Sevendust is an American alternative metal band from Atlanta, Georgia. Formed in 1994 by bassist Vince Hornsby, drummer Morgan Rose and guitarist John Connolly. After their first demo, lead vocalist Lajon Witherspoon and guitarist Clint Lowery joined the group. Following a few name changes, the members settled on the name Sevendust and released their self-titled debut album on April 15, 1997.
The self-titled album sold 311 copies its first week. However, through touring and TVT support, the album gained charting success through Billboard and earned gold certification. Since formation, Sevendust has released eight studio albums, earned additional charting success and gold sales certifications. Their eighth studio album, titled Cold Day Memory, was released on April 20, 2010. They have also re-released their self-titled album as Sevendust: Definitive Edition which contains five new tracks and a DVD.
Bassist Vince Hornsby joined drummer Morgan Rose in 1994, in a band called Snake Nation. John Connolly, a drummer, left his current band and joined Snake Nation as a guitarist. They recorded their first demo. Not happy with vocals, however, Snake Nation spent a year searching for a new singer before finding Lajon Witherspoon. Six months passed, Clint Lowery joined the band and they renamed themselves Rumblefish.
Smother the feelin inside
never washes away all the thoughts that you can't deny
mental sufferin
except for the past you have no one to blame
we're chippin away at what we should be
but its killin me
Smile when you look at
showin me what you think I want to see
I dream when the time will be
where you will show me your insanity
til then I'll simply just wait
Close to me
you come close to me
strangling me with your eyes
to help you release all the fear that you have inside
from all of the abuses
part of my seed is
from my heart in your hands
tearin away all that once was me
always killin me
tear away
Smile when you look at
showin me what you think I want to see
I dream when the time will be
where you will show me your insanity
til then I'll simply just wait
I won't fall
when the ground breaks I won't see
when the light fades, I won't die
when I'm stripped of desire
I will stay with you
Smile when you look at
showin me what you think I want to see
I dream when the time will be
where you will show me your insanity
from all the abuses
Inside my shadow
I can hear you, am I near you?
Inside my shadow
I can smell you, can I tell you?
Inside my shadow
I can love you, think I need you
Inside my shadow
I can feel you, I've embraced you
Am I real?
Am I real?
Save my ruin and us
My world has turned to rust
Save my ruin and us
My world has turned to rust
If there's tomorrow
Would you give me? Please forgive me
If there's tomorrow
You'd be buried and that just scares me
Am I real?
Am I real?
Save my ruin and us
My world has turned to rust
Save my ruin and us
My world has turned to rust
Save my world, my world
Save my ruin and us
My world has turned to rust
Save my ruin and us
My world has turned to rust
Passing through this life with so much regret
I feel like I haven't got over it yet
It takes so long for these wounds to heal
I'm knockin' down walls, takin' my time
I gotta get outta here
Where will I go?
Who will I become?
I'm comin' on like an elephant gun
Reaching for the piece of mind that I can't find
The sun keeps fading away
Searching for a feeling that will never come
The return of the Prodigal Son
Last night the moon seemed to look so empty, yeah
I feel into a pit of despair
Going no where I never thought that these wounds would heal
I fell to my knees, the rain came down
I swear I could touch the sky
What have I done?
What was I sold?
Hear the pop of my elephant gun
Reaching for the piece of mind that I can't find
The sun keeps fading away
Searching for a feeling that will never come
The return of the Prodigal Son
Reaching for the piece of mind that I can't find
The sun keeps fading away
Searching for a feeling that will never come
The return of the Prodigal Son, the Prodigal Son
This time has just begun
I finally found a feeling
The return of the Prodigal Son
You hate my face but now I look
You're gonna change me
A lashing from your tongue and now
You're gonna scorn me
You taste my blood, my cut, my skin
And now you want me
You hate my face but now I look
I think you changed me
Balls that pokken are whip lashed
Easily bitten within one ply
Release me
Release me
My time to fall
My face lays down
The ground where I once walked
No time to fall
My massive shield, my beating till
You try and fleck me
Cry with shame my eyes are scorn
And then you dump me
Easily bitten within one ply
Release me
Release me
My time to fall
And my face lays down
The ground where I once walked
No time to fall
And my faith lays down
The ground where I've been lost
Fall
I stare at my life again
I'm scared of my life again
Scared of my life again
I stare at my life again
Stare at my life again
I'm scared of my life again
My time to fall
And my face lays down
The ground that I once walked
My time to fall
And my faith lays down
The ground where I've been lost
My time to fall
And my fame lays down
No time at all
Fall
I stare at my life again
I'm scared of my life again
Scared of my life again
I, I, I'm
I'm scared of my life again
Scared of my life again
I'm scared of my life again
Scared of my life again
I stare at my life again
NUMBER ONE (THE BALLAD)
down to my last stand
try and take my hand
why so hard to leave?
another day of life
lost with hope to find
I want to be the best now that its all gone
Erase my life lines stop reserve the time
Aloud to see believe its me
im alone
(now that im alone)
down to my last stand
try and take my hand
why so hard to leave?
(X2)
cross my heart to live
i'll never cling to still i'm ashamed too
admit that i was ever wrong at all
wash my stains again
still im stranded from my soul
i'll never see this side of life
not alone
(no cries now i'm gone)
down to my last stand
try and take my hand
why so hard leave?
(X2)
it's all up to me
i know to live you have to be strong
i want to end.i want to end this pain
instead of being the one who's wrong
the one who's wrong
i'm not alone
down to my last stand
try and take my hand
why so hard to leave?
(X2)
it's all up to me
i know to live you have to be strong
i want to end i want to end this pain
instead of being the one who's wrong
the one who's wrong
i'm not alone
down to my last stand
try and take my hand
I'm ashamed of me
I look at what you've done for me
I didn't listen to what I heard
The voices swirling around me unscrewing me
You know I let u down
And that im on my own
And I have noone left to help me and keep me hangin on
Hangin on
Witherin' away all the time just waiting
For a sign to convince me I ever had a life
Sat here on the corner of the steps for too long,
I realized that I let my life pass before my eyes
I'd never let you know
You ever let me go
Im left to fend for myself and keep my mind straight
So I can move on
I know u let me down
Im used to strugglin'
You should know that you'll always have me, you'll never be alone.
You're not alone."
(screams by john)
WHY CANT YOU LISTEN TO ME!
Morgan: You walk away I'm.
Witherin' away all the time just waiting
For a sign to convince me I ever had a life
Sat here on the corner of the steps for too long,
I realized that I let my life pass before my eyes
Sittin here lookin at the time just waiting
For a sign to convince me you ever had a life
Sat here on the corner of the steps for too long,
You realized that u let your life pass before your eyes
Hangin on
Give me an answer
Its been so long
Now that we're alone
Convince me otherwise
That we ever had a life
So I can believe
That time is on our side
Now we're turnin around lookin at the time, just waiting
For a sign to convince us we ever had a life
Sat here on the corner of the steps for too long,
We realized that we let our lives pass before our eyes
Witherin away all the time just waiting
Now we're turnin around lookin at the time, just waiting
Sat here on the corner of the steps too long (too long)
Lock my door, close my blinds
I wanna be by myself
What's that thing you put in your nose?
Can I have some?
I see you do this everyday
I hope you don't blow yourself away
Are you feeling real good?
Wired
Wired
Oh, the room is getting dark
Oh, I hope my heart don't stop
Do you really give a damn?
Do you even understand?
The hour lashes drainin' thin
Where have you been?
Do you know it makes
You feel real good
Wired
Wired
Wired
Wired
Are you wired my child?
You live your life it's your world
Seeing things you never knew
One day it'll get you
Are you?
Lock my door, close my blinds
I wanna be by myself
What's that thing you put in your nose?
Are you gonna do it by yourself ?
I feel like I'm closing in
I hope my life will never end
I know it makes you feel real good
Wired
Wired
Wired
Wired
Wired
I'll stay right here with all these familiar faces
And shut-out everyone else from the world we created
Instead of becoming the sick and twisted
I'll lose myself in a song again
And there's nothing wrong in being far from light
Another skeleton song stuck in my head all night
And there's something wrong when everything goes right
Another skeleton song will save my life tonight
Was it that hard to open the door to faith
When everyone feels the same, a different face but on the same page
And I don't need something that hurts more than nothing
So I lose myself in a song again
And there's nothing wrong in being far from light
Another skeleton song stuck in my head all night
And there's something wrong when everything goes right
Another skeleton song will save my life tonight
So I try my best to see, how you can relate to so much grief
Never stop forgetting why you came to be here
Everybody seems to be crying themselves to sleep
Wake up for me and find another place to go
And there's nothing wrong in being far from light
Another skeleton song stuck in my head all night
And there's something wrong when everything goes right
Another skeleton song will save my life tonight
And there's nothing wrong in being far from light
Another skeleton song stuck in my head all night
And there's something wrong when everything goes right
In your space I feel lesser than human, a slave
Pushed down with shame on my face
You're a god for an hour but what have you done
That gave you the right, gave you the right to kill me
Cut out the splinter, cut me away
Cut it out, cut it out
You think you're better than me
You think you kill me, cut out the splinter
Last thing I will remember in the end
You think you kill me, cut out the splinter
Go now, live in failure, your faith was spoken
Now you mean nothing
What a waste of my time as I follow the dead
Your fake ass celebrity [Incomprehensible]
So now what's the leader doing?
What have you done? You got no more fight
Gave you the right to kill me
Cut out the splinter, cut me away
Cut it out, cut it out
You think you kill me, cut out the splinter
Last thing I will remember in the end
You think you kill me, cut out the splinter
Go now, live in failure, your faith was spoken
Now you mean nothing, nothing
Am I the splinter in your life?
Cut me away, cut me away, cut
You think you kill me, cut out the splinter
Last thing I will remember in the end
You think you kill me, cut out the splinter
Go now, live in failure, your faith was spoken
Stand up to me And say You like to be afraid Can't understand why you won't Let me Stick out my neck and let my Conscience be free It's OK Just call out my name
(JUST SIMPLY LET ME HELP YOU)
I won't Let you walk alone Do it all I'll help you be the foot that stops you So you can Always Know you have a chance to be the Lucky One With someone to believe in
Give me a chance and pray You fight another day Spend all your time takin all the blame (TAKE A LOOK AROUND) It's just you and me Who's to say It's never too late (WHY WON'T YOU) Call my name Watch me in the crowd (MAYBE THEN YOU'LL UNDERSTAND ME)
I won't Let you walk alone Do it all I'll help you be the foot that stops you So you can Always Know you have a chance to be the Lucky One With someone to believe in
(BELIEVE) Watch me Watch me (HIT THE GROUND)
I got a feeling coming on
Life is taking way too long
I'll see you when I'm home
See a madman on the wall
A burning church and human flaw,
But you leave them alone,
I got a feeling that comes around
The dogs of war I put them down
I hear them cry and beg
I gave a poor man a dime or two
He saved my soul with gratitude
And gave his life yes you did
God really knows us all
God really knows us all
And God really knows us all
Please I know it's too late for my eyes to open
Now I see the door closing, I need more time for it's over
I got a feeling coming on (feeling coming on)
I got a feeling coming on (feeling coming on)
I got a feeling coming on (feeling coming on)
I got a feeling coming on (feeling coming on)
I got a feeling coming on (feeling coming on)
So please I know it's too late for my eyes to open
I feel the door closing and I see myself getting older
I got a feeling ill never be free until it's over
I got a feeling coming on life is taking way too long
Again I try and change my ways
Something for some reason
Takes me from you again
Time nor season (SEASON)
Burnin' for a reason
Killin' myself with guilt
Gave nothin' - taking all
How my life has changed - [REPEAT]
Was it ever sacred
Feel it...
Let it go...
I know
I know... what you... feel
Step down on the slivering snake
Rescue yourself from the prick
End it
Make it fade
Can I get a witness
Can I get a witness from this rage (RAGE)
Everyday (RAGE)
Suffocate
From the pain
What the fuck - can't believe what you said
Motherfuckers out there
Don't even know me
Gave nothin' - takin' all
How my life has changed
Feel it...
Let it go...
I know (what you said)
Step down on the slivering snake
Rescue yourself from the prick
End it, make it fade
Get up, get up, get up, get up, get up
[repeat]
Feel it...
Let it go...
I know
Step down on the slivering snake
Rescue yourself from the prick
End it, make it fade
Send somebody, somebody soon
I'm feeling tired, all torn up and nobody knew
I'm thinking someone needs to pray
Forgive me for the wrong I've done, but no one here is safe now
So far down, can you tell me if I'm counted out?
You know that now, you know
That in the end there's nothing left but here and now
You know that now, I'm here and now
Waking up to nobody home
I'm feeling tired, sickened from my constant disease
Will someone have the guts to say?
I'll never right the wrong I've done if all you do is blame me anyway
So far down, can you tell me if I'm counted out?
You know that now, you know
That in the end, there's nothing left but here and now
You know that now, I'm here and now
Send somebody, somebody soon
I'm feeling tired, all torn up and nobody knew
Are you?
So far down, can you tell me if I'm counted out?
