The Bronx is the northernmost of the five boroughs of New York City. It is also known as Bronx County, the last of the 62 counties of New York State to be incorporated. Located north of Manhattan and Queens, and south of Westchester County, the Bronx is the only borough that is located primarily on the mainland (a very small portion of Manhattan, the Marble Hill neighborhood, is physically located on the mainland, due to the rerouting of the Harlem River in 1897). The Bronx's population is 1,400,761 according to the 2010 United States Census. The borough has a land area of 42 square miles (109 km2), making it the fourth-largest in land area of the five boroughs, the fourth most populated, and the third-highest in density of population.
The Bronx is divided by the Bronx River into a hillier section in the west, closer to Manhattan, and the flatter East Bronx, closer to Long Island. The West Bronx was annexed to New York City (then largely confined to Manhattan) in 1874, and the areas east of the Bronx River in 1895. The Bronx first assumed a distinct legal identity when it became a borough of Greater New York in 1898. Bronx County, with the same boundaries as the borough, was separated from New York County (afterwards coextensive with the Borough of Manhattan) as of January 1, 1914. Although the Bronx is the third-most-densely-populated county in the U.S., about a quarter of its area is open space, including Woodlawn Cemetery, Van Cortlandt Park, Pelham Bay Park, the New York Botanical Garden and the Bronx Zoo in the borough's north and center, on land deliberately reserved in the late 19th century as urban development progressed northwards and eastwards from Manhattan with the building of roads, bridges and railways.
Robert De Niro (pronounced /dəˈnɪəroʊ/; born August 17, 1943) is an American actor, director and producer. His first major film roles were in Bang the Drum Slowly and Mean Streets, both in 1973. In 1974, he played the young Vito Corleone in The Godfather Part II, a role that won him the Academy Award for Best Supporting Actor.
His critically acclaimed, longtime collaborations with Martin Scorsese began with 1973's Mean Streets, and earned De Niro an Academy Award for Best Actor for his portrayal of Jake LaMotta in the 1980 film Raging Bull. He was also nominated for an Academy Award for his roles in Scorsese's Taxi Driver (1976) and Cape Fear (1991). In addition, he received nominations for his acting in Michael Cimino's The Deer Hunter (1978) and Penny Marshall's Awakenings (1990). Also in 1990, his portrayal as Jimmy Conway in Martin Scorsese's Goodfellas earned him a BAFTA nomination.
He has earned four nominations for the Golden Globe Award for Best Actor – Motion Picture Musical or Comedy: New York, New York (1977), Midnight Run (1988), Analyze This (1999) and Meet the Parents (2000). De Niro directed A Bronx Tale (1993) and The Good Shepherd (2006). He has received accolades for his esteemed career, including the AFI Life Achievement Award and the Golden Globe Cecil B. DeMille Award.
His body's abused
He'll die with the accused
He's losing his patience with life
If there's a bed
He cannot rest his head
'Cause we take too much of his time
So quit asking Jesus for help
And go out of find it yourself
Please quit asking Jesus for help
Go out and find it yourself
Silver or lead
Holes in your pockets
Or holes in your head
Silver or lead
Now we get no money
'Cause Jesus is dead
How to explain
What the world wants to know
I don't know where I should begin
I sit by his side
As the heir to his throne
Careful not to cast a stone
It's silver or lead
Holes in your pockets
Or holes in your head
Silver or lead
Now we give no money
'Cause Jesus is dead
Now silver or lead
Holes in your pockets
Or holes in your head
Silver or lead
Now we get your money
I've always been reckless and foolish with love
Always pushing my luck with the spirits above
My heart is not crazy, it's just too complex
And with four different lovers you don't get much rest
I've gone and created a mess
So please save some forgiveness for me
A man blinded by love can't think clearly
I'm sure when they tried to narrow it down
Every king used to slept through his crown
So father forgive my cold shoulder
I just don't have the time to console her
I can fall back in love when I'm older
My time to repent is not over.
So please save some forgiveness for me
A man blinded by love can't think clearly
With four different lovers and 48 roses
I need a confessional that never closes.
So please save some forgiveness for me
A man blinded by love can't think clearly
With four different lovers and 48 roses
I need a confessional that never closes.
Four different lovers and 48 roses
So please save some forgiveness for me
does this endless wrecking ball
involve anyone or anything at all
be careful how much you take
they're watching your every move
waiting on your dance floor
endless get away
confessed to a wall
cause these kind of drinks will make you crawl
beg rip of your face
so be careful how much you take
they're watching your every move
waiting on your dance floor
because you'll never make the right decisions
with busy hands and blurry vision
mislead you know you won't admit it
you went against your own
she's dead you might have over did it
now you're on your own
the days are long but the nights are longer
and after midnight the drinks can only get stronger
the end it near so we become smoke and we become mirrors
come home with me now
She says "Boy come on and take my hand,
I know you're scared but by this time tomorrow you will be a man.
Follow me to the promised land,
And I'll take care of you the way no other woman can."
Oh, my revolution girl
I've been hipnotized by my revolution girl
She calls my name whenever I walk by
And when I stop to smile it always makes her cry
She gets so sad whenever I go home
She kisses me and begs me not to leave her all alone
Oh, my revolution girl
I've been hipnotized by my revolution girl
I became a man with my revolution girl
Every week I get my revolution girl
Love is now an urgency, it comes as no surprise
Every Friday night I die, and every Sunday rise
'Cause I found love on revolution boulevard
Her face is like an angel, and her body is a work of art
I found love across the borderline
She kept me safe and sound, and loved me til the morning light.
My revolution girl
I heard her call
Shook me right out of my bed
Came to console me
Placing her hand on my head
I felt her sing
Using the wind as its words
Promising only
Promising me to the Earth
Every night I get older
Every night is the same
I could place blame
Death can dance
If they want romance
All I need is some air
The Dead can dance
If they want romance
I can never compare
Well I felt it leave
Sharing the smoke from my breath
She said don't follow me
'Cause you're dancing with Death
Every night I get older
Every night is the same
Every morning I'm eager
I can't wait to place blame
Let me explain
The Dead can dance
If they want romance
All I need is some air
The Dead can dance
If they want romance
I can never compare
I heard her call
Shook me right out of my bed
Came to console me
I've jeopardized my safety
Everywhere I go
'Cause everybody knows me
Down in the valleys of Mexico
But Christ I must of lost my mind
I never figured Jesus for the jealous guy
A stronger man will never know
'Til you hear him singing from the church window
Everything around me
That feeds my flame
The people they surround me
It seems I might have underestimated my fame
But Christ I must of lost my mind
I never figured Jesus for the jealous guy
A stronger man will never know
'Til you hear him singing from the church window
She said, "Everyone wants to be alone, until they are
alone.
Everybody wants to be alone, until they are alone..."
It's not important to me, to write my own history
Despite what you've heard, it's what you deserve!
It's not important to me, to sell my sympathy
It's quite crystal clear, I bring you to tears!
Christ I must of lost my mind
I never figured Jesus for the jealous guy
A stronger man will never know
'Til you hear him singing from the church window
She said, "Everyone wants to be alone, until they are
alone.
Everybody wants alone, until they are... alone,
until they are alone,
I float like a fish in the railway ditch
And nobody wonders why
We're crashing our cars into the hottest bars,
Knowing the dead don't die
What can we do to get attention please?
