The Yazidi (also Yezidi, Kurdish: ئێزیدی or Êzidî) are a Kurdish ethnoreligious group with Indo-Iranian roots. They currently live primarily in the Nineveh Province of northern Iraq. Additional communities in Transcaucasia, Armenia, Turkey, and Syria have been in decline since the 1990s, their members having emigrated to Europe, especially to Germany. Their religion, Yazidism, is a branch of Yazdânism, and is seen as a highly syncretic complex of local Kurdish beliefs that contains Zoroastrian elements and Islamic Sufi doctrine introduced to the area by Sheikh Adi ibn Musafir in the 12th century. The Yazidi believe in God as creator of the world, which he placed under the care of seven holy beings or angels, the chief of whom is Melek Taus, the Peacock Angel.
Historically, the Yazidi lived primarily in communities in what are now Iraq, Syria, and Turkey, and also had significant numbers in Armenia and Georgia. However, events since the 20th century have resulted in considerable demographic shift in these areas as well as mass emigration. As a result population estimates are unclear in many regions, and estimates of the size of the total population vary.
Your love shows many colours
Roses will show their thorns
You showed me signs of silence
Showed me my way back home
I break my back, bent over
I dance on broken glass
I hold my breath half to death
You can't forget the past
Unless you think it's not over
Let's kiss it goodbye
Is it really worth it?
Is it all just a lie?
Not like I'm giving up now, I am willing to try
Unless you think it's not over
Let's kiss it goodbye
My love shows it's horns
Could you lead us home?
Break your,
Break your back on broken glass
You can't forget the past
Unless you think it's not over
Let's kiss it goodbye
Is it really worth it?
Is it all just a lie?
Not like I'm giving up now, I am willing to try
Unless you think it's not over
Let's kiss it goodbye
My love shows many colours
Devils will show their horns
I lead you into darkness
Hoped it would lead us home
You break your back, bent over
You dance on broken glass
I know you'll always love me
You can't forget the past
Unless you think it's not over
Let's kiss it goodbye
Is it really worth it?
Is it all just a lie?
Not like I'm giving up now, I am willing to try
Unless you think it's not over
Let's kiss it good
Watch out;
You might get what you're after.
Cool babies;
Strange but not a stranger.
I'm-an-or-din-a-ry-guy.
Burning down the house.
Hold tight;
Wait till the parties over.
Hold tight;
We're in for nasty weather.
There-has-got-to-be-a-way.
Burning down the house.
Here's your ticket pack your bag:
Time for jumpin' overboard.
Transportation is here.
Close enough but not too far,
Maybe you know where you are.
Fightin' fire with fire.
All wet;
Hey you might need a raincoat.
Shakedown;
Dreams walking in broad daylight.
Three-hun-dred-six-ty-five-de-grees.
Burning down the house.
It was once upon a place,
Sometimes i listen to myself.
Gonna come in first place.
People on their way to work:
Say baby what did you expect?
Gonna burst into flame.
Burning down the house.
My house;
Is out of the ordinary.
That's right;
Don't want to hurt nobody.
Some-things-sure-can-knock-me-off-my-feet.
Burning down the house.
No visible means of support and you have not seen nothin' yet.
Everything's stuck together.
I don't know what you expect staring into the TV set.
Liar, liar, pants on fire
And the pills go down and get you higher
Baby bottle's burning, motherfucker
And the mother hates him like the daughter
Only god and maker gripping tighter
Saying you will burn in hell, they say
You will burn in hell
Liar, liar, pants on fire
Liar, liar, stop your soul from catching
Fire, fire, god and maker
Liar, liar, pants on fire
Liar, liar, house of fire
And the glass tastes messy chew it louder
bet your tummy hurts you, you motherfucker
mother never loved you
father touched you with the hand of god
He's gripping tighter
Saying you will burn in hell, they say
You will burn in hell
Liar, liar, pants on fire
Liar, liar, stop your soul from catching
Fire, fire, god and maker
Liar, liar, you fucking liar
You're gonna burn in hell
You're gonna burn in hell
Hell, hell, hell
You will burn in hell, they say
You will burn in hell
Fucking liar
Liar, liar, pants on fire
Liar, liar, stop your soul from catching
Fire, fire, god and maker
Liar, liar, you fucking liar
Liar, liar, pants on fire
Liar, liar, stop your soul from catching
Fire, fire, god and maker
Liar, liar, you fucking liar
You fucking liar
Liar, liar, you fucking liar
Liar, liar, pants on fire
Cut yourself in conversation
Cut a line to make me feel alive
‘Cause you know I’m not alive
Leave me with your complications
Take your life, you feel like taking mine
Meeting God we stand in line, not alone
Chorus
No where to go
I’m not leaving
Not going, I’m not kissing you goodbye
On my own
I’m nothing, just bleeding
I’m not kissing you goodbye
Trust you’ll take the right to leave me
Waiting under dark clouds for the rain
Praying lightning strikes a change
As history gets lost
And as I took that final breath I felt alive
Meeting God to stand in line, all alone
Chorus
No where to go
I’m not leaving
Not going, I’m not kissing you goodbye
On my own
I’m nothing, just bleeding
I’m not kissing you goodbye
Don’t let me go
Don’t say goodbye
‘Cause you know I’m not alive
Don’t let me go
Don’t say goodbye
Don’t let this love die
Don’t let me go, don’t say goodbye (cut yourself in conversation, cut the line to make me feel alive)
‘Cause you know I’m not alive
Don’t let me go, don’t day goodbye (and leave me with your complications take you life, you feel like taking mine)
Don’t let this love die
Chorus
No where to go (not going)
I’m not leaving (not leaving)
Not going, I’m not kissing you goodbye (not going)
On my own (not going)
I’m nothing, just bleeding (not bleeding, not going)
Blind on a ledge, not a thing, not a...
Road of broken heart, not a thing. Not at at all.
You know...
Of things we hear, nothing's there.. nothing.
She said "Why do you watch me?" said 'why?'
You know..
Maybe a good excuse not to give a fuck. But I... Care. For You. Said alright. Could be a good excuse.
Full of love, just returned, just when..
You lied, it hurt and your pride... your pride.
Hurt. Pride.
And it is... not a thing...not a...you. It hurt. Nothing. And me. It is...these games.. are nothing.
Seemed to stop my breath
My head on your chest
Waiting to cave in
From the bottom of my...