You know that now, you know
In the end, there's nothing left but here and now
You know that now, I'm here and now
Here and now, here and now, here and now
"morgan"
Fractured, slowly, closing on me
"lj"
The scars define the man
"morgan"
My world completely broken
"lj"
Devastating
"morgan"
Suffer now from your hand only
"lj"
Closed eyes and pray for life
"morgan"
Choke down the words you're spitting isolating now
"lj"
I separate my self
From all the filth and dread
I can't deny my faith no more
Chorus
Til death I separate myself
From all the filth and dread
I can't deny my faith here
“morgan”
And your no believer no one saw it coming
Cutting pieces finding nothing
“lj”
The threat of sacrifice
“morgan”
My eyes completely open
“lj”
Underneath it
“morgan”
Dead and empty barely human
“lj”
The words that saved my life
“morgan"
No more war you will answer now
“lj”
I can't deny my faith no more
Til death I separate myself
I can't deny my faith here.
“morgan”
and your no believer
“lj”
I separate my self
“morgan”
And no one saw it
"lj"
Til death I separate myself
From all the filth and dread
I can't deny my faith here
“morgan”
Screamin at the sky again
I can't blame you for this my friend
Believe in fate if it helps you
Through the day
I said wait
Wheres my father
Wheres the one and only martyr
I see heaven needed you way more
More than me
So far
I have to go
The minute I started to run
So far
Why did you black out the sun
Prayin for another day
My decisions have cost me faith
And all you wanted from me
Was a goodbye
I can't take this my father
Your my one and only answer
For the selfish man
That I'm sendin out the door?
So far
I have to go
The minute I started to run
So far
Why did you black out the sun
So far
I have to go
The minute I started to run
So far
The stare that cuts through me burning a hole in me
Giving the answers I've been looking for
Your new found love for kicking me when I'm down
Has given me the hate to finally let you know
I don't believe anything you ever told me, you lost your soul
Take another chance, it's the last time you'll fuck me
Strong arm broken, broken
There will be no words spoken, speaking nothing
Strong arm broken, strong arm broken
Strong arm broken
You sold out instantly, killing my sympathy
Biting the hand that fed the dog so long
That black heart hiding behind your hollow eyes
Will never save you from the place you're headed for
I can't believe that I ever let you hurt me, you lost control
Time to say goodbye, it's the last time you'll fuck me
Strong arm broken, broken
There will be no words spoken, speaking nothing
Strong arm broken, strong arm broken
Strong arm broken
Strong arm broken, broken
There will be no words spoken, speaking nothing
Strong arm broken, strong arm broken
Strong arm broken
Confusion, perception.
Rage inside of me.
Or will it ever; or can it ever; or will it ever take me?
I'd rather kill myself, than put you through the pain again
I'd rather kill myself, than put you through the pain.
Passion; Find direction.
Hate inside of me.
Or will it ever; or can it ever; or will it ever take me?
I'd rather kill myself, than put you through the pain again
I'd rather kill myself, than put you through the pain.
I'd rather kill myself.
I'd rather kill myself, than put you through the pain again.
No more pencils
No more books
No more teacher's dirty looks
School's out with fever
Out for summer
Out for fall
We might not come back at all
School's out completely
[Chorus]
School's out for summer
School's out for forever
School's out with flavor
School's been blown to pieces
No more pencils
No more books
No more teacher's dirty looks
Out for summer
Out for fall
We might not come back at all
[Chorus]
What are you saying ?
Did you forget yourself ?
You kill the sickness
Secure within your health
Don't make a sound I could break
That stupid silence degrades
I ask of you could you wait
What's the use you're wasting me away
Wasting me away
To me it's cold
You can know
What it's like to be alone
And all there is that you know
I'll be the one left here when you go
SLAP IN THE FACE
Keep me in mind
You're bleeding my poor head
I watched you die
I watched you praying
Keep me alive
Don't let me die here
I ask of you could you wait ?
What's the use you're wasting away
To me it's cold
You can know
What it's like to be alone
And all there is that you know
I'll be the one left here when you go
I'll be the one left here when you go
You can know
What it's like to be alone
And all there is that you know
I'll be the one left here when you go
I'm going back to Cali, Cali, Cali
I'm going back to Cali... I don't think so
I'm going back to Cali, Cali, Cali
I'm going back to Cali. I don't think so
Going back to Cali, stylin, profilin
Growlin, and smilin, while in the sun
The top is down, on the black Corvette
And it's fly, cause it's sittin on Dayton's
Laurents steering wheel, plushed out, gold-leaf phantom top
and three girls wait
Engine's blowin, the chrome, is shining
Passing all the cars on the way
Movement of the wind, back wheels spin
Pop in a cassette and push play
I'm going back to Cali,
Going back to Cali - I don't think so
I'm going back to Cali,
Going back to Cali - I don't think so
I'm going back to Cali, shakin 'em, bakin 'em
Takin 'em to spots they never before hung
But fuck that place, on Sunset it's a trip
Where the A.C.'s cold, and the girls still strip
The record skip, but this girl kept dancin
Prancin, grindin, grinnin, romancin
I asked her to the barn, so we could hit the hay
I wanna do this, Brutus, but I don't wanna pay
I'm going back to Cali,
Going back to Cali - no man I don't think so
I'm going back to Cali,
Going back to Cali - fuck that I don't think so
I'm going back to Cali, rising, surprising
Advising, realizing, she's sizing me up
Her bikini - small; heels - tall
She said, she liked, the ocean
She showed me a beach, gave me a peach
and pulled out the suntan lotion
Now I thought that was fast, but this girl was faster
She's lookin for a real good time
I said, Close your eyes, I got a surprise,
and I ran away with the bottle of wine
I'm going back to Cali,
Going back to Cali... I don't think so
I'm going back to Cali,
Going back to Cali... I don't think so
I'm going back to Cali
Going back to Cali... no man I don't think so
I'm going back to Cali
Come on, (Jerichooo)
You know I got ya, yeah
One, Break the wall down (Ahhhhhh)
Break down the walls
For those about to rock and what ya want
Baby you know you're judas and I'm your priest
Baby what I got is not from the least
Bring it through the stage in the rage of a beast
Step in the arena and break the wall down
Step in the arena and break the wall down
So good (You know I got ya), Soooooo right
Yeahhh, Yeah
Awaken from a deep sleep
You're all weak
You're living in the agony of defeat
I am the master of your whole heap
I am the pack that flock ya like sheep
Step into the town and break the wall down
Your heart beat is the only sound
Step into the light and then you'll know
You were stopped and dropped by the Walls of Jericho
(Whatcha ya gonna do?)
(Loser)
(You're coming down)
Feel me now, (Jericho)
(Can't stop), uh, (Feel me now)
Break the walls down, (Can't stop, Jericho)
For those about to rock, Set the clock
For those about to jump, I'm all pumped
For those about to go, Watch me flow
Break down the Walls of Jericho
(Watch you want?)
(I'll break you down)
(What ya got?)
(Jericho all around)
For those about to rock and what ya want
Baby you know you're judas and I'm your priest
Baby what I got is not from the least
Bring it through the stage in the rage of a beast
Step in the arena and break the wall down
Step in the arena and break the wall down
So good (You know I got ya), Soooooo right
Yeahhh, Yeah
Awaken from a deep sleep
You're all weak
You're living in the agony of defeat
I am the master of your whole heap
I am the pack that flock ya like sheep
Step into the town and break the wall down
Your heart beat is the only sound
Step into the light and then you'll know
You were stopped and dropped by the Walls of Jericho
(Whatcha ya gonna do?)
(Jericho)
(You're coming down)
Feel me now, (Jericho)
(Can't stop), uh, (Feel me now)
Break the walls down, (Can't stop, Jericho)
For those about to rock, Set the clock
For those about to jump, I'm all pumped
For those about to go, Watch me flow
Break down the Walls of Jericho
(Watch you want?)
(I'll break you down)
(What ya got?)
Sun went down, it seen your life
It was over
Discuss, disgusted, with ruthless
No particular reason
It's over
Seems like you're hanging on
To something that's always been gone
Can't you see what I can't be? Let me show you
Feelin' so corrected
Bleeding here in silence
You say that I'm evicted
One thing that real to me
What does it mean to you?
You make me feel so left behind I can't wait to get there
What's it like for you, it's a dream
You have everything I want and all you do is be
Can't you see what I can't be? Let me show you
Feelin' so corrected
Bleeding here in silence
You say that I'm evicted
One thing that real to me
What does it mean to you?
Can't you see what I can't be? Let me show you
Feelin' so corrected
Bleeding here in silence
You say that I'm evicted
One thing that real to me
What does it mean to you?
Can't you see what I can't be? Let me show you
Feelin' so corrected
Bleeding here in silence
You say that I'm evicted
One thing that real to me
What does it mean to you?
Can't you see what I can't be? Let me show you
Feelin' so corrected
Bleeding here in silence
You say that I'm evicted
One thing that real to me
So why did you take him out of our dream
That kept me young and trusted?
Singled out and dazed
What else can you do for me to keep me standing?
Everydays a new confession
Vulnerable, are we all?
Without faith, we'll go on
Til it's over
The world doesn't always love you
But you never let that define you
Just have faith, we'll go on
We'll get closer
To everyone to ever tried to hate you
Say goodbye, it was nice to know you!
Nice to know you!
I've become so cynical
Tell me know
Can I hear the voice of reason?
You're so beautiful
What else can you
Do for me to keep me grounded?
Everyones a new possession
Vulnerable, are we all?
Without faith, we'll go on
Til it's over
The world doesn't always love you
But you never let that define you
Just have faith, we'll go on
We'll get closer
To everyone to ever tried to hate you
Say goodbye, it was nice to know you!
Beneath the water
that's falling from my eyes
lays a soul I've left behind
the edge of sorrow was reached but now I'm fine
I've filled the hole I had inside
I'll pray it doesn't scream my name
so I light a flame and let it breathe
the air that kills the shame
I'm up
I'm down
like a rollercoaster racing through my life
I've erased the past again
a risky morning
I feel like I'm alive
I can't believe I've made it through this time
the edge of sorrow I lived in for some time
(lived in for some time)
has left the hole I have inside
The burden is I try my hate
was the last thing I ever felt
or thought I could escape
I'm up
I'm down
like a rollercoaster racing through my life
I've erased the past again
You let me in then broke me down
the difference is this time around
I will not let you see me try
I'm up
I'm down
like a rollercoaster racing through my life
I've erased the past again
Erased the past again now
Erased the past again
Beneath the water
(Not one thought for us but did you really think)
Something was lost but could it be found again
(Bite the hand that fed you all these fucking years)
You lie to my face
(But what I really wanna know)
Is how do you sleep at (night)
Your still a fucking disgrace
(This won't) be the first time
(I ever) wrote a song
(Without) you but this will be
(The last time I ever write about you)
(Your words turn to ashes in your burning mouth)
Unheard your tongue lashes to spit em' out
(All along you tried to destroy me)
But look at you know
(And all I really wanna know)
Is do you believe your own (lies)
You pathetic disgrace
(This won't) be the first time
(I ever) wrote a song
(Without) you but this will be
(The last time I ever write about you)
(For years I've swallowed my words...I am full
Watched you talk and act absurd you fool
Protected you now detesting you what the fuck
Did I ever expect of you write this song now
Your gone fuck you) this is the last time
(Fool) this is the last time (you piece of shit)
(Fool) this is the last time
(Fool...I don't need you)
(You left me) you'll always be dead to me
(This won't) be the first time
(I ever) wrote a song
(Without) you but this will be
(The last time I ever write about you)
(Fool) this is the last time
(You piece of shit) this is the last time
Feel it inside
I need someone to bide my time
I look around
This world seems to bring me down
Talk to me
Too close to me, to talk to me not to me
So close to hate, what you wanna hate? Not to hate?
Save, Save, Save
Bide my time
This path that I walk
Is leading me blind
I walk over and ask
Ask the question will I ever last
Talk to me
Too close to me, to talk to me not to me
So close to hate, what you wanna hate? Not to hate?
Save, Save, Save
And now I feel it in my head, again
(Hey)
I'm still stuck inside
And now I feel it in my head, again
Signs of doubt
That keeps me rushed
And far from grounded
You see the endless blame
I see the faceless wander
I see the fire and flames
But the light is over
Is over
Cold as war
And scarred from all the life
That finds me
You think I would know by now
(The day is gone away)
The day is gone away
I see the violent rage
And make the great escape
Into the space that give me closure
We live the life we make
Until the seasons over
Is over
Cold as war
And scarred from all the life
That finds me
You think I would know by know
(The day is gone away)
Cold as war
And scarred from all the life
That finds me
You think I would know by know
(The day is gone away)
The day is gone away
You think I would know by now
Cold as war
And scarred from all the life
That finds me
You think I would know by know
(The day is gone away)
Cold as war
And scarred from all the life
That finds me
You think I would know by know
(The day is gone away)
I think the last was the first time
I thought you'd never
Ask me about it at all
You never really thought
That I'd be blaming you
I wish you hadn't noticed
The scars that are left
I prayed forever
Hopelessly I never thought I'd see
A picture perfect point of view
There's nothing left to help me get
Through all the things I did to you
I think I finally had it coming
So symptomatic that you pushed me
Right down to the floor
I finally found a reason to be living
It's so sad that the cure
Took way too long
I prayed forever
Hopelessly I never though I'd see
A picture perfect point of view
There's nothing left to help me get
Through all the things I did to you
Forgive me for today
A picture perfect point of view
There's nothing left to help me get
Through all the things I did to you
Forgive me for today
There's always something in the way
I swear there's no more silver lining
Cause I'm all out, cause I'm all out
Of breath
A picture perfect point of view
There's nothing left to help me get
Through all the things I did to you
Forgive me for today
A picture perfect point of view
There's nothing left to help me get
When I hold my head down to the ground
And I wish you were here with me
Seems like you're always around
I was blind to see
Too good to be true
you can't stay with me
I wish she was all I need
And it's getting late. and it's cold outside
So cold. so cold
(TRUST)
I've wronged you
And steal everything from the truth
Could we find ourselves
walking through
A field with no solitude
The pain goes on
Insensitive to all your needs
Did you ever want to stay with me
Never try to put you down
And I never want to see you leave
I still can't believe you're going to leave
I wish she was all I needed
It's getting late and it's cold outside
I see the last parade unfold
I try to understand (the meaning of it all)
If silence becomes us, then who will save us from the fall
It's coming for us all
NOW TRY AND RUN
(The end is coming) So run, keep runnin
(The end is coming) No more time to save ourselves
(The end is coming) Yeah, we became the enemy
(The end is coming) Your world is burning
The end is coming
I see the cruel charade as bright as the sun
I try to find my faith but all it does is runaway
If heaven refused us, then who will listen to our call?