Tell us, we are on our knees
What can we do to get into approved,
How do we feel complete
Before we are obsolete?
People pay no mind, they don't really care
They just keep moving on, they don't stop to stare
It's like we're not even there
We're not even there
I cut off the head and watch the body dance
And nobody shares a glance
Robbing the banks to fill in the blanks
But not in the jar for free
Looking for charity
People pay no mind, they don't really care
They just keep moving on, they don't stop to stare
We ask ourselves, are we something you'd follow?
Are we too full of ourselves or too hollow?
Oh no
Your now or never world
Your all or nothing mind
Would rather fake a smile
Then get left behind
Why aren't we something you'd follow?
Are we too full of ourselves or too hollow?
People pay no mind, they don't really care
They just keep moving on, they don't stop to stare
It's like we're not even there
You cannot change the life you were born to live
As you play your part the world will take and give
And magnesite may not be guaranteed
This empires a burden you'll see
The hand cannot owe
What the mind cannot read
The war is just an inch under your skin
And your palace, just a trophies of your sin
Your body just important as your soul
Your powers not complete without control
This empires a burden you’ll see
There no polishing this poverty
I’m passing my touch to the blind
I hope your lucks better than mine
Won't you circle the sky waiting for something to die?
Children stare at the sun waiting to bathe in it's blood
I won’t dull sense of time
I'm passing my touch to the blind
I hope your lucks better than mine
This empires a burden to me
My hands cannot owe
What my eyes cannot see
Vultures circle the sky waiting for something to die
Children stare at the sun waiting to bathe in it's blood
Vultures circle the sky waiting for something to die
Children stare at the sun waiting to bathe in it's blood
Where not here to entertain you.
We don't care about your rights.
Last night there was a crime wave
And no one survived!
Now give us an explanation.
What's your alibi?
Were you working at the factory
Did you work till daylight?
This is an interrogation for information that you're having.
Under the lonely spotlight the tensions too tight so stop fighting!
You're gonna spill your guts out flat like stained glass eventually.
Our witnesses can place you at the scene so you best come clean!
The public demand an answer,
The city's on high alert
Give us your confession
And no one gets hurt!
Don't make this worse!
This is an interrogation for information that you're having.
Under the lonely spotlight the tensions too tight so stop fighting!
You're gonna spill your guts out flat like stained glass eventually.
Our witnesses can place you at the scene so you best come clean!
This is an interrogation for information that you're having.
Under the lonely spotlight the tensions too tight so stop fighting!
You're gonna spill your guts out flat like stained glass eventually.
Anticipation's up all night
We're clairevoyant till the morning light
We're not perfect, we're avant-garde
So don't make us think too hard
The inspiration it comes and goes
Dedication decomposed
It's not perfect, it's a prototype
And will we ever get it right?
We're all flawed by design
We used to be alive but now we're just along for the ride
A limp wrist and a dull blade
Progress is slow these days
It's not perfect but it's all we've got
Are we gonna just let it rot?
We're all flawed by design
We used to be alive but now we're just along for the ride
There was a time where the world was under our control
But that time has died and now we're just along for the ride
Yeah!
We're all flawed by design
We used to be alive but now we're just along for the ride
There was a time where the world was under our control
But that time has died and now we're just along for the ride
Yeah!
Along for the ride
Outside my window there's a world stuck in limbo.
A side walker scared under a gas station light alright.
Inside my house it's quiet as a mouse.
Outside my window they try to play me for a fool.
They say they, they got my place surrounded.
One last attempt to keep me grounded.
Inside my house I shoot to kill I don't fuck around.
Inside this house I'm terrified.
This sprit world is upside down and inside out. We've come too far we're too bizarre to turn back now.
Lifestyle over everything lifestyle over everyone.
They say, a freedom has been found.
Lay your weapons down.
Beach cruiser in the city______pity.
I was never lost, fingers are always crossed.
Inside my house I shoot to kill I don't fuck around.
Inside this house I'm terrified.
This sprit world is upside down and inside out. We've come too far we're too bizarre to turn back now.
Lifestyle over everything lifestyle over everyone.
They say, a freedom has been found.
Lay your weapons down.
So long god bless and no one's impressed.
This sprit world is upside down and inside out. We've come too far we're too bizarre to turn back now.
They say, a freedom has been found.
They say, lay your weapons down.
Consider yourself warned
The last one born is the first one torn
And there's a fluid exchange between the sick and the strange
And there's a space in the wall for the rats to crawl
There's a conflict in the concrete
I fear the war, not my fate
And there's a rumor of bodies buried under the floor
And paranoia's a revolving door
Stab slowly and let it die,
This is the best life my money can buy
Under the fault line, under the rabbit
Beginner's luck became a creature of habit
[x2]
Blind hands are impulsive so consider yourself lucky to live
Considering that you've got nothing to give
There's a theory of death between the man and the stars
And there's a circle of debt around the proud and the poor
But everybody wants more
We were taught to make them wait
To let them deliberate,
Study and destroy
Stab slowly and let it die,
This is the best life my money can buy
Under the fault line, under the rabbit
Beginner's luck became a creature of habit
[x2]
Under the rabbit
Under the rabbit
I've been to parties like this before
Nobody moves they just stare at the floor
Everyone's watching waiting on me
As if my words will set them free
But I'm not a ghost
No I'm not a god
I hold no power over you
I'm just a lightning rod
I've bottled every crush
Every foolish fantasy
I'm to beautiful for love
There's no sharing vanity
I'm not ashamed to say I've lost my mind
I've been walking backwards all my life
Some might say there's a price I've paid
For a life less ordinary
Welcome to my masquerade
I've been to parties like this before
Where the prom queen is easy on the floor
Nobody know what to say or do
So they point the fingers at you
But I will not be swayed
I won't be led astray
I'm to beautiful for blame
I always get away
But I'm not a ghost
No I'm not a god
I hold no power over you
I'm just a lightning rod
I'm not ashamed to say I've lost my mind
I've been walking backwards all my life
Some might say there's a price I've paid
For a life less ordinary
Welcome to my masquerade
I'm not ashamed to say I've lost my mind
I've been walking backwards all my life
Some might say there's a price I've paid
For a life less ordinary
Welcome to my masquerade
Welcome to my masquerade
I'm coming up for air
I can't breathe, I'm dying down here
I'm coming up for life
I got to make some wrong things right
I don't believe in fate
Just choice, just cause and effect
I heard the coast was clear
Is anyone still here?
If you want advice
I'm paying the price:
Love, it strikes once
It does not strike twice
"It wasn't in the cards"
That's what we say when it gets too hard
"It wasn't meant to be"
That's what we say so we don't feel guilty
And when it's gone, it's gone
Like the pilot light
That keeps you holding on
The truth was going to set us free
Think fast or you'll never survive.
You feel the whiplash if all the cities divide.
Make heroes that could barely exist.
I'm running from your mouth and the hammer and fist.
Lead the way, I got a brain to resist and define.
All I know is I threw myself into the wind, felt my
body begin to curl.
Maybe in the next life or maybe in another world...
It's impossible to figure out 'cause everything's
subliminal.
Maybe in the next life, I'll be a hero, not a criminal.
A new world on the tip of my tongue;
It doesn't break down or admit when it's wrong.