Hear your voice again
Could we dim the sun
And wonder where we've been
Maybe you and me
So kiss me like you did
My heart stopped beating
Such a softer sin
(I'm melting, I'm melting)
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while
And I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me
Never caught my breath
Every second I'm without you I'm a mess
Ever know each other
Trust these words are stones
why cuts aren't healing
Learning how to love
I'm melting (I'm melting)
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while
And I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me
(Stay with me lay with me now)
You could stay and watch me fall
And of course I'll ask for help
Just stay with me now
Take my hand
We could take our heads off
stay in bed just make love that's all
Just stay with me now
I'm melting (I'm melting)
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while
and I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me
Lay with me
In your eyes
I lost my place
Could stay a while
and I'm melting
In your eyes
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me lay with me
(Stay with me, lay with me)
In your eyes
Let's sleep till the sun burns out
I'm melting in your eyes (I'm melting in your eyes)
Let's sleep till the sun burns out
Free from the torment of sin
All this I'm giving up
Much as the sun would decide to give in
Explode into orange
And hear all the voices sing praises with hymns
Mark the birth of a change
Free from the torment of sin
All this I'm giving up
It's not me
Buried wreckage my soul
It's not me so who am I now
Over and over again
Light with a sharpened edge
Cut through the black empty space we call sky
Beginning the cycle that stays
And I know in my heart we all die
Like the day and the night
Like the sun in the sky
All this I'm giving up
It's not me
Buried wreckage my soul
It's not me so who am I now?
Is there another side?
Beyond the black and the white
Place I could meet you by
A place on the other side
I'll let you know when I go
When I'm gone
It's not me
Buried wreckage my soul
How long was I sleeping?
Did you wake me?
Didn't feel like all that long
Do I see the morning?
No it can't be, happened to me
I've been stuck in the quicksand
More the pavement
Colours black and white too long
I could black out completely
But I made me, make my way back slowly
It's my time to shine
Do it my way cause it's my time, baby
It's my time to burn
Start a fire, be the one and only
I said it, I meant it, I never will forget it
Change never happens by itself
It's my time to burn, my time to shine
Time to make it for myself
How long was I buried?
Couldn't find me, laid to rest, my heart beats on
Kept track of the symptoms
Could've killed me
But you will see
I'm not broken, I could be
Yeah, you would be
But my heart is much too strong
God, I thought it was easy
But I made me
I made me slowly
It's my time to shine
Do it my way cause it's my time, baby
It's my time to burn
Start a fire, be the one and only
I said it, I meant it, I never will forget it
Change never happens by itself
It's my time to burn, my time to shine
Time to make it for myself
Don't be sad, I know you will
It's just the way it has to be
I can never stay the same
It's always high, always low, and almost never in between
There is no one left to blame
I can't stay
I have to change
It's my time to shine
Do it my way cause it's my time, baby
It's my time to burn
Start a fire, be the one and only
I said it, I meant it, I never will forget it
Change never happens by itself
It's my time to burn, my time to shine
Time to make it for myself
Make a change, shine on, shine on
Do it your way, shine on, shine on
Make a change, shine on, shine on
I began to spoke, my brain's holding the grip of a giant vice
It was all very good
Floating higher and higher, a wonderful feeling...
DIE! DIE! DIE!
I'm watching closely just to see
So I can rest in peace
I put my face close, make sure you're not breathing
You look so nice, so pretty dress
You're painted skin can say the rest
Until they bury you, I won't believe it
BREATHING! NOT BREATHING! BREATHING! NOT BREATHING!
How can it feel so right when it's so right?
Now that you're dead, it's gonna turn me on
You're not like Jesus Christ, you're just gone
Now that you're dead, it's gonna turn me on
BREATHING! NOT BREATHING! BREATHING!
I see that nothing in your eyes
... [?]... cold as ice
I steal a kiss to make sure you're not breathing
We picked you out a pretty cage
Scribbled some bullshit on the grave
Until they bury You I won't believe it
BREATHING! NOT BREATHING! BREATHING! NOT BREATHING!
How can it feel so right when it's so right?
Now that you're dead, it's gonna turn me on
You're not like Jesus Christ, you're just gone
Now that you're dead, it's gonna turn me on
Life, as precious as it is, I've waited for this day
I've waited for your death, for you to fade away
As precious as it is, I've waited for this day
I've waited for your death, for you to fade away
As precious as it is, I've waited for this day
I've waited for your death, for you to fade away
As precious as it is, I've waited for this day
I've waited for your death, for you to fade away
How can it feel so right when it's so right?
Now that you're dead, it's gonna turn me on
You're not like Jesus Christ, you're just gone
Now that you're dead, it's gonna turn me on
How can it feel so right when it's so right?
Now that you're dead, it's gonna turn me on
You're not like Jesus Christ, you're just gone
This poison's my intoxication
I broke the needle off in my skin
picked the scabs and picked the bleeding
and assumed that it was all in vain
A positive scab that's never healing
Calloused hit me in the face
A burning bridge that's so misleading
Poison's more potent now with the flame
Let it bleed
Take the red for what it's worth woah
Watch the fire
Fill your lungs with smoke for the last time
If you feel like dying you might wanna sing
The fire department couldn't drown the city
They didn't even try to wash it clean
And what did you think that I was sober?
Put me out cause I'm on fucking fire
A positive scab that's never healing
Regret that I kept this clean
The most that I can do for you is keep on lying
It's not a lie if you can let it sing
Let it bleed
Take the red for what it's worth woah
Watch the fire
Fill your lungs with smoke for the last time
If you feel like dying you might wanna sing!
Ohoh you might wanna sing
Ahaha you might wanna sing
Hahah you might wanna sing
Hahahaha sing!
You might wanna sing!
You might wanna sing!
You might wanna sing or scream at...
This poison's my intoxication
I broke the needle off in my skin
Picked the scabs and picked the bleeding
yeah assumed that it was all in vain
Let it bleed
Take the red for what it's worth, woah
Watch the fire
Mamma fill your lungs with smoke for the last time
If you feel like dying
If you feel like dying
If you feel like dying, You might wanna sing
Hahaha You might wanna sing
Haha You might wanna sing
Surprise me im looking out looking out
Surprise me you jump back up on to your feet somehow
Surprise me im looking out looking out
Surprise me you jump back up on to your....
Things appear gone..things appear gone
Where'd you go?
seems like your better half said it all
you're wonderful
seems like your better half said it all
Surprise me im looking out looking out
Surprise me you jump back up on to your feet somehow
Surprise me im looking out looking out
Surprise me you jump back up on to your....
Things appear gone..things appear gone
Where'd you go?
where'd you go?
you're wonderful
seems like your better half said it all
wonderful wonderful wonderful wonderful
angels can fly
motivation....motivation (gulp)
Things appear gone..things appear gone..things appear gone
Where'd you go? where'd you go?
you're wonderful
seems like your better half said it all
you're wonderful you're wonderful
seems like your better half said it all
where'd you go?
seems like your better half said it all
you're wonderful
The singer finished singing and she's walking out
The singer sheds a tear, her fear of falling out
And it's hard to say how I feel today
For years gone by and I cried
It's hard to say that I was wrong
It's hard to say I miss you
Since you've been gone, it's not the same
My worries weigh the world, how I used to be
And everything, I'm cold, seems a plague in me
And it's hard to say how I feel today
For years gone by and I cried
It's hard to say that I was wrong
It's hard to say I miss you
Since you've been gone, it's not the same
It's hard to say I held my tongue
It's hard to say if only
Since you've been gone, it's not the same
Worse than the fear it's the lie you told a thousand times before
Worse than a fear it's the knife
But it's hard to say how I feel today
For years gone by and I cried
It's hard to say that I was wrong
It's hard to say I miss you
Since you've been gone, it's not the same
It's hard to say I held my tongue
It's hard to say if only
Since you've been gone, I'm not the same
It's hard to say (God, it's hard to say)
Since you've been gone,
Whoaaa oh, oh.
