I have become carving, resisting my reliance
And still I am falling, escaping the asylum
Oh, I wish that some day
I will stand up in silence and peace,
without affecting my lifestyle
"I feel so isolated and disconnected from the happy"
It's all that I want, It's all that I need
All you unfullfilled, you've been living illusions
To all you unfullfilled, where are your solutions?
All my life affected to knowing and sensing
without the triumph of owning yourself
I feel proceeded, there's got to be more than this
I feel so lost, when there's no one
who can teach me the value of life
To all you unfullfilled,
I came here to say but nothing
To all the unfullfilled,
Me and you, we are trapped inside a devil's curse
Like fallen angels burning down to withered dust
And it has come that far
The pining tooth has made it worse
"I feel hollowed and sucked empty"
As soon as we think
We are safe from the pathetic mind
They bite to thrill, making we all weak and I'll
... and they think it is alright... it's alright
Leave me alone now, I am close to be like you
I lost my will now, please stop this, your soul abuse
This life is mine, this blood is mine
I don't need your loyalty all I need is to be alone
Cold, pale hands that lure
Folded, praying for the sued
The well known stranger
Is soaking all my energy
But I guess I know
The one who's proving fallacy
The caring friend turning out to be a fiend
I am a stone cold rocker
With his flames in my eyes
A bloody motherfucker
Who can't take no more lies
I kill just by the way that I feel
My head is up high
Never will I kneel
I am a hater
I was born to fight in a daily combat
But I found my way to a better day
All that you give will be all that you get
This time it is too late for regret
Were you born to fight a daily combat
I have found a way to a better day
All that you that give will all that you get
This time it is too late for regret
The cause for this war
Is hard to realize
I know that you can't take it
Your silence means demise
My thrill will be your overkill
Bad luck to the world of fuck
I am a hater
You don't know how I feel inside of me
You don't know how it feels to be free
You are just a lifeless shell
Faith falls with its sons
Believers:
Beware of an new probation
The same source sets free the ones
who find bliss in their malevolent determination
Terror to achieve control
What a sinful proof for an ill natured soul
A culture has been forced to stagnate
Empty hope has spread the seeds of hate
Is this the return?
Stay, stay away from me
Stay away
I can't take this one more day
I don't want to give this one more try
A holy war needs a faithless lie
A return of an old damnation
tries to rearrange the coming of time
Close to a situation
known to the world as the mediaeval crime
This is a modern crusade
caused by the decadence of a nation
A conflict with a need to degrade
the greatness of our fragile civilisation
This is the Return
This threat is deeper
Save your souls
We are a new kind of nightmare
Your falling children
Born to show that we don't care
Helpless protest with a weak intention
is our gift to achieve attention
Our loaded guns need no faked liberty
Will blow away our painful misery
Welcome the ones
That know the only way
To show this world
How to get away
We are the Suicide Crew
Save our souls
This is a god damned nightmare
Where are the ones who show
that they do care?
We kill our cries with a wrong intention
Our broken dreams need
the world's attention
Ignored and seen as useless casualties
can't be the way to better possibilities
Accept the truth
This is our destiny
We are the youth
Deary, dubious existence,
preposterous embodiment!
Still sullen are the lights of life...
Behold then my rancour, my tears
soaking your surface bloody earth!
Am I the one, the one I fear
or am I the one and only atmosphere?
I am lost, trapped in time...
My life is a star which does not shine!
Sumptuous elusive significance,
preposterous embodiment!
Time to believe!
Into the hearts which have died,
into the souls which have tried,
into the tears we have cried
The tears of rancour!
Forever dying
Forever tryingForever crying
the tears of rancour!
Alone I walk through ephemeral time,
to enlighten a quest
I am a stone cold rocker
With his flames in my eyes
A bloody motherfucker
Who can't take no more lies
I kill just by the way that I feel
My head is up high
Never will I kneel
I am a hater
I was born to fight in a daily combat
But I found my way to a better day
All that you give will be all that you get
This time it is too late for regret
Were you born to fight a daily combat
I have found a way to a better day
All that you that give will all that you get
This time it is too late for regret
The cause for this war
Is hard to realize
I know that you can't take it
Your silence means demise
My thrill will be your overkill
Bad luck to the world of fuck
I am a hater
You don't know how I feel inside of me
You don't know how it feels to be free
You are just a lifeless shell
Relight my path
To where I have been born
I see the darkness -
a shadow over my cradle
A fail of the nature laws that create life
The time has come
Where sorrow now must end...