A day breaks and the cities divide.
My body just can't help feeling incomplete and unknown,
A new ghost in an old home, parallel and paralyzed.
And now that everything's a drag I'm no longer nervous,
I don't feel no pain.
And when I die before my time, please say my body gave
up before my mind.
Another city divides, parallel and paralyzed.
Past lives and other worlds.
When the sick sets through everyone and everything you
knew,
hey man (??) get up
it's time to live a little
time to lighten it up
limousines - yes!
could you please wear a shorter dress?
compromise - no
it's time to live a little
it's time to let it all go
and i hope you don't care
how we feel out there
and i hope you don't know
what we're talking about
i don't even bother to stay
already on my way
hey man (??) give up
destroy the evidence
even police are corrupt
money's fine - yes!
we will settle for nothing less
compromise - no
this time we'll stand, we'll never
we got to let it all go
and i hope you don't care
how we feel out there
and i hope you don't know
that
all we really want is someone to ignore us
cause all we ever get are people who control us
so please watch what you say in this conversation
cause desperation is our inspiration
yeah
why do we even bother to stay?
we should be on our way now
all we want is for someone to ignore us
cause ll we ever get is people who control us
please watch what you say in this conversation
You say that you got the answers
You heard them all on the telephone
And now you're telling everybody
A major coup in the business zone
We got new thoughts, new ideas it's all so groovy
It's just a shame that we all seen the same old movies
And now you think that you got a first in fashion
New uniforms we all look the same
A new vogue for the now generation
A new profit in the same old game
We got new thoughts, new ideas it's all so groovy
It's just a shame that we all seen the same old movies
And you think you can run and hide what you've done?
Don't you know no one cares after the first million?
Come on!
And now you think that you got a first in fashion
New uniforms we all look the same
A new vogue for the now generation
A new profit in the same old game
Come on! We got new thoughts, new ideas we're all so groovy
It's just a shame that we all seen the same old movies
So you think you can run & hide what you've done
don't you know no one cares after the first million
Come on!
It's a shame 'cause not everybody wants to look the same
And not everybody wants to think the same
And not everybody wants to act the same
does this endless wrecking ball
involve anyone or anything at all
be careful how much you take
they're watching your every move
waiting on your dance floor
endless get away
confessed to a wall
cause these kind of drinks will make you crawl
beg rip of your face
so be careful how much you take
they're watching your every move
waiting on your dance floor
because you'll never make the right decisions
with busy hands and blurry vision
mislead you know you won't admit it
you went against your own
she's dead you might have over did it
now you're on your own
the days are long but the nights are longer
and after midnight the drinks can only get stronger
the end it near so we become smoke and we become mirrors
come home with me now
Live for the moment as fast as you can
Before that moment slips right through the palm of your
hand
Punished and permanently home
Held hostage over the phone
Whether you're in for the night
Or in for a minute
You will be buried in it
If I ever get the time to control my laughter
Much to everyone's surprise, I will kill my master
Middle-east summer here in LA
No explanation and no one can get out of the way
Punish and cherish what is left
Shock and suspense at it's best
Whether you're in for the night
Or in for a minute
You will be buried in it
If I ever get the time to control my laughter
Much to everyone's surprise, I will kill my master
If I ever get the time to control my laughter
Much to everyone's surprise, I will kill my master
We are men of many faces, disguises and disgraces
When problems come our way, we just throw them all away
If I ever get the time to control my laughter
Much to everyone's surprise, I will kill my master
If I ever get the time to control my laughter
Much to everyone's surprise, I will kill my master
what happens now that it's over
create a new violent type of love
don't lead me to the bridge
don't walk me to the water
i can't control myself from taking
don't lead me to the bridge
don't walk me to the water
i can't control myself
i'll take it all
how'd i get so hollow
you look like you just saw a ghost you knew
it must've said something so believing
no one before could build this type of love
familiar faces can be so deceiving
don't lead me to the bridge
don't walk me to the water
i can't control myself
i'll take it all how'd i get so hollow?
take your love consequence can't catch me
Days, you always want to tell me lies
You try to sell me to the stars at night
You think I'm too uptight
Love, you call me on the phone, alone
You wish that I could stay, speaking pain in codes
Telling me you still care through a dial tone
Drugs, you want to put my life on hold
You really want to see me growing old with you
Like a naive friend
But I, I never wanna face myself again
Unless I'm coming true, speaking pain in codes
Telling you that I know I'm no good alone
And I've tried so hard just to be myself
But I've erased everything I was
I tried searching for the truth alone
And I remember everything I've done
I'm thinking everything will turn out fine
But I'm a little kid without a soul
Give me just a little bit more time
Just a little bit
Say what you want to do to me or you
I don't care, right, yeah
I've tried so hard just to be myself
But I've erased everything I was
I tried searching for the truth alone
And I remember everything I've done
And I've erased everything I know
And I'm a little kid without a soul
Give me just a little bit more time
Against these tides of war
I swim until I can't swim anymore
Just like I did the year before
Against oceans of class
I swim until my lungs finally collapse
And I'm at peace with my past
So drag me down to the ocean floor
Cause I don't want to fight no more
Against these tides pulling from all sides
I'm never going back to shore
This is my sinking ship
And as captain I must finally give in
Because I always knew
I always knew you'd win
Is it wrong to not want to be where you belong
Cause it takes way too long
So drag me to the ocean floor
Cause I don't want to fight no more
Against these tides pulling from all sides
I'm never going back to shore
So drag me down to the ocean floor
Cause I don't want to fight no more
Against these tides pulling from all sides
I'm never going back to shore
Just let me sing myself to sleep
I made my mistakes and now it's time
To make my great escape
Because it takes way too long
So drag me down to the ocean floor
Cause I don't want to fight no more
Against these tides pulling from all sides
I'm never going back to shore
So drag me down to the ocean floor
Cause D don't want to fight no more
Against these tides pulling from all sides
I'm never going back to shore
I wanna be original; I wanna be surrounded by art.
But everything is digital; the formulas are fallin'
apart.
They riot in the streets because there's not enough
money to share.
Is the burden of fame just a universal cross we can't
bare?
But out here on the borderline you've got to hold it
together!
You've been deprived of dedication, you've been
condemned by your dreams.
Is it as bad as it seems?
And can you pull the hook from your mouth?
Do you wanna feel the breeze before the air you breathe
finally runs out?
We're divided it seems.
This is a diary of life in between.
This is a obese and obscene it seems.
This isn't music it's a pyramid scheme.
Oh...
And out here on the borderline you've gotta hold it
together!
You've been deprived of dedication, you've been
condemned by your dreams
And out here on the borderline it feels a lot like
forever!
You'll all be dead if this machine, turns art into
routine.
Thieves have taken the crown, melted it down,
kept an ear to the ground, now they're praying for
sound.
And I don't know what's found.
'Cause we used to be gifted, and persistent.
Now we're bored, reminiscent.
We used to laugh without misery, spoon-fed our desire
We've lost our fire!
And now they won't remember our names.
Our days are mixed in the crowd, and our nights spent
fanning the flames
But out here on the borderline you've gotta hold it
together!
You've been deprived of dedication, you've been
condemned by your dreams.
But oh...out here on the borderline it feels a lot like
forever!