When it all begins to fall
NOW TRY AND RUN
(The end is coming) So run, keep runnin
(The end is coming) No more time to save ourselves
(The end is coming) Yeah, we became the enemy
(The end is coming) Your world is burning
The end is coming
Divine security [x4]
So run, keep runnin
There's no time to save ourselves
No more time to save ourselves
(The end is coming) So run, keep runnin
(The end is coming) No more time to save ourselves
(The end is coming) Yeah, we became the enemy
(The end is coming) Your world keeps burning away
The end is coming
The end is coming
Your world keeps burning away
The end is coming
The end is coming
Your world is burning
Fallin' down under the cracks
And now, I cannot make a sound
Forgive me if I ask for help
I'm crawling out of the bottom where my every thought
My every thought is consuming
Gimme some excuses, I need to know
If I was under, could I see myself on the floor?
If I should trip inside my mind
Would I be under control of it all?
Time, gimme time, gimme time, gimme
What do you think will help me?
My teeth, chatterin' with every thought
I need some prayers to be answered
I believe I'll be choking on my mind soon
Why won't you help me?
One more time, I expect to get ****
Gimme some excuses
You don't give a ****
If I was under, could I see myself on the floor?
If I should trip inside my mind
Would I be under control of it all?
Help me
Help me
If I was under, could I see myself on the floor?
If I should trip inside my mind
Would I be under control of it all, control of it all?
Help me
Confusion, perception
Rage inside of me
Oh, will it ever, oh, can it ever
Oh, will it ever take me?
I'd rather kill myself
Than put you through the pain again
I'd rather kill myself
Than put you through the pain
I'd rather kill myself
Than put you through the pain again
I'd rather kill myself
Than put you through the pain
Connection, find direction
Hate inside of me
Oh, will it ever, oh, can it ever
Oh, will it ever take me?
I'd rather kill myself
Than put you through the pain again
I'd rather kill myself
Than put you through the pain
I'd rather kill myself
Than put you through the pain again
I'd rather kill myself
Than put you through the pain
I'd rather kill myself
I'd rather kill myself
I'd rather kill myself
Than put you through the pain again
I'd rather kill myself
Than put you through the pain
I'd rather kill myself
Than put you through the pain again
I'd rather kill myself
You can't ever accept your fate so
What's the point of asking when I know the only answer is
It's my fault you live this so called life
Where all your consequences fall on everyone else
Making everybody struggle
I'm finding it ever so clear
If I had so much to say, why was I the one to walk away?
You never found a way to change
That's why I had to walk away
I'll dig a hole so you'll have a place to
Find another way to change the story for everyone
I'm not buying the shit that you're talking
Live with your decision, consequences have come around
And it's time for you to struggle
You're finding it ever so clear
If I had so much to say, why was I the one to walk away?
You never found a way to change
That's why I had to walk away
I don't know what I've been told
The green grasshopper
Got a cigarette smoke
Let me fucking
Forever after
You killed my laughter
All I've done
Doesn't matter...self
CREATE...CREATE...CREATE
Head trip drama
With your head so in the cloud
Never be the same
Never forget the pain
Head trip drama
With your head so in the cloud
Never be the same
Never forget the pain
Stuck in my head
Every word you said
And all of you is dead
CREATE...CREATE...CREATE
CREATE - Self-Destruction
CREATE - Self-Destruction
CREATE - Self-Destruction
Head trip drama
With your head so in the cloud
Never be the same
Never forget the pain
Head trip drama
With your head so in the cloud
Never be the same
Never forget the pain
Head trip drama
With your head so in the cloud
CREATE - Self-Destruction
CREATE - Head trip drama
CREATE - With your head so in the cloud - Self-Destruction
Another day away from home another trip
To kill another place I've never been
Another day in hell
Another day in a crowded room...another place
To bleed...another world that your blind to
That I've already seen
When I'm gone
Don't fill the space that still belongs to me
When I'm gone...say hello for me
When I'm gone
Think about what all this does to me
When I'm gone...say hello for me
Another piece of me is dead...and I'm
Afraid of the blind...leading the blind until
Was this all for something...that I give for
Nothin...stop with the fake delivery
Stuck in the middle I'm gone
When I'm gone
Don't fill the space that still belongs to me
When I'm gone...say hello for me
When I'm gone
Think about what all this does to me
You look for love
Through the eyes of strangers
Pitiful you go away
I think it's time to reconsider
In suspense you stay
I think my mind is slippin'
Know I'm trippin' feels like I am
Losing myself
I wish I held your life from dreaming
(soul - I wish I had life)
I wish I held your life from dreaming
(soul - I wish I had life)
In your mind
You're my puppet
I hope the strings
Give way in confused
Depths of reality
I wonder if you'll stay
I think my mind is slippin'
Know I'm trippin' feels like I am
Losing myself
I wish I held your life from dreaming
(soul - I wish I had life)
I wish I held your life from dreaming
(soul - I wish I had life)
I own your dreams
In time, you'll see
I think my mind is slippin'
Know I'm trippin' feels like I am
Losing myself
I wish I held your life from
dreaming (soul I wish I had life)
I wish I held your life from
dreaming (soul I wish I had life)
I wish I held your life from dreaming
It's not suppsed to hurt this much
But it can never feel the same again
I'm left with nothing
But the memory of the way you used to feel
I guess you finally took the deepest cut
I guess the blade on my tongue was just too much
Every word that I said came from my dark side
Now this emptiness is real
You reach beneath the surface more..
So go and leave me with my last regret
Let me feel the way you left me dead
Too blind to see
You stole my honesty
I think about the time we've lost
I think about the time
The silence could be words
And now the only sound I hear
Is my guilty conscience
Screaming out your name
You reach beneath the surface more..
So go and leave me with my last regret
Let me feel the way you left me dead
Too blind to see
You stole my honesty
So go and leave me with my last regret
Let me feel the way you left me dead
Go away and steal my thoughts of Honesty
Take back everything I said
A new place for us to begin
Take back everything...
Take back everything...
Take back everything I said
So go and leave me with my last regret
Let me feel the way you left me dead
Too blind to see
You stole my honesty
So go and leave me with my last regret
Let me feel the way you left me dead
I woke today
To the strangest thing
I have to say
Reminded me of just the the other day
Not today
You herd me say the same thing
Again I say
No excuses for the other day
Sorry always seems so hard to say
I twist the words
But still they mean
The same ole thing but
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FACE TODAY
No matter how much you think you gave to me
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FACE THE DAY
Will you ever forgive me for all that I've put you through
I came to see
Whats the reason for you hating me
I try and find another way to make you see
I'm not the same
You hear me say
It's killing me
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FACE TODAY
no matter how much you think you gave to me
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FACE THE DAY
will you ever forgive me for all that I've put you through
SAVE ME...SAVE ME...SAVE ME...
INSIDE IT KILLS ME
TO KNOW HOW IT MAKES YOU FEEL
THE HOPES GONE
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FACE TODAY
No matter how much you think you gave to me
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FACE THE DAY
Will you ever forgive me for all that I've put you through
(Feel it)
Stop drop roll get up take a crack at me
(you look at me you look at me)
Like every other mother fucker that I've seen today
(you wanna hurt me like I've never been hurt right now)
Feel it (now-stop) come again (now)
Feel it (right-now)
Show me just one thing to help me make the day stop moving (slowly)
Show me the only thing that'll make you stop controlling
(then you'll see how-now)
Give up every second for the one shot left in me
(you look at me and now you see)
How I took the real from you fucker cuz you had so much to say
(you wanted me you got me right here right now)
Feel it (now-stop) drop again (now)
See it (right-now) I'm coming in
(why can't you just)
Show me just one thing to help me make the day
Stop moving (slowly)
Show me the only thing that'll make you stop controlling
Why can't I just start over ?
It's like I'm rolling over
Don't wanna be the one to bleed (not me)
It's like I'm mourning over the death of me (no)
It's like I'm rolling over
Not me (not me)
Show me just one thing
To help me make the day stop moving (slowly)
Wreckage - My mind
Insecure - All the time
ONCE LOVED - NOW PARALYZED
I ONCE THOUGHT - I'LL NEVER DIE
Frustrated - OUR SIMPLE LIFE
No one listens - EVERYONE LIES
Who said "HOME IS WHERE YOU HIDE"?
Strong as shit and now you see
I'm home - leave it to me
(leave it to me now that you've seen)
I'm home - leave it to me
(leave it to me)
From left to right...
I tried - my father said,
I'm scared - she always said
They grab and pull until I tear
MEANING - Too deep to swim
When's a good time for the end?
Who said I was YOUR FRIEND?
I'm home - leave it to me
(leave it to me now that you've seen)
I'm home - leave it to me
(leave it to me)
From left to right...
Suffocated - our simple life
No one listens - everyone dies
Never a chance - how could you see?
I'm home - leave it to me (leave it to me)
I'm home - leave it to me (leave it to me now that you've seen)
I'm home - leave it to me (leave it to me)
I'm home - leave it to me (what the fuck did you say?)
Bleeding soul - I feel I'm dying
I persist - I persist - I think I'm hiding
I've lost my soul - No happiness
I FEEL SO...
Are you ashamed
- of what you've become
You call my name ---
You call my name --- I try to run
I've lost my soul --- no happiness
I FEEL SO...
What did you say? (what did you say?)
I don't understand
Why I feel this way (why do I feel so....)
Bleeding soul - I feel I'm dying
I persist - I persist - I think I'm hiding
I've lost my soul - No happiness
I FEEL SO...
What did you say? (what did you say?)
I don't understand
Why I feel this way
I FEEL SO...
What did you say?
I don't understand
Why I feel this way (why do I feel so....)
I've...list...my...
What did you say? (what did you say?)
I don't understand
Time can take everything that
surrounds you
You can break from everything that
confines you
Some to trust - look in my eyes
I will guide you
So I say
Living to love could remind you
You can't know follow
What I say to you take with you today
The pressure it brings
Alone alive to know
What I say to you take with you today
You can't take the pain
To live to know
You can't fake
Everything that reminds you
How you feel
Time will tell what's inside you
(Wait)
I remember the water now I'm drowning, it's so lowlier
I can't even sing, oh f*ck it I can't even Breathe
Love Me
I try so hard to be me
Hate Me
_ over 15 even breathes
I can't do another thing
I think everyone will know what it's all
about and they'll wanna know the reasons why
Love Me
I try so hard to be me
Hate me
Ya Ya I I I
It's all over me
(can't you say what I'm gonna say?)
Ya Ya I I I
I can't even Breathe
Ya Ya I I I
It's all over me
(Can't you say what I'm gonna say?)
Ya Ya I I I
I heard your heartbeat
And my body grew so still
I looked into your mothers eyes
And I knew you were alive
I long to meet you
And show you all I know
Hand in hand with this new love
This life means so much more
I know now what I hear
It's a new love that I feel
It's you that blessed us with this life
That we've waited for so long
Your life has changed me
I'm not the man I was before
You're in my head my heart my soul
You're always on my mind
My time to know you is
Quickly drawing near but
Not as fast as my love grows
You've made me feel alive
I know now what I hear
It's a new love that I feel
It's you that blessed us with this life
That we've waited for so long
(nice to see you welcome to
This place that we call home life
Looks brighter now you're here)
I know now what I hear
It's a new love that I feel
It's you that blessed us with this life
That we've waited for so long
Were so happy now
Were so happy now
Things you've done have set you back in time,
I think about the way we lived our life was it yours or mine?
Why can't you tell me?
(I can)
I had a feeling
(You'd crawl on your knees)
To punish me,
It's hard to keep you by my side,
Haunted by the vision,
Too ugly
For one day,
Go live your life,
Sick of all the ways I try to change
To keep the promises we made all over again
Can't you see?