Dead, sorrow -
did you ever see?
The tears -
Break it down... and
Reload all your senses
Cause they will never care for your tears
Be aware of your chances
Cause they will never take all your fears
(If you are) lost, be part of the rising
A new scenario will change aliesing
The jaded domination
Is worth a new creation
This is the Pulse of Minority
Let this break all their authority
Revolute - Evolute your self
So increase the pressure
Evoke the structure plain by time
Burry my wrong aggressor
The truth appeals to heal the crime
Shock them, invade their lives
Creative trust to fight the lies
Solid controlled hysteria
My razors are trained to mark a surface
Every time I fall
it forces me to punish my skin
Remorse has proved to be a sadist
And I don't care at all
if people see the shape I am in
Day by Day
another conflict causes to cut the flesh
And if these wounds fail to show the truth
I got to cut even deeper
The scars are true art of expression
Signs of tragedy
With no doubt sick -but keeping alive
My way to let out all aggression
A different therapy
Possible with the blade of a knife
We grew up in fences
Drinking light from arid sun rays
Before I saw the sitting brawling
Cutting faces to flowers
Why is everything so blithe and delighted?
Why is everything so full of light?
I have the strangest feeling...
Inside these neon gardens
Nothing's the same
Is the same any more
Inside these neon gardens
I ask you what might have gone wrong
They have tried to blinden me
But my eyes have seen dark long before
They have tried to random me
But their lies have called me before
But we grow without chances
Adjusting time beyond these climes I know
I saw the thinker
He is the soil of the life that grows in me
Brothers & sisters, find your way home
Brothers & sisters, I feel so alone
Brothers & sisters, don't you know
Brothers & sisters... why I feel so
I want you to know that I still feel
I want you to know that I still believe
Wherever I go, I know I will be yearnig
Whatever I know, it's my world that's burning
Never felt free to go where I long
Never felt free to sing this song
Brothers & sisters, I love you so/ I hate you so
Brothers & sisters, I need to go
Brothers & sisters, don't you know
Impatient I am waiting now
For years have they promised the cure
I got a little different somehow
Nervous and a bit insecure
Everyday I face another disease
And with my self I stand here alone
There are things that make it hard to increase
The feelings that cannot be shown
Neurosis 404
I am addicted to life
But I can't feel anymore
Neurosis 404
I am a fake
And I can't go on anymore
Neurosis, anyone, who knows this?
These voices, anyone, who knows this?
There are voices that reflect this guilt
Former faces, pale but clear
I know the consequences now
Felt the hits with every tear
Can anyone please believe me
I am dying the deaths of lies
Or have you noticed it is nearly
(Like) the essence of (my) helpless tries
"Welcome me, my slave to blind to see
These voices that take you to misery
I'm the tempter that leads your way
The dreams are darker, darker then before
I know my pain is forever
This mortal world I will leave in silence
I will cry and break as ever
But is this what I have been longing for?
And in this dreams,
they leave me alone and drown my emotions
What a preposterous humanity!
I have lost the will to live, to give, to feel your lies
I will close my eyes and know for sure...
I do see more than you...
I do feel more than you...
I suffer more than you...
I will hate more than you...
F**k you, my life won't be forever
My weakness breads mortality
My room is empty, cold and silent
It is the same old path to nowhere
Built from the hands of deceit
Tenacity has failed to repair
the ruins of our hearts
That once had been complete
This is the time to carry our pride
This is the time to believe and to reunite
It's now or never
We can make this dream last forever
All we need is in us
Let it all out to be free
It's now or never
We can make our selves come together
All we are is in us
Let it all out to be free
These inner walls are insecure
Complicity calls, unmasks us fragile
We got free in us what is pure
A revelation that is not hostile
This is the time to show all our pride
This is the time to stand up and to reunite
We play dark and heavy Metal
Born to fight this abrasive battle
We are a kind of new impulse
As the blood runs cold through my veins
And the time of guilt contains
I release my anger to be free
Proclamation of a parmount god
With a symbol of destruction
Invading our century
Dark times, setting fire
Evil games - angel heart
Heaven will burn in flames
Angel heart can't you see
That the time has come
To release your hate
And to feel the pain
Applause
This is a lifework at its end
My discouraged part of a suicidal trend
Loss increase
while deep inside I'm on my knees
The gun beside me whispering:
"May I kill you please?"