You'll all be dead if this machine, turns art into a
routine.
(Dead and gone, dead and gone)
Thieves have taken the crown.
(Dead and gone, dead and gone)
And have melted it down.
(Dead and gone, we're dead and gone)
Thieves have taken the crown.
(Dead and gone, we're dead and gone)
[Originally by X]
She had to leave, Los Angeles!
All her toys wore out in black and her boys had too,
She started to hate every nigger and jew,
Every mexican that gave her lotta shit
Every homosexual and the idle rich (idle rich)
She had to get out, (get out), get out, (get out), get out, (get out)
She looks confused,
Flying over the dateline,
Her hands turn red.. ..Cause the days change at night,
Change in an instant,
The days change at night,
Change in an instant
She had to leave Los Angeles,
She found it hard to say goodbye to her own best friend,
She bought a clock on hollywood boulevard the day she left
It felt sad, (it felt sad), it felt sad!
She had to get out, (get out), get out, (get out), get out, (get out)
She looks confused,
Flying over the dateline,
Her hands turn red.. ..Cause the days change at night,
Change in an instant,
The days change at night,
Change in an instant,
The days change at night,
Baby's got cancer, looking for the answer
She's got cancer, someone romance her
She was one of a kind
Now she's perfected
Living on all the lies they injected
Now she's staring at the scars that needed correction
It's not a habit she claims
She's got American eyes
Letting her body go, she's dead
Rejection, looking for direction
Gimme picture, gimme reception
The clean smell of sin
She's nervous at the hips
The car's right outside and I'm ready to go
Infected, living on all of the lies she injected
Now I'm infected
Staring at the scars in need of correction
It's not a habit, I claim
I got American eyes
Letting my body go, I'm dead
She's got cancer, looking for the answer
She's got cancer, someone romance her
She's one of a kind
We got cancer, looking for the answer
We got cancer, looking for the answer
All the years I placed
Blame, put a crown on my head
I spent days pointing
Out, what my mind was reading
No one will ever tell me why
Because we live the same lie
Unexcused, so we kill ourselves, let go
Gotta pretend I don't know
Look back, pulling mistakes from the past, hold on
To fake inspiration, retrace all the lies you misplaced
Now I know that I'm fucked 'cuz I'm not protected
I realize, I create walls until I feel a purpose
No one will ever tell me why
'Cuz we live the same lie
Self create misdirection without shame
Let go, gotta pretend I don't know
Look back, pulling mistakes from the past, hold on
To fake inspiration, retrace all the lies you misplaced
I can't explain the way it feels
When your heart stops
Everything I thought
Would set me free was just bullshit
I sold myself, I can't breathe
Let go, gotta pretend I don't know
Look back, pulling mistakes from the past hold on
To fake inspiration, retrace all the lies, you misplaced
give it a rest and then try it again with more soul
until you learn that clearing your heads'
the same as losing control in this space
don't let it drive you crazy
don't let it drive you insane there's no point
because you just keep turning us on and turning us off
and on and off and on
until we're light as a feather and we're stiff as a board
light as a feather and we're stiff as a board
give it a break cause if you try it again you'll get bored
because you don't really know where it starts
but you know that it ends with no friends
cause even this is a test and i'm sorry if it breaks your bubble
but you still need some rest because it's gonna go
it's gonna go
on and on and on, on and on and on, on and on and on
until it hurts
we will go
on and on and on, on and on and on, on and and on
until it hurts
keep turning us on, and turning us off
She liked my drugs, I liked her hair
She's like a God 'cuz she don't care
She had to watch her little brother die
What a great disguise, skies are falling
So, you paint your picture, well you can paint one thousand
Because it makes no difference vicariously we crave disease
I don't love you, you wish I did, skies are falling
So, you paint your pictures, well you can paint a thousand
Because it makes no difference, an overdose bleeding our your nose
My heart is lost, baptized in my hate bats
The way you make me chase belief you scream poem into my ear
So, insincere cut off my ears, skies are falling
So, you paint your pictures, you can paint one thousand
Not enough, not enough
I will never be another dead love, another vice
Show me what lies can teach me
Another reason for a rusted heart
Another reason time stands alone
Another reason for blank affection
Couldn't stand to be sad alone
I shouldn't have another pain prescription
But I'm not gonna turn it down
A young voice in a desperate scream
Creates substance that I need from you
All this is just a way for you
To push out pain, push it out on me
It's all this is just therapy for you
That's all this is
I'm not enough, I'm not enough
I never will be another vice
Another lie, another dead love consumes me
Another reason lets you fall apart
At the feet of someone else's heart
I couldn't wait to try and pick up the pieces
I'm no good at picking up my own
I don't need another cheap sedation
But I'm not gonna turn it down
Another shot at salvation dies
You can see yourself inside my eyes
All this is just a way for you
To push it out pain, push it out on me
'Cause all this is just therapy for you
That's all this is
Giving it back, giving it back
Throw it away, throw it away
Threw it away, threw it away
All this is just a way for you
To push out pain, push it out on me
All this is just therapy for you
That's all this is
I'm amazed how well you handle defeat for a rookie
So lay back and just continue to sleep
We'll come wake you when they're long gone
I solemnly swear to compete in the world
If nothing is ever atoned
Young blood! If given a chance, spit fire!
Young blood! Destroy the old empire!
I'm amazed the way you handle the press, like a veteran
Flies will swarm and bees will crowd for incest
They want to document all your time
I solemnly swear to compete in the world
If nothing is ever atoned
Young blood! If given the chance, spit fire!
Young blood! Destroy the old empire!
Young blood! If given the chance, spit fire!
Young blood! Empires fade, so hold onto the money that
you made!
Long gone,
I solemnly swear to compete in the world
If nothing is ever atoned
Young blood! If given the chance, spit fire!
Young blood! Destroy the old empire!
Young blood! If given the chance, spit fire!
Young blood! If given the choice,
Live like a slave
With no holidays
How many ways
Did you count the days?
But it feels so good to be gone
From my own kind
What's in a name?
And propped on a grave
What good is a home
When nobody's home?
Yeah, it feels so good to be gone
From my own kind
Yeah, it feels so good to be done
With my own mind
Mindless, carry me home
Mindless, carry me home
And I didn't want anything else
But listen to what we expect
Looking for careful
But looking for honest
Excited and on-time
With a universal mind
I won't live like a slave
And I won't bury my name
I won't tell you my lies
I won't run from my grave
Oh mindless, carry me home
Mindless, carry me home
Mindless, carry me home
'Cause it feels so good to be gone
told you so
if you could just let go
let's get this right
let's take our time
let's get this right
now we feel just fine
we got ourselves untied
in this dark hotel
we found a wishing well
and we're prepared for the worst
so prepared yourself for the worst
Electrify the night
Follow the moon
Islands don't dream
Of cities like you
'Cause you can't stop sleepwalking
Follow the moon
Oh, you can't stop sleepwalking
Your spirits consume
Falling through trees
Safe from the buzz
Islands don't dream
Of cities like us
Oh, you can't stop sleepwalking
Follow the moon
Oh, you can't stop sleepwalking
Our spirits consume
Between lines and snakes and casks and coals
We were never alone
Between fields of fire and miles to go
We will find our way home
We will find our way home
Find our way home
Oh, they can't stop sleepwalking
Follow the moon
Oh, they can't stop sleepwalking
Our spirits consume
Oh, you can't stop sleepwalking
Follow the moon
Follow the moon
Follow the moon
In his prime he took his time
His suit of lights worn proudly
But that was then, and this is now
His body moves so sadly
The thought of runnin' never crossed his mind
He fears the death of any other kind
Now the devil takes his horns out
And the shadows in the crowd shout
"He was born to bleed"
The heroes pride stretches far and wide
As if the earth was empty
His holy ghost carries coast to coast
As if his body's buried
The thought of runnin' never crossed his mind
He fears the death of any other kind
Now the devil takes his horns out
And the shadows in the crowd shout;
Stare into his eyes,
can the matador survive?
