Andal (Tamil: ஆண்டாள் Äṇţāḷ, an 8th century or earlier ) is the only female Alvar of the 12 Alvar saints of South India, who are known for their affiliation to Vaishnava tradition of Hinduism. She is credited with the great Tamil works of Thirupavai and Nachiar Tirumozhi that are still recited by devotees during the Winter festival season of Margazhi. Andal is known for her unwavering devotion to the god Vishnu, the patron deity of the Vaishnavas. The Srivilliputhoor Temple is dedicated to her and marks her birth place. Adopted by her father, the Alvar saint Periyalvar who found her as a baby, Andal avoided earthly marriage, the normal and expected path for women of her culture, to "marry" Vishnu, both spiritually and physically. In many places in India, particularly in Tamilnadu, Andal is treated more than a saint and as a form of God herself.
Andal is believed to have been discovered under a Tulsi(Basil) plant in the temple garden of Srivilliputtur, by a person named Vishnucitta who later became one of the most revered saints in Hinduism, Periyalvar. The child was named Kodhai. This is popularly thought to mean "a beautiful garland" in Tamil but it is unlikely as in ancient times this was a popular personal name even for men as evidenced by Sangam era male names such as Kodhai as mentioned in a Purananuru poem on a Chera king Ko-k-Kodhai. The name Kodhai is often Sanskritized as Goda. Kodhai was raised by Vishnucitta. Kodhai grew up in an atmosphere of love and devotion. Vishnucitta doted on her in every respect, singing songs to her about Lord Vishnu; teaching her all the stories and philosophy he knew; and sharing with her his love for Tamil poetry. As Kodhai grew into a beautiful maiden, her love and devotion for the Lord grew to the extent that she decided to marry none but the Lord Himself only. As days progressed, her resolve strengthened and she started to live in a dream world with her beloved Lord and was constantly fantasizing about marrying Him.
Plot
Arjun is a young man who will always defend his family, even at the risk of his own life. As Arjun and his twin sister Meenakshi are finishing their college education, Meenakshi reveals that she and classmate Uday have expressed their love for each other. However, Uday's parents plan to marry him to an heiress. Nevertheless, Arjun vows to arrange the marriage for his sister and her beloved. Soon however, Arjun isn't just fighting for his twin's happiness, but for her life! When Meenakshi becomes the target of her murderous in-laws, Arjun is forced to take up the machete and go to battle.
Keywords: bloodshed, brother-sister-relationship, chase, evil-in-laws, examination, flashback, log, pregnancy, temple, violence
Ehhhh...
Sonny Ehh....
Yomy
Eo Eehh...Eo Eehh...
Tu sabes lo que yo voy hacer a esto..
Te suelto el pelo (Oh Oh Oh)
Te quito la camisa (Ah Ah Ah)
Tu pantalòn (Oh Oh Oh)
y despues te como completa
Te suelto el pelo (Oh Oh Oh)
Te quito la camisa (Ah Ah Ah)
Tu pantalòn (Oh Oh Oh)
y despues te como completa
Este party empieza (weeeah)
Vela como ella frontea
Te pitchea y se voltea
Llamala y desnudala
Este party empieza (weeeah)
Vela como ella frontea
Te pitchea y se voltea
Llamala y desnudala
Te suelto el pelo (Oh Oh Oh)
Te quito la camisa (Ah Ah Ah)
Tu pantalòn (Oh Oh Oh)
y despues te como completa
Te suelto el pelo (Oh Oh Oh)
Te quito la camisa (Ah Ah Ah)
Tu pantalòn (Oh Oh Oh)
y despues te como completa
Eeeeehhh....
No perdamos tiempo, Mami desnudate
(MmMmM)
Perreame,bailoteame
Eeeeehhh....
No perdamos tiempo, Mami desnudate
(MmMmM)
Perreame,bailoteame
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Te suelto el pelo (Oh Oh Oh)
Te quito la camisa (Ah Ah Ah)
Tu pantalòn (Oh Oh Oh)
y despues te como completa
Te suelto el pelo (Oh Oh Oh)
Te quito la camisa (Ah Ah Ah)
Tu pantalòn (Oh Oh Oh)
[Yandel]
Si Esta Noche No Tienes Nada Que Hacer
Te Voy A Entretener
Sexo Seguro!!
Si Esta Noche No Tienes Nada Que Hacer (Yandel)
Te Voy A Entretener (Franco)
Sexo Seguro!!
Welcome To The Jungle!!
Le Digo Que Le Meta
Y Que Le Someta
Que Rompa La Noseta
Y Se Comprometa
Bien Duro, Duro
Al Sexo Seguro!!
Le Digo Que Le Meta
Y Que Le Someta
Que Rompa La Noseta
Y Se Comprometa
Bien Duro, Duro
Al Sexo Seguro!!
A Ella!
Le Digo Que Le Meta
Y Que Le Someta
Que Rompa La Noseta
Y Se Comprometa
Bien Duro, Duro
Al Sexo Seguro!!
[Franco 'El Gorilla']
Chula Esta Noche Paso A Recogerte
Para Hacer Locuras
Que Estoy Enfermo Usted Es Mi Cura
Y Quiero Una Aventura
Tu Me Torturas Cada Vez Que Mueves La Cintura
Y Para Que Estes Segura
Le Cambie La Textura
Estoy Adentro,
Y Se Siente Bien Rico
Son Mas De Las Doce,
Y Empezamos A Las Siete Y Pico
Quitese La Ropa
Que Hay Calor En Puerto Rico
Se Siente Rico
Dejame Que Sea Tu Juguete Sexual
Dejame Enseñarte Por Que Es Que Soy Animal
Por Que El Sabor Se Tu Carne Me Hace Alucinar
Me Tiene Mal (Raaaa!!)
[YANDEL]
Le Digo Que Le Meta
Y Que Le Someta
Que Rompa La Noseta
Y Se Comprometa
Bien Duro, Duro
Al Sexo Seguro!!
Le Digo Que Le Meta
Y Que Le Someta
Que Rompa La Noseta
Y Se Comprometa
Bien Duro, Duro
Al Sexo Seguro!!
(Yandel!!)