End of it all
I'm following the sweetest call
Leaving what has begun
Beginning what will last forever
Take me away
'Cause I don't want to stay
You don't need to cry to see
What is happening to me...
Loving you is killing me
Loving you - The pain that sets me free
Terror to the masses
It's all this life can offer
And it's always choosing me
Blame it on the needs
Of a million souls that hate
Love lives somewhere nowhere
And it's hiding from its fate
Trust me
The sun is growing dark
My god is down and empty
And he is suffering the same as me
Growing inside my heart
My dreams fail from this day
My love has turned to hate
The ones who hurt me have to pay...
Loving you is killing me
Loving you - The pain that sets me free
Terror, terror, terror to the masses
The edge is loose, we are growing stronger
Step aside: watch the world is turning!
My eyes are hunting you every night...
Dominate you're reign, control your puppets
The incessant inbred instincts are rising
This night I swear you will fear my name...
And behold the upcoming powers...
Opposite reflections,
rising further to escape from daylight
The gardens of life lay rotten with dreams...
The mask of the sun is hiding,
drying seas are marking the surface
A tender breeze blows against the empire...
Again our lives are lost,
we are to weak to carry the costs -
All that bleeds has died
And for years the voices lied
At times that we have aimed
To be thankful and ashamed
Face down
Before you stare at the sun
With a nailed crown
Our destiny done
There is no need to face our future
This is the Elegy of a forgotten science
Take it all away
What is lost day by day
The forgotten words allied
Burn...
Never forget this moments in autumn
Memories which taught us to watch and to feel
As I am falling alone
In this age of emptiness
I dreamed that ashes dried my mourning tears
and dust covered my skin
The sins of mankind so silent
covered with blood and with tears
Creation, experience the fools of thousand years
The rules of time counting our days,
choosing the fall, that shall burn...
We are falling tonight,
shadows become a light of fear and sorrow
Tonight you will see that hate and love
will be one with reality
No man's existence has failed
and has lost it's pride, it's smile, it's cries...
"Never Forget this moments in autumn
Oh, memories which taught us to watch and to feel
As I am falling alone in this age of emptiness
Again I am falling alone
I should be alive
I feel like I hate you
I will...
I will kill you..."
We were falling that night,
shadows became a light of fear and sorrow
That night you could see
that hate and love were one with reality
I see the fall and curse you all
This life means pain to me
Come on god: end this existence for me...
Fear out of dreams
To escape from today
And as long as it means
To assure this decay
The pureness on earth
Has infected the curse
Now come on
We are neokillers baby,
Destroyers of the universe
This Steady cold age of distant minds
Has abandoned all the harmony needs
Inject their dreams with a personal rage
And you will grow steel out of the seeds
Take machines and
Give them a soul
The serum for a new stagnation
Fake the real
By what it means
Alpha gods and sensation
The Auditory grace is system fixed
And ignorant with an attitude
(Our) instincts show no way to relief
And reload the tired samplitude
Destroy and heal
Destroy and heal
Modern reputation
Destroy and heal
Destroy and heal
Human domination
Virtual shelters of hiding ghosts
Cold age of distance
Take the machines
Turn the lights down
Cause there is nothing more to see
Watching the days drown
Inside a world that is no place to be
I have learned to cry silently
But have I earned to die so painfully
Carry the cross low
I have some wounds to show
Don't feel all right
Lost the sense out of sight
It meant to be this way
Fading day by day
So wont you miss me here today
I am already on my way
It will hurt until tomorrow
But never end the sorrow
It will take me home tonight
And fade the light
Again awakes the season
From the coming of an abstruse disease
Guilt needs no reason
To turn off it's destructive increase
Nature is the host
For the cultures of a parasitic mind
The balance of "4" is lost
Break of the source form the ones who are blind...
Break of, break of the elements
Break of, break of the elements
Welcome the new formation
Chaos from those who refuse to destine
Colonies of salvation
Humanity is the tumour of time
The planet of seas
Is now drying from thirst and willing to please
The need for evolution...
The coming of revolution
Will gain an evolution
Open the last dimensions
Oh wicked rain caller -
You reflect this lifetime of mine
Alone and empty seem the souls of belief
Singing this chorus
Suffering from grief
This is the chaos of gods
The ultimate silence
This is the chaos of gods
The loss of all guidance
Rise the volumes
Raise the chords
Dark Age is here to fight the gods!