"He was born to bleed"
The thought of runnin' never crossed his mind
He fears the death of any other kind
Only a coward quits while he's ahead
Only a matador would take a stand
Oooooohhhh oh oh ohhhh oh oh ohh
Now the devil takes his horns out
And the shadows in the crowd shout
Stare into his eyes,
can the matador survive?
All seven days we crawl up to the ground
All seven sins we wear just like a crown
Angels will cry, and angels will moan
When will they leave us alone?
Lolo, this is far from over
Lolo, look over your shoulder
Look right in our eyes
And tell us why everything dies
Everything dies.
All seven spirits emerge from the clouds
Seven last words never spoken out loud
Angels will plot, and angels will scheme
To never wake up from the dream
Lolo, this is far from over
Lolo, look over your shoulder
look right in our eyes
And tell us why everything dies
Loloooooo [x3]
Look over your shoulder
Look right in our eyes
And tell us why everything dies
Lo and behold
The house has been sold
My parents are old
Their bedrooms too cold
Winter came to say goodbye and move on
They were old and grey with one greedy son
Much to my surprise
Nobody has cried
When animals scream
You should put them to sleep
Winter came to say goodbye and move on
They were old and grey but were greedy
They promised to keep
Me in their will
If my mouth stayed shut
Then my body kept still
Lo and behold
The house has been sold
Lo and behold
I did what I was told
Winter came to say goodbye and move on
Winter came to say goodbye and move on
Winter came to say goodbye and move on
They were old and grey
They were old and grey
They were old and grey with one greedy son
In my defense
These prison walls
They couldn't hold anything in at all
I see your face
In all the walls
They had me crawling on back to you
Honestly, will you wait for me?
A little word, promise me
One day I'll be free
This kinda place
It brings you down
Everyone's dragging their feet on the ground
Your kinda face
Could save a soul
It keeps me crying on out to you
Honestly, will you wait for me?
A little word, promise me
One day I'll be free
Honestly, will you wait for me?
A little word, promise me
One day I'll be free
I'll be free
I'll be free
I'll be free
Oh, my love
Where have you gone?
Oh, my love
Have you moved on?
You made me weak
You made me pale
You made me nervous
You made me shake
Oh, my love
Where have you gone?
Oh, my love
Have you moved on?
You told me once
How much you could take
You told me twice
How your heart breaks
Oh, my love
Where have you gone?
Oh, my love
Have you moved on?
You made me weak
You made me pale
You made me nervous
You made me shake
You told me once
How much you could take
You told me twice
How your heart breaks
Oh, my love
Where have you gone?
Oh, my love
Have you moved on?
Oh, my love
Where have you gone?
Oh, my love
Have you moved on?
Oh, my love
Where have you gone?
Oh, my love
Have you moved on?
Oh, my love
Where have you gone?
Oh, my love
Have you moved on?
Bits of my guns are covered in blood
This town turned its back on the sun
Now they will see how swift judgement can be
Compared to a life on the run
Holy, the face of God appears to be
Holy, the face of God appeared to me
Another city glazed, carelessly placed
Withered and waiting for trial
And now we will see how swift judgement can be
When compared to a life of denial
Holy, the face of God appears to be
Holy Mother Mary, let them know that
Slowly, hold me in your arms, appease them
Solely, forgive what I've done
I'm your son, please don't send me to Hell
These visions you see
They're not what they seem
Even a god can be wrong
This Virgin of peace
Is down on her knees
Begging for Death to move on
Holy, the face of God appears to be
Holy Mother Mary, let them know that
Slowly, hold me in your arms, appease them
Solely, forgive what I've done
I'm your son, please don't send me to Hell
Our bodies lie, emotionless together
As your eyes move over me
We're intertwined, in everything forever
So don't forget to breathe
'Cause soon you, you'll become my wife
It's just a matter of time
Because I think I've fallen
(For you)
I think I've fallen
(For you)
It's ill-advised, and sharp enough to sever
Your heart from your mind
I've been redesigned, and stolen by surrender
So don't forget to breathe
Because I, I lose my mind
When your hand's in mine
Because I think I've fallen
(For you)
I think I've fallen
(For you)
I think I'm falling
(For you)
And don't let this be just
A cruel one way street
'Cause I can't survive on my own
I think I've fallen
(For you)
I think I'm falling
Don't let this be just a cruel one way street
'Cause I can't survive on my own
I think I'm falling [x10]
Why should we separate
She said with a smile
She then drew a figure eight
In lipstick on the tile
Finished her dream
Blew smoke in the air
Said I'll never tell
And I'll never care
Her legs are like hostages
All tied up in twine
Oh how they would call for me
And beg for their life
Our bodies don't speak
They cry out like dogs
They stretch towards the sky
And scratch at the walls
Moments like these, are stronger than love
Ceilings and stars, look down from above
The dinner is over
And the kitchen's a mess
The kids are like vampires
Without any rest
She finished her dream
Blew smoke in the air
Said I'll never tell
And I'll never care
Our bodies don't speak
They cry out like dogs
They stretch towards the sky
And scratch at the walls
It's moments like these, that are stronger than love
I needed shelter
More than anything else
I wanted to help her
From destroying herself
I dont speak on money
When I'm over the line
And I dont dwell on death much
But it crosses my mind
Make no mistake
There's a real thin line between crime
And suicide
I knew I was loaded
I knew it was clean
Until it exploded
All over the scene
And now out on the freeways
Now I'm wired all of the time
I don't dwell on death much
But it crosses my mind
Make no mistake
There's a real thin line between crime
And suicide
Six days a week
I feel the payment comin'
Six days no sleep
I keep my eyes wide open
Six days a week
I feel the payment comin'
Six days no sleep
I keep my eyes wide open
And now out on the freeways
Now I'm wired all of the time
And now I'm losing my mind
I'm losing my mind
Six days a week
I feel the payment comin'
Six days no sleep
I keep my eyes wide open
Six days a week
I feel the payment comin'
Six days no sleep
I keep my eyes wide open
'Cause there's a real thin line between crime
A suicide at the 7/11,
while on a lotto machine
A lost face like a mirror to heaven
I always lost my numbers, god damn you
There's nothing left for me to sacrifice,
in this living hell
Well everybody got their devils,
but I'm on another level
These desperate times are nothing new,
there's a part of me that's crazier than you
These devils they control my every move
and you would not believe the things they make me do
YEAH...
Ahhh... Annihilation on LSD
a new reality
and you're the one, you're the one for me
so photogenic, schizophrenic is a epidemic
These desperate times are nothing new
there's a part of me that's crazier than you
These devils they control my every move
and you would not believe the things they make me do
I've got too many devils
I've got too many devils
Ahh...