Dime Hasta Cuando
Me Dejaras Esperando
Lo Que Estoy Buscando
Lo Esperare
Dime Hasta Cuando
Me Dejaras Esperando
Lo Que Estoy Buscando
Lo Esperare
[Franco'El Gorilla']
Voy Para La Alcoba,
Esperame Arriba
Creo Que Esta Noche Tomare La Iniciativa
Ya Estoy Loco De Contigo Intercambiar Saliva
Agresiva, Dejame Tocarte
You Know Rebeca Te Invito Pa' Casa Pa'Comer Rosetas
Y Antes Que Acabe La Movie
Yo Te Quiero Coqueta
Estas Sedienta Y Tu Quieres Paleta
Gritas Mi Nombre, Duro
Pidiendo Que Le Meta
Quiero Morderte La Boca,
Por Que De Ti Tengo Hambre
Yo Soy Tu Vampiro,
Vampira, Quiero Tu Sangre
Quiero Enredarme En La Alfombra,
Contigo Como Alambre
You Know kittie,
Tu Sabes Que Soy Tu Hombre
[Yandel]
Le Digo Que Le Meta
Y Que Le Someta
Que Rompa La Noseta
Y Se Comprometa
Bien Duro, Duro
Al Sexo Seguro!!
Le Digo Que Le Meta
Y Que Le Someta
Que Rompa La Noseta
Y Se Comprometa
Bien Duro, Duro
Al Sexo Seguro!!
(Yandel!!)
Dime Hasta Cuando
Me Dejaras Esperando
Lo Que Estoy Buscando
Lo Esperare
Dime Hasta Cuando
Me Dejaras Esperando
Lo Que Estoy Buscando
Lo Esperare
Yandeeel!!!
Esto Es WY Records!
Bienvenidos A Mi Jungla!
(Ando Con Uno De Los Vaqueros)
Franco El Gorilla
R.N.O.
Victor "El Nazi"
(Yandel)
Si me porte mal contigo, mami lo siento
(Jayco)
Estoy siendo sincero contigo solo quiesiere que me des
una oportunidad mami
(Yandel)
No puedo cargar conmigo mas este sufrimiento
(Jayco)
Es dificil asimilar la vida sinti
(Yandel)
Vuelve!!!
Que sinti la vida no es igual (No es igual)
Me la paso sufriendo
Vuelve!!! (Ehh)
Porti yo esperare
Vuelve!!!
Que sinti la vida no es igual (No es igual)
Me la paso sufriendo
Vuelve!!! (Ehh)
Porti yo esperare
asi seguire esperando asta que me des la oportunidad de volver a sentirte chica
(Jayco)
Solo qiero ser sincero
Se muy bien que en tu vida yo fui el primero
Que sentia amor verdadero
Y q sabes q como tu no hay nadie
Como acarisias mi piel como me haces el amor
Como me besas al desnudarme
Amor me siento frio
Tan solo en el vacio
Que dejas en el hogar (Hey)
Sin ti me siento perdido
Solo entorpecido (Aha)
Vuelve mi amor por favor
Voy caminando en la noche perdido en la oscuridad (Ono)
No puedo dertenerme
Creo y tengo fe que algun dia yo te voy a encontrar
Alli en aquel lugar
Donde tantas veces nos vimos y hoy ya no estas
Perdido estoy en la oscuridad
Quisiera verte y poderte hablar
Y hacerte regresar
(Yandel)
Vuelve!!!
Que sinti la vida no es igual (No es igual)
Me la paso sufriendo
Vuelve!!! (Ehh)
Porti yo seperare
Te dire la verdad
Si me porte mal contigo mami lo siento
(Hay mami lo siento)
Te dire la verdad
No puedo cargar conmigo mas este sufrimiento
(y Yo no puedo y no puedo no puedo no)
Te dire la verdad
(Jayco)
Si alguna vez yo te hice llorar amor dimelo por que yo
(Te dire la verdad)
Siento mi cama vacia y aunque en mi no confias te juro que yo
(Te dire la verdad)
Quisiera poder encontrarme contigo
Quisiera poder decirte que mis noches no son lo mismo sin ti
(Te dire la verdad)
Y que ahora solo soy un tempano de hielo perdido en la oscuridad
Que me muero por algun dia verte regresar
(Te dire la verdad)
Voy caminando en la noche perdido en la oscuridad (Ono)
No puedo dertenerme
Creo y tengo fe que algun dia yo te voy a encontrar
Alli en aquel lugar
Donde tantas veces nos vimos y hoy ya no estas
Perdido estoy en la oscuridad
Quisiera verte y poderte hablar
Y hacerte regresar
(Wisin)
Nueva mente demostrando
Que estamos en otros niveles musicales
Entrando por la puerta ancha
Jayco
(Jayco)
Jayco
Victo el Nazi
Nesti
Nelly el amra secreta
Tiny
Asi estamos trabajando
Desarrollandonos de una manera que uds. en su vida
Lo van hacer esto es otra cosa
Uds.lo saben ya esta claro ya lo se
Los vaqueros
Dale que con nosotros
Viajando en la nave
Yo Siempre te hablo claro
No todo lo que te dicen es cierto
(Jajaja)
Tus Amigas te hablan mal de mi
(Todavía no entiendo porque)
No soportan conmigo verte salir
Lo que no saben que he cambiado
Que he madurado
Que bien te voy hacer sentir
Hey, suelta
Olvida lo que hablen de mi
El pasado al olvido
Vamos a ser feliz
(Ooouou)
No esperes que sea tarde
Olvida lo que hablen de mi
El pasado al olvido
Vamos a ser feliz
No esperes que sea tarde
(Yandel)
Quiero tenerte aquí
Siempre cerquita de mi
Amarnos hasta morir tu de mi
Corazón una victima
Te llevo dentro de mi
Desde el momento en que te vi
Rompieron a hablar de mí
No lo puedo permitir
Que te vayas a resistir
Tus Amigas te hablan mal de mi
No soportan conmigo verte salir
Lo que no saben que he cambiado
Que he madurado
Que bien te voy hacer sentir
Soy Inocente
Olvida lo que hablen de mi
El pasado al olvido
Vamos a ser feliz
(Ooouou)
Olvida lo que hablen de mi
El pasado al olvido
Vamos a ser feliz
No esperes que sea tarde
Lo que tengo para ti
Mami esta bueno
Si tu tienes algo para mi
Dámelo
Eres la mujer que quiero y anhelo
Pon de tu parte
Lo que tengo para ti
Mami esta bueno
Si tu tienes algo para mi
Dámelo
Eres la mujer que quiero y anhelo
Pon de tu parte
Tus Amigas te hablan mal de mí
No soportan conmigo verte salir
Lo que no saben que he cambiado
Que he madurado
Que bien te voy hacer sentir
Olvida lo que hablen de mi
El pasado al olvido
Vamos a ser feliz
(Ooououo)
Olvida lo que hablen de mi
El pasado al olvido
Vamos a ser feliz
No esperes que sea tarde
Se siente bien ser líder
De verdad que si
Somos los extraterrestres musicales
Los lideres del movimiento urbano
I griega
Haciendo negocio
Nesty, La Mente Maestra
Víctor El Nazy
Trabajando De Otra manera tu sabe
Tú sabe, sabe, sab
Extraterrestres
Nesty, Yandel
Extraterrestre
Dembow
by Wisin Y Yandel
album: Mi Vida... My Life (2003)
....me vuelve loco....