I'm gonna try to live again
(Why Can't)
You give me the reason
(Why can't you just see)
Misery
(Set us free)
It's hard to keep you by my side,
Haunted by the vision,
Too ugly,
For one day,
You tried to keep me far behind,
Caught by indecision,
Too ugly,
If only you'd live your life,
Haunted by the vision ,
(Haunted by the vision)
Too ugly,
(Too ugly, too ugly)
It's hard to keep you by my side,
Haunted by the vision,
Too ugly,
For one day,
You tried to keep me far behind,
Caught by indecision,
Too ugly,
Well we got no choice
All the girls and boys
Makin all that noise
'Cause they found new toys
Well we can't salute ya
Can't find a flag
If that don't suit ya
That's a drag
School's out for summer
School's out forever
School's been blown to pieces
No more pencils
No more books
No more teacher's dirty looks
Well we got no class
And we got no principles
And we got no innocence
We can't even think of a word that rhymes
School's out for summer
School's out forever
School's been blown to pieces
No more pencils
No more rule-books
No more teacher's dirty looks
Out for summer
Out till fall
We might not go back at all
School's out forever
School's out for summer
School's out with fever
A Universe to fill
Can't scratch the surface
Now a slow pay
Still why everyone watching
It's like I'm real tired of the clones
I'm real tired of the clones
Whatever you say
Whatever you say
Whatever you say
Bring me a light
Make my life worth something more
Show me a light
Bring a light
Bring me a light
Make my life worth something more
Show me a light
Bring a light
Where's the space I fill
Where's the sympathy I KILLED
I need to find a meaning
I'm useless, I'M USELESS
Trapped inside my own web
Whatever you say
Whatever you say
Whatever you say
Bring me a light
Make my life worth something more
Show me a light
Bring a light
Bring me a light
Make my life worth something more
Show me a light
Bring a light
When I'm alone
I stare at nothingness
Painful silence
Painful silence kills
Bring me a light
Make my life worth something more
Show me a light
Bring a light
Whatever you say
Whatever you say
Bring me a light
Make my life worth something more
Show me a light
I feel my life has been forsaken
And I've been taken by the storm for way too long
I sit here locked inside a hell that only you and I can live
Another war so far from grace
So wipe that smile off your face
(Stop, Coming at me, Coming at me)
[CHORUS:]
So go, now find yourself
You're selfish, condescending
You and me are now forever... (forever)
So go play God in someone else's life
'Cause you and me are now forever (forever dead)
I wear your burden like a stone
It drags me down, I'm sinking
I pray they're wrong, but lie there alone (So broken)
Stop, comin' at me, comin' at me, comin' at me
[CHORUS:]
So go, now find yourself
You're selfish, condescending
You and me are now forever... (forever)
So go play God in someone else's life
'Cause you and me are now forever (forever dead)
So go, now find yourself
You're selfish, condescending
You and me are now forever...
So go, now find yourself
You're selfish, condescending
You and me are now forever
(Forever)
So go play God in someone else's life
You and me are now forever
(Forever)
Forever dead, forever dead
(Forever)
Forever dead, forever dead
(Forever)
Forever
(Forever dead)
I wanna hold you up,
To let you see yourself.
I'm sick of watching
You fall on your face again.
I want to help you,
You have to help yourself.
I know you wont
Communicate to me.
(I fucking hate this!)
Suffering long enough.
I take my hands around you,
You'll never breathe again.
Your wish has come,
No telling what you'll see.
Or will it be the end?
The temptation fills you up,
No sign of slowing down.
You have to stop before your soul
To turn around.
You never listen
To understand what I say.
You keep on pushing
The same ol' fucking line to me.
(Watching you fumble!)
Suffering all your life.
I take my hands around you,
You'll never breathe again.
Your wish has come,
No telling what you'll see.
Will it be the end?
Constrict my hands around you,
You'll never breathe again.
Your wish has come,
No telling what you'll see.
Will it be the end?
You never listen
To understand what I say.
You keep on pushing
The same ol' fucking line to me.
(Watching you fumble!)
Suffering all your life.
Constrict my hands around you,
You'll never breathe again.
Your wish has come,
No telling what you'll see.
Will it be the end?
So try and sell the story
Of why you think it's gone away.
I wish that I could tell you
Corrupt my hope
In joyous hell
Between the lines
Lick the cream that smells
I wish you weren't so beautiful in my eyes
(Crawling down your spine to make you stay)
I wish you weren't so beautiful in my eyes
(Covering your eyes to make you pay)
Beyond the high
Lies burning eyes
Crashed down to soil
Fucked up and coiled
I wish you weren't so beautiful in my eyes
(Crawling down your spine to make you stay)
I wish you weren't so beautiful in my eyes
(Covering your eyes to make you pay)
Too beautiful
You want to feel it
But you can't reveal that
Conceived the meaning
And caress the demon
All thos callous eyes
How they infect your world
So you pretend to reason
But you've lost your soul
I wish you weren't so beautiful in my eyes
(Crawling down your spine to make you stay)
I wish you weren't so beautiful in my eyes
(Covering your eyes to make you pay)
You shouldn't be so beautiful in my eyes
(Crawling down your spine to make you stay)
I wish you weren't so beautiful in my eyes
(Covering your eyes to make you pay)
Too beautiful
Inside my shadow,
I can hear you. Am I near you?
Inside my shadow,
I can smell you. can I tell you?
Inside my shadow,
I can love you. Think I need you.
Inside my shadow,
I can feel you. I've embraced you.
Am I Real?
Am I Real?
Save my ruin and us, my world has turned to rust.
If there's tomorrow,
Would you give me Please forgive me?
If there's tomorrow,
You'd be buried and that just scares me.
Am I Real?
Am I Real?
Save my ruin and us, my world has turned to rust.
Save my World.
Save my ruin and us, my world has turned to rust.
Save my ruin.
Feeling nothing, lonely, empty
You try to walk away but you fall
You cannot understand what's this for
In this world I see it more
The pain you feel that I ignore, hey
You see my face and then you see nothin'
Confused, you turn and live on
I turn my face, you're staring back again
Look at yourself and live again
Can't see me, you'll feel me
Want me, you'll find me
I'll be your everything, will you call?
You'll need more and more when you fall
In this world I see it more
The pain you feel that I ignore, hey
You see my face and then you see nothin'
Confused, you turn and live on
I turn my face, you're staring back again
Look at yourself and live again
How many times have you looked at yourself and felt mistreated?
How does it feel to know that this life of yours is real?
All of your life you've been led to believe you're nothing
So look at yourself and start to live again
You see my face and then you see nothin'
Confused, you turn and live on
I turn my face, you're staring back again
Look at yourself and live again
If you don't change you'll be nothin'
So look at yourself and live again
I turn my face, you're staring back again
Walk that crooked line,
I see you try to beat the one step
Into the middle of the circle,
Try and try you ask me to answer,
All the time I gave you a reason,
(Why?)
You want me to show you,
(Why?)
Ask again,
Ask again,
(Then you'll see)
Why, I wanna feel the same as you,
(Ask again)
(Ask again)
(And I'll show you)
The circle's broken down,
(I don't care if you blame me)
I don't care if you hate me,
I don't care if you trust me,
I don't care if you blame me,
(Now the circle is broken)
(Ahhhhh, I can feel you)
Scream at the thought of my name,
(Stop)
Walking around talking shit again,
Will you remember my face when,
(I reach out and touch you)
(You'll know)
Why, I'll never be the same as you
(Ask again)
(Is it in you fuck?)
The circle's broken down,
(I don't care if you blame me)
I don't care if you hate me,
I don't care if you trust me,
I don't care if you blame me,
(Now the circle is broken)
(Ahhhh, Now it's my turn)
The circle's broken down,
(The circle is broken)
I don't care if you hate me,
I don't care if you trust me,
(Next)
I don't care if you blame me,
Feeling days with empty space
Wasting my time I've shown I've grown
The lies have caught up there's nothing left
To show
Where did we go wrong?
I never had a chance to know you
Where did we go?
I never had a chance at al
L to know you
Staring in the face of a broken dream
(stand em up stand em up)
Knocking down all my shame
To save my name
I'm tired of seeing and sick of being on a living lie
(knocking down knocking down)
All the shots at my dream so I can breathe
Ask forgiveness but don't say please
Taste the shame that I've always known
Drown yourself in your own obscurity
Where did we go wrong?
I never had a chance to know you
Where did we go?
I never had a chance at all
To know you
Staring in the face of a broken dream
(stand em up stand em up)
Knocking down all my shame to save my name
I'm tired of seeing and sick of being on a living lie
(knocking down knocking down)
All the shots at my dream so I can breathe
Wait a sec I thought you said you had me pegged
Instead your left reeling from the smack
I swore I'd give to you if I could have
Just one fucking chance I'd convince you why
Staring in the face of a broken dream
(stand em up stand em up)
Knocking down all my shame to save my name
I'm tired of seeing and sick of being on a living lie
(knocking down knocking down)
All the shots at my dream so I can breathe
Staring in the face of a broken dream
Knocking down all my shame to save my name
I'm tired of seeing and sick of being on a living lie
Knocking down all the shots at my dream
I remember praying with you, yeah yeah
I remember praying with you
Feeling alone and I'm by myself
I can't find no help
Thinking of you it drives me crazy
I got a feeling of lazy, yeah
So much frustration built inside of me
It's killing me, oh
What am I to do? I can't lose you
Who do you pray to?
Who do you pray to?
Who do you pray to?
This is my prayer for you all
This is my prayer for you all
I stand all alone looking at my shoes
And making me think of you
Like my daddy said, "Boy be brave
Don't let them take you, no"
What can I do? I think I'm losing you
This is my prayer for you all
This is my prayer for you all
This is my prayer for you all
This is my prayer for you all, hey yeah
It's all I need, all I want
(This is my prayer for you all)
I remember praying with you, yeah, yeah
I remember praying with you, oh, yeah
Oh you left me, you're gone, you're gone, you're gone
What did you expect?
Fools often sometimes forget
Who really knows what's the truth
Often dignified
How funny changing the tide
Feels like you already knew
(Praise) like the devil
(Connect) you would never
(Sick Man) running circles
Feels like you already knew
(Praise) like the devil
(Connect) you would never
(Sick Man) running circles
Feels like you already knew
Save you
I would never
Deny you
Even though your hate for me is strong
(See) I'm not what you
(Think) I'm the one who'll
(Be) what you never
Thought would be nothin' and now
(AFRAID TO OPEN UP YOUR EYES)
And now you realize
Always you lived in a dream
How would it feel if you could
See past the lies
Oblivious to all of my cries
So you slick at a cheap edge
You're in trouble with the chain snatch
Lord knows what I'd like to do to you
Put your fucking head in the sand
And I'll be waiting here for you
Run away, run away
Coward
Run away, run away
Point the fucking gun at my head
I don't know what to do with it
But I know what I should do with it now
Point the fucking gun at my head
I don't know what to do with it
But I know what I should do with it now
Coward
Been running games, it's the last net
Soon, you'll be amazed, it's your last breath
Don't know what to say
Won't know what to do, your time's gone
Your fucking heads are out of the sand
And guess who's waiting there for you
Run away, run away
Run away, run away
Coward
Run away, run away
Coward
Run away, run away
Point the fucking gun at my head
I don't know what to do with it
But I know what I should do with it now
Point the fucking gun at my head
I don't know what to do with it
But I know what I should do with it now
Run away, run away
Run away, run away
Coward
Run away, run away
Coward
Run away, run away
Point the fucking gun at my head
I don't know what to do with it
But I know what I should do with it now
Point the fucking gun at my head
I don't know what to do with it
But I know what I should do with it now
Pleased to meet the mother fucker
With the first slug. Expect the best,
But you see the glass as half empty!
Your looking for a sacrificial lamb.
(I know your secrets!)
Try not to miss the warnings, you
Know you have to own up
For yourself this time, the answers inside.
Karma has come to take a payment
From your rest now. Your second guessing
Has you beaten down, its all empty.
The misery that company brought to you.
(I still fucking hate it!)
Try not to miss the warnings,
You know you have to own up
For yourself this time, the answers inside.
Your scared of the change thats coming.
You know you better hold onto yourself this time,
The answers on the inside.
(Here comes the pay back!)
You think you know it all, but its my
Turn to tell you what i see.
(I know your secrets!)
Try not to miss the warnings,
You know you have to own up for yourself
this time, the answers one the inside.
Your scared of the change thats coming.
You know you better hold onto yourself
(instrumental)
Stuck in my bedroom with nothing
But a voice in my head
Once my feeling was dead set
(I watch my will begin to fade)
What did you say am I restless
What can I do to relieve it
As my mind just melts away
Once I say - I can't be saved
No more change
I dodge the grave almost every day
One single life needs not to die
For such a cheap price
For one last flight
God save the child who lives like a whore
(I made it through yesterday)
Once I say - I can't be saved
No more change
I dodge the grave almost every day
(Liar)
Now my mind is at standstill
As I breathe to get away
Twice my feeling was dead set
(I watched my life begin to change)
What can I do to remove this
What can you do to relieve it
As my mind just melts away
One single life needs not to die
For such a cheap price
For one last flight
God save the child who lives like a whore
(I made it through yesterday)
One single life needs not to die
For such a cheap price
For one last flight
Walkin tall you stand up all alone
With hand and fist I stand up for my own
The only - thing you're gonna do is fall
So watch your shit you think you own it all
(not knowing I) got my grip on you
(it's time to show me)
What's up inside you that makes you click for
Hate - you'll never find a way to stop me
What makes you click for hate
You left me with no choice in comin
(watch how I blow through you)
I'll take the blame that's all you have to give
So keep your shame and hide it from the
Ones you lied to go wipe your face and start to crawl
And if you get up I'll be there and you'll (start falling)
(I) got my grip on you
(why don't you show me)
What's up inside you that makes you click for
Hate
(watch how I blow through you)
You can't stop me
(I will never fall)
You show me
Nothing at all (nothing at all)
I got my grip on you
(look on the inside)
Blame is all you have to give
(you never told me)
What - never say what you mean
All I h ear is a scream
Never say that to me
Never say that to me
Wait - wipe that shit off your face
Let's don't stop till we bleed
The more you spit out your mouth
the less I believe
Denial seems it had to come
Relied on me to say it all
Denial has LEFT YOU ALL ALONE
I - Can all that shit that you said
Ever make any sense
Where did you run to - bitch
While I was holding my breath?