Ahh...
These desperate times are nothing new
there's a part of me that's crazier than you
These devils they control my every move
and you would not believe the things they make me do
Yeah...
I've got too many devils
The truth is, the truth still hurts
And that dept will just get worse
Repetition makes us colder
Death creeps a little bit closer
Sometimes the best laid plans
Still end with blood on your hands
Sometimes the best laid plans
Still end with blood on your hands
Don't look back and lose your ground
Or keep passing don't slow down
The fault with the burden on each shoulder
The time has come to stop lying over
Sometimes the best laid plans
Still end with blood on your hands
Sometimes the best laid plans
Still end with blood on your hands
The night was black, my eyes were red
Of past, present, future in my head
When did I learn to bite my tongue?
Youth is not wasted on the young
Sometimes the best laid plans
Still end with blood on your hands
Sometimes the best laid plans
Still end with blood on your hands
I gotta get this blood, off our hands
I admit I know exactly what to do
To get everything I want to get from you
And I admit I know exactly what to say
To make you dig a little deeper when you pay
If less is more
Why am I knocking at your door?
I can't take it anymore
I am an addict, an animal
I am my father's son
I am an addict, an animal
I breathe for life on the run
So tell me what do I get in return
Another lesson that you know I'll never learn
If less is more
Why am I knocking at your door?
I can't take it anymore
I am an addict, an animal
I am my father's son
I am an addict, an animal
I breathe for life on the run
And when I'm done
Kill, kill, gone
Is the rider for the ridden
And the relic in the sea
He's a perfect factor
Know that I have created another me
And when I get home this morning
I plan to finally settle down
And lick my wounds for a lifetime
Split straight down my stomach
On the ground
I am an addict, an animal
I am my father's son
I am an addict, an animal
I breathe for life on the run
I am an addict
I am an addict
I am an addict
I am an addict
I am an addict, an animal
I could mine your soul
I could scream out your name
Oh how I love you!
And I put nothing above you
I could slow you down
I could spin you around
Oh how I love you!
If you could just let me in
Don't say that you're spread too thin
And please,
Don't tell me you're too pulled apart
To use your own heart
If I could only see
What you from me
I think I could love you
If you could just let me in
Don't say that you're spread too thin
And please,
Don't say that you're too pulled apart
To use your heart.
Don't say you're spread too thin
And please,
Don't tell me you're too pulled apart
To use your heart
Don't say you're spread too thin
And please,
Don't say that you're too pulled apart
To use your heart
Oh how I could love you
They got you working on the weekdays
They got you working on the weekends too
And now you're swallowing your paycheck
Like it's what you always dreamed you'd do
When you look into the mirror
Is your faking any clearer?
Are you hanging on your last hope?
When you look into the microscope
Are you the anti-christ or the holy ghost?
Do you wanna die or just come real close?
They got you riding in the spotlight
Thinking everyone knows who you are
And now you're talking like a prophet
Selling money from a shooting star
Well you're shaking to the sunset
Will you run from your judgement?
Will you trip across a tight wind?
Will you fall into your own shrine?
Is it heaven or hell inside your mind?
Are you the anti-christ or the holy ghost?
Do you wanna die or just come real close?
Are you the anti-christ or the holy ghost?
Do you wanna die or just come real close?
Ohhhhhhhhhh!
Are you the anti-christ or the holy ghost?
Do you wanna die or just come real close?
Are you the anti-christ or the holy ghost?
By design
Lie composed
Lie despised
Lie disposed
Well if I hide
If I only get enough
Just to do
What I wanted to do
I've been planning this meeting for days
Carefully placing my words
Come back to me little girl
Well if I hold
Well if I ride
If I hold
Through the night
She's underage
If I only get enough
Just to do
What I wanted to do
Like a knife
Just like I talk
Well I could love
Whoever I want
Yeah, if I only get enough
Just to do
What I wanted to do
'Cause I've been planning this meeting for days
Carefully placing my words
Come back to me little girl
I've been planning this meeting for days
Carefully placing my words
Come back to me little girl
Darling, I woke up in your warehouse this morning
Starving, of all the days to fight
I swear I got it rough through the night
I tried to explain
This lifetime you laid down before me
Despite all the letters I send
You still choose to ignore me
Forming a stolen glimpse of love
A brand new rope to tie up your time
Warning, you're impossible to break
I fear every step that we take
I tried to explain
This lifetime you laid down before me
Despite all the letters I send
You still exist to pretend
I have gone off the deep end
Forgive me
Darling, I hope the world's become
My mind and my fingers are numb
I tried to explain
This lifetime you laid down before me
Despite all the letters I send
You still choose to ignore me
I tried to explain
This lifetime you laid down before me
Despite all the help I extend
Despite all the signals I send
You still exist to pretend
I have gone off the deep end
Darling forgive me
Forgive me
Darling forgive me
Darling forgive me
Remnants of fire blow like sand in the night
you're my only desire, you're my beacon of light
Oh where has she gone?
You're my sunset, my one regret
Oh I swear I can see her when I call out her name
Oh and sometimes I feel her when I cry out in pain
God can you hear me, please give me one more try
I'll be her guardian angel, I'll be her ears and eyes
I'll stand right by her side
You're my sunset, my one regret
All my life, my one regret
She's my sunset.
I'll stand right by your side
You're my sunset, my one regret
All my life, my one regret
She's my sunset.
I swear I'll stand right by your side
We rode like ghosts across the Earth
We woke on Spanish clouds of dirt
But if they only knew
The places we'd been to
Into the desert night I ride
My brother by my side
Mi hermano la pistola
But tomorrow we'll be gone
Mi hermano la pistola
But tomorrow we'll be gone
We left our families for dead
The kids still sleeping in their beds
The sea swearing as it grew
The wind confessing as it blew
But if they only knew
The places we'd been to
Into the desert night I ride
My brother by my side
Mi hermano la pistola
But tomorrow we'll be gone
Mi hermano la pistola
But tomorrow we'll be gone
Mi hermano la pistola
But tomorrow we'll be gone
Mi hermano la pistola
But tomorrow we'll be gone
Mi hermano la pistola
But tomorrow we'll be gone
Mi hermano la pistola
But tomorrow we'll be gone
You and I have been through this before
I owe you my whole life, nothing more
I never said that I liked you the most
You're my father, I'm your son - who's the Holy Ghost?
Where does the time go when it's not around here?
(I don't know)
Here we stand at the edge of the drive
I'm just waiting for my ride to arrive
I wait to see if you've any last words
We pulled away, I called your name - I don't think you heard
Where does the time go when it's not around here?
(I don't know)
Where does the time go when it's not around here?