....cuando baila.....
Esa nena cuando baila me vuelve loco bailando el dembow,
dembow, dembow, dembow, me vuelve loco bailando el dembow (2x)
Quiero tenerte, quiero besarte,(me vuelve loco bailando el dembow)
Sabes que no quiero perderte,(me vuelve loco bailando el dembow)
De aqui pa' ya
de aya pa' ca mujer ( me vuelve loco bailando el dembow)
Tu eres mi angel y yo soy tu angel
y juntos los dos vamo a hechar pa' lante
Esa nena cuando baila me vuelve loco bailando el dembow,
dembow,dembow,dembow, me vuelve loco bailando el dembow(2x)
(Baila lento), si quieres que te envuelva
(Baila lento), si quieres que te toque mujer
(Baila lento), la la la lalalala
(Baila lento), la la la lalalala (2x)
Esa nena cuando baila me vuelve loco bailando el dembow,
dembow,dembow,dembow, me vuelve loco bailando el dembow(2x)
Quiero tenerte, quiero besarte,(me vuelve loco bailando el dembow)
Sabes que no quiero perderte,(me vuelve loco bailando el dembow)
De aqui pa' ya
de aya pa' ca mujer ( me vuelve loco bailando el dembow)
Tu eres mi angel y yo soy tu angel
y juntos los dos vamo a hechar pa' lante
Esa nena cuando baila me vuelve loco bailando el dembow,
Artist: R. Kelly
Album : TP-3 Reloaded
Song: Burn It Up
Lyrics:
[R Kelly - Intro]
Ohhh ohhh ohhh ohhh
Burn it up
Girl make it hot like the roof is on fire
Burn it up
Girl the way you dance you are my one desire
Come on
So hot you're one fire (come on!) [x7]
[R Kelly]
When you roll it
I can't control it
And when you throw it
It's hard to catch it
And when you shake it
I pray you don't break it
And when you drop it
Girl I cannot take it
Something about the way you move (hey!)
Sweat is dripping all over you (hey!)
The way you let the beat take over you (hey!)
Baby don't stop keep it going make it hot (hey)
The way you put your back in motion (mama)
Oh I love you the way you freakin' it (mama)
You got me comin' out of VIP (mama)
Cause you look like the girl in my dreams (mama)
I step up in the club first thing I see is you freakin' it
Your eyes and body language tells me you want me to hit it
Well I say girl
Back that thing up to me
Closer (ohhh)
A little closer (work it)
Come on and shake it on me now (work it)
Come on and work it on me now (work it)
Girl it's getting heated now (work it)
It's time to put this club on fire now
[Chorus - R Kelly]
Burn it up
Girl make it hot like the roof is on fire
Burn it up
Girl the way you dance you are my one desire
Burn it up
Girl I don't care if the whole place burn down
Burn it up burn it up burn it up
[Chorus - Yandel]
Heyyy
Calor, sudor
Bailando reggaeton
Calor, sudor
Sige bailando y no pares
Calor sudor
Bailando reggaeton
Calor sudor
Pide mas quere mas pegate y dale
[Wisin]
Siente mi fuego muchacha
Dale waracha
Temble que temble que pa que tiemble la cacha
Crystal y Don Perinon y se emborachan
Me encanta su facha
Le tiro y no se agacha
Rope el suelo, marshmellow
El duo de la historia con R Kelly en un duelo
Bello bello huello
Como la gata con mi reggaeton se suelta el pelo
W, R Kelly, Luny Tunes and Nelly
Yandel pon enfriar el Don Peri
Yo pongo las sacos y las hojas de blue berry
Esta to' ready chula pa' q se te suda la cherry
Luny Tunes!
[Chorus - R Kelly]
Burn it up
Girl make it hot like the roof is on fire
Burn it up
Girl the way you dance you are my one desire
Burn it up
Girl I don't care if the whole place burn down
Burn it up burn it up burn it up
[Chorus - Yandel]
Heyyy
Calor, sudor
Bailando reggaeton
Calor, sudor
Sige bailando y no pares
Calor sudor
Bailando reggaeton
Calor sudor
Happy talk, keep talking happy talk,
Talk about things you'd like to do,
You gotta have a dream, if you don't have a dream,
How you gonna have a dream come true?
Talk about a moon floating in de sky looking like a
lily on a lake,
Talk about a bird learning how to flyMaking all the
music he can make
Happy talk, keep talking' happy talk,Talk about things
you'd like to do,
You gotta have a dream, if you don't have a dream,How
you gonna have a dream come true?
Talk about a star looking like a toyPeeking through de
branches of a tree,
Talk about a girl, talk about a boy,Counting all de
ripples on de sea
Happy talk, keep talking happy talk,
Talk about things you'd like to do
You gotta have a dream, if you don't have a dream,How
you gonna have a dream come true?
Talk about a boy saying to de girl: "Golly, baby, I'm a
lucky cuss!"
Talk about a girl saying to de boy: "You an' me is
lucky to be us!"
Happy talk, keep talking' happy talk,Talk about things
you'd like to do,
You gotta have a dream, if you don't have a dream,How
you gonna have a dream come true?
If you don't talk happy and you never dream,Then you'll
The water? s overflowing and carrying away the picture on the edge of the tub.
I held it close to me, to try and keep up hopes that you would see I have no more air to breathe, and I? m hoping for you to come and save me.
One more time, that I find myself drowning in thoughts of you.
Holding my fleeting one last breath, praying that this hole in my chest will heal.
I? ll find another way for me to fight my pain.
The water seeps into my lungs, I tell myself I? ll try to emerge from my prison I have built from loneliness.
But, I? m failing at my attempts to leave.
You? re reaching your hand out.
I can? t believe it? s true.
My prayers have been answered and I know that only you can breathe life into me.
Dont let go,
Must be the head and I can't see us turning this ship around
Phoning friends who lived this dream we started, started breaking down
This is something that we'd never thought we'd see
we are finally where we want to be, with all this rapid progress
I can't forget our promise
I was ready to give up on all of this
(x2)
All my insecurities are turning this to tragedy,
now all my doubts and fears are somehow getting the best of me
all these complex feelings, once again my worst enemy
through all this daily nonsense
I can't forget this promise
I was ready to give up on all of this
(x2)
We hold this close
We hold this close
We hold this close to our hearts
(x4)
(can't make out the screaming)
I won't let this dream fade
always searching for what's next
never looking where we stand
(x2)
Tangled in my veins
We burned our eyes out staring at the early november sun
She stands so picturesque, heart beating through my chest and my mind cannot take what she is setting off in me.
A feeling so unique I'm crippled by its ecstasy.