What's sacred faded into nothing
Never put that on me...
Never put that on me...
Denial seems it had to come
Relied on me to say it all
Denial has LEFT YOU ALL ALONE
DENIAL SEEMS IT HAD TO COME
Relied on me to say it all
Denial has left you all alone
Waste
DENIAL SEEMS IT HAD TO COME
Relied on me to say it all
Stick it in my face and let me see the look as I watch the lump
Slipping right down your throat
I wonder how it feels to know I had you pinned down long ago
I wanna know why it went wrong
Why can't you see it my way
The world was never revolving around you
Now it's your way
You never thought anyone would desert you now
You get to (walk alone again)
Look up at me look up at me
I took away the spoon
You gotta fend on your own
It's sad to watch you grow older
Try to change your colors
You disappointed me
I know you'll never
See it my way
The world was never revolving around you
Now it's your way
You never thought anyone
Would desert you now
You get to (walk alone)
Watch the clock stop your alone
Can't you see the damage that you've done
Why can't you see it my way
The world was never revolving around you
Now it's your way
You never thought anyone would desert you
See it my way
I learned a lesson on my first day.
You were far too divine to say...
How can you hold onto a mistake?
And I told you why.
Don't defend what you didn't say.
Another taste for conflict anyway.
Pretend again who you are today,
To give a reason to contradict again.
You were foreer with a bitter mind,
And the darkness is consuming.
You talk the bullshit and you rob the blind.
Now you live a lie.
Don't defend what you didn't say.
(I got) another taste for conflict anyway.
Pretend again who you are today,
(And try) to give a reason to contradict again.
I learned a lesson on my first day.
You were far too divine.
Don't defend what you didn't say.
Another taste for conflict anyway.
Pretend again who you are today,
To give a reason to contradict again.
Don't defend what you didn't say.
(I got) another taste for conflict anyway.
Pretend again who you are today,
So much pain to ease my simple mind
No hope - I've been crucified
And no one seems to care
(Don't you feel like a bitch)
(Don't promise shit you'll never be)
(Don't you feel like a bitch)
(Don't promise shit you'll never be)
The first time I knew you lied
I ended up crucified
My hate you wear for my cross you bear
It's for me I swear
What's with you
You leech off my desire
Faceless name
So untrue you're wasting away
(Don't you feel like a,)
(Don't you feel like a,)
(Don't you feel like a shit)
So sick I can't swallow
So green I can't follow
So weak I can crumble
So we have all crumbled
Wipe my face - get up again
get up again
Wipe my face - get up again
get up again
So you think you can wander my soul
Pick me up I'm a fuck
I'm a bastard
SO WEAK I CAN CRUMBLE
SO WE HAVE ALL CRUMBLED
Wipe my face - get up again
get up again
I wish you knew how it could be
A broken soul - now you will see
I wish you knew how it could be
A broken life now you will see - with me
So sick I can't swallow
So green I can't follow
SO WEAK I CAN CRUMBLE
SO WE HAVE ALL CRUMBLED
Wipe my face - get up again
get up again
Wipe my face - get up again
Didn't You hurt yourself?
Couldn't You wash the blood away?
Didn't You love yourself?
(God, God, God, God, God, God)
Couldn't You see the truth?
Didn't You wake to see the light?
Couldn't You hear the truth?
(God, God, God, God, God, God)
God, You're so shameless
Stand up to me, I know what You'll say
God, You're so shameless
Why don't You wake up and stop all the pain?
How could You really know as Your blood flows
The damage left inside?
If You should ever see the pain in me
You'd wish it away
Didn't You hurt yourself?
Didn't You love yourself?
(God, God, God, God, God, God)
Couldn't You find yourself?
Such a shame, it's a waste of life
Couldn't You save yourself?
(God, God, God, God, God, God)
God, You're so shameless
Stand up to me, I know what You'll say
God, You're so shameless
Why don't You wake up and stop all the pain?
How could You really know as Your blood flows
The damage left inside?
If You should ever see the pain in me
You'd wish it away
How could You really know as Your blood flows
The damage left inside?
If You should ever see the pain in me
You'd wish it away
God, You're so shameless
God, You're so shameless
God, You're so shameless
Stand up to me, I know what You'll say
God, You're so shameless
Why don't You wake up and stop all the pain
How could You really know as Your blood flows
The damage left inside?
If You should ever see the pain in me
You'd wish it away
How could You really know as Your blood flows
The damage left inside?
If You should ever see the pain in me
You'd wish it away
How could You really know?
Warned, the voices I hear have warned me
The deepest lies adore you
And consume you in every way
You're giving us nothing
Decay! Cut the tongue you speak with to say
Don't believe, don't believe it
The wrong way, on a path to somewhere
Don't feed the selfish mouth of man
Born into a life that depletes me
Your empty words have burned you
And condemned you another day
Again you mean nothing
(Decay! Decay! Decay! Decay!)
Decay! Cut the tongue you speak with to say
Don't believe, don't believe it
The wrong way, on a path to somewhere
Don't feed the selfish mouth of man
Take it Away!
Decay! Cut the tongue you speak with to say
Don't believe, don't believe it
The wrong way, on a path to somewhere
Don't feed the selfish mouth of man
Decay! Cut the tongue you speak with to say
Don't believe, don't believe it
The wrong way, on a path to somewhere
Don't feed the selfish mouth of man
Scared to look ahead, instead I fold my arms, waiting
The train's arriving with the goodies I'm entitled to
All this time, I never felt I got what I deserved
Oh, what a shame
Why me? Why me?
I never take a thing for granted
I'll never be a hypocrite
What would you know?
Fly, watch your fallen sunset
I can't remember when I ever heard you say
Thank you for everything you gave, I'm so grateful
Hang on to your fallen sunset
Don't you see I'm talking, can't you wait until I'm done?
Hold on a second, here's another one you haven't heard
You think [Incomprehensible] the world will look at me
I'm [Incomprehensible]
You're feelin' sorry for yourself once again
I never take a thing for granted
I'll never be a hypocrite
Can't stand to hear you
Always takin' things for granted
You're such a hypocrite
What would you know?
Fly, watch your fallen sunset
I can't remember when I ever heard you say
Thank you for everything you gave, I'm so grateful
Fly, watch your fallen sunset
Come away with me
I'll show you the way to happiness
Then is when you'll see
The peace that'll put your mind to rest
Come with me, come with me
Ease your bad memories
You made your choice
You're so ****** up
Go fly, watch your fallen sunset
I can't remember when I ever heard you say
Thank you for everything you gave, I'm so grateful
Hang on to your fallen sunset
Impossible to reason with the thoughts in mind
To direct to forget about my pastimes
I assure you of one thing
This is something you'll never forget
In time I'm sure you'll understand
That the sound of the crack
The slap of my hand was only intended for one thing
The one thing I never had
Palms sweaty - thoughts dry
Hand fed by a broken mind
Hands shak'n - don't cry it'll all be over
And then you'll have the chance to see the hole inside
The painted picture of a wounded mind
I can never escape this
(you helped me create this hate)
(my - undying - addiction)
How were you the last to know
(you - brought - this - on - yourself)
Now you're the next in line to see
All that I've become
(confessions of hatred)
Responsible for bringing out my darkest side
I tried to hide what I feel but it's my time
To inflict all the damage
Some indescribable pain
Heart beating, last cry
Anticipating what I have in mind
Lick my lips an approach you
(with undeniable fucking hate)
(my - undying - addiction)
How were you the last to know
(you - brought - this - on - yourself)
Now you're the next in line to see
All that I've become
(confessions of hatred)
One day I'll become whole again
Till then I'll just remember
I thought you understood being misunderstood
How wrong was I to think you ever would?
One day I'll become whole again, whole again
(my undying addiction)
I never thought you'd be the last to know
(you brought this all on yourself now)
You will be the next in line to see
All that I've become
Victim till your last breath
All the hope is gone
(confessions of hatred)
One step in the dark
Touch her hand just to see
If she's all alone again
Still she hasn't seen sun
But I promise you now when she wakes
There will be none
Don't know how she gets by
Sleeps with a phone on her chest
And a bottle that's totally dry
Forgets the day I was born
But if she saw me right now
She would hold me until we both die
I could be the one who would die to
feel you breathe
I could break into a million pieces
So just run as fast as you can for me
You mean everything
I can't deny her. I'll do whatever
To stop all the bleeding that makes
her world so red
Such a delicate one
She screams so loud that I run to
hide from the sound
And I could be the one who would die
to feel you breathe
But it's too far-gone
I'm ashamed of me I look at what you've done for me I didn't listen to what I heard The voices swirling around me unscrewing me You know I let u down And that im on my own And I have noone left to help me and keep me hangin on Hangin on
Witherin' away all the time just waiting For a sign to convince me I ever had a life Sat here on the corner of the steps for too long, I realized that I let my life pass before my eyes
I'd never let you know You ever let me go Im left to fend for myself and keep my mind straight So I can move on I know u let me down Im used to strugglin' You should know that you'll always have me, you'll never be alone. You're not alone."
(screams by john) WHY CANT YOU LISTEN TO ME!
Morgan: You walk away I'm..
Witherin' away all the time just waiting For a sign to convince me I ever had a life Sat here on the corner of the steps for too long, I realized that I let my life pass before my eyes
Sittin here lookin at the time just waiting For a sign to convince me you ever had a life Sat here on the corner of the steps for too long, You realized that u let your life pass before your eyes
Hangin on Give me an answer Its been so long Now that we're alone Convince me otherwise That we ever had a life
So I can believe That time is on our side
Now we're turnin around lookin at the time, just waiting For a sign to convince us we ever had a life Sat here on the corner of the steps for too long, We realized that we let our lives pass before our eyes
Witherin away all the time just waiting Now we're turnin around lookin at the time, just waiting
Sat here on the corner of the steps too long (too long) And we let our lives pass before our eyes
So alive, so wrong Never thought it could be all gone I believe Time to let it heal And start all over again.
I find myself someday But it's all up to me I wanna be the one who's loved I can see, I believe I wanna see the one's I lost I believe I can see, now
Me up against the wall Never thought I could see But now I believe Time to break it down And start it all over again
I found myself today But it's all up to me I wanna be the one who's loved I can see, I believe I wanna see the one's I lost I believe I can see, now
So now that I can see I wanna be the one who's loved I can see I believe I wanna see the one's I lost Look at me and believe It's up to me find who's lost I believe I can see Why can't I be the one who's loved I believe I can see, now.
I AM: I'M ME WHO ARE YOU TO LOOK DOWN AT WHAT I BELIEVE? I'M ON TO YOUR THINKING AND HOW YOU DECEIVE WELL, YOU CAN'T ABUSE ME I WON'T STAND NO MORE YES, I KNOW THE REASONS YES, I KNOW THE SCORE
I AM, AND I'LL BE I WILL, YOU'LL SEE I AM, AND I'LL BE I AM: I'M ME
HOW I TRIED TO PLEASE YOU LIVE THE WAY YOU SAID DO THE THINGS THAT YOU DO LIKE THE LIVING DEAD THEN THE TRUTH IT HIT ME GOT ME OFF MY KNEES IT'S MY LIFE I'M LIVING I'LL LIVE AS I PLEASE
I AM, AND I'LL BE I WILL, YOU'LL SEE I AM, AND I'LL BE I AM: I'M ME
NOW'S THE TIME TO STAND TALL START YOUR LIFE ANEW FREEDOM LIES IN YOUR HEART NOW'S THE TIME FOR YOU
I AM, AND I'LL BE I WILL, YOU'LL SEE I AM, AND I'LL BE I AM: I'M ME I AM, I'M ME I AM, I'M ME CAN'T YOU SEE?, CAN'T YOU SEE? I'M ME, I'M ME, ME, ME, ME, ME I AM: I'M ME I AM: I'M ME CAN'T YOU SEE?, CAN'T YOU SEE? I'M ME, I'M ME, I'M ME I AM: I'M ME I AM: I'M ME CAN'T YOU SEE THAT I'M ME I'M ME, I'M ME, LOOK AT ME I AM: I'M ME I AM: I'M ME
I may have made some mistakes
That cost me more than my pride
But somewhere along the way
That part of me finally died
That part of me never tried
Some part of me still alive
Here in the bed that I made
Can't sleep 'cause my conscience
Keeps me awake, it keeps me awake
It's coming, no running away
Yeah, how bittersweet is karma
Now you've done it, you own it
Know that it's coming
Don't change for nothing
We all feel karma now
The clock never stops to breathe
The tears in the well, I cause, help me to see
There's no better place to be
Than right where you are
Until you go through the fall
Go through it all
It's coming, no running away
Yeah, how bittersweet is karma
Now you've done it you, own it
Know that it's coming but
Don't change for nothing
We all feel karma now
Yeah, how bittersweet is karma
Now you've done it, you own it
Know that it's coming
Don't change for nothing
We all feel karma now
Where do you think you can go?
