Chorus
Heal my heart
Make it shine again
Let the wings of love take us home again
Heal my heart
Make it whole again
Don't call me beautiful
Don't call me hot
Don't call me lovable
Because I'm not
Don't call me generous
Don't call me kind
Don't call luminous
Don't be so blind
I am a sinner
I'm not a saint
I am a winner
And you sure ain't
Don't be so desperate
Don't be naive
I'm full of lies
Which you believe
Don't call me angel
Don't call me sweet
Don't call me baby
Your heart will bleed
Don't call me perfect
Don't call me nice
Don't think I care
And think twice
I am a sinner
I'm not a saint
I am a winner
And you sure ain't
Don't be so desperate
Don't be naive
I'm full of lies
Which you believe
Don't call me beautiful
Don't call me beautiful
Don't call me beautiful
Don't call me hot
I am a sinner
I'm not a saint
I am a winner
And you sure ain't
Don't be so desperate
Don't be naive
I'm full of lies
So dark and deep
All the shadows on the wall
They seem as real
As Dali's creatures, great and small
My hope is gone
All my demons come to call
From dust 'till dawn
I look so shelter from it all
Chorus
My life's confused
and I try to stumble through day
My mind's abused
You're an angel on my shoulder
My shelter from the storm
You're an angel on my shoulder
Stones are getting colder
Leaves are turning brown
Paintings loose their color
Kings lay down their crown
[Chorus]
Why worry, why worry
I'm still here for you
Why worry, why worry
'Cause my light will always shine on you
Nights are getting longer
Soldiers lost their faith
Dreamers have stopped dreaming
Heaven no longer waits
Earth has stopped revolving
Moon has lost its glow
Seasons have stopped turning
Rivers no longer flow
[Chorus 2x]
Sometimes the one thing
That you're looking for
Will be the one thing
You can't see
The strangest faces do appear
I startle when they come too near
But angels have no fear
But angels have no fear
Allthough my quest is justified
My love is strong and time is tight
You ask me not to fight
You ask me not to fight
Chorus
Wild horses can't keep me away
My heart keeps longin' for the day
So I just hope and pray
You have the bravest heart
The strongest emotions
After all the harm I've caused
You still want my loving
I think I lost your love
Oh baby it's a shame
But how can I be mad at you
When I'm the one to blame?
You have the bravest heart
The strongest emotions
After all the harm I've caused
You still want my loving
I can't believe
I still recieve
So much affection from your side
If you could give me one more chance
I'd love to turn the tide
I cant believe
I still recieve
So much affection from your side
If you could give me one more chance
I'd love to turn the tide
I cant believe
I still recieve
So much affection from your side
If you could give me one more chance
I'd love to turn the tide
I can't believe
I still recieve
So much affection from your side
If you could give me one more chance
I'd love to turn the tide
I can't believe
I still recieve
So much affection from your side
If you could give me one more chance
I'd love to turn the tide
I can't believe
I still recieve
So much affection from your side
If you could give me one more chance
I'd love to turn the tide
I can't believe
I still recieve
So much affection from your side
If you could give me one more chance
I'd love to turn the tide
Will you still love me
Tomorrow, tomorrow
When the twilight fades
When the moon hits my eyes
My sureness degrades
My confidence dies
Where hope meets despair
The lonely eagle sings
Never aware
Of the emptiness it brings
Will you still love me tomorrow
Will you still care
Will you still need me tomorrow
Will you be there
Will you still love me tomorrow
Will you still care
Will you still need me tomorrow
Will you be there
When the night time calls
When darkness decides
My virtue falls in you
I confide
Where hope meets despair
The lonely eagle sings
Never aware
Of the emptiness it brings
Will you still love me tomorrow
Will you still care
Will you still need me tomorrow
Will you be there
Will you still love me tomorrow
Will you still care
Will you still need me tomorrow
As you look in his eyes
The shame looks with you
Like a stain on your soul
Whatever you do
And he tries to deny
The doubt in his mind
To keep you by his side
He'd rather be blind
Tell me all of you dreams
Your hopes and your fears
Let me walk through your mind
And dry all your tears
Chorus
So afraid of yourself
Afraid of the day
When you have to decide
To go your own way
On the verge of destruction
You're cursing the wreckage of your weak heart
Chorus
So afraid of yourselfs
Afraid of the day
When you have to decide
Sitting here
No answers near
All I know
Before the curtain dropped
You left the show
Lying here
Future unclear
All I know
Before the curtain dropped
You left the show
Chorus
Shallow water
Rippled by tears
Shallow water
Mirrors my fears
Silent raindrops
Soothen my skin
Still the answers
So I got this question
Have you changed your mind?