Feel free to take it away.
Feel free to take this all from me.
Strap on your wings and fly away.
Fly away (from me), fly away (from me), when life leads you astray, and there are no more games to play.
Just fly away.
As this tale unfolds, the story's growing old.
Once again I'm sleeping all alone.
And through this pain I've grown.
My head is still your home.
Nothing is the way it used to be.
Strap on your wings and fly away.
Now I'm breaking down your heart of stone, waiting for the winds to change to bring you back, back to me.
Everyone can see, you're not the girl you used to be, so, steal another's soul.
I'm breaking down your heart of stone, taking you off your throne.
My Conscience is littered
With mishaps and failures,
Fuck ups, what ifs, what should have been. All in all, I'm down to my last breath,
My last attempt to put to rest
All of this hurting and yearning,
Cursing myself for being me.
I'm done cursing fate,
Hating destiny
Discard and fear.
Serenity is far from here.
These bonds I break will never mend.
Take it from me,
The more you need the less you get.
Every mistake that never ends.
Never again give all your best.
Go live your life with no regrets.
Give it up it's going down.
Everyone is getting out.
Stay too long and you will drown.
Everything is coming down,
And if my actions bring me closer to my death
And misfortune is behind me every step,
Every question burning deeper in my chest,
Every answer that I knew not to expect,
You know you've failed.
Every battle never fought.
Every battle never taught.
Filled with deception and remorse,
You burned this bridge now swim across.
Pull me down and cross me out.
Horns and tail I will wear proud.
Depression storming down on me.
Anxiety is reigning king.
Failures are spit back in my face.
I'm letting this life pass away.
These roads will lead me to my grave.
These are the roads and paths I chose to pave avoidant and withdrawn I'll stay.
Misanthropy the price I pay for following my dreams.
Disillusion break my wings and set me free.
Murphy's fucking law refers to me.
Sore throat, sore lungs, bad mood
bad luck, stay cold, locked up.
Every door has closed.
I'm disenchanted and alone
spirit expired in it's host
the damaging effects of loss.
There is no higher price or cost than losing everything you love.
I walk in limbo
my lease on life, revoked.
the things I passed up for this
are now my ghosts
ghost will haunt
abandon, disappear.
All you love is dying here.
Can't end up like them.
Damn the pessimist.
I'm enthralled in the absence of innocence.
Disillusionist.
Embrace despair.
Wrathful and suffer.
Lamenting everything.
Conclusions.
One by one antipathy.
Inner tension.
Turned outward hostility.
Did you let them in?
Did you let them inside
Of your fucked up head?
Plagued by things you'll never have again;
All that could have been.
Oh to hell with it.
Chosen path that you must walk alone.
Grow thicker skin.
Faith is so far gone.
I let the world crash down on me.
I've felt so many things
In who I used to be.
Me... I have no room for wings,
Just compassion and sympathy
For those who still, hold on
To everything they've lost.
Life just takes away.
Most who were facing me have turned around.
There's not a day that I don't think about the choices made that lead us to this place, but you chose to take the easy way out, with no support when we needed you most.
Cut my losses cut you the fuck out.
I'm so fucking sick of Judas friends and sell out jokes.
You're the reason that I'm living void of faith and hope.
Just give it up pack it in the fucking hype is dead.
The hear you never had will bring you down in the end.
Weed out the weak.
Who had a choice to make.
Stay down, stay low.
Stay where they cannot hurt you.
They will never break your fall.
They will only break your bones.
Cold nights low hopes...
My head filled with bitter thoughts.
Dream on and grow... don't let them ruin you.
Afraid I've lost my faith in you.
I fear I'm losing everyone.
Admit my grip is weak
On every little thing
That's close to me.
I'm waiting for the next time you forget to call.
I'm waiting for you to come down and me to fall.
There is so much more than
Artificial happiness and false euphoria.
Never knowing just how high I held you in my heart,
You're running from your problems but you can't outrun them all.
I will be standing here
Until the sea dries up...
The sky could fall for all I care;
I will be here,
Until the flames wash over us.
I pray, please Armageddon come
And wash away my worldly fears
I'm losing everything I once held near.
Distance yourself and shut me out.
I would have given all of me
To keep you here but
I have been let down.
Denial and this delusion
Finished chasing, still you run.
I've extinguished every option
And trampled every path.
Would have offered you the world
But it's already in your hands.
This is consequence.
This is punishment.
This is over, again.
Never catching signals sent.
Never catching signals sent.
This cold embrace of loneliness.
The time I wasted leaves me
Broken.
Cold and so distant
I will remain,
Built up by fears.
Cold Indifference.
Locked up.
Stay low.
Apart we grow,
Can you feel it coming? Nothing as it seems.
Everything so perfectly wrong, so intoxicating like the fury of the seas.
Let it crash just like the waters to my feet.
I? ve traded memories for wings, and I? m ready to get high.
No more chains around my feet, liberated, I take to the sky.
As this dose begins to peak I? m free.
You, you have a certain way of imposing ideals on me.
But, I? ve no more demons to slay, no more unwelcome company.
There are no more chains restraining me from where I want to be.
I? ve traded memories for wings and I? m free from all your games.
You underestimated me.
I? m stronger than you? ll ever be.
I hate the way that you impose yourself on me.
The weight upon my shoulders could have turned coal to diamonds, but I set my demons free.
As we sit down to this lovely gourmet meal the candle light is shining off your face
I gaze into your beautiful eyes... you give me this hideous look
A look that's meant to kill coming from a face so dull
Open up your eyes and see what you have missed
This night would be so perfect if only you would care
Did you really think that I did not know how to save you from choking on your own tongue?
This is what I call revenge held in for so long
Now you're swallowing my pain instead of your dessert
Each slice you cut to your filet cuts into me
Bite hard, chew fast, I hope you choke on more than just your ignorance
Cough up my love
Given a dish that's best served cold
I never regret the days that I see you
I'm taking a look
One was all it took to center my attention
Need to know your name
Need to feel this stain of your lips break this tension
I reach out to touch the soul of tonight
My eyes
(I've lost my head)
Have finally seen the light
(Where have I been?)
I'll rest where love can't find me
(These tired eyes)
To complicate my life
(Are wearing thin)
My eyes
(It's in my skin)
Have finally seen the light
(Where have I been?)
Reflecting all the suffering
(I lost my head)
I now can leave behind
(And I'm giving in)
This mirror reflects all that I project
No amount of truth can take this back
Too many lines and these tired eyes
Have seen enough tragedy tonight
I reach out to touch the soul of tonight
And we crush our dreams away
Gripping tightly as they fade
My heart is racing, feelings confused.
Wishing I could help him see this through.
No matter what, nothing I do will ease his suffering.
All he has are memories
of who he was, and how it used to be.