Whoaaa oh, whoa.
Whoaaa, whoa, whoa oh, oh
I stopped to call you my little girl.
I meant more. So much more.
That I'd like to push it half to death.
They want to, they watch you.
Silence turning heads and breaking necks.
Past time, we'll mean time.
See their jaws drop as you fly like a butterfly straight into my web.
(Straight into my web)
Maybe I will be the only one who could leave her.
Do you feel stuck? It's all in your head
Mindless, I'm fading.
I miss the other flies, already dead
I caught some, and left one.
I saw them turning heads, and broke my neck
I learned to, they want to.
See me drop my jaw as you fly like a butterfly,
Straight into my web.
Maybe I will be the only one who could leave her.
Should I lie and just pretend that I couldn't kill her?
Maybe I can just pretend,
As she flies into my web.
Whoaaa oh, oh.
Whoaaa oh, whoa.
Whoaaa, whoa, whoa oh, oh
Straight into my web.
Straight into my web.
I stopped to call you my little girl,
I meant more, so much more.
See me drop my jaw as you fly like a butterfly.
Maybe I will be the only one who could leave her.
Should I lie and just pretend that I couldn't kill her?
Maybe I will be the only one who will leave her.
Should I lie and just pretend that I couldn't kill her?
Maybe I can just pretend,
breathing in now,
i start counting my blessings.
picturing the last time i said.
beg forgiveness,
with some words that mean nothing,
illusions like smoke in my breath.
i come alive,
when i'm falling down.
i let myself go,
till i hit the ground.
when i'm there at the edge,
in this moment i feel it i know.
come alive when i'm falling down.
air is thin now.
while my lungs are collapsing,
vertigo blankets my head.
far from reckless,
when i'm comfortable, thought
that i know i could never forget.
that i know i could never forget.
i come alive,
when i'm falling down.
i let myself go,
till i hit the ground.
when i'm there at the edge,
in this moment i feel it i know.
come alive when i'm falling down.
yeah
keep your distance,
far away from me.
watch this eat me alive
keep your distance,
far away from me
watch this eat me alive.
i come alive,
when i'm falling down.
i let myself go,
till i hit the ground.
when i'm there at the edge,
in this moment i feel it i know.
come alive when i'm falling down.
i come alive!
yeah!
I still remember a year ago
The times we spent
I feel that I'm happier now
I'm up from the down
By all means
It's strange 'cause I feel the same way
I think of what it looks like
I think of what it tastes like
I think of what it looks like
I think of what it tastes, tastes
Same strange
Said it's strange 'cause I feel the same
Same strange, same strange 'cause I feel the same
Still remember what it tastes like, what it felt like
Makes me ill, me ill
Strange 'cause I feel the same
I think of what it looks like,
I think of what it tastes like,
I think of what it looks like,
I think of what it tastes, tastes
Same strange, same strange 'cause I feel the same,
Same strange, same strange 'cause I feel the same
Still remember what it tastes like, what it felt like, felt like
Same strange cause I feel the same
God, it makes me ill, makes me ill, makes me, makes me ill
God it makes me ill
Your skin attached this fragile cliche
Of my broken heart attack
You should swallow your teeth and hang out
Stay for a while
If your heart's still beating it must be the blood
If your lungs are still working it must be the mud
If its still light out than a kick in the ribs
today's worth living
I don't see anything now
So just say what you wanna say
It's kind of funny how I'm not listening anyway
Lights out, I can't stand to hear you scream
While we were making love I was fast asleep
and the night sky better give something up (give something up)
I don't see anything now
So just say what you wanna say
It's kind of funny how I'm not listening anyway
Lights out, lights out, lights out, lights out...
Lights out! I can't stand to hear you scream
While we were making love I was fast asleep
If your heart's still beating it must be the blood
If your lungs are still working it must be the mud
If its still light out than a kick in the ribs
And today's worth living, it probably is
I don't see anything now
So just say what you wanna say
It's kind of funny how I'm not listening anyway
I'm not listening anyway
I'm not listening anyway
I'm not listening
Listening, I'm not listening
I'm not listening
I'm not listening
Let me be the one
Who calls you baby all the time
Surely you can take some comfort
Knowing that you're mine
Just hold me tight, lay by my side
And let me be the one who
Calls you baby all the time
I found my place in the world
Could stare at your face
For the rest of my days
Now I can breathe
Turn my insides out and smother me
Warm and alive, I'm all over you
Would you smother me?
Let me be the one who
Never leaves you all alone
I hold my breath and lose the feeling
That I'm on my own
(Leaves me all alone)
Hold me too tight, stay by my side
And let me be the one
Who calls you baby all the time
(All the time)
I found my place in the world
Could stare at your face
For the rest of my days
Now I can breathe
Turn my insides out and smother me
Warm and alive, I'm all over you
Would you smother me?
Smother me, smother me
When I'm alone, time goes so slow
I need you here with me
And how my mistakes
Have made your heart break
Still need you here with me
So baby, I'm, baby, I'm here
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
And smother me
(Smother me)
Warm and alive, I'm all over you
Would you smother me?
(Let me be alone)
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
And smother me
(Smother me)
Warm and alive, I'm all over you
Would you smother me?
Smother me, smother me
Let me be the one who
Calls you baby all the time
Let me be the one who
Calls you baby all the time
Let me be the one who
Calls you baby
Call this a mask, call me strong;
Call me a mess, call me wrong.
'Cause sick hearts do fine
With wasting their time.
(Yeah!)
Make up two words on the spot for the moment,
Acting like it's what you meant to say.
Calling to angels gets lonesome,
when you don't believe they exist anyway.
I'd rather shut my eyes...
Call this a mask, call me strong;
Call me a mess, call me wrong.
'Cause sick hearts do fine
With wasting their time.
(Wasting time, wasting time)
Lifting my head like the weight of the world,
And it seems I forgot how to smile (forgot how to..)
Being friends with the devil, gets dangerous;
Sad that I don't really have any friends
(Don't have a friend)
I'd rather shut my eyes...
Call this a mask, call me strong;
Call me a mess, call me wrong.
''Cause sick hearts do fine
With wasting their time.
Call me a boy 'til I've learned ('til I've learned)
Call me the bird or the worm.
''Cause sick hearts do fine
With wasting their...