Prepared for a world not made for us
Revenge we seek
No gods between us
This is the chaos of gods
The ultimate silence
This is the chaos of gods
The loss of all guidance
They call me creator of this world
The ultimate one
Gifted with mind, heart and soul
I gave you (a world) of control
Liar!
Humanity breeds chaos
a life of war and lies!
Feel me
Live inside me
Taste my soul and you will see
That in this god ruled world
Only ferocious dreams are free...
Abstract believer -
Who follows will fall
Do you know your true gods inside?
It is us
But your mind is so small...
Bastard!
I will make you believe in me
Present impressions are calling for change
Take place for a structure of false dignity
So I suffer
You break
We will harvest -
The seeds are awake
The conflict size will breed the upcoming demise
Creation -
We will pay for the lies...
Eden, where is Eden?
I've been searching so long...
Eden what is Eden?
My heart can't be wrong...
Dreams for your weak lives
Will you make them come true?
When Eden is calling
Calling for you...
Fake of visions
And deny of prophecies
We know it all
Forgotten is what let us see
Concrete is what men can be
Estranged perfection comes with sanity
So you suffer
I broke
The seeds we harvest are sick and without hope
Your conflict size has bred the upcoming demise
Creation?
We are for wrong denied but conscious
Without a doubt a proof for the lies
For ages have they tried to show us
That our hate is a matter of size
No one leaves until we raised our voices now allied
This world has changed and left the bitterness inside
The prophecies are formatting
While you are betraying rights
Placid and focused were waiting
Soon turning the streams of your tides
Why wont you see that this yearning
Has a cause that shows up the crime
Wake up, the focus is burning
And we are running out of time
All we are will name it
Fear unloads the hate inside
While we have set our fires
You were sleeping deep and tight
You better fix the focus
And dare not to provoke us
You better fix what will take
The choices that we have to make
We were blind and mindless
Corrosion through and through
No better time to show us
What we have meant to you
Submission now expanded
To believe the one who feeds
But here is truth demanded
Feary dreams while a feary night
The memories you have to fight
Don't be a fool when it's time to die
This is the place where we all have to cry
Insomnia!
What do you feel when you march through the streets
Can't you hear the alien heartbeat
I don't wonder why you can't sleep at night
Heavy killing - new and sick vibrations now
A situation is awaiting the truth
This is a moment that will never ever
Again allow you to be a part
Of my discouraged youth
Waiting for my downfall
I am here to make you recall
My memories will take you
To what I have been through
Let me show you what is left inside
It was that institution as your last solution
I was to weak to fight the coming tide
Forced to feel a suffering
I have become a lifeless thing
Breaking on through with I am into
Myself escaping from the cause
I need a heart that is able to heal
Because I have lost what makes me feel
Darkness tonight
In a world I cannot fight
These are the Killing Crises
And they are coming straight from you...
It was the process of awaking
What has slept inside
The thrilling point of no return
I have recovered my strength
That did for too long hide
Forgive your self for what
You did never learn
Fuck you for you presence
And for destroying my life's sense...
A psychopathic youth?
I was dreaming of hope
And searching for truth
Now I can see
That I will never be free
And still I am more than you will ever be...
No, you won't hurt me
Today I have lost my inner fight -
time for me to go
Innocence aches if you are angry inside
I want you to know
that injustice broke my inner defence
and now I am here to take the consequence
Your false and cold society
are dreary minds and mean nothing to me
I can't go any further -
I have reached the point of no return
These are my last words
to a world I will leave behind
These are my last words
to the ones I cannot find
Bury my heart under a different sun
with a light that is brighter
Shining on me to show everyone
here lies no fighter
Just a dreamer born with a crystal soul
inside of a shell
I am Falling deep into a bottomless hole
Awaiting the end that only time could tell
The sources are cold reality,
careless minds that mean nothing to me
I can't go any further
Follow me into the soul eclipse
Into the hearts of the blackened minds so lonely
Memories collide into eternal fate
In a dark autumn night
Between the thoughts of desperate cries
And through the shadows of a past that dies
We search for a place, a feeling called silence
Dreams that let us fly
Ride, ride into the heart of the winter
Into the heart of the north
My soul awakes in a forest
Dreaming in winter sheets
Shadows moving around me
My dream internally bleeds
The wind is blowing cold
Carrying their cries
Cries that break the silence
In an autumn night
Follow me into the soul eclipse
Into the heart of the nothern forest so mighty
The escape from anger and insanity
A new life that we set free
Between the thoughts of desperate cries
We search for the reasons that support the lies
The new age is lost, the time is right
Reality has convinced the unsure
Proclaiming peace is a modern term
Give in to something real but silent
It better be the way we learn
No doubt, I am ready to fall
They shaped this world for a formless me
So I doubt, that I am ready to call out
for a life that needs society
Reaction, reflection of values that are false
My actions, attractions- choose life behind a wall
No, no, no, here I go again...