He brings his hands together
and begins to pray
for this to be an end to his constant misery.
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The cross he bears around his neck (the cross he bears)
The only thing that comforts him (what else is left?)
And so he prays for this to end (what else is left?)
A shadow of his former self.
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Tired and weakened now, demons are his only company.
So, give up the ghost.
Ten years shy of a century.
All he has left are the memories
of who he was and how it used to be.
Pray for this to be the end
of his constant suffering.
[chorus]
The cross he bears around his neck (the cross he bears)
The only thing that comforts him (what else is left?)
And so he prays for this to end (what else is left?)
A shadow of his former self.
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Pointless at best,
no means to an end(means to an end),
his hands to his head, he prays for the end to this nightmare.
[chorus]
The cross he bears around his neck (the cross he bears)
The only thing that comforts him (what else is left?)
And so he prays for this to end (what else is left?)
A shadow of his former self.
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All he has left are the memories.
All he has left are the memories.
I never knew the day we met would be the day I died from this overwhelming need that burns inside.
Tragically, I had the world within my sights.
Little did I know, this was all in my mind.
Where did you go?
Where have you been?
What kind of world am I living in?
Please pull me from this hell I live.
I? m burning up, and you? re over this.
In every pill I take, each night I lie awake, your face is all I fucking see.
Face buried in a pillow, all I see is the silhouette of you dancing in my dreams.
Just pull the plug and end what you? ve begun.
You push my buttons and open these scars
Just to watch me bleed what I've already bled a thousand times before
Agonizing... you make me scream and shout
I owe this all to you
You're the reason that I'm always coming down
I'm just a bruised and broken heart
But the memories you left are of a girl who's lost and broken
Now it's a shame you've lost your touch and you can't control your lust
I was only a heartbeat away from forgiving you...
(Let the past be)
I'm learning lessons while you're still breaking hearts
If only you could see the world is not as cold as you had thought before
Always trying to break and keep me down... you're the reason that iturned my life around
I'm just a bruised and broken heart
But the memories you left are of a girl who's lost and broken
Now it's a shame you've lost your touch and you can't control your lust
I was only a heartbeat away from forgiving you...
(Let the past be)
You were everything I'd ever need
(But we are though)
And I'm everything you'll never be
(Ill see this through)
I'm just a bruised and broken heart
But the memories you left are of a girl who's lost and broken
Now it's a shame you've lost your touch and you can't control your lust
I was only a heartbeat away from forgiving you...
And now I'm giving you...
All that you've earned
How's it feel to see the tables turned
You will never see this face again
And I have no more tears to be shed...
You will not see this face again
The water is overflowing and carrying away the picture on the edge of the tub
I've held it close to me to try and keep up hopes that you would see I have no more air to breathe
And I'm hoping for you to come and save me
One more time that I find myself drowning in thoughts of you, holding my fleeting one last breath, praying that this hole in my chest will heal
One last breath held in my lungs
Take this away - the one last breath I hold
I'll find an other way for me to fight my pain
The water seeps into my lungs
I tell myself I'll try to emerge from my prison I have built from loneliness, but I'm failing at my attempts to leave
You're reaching your hand out
I can't believe it's true
My prayers have been answered
You're running rampid through me
Infecting everything
My eyes are red, and I'm scared to death
You don't know what you're doing
This is a call to arms
And I have waited for too long
Maybe I'll never quit
Maybe you never meant a single thing you said
Well I've grown so sick of this
Confusion fills my head
And I'm dripping with regret
I do feel better if you never knew just how I felt
How I felt
Never knew just how I felt
Does he shake you like I shook you?
And how much do his words weigh?
Is he underneath you fingertips where I used to lay?
Do his lips taste like forever as you said mine did?
We were young, that's how it goes
My eyes are filled with tears
My hands are to my head
I know you're happy now
In someone else's bed
My paitence wearing thin
And I can't make sense of this
All I want is to be over you
I just need to know
So tell me
Does he shake you like I shook you?
And how much do his words weigh?
Is he underneath you fingertips where I used to lay?
Do his lips taste like forever as you said mine did?
We were young that's how it goes
That's how it goes
That's how it goes
That's how it goes
And when I dream you everynight
(That's how it goes)
You brek my heart but it's alright
(That's how it goes)
Ahnibriated by your sight
(That's how it goes)
Now this is the fight of my life
THIS IS THE FIGHT OF MY LIFE
All we had is dead and gone
All we had is dead and gone
ALL WE HAD IS DEAD AND GONE
I twist and turn in bed as you spiral though my head
Won't continue to let these games be played
I never wanted, never wanted any of this
In here i feel so out of place
She kills me with a single gaze
(she ends me)
Infatuations turn to needs
(don't need this anymore)
I stumbled into her embrace...
All this time you've tried to make a new excuse and justify why not to hate you...
Stumbling through fate games are played again... i should take control and put you to an end.
These years have come and went
So many things i now regret
For me there is no saving grace
She kills me with a single gaze
(she ends me)
Infatuations turn to needs
(don't need this anymore)
I stumbled into her embrace...
All this time you've tried to make a new excuse and justify why not to hate you...
Stumbling through fate games are played again... i should take control and put you to an end.
He sent her a note telling her to be at the local ice cream shop at 5pm. "Don't be late and come alone. P.
S. - Now look under the garbage can." All my love for you has passed away and so will you after today. All my laid out plans, their purpose clearly: to do to you what you've done to me. Underneath the garbage can she found a rusty blade with a note asking her to: "think about the last time you hurt someone so bad. Now go to the diner on 14th Ave. Take a seat at table four. The one with the note and rose. Your death will be right with you. Do you see this rose? I picked it just for you. I made sure that it was the longest one, full of life, with the sharpest thorns. Now grip it tight and don't forget the stabbing pain you feel tonight. ...
Nothing to hide.
Nothing to lose.
The little things that sicken me and are eating at my youth.
I've held my ghosts at bay and smiled everyday
but heavens says won't shine on me again,
Just like they shined on me before.
I can't be like that boy in chains
that was once adored.
Apprehensive me.
Independence me.
I've spoiled every single thing
and running from the scene.
It's sad for me to say
at every show
on every stage
pride overlooked
and out of blown P.A.s
to people I will never meet.
I spill my guts.
Why can't these words free me.
Never will I find my way back home.
All the patience that I wasted. . .
Dreams I only got a taste of.
All I thought would be.
Everything I never should have done, I did.
This is acceptance of the greatest things that will never happen.
So here I stand,
unable to be saved.
I'm paying prices for the things that I didn't say and it depresses me.
I've backed integrity but I'm finding brand new ways to channel energy.
I've seem hell along the way,
In every devastating blow
handed down to me.