Asking for help and the answer is no
What do you do when the karma gets started?
What do you think you can do?
Yeah, my karma's here, it seems
Always a step behind me
Yeah, how bittersweet is karma
Now you've done it, you own it
Know that it's coming
Don't change for nothing
We all feel karma now
How bittersweet is karma?
Now you've done it, you own it
Know that it's coming
Don't change for nothing
We all feel karma
All feel karma now
Stick it in my face and let me see the look as I watch the lump
Slipping right down your throat
I wonder how it feels to know I had you pinned down long ago
I wanna know why it went wrong
Why can't you see it my way
The world was never revolving around you
Now it's your way
You never thought anyone would desert you now
You get to (walk alone again)
Look up at me look up at me
I took away the spoon
You gotta fend on your own
It's sad to watch you grow older
Try to change your colors
You disappointed me
I know you'll never
See it my way
The world was never revolving around you
Now it's your way
You never thought anyone
Would desert you now
You get to (walk alone)
Watch the clock stop your alone
Can't you see the damage that you've done
Why can't you see it my way
The world was never revolving around you
Now it's your way
You never thought anyone would desert you
See it my way
You never thought anyone would desert you now
You can't ever accept your fate so
What's the point of asking when I know the only answer is
It's my fault you live this so called life
Where all your consequences fall on everyone else
Making everybody struggle
I'm finding it ever so clear
If I had so much to say, why was I the one to walk away?
You never found a way to change
That's why I had to walk away
I'll dig a hole so you'll have a place to
Find another way to change the story for everyone
I'm not buying the shit that you're talking
Live with your decision, consequences have come around
And it's time for you to struggle
You're finding it ever so clear
If I had so much to say, why was I the one to walk away?
You never found a way to change
That's why I had to walk away
(x4)
What was I searching for?
In God I trusted to heal all the open sores
Seeing an open door but dying inside
Before I was even born
Unlearning seeing the clock stop turning
(My conscience breaks down)
See and believe it's me now it's never over
To see and believe it's me now it's never over
Now I'm holding
Tears of guilt from inside
Still I try to love
Wrong deceived and cursed out loud
I've earned them all and I'm not proud
(My conscience breaks down) here and now
Give me a choice and stop all the noise
See and believe it's me now it's never over
To see and believe it's me now it's never over
Now you just sit back and watch me
You never helped me
You never gave me a chance
See and believe it's me now it's never over
It takes time
To heal the wound I've made along the way
If I'm blind
Open my eyes 'cause I need to see again
If I can feel again
Will you tell me now
Or wait til I'm broken down again
Save me now
I'm broken
If I bleed
My lies won't fill the emptiness inside
I just need
For something real to open up my mind
Breaking down
I'm breaking down
Breaking down
I'm breaking down
It takes time
If I can feel again
Will you tell me now
Or wait til I'm broken down again
Save me now
I'm broken
If I can feel again
Will you tell me now
Or wait til I'm broken down again
Save me now
I'm broken
It takes time
Breaking down
I'm breaking down
I remember
Almost every time I felt love
Descend down
And break away until it was gone
My every thought
Stuck inside the hell
That reminds me
That I've just given up
Weighing down my soul
the thought of it's too much
When I think about it all
Can I still find a place
Where my mind stops all the suffering?
Will I live in my disgrace
On and on?
So I see now
All I ever wanted was peace
Inside a
Mind that's always running from me
Where is the sunlight
Where's the repair?
For all the damage
I have done
Weighing down my soul
The thought of it's too much
When I think about it all
Can I still find a place
Where my mind stops all the suffering?
Will I live in my disgrace
On and on?
Weighing down my soul
Can I still find a place
Where my mind stops all the suffering?
Will I live in my disgrace
On and on?
Can I still find a place
Where my mind stops all the suffering?
Will I live in my disgrace
On and on?
Weighing down my soul
I stuck my head in the sand
Cut my face to hell
There was nothing - nothing but my life unanswered
The truth has died
And in the world you wanted to find
There was nothing - nothing but the unforgiven
Destroy all you see
Tattoo the world - change everything
Save the world for me
Tattoo the world
Do I care anymore - if there's a new beginning
The simple plan is broken
Every time it's given
I needed thrust and love but grab the hand of hate
To help me up again
To fuck me up again
Come along with me on an acid trip
I take your mind to a terminal bliss
You're bound and gagged
Ah ha ha ha
Motherfuckers I laugh
This chick that stayed with me last night
I despise all the reasons she stayed the night
I swear she screamed
She screamed so softly
Rape
Days go by the last so long
She's still tired she wants to go home
I can't let her get away
I promise one day she'll pray for me
To forgive for all I've done
It ain't easy that's what she said
I swear she screamed
She screamed so softly
Rape me
Don't make me wait
You fuckin' disgrace
I love the pain
Disgusted with myself
About what I've done
I can't imagine it'd be so much fun
It lasted so long
The trip went on and on and on
And then she said to me
Remember these words I say to me
I swear she screamed
She screamed so softly
Rape me
Don't make me wait
You fuckin' disgrace
I love the pain
Rape me
Don't make me wait
I don't wanna leave a blood stain,
I just need to try and understand.
It's always good when it's in my hands,
But it seems to hurt when someone
Tries to be alone.
I know whats wrong, I need control,
Scared to be alone.
'Cause I can be your friend,
Unless you try to be who I am.
And I will let you stand,
If you let me take control.
'Cause too much is never enough.
Never mind you got your last chance,
I can see the writing on the wall.
If you follow in my foot steps,
I can't promise anything
But you wont be alone.
I know it's wrong, I need control,
I'm scared to be alone.
(I'm scared to be alone)
'Cause I can be your friend,
Unless you try to be who I am.
And I will let you stand,
If you let me take control.
'Cause too much is never enough.
(Too much is never enough!)
(Enough!)
(Hang onto every word that I say)
Even if you hold on,
It's not enough.
But when I take control,
It's never (enough!)
Too much is never (enough!)
'Cause I can be your friend,
Unless you try to be who I am.
And I will let you stand,
If you let me take control.
'Cause too much is never enough.
Step up to me - Step up to me
You wanna be a big time player - it's not to be
Look at all the snide ass - actin like a wise ass
I'll fuck up your face and you'll never look back
So when you fall to the ground
And finally get back to reality
And no one at all is around
So tell me how does it feel to be the enemy?
Step up to me - Step up to me
Step up to me - Step up to me
You wanna be a big time player - it’s not to be
Look at your face - look at your name
It's funny you’re a loser with only yourself to blame
Cut your fucking hair now - scared of all the stare downs
You wanna be like me cause it's real
So you steal on your way to fame
Never gonna be - never gonna see
Your name in lights - you can always dream what ‘cha could've been
Clean up my shit - you look like a dick
Step to unemployment - step
Step! Step up to me – step up
Stop the man from endin' up with all the chips
So he can't promise him an only chance
To have the freedom that's been taken from me
You can try to lift your head, no
You ****** up with me, now live with the truth
Find a reason to lie, try
Seems like it hasn't been long
I've given so much, how could you hide?
You're sick with all the guilt, you're never forgiven
You try to wash it away, wash it away
Ask again, why, all the dreams I had are now left broken
Punished for a wounded past
Afraid to wake and find reality breathin'
Why has life been taken from me?
I ****** up and now I live with the truth
With no reason to lie
I feel like it hasn't been long
I'm driven to keep myself alive
You're sick with all the guilt, you're never forgiven
You'll never wash it away, wash it away
How can you live with yourself?
Seems like it hasn't been long
I've given so much, how could you hide?
[Incomprehensible] you have your freedom for leavin'
'Cause you go wash it away
I feel like it hasn't been long
I'm driven to keep myself alive
You're sick with all the guilt, you're never forgiven
I'll never wash it away, wash it away
Stop dreamin'
I erased you
From my every waking memory
I replaced you
With a vision that you won't see
Pity is a four letter word
And so is quit and so is left
But I'm right where you wanted me
Feed from the inside
Out of bitter sympathy
You want me wrong but I'm right
May I remind you
It doesn't take much time to call
Can I respect you
If a man was never there at all?
Pity is a four letter word and so is quit
I thought you knew that pity was a four letter word
And so is quit and so is left
But I'm right where you wanted me
Feed from the inside
Out of bitter sympathy
You want me wrong
But I'm right where you wanted me
Feed from the inside
Out of bitter sympathy
You want me wrong but I'm right
I replaced you with a vision that you can't see
Right where you wanted me
Feed me from the inside
Out of bitter sympathy
You want me wrong
But I'm right where you wanted me
Feed from the inside
Out of bitter sympathy
You want me wrong
But I'm out of bitter sympathy
Right where you wanted me
Seems as though you're here again
Even so this day wont end
Always a step behind me, been
Creates a vision that blinds within
If you could only see
The thought the burns inside
Gives you a feeling that you think will hurt me
A sight that burn the eyes
And you'll catch me and I know it kills you
IT KILLS YOU
Flip the switch and start again
Get the feeling every now and then
That your eyes are watching me
Creates a burning inside of me
I wish that you could feel
ALL THE SHIT THAT YOU PUT ME THROUGH
The thought that burns inside
Gives you a feeling that you think will hurt me
A sight that burns the eyes
And you'll never catch me and I know it kills you
IT KILLS YOU
Of course I saw you stumble
Always a step ahead
I coulda sworn I saw you say
Your confusing what you see
Confusing what I mean
I'll show you everything you thought you'd ever taught to me
The thought that burns inside
Gives you a feeling that you think will hurt me
A sight that burns the eyes
And you'll never catch me and I know it kills you
IT KILLS YOU
SO THINK ABOUT THIS AS YOU WALK AWAY
YOU LOST IT ALL AND NOW
IT'S COMING DOWN
IT'S COMING DOWN
Of course I saw you stumble
Always a step ahead
I coulda sworn I saw you say
Your confusing what you see
Focus on a new way
A new day has begun for me
I thought that yesterday was a bad day
So I took my time to figure it out
What's the right way to live by me
(So I'll find a reason why)
All my life I've been waiting for a chance like this
(I've seen horizons fall before me)
All my life I've been wishing for your promises
(I always thought I'd be a failure)
All my life all my life I've been here
Sorrow was the old way
I won't subdue the truth
From regrets and failure I arise
To redefine all they expected of me
In the meantime I hope you'll see
You never stood by me
(And now you know the reason)
All my life I've been waiting for a chance like this
(I've seen horizons fall before me)
All my life I've been wishing for your promises
(I always thought I'd be a failure)
Don't tell me now with a smile on your face
That you're lost...down and out
When there was nothing left in me
You can't stop fuckin' with my head
Stop fuckin' with my head
My silence you break
The smile that you fake (you fake)
There's not one thing that you can say to make it right
Unless you say "I'm leavin"
And if you're not...then please tell me why
Please tell me why you can't
Save face
Say it to my face
Can I take all the filth in your head
All the words that you said (that you said)
And throw it away (throw it out)
You can't stop fuckin' with my head
Stop fuckin' with my head
My silence you break
The smile that you take away
There's not one thing that you can say to make it right
Unless you say "I'm leavin"
And if you're not...then please tell me why
Please tell me why you can't
That shit you're talkin' don't mean nothing to me anymore
Limp dick...you fuck stick...let's settle the score
Run and hide you know I'll find you anywhere
Motherfucker...two faced prick with hell to pay
What's real is real...it's time to step up to the plate again
Swing batter-batter, swing batter-batter, swing...
What's real is real...it's time to step up to the plate again
Swing batter-batter...fucked me for the last time!
Just take a swing...
C'mon...you should've taken that swing...
Just take your swing...
There's not one thing that you can say to make it right
Unless you say "I'm leavin"
And if you're not...then please tell me why
Please tell me why you can't
Swing...just take your swing...fuck you!
Just take your swing...
You can't stop fuckin' with my head
What did you expect?
Fools often sometimes forget
Who really knows what's the truth
Often dignified
How funny changing the tide
Feels like you already knew
(Praise) like the devil
(Connect) you would never
(Sick Man) running circles
Feels like you already knew
(Praise) like the devil
(Connect) you would never
(Sick Man) running circles
Feels like you already knew
Save you
I would never
Deny you
Even though your hate for me is strong
(See) I'm not what you
(Think) I'm the one who'll
(Be) what you never
Thought would be nothin' and now
(AFRAID TO OPEN UP YOUR EYES)
And now you realize
Always you lived in a dream
How would it feel if you could
See past the lies
Oblivious to all of my cries
No hope when I knew that you could
Another? day dreaming of a crowdless face
Need ya lover just to feel you hand in mine
Holds me over
I remember times always felt like this
I'd never thought I'd ever see the end in sight
When life is over.
I don't know. if i know. which way to go.
One day. One life. One love I won't deny.
We pray and we lie. One curse that never dies.
Surrender your mind. And pray to God before you die.
One day and one life.
Here I am and I can't complain.
Inside this struggle I see our worlds collide.
Ya... It doesn't matter.
Can't depend on life ever making sense.
It's hard to say when I'm running out of time.
Ya... It's almost over
I don't know. if i know. which way to go.
One day. One life. One love I won't deny.
We pray and we lie. One curse that never dies.
Surrender your mind. And pray to God before you die.
One day and one life.
I don't know... if I know when that day will come.
The blessing and the curses are not afraid to go
I don't know when I'll go...
I don't know when I'll go...
Nooooo.