There's so much left to see,
But I'd rather shut my eyes.
I don't know what's come over me,
But I'd rather shut my eyes.
There's so much that I could see
But I'd rather shut my eyes,
I'd rather shut my eyes (Rather shut my...)
I'd rather shut my eyes.
Call this a mask, call me strong;
Call me a mess, call me wrong.
'Cause sick hearts do fine
With wasting their time.
Call me a boy 'til I've learned ('til I've learned)
Call me the bird or the worm.
'Cause sick hearts do fine with wasting their time (Wasting time)
With wasting their time.
hahahahahahahahahaha(Bert laughing)
"He had his finger in there"!
(chuckles)
We were taught to kneel and bow our heads.
I tried simply standing up instead.
Heard rumors of transparent legs
And walks for days and days.
These days we reach for so much more
We reached the point where we can't go home.
Alone we wait here underground
Amidst the others waiting
So pray, then, if it makes you feel safe.
But all I can is we go our own way.
We go our own way.
So save us.
Who would guess you were the chosen one?
The right place, you were the firstborn son.
Once questioned stable state of mind
To spend some time in the gutter.
A full collapse and caving in
Just wait for faith to kick in
I lost track of time as i stood in line
Amidst the other believers.
So pray then, if it makes you feel safe
All I can say is we go are own way
So pray then, if it makes you feel safe
All I can say is we go are own way
We go are own way
So save us
Over and over and I still can not believe
We can't save ourselves
Give me a chance up on the cross and watch me bleed.
Now ask for help
Having faith in something you can't see
Takes something else
Over and over and i still can not believe
We can save ourselves
So pray that if it makes you feel safe
All I can say is we go are own way
So pray then, if it makes you feel safe
All I can say is we go are own way
Send your prayers our way
Your dream vacation, is my hostage refuge
A work in progress, you bleed
Just like you puke while running a mile
I beg to differ, make me an offer
Warm summer rain, you bleed
Just like you puke while running a mile
Hey are you okay?
You look pretty low, very handsome awkward
Do you feel okay?
You look pretty low, Very handsome awkward
Handsome awkward
Your market value, your resurrection
Your shallow concept
Help yourself, I hope you choke and die
I know you meant it, nice fucking disguise so hollow
Embrace the burn, you bleed
Just like you puke while running a mile
Hey are you okay?
You look pretty low, very handsome awkward
Do you feel okay?
You look pretty low, very handsome awkward
You look pretty low
You look pretty low
Your dream vacation, is my hostage refuge
A work in progress, you bleed
Just like you puke while running a mile
I beg to differ, make me an offer
Warm summer rain, you bleed
Just like you puke while running a mile
Hey are you okay?
You look pretty low, very handsome awkward
Do you feel okay?
You look pretty low, very handsome awkward
Hey are you okay?
You look pretty low, pretty low, pretty low
Pretty hansome awkward
Do you feel okay?
You look pretty low, pretty low,
pretty low, pretty hansome awkward
Kickin' it out
Kickin' it out
Kickin' it out
Kickin' it out
The cup is not half empty as pessimists say
As far as he's sees, nothing's left in the cup
A whole cup full of nothing for him to indulge
Since the voice of ambition has long since been shut up
A singer, a writer, he's not dreaming now of going nowhere
He gave heed to nothing, and all that he was....
Is just a tragedy
So he voyages in circles
Succeeds getting nowhere
And submits to the substance
That first got him there,
there, THERE!
violent, frustration, he cries out to God or just no one
Is there a point to this madness? and all that he was....
Is just a trAGETRY!(Screams at the last half)
He feels alone
His heart in his hand
He's alone
He feels alone
I feel....
Then on that last day he breaks
he stood tall
And he yelled, and he yelled...
WHY?!(violent frustration)
WORLD?!(he cries out to God or just no one)
WHY WORLD?!
HATE!(There a pioont ot this madness?)
YOU!
HATE YOU!
BYE WORLD!(Cause all that he was)
Fade away
So you don’t make a scene
close your mouth and try keeping it closed forever
Afraid of what you are
Afraid of how you
Learn to close your mouth and try keeping it closed forever
If you had the mind to just check out
Its something better that nothing
I’m not the type to scream and shout
(yeah)
Pain
In pains me just to see you with
rather be lost in a river without you
Pain, pain, pain.
You made your point
You don’t know what to say
close your mouth and try keeping it closed forever
You never come so close
You never got this far
You close your mouth and try keeping it closed forever
If you had the mind to just check out
Its something better that nothing
I’m not the type to scream and shout
(yeah)
Pain
In pains me just to see you with
rather be lost in a river without you
Pain, pain, pain.
shamed of what you are and what you been
It must be hard living tired in your shoes
Shame, shame, shame
Shame, shame, shame
So cry bad day
Grey clouds, black haze
So sure the sun could collapse your ways
So cry bad day
(So cry bad day)
So cry bad day
(So cry bad day)
Pain
In pains me just to see you with
rather be lost in a river without you
Pain, pain, pain.
shamed of what you are and what you been
It must be hard living tired in your shoes
Shame, shame, shame
Shame, shame, shame
Pain
Past midnight, breathing in the dark.
Same strange friend comes to visit
Never intend to open the door.
You take it to places that no one's ever been
You let it, you let it. Your insides caving in.
You pushed and pulled, still wanting some more.
This time I've gone all the way without you.
There's nothing more i can say.
So maybe I took a little too much.
Maybe life didn't want this part of me.
It it helps to know, I never let you go.
Sure, I lost my mind.
But I never really meant to die.
Last heartbeat's fading in the night,
Only expected darkness.
Surprised to wake and follow the light.
The second you let it become a part of you,
You'll never forget it, no matter what you do.
You lost it all, still wanting some more.
This time I've gone all the way without you.
There's nothing more i can say.
So maybe I took a little too much.
Maybe life didn't want this part of me.
It it helps to know, I never let you go.
I'm sorry that I lost my mind
So baby, I took a little too much.
Maybe you sucked the life right out of me.
I should have let you know I never meant to go.
Sure I lost my mind, but I never really meant to die.
Never stay forever.
Never stay forever.
Come on.
Never stay forever.
Never stay forever.
Come on.
So maybe I took a little too much.
Maybe life didn't want this part of me.
It it helps to know, I never let you go.
I'm sorry that I lost my mind
So baby, I took a little too much.
Maybe you sucked the life right out of me.
I should have let you know I never meant to go.