I've seen sufferers like me
still fighting for their dreams
through battles obsolete.
I have seen all despairs can bring
heaven is unreachable
and happiness is fake
so much patience that I wasted...
Every dream I barely tasted.
All I thought I'd see.
Everything I never should have done, I did.
Now I'm waiting for the end.
To take away all of these wretched memories.
I have given all of me.
I gave you every fucking thing.
Listless, unbound.
I've been set free.
Loosen this noose around your neck.
'Give up now'
Let go of everything you have.
'Let me out'
Nobody has a perfect plan.
'Get out now'
No one will see a happy end and this is what it is.
Every step on sinking stones.
Every step taken alone.
Every step along the way
Has felt us doubting everything.
Throw my nerves out the window.
I've been shaking, but that's nothing new.
Honesty is a virtue.
I'm done hiding so here goes.
Take me away this place can never be nurturing of hopes and dreams and it is not a place for me.
So long it's done this hell is not for me.
Move on give up stop living on your knees.
'High hopes will only hurt you
nobody wins this race'
So let's go!
Back to where there is heart.
Back to where this all started.
Throes of fear and apathy.
Stale air that I cannot breath.
Melancholy empty dreams
where days of woe
meet nights of grief.
Broken heart
dying light fades away.
Broken hope
striving for what you can't be,
and every move I never made;
and I'm looking for pieces.
Pieces I left in you.
Pieces of me in you.
Start over.
fuck all the flashing lights
That blind us.
Fuck every sleepless night.
Its only us left in this fight.
Inspired through trails,
I'm giving up this time.
Our light will never shine.
All bets are off,
and day by day
I will refrain from regression
and concerning you,
with everything I said,
I'd never say and ill never say
the words that mean the most to you.
Sometimes happiness is just not an option.
what's done is done
Cut away 'cause nothing stays
But the ghosts that just won't seem to leave
Stay awake for three days straight
Or spend a week beneath my sheets
I've compromised my state of being
For this uncompromising weight
I'm building burdens, faith deserted
I don't know how I ended up this way
But the damage is here to stay
How much longer can I keep pushing life away?
Another month, another day
The longer I keep doing this the more I'll have to pay
Another stab, another swing
The world is throwing punches and I can't keep up the pace
Another tour, another state
Another fucking year without a penny to my name
Give it up, push it away
I've always been a fan of change
But never when that change involves me
I'm not a righteous one, no, I'm not a spoiled son
I gave it all of my guts but I guess that all just ain't enough
I mourn stability, I'm sick of singing over a dead beat
The high life is coming down and I got nothing left to say
That you would understand anyway, I'm on my own
I'm on my own, I'm on my, on my own
On my own, on my own, on my own, on my own
Even if I throw this away
The memory will always haunt me
Of the days when the sun was shining
So fucking bright that it's light was blinding
Now the sun won't rise again
Now the sun won't rise, my friend
Now the sun won''t touch my face
My faith has fallen prey
And I just can't bear the weight
Living, loathing, dying every day
My hands, they shake
My will, it breaks
Apathy, where's your embrace?
And so you dig a ditch and lay
Falling deeper into this world that you create
Let the sorrow fade away
Take your mind to a new place
You cannot grow while you decay
All the worry, all the pain
All the progress that has surely gone to waste
All of the wonder and all the shame
This is a monument to what we'll never be
Your selfishness has tried to break me down
You cut my throat to quench your thirst for my blood
You are a liar, a fucking fake
A parasite with no remorse, a fucking disgrace
When faith falls prey
Your world, your world
Your world drags me down
There is only you
I don't exist inside your world, only you
I don't exist inside your perfect world
It's not your perfect world
It's not your perfect
Things that we love will not carry on
Change, change is coming, change is coming now
This world has forced you down, time is running
Time is running out, signs are all around
Life has shut you out, beat you to the ground
Been looked down upon, hope has led you on
Lifted your spirits just enough to break them down
All vultures, you'll burn in hell, all vultures, you'll burn in hell
Snakes and thieves with horns and scales
All vultures burning
Passive dreams lead to discontent
You're blindly led by ignorance
All the malice burning in your eyes
From failed attempts at living life
You've failed again, you've failed again
You don't deserve this life, you're failing
All vultures, you'll burn in hell
All vultures, you'll burn in hell
All the power you could have held
All the love that you could have felt
All the people you pushed to the side
All for nothing, you've wasted your life
Wasted your life, you've wasted your life
Just know that you've wasted
Cold sweats and vertigo
I'm back in hell again
I've been expecting this
I've been expecting this
The cycle never ends
Waiting for signs again
Waiting to lift this curse
Eyes to the sky again
Waiting for no response
This place is starting to resemble a tomb
I hear the dirt dance above
Must be in over our heads
Maybe it's time to give up?
Sometimes it doesn't add up
Sometimes you know when to stop
Sometimes the grief is too much
And when push comes to shove
Sometimes the shove ain't enough
Waiting for signs again
Waiting to lift this curse
Eyes to the sky again
Waiting for no response
Every step is in the shadow of death
As the change begins to take it's effect
The life you've led has brought you to this
Sometimes your hard on your luck
The world just can't give a fuck
It overwhelms and overstays
It's welcome here, it comes in waves
Until they carry me away, away
All the way back home, if I had my way
So this is living life? I'm not waiting to die
I'm not waiting
Can't go back, can't go back
I just keep telling myself
It's not so bad, so bad to be like everyone else
It's not so hard to fake your life, to fake your
I've been living like a ghost
So kiss the fucking ground
You can't escape the sound
Of all you've built falling down
Too far to turn back around
Too far to turn this around
I keep my eyes to the ground
I'm gracefully bowing out
This all has to end
And I'm sickened by the thought of it
There's no common sense
And the crime doesn't fit the punishment
If I can't exact my revenge
I'll face the consequence
And come down again
Down again, down again, down now
Waiting for signs again
Waiting to lift this curse
Eyes to the sky again
Waiting for no response
Waiting for no response
Waiting for no response
Waiting for no response
Forever damned, we're built to decay
This will all soon be gone, we are truly the plague
When greed shuns the hand of God
Man's greatest mistake of all
Deceiving himself that he has control
You would allow the world to burn just to feed off of the flames
To satiate the needs of filthy glutton kings
The further we progress the more we are enslaved
Now faster we descend as we sink into the flames
As we descend into the flames
As we descend into the flames
It will all come back to you, this will all come back to you
We are all responsible, to be held accountable
When the skies begin to fall and ashes cover all
Your precious life expires into everlasting fire
Faith to the flames, mankind is a plague
Visions of earth as a grave with entire cities ablaze
Visions of earth, sent to the flames
Man [Incomprehensible] all of mankind
Sent to the flames
Visions of earth as a mass grave
No, no more ghosts
No more living life in limbo
No more ghosts, no more ghosts
You will never know just what it's like
To watch your life get up and walk away
With nothing you can do
This time can't be replaced
Maybe another day
Maybe another life you'll find another way
When ashes are all that
You'll leave behind
Live each day like it's your last
And keep the pain inside
So you outlived your dreams?