Because your outside shapes my inside every
day I find to see, that this world that you are
loving is a smiling enemy
I don't know why I have followed without asking
where we go
I guess it is just too hard and hollow in a world
That I don't know
I know, it is time to recall
Secular ethics are impossible
I know, it is time for us all
But finding sense is so predictable
Negation, relation, never knew what was
the cause
No actions of sections- that decline I never was
Life has no meaning
Make his fight on the hill in the early day
Constant chill deep inside
Shouting gun, on they run through the endless grey
On the fight, for they are right, yes, by whos to say?
For a hill men would kill, why? they do not know
Suffered wounds test there their pride
Men of five, still alive through the raging glow
Gone insane from the pain that they surely know
[chorus:]
For whom the bell tolls
Time marches on
For whom the bell tolls
Take a look to the sky just before you die
It is the last time you will
Blackened roar massive roar fills the crumbling sky
Shattered goal fills his soul with a ruthless cry
Stranger now, are his eyes, to this mystery
He hears the silence so loud
Crack of dawn, all is gone except the will to be
Now they will see what will be, blinded eyes to see
"Your world is a liar - it's dying"
While bending to a rusty throne
I feed a beaten creature
Bygone a forgotten dream,
bount to aborted passions
Cant you see? Who's pointing the speachless...
The mirror reflects a mess - and I fear it is me
All decisions are born from a tired call
When the lonely screams out these loveless words:
I thought there must be something
But I choose to go
Leaving words unspoken
I devote myself to nothing
Nothing
I chose to choose but nothing
Consequent but empty I
Forgot to speak the truth
Hearing the sirens preaching
Cant you see? I'm pointing to the heartless
This mirror reflects a mess - and I fear it is me...
All decisions are born from a tired call
When the lonely screams out these loveless words:
I thought there must be something
But I choose to go
Leaving words unspoken
I devote myself to nothing
There is no hope for me
The price of owning myself is too high
And the privilege of a life overdose
speaks to others
"Your world is a liar"
All decisions are born from a tired call
When the lonely screams out these loveless words:
I thought there must be something
But I choose to go
Leaving words unspoken
I devote myself to nothing
I thought there must be something
But I choose to go
Leaving words unspoken
An interfering link connects with the unstable
My scattered eye in used to fake the worst
I am giving in to a plastic cash return
Working the daydream until my muscles burn
While falling through measures
It's sucking me in
Raising doubt, all sense bleeding empty
It's hard to begin, to break out
I am dying while trying
I am so close to get a life like all others
Fall back on regret, will I ever be myself again
After building my kingdom nevercome
Watch a life collapse for things not to come
The helpless try to compensate this life
The visionary life to himself
Not to others, not to others
Rise to I'll
I am the darkest rising, a star that
kissed the sky
Faithfully I consume your features
with an injected lies
Bury me- and I'll bury you
Against the odds, it's all I do
Plain whise but you came while calling
imperialistic lies
Thunder bleeds our purple skies
Carry me to the son who cries
Your caring hearts are full of grain
Our dying children are insane
Will it be today or will it be tomorow?
It is whatever you say...
...because it feels so real to believe that I heal
No, I am your black september
Unfaithfull cries in unfaithfull times
Father, fake the colours
I preach them every day
Black blood calls the dollars
Down with life and peace I say
I can hear them talk to me
Fearfull faces all I see
No one climbs the golden tree
You brought it up
Your face reminds me of my better days
That never caught up to me
There were the nights, I chose to search a life
That should fulfill all of my empty needs
Hey you, hey! Are we going the same way?
Hey you, hey! Are we sharing the same day?
Out of the damp and gloomy days
I sing and dance myself away
While everything falls apart
I'll arrange another start
You brought it up
This city reminds me of a poisoned will
For excessive redemptions
Those were the days, I chose to live a life beyond
The things that seem to be forever
Is there no one to share this feeling
Your words have hit me like a ten ton steam
hammer, bitch...