One day. One life. One love I won't deny.
We pray and we lie. One curse that never dies.
Surrender your mind. And pray to God before you die.
One day and one life.
WAKE UP TO ANOTHER DAY
SEEMS LIKE TODAY WAS YESTERDAY
LOOKIN AT YOU MAKES ME
FEEL LIKE I HAVE TO SCREAM
TO BE HEARD AGAIN
I CRUMBLE BEFORE YA
JUST TO GET THE SAME REACTION ONCE AGAIN
HOW DID IT GET TO BE
THE REASONS IN FRONT OF ME
YOU CAN'T STAND THE SIGHT OF ME
WHY DON'T YOU GO
THE THOUGHT OF LOSING YOU IS HERE AGAIN
I'LL NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN
I PUSH THE RED LIGHT
SPEED THROUGH THE WARNING
LEFT ME WITH NOTHING BUT THE SAME AGAIN
I HEARD THE GRASS WAS GREENER ON THE OTHER SIDE
SO YOU LIED
I HOPE I SEE YOU
WILL YOU REMEMBER
THE SHIT YOU PUT ME THROUGH
WHAT CAN I DO FOR YOU
ALL THE BLEEDING STARTS THE HEALIN'
HOW DID IT GET TO BE
THE REASONS IN FRONT OF ME
YOU CAN'T STAND THE SIGHT OF ME LOOK AT ME
THE THOUGHT OF LOSING YOU IS HERE AGAIN
I'LL NEVER BE THE SAME THIS IS THE END
SO LONG, SO LONG, SO LONG
THE THOUGHT OF LOSING YOU IS HERE AGAIN
I'LL NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN
I STAND WASHIN OFF MY HANDS AGAIN
THE END THE END OF OUR LIFE AS WE KNEW IT
THE THOUGHT OF LOSING YOU IS HERE AGAIN
I'LL NEVER BE THE SAME THIS IS THE END
SO LONG, SO LONG, SO LONG
THE THOUGHT OF LOSING YOU IS HERE AGAIN
I'LL NEVER BE THE SAME THIS IS THE END
SO LONG, SO LONG, SO LONG
IT WEN'T ON AND ON AND ON
WILL MY LIFE STILL HAVE A MEANING
HOW COULD YOU THROW IT ALL AWAY AGAIN
I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN THIS TIME WOULD COME
I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN THIS TIME WOULD COME
NOW I'LL NEVER BE THE SAME
Welcome to a world
Of eternal shame
Where everything you do is judged by a stupid
(f***-up)
and you're expecting a reason why
But get in line punk
(Cause I've been waiting too)
How long
does it take to get an answer
to fucking questions
I always wanted
To let you know
I don't give a shit
(Why don't you suck this...)
Mouth runnin like a coke nose
Whose dick did you have to suck
to get the manual for (this world)
and now i start to see you got that look again
And i know you like solving problems
(so riddle me this you dumb fuck)
How many licks
does it take
to get to the center
of this tootsie cock
I got a number for ya
(Two, three, crick)
How long
does it take to get an answer
to fucking questions
I always wanted
To let you know
I don't give a shit
(Lick around the rim bitch)
How long
does it take to get an answer
to fucking questions
I always wanted
To let you know
I don't give a shit
(You suck a real good dick)
(two, three, tock)
How long
does it take to get an answer
to fucking questions
I always wanted
To let you know
I don't give a shit
(That your fucking box stinks)
How long
does it take to get an answer
to fucking questions
I always wanted
To let you know
I don't give a shit
Suck this dick
I hurt myself today,
to see if i still feel,
I focus on the pain,
the only thing thats real,
The needle tears a hole,
the old familiar sting,
try to kill it all away,
but I remember everything,
(Chorus)
What have I become,
my sweetest friend,
Everyone i know,
goes away in the end,
and you could have it all,
my empire of dirt,
I will let you down,
I will make you hurt,
I wear this crown of thorns,
upon my liars chair,
full of broken thoughts,
I cannot repair,
beneath the stains of time,
the feelings dissapear,
I am someone else,
I am still right here,
What have I become,
my sweetest friend,
Everyone I know,
goes away in the end,
and you could have it all,
my empire of dirt,
I will let you down,
I will make you hurt,
if I could start again,
a million miles away,
I will keep myself,
I would find a way,
Could I be the only one here
The one and only mistake
I don't mind the sound of your voice
But I hate the words that you say
That you say....
Could you Separate
Separate me from the sin
Is it not too late
To try and start again
Can you separate
All the darkness from my eyes
(Try to cover me
'Cause I'd rather be alone now)
Wash away the blood you spilled
And lay down in the bed that you made
(Don't mean nothin
Don't mean nothin to me)
There's nothing I could do
Nothing I could say
To pull you away
To Pull you away
Could you Separate
Separate me from the sin
Is it not and late
To try and start again
Can you separate
All the darkness from my eyes
(Try to cover me
'Cause I'd rather be alone now)
Help me
I don't think...
Don't think you can
Help me
Make this make sense to me
'Cause I'd rather be alone now
I don't think....
Don't think you can
Help me
Help me to forgive and forget
Could you Separate
Separate me from the sin
Is it not too late
To try and start again
Can you separate
All the darkness from my eyes
(Try to cover me
'Cause I'd rather be alone now)
I don't think
Don't think you can
Help me....
I'm the only one
That sings the same old song.
I know my destiny was made long ago,
I've yet to make a change.
Its time to rearrange.
I understand, it seems
I'm the last to notice,
How anybody feels.
Is it really 'cause I feel
I'm the one thats owed it.
Am I wrong? Am I wrong?
You look at me the same,
Still I feel the blame.
I was shifting my self,
Removing all the punishment
For never being wrong.
I feel life is too long.
Sometimes i know it seems
I'm the last to notice,
How anybody feels.
Is it really 'cause I feel
I'm the one thats owed it.
Am I wrong? Am I wrong?
All my pride leaves me vacant
For the sorrow i'm to blame.
But i know if i could just let go,
I could find a better way.
Only, Am I the only one?
Who thinks and breathes,
What no-one see's.
I'm the only one.
I understand, it seems I
'm the last to notice
How anybody feels.
Is it really 'cause i feel
I'm the one thats owed it.
Am I wrong? Am I wrong?
Give me just a chance,
I notice what I've done...
Whenever I feel like it's all in my mind
I can feel it
I'm talking to myself again
Whenever I hear you its so hard to find
I can feel it
I'm talking to myself again
Whenever I feel like (I can feel)
It's all (I can feel) in my mind
Whenever I hear you (I can feel)
Its so hard to find (I can feel)
Wrap your wrists when you wanna through
And ya
Pop in a clip when you wanna drop
But man make sure that the caskets' closed
So whatcha gonna say
Speak to me
Whenever oh I feel inside
Sometimes (I can feel)
I can feel
Wrap your wrists when you wanna through
And ya
Pop in a clip when you wanna drop
But man make sure that the caskets' closed
Wrap your wrists when you wanna through
And ya
Pop in a clip when you wanna drop
But man make sure that the caskets' closed
So whatcha gonna say
Speak to me
So whatcha gonna say
Express what you think it is I wanna hear
Only time will tell if you will ever see it my way
I can bring you back
If you can handle
Some roundhouse kicks from your conscience
Sit back, there's more to come
Can't you see?
It's not what you think it is
It's the story of your life
Walkin' through it, blind
Never see the answers
Running out of time
Always expecting something
It's the story of your life
All these questions point to you
Respect's something that I'll never give to you
You'll never learn until you come to grips with me
You're not the only one
Who breathes the air that's here for all to share
****ed up choice
If you think I'm gonna take this lyin' down
Step back slowly
There's no help for you here
'Cause you're the only one
Who can get you through this
It's, it's the story of your life
Walkin' through it, blind
Never see the answers
Running out of time
Always expecting something
It's the story of your life
All these questions point to you
Something you just don't understand
No respect, rejected
No acceptance, justice
Never see the answers
Running out of time
Always expecting something
It's the story of your life
All these questions point to you
Slip and give a fake
Let you feel a little stronger
My eyes wake
You think I'm rollin over
You wonder how I feel now that your under
You can't breathe can't hold it any longer
(I'll) I'll make you (suffer)
Fear is your only reason
You never thought that you'd
See me in another season
Now I feel the need to make you
(suffer)
Now you see the face of the one that took you over
You can't believe how it ended up you stumble
I'll never let you have a chance now you wonder
You can't breathe (can't hold it any longer)
Fear is your only reason
You never thought that you'd
See me in another season
Now I feel the need to make you
(suffer)
Fear is your only reason
You never thought that you'd
See me in another season
Now I feel the need to make you (take it)
(think what you want I've always seen
The shade` of your color scheme
I cut through your bullshit talk
I stomp on your fucked up walk)
(think what you want I always knew)
Fear is your only reason
You never thought that you'd
See me in another season
Now I feel the need to make you suffer
Fear is your only reason
You never thought that you'd
See me in another season
Now I feel the need to make you
Hate all the blood on my hands
And the sins that bleed from my soul
Take it all away make it
Go away
Stand up for bein' the last one to control
(But) what you can't see is bein' the last one to know
Fade into a dream
Try and save me from myself now
Save me from myself now
Fallen from the world
If I could ever breathe in the
Air maybe then I wouldn't suffocate
Face all the things that were
Real to me long ago to save my
Name I never thought it would
Tell me something cause I don't know
If that look's for me
Change your face and show me
How is it that you can sleep?
(SHOW ME THAT FACE) Bring it up to me
(SHOW ME THAT FACE) Means nothing to me
(WHY DON'T YOU TELL ME)
What you see in me
(A motherfucker without a life that's
always gettin' somethin')
What you see in me
(I GOT A LIFE - YOU GET A LIFE
AND SHOW ME SOMETHIN')
Black and white I ask this question
Twisted lies come clean
Face it. I see it. Don't wanna be it.
I hate it. I feed it.
Can't wait to see you.
(SHOW ME THAT FACE) Bring it up to me
(SHOW ME THAT FACE) Means nothing to me
Tell me something cause I don't know
If that look's for me
(A motherfucker without a life that's
always gettin' somethin')
(WHY DON'T YOU TELL ME)
What you see in me
(A motherfucker without a life that's
always gettin' somethin')
What you see in me
(I GOT A LIFE. YOU GET A LIFE
Tell me something 'cause I don't know
If that look's for me
Change your face and show me
How is it that you can sleep?
(SHOW ME THAT FACE) Bring it up to me
(SHOW ME THAT FACE) Means nothing to me
(WHY DON'T YOU TELL ME)
What you see in me
(A motherf*cker without a life that's always gettin' somethin')
What you see in me
(I GOT A LIFE -- YOU GET A LIFE AND SHOW ME SOMETHIN')
Black and white I ask this question
Twisted lies come clean
Face it I see it don't wanna be it
I hate it I feed it
Can't wait to see you again
(SHOW ME THAT FACE) Bring it up to me
(SHOW ME THAT FACE) Means nothing to me
Tell me something cause I don't know if that look's for me
What you see in me
(A motherf*cker without a life that's always gettin' somethin')
What you see in me
(I got a life you get a life and show me!)
I can go way back in my mind
This music thing was a joke
I didn't do my time
They couldn't finally bring me up
Now I do it real tough
And I'm rough
Come on I'm the terminator for all
Hurry up y'all its time to go on
I love to hate em
This is my story yo
I'm a terminator determined to end your life
I'm a terminator
Can I ever have good luck?