You and I never shared all that much
When I leave, I'll be all right; I'll keep in touch
As your road narrows, so mine grows wider
Quiet like an elevator, even the walls are scared
I'm dependent on a generator, just to breathe in air
Medication, medication, signatures and stares
Watching all the lights come down, never wanting to care
These circles seem so strange
I run around and around, but nothing's changed
Medication, medication, signatures and stares
I'm reinventing brand new lives like they were never there
I never want to run out, get more, can't stand waiting
I never want to run out, don't stop the lines from fading
It's time to wake up, I've been asleep for far too long
It's time to wake up before the pain, I feel is gone
Dry the blood, I'm done
Feeling the separation
I'm sick of your dried blood
This is self control
Stop this standard, it never stops
It's not gonna stop
The shame you feel
When you're alone
Tragic, non-stop, wake up
And die, madness, weak will dead
Weight is not the answer
I tried for years just to finalize
I tried to cut the vein
Instead dry the blood
Dry the blood
Separation done
Stops this standard, it never stops
It never stops
The shame you feel
When you're alone
Someone stop the bleeding
Fall in love, alone
Tell me there is a balance
That is self control
Stop this standard, someone stop the bleeding
Addictions I have gone cold
Give me sense of balance
That isn't self control
Can someone stop the bleeding?
Addictions, I control
Someone stop the bleeding
told you so
if you could just let go
let's get this right
let's take our time
let's get this right
now we feel just fine
we got ourselves untied
in this dark hotel
we found a wishing well
and we're prepared for the worst
give me inner tension baby, so sweet and slow.
half hearted misdirection, baby where will we go?
slit wrists are the latest fashion, and your sheets see the dirtiest action.
we're independent mammas. broke kids and loveless gutters.
we need a little sunshine baby, we couldn't get much weaker.
with neon lights for brains, here comes our shitty future.
oh yeah i love those neon lights. here comes our shitty future!
slit wrists are the latest fashion, your sheets see the dirtiest action.
we're independent mammas. broke kids and loveless gutters
slit wrists are the latest fashion, your sheets see the dirtiest action.
we're independent mammas. broke kids and loveless gutters
here comes your shitty future,
one more time your shitty future.
YEAH!
slit wrists the latest fashion, your sheets see the dirtiest action.
L.A. lady you always look so uninspired
when you're hanging around
living with creeps and loving with liars
and everybody knows it's true
that all you're ever gonna be is entertainment
so entertain me
you shiver when they wake up
and once more before they're gone
and even when you're sleeping baby
you're barely holding on
L.A. lady I know your feet must be so tired
from standing on a corner stomping out cigarettes like they were fires
the daughter of a thousand men
you've got your mothers eyes and whorish skin
you're a train wreck
but that's entertainment
you shiver when they wake up
and once more before they're gone
and even when you're sleeping baby you're barely holding on
so throw your skin back in your clothes
and wipe the blood running from your nose
'cause if the price is right tonight anything goes
too many lines, one too many times
you're sharing the same vein
with your stage name
but it never quite feels the same
it never quite feels the same
I said, it never quite feels the same
you shiver when they wake up
and once more before they're gone
and even when you're sleeping baby you're barely holding on
so throw your skin back in your clothes
and wipe the blood running from your nose
'cause if the price is right tonight anything goes
too many lines, one too many times
you're sharing the same vein
with your stage name
but it never quite feels the same
somewhere along the way i had to break away
just like a flash of light seen running into the night
i can't quit, i won't stop
i confessed i've always been a mess
and then i woke up in your wedding dress
baby, you know i gotta swing from gallows
cause my head already hangs low
cause these days are so slow
give me an empty canvas
so i can throw it away
cause 26 years on the run ain't no fun
i can't quit i won't stop
no matter what you say or who you do
there's no way in hell i'm coming back to you
baby you know, i gotta swing from gallows
cause my head already hangs low
cause these days are so slow
i don't want romance and i don't need a second chance
i just want out of this fucking quicksand
i gotta burn this wasteland down
because i'm tired of fucking around
baby you know i gotta swing from gallows
cause my head already hangs low cause these days are so slow
i don't want romance and i don't need a second chance
i just want out of this fucking quicksand
lay her rest with violence and a cold encryption
empty casket send her to hell with no prescriptions
glue a mirror to the inside of her empty coffin
so she can stare at her dead face
and follow her new faith home
all the way straight to hell
dark skies, no flowers, no need for visiting hours
lowered in trash and let the goddamn earth
come and search for treasure
cause who's going to love you now that no one can penetrate you
no one can hear you cum
so follow your new faith home
all the way
all the way back to hell
because as far as we can tell
there isn't any way
she has to pay
i'm sorry but it's true
you can't save anyone
from her first love to her bastard son
for all of the things that she's done
dear god i can't wait to finally meet you
you selfish cunt, you've got some explaining to do
cause we only wish we knew
anyway
she has to pay
i'm sorry but it's true
cause you can't save anyone
from her first love to her bastard son
for all of the things that she's done
dear god i can't wait to finally meet you
What's left of California?
What's left of Los Angeles?
Sidewalks cry 'cause they're not as high
Shooting old dope
Rich kid skies are a good disguise
Lining our veins with hope
What did you get for free and where you gonna sell it?
Why should I give a shit cover up your face lift?
What's left of my broken heart what's left of Los Angeles
We got a new design
Excess redefined so you can dream it
We rewrote the standards
Covered up the old scars so you believe it
Scrape black tar from a guilty lung
Throw a needle in your arm
Cough up wrongs of the city stars
They didn't mean no harm
What were you supposed to be and what did you turn into
We don't even need you here but where you gonna run to
Good drugs, bad streets, arms tied, my world capsized with style
We got a new design
Excess redefined so you can dream it
We rewrote the standards
Covered up the old scars so you believe it
I got a [Incomprehensible] just leave me alone
I got a new plan, get me outta here
Pretend sincere stumble on words
Desperation the warmth of a gun
Last hundred years, remember twenty four
We got a new design
Excess redefined so you can dream it
We rewrote the standards
Covered up the old scars so you believe it
We got a new design
Excess redefined so you can dream it
We rewrote the standards
I believe I'm only human
I will rip and I will ruin
I believe nothing can stop me
No way - no God, no army
I believe my premonition
No desire, no position
No time left for wishful thinking
Cause we're not strong, the clock keeps ticking
I'll try not to look over my shoulder
Cause even the sun gets boring, we need the children's
stories
Everybody wake up, don't say it's over
Be free, be blessed
Get more, give less
I believe I am a target
I believe I'm a target market
I believe the bottle's thinking
I'll never make it
But at least I tried
Cause in the end there's nothing
well everybody i know
has one good chance to die
to be swallowed whole by the big blue empty sky
feel the heavens stare
with a cold hard look in it's eyes
to hear the sound of something awful on the rise
so pray for safe passage through the night
you'll be humbled by sounds of daylight
and this is an endless search
to find how much is enough
this could be so much worse
but we sold our souls for gold
you know that nobody in this room
wants to hear you cry
and if nobody goes for help
baby you're gonna die
it came and went so fast
you'd almost thought you'd missed
a chance to shake your head and say
how did it come to this
pray for safe passage through the night
you'll be humbled by the sounds of daylight
and this is an endless search
to find how much is enough
this could be so much worse
but we sold our souls for gold
we sold our souls
Yeah, I don't think I'm alive
Dead footsteps, another outcast screaming alone
God help me, give me what you want
Give me what you need, I'll take it all
Stand fall, lost out, baby, yes I know
It's not a secret, a false alarm
Another front page
Lie disguised to help me burn
Another year of research stand still
Turn on the lights, baby, show me your scars
Salvation, give me audio give me visual overload
So slow, lost out, baby, yes I know
Yeah, everyone is suspect
Everyone deserts sometimes
Another loss, I'm feeling alone
It's not a secret a false alarm
It's not a secret, it's not a sad song
Another front page lie disguised to help me burn
Enemy mind
Take my dead hand
And restore my heart
Nothing is free
But you're perfect for me
Can you make me smart?