... cutted me in two, have pulled me down to kneel for you
You freak... indeed, our battles made me weak
You freak... mendacious bliss in all you seek
Qhen you are falling your wounds are calling
You need to hurt to feell free... right on
Who knew what I ran into- demons that
returned to you
A weak, fake fall or helpless need inbred to
sponge our bleed
Free are the ones who can choose and
you know there is nothing to loose
Follow me into all misery
I choose you to reveal my exit wounds
Fallacy composed my harmonies
I want you to unscar these crying wounds
So mad you talk about this world
Gaining lots of respect
But what does really happen?
How come you find so many words
But then act like what was said is forgotten
You smile like the one who was made
For all souls to save... oh so brave
How come that you know what goes wrong
But then you join the league
Of those who converse
The shining god that you pretend to be
Is lost in reality
So sad inside my head
It's always there, in times I'm not aware
Let's make it fine today, is what you say
But you just stay in your reserve
All mental poison
comes in many hundred different ways
But instead of searching
I am better off without the prayer's days
Myself heretic, I have chosen not to know it all
Myself heretic, I am different but I know my call
Myself heretic, I know my place and chose to be
Myself heretic, I'd rather die than lie to me
I am asking you if you have seen it all
Have proven this world to be divine
And I am glad, that for you a kingdom shines
and that you believe in signs
There is no peace in men
But thus do I warn you to master life without a treatment
... or splittet tounges will speak to you
Be careful, be careful when you fight the monsters
Be careful, careful before you become one
There is no love in men
But thus do I warn you to confirmlife with no achievement
... or their voice will lie to you
No matter how wrong, no matter for how long
One knows only defeature in life
No matter how wrong, no matter for how long
One knows there's no way in life
There is no soul in men
But thus do you warn me to recreate my unique picture
to show this world who is not like you
Be careful, be careful when you fight the demons
Be careful, careful before you become one
Not by wrath does this world kill, but by laughter
Not by pain does this world kill, but by laughter
Not by hate does this world kill, but by laughter
I try to be a modern, god- following honesty
I try to be a modern god that lives in dignity
But there is still this aching thorn
Moral mistakes that are inborn
I know them all somehow...
Ohh, what a feeling that I am dealing
I know your seven sins need seven allies
Ohh, what a feeling that I am dealing
Iknow your seven gods need seven more lies
Lies... seven lies
I cannot be a modern god living on bleeding knees
I cannot be, a modern god without divine release
My soul feels so unreal and torn
Human mistakes that are inborn
I know them all somehow...
I know the ruleless rule gods and others
Your heaven knows not what I have been through
A virtue for ages, they began to close the circle
declaring doubt to be a sin
I never wanted what I never needed
Pointing your weakness to confirm my beliefs
Preachers, priests and nuns
Listen to their iron tongues
Parents who dare to care
Welcome a new nightmare
All of us are in
Now let this nightmare
For all of us begin
Reloading Columbine
The trigger pulls the sin
For someone out there
Death is close to win
The frantic bullet ride
They are just some ghosts
They like ghosts in a machine
Teachers, school and guns
Better lock up your sons
This teenage has they share
Brough up this cruel affair
Save me, save our souls
1, 2 is everybody ready too?
3, 4 push me just a little more
5, 6 no more will I take the kicks
7, 8 cause I am fucking full of hate
Energy raging in a state of alert
They pushed my chemicals a little too far
Day for day (they left) my prayers unheard
The feelings like a dying star
It is my one way run with a secret to keep
No remorse if you know what I mean
An act of love to the ones who sleep
My martyrium unleashed unseen
Realize, I have no time to loose
When there is nothing to choose
I am a Time bomb with a sensitive fuse
Realize that the one that you fear is real
And I am down to Zero
Realize I have nothing to loose
When there is nothing to choose
You hold on revenge and fatal abuse
Realize that the only way out is to make them feel
Countdown to the second hater attack
I have a need stepping out of the line
And you are the one who will be part of my game
Behind the scenes take it all what is mine
Give attention please, this is a permanent style
Change the surface for a better grip
Glass and blood, know the queen of my trials
You are the tear on my punishing trip
I am the steam hammer
Life passes, as I am mortal
Time is not left eternally
Your erotic spirit and entire beauty
Makes my self believing in an ungod
Doom Like Lady
Doom Like Lady -
I need you
I can't express myself
Can't make the people see and believe in me
And then I dream of you and begin to see
That life is not worth human brutality
Doom Like Lady
Doom Like Lady -
I need you
In my soul I feel an eternal ache
Can everyone please go for a while
I need to breath
I have to face my darkest trial
Killing me from underneath
For too long have I faced my limits
And failed to see
That all I love and call my substance
Has become my worst enemy
Steady is this run-
A run that rewrites the episodes,
Without a trace and a trusting hand for guidance
A pact with tears
Infected though all inner fears
I give up, to face the one and only chance
To go and break down..., go and break down..., go and break down...