All your passions have died
This my friend is not the end in time
You'll come to find
That life goes on
But life's not long
Just move along, keep moving
Keep moving on, moving on
Trampled by the world
Time and time again
Moving on, moving till I die
All your dreams have passed away
And your faith in life is lost
Take the pieces of your life
Burn them all, move along
Abandon in hopeless droves
Were the forlorn ones, the sorrowful
Bereft of love, devoid of soul
No chosen ones, we rise and fall
We are the woes of thousands
The desolate, depressionists
Low and behold, cold is your world
Walk with four walls around me
Cut off from all your scorn
Deprived of all but loathing
This life's worth so much more
All this will cease to be
My rage begins to peak
No more pride choking apathy
Now more alone than you thought you could be
All my suffering
The lies that I live and breathe
Self-reproach for the darkness in me
Self inflicted catastrophe
When the darkness no longer exists
Just the void caused by its excess
Soon the ground beneath starts to break
Feel your foundation growing weak
The reality will soon set in
Your fears have become your end
When reflection is cloaked in despair
And the end has never been more clear
All the bridges that you've burned out of spite
Have left you stranded and on the wrong side
Now your joy fades into grief
With everything in it's wrong place, in it's wrong place
Fuck your expectations
New breed manipulation
Propagating paradise
And selling devastation
Choirs of discontent
Sing refrains inside my head
Clearly I'm not fortunate
But I live with my mistakes
And the judgments that they bring
I'm reminded every day
A man can only take so much
Before his mind degenerates
Before he can't take his own face
Before he exercises rage
Choirs of discontent
Sing refrains inside my head
So foolish, foolish to dream
I was the only one, I was the only one
So foolish, foolish to think
The stars were lining up, God smiling down on us
Gave up a thousand times
But then I fell right back in line
Back to where the choices end
This cycle I can't defend
I condescend, wake up and snap the fuck out of this
Half-assessed desperate attempt
To fill the void within your head
To fill the void that you created
Damned from the start
Now all the lights begin to fade
And the cameras cut away
All the actors leave the stage
The curtains falling back in place
Suddenly anticipating
That same haunting refrain
Now with even greater haste
The swan begins to sing
The swan begins to sing
I'm not afraid, not afraid at all
Life is fleeting
This rivalry, a memory gone
Life is fleeting
The sky was tall and stars don't fall
Life is fleeting
Til there was nothing left
In the Heavens
But the echoes of our questions
Life is fleeting
This rivalry, a memory gone
Life is fleeting
So often in the course of life's fleeting years
A single pleasure costs a thousand tears
Life is fleeting
Find a purpose, find a reason
Make this worth it
I can't begin to explain
all the things that I lost because of playing this game
all the FLOWERS THAT FAILED TO BLOOM
the perpetual sorrow as reality comes into view
I turned this FLAME into a SPARK/my roar decays into a
bark
the smoke/the drinks/the friends/the scum
I tried I swear that I tried but I'm done/I'm done
always a way to make you think it's ok
but then reality spits in your face
from the bottom I can see how they make it seem
but don't believe in all the bullshit in your magazines
GOODBYE to days of grace/welcome my GRAVE DISGRACE
another way just to capitalize on your dreams
this is not the way you wanted it to be
so much to say about the way it was/they took it all
from us
so much to take, they took it all from us
yea it's all been said and done
and it's all been said and done before
they'll suck you dry until you've lost it all
you don't mean a thing to them
and they will never break your fall
"everybody jockin hard when you're top dog
but when your chips are down/where the fuck they all
gone
INTEGRITY don't mean shit in this INDUSTRY
so lean on the few who true/and always in ourselves
believe
hate all you want it only adds to our determination
all you doubting fucks will see exactly what were made
when all is said and done
you never stood a chance
against a world that didn't want your love
and you tried to tell yourself
that everything would work itself out
but you don't have that luck
now that everyone is gone
you've come to realize you function better alone
and with a lack of love
you've found a better understanding of the way this
works
amen to the things we loved/and the DYING YOUTH within
all of us
so much to say the way it was/so much to take they took
from us
"I'll take it from the top so you can understand
I think it's the boy in me understanding becoming a man
and let me say something no one held my hand
now anxiety ridden inside/shit has hit the fan
my heart races from wake to sleep
head slow I barely got the stomach to eat
got nowhere to run and retreat
nerves got me on the edge of my seat
what the fuck happened to me?"
hatred for myself
Keep fading
I know I can't stay too long
So I take life as it comes
Crashing down on me in waves
Of despair, self-defeat, everything I try to be
If I could only wish this away
Just one day of stability
So I can kill what's been killing me
The fact is that here it's all about winning
Not how well you play the fucking game
No matter how hard you strive or slave
You're just a pawn to a greater scheme
Of chance and greed, of gods and thieves
Of people lacking humility
Sometimes it seems
Their only purpose here is to bury me
And keep me from living my dreams
And keep me from living my dreams
First time they ripped it away
And then they laid you to waste
Third time they spit in your face
Fourth time, hell to pay
Three times but never more
Three times but never more, never
Stability falls away
There will be hell to pay
There will be hell to pay, hell to pay
There will be hell to pay
There will be hell to pay
Once was an artist now a fucking slave
Once was an artist now a fucking slave
There moments trapped in time;
memories of things you lost
as left behind, all dreams go to hell.
I'm spitting honest words and honest
cries,
I mourn an honest chance I left
behind,
but the novelty of this is wearing of,
long dead.
But if we give it one more round,
one more try,
can we do it for ourselves this time?
Wheres the heart in giving all this up?
'Denied'.
All opportunities we had?
'Denied'.
Now any second chance to find
'Denied'.
A way to fix this mess we made.
'Denied'.
Another turns their back on me.
Its breaking me.
As far broken bonds and broken ties,
a bitter, broken man is all you'll find
when all of this is over said and done.
but it is wort the loss and worth the
strife
I wouldn't trade it for a thing.
This fairy tale meant everything to me.
It makes me feel complete.
Let this be and walk away.
Find my peace in this defeat,
clinging onto memories.
Sometimes the words that mean the most
are ones I'll never say.
Sometimes dreams are nothing more than
dreams.
Some things you cannot take you can only
leave behind.
I've made mistakes and some I cannot
shake,
destined to not fulfill my destiny,
Consequences...
Whatever happened to second chances?
Ow I'm standing here empty handed.
Nothing turned out just like the way I planned it.