Have you seen the future?
Was it hard to find?
Will you keep on dancing
on the edge of life?
Do you ever wonder how you will survive?
I guess I still don't know
Can I make it on my own?
I guess I got to go but can I make it on my own?
I guess it's time to let my feelings show
I guess I still don't knowâ¦
But can I make it on my own?
When the night is over
And the races run
I'll find the answers
How to come undone
Will you keep on dancing
on the edge of life?
Do you ever wonder how you will survive?
I guess I still don't know
Can I make it on my own?
I guess I got to go but can I make it on my own?
I think it's time to let my feelings show
I guess I still don't knowâ¦
But can I make it on my own?
Here I am again
Still trying to understand
What you did to me
How can it be
You always disagree
Here I go again
Don't know where this will end
I've seen enough before
I want to be sure
Don't need the hurt no more
Chorus:
See I got to make it
Got to make it through
See I got to make it
Got to make it through
I know what to do
You're always untrue
I got to make it through
Here I stand again
Got the message send
Looking for some fun
Walking in the sun
No more the under fun
Here I smile again
I will no more pretend
That happiness is wrong
I know where I belong
My confidence is strong
Chorus:
See I got to make it
Got to make it through
See I got to make it
Got to make it through
I know what to do
You're always untrue
I got to make it through
I got to make it
I got to make it, through
I got to make it
I got to make it, through
I got to make it
I got to make it, through
I got to make it
I got to make it
Chorus:
See I got to make it
Got to make it through
See I got to make it
Got to make it through
I know what to do
You're always untrue
I got to make it through
See I got to make it
Got to make it through
See I got to make it
Got to make it through
I know what to do
You're always untrue
(x2)
I'm no longer frightened
no more sleepless nights
no more bruises on my soul
troubles out of sight
I have no more sorrow
no more search for light
got my train of inner thoughts
back on the tracks of life
Chorus:(x2)
Livng my life, again
living my life again
swept away by the wind
i've changed
I still regret
I turned my back on you
No one makes me feel the way you do
Never meant to cause you trouble
Never meant to do you harm
I was weakened by temptation's wing of charm
I want to be forgiven
I want to hold you in my arms again
To be forgiven
'Cause I still need a friend
I want to be forgiven
I want to hold you in my arms again
To be forgiven
'Cause I still need a friend
I want to be forgiven
Almost drowning in the sea of sin
Can you ease the pain I feel within
Never meant to cause you trouble
Never meant to do you harm
I was weakened by temptation's wing of charm
I want to be forgiven
I want to hold you in my arms again
To be forgiven
'Cause I still need a friend
I want to be forgiven
I want to hold you in my arms again
To be forgiven
'Cause I still need a friend
I want to be forgiven
Never meant to cause you trouble
Never meant to do you harm
I was weakened by temptation's wing of charm
Never meant to cause you trouble
Never meant to do you harm
I was weakened by temptation's wing of charm
I want to be forgiven
I want to hold you in my arms again
To be forgiven
'Cause I still need a friend
I want to be forgiven
I want to hold you in my arms again
To be forgiven
'Cause I still need a friend
I want to be forgiven
I want to hold you in my arms again
To be forgiven
'Cause I still need a friend
It's such a perfect day
I swept you from my heart
It's such a perfect day
I take a brand new start
You broke my heart and you crushed my soul
You pulled me close, then you let me go
I hate you now
and it feels so good
I hate you now
never thought i would
Hate you now
Hate you now
I hate you now
God i hate you now
I don't know who you are
Your whole love was a lie
I don't know who you are
You killed me from inside
You broke my heart and you crushed my soul
You pulled me close, then you let me go
I hate you now
and it feels so good
I hate you now
never thought i would
Hate you now
Hate you now
I hate you now
God i hate you now
Tonight I'm gonna let you die
You took me here
A world of fear
I can feel myself
Fading away
I won't waste another day
You took me here
The end is near
All is said and done
My conscience is clear
I won't miss you when I'm gone
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything you do
Needless to say
You're just one of God's mistakes
You're not so strong
The same old song
It's sad to see you dance
Around the truth
I'm not the little girl you knew
You're not so strong
I carry on
Love can make a fool
Of anyone
I won't miss you when I'm gone
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything you do