From the way that you acted
to the way that I felt it
It wasn't worth my time
and now it's sad cause all I missed
wasn't that good to begin with
and now that I've started you begging
saying things that you don't mean
it isn't worth my time
a line's a dime a million times
and I'm about to see all of them
Goodbye to you, goodbye to you, you're taking up my time
Goodbye to you, goodbye to you
You call my name when I wake up
to see things go your way
I'm coughing up my time
each drag's a drop of blood a grain
a minute of my life
it's all I've got just to stay down
why the fuck am I still down
I'm hoarding all that's mine
each time I let just one slip by
I'm wasting what is mine
Goodbye to you, goodbye to you, you're taking up my time
Goodbye to you, goodbye to you
My time
I'm about to see a million things
I thought I'd never see before and I
I'm about to do all of the things
I've dreamed of and
I don't even miss you at all
Goodbye to you, goodbye to you, you're taking up my time
Stuck sitting in your own mess sinking
Call up arms to search for a better word
A mess you made, a smell you chose
I wont break in front of you
Better off on your own you said
I’ve seen that look in your eye
its embarrassing
one know cold And make this quite a pleasant poison and its
My life
My pesticide
Will tell the tide
Make it last a long one
Its my life
But leave this time
My pesticide
Slow to kill your dreams
Stay in bed and that’s another day wasted
Colors fade to grey like they never do
The whole things spins
And yes you chose
To think for only you
So pull the pin and let the whole thing go
Between that smile and look its embarrassing
Sell your soul and let this quite a pleasant poison and its
My life
My pesticide
Will tell the tide
Make it last a long one
Its my life
But leave this time
My pesticide
Slow to kill your dreams
Slow, slow, slow, slow to kill your dreams
My life
My pesticide
Will take the tide
Make it last a long one
Its my life
But me this time
My pesticide
Slow to kill your dreams
I think of the worm that I've become
Left blind from the brightness of your halo
No one shines like you do
My filthy mouth and broken words
This small disease that leaves me crawling to you
I crawled underground for cover
Staying close to the dirt to keep from falling
I took every chance to lash my tongue
And you wore the scabs just like an angel
There's something about you
Horrible things that I have done
Seems this disease is slowly spreading
Start running, what would you do
I'd crawl underground for cover
Staying out of my mind to keep from dying
Could you forget then what I said
And how I died inside my head
We're starting over not pretending that the past is dead
All the pain you feel you own
And those times I should have known
Don't keep it inside let it out and lay it all on me
Sold my life to bring the rain
Maybe to wash me clean
Sold my soul to stop the pain
Hoping you'd set me free
All you fears, all the pain
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Get down
Wooooooo!
Get down
I'm lying to myself
And this dagger's my excuse
I'm a pawn
I Should have paid up
And I left an hour late
I was laid up
I must abuse myself
I'm against all that I've made up
Set in stone the sun will come
And I hate light
You know I hate light
To me it looks so pretty burning
Burn the sun
Burn the light
Take take take take take take it away
Take my hand
Take my life
Take take take take take take it away
I must have caught something
In the heat of all these dances
I'm a worm with no more chances
And I've lost all doubt
In a chemical romance
I can't stop itching
over thoughts of tarnished hope
kinda funny
lonely feeling
I'm not in love
You know it's not love
Don't make it look so pretty burning
Burn the sun
Burn the light
Take take take take take take it away
Take my hand
Take my life
Take take take take take take it away
Burn the sun
Burn the light
Take take take take take take it away
Take my hand
Take my life
Take take take take take take it away
Brothers and sisters
I'm right here with you
Cause everyone's got one
A story to kill me
I'm so apathetic in my resentment
Living, loving, knowing not
Take my hand
Take my life
Take my heart take my mind
Take my life take my life
Burn the sun burn the light
Take take take take take take it away
Take my hand take my life
Take take take take take take it away
Burn the sun burn the light
Take take take take take take it away
Take my hand take my life
Take my life
When the shirt came off, it was all in time
When a m-m-m-minute turned into a mile
And then I broke that grin, and I cut it out
And you got all turned on by the taste of your sin
When I mention blue, all you thought was color
When you mention drugs, all I thought was sober
When your pants came off and I turned you over
When you mention blue
Kill! Smile! Cut it out for me this time!
Smile, haven't seen him smile in a while
Keep the mask aligned
Get it up in time
There's a space between valleys
and try and catch a vibe
Make a circle square, a rectangle curve
Use a smile as a noun and I think like a verb
Run quick switch sides
Spill the filled up canister
And the room is shaking
Now you're changing places,
and I switched my pace,
and my breathing races when you mention blue
Kill! Smile! Cut it out for me this time!
Smile, haven't seen him smile in a while
Kill! Smile! Cut it out for me this time! (This is not
Smile, haven't seen him smile in a while
Kill, smile, cut out for me cut it cut it out
Smile, cut cut it out for me cut it cut it out
We cut it out!
Kill! Smile! Cut it out for me this time!
Smile, haven't seen him smile in a while
Kill! Smile! Cut it out for me this time! (This is not
Smile, haven't seen him smile in a while
Get down and stay awake
And it all falls down at once
And I try to get some sleep
And the comforts of this bed
Have all been shattered to pieces
I have a knack for feeling lost
All those times I couldn't eat
Like I couldn't yell enough
But getting tired of screaming
The sun comes up
And now you have a chance again
The world falls down
We all forget where to begin
The world collapses
You hold it in..
Maybe I have said too much
Or really haven't said enough
All these words they come undone
I'm getting lost in the meaning
And all the coldness in my thoughts
Of being frozen all alone
In a world that we destroy
And try to pick up the pieces
The sun comes up
And now you have a chance again
The world falls down
We all forget where to begin
The world collapses
You hold it in
The sun comes up
And now you have a chance again
All you've lost...
Leave your self you drift away in your eyes
Open up as you catch me
Caught before I hit the ground
I'm dying for you only
My feeling is forever happens
All at once
All at once
The sun comes up
And now you have a chance again
The world falls down
We all forget where to begin
The world collapses
You hold it in
The world collapses
You hold it in
The sun comes up
Small, simple, safe price
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals
And I am not afraid to die
I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight.
I want the pain of payment
What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart
Love is not like anything
Especially a fucking knife
Look at me, you can tell
By the way I move and do my hair
Do you think that it's me or it's not me?
I don't even care
I'm alive
I don't smell
I'm the cleanest I have ever been.
I feel big, I feel tall, I feel dry (dry)
Just look at me, look at me now
I'm a fake
Just look at me, look at me now
I'm a fake
Do I drink? Do I date?
I've got perfect placement all my ink
Satisfied, in your eyes
I'm the biggest fan I've got right now
I made sure, that I look how I wanted to look
The people around me, the people surround me
I feel big, I feel tall, I feel dry (dry)
My stomach hurts now, and all tied off in lace
I pray, I beg for anything, to hit me in the face
and this sicknes isn't me, I pray to fall from grace
The last thing I see is feeling
And I'm telling you I'm a fake
it takes more, it takes more
it takes more
and now that i'm willing to beg
now it stands right in front of me
dig this dirt out from under my nails
and I feel this, picture my face
sad to say not today
it just, it takes more
it takes more, it takes more,
it takes more, takes more
it destroys me, i'm sitting here
it destroys me, i'm just sitting here
destorys me, i'm sitting here
it destroys me, i'm sitting here
it destroys me, i'm sitting here
it destroys me, i'm just sitting here
destroys me, i'm sitting here
it destroys me, i'm just sitting here
and it stands right in front of me
dig this dirt out from under my nails
and I feel this, picture my face
its sad to say not today
it just, it takes more
i'm just sitting here more
and picture my face, it takes more
its sad to say, i feel this way
Something about the way you shine,
When the lights go out,
I wanna make you mine,
Something about the way it seems,
You're always here in my dreams,
When there's no one there,
No I'm not scared,
But I'm in love,
Pressure!
