Vexed

I'm showin' you my life more deep than you think
At nites I get a little less sleep than you think
Somethin' keeps me up, I can't even get a wink
And there's no point in tryin', so I lay there and blink
I'm showin' you I feel more stress than you see
But my business is my business and I keep it all to me
I've done a lot of work for you to see me where I be
But lately I sense you don't wanna set me free
And lately there's been controversy around my name
But fuck you 'cuz I ain't playin' your game
My attitude, my language they ain't used to it
But I ain't UK garage so get used to it
'Cuz I was raised an only child
Not a brother not a sis' raised around hate
Not a hug not a kiss before this I was just a failure in the mist
And I made it through the fog, I can't let you take the piss
I don't wanna get vexed and I don't wanna lose my cool
But I ain't gonna let that boy come round try and take me for no fool
I ain't gonna let that boy come round, I'm reachin' for my tool
I ain't gonna let that boy get flash, I'll smash his head on the wall
I don't wanna get vexed and I wanna lose my rag
But I ain't gonna let that boy come round try and take me for no slag
I ain't gonna let that boy come round runnin' his gums, you are mad
Can't be havin' him think I'm fake, I'll make his family sad
I do the fuck what I want that's how I got here
And I'll be damned if I let you fussys interfere
And if I had my way you won't even get near
I don't need your help, do I make myself clear
I know it sounds rude that's because it's meant to be
I try to be the rudest boy in this industry
Ain't two faced and I ain't one to blow
If I don't like you then I'll tell you to your [unverified]
I don't know wot you want, I don't know wot you expect
But if I know you don't ask me for respect
I don't give it easily, I don't give it much
And I ain't got a heart, so don't eva try and talk
All these peeps runnin' round like owe them
But before I got big I didn't even know them
I'll be doin' this for a whole lotta years
And I'll be standin' straight when the smoke clears
I don't wanna get vexed and I don't wanna lose my cool
But I ain't gonna let that boy come round try and take me for no fool
I ain't gonna let that boy come round, I'm reachin' for my tool
I ain't gonna let that boy get flash, I'll smash his head on the wall
I don't wanna get vexed and I wanna lose my rag
But I ain't gonna let that boy come round try and take me for no slag
I ain't gonna let that boy come round runnin' his gums, you are mad
Can't be havin' him think I'm fake, I'll make his family sad
I'm the type of boy that takes the bump wiv the grind
I'm the type of boy to take your girl from behind
I'm the type of boy your girl wants me to be, she told me
I don't act the prettiest 'cuz it don't suit me
You could hurry up and you could even shoot me
But if your girls lettin' off then it's my duty
I ain't tryna keep your wifey truthly
But it ain't my fault your girlfriends a groupie
Be careful what you ask for you could change your mind
And what you lookin' for, you won't like what you find
If you lookin' for the gossip, if your lookin' for the chat
I'll remind you that curiosity killed the cat
Plus you are tellin' lies and they spreadin' like the plague
What else can I do except keep myself made
I don't know why these girls are tryin' to attack me
But I'm a rude boy, I won't let nobody track me
I don't wanna get vexed and I don't wanna lose my cool
But I ain't gonna let that boy come round try and take me for no fool
I ain't gonna let that boy come round, I'm reachin' for my tool
I ain't gonna let that boy get flash, I'll smash his head on the wall
I don't wanna get vexed and I wanna lose my rag
But I ain't gonna let that boy come round try and take me for no slag
I ain't gonna let that boy come round runnin' his gums, you are mad