Needless to say
I know you told me not to ask where you have been
I know you told me not to try
To understand the way you live your life at night
But don't you see you make me cry
So now I've left I know it broke your heart
But I prefer to be alone
I hope you feel the pain I've always felt with you
I know I'll make it on my own
Chorus:
I touch your skin
I smell the sin
your eyes are lying
I touch your skin
I smell the sin
my love for you is dying(2 times)
I know you told me not to ask where you have been
I know you told me not to try
Do understand the way you live your life at night
But don't you see you make me cry
I need so much strength
To cut me loose
For this kind of life
I'll no longer choose
Unquenchable thirst
Keeps me alive
I fight for your love
A war to the knife
But you'll never see
I won't let you see
But you'll never see
The raindrops in my eyes
Drowning in my tears
I'm drowning in my tears
All those nights, all these years
I'm drowning in my tears
Drowning in my teras
I'm drowning in my tears
Save my soul, kill my fears
I'm drowning in my tears
Our story's been told
Last flight of the dove
But I can't subdue
My yearning for love
Unquenchable thirst
Keeps me alive
I fight for your love
A war to the knife
But you'll never see
I won't let you see
But you'll never see
The raindrops in my eyes
Drowning in my tears
I'm drowning in my tears
All those nights, all these years
I'm drowning in my tears
Drowning in my teras
I'm drowning in my tears
Save my soul, kill my fears
Down on the corner
Is where my life began
Eyes conversating
You walked into my land
Lost in a dream world
A timeless tale of sin
No sudden questions
We were too deep down in
Where did i, did i go wrong
I'm sorry
But i don't, don't know, don't know what's gone
Oh won't you tell me
Where did i, did i go wrong
I'm sorry
But i don't, don't know, don't know what's gone
Oh won't you tell me
My desperation
Silently crept in
Self-preservation
A struggle hard to win
No use in crying
No use in feelin' small
No wishful thinking
Cause you can't have it all
Where did i, did i go wrong
I'm sorry
But i don't, don't know, don't know what's gone
Oh won't you tell me
Where did i, did i go wrong
I'm sorry
But i don't, don't know, don't know what's gone
Oh won't you tell me
Never took this road before
Never wanted to show you more
I kept my dreams all locked inside
I only wanted a place to hide
Life ain't always what it seems
You should hold on to your dreams
They lift a corner of the veil
It's up to you to make 'em real
Life's too short, so don't ignore
The clues you get at noght
Life's too short, so you got to keep on
Living on the edge of life
And when the time has come that you've made up your mind
The night is cold
The rain pours down
Neon light's seducing me
I don't give up
I won't give in
Memory's accusing me
I'm fallin'
Where do we go, I don't know
I'm fallin'
Nothing below, let it go
I'm fallin'
Where do we go, I don't know
I'm fallin'
Nothing below, let it go
The dawn of day
A foggy dew
A gleam of light's suffusing me
I can't deny
My eager thoughts
Future sound's amusing me
I'm fallin'
Where do we go, I don't know
I'm fallin'
Nothing below, let it go
I'm fallin'
Where do we go, I don't know
I'm fallin'
Nothing below, let it go
The night is cold
The rain pours down
Neon light's seducing me
I don't give up
I won't give in
Memory's accusing me
I'm fallin'
Where do we go, I don't know
I'm fallin'
Nothing below, let it go
I'm fallin'
Where do we go, I don't know
I'm fallin'
Nothing below, let it go
Where do we go, I don't know
All the long and lonely nights
He played you for a fool
All the signs that you denied
Trying to keep cool
Never let him see you cry
Smiling, standing strong
Never look into his eyes
Pretending nothing's wrong
He says he's changed
But will you ever know
This doubt is killing you
The doubt of letting go
He says he's changed
But will you ever know
The truth's inside his heart
It tears you all apart
Memories you can't forget
All your trust has snapped
The humiliation hurts
My card house has collapsed
Never let him see you cry
Smiling, standing strong
Never look into his eyes
Pretending nothing's wrong
He says he's changed
But will you ever know
This doubt is killing you
The doubt of letting go
He says he's changed
But will you ever know
The truth's inside his heart
It tears you all apart
In the springtime of your life
Love can cut you like a knife
Never leave your dreams behind
He says he's changed
But will you ever know
This doubt is killing you
The doubt of letting go
He says he's changed
But will you ever know
The truth's inside his heart
Love is an angel
Holding you tight
Love is an angel
Standing by your side
Are you my angel, are you my guide?