Pushing down on me
Pressing down on you no man ask for
Under pressure
That burns a building down
Splits a family in two
Puts people on streets
Bah bah dah bah bah dah
(Yeah) (Yeah)
That's okay!
It's the terror of knowing
What this world is about
Watching some good friends
Scream "Let me out!"
Pray tomorrow takes me higher
Pressure on people
People on streets
Bah bah dah bah bah dah
Okay!
Chippin' around
Kick my brains round the floor
These are the days
It never rains but it pours
Bah bah dah bah bah dah
People on streets
bah dah dee da day
People on streets
bah dah dee dah dee dah dee dah dee dah
It's the terror of knowing
What this world is about
Watching some good friends
Scream "Let me out!"
Pray tomorrow takes me higher (higher)
Yeah!
Turned away from it all
Like a blind man
Sat on a fence but it don't work
Keep coming up with love
But it's so slashed and torn
Why? Why? Why?
Love (love)! Love (love)! Love (love)!
Insanity laughs under pressure we're cracking
Can't we give ourselves one more chance?
Why can't we give love that one more chance?
Why can't we give love give love give love?
Give love give love give love give love give love?
Cause love's such an old fashioned word
And love dares you to care
For the people on the edge of the night
And love dares you to change our ways
Of caring about ourselves
This is our last dance
This is our last dance
This is ourselves under pressure
Under pressure
Wake up
My love
Never thought you'd make me, break me
Now I'm up from below
Such a brilliant star you are
And will your love keep burning baby
Burn a hole right through my eyes
All these short times feel like no time
I thought you ought to know
I'm so far gone now I been running on empty
I'm so far gone now
Do you wanna take me on?
Do, Do you, Do you know?
Do you know how long I've waited?
To look up from below,
Just to find someone like you?
And will your love light burn me baby?
Burn a hole right through my heart
I think I might just trust you, maybe
But I'm not sure
I'm not sure I wanna know
I'm so far gone now I been running on empty
I'm so far gone now
Do you wanna take me on?
I'm so far gone now I been running on empty
I'm so far gone now
Do you wanna take me on?
Whoa Whoa Whoa Whoa
I think you could make me girl
Could make me and take my life
I know you could break me girl
Take all of me
All of me, yeah hey
Wake up
My love
Never thought you'd make me, break me
Now I'm up from below
Such a brilliant star you are
I'm so far gone now I been running on empty
I'm so far gone now
Do you wanna take me on?
I'm so far gone I been running on empty
I'm so far gone now
Close my eyes and move to the back of my mind
Where worries are washed out to sea
See the changes, people's faces blurred out
Like the sun spots or raindrops
Now all those feelings, those yesterdays feelings will all be lost in time
but today I've wasted away for today is on my mind
Left the only worries I had in my hands
Away from the light in my eyes
Holding tight and try not to hide how I feel
'Cause feelings mean nothing now
All those feelings, those yesterdays feelings will all be lost in time
but today I've wasted away for today is on my mind
(yeah today is on my mind)
Now I can't care to worry
I'm feeling so lonely
Breaking apart all this love in my heart
Close my eyes and move to the back of my mind
Where feelings mean nothing now
All those feelings, those yesterdays feelings will all be lost in time (all be lost in time)
But today I've wasted away for today is on my mind
for today is on my mind
yeah today is on my mind
Now I can't care to worry
I'm feeling so lonely
This is not natural
A bunch of holes where the dead used to be underground
Forget supernatural 'cause all those resting in peace are out walking the streets
Yeah with no heartbeat
Across the sky they can hear you on the other side
A scream that's loud enough to wake the dead
All alone you bought tickets for the nightmare as you wake the dead.
Wake the dead
This is not possible
An empty hole in your chest where your heart used to beat
Does this mean what I think it means?
Just how could both you and me be about as dead as we could be
Yeah with no heartbeat
Across the sky they can hear you on the other side
A scream that's loud enough to wake the dead
All alone you bought tickets for the nightmare as you wake the dead
Wake the dead
Take a walk with me, (Walk with the dead)
It's weird that we have to die sometime
darling tonight could be
Let your voice shred miles(of diamond skies)
Just walk as they wake in the darkness
Well darling tonight could be a beautiful night to die
A beautiful night to die
Wake the dead fuck it your dead
Wake the dead fuck your dead
Wake the dead
Wake the dead
Across the sky they can ha-ha-hear you
A scream that's loud enough to wake the dead
All alone you bought tickets for the nightmare as you wake the dead.
Across the sky they can hear you on the other side
A scream that's loud enough to wake the dead
All alone you bought tickets for the nightmare as you wake the dead.
The way I broke your heart very literally
This ghost haunts me more than it should be
I'm not gonna walk away or turn my head in shame
I never thought it could kill me
A clean slate, one more day further away
I want you, You don't want me
My mistake for wasting yours and mine
I want you but will you stay with me today
Just let me make some time to take it back a little
The way you smile shines the heavens above me
Never going to let you go, I want you all the time
I gotta prove you can trust me
A clean slate, one more day further away
I want you, You don't want me
My mistake for wasting yours and mine
I want you but will you stay with me today
with me today
I need you, you don't need me
When you are low, I am not okay
I want you but will you stay with me today?
with me today
A clean slate, one more day further away
I want you, You don't want me
My mistake for wasting yours and mine
I want you but will you stay with me today
with me today
I need you, you don't need me
When you are low, I am not okay
I want you but will you stay with me today?
with me today
with me today
I've gotta take this moment just to push you down,
Spin you around with the foot on the back of your neck,
Up on the curb, with the pressure on your teeth.
(Not gonna take this, not gonna take this!)
I watch the rain make a puddle to get you soaked,
This fallen word cried comin' out of your throat,
Stinkin' times for the shallow believers...
(Not gonna take this, not gonna take this!)
I swear your head is bigger than us all, getting bigger...
(Go slit your own throat, slit your own throat!)
You're more turned on than anyone could be by yourself.
(Go slit your own throat, slit your own throat!)
Just like a tick, I'm itching the back of your throat,
You miss the beat while I'm hanging on every note,
You gotta choke cause you swallowed a problem.
(Not gonna take this, not gonna take this!)
I see them slide through the tower that gets you soaked,
This kind it does it, you bleed, I fuckin' already know,
It's lost in time for the shallow believer.