Wired, you're so wired
Tired, I'm so tired
Enemy mind
Take my dead mind
And turn back time
Please prey on my wealth
Keep some for yourself
Cause the blame's all mine
Enemy mind, (let me speak my) enemy mind
Enemy mind
Make your last dance
Disguise your flaws
Cover your tracks
So when history looks back
We only hear applause
Out of the way, he's got something to say
Fire, there's so much fire
Staring, I can't stop staring
One mind pulled
I'm done telling you that I'm in love
What I have will never be enough
Come on baby, go live life on your own
Everything inside is breaking down
And you don't want to be hanging around
I don't think I want to leave myself alone
I'm done having to apologize
I'm done living inside your eyes
When the lights go out what's left to know
Nothing ever makes sense to me
A broken branch of the family tree
I kill the lights, now baby, watch me explode
There is no revolution
And I'm done doing things I don't want to do
There is no restitution
And I'm done
I'm done living in this decline
I'm done watching you redesign
Come on baby, let's go walk out the door
I'm done showing up to the fucking work
Taking orders from a fucking bitch
I'm in the chair now go ahead and flip the switch
I'm done doing things I don't want to do
And I'm sick and tired of setting up to be like you
Fucked up, thrown out and overdue
I'm fucking done
There is no revolution
There is no revolution
I don't know where I should begin
My scars have overrun my skin
Frustrations taken all my patience
Exposing everything inside
The more time that I spend alone is
The more time that I hate myself
It's one thing not to finish in the first place
Another thing not to finish at all
I can't stand here and listen to bullshit
And everything you own
Can't stand, 'cos I live alone
Watching shadows fall
I don't know where I fell apart
It wasn't always like this from the start
Frustrations taken all my patience
I feel the walls closing again
Each day, I try to find another way
My brain's a gun without bullets
So sad, I can't replace the drive I had
With blood
I don't know where I should begin
My scars have overrun my skin
Leaches on to everything inside
I search for a darker place to hide
Right now, I've lost complete control
[Incomprehensible]
Frustration stole my dedication
Rip my solid state apart
Each day, I try to find another way
My brain's a gun without bullets
So sad, I can't replace the drive I had
With my own blood
My brain's a gun
My brains are gone
My brain's a gun
All this time I've been unclean
Watching you 'cause you're watching me
Shotgun knives into my heart without a reason
All I want is to never die
Fuck the beats of a different heart
What I'll do if you never tell
Bleed me an answer
We got chills
I break it down and build again, sit still
Line me up so I can burn
My heart knows you won't return
Make some sense of being alone
'Cause I'm wasted
Blackout rescue from my faults
Take away my sober stare
Pay phone prayer give me what I want
Give me an answer
Trying to stare through you
I can't get past your eyes
Locked to the inside
We got chills
I break it down and build again, sit still
Let me inject
Trying to stare through you
I can't get past your eyes
Sweating through the nights
Again, again, again, watch out they fall
We got chills
I break it down and build again, I sit still
I've got pills, I got chills
Alright!!!!!
I left with shaking hands, looking for danger
Details of modern love, in bed with strangers
And there is no warning, I'm not ignoring
I cut glass on my callused feet,
cause I walk through miles of make shift mud
Motherfuckerâ¦I want your BLOOD!
I got the hands of history's stranglers,
and the midnight sky reflects off my skin
I got the flesh of a million strangersâ¦
your never gonna see meâ¦closing in
YEAHâ¦while you're sleeping!
No need for safe return, is no need for your concern
there is no warning, I'm not ignoring
I follow you across the county lines
And these beads of sweat feel like a flood
You motherfuckerâ¦â¦I want your BLOOD!
I got the hands of history's stranglers,
and the midnight sky reflects off my skin
I got the flesh of a million strangersâ¦
your never going to see me closing inâ¦
your never going to see me closing inâ¦â¦
while you're sleeping!
want to take a chance want to wait but it burns cut me what you want but give me just a little more i already know how it's going to feel to let you go cough me aside put me out like a cigarette but i won't forget i'm not dead i'm not fine feed me lies all of this time spent sitting in my room trying to match with the faceless blood cut me what you want but you give me just a little bit more i'm running out of words so listen up cause here i go i'm not dead i'm not alive feed me truth kill my friends unless they do what i say i need silence i need addiction i need a reason for my sins before i die i'm not dead tell me lies feed me truth come on baby please be true so i put cigarettes in my eyes
If I'm wrong, I don't care
If I'm right, I will be programmed and compared
If I crash, if I fail, I'll be waiting for you deep in
hell
Well it's the loneliest place to go; the loneliest
place to hide
Look at us now, up in the sky! We went and taught
ourselves to fly!
Parasites sell advice and the weak will never trust
what they've become,
they're most safely and perfectly them:
Kissing 'cause they never fight...
They fist and they fuck through the night
Look at them now, up in the sky! They went and taught
themselves to die!
We won't be paragraphed by silence
We won't be hidden by the phone
We may appear sidetracked by violence, we may appear as
barking dogs
Nothing is wrong, we are impossibly strong!
Gather your strength, believe everything you say
Never break down, follow, or blindly obey!
Look at us now, up in your skies! We taught ourselves!
We taught ourselves!
We taught ourselves!
We taught ourselves!
i never wanted to admit to this but my love wasn't true
i rescue the lonely because i'm lonely too
and the way you smile the way you laugh
reminds me of myself
before i fell apart like a drug infected heart
all along in a city by the sea
dirty leaves fall around
all alone and suddenly it seems
dirty leaves fall for you and me
i never wanted your heart to break
but we still knew it would
impossible to save
but did when i could
i replaced your tears your loneliness with cigarettes and wine
but you needed more and we ran out of time
now your love is gone
all all alone in the city by the sea
dirty leaves fall all around
and suddenly it seems
dirty leaves fall for you and me
and once again i'm torn between saving you or saving me
that's why i begged you not to stay
any longer than you should
because i always knew you would
and now it builds more every day
until you're just an object in my way
choking on the words i never wanted you to say
all all alone in the city by the sea
dirty leaves fall all around
and suddenly it seems
Say enough words to make me forget
Until I get dangerous and desperate
I love it when I'm telling myself lies
The good ones that I know I can cash
Stare at my face until I neglect
Everything I couldn't forgive
Look at the way you make me
Live choking like a fucking kid
I rejected faith, I broke a good heart
And I regret love because you told me
I still don't care, I wasn't meant to cover up scars
Built on faults
To who it concerns consider this
I tried all your cures but I'm still sick
I'm never going to regain senses
I burn another hole in my head
Remember the disease you spread
Like addiction that comes in fits
I rejected faith, I broke a good heart
And I regret love because you told me
I still don't care, I wasn't meant to cover up scars
Built on faults
Talk enough words to make me forget
All my dreams are dead
Disguise lack of progress
Quit sending me signals for chemicals
Everything I crave is going to kill me
Don't want to be sick
Depression just seems to stick
I rejected faith, I broke a good heart
And I regret love because you told me
I still don't care, I wasn't meant to cover up scars