Where is the answer, where is the light?
Are you my vengeance? Are you my pride?
Are you a stranger? Heaven decides
All this time I'm waitin'
I was anticipating, for a love like you
A love that is always true
But you got me dreamin'
I find it hard believing
In a love like you
A love that is always true
Love is an angel
Holding you tight
Love is an angel
Standing by your side
Are you my angel, are you my guide?
Where is the answer, where is the light?
Are you my vengeance? Are you my pride?
Are you a stranger? Heaven decides
All the tears I've been crying
I was slowly dying
For a love like you
A love that is always true
But you got me dreamin'
I find it hard believing
In a love like you
A love that is always true
Are you my angel, are you my guide?
Where is the answer, where is the light?
Are you my vengeance? Are you my pride?
Are you a stranger?
Love is an angel
Holding you tight
Love is an angel
Standing by your side
Are you my angel, are you my guide?
Where is the answer, where is the light?
Are you my vengeance? Are you my pride?
Are you a stranger? Heaven decides
I wasn't jealous before we met
Now every woman I see
is a potential threat.
And I'm possessive,
it isn't nice
You've heard me saying
that smoking was my only vice
But now it isn't true
Now everything is new
And all I've learned has overturned
I beg of you ...
Don't go wasting your emotion
Lay all your love on me
It was like shooting a sitting duck
A little smalltalk,
a smile and baby I was stuck
I still don't know
what you've done with me
A grown-up woman
should never fall so easily
I feel a kind of fear
When I don't have you near
Unsatisfied, I skip my pride
I beg you dear...
Don't go wasting your emotion
Lay all your love on me
Don't go sharing your devotion
Lay all your love on me
I've had a few little love affairs
They didn't last very long
and they've been pretty scarce
I used to think that was sensible
It makes the truth
even more incomprehensible
'cause everything is new
And everything is you
And all I've learned has overturned
What can I do...
Don't go wasting your emotion
Lay all your love on me
Don't go sharing your devotion
Lay all your love on me
I know you told me not to ask where you have been
I know you told me not to try
To understand the way you live your life at night
But don't you see you make me cry
So now I've left you I know it broke your heart
But I prefer to be alone
I hope you feel the pain I've always felt with you
I know I'll make it on my own
I touch your skin
I smell the sin
Your eyes are lying
I touch your skin
I smell the sin
You said there's no solution here to find
You went away and left it all behind
I tried to open up your heart
But we always ended up apart
I used to think our love was so sincere
But after every fight you disappeared
You tried to put the blame on me
But you won't get away so easily
All those secrets I could not reveal
Secrets made you cold as steal
All those secrets that you tried to hide
You didn't need me by your side
Secrets I could never tell
Secrets kept me in a shell
Secrets that you've tried to hide
Crawling through life's jungle
Left alone and lost in time
I need to lose my shadow
I want you to be my guide
Feeding from desire
Out of reach and out of sight
My road is long and darkened
I know hope is on my side
Chorus
Never ever, ever felt so alone
Never ever, ever been stripped to the bone
Shivering shadow leave me alone
You smile at me as a painting with no colour
You look at me as a star without a shine
You care for me but you don't hear what I'm saying
I wanna know what you really feel inside
You dance with me but you don't feel my rhythm
You talk with me but you're always three steps ahead
You talk to me but I don't hear what you're saying
I wanna know what you really feel inside
If I could solve the mystery of tomorrow
If I could make some changes in your heart
If I could see the shadows of the future
I can still remember, long ago
Living in the fast lane, never slow
And nothing that could come between me and you
I still hear the words I thought were cheap
You should always look before you leap
And I never realised those words were oh so true
I hope that you can hear me
Though you're living in another world
Throwing shadows upon earth
In your eyes, I could drown and still survive
In your eyes, I could see how to live my life
But if only I knew
That chances were few
Maybe I would still be with you
Several thoughts I can't define
Living on a dream, seems like a crime
But every now and then it's hard to ignore
'Cause only in my dreams I find a clue
when I try to build a memory of you