(Not gonna take this, not gonna take this!)
I swear your head is bigger than us all, getting bigger...
(Go slit your own throat, slit your own throat!)
You're more turned on than anyone could be by yourself.
(Go slit your own throat, slit your own throat!)
Not gonna take this,
not gonna take this,
not gonna take this,
Time Kills, Go ask Jesus
I'm done, makes no difference
Stare straight, stare at the sun
I'm done, makes no difference
Time takes us all
So why am I not just living for today
Time takes us, Time takes us all
Will I die right now, I'm only seconds away
Time takes us
Move on, Gone forever
I'm done, makes no difference
Poison time kills slowly you're done
Makes no difference
Time takes us all
So why am I not just living for today
Time takes us, Time takes us all
Will I die right now, I'm only seconds away
Time takes us
Time will now be
Time will now be
Time will now be the chopping block
Leave my head
Time will now be
The chopping block so leave my head
Leave my head
Leave my head
Time kills, makes no difference
I'm done, makes no difference
Makes no difference
Time takes us all
So why am I not just living for today
Time takes us, Time takes us all
Will I die right now, I'm could be seconds away
Time takes us
I set out alone,
Crawl through the tunnel,
My eyes can hardly see the other side,
No longer cold,
Or feeling in trouble,
I realize that I am just alive....
So let it shine,
Cause we are, the light in the tunnel,
We are the living and dying,
See how we are, alone in the world,
We are the light in the tunnel,
That's all.....
Moving so slow, towards the end of the tunnel
I don't pretend I'll see the other side
I trudge through the mud
I push through the rubble
To realize that I am just alive
So let it shine
Cause we are, the light in the tunnel,
We are the living and dying,
See how we are, alone in the world
We are the light in the tunnel
The world is not leaving us (leave us behind)
But we will be leaving this world
Yeah, the world is not leaving us (leave us behind)
Do we believe in this world?
Cause we are, the light in the tunnel,
We are the living and dying,
See how we are, alone in the world
We are the light in the tunnel
That's all....
We are the light in the tunnel
That's all....
We are the light in the tunnel
As we trudge along through the mud
And we tried to call it home
But we weren't alright, not at all
Not for one for one for one second
Never have been one to write it down
Now I think I can
I know I'm stronger now
Who's looking south
Not me I'm not looking back
I'm done denying the truth to anyone
Cause I'm alive
As we trudge along through the mud
And we tried to call it home
But we weren't alright, not at all
Not for one for one for one second
You showed me how
You seemed to find a hole
But I just laughed and smiled
Begged and rolled my eyes
Even cried and
Denied the truth to you
Just like the truth to me
Mostly lied
I'm not going to look back
I'm not going to look back
I'm not going to look back
I'm not going to look back
White it out like glittering wax butterflies
Never have been one to write it down
Now I think I can
I know I'm stronger now
Who's looking south
Not me I'm not looking back
I'm done denying the truth to anyone
Cause I'm alive
I'm not going to look back
I'm not going to look back
I'm not going to look back
I'm not going to look back
I'm not going to look back
I'm not going to look back
You bought your smile in a corner
You paid a pretty little penny, you did.
You paint yourself in a picture
As you deny the kind of person you've been
You get what you feel, what you wish to be
You can't live sarcastic sincerity
You sharpen your guilt like a guillotine
You get what you feel, you get what you feel
I gave you everything, you threw it away.
Put me out like a cigarette, out like a cigarette.
Love like a cancer, still you beg me to stay
Put me out like a cigarette, out like a cigarette.
Come on!
You pop right in to the moment,
You paid a pretty little penny, you did.
You never noticed how broken
As you deny the kind of person you've been
You get what you feel, what you wish to be
You can't live sarcastic sincerity
You sharpen your guilt like a guillotine
You get what you feel, you get what you feel
I gave you everything, you threw it away.
Put me out like a cigarette, out like a cigarette.
Love like a cancer, still you beg me to stay
Put me out like a cigarette, out like a cigarette.
You kneel to pray,
Live life on your knees embrace the disease.
Stop to breathe in as you start to choke, your life begins.
YOU PUT ME OUT! LIKE A CIGARETTE!
I gave you everything, you threw it away.
Put me out like a cigarette, out like a cigarette.
Love like a cancer, still you beg me to stay
See all those people on the ground
Wasting time
I try to hold it all inside
But just for tonight
The top of the world
Sitting here wishing
The things I've become
That something is missing
Maybe I...
But what do I know
And now it seems that I have found
Nothing at all
I want to hear your voice out loud
Slow it down, slow it down
Without it all
I'm choking on nothing
It's clear in my head
And I'm screaming for something
Knowing nothing is better than knowing at all
On my own
Without it all
I'm choking on nothing
It's clear in my head
And I'm screaming for something
Knowing nothing is better than knowing at all
Feel the pain wash over me
Feel the salt that's burning from my eyes
Feel the world move underneath me
Know there is no need for my disguise
Feel the screams as you take my hand
I understand the terror in your eyes
Feel I've lost myself completely
I need to know you're right here by my side
I won't pretend that we could live forever
I think it's gunna be alright, now
I think it's gunna be okay
Just close your eyes
Cause we are only sparks
But together burning bright
I see the daylight start to fade
I see the cold move softly with the night
I feel the darkness stop to take me
Now I know there is nowhere to hide
Feel the world start caving in
I feel the hollow nothing left inside
No, I've lost myself completely
I need to know you're right here by my side
I won't pretend that we could live forever
I think it's gunna be alright, now
I think it's gunna be okay
Just close your eyes
Cause we are only sparks
But together burning bright
I think it's gunna be alright, now
I think it's gunna be okay
Just close your eyes
Cause we are only sparks
But together burning bright
Yeah together burning bright
(Dah dah dah)
We are only sparks
But together burning bright
I won't pretend that we could live forever
I think it's gunna be alright, now
I think it's gunna be okay
Just close your eyes
Cause we are only sparks
Together burning bright
I get the feeling it's alright, now
I get the feeling it's okay
Just close your eyes
Cause we are only sparks
But together burning bright
I think it's gunna be alright, now
I think it's gunna be okay
Just close your eyes
Cause we are only sparks
Before I could ever let you go,
Could beg until I drive you mad
Tell you something you could understand
(I'm a statue baby, knock me out)
Oh how these moments fade away (You say you never loved me)
We say things we didn't mean to say
(I take it back, I take it all back now
I take it back, I take it all back)
Paralyzed by the same old antics
Back and forth like some walking spastic
How could a fistfight be romantic?
Thinking back now will you ever feel the same?
You mean more to me than you'll ever know
You're my girl and I think it's a shame
That we get along this way
(I'm just a statue try to knock me out)
I guess these moments fade away (You sayin' you never loved me)
We say things we didn't mean to say
(I take it back, I take it all back now
I take it back, I take it all back)
Paralyzed by the same old antics
Back and forth like some walking spastic
How could a fistfight be romantic?