Until I am calling
Dare to reach out for truth
If you dare to collapse
Inside lie the circles of these endless turnings
Dare to speak out the truth
While daring a relapse
Inside die the circles of these senseless yearnings
Can anyone please stay for a while
I need a relief
I cannot face another trial
Killing me and the things I believe
Ready for the run-
A run that rewrites the higher modes,
Without a face and a devoting sense for guidance
Effects on me
And flourishes to misery
Again have turned spoken words into silence
I am too tired to see
What you made out of me
I have died to feel
But what it takes is too real
I can't take it
So why not break it
I can't take it
So I wont make it...
I turn my face down, I turn my face down, I turn my face down
I can't deny
that my heart is searching
And with every try
I can feel my hatred burning
What makes a believer
when it takes no faith to be free
Is there a deceiver
leading us into alacrity
Where are you?
We can't find our freedom
within this agony
Even if this faith could heal
It are we who suffer again
We don't need no freedom
cause we pay for hypocrisy
Even you know in the end
We who suffer again
You should be a saviour
Once on earth to bleed for the weak
Try Modern behaviour
for a world that cannot seek
This fallen belief I know
has no prospect
We will never achieve to grow
If carry on hiding
I am just an innocent Bastard
What can you expect from me?
My energy is empty -
My batteries run low
Life leads into a hopeless situation
Leaves me with a broken motivation
I can't try harder
No one who fights more than me
I don't want to try no more
I don't really want to cry no more
This time I quit
No place for me to fit
I don't want to give no more
I don't really want to live no more
This world is sick
Welcome to the Silent Republic...
I know we share this feeling
I know the pain you hide
You're sick of your senseless being
attracted to suicide
Agonized by the fools who don't care
We will break from the truth of despair
No one tries harder
No one who fights more than us...
We don't want to try no more
We don't really want to cry no more
This time we quit
No place for us to fit
We don't want to give no more
We don't really want to live no more
You think we're sick?
I was so close, so close to know resistance
Out of my daymares it's proving my persistence
So why are you... are you asking me?
I am out of line and out of time
I feel this way for so long
I know I am ruined
I am lonely and upset but...
Who was given you the right
What has blinded your sight
I know I'm desperate
But I have no regret, so...
Who was given you the right
What has blinded your sight
I underneath my burdens
I guess you understand
I underneath these burdens
I know that you would bend
So why are you... are you asking me?
Are you aware that I am tired
"From time to time an angel dies
Kill me please, I love their cries
A lonely death will be my fate
Open the black evergate"
Blinded by trust, the servant tries harder
The loss he had felt...
The wings of his faith were burning since silence
But how could he know.?
The will to ignore is always the reason
for the roots of our hate
Banished and banned from the twilight of heterosexuality,
the servant dies harder
And alone aimed towards the perfection of life
Their holy crown broken
Not knowing the awaiting of his death
soon to come
His broken life replaced by faith...
As he came up to heaven,
his confidence still strong
But the angels were crying
No answers, no hope, no return
I heard the nations are threatened by crisis
A curse from east, where the demon rises
The sin is changing the face of this earth
While we are waiting for the darkest birth
The coming vision
Was our decision
Can it be
That all we need
Is a resistant breed
The harming cast
Flourishing fast
Can it be
That this is it
The final exit
There is no way out of guilt when you free the deceiver
So wont you, wont you please spread disease Nikita
There is no way out of guilt when you kill a believer
So wont you, wont you please spread disease Nikita
Politics shaped the organic statement
A lifeless planet as a final judgement
The sickness in me is the sickness in you
The bitter response to the things that we do
Angry virus free us please
From the scum on this earth with a painful disease
Angry Nikita if this won't be