I brought this down on to myself, burning every bridge on my way out.
You know I never had a bone to pick with you
Get fucked, goodbye.
You let your insecurities shine through your broken ties.
So honestly just tell me what I did.
To make you turn
your back on me time and time again.
I'm not wishing you the best,
and this is not the end.
She told me every word,
Everything you said and every fear you had
all the jealousy and bitterness.
This issue of respect
and how you came too quick.
You say this wont 'endwell',
but I promise you that this will never end.
You're out of place.
You're talk is cheap.
No message to convey.
No virtue or integrity.
you ran your mouth I stood in place.
You live your life in such bad taste.
Holding onto every grudge and every ounce of pain
you think that you're on top but this whole thing is crumbling.
The negativity you spit may help you through the day,
but when all is said and done and you look back you will regret the role you play.
Are you content with your legacy?
Longing for better company
you're hearts no good
are you content with your misery?
You're crying for sympathy you feel rejected?
and all you wanted was to be friends,
but your actions were unbecoming as can be.
Your worst intentions.
Wishing the world to fall on me.
I've had enough... you're act is up.
Wishing the world to fall on me
We've had enough... your act is up.
Bottom line
You're an awful fucking human being.
What's done is done
you will never get the best of me.
Nothing you say could effect or inspire me.
Your worst intentions.
There, will be consequences.
You're free to speak...
But nothings free
maybe your bleeding wrists
will bring us both some peace.
This Life sometimes positions you
out of place and out of you.
Its turns vision clear to clouded view.
The fast defines and shapes the new
with clenched fists I'm headstrong,
determined to "right and wrongs".
Well this is what happens when people five up;
to afraid to pursue what they love,
void of passion, promise and trust.
With conviction you crushed our dreams straight to dust.
Shake the dead weight right off of my shoulder
I have purpose I have promises.
This is the path to breathing again.
I have purpose I have promises.
You left us nothing.
Without a single care.
Pulled the plug on all our dreams.
Just left us hanging there.
There is no justice.
No great revenge.
No fucking salvation or deliverance.
This is letting go of the past in full.
We are moving on
Screaming out my lungs
I'm finished running myself down.
Just another end never to be tied up.
Hopeless and distraught,
so far from where I want.
If I identify the problem
Tell me what is next in line to get fucked up.
In time my words will become obsolete.
Lets make this whole thing worth the pain and grief
so we will never have to regret a thing
and so we suffered from choices we made
while learning lessons and counting the days.
With that behind us
we're back on top of our game.
Consider, this my call to arms.
So that I'll never be forgotten,
no fear of failing or falling down.
No care for tomorrow,
it's over, come down.
So throw your negativity, and let your hatred be our strength.
When you've already lost the race
there's nothing standing in your way
and all your ghosts will never go away.
This sorrow somehow conforts me.
Solace is found within defeat.
Once a boy with dreams I held so high,
But those dreams will never see the light of day.
Life takes away.
No answers.
No sympathy.
I've called on every fucking deity
And none of them will answer me.
I try to question all my suffering
Must be the price I pay for existing.
Extinguish me.
Give up on me.
All along guardian you don't exist lack of faith is in again.
Fall alone is setting in.
She stayed cold and left me dead
Now it's driven in me head
That everything must end,
That every book must close.
But nobody forgets all forced sensations,
you know just won't last.
A flow relations, all seem to grow crass;
uninspired and far away from who I need to be.
All so disappointing.
Hear with nothing
I will leave, the same.
This path I'm on disrupts all function.
No discern no hope for calm.
Inner dysfunction.
I've never felt so alone,
never felt so disconnected from someone yet
helping in their the all
struggling to feel the things
that just cannot be forced.
Desperation takes its toll.
Surrenders to them all.
Start again so far from here,
knowing the truth, that all along
you were just holding me down,
Always the same bad luck for me
My plans are shot, my hopes erased
I know I've fucked this up and I can't just turn the page
Bitterness that won't let up, every thought is fueled by rage
Cold winds cast down upon me
For months and months torment my thoughts
I've played the fool, I've played the king
A throne of guilt, kingdom of shame
Now I think I know exactly how you felt
When you made your last cry for help
When everything was caving in
When you were so close to the end
Cold winds cast down upon me
For months and months torment my thoughts
So where did the time go?
These days have got me so low
The lights off in the distance
Resemble Armageddon
And the fires would be welcomed
Every single burning ember
Let it burn, burn, end it all
I've played the fool
I've played the fool for too long
I've played, I've played the fool
I've played the fool
A bitter man's agenda/a nihilistic view
so afraid to feel inferior/just keep obscuring the truth
crowned king in your wasteland/no right to sing the blues
so dreadful and oppressive/yet still a SLAVE TO GLOOM
NO HALOS/your life condemned
and you know that the past will come back to haunt you
again
your path is damned
I hear you've been repenting/and the grief was to severe
that the stress is never ending/and the act was never
quite sincere
now your eyes have been pried wide open
and you cant quell those fears
SO YOU SUFFER/you suffer like all the rest
the path you tread
has never been more direct
has left you with no respect
has never taken you home
but now its taking you down below
NO ANGELS HERE/No signs of the divine
no signs of the change you swore that you would make
no more blind hostility/no more nights of losing sleep
no more scorn or spite or hate/no more ruthless jealous
rage
no more harboring disdain/no more bitterness or emnity
no more gods/no more pleading
Yeah…
Ima do what it do
First Verse:
So consumed with being nice that I forgot to live my
life
Such a people pleaser, now I see I wasted so much time
Yes they like me, but they expect me to be there at a
drop of a dime…well I changed my mind
Chorus:
I used to be a people pleaser, but I had a change of
mind
I used to be a midnight teaser, now I just wanna take
my time
Verse Two:
So obsessed with holding on that I forgot to just let
Listenin’ to abusive speech instead of letting feelings
show
And I’m so tired of dealing with these guys, that all
they do is take
From their rations to reactions
You and I both know it’s fake
Chorus:
I used to be a people pleaser, but I had a change of
mind
I used to be a midnight teaser, now I just wanna take
my time
Verse Three:
So concerned with giving all I had and more and more
times four
And I am not the one who stands outside when they have
locked the door
Cause this is mine and every other man who dares to
make a stand
There’s a time to raise your voice and a time to raise
your hands
Chorus:
I used to be a people pleaser, but I had a change of
mind
I used to be a midnight teaser, now I just wanna take
my time
People pleaser
Midnight teaser
Bridge:
Jim Crow, Cornrow, Afro, we grow, new show, cash flow,
big dough, hell no, bestow, I go, two friend and foe,
although they blow you know I go..
Chorus:
I used to be a people pleaser, but I had a change of
mind
I used to be a midnight teaser, now I just wanna take