Thinking back now were you ever feeling
Paralyzed by the same old antics
Back and forth like some walking spastic
How could a fistfight be romantic?
Thinking back now will you ever feel the same?
Yea, I know you feel the same
Ya gotta let me know, I'm dying inside to know
Knock me out, I'm dying inside to know
Let me know, knock me out
Knock me out!
Knock me out!
Paralyzed by the same old antics
Back and forth like some walking spastic
How could a fistfight be romantic?
Thinking back now (will you ever feel the same?)
Paralyzed by the same old antics
Back and forth like some walking spastic
How could a fistfight be romantic?
Thinking back now were you ever feeling
Paralyzed by the same old antics
Back and forth like some walking spastic
How could a fistfight be romantic?
Thinking back now can't you feel the same?
Ya gotta let me know, I'm dying inside to know
Knock me out, I'm dying inside to know
Gotta let me know, knock me out
Knock me out!
Knock me out!
Being faced with what I'm faced with I feel
Like I can't rock
Like a rock hit my heart
Started to chain the day
And exploded into pieces
Marry me
Stay the same
Lie to me and try to say you never will
I've got a feeling in my gut now fills me
With so much hope
Said fuck it I'm fine
Dine and dashed
The pianist peddled into morning, morning
Marry me
Stay the same
Lie to me and try to say you never will
Marry me
Stay the same
Lie to me and try to say you never
Morning
Being faced with what I'm faced with I feel
Like I can't rock
Like a rock hit my heart
Started to chain the day
And exploded into pieces
Pieces
(Being faced with what I'm faced with I feel
Like I can't rock
Like a rock hit my heart
Started to chain the day
He wears his heart
safety pinned to his backpack
His backpack is all that he knows
Shot down by strangers
whose glances can cripple
the heart and devour the soul
All alone he turns to stone
while holding his breath half to death
Terrified of whats inside
to save his life he crawls
like a worm from a bird
crawls like a worm from a bird
Out of his mind away
pushes him whispering
must have been out of his mind
mid-day delusions of pushing this out of his head
maybe out of his mind
All alone he turns to stone
while holding his breath half to death
Terrified of whats inside
to save his life he
crawls like a worm
crawls like a worm from a bird
crawls like a worm from a bird
crawls like a worm from a bird
crawls like a worm
crawls like a worm from a bird
All he knows
If he can't relieve it grows
and so it goes
he crawls like a worm
crawls like a worm from a bird
and he crawls like a worm
he crawls like a worm
he crawls like a worm
crawls like a...
Out of his mind away
pushes him whispering
must have been out of his mind
All alone he turns to stone
while holding his breath half to death
Terrified of whats inside
to save his life he crawls
like a worm from a bird
crawls like a worm from a bird
All alone
he's holding his breath half to death
Terrified to save his life
he crawls like a worm
Crawls like a worm from a bird
crawls like a worm from a bird
crawls like a worm from a bird
crawls like a worm
crawls like a worm
Look in my eyes
I'm jaded now whatever that means
by sharing these things
I rip my heart out
it's worth my time
whatever that means...so
hard to see up
my neck feels stiff until I wake up
the orange I choked
and back to my neck
it's worth my time
whatever that means....so
share with me
cause I need it right now
let me see your insides
or write me off
cause I'd rather starve now
if you won't open up
give it to me
give me all... whatever you want
it's never been me
to want this much from you
I can see
Yeah
share with me
cause I need it right now
let me see your insides
or write me off
cause I'd rather starve now
if you won't open up
you won't open up
it tears me up
it tears me up
it tears me up
it tears me up
look in my eyes
I'm jaded now whatever that means
by sharing these things
I rip my heart out
it's worth my time
whatever that means...so
share with me
cause I need it right now
let me see your insides
or write me off
cause I'd rather starve now
if you won't open up
won't open up
(share with me) yeah it tears me up
(cause I need it right now) tears me up (let me see your insides)
(or write me off) and it tears me up (cause I'd rather starve now)
This feeling never leaves you alone
You pull the trigger on your own
Hiding in a safe place
Hiding with your eyes shut tightly
All the way to the hospital
Now will you ever rest your head
You end up feeling mostly dead
Pretending you're the last one
Hiding with your eyes shut tightly
All the way to the hospital
Before I cross my heart and hope to die at all
Take off my mask and leave the lies to the liars
It never used to hurt before
It isn't funny anymore
Feeling all alone now
Funny how you wish someway
That you'll die at the hospital
You're quiet on the car ride home
Waiting for your head to explode
Hiding in yoursafe place
Hiding with your eyes shut tightly
On the way to the hospital
(I don't feel okay) (I don't feel all right)
(Help me) (I don't know!)
Before I cross my heart, and hope to die at all
Take off my mask and leave the lies to the liars
(Before I close my eyes)
Before I close my eyes, I'm gonna give it up
(Take off my mask)
Take off my mask and leave the lies to the liars.
Leave the lies to the liars
Can you look at me in the face?
Would you look me in the face?
Three cheers you fooled them all
(come on now, hip, hip, hooray)
Three cheers you fooled them all
(come on now, hip, hip, hooray)
Hip, hip, hooray
Before I cross my heart, and hope to die at all
Take off my mask and leave the lies to the liars
(Before I close my eyes)
Before I close my eyes, I'm gonna give it up
(Take off my mask)
Take off my mask and leave the lies to the liars.
Leave the lies to the liars
Leave the lies to the liars.
Leave the lies to the liars.
Leave the lies to the liars.
I never meant to hurt no one
Nobody ever tore me down like you
I think you knew it all along
And now you'll never see my face again
I never meant to hurt nobody
And I will never see the sun again
I wonder where the guilt had gone
I think of what I have become and still
I never meant to hurt nobody
Now I'm taking what is mine
Letting go of my mistakes
Build a fire from what I've learned
And watch it fade away
Because I have no heart to break
I cannot fake it like before
I thought that I could stay the same
And now I know that I'm not sure
I even love me anymore
I never meant to hurt no one
Sometimes you gotta look the other way
It never should have lasted so long
A shame you'll never see my face again
I never meant to hurt nobody
I know I'll never be the same again
No taking back of what I've done
I think of what I've become
And still
I never meant to hurt nobody
Now I'm taking what is mine
Letting go of my mistakes
Build a fire from what I've learned
And watch it fade away
Because I have no heart to break
I cannot fake it like before
I thought that I could stay the same
And now I know that I'm not sure
I even love me anymore
I never meant to hurt nobody
Nobody ever tore me down like you
I never meant to hurt no one
Now I'm taking what is mine
Letting go of my mistakes
Build a fire from what I've learned
And watch it fade away
Because I have no heart to break
I cannot fake it like before
I thought that I could stay the same
And now I know that I'm not sure