Seems in life, nothing
Yeah everything is so fucked up
I gotta keep going on
I will survive, I'm strong
Long time coming
Somebody catch my train
It's too late, Its driving me insane
Everybody is going somewhere else
This is my story yo,
Peace
I'm a terminator determined to end your life
I'm a terminator
I'm a terminator determined to end your life
I'm a terminator determined to end your life
I'm a terminator
I'm a terminator determined to end your life
Sickening the things that I see
Can't stop my mind from slowly wandering
Dream'n again I think you're
With me but there is where the thinking ends
Sleep time, no longer
Looks like, it's over
Took your wrist and cut it open
And now it seems I'm (throwing you over the edge)
We had a gift no one had
You never thought I'd be (cutting you open again)
Sorry the pain seems endless
Lay still, I'll soon be done with you
Till then you're left to deal with torture
I'm sure in time you've gotten use to it
Constant, controller
Your life, is over
(I'm takin pride in my work as you bleed)
Took your wrist and cut it open
And now it seems I'm (throwing you over the edge)
We had a gift no one had
You never thought I'd be (cutting you open again)
I'm left to deal with my conscience
Forgive me now
I have to finish the shit I started
Not what I wanted
Took your wrist and cut it open
And now it seems I'm (throwing you over the edge)
We had a gift no one had
You never thought I'd be (cutting you open again)
Took your wrist and cut it open
And now it seems I'm (throwing you over the edge)
We had a gift no one had
(Just move) you never were there (when I needed you)
Where were you when I needed you
(So long) look me in the eyes when I’m talking to you
You see the whites now (turn around) walk away
(You can’t help me) you never wanted too
(Soon I’ll show you) what I mean cause
(I) don’t need for you to rescue me
(From what) you believe is tearing me apart, you’ll never
(Know) how it feels to be like me
(Fuck you) I relieve you of the duty that you gave (to yourself)
(Face down) in your own shit you look up at me
In your eyes is something like pity for me
(Reach) up from the bottom lend a helpless hand
(You volunteer to be) my true savior
(You can’t help me) but if you wanted too
(I would show you) what I mean cause
(I) don’t need for you to rescue me
(From what) you believe is tearing me apart, you’ll never
(Know) do you see what I see
(Fuck you) I relieve you of the duty that you gave (to yourself)
(Face down)
(Just move) you never were there when needed you
(Face down) in your own shit you look up at me (you can’t help me)
(I) don’t need for you to rescue me
(From what) you believe is tearing me apart, you’ll never
(Know) how it feels to be like me
(Fuck you) I relieve you of the duty that you gave (to yourself)
(Step down) on the hand that keeps me down again
Will I drown again (will it ever end right now)
I feel so overwhelmed (somebody took it away)
Deafening silence breaks the walls I built around me
The guilt that feeds my soul is here surrounding
(I know now) that the man who holds me back again
Will go down again (will it ever end somehow)
This to shall pass and then (i know I'll get it back)
(Somebody took it away)
Deafening silence breaks the walls I built around me
The guilt that feeds my soul is here surrounding
Deafening silence breaks the walls I built around me
The guilt that feeds my soul is here surrounding
Silence...the silence kills me
Overwhelming...the silence kills me
Deafening silence breaks the walls I built around me
The guilt that feeds my soul is here surrounding
Deafening silence breaks the walls I built around me
The guilt that feeds my soul is here surrounding
I'll stay right here with all these familiar faces
And shut-out everyone else from the world we created
Instead of becoming the sick and twisted
I'll lose myself in a song again
And There's nothing wrong
In being far from right
Another skeleton song
Stuck in my head all night
And there's something wrong
When everything goes right
Another skeleton song
Will save my life tonight
Was it that hard - to open the door to faith
When everyone feels the same
A different face but on the same page
And I don't need something - that hurts more than nothing
So I lose myself in a song again
And There's nothing wrong
In being far from right
Another skeleton song
Stuck in my head all night
And there's something wrong
When everything goes right
Another skeleton song
Will save my life tonight
So I try my best to see
How you can relate to so much grief
Never stop forgetting why you came to be here
Everybody seems to be- crying themselves to sleep
Wake up for me and find another place to go
And There's nothing wrong
In being far from right
Another skeleton song
Stuck in my head all night
And there's something wrong
When everything goes right
Another skeleton song
I need an answer, some way to understand
This feels so convincing and a little out of hand
So tell me one thing who gave you all those scars?
That took away your innocence
You push away with everything you are, I can't take this anymore
I'm tired of breaking, I'm tired of faking
I want the world to see you sold a broken dream
You were not there for me, I was unraveling
All that we never knew that could've been me and you
But you took everything, now it's just you unraveling
So here we are now, break what's already broken
I guess I could've seen this coming if you'd been around
Let's tear the past wide open, I can't take this anymore
I'm tired of breaking, I'm tired of faking
I want the world to see you sold a broken dream
You were not there for me, I was unraveling
All that we never knew that could've been me and you
But you took everything, now it's just you unraveling
What have we become? The hopeless dramatic
I think it's over
We hope to find the truth still breathing
Can we survive the low?
I want the world to see you sold a broken dream
You were not there for me, I was unraveling
I want the world to see you sold a broken dream
You were not there for me, I was unraveling
All that we never knew that could've been me and you
But you took everything, now it's just you unraveling
Tell me something cause I don't know
If that look's for me
Change your face and show me
How is it that you can sleep?
(SHOW ME THAT FACE) Bring it up to me
(SHOW ME THAT FACE) Means nothing to me
(WHY DON'T YOU TELL ME)
What you see in me
(A motherfucker without a life that's
always gettin' somethin')
What you see in me
(I GOT A LIFE - YOU GET A LIFE
AND SHOW ME SOMETHIN')
Black and white I ask this question
Twisted lies come clean
Face it. I see it. Don't wanna be it.
I hate it. I feed it.
Can't wait to see you.
(SHOW ME THAT FACE) Bring it up to me
(SHOW ME THAT FACE) Means nothing to me
Tell me something cause I don't know
If that look's for me
(A motherfucker without a life that's
always gettin' somethin')
(WHY DON'T YOU TELL ME)
What you see in me
(A motherfucker without a life that's
always gettin' somethin')
What you see in me
(I GOT A LIFE. YOU GET A LIFE
Just sit down right here in front of me
I'll let you see
Connect your face to the fist
I'll show you what you can be
No one to hear all your cries
No one to hear you beg
Listen to me. why can't you see
You are with me
Positioned under me
Let you live
I depend
On your will
Do you see what's running through me
So I'm wrong
I'm not alone
Seems like you're scared
You're holding me back again
Confused I'll hold all your
thoughts from you
You're close to me
You hide from your own fears
Now I'll set them free
No one to hear all your cries
No one to hear you beg
Listen to me. why can't you see
You are with me
Here we all are standing here
(SLAVE ME)
Embrace me
I try so hard to stay clear (REPAY ME)
Embrace me
Slave (save me)
Save (forgive me)
Slave me (confuse me)
So glad the history is past
(YOU HATE ME)
You love me
I will not ever make fast (YOU RAPE ME)
You hate me
Slave (save me)
Save (forgive me)
Slave me (confuse me)
Another day I feel further from myself
If you could wear my shoes
Then you'll see...(I NEED A DAY TO RECREATE)
How could we feel so removed
From what could be (I NEED A DAY TO RECONNECT)
What would happen if this were gone
Would you be there for how long
Slave (save me)
Save (forgive me)
Slave me (confuse me)
Another day I feel further from myself...
Another day I feel further from myself...
If you could wear my shoes
Then you'll see...
(I NEED A DAY TO RECREATE)
How we could feel so removed
(I NEED A DAY TO RECONNECT)
From what could be
I need a day (I NEED A DAY)
I need a day (I NEED A DAY)
I need a day (I NEED A DAY TO RECREATE)
Opened up my eyes
Release me
I can't believe
This is happening to me
Born to live but sworn to die
My body is warm, my fingers are cold
I think they buried me alive
I might have found, lost my soul
As the pages of my life unfold
Opened up my eyes
Release me
Did I walk a long way?
Today is finally owned me
Twist a blunt, it's time to fly
The cough is growing
Micodots? are flowing
Oh my god, I'm ready to die
Born to die
(Born to die)
Born to die
Born to die
(Sing together)
Born to die
I can't believe
This is happening to me
Born to live but sworn to die
My body is warm, my fingers are cold
I think they buried me alive
I might have found, lost my soul
These are the pages of my life
Born to die
(Born to die)
Born to die
Born to die
(Sing together)
Stick around to see the ugly look on my face
You always come around
When my will is broken and I can barely stand on my two feet
Was it something, I said
That you can't forget but you know it's something you need
To make it all work out
But the fact still remains that you can never take back what you say
But I take back everything
I feel so empty, why'd you do this now?
When all the color left in my face is fadin' out
I won't ride that evil suicide wave
No matter what you hear me say
So why does it feel like the sun is just burned out?
So why does it feel everyone's waiting for us
To crumble and just break down?
Where's that helping hand that you pull away
Everything I'm in the back of the line
If I start to fall out on the last mile
Wash the blood off my face
I feel so empty, why'd you do this now?
The viscous circle of life, tears me up all inside
So why does it feel like the sun is just burned out?
And why does it feel everyone's waiting for us
To crumble and just break down?
So why does it feel like the sun is just burned out?
And why does it feel everyone's waiting for us
To crumble and just break down?
So why does it feel like the sun is just burned out?
And why does it feel everyone's waiting for us
To crumble and just break down?
Is this the life you made
The kind of life you fake?
Is there a point we break
Or do we sing that same old song
And hope they play along? We follow
We're well on our way now to nowhere
To nowhere
We're so far away from getting somewhere
From where getting somewhere, yeah, yeah, oh
Please stop the broken record
Your worthless effort
That makes you feel like God
So play that song
And watch it all go wrong
Where do we search to find the honesty
In a world so fucked up and bleeding?
Knowing we will follow
We're well on our way now to nowhere
To nowhere
We're so far away from getting somewhere
Close to anything at all
At all, at all, at all, at all, yeah
We're well on our way now to nowhere
On our way
We're so far away from getting somewhere
From where getting somewhere
We're well on our way now to nowhere
To nowhere
We're so far away from getting somewhere
WAIT...CONTAIN ME AROUND
ONLY TO...I SPIT!!!
Step on my disease -
so nice to see me bleed
Step on my disease - I cannot contain
SLOW IT DOWN...I'M so winded
I've fallen down...again
Taste numb of my teeth
Forever makes me...sick!!
Step on my disease -
so nice to see me bleed
Step on my disease - I cannot contain
SLOW IT DOWN...I'M so winded
I've fallen down...again
I follow the walking dead
Now that you found out
- somewhat about me
I wonder how long it will be before
you leave
SLOW IT DOWN - I'M so winded -
SLOW IT DOWN
I've fallen down...again
SLOW IT DOWN - I'm so winded
- So end it
I've fallen down...again I follow the walking dead
SPIT!!
Slow down Slow down
I lived a life with no regrets till you came around
(your lost I'm found)
You had a hold on me
But now it's slippin away
You used me
Never would I thought you'd try to
Lie and deceive me
I'm sure you thought I'd be easy
(you had a chance but now there's nothing
That you can call your own)
Why does it feel like
I have been the only one
Who stopped and swam
(Up the river)
If everything you said to me was a lie then
I really think (that I beg to differ)
No time I'm gone
You had your chance now let me show you the way around
(your loss mine now)
I let you call it once
You'll never do it again
You fooled me
Once and then you should have figured
Now there's just one space
That you can fill but it's empty
(you'll never find a place that you can call your own now)
Why does it feel like
I have been the only one
Who stopped and swam
(Up the river)
If everything you said to me was a lie then
I really think (that I beg to differ)
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
(I don't fuckin understand why)
You used me
Never would I thought you'd try to lie and deceive me
I'm sure you thought I'd be easy
Why does it feel like
I have been the only one
Who stopped and swam
(Up the river)
If everything you said to me was a lie then
I really think (that I beg to differ)
This is the last time I will talk to you
I feel like I'm in a blocked state of mind
Am I getting through
I'm on a free fall
So hard
Hard for me to shine
Been so long
If you look real closely
You can see right through
The pain I created
I'm putting us through
I'm on a free fall
So hard
Hard for me to shine
Been so long
To find
Try and find myself
Hardest thing I've ever done
To find
Try and find myself
I'm on a free fall
Lookin out the window of pain
I see clearly now your face
Something so pure
Something I'm sure will be lost
I'm staring at the shadows in red
Sends me chills now
I see clearly everything except your face
I'm lonely scared to be lonely
Thought until death meant
My fears were safe within now they begin
To be lonely scared of the only
Thing I knew best so I thought I knew everything
Until now I see I'm lost and lonely
Shatters everything in my head consumes me
Blinded by one thing obsessed with the need to be loved
Screams become whispers instead assuming
I know I'm losing all the things closest to me
I'm lonely scared to be lonely
Thought until death meant
My fears were safe within
Now they begin to be lonely
Scared of the only thing I knew best
So I thought I knew everything
Until now I see I'm lost and lonely
Angels swirl around me
So now I know I'm not alone
Only scared to be lonely
Thought until death meant
My fears were safe within now they begin
To be lonely scared of the only
Thing I knew best so I thought I knew everything
200 miles per hour
That's how fast I seem to go
With the weight of the world on my
shoulders
Slow down. come and catch us all
WAIT!
Slow Down!
Take!
Slow Down!
Why can't you help me?
Slow Down!
Feel
When I'm in doubt
I need something beautiful
To fill the space we've taken up
I need something to feel real
Again before I go numb
Downward spiral. a kaleidoscope view
Is what you're seeing saying so jaded
The picture I drew
Come again. Come Again. Come Again!
Wait!
Take!
Wait!
Why can't you help me?
Wait!
Take!
Wait!
Take!
Feel when I'm in doubt
Feel when I'm in doubt
I need something beautiful
To fill the space we've taken up
I need something to feel real
Again before I go numb
Are you alive?
Are you alive?
I'm alive
When I'm in doubt
Life is changing, hey an'
I can't go on without you
Rearranging, hey an'
I will be strong
I'll stand by you
You were fighting everyday
So hard to hide the pain
I know you never said goodbye
I had so much left to say
One last song
Given to an angel's son
As soon as you were gone
As soon as you were gone
I have a new life now
She lives through you
What can I do
I feel so alone now
I pray for you
We still love you
You were fighting everyday
So hard to hide the pain
I know you never said goodbye
I had so much left to say
One last song
Given to an angel's son
As soon as you were gone
As soon as you were gone
One last song
I can't believe you're gone
Given to an angel's son
I can't believe
As soon as you were gone
Soon as you were gone
Do you Feel Like the walls come down
everwhere you stand?
Fill the void
And escape the world with something
Everytime.....Everytime
Everytime.....Everytime
Everytime the truth gets broken
I'm the one to fix it
All the hate don't mean shit
If you're not here to spit it
The fear that haunts us all
The beginning of the end (of the end)
The season is way too cold
Will we last another year (another year)
You kill yourself
Everyday you turn away
(Suffocate.....Seperate)
To face it all
Would you save us from ourselves
Save us from ourselves
Everytime the truth gets broken
I'm the one to fix it
All the hate don't mean shit
If you're not here to spit it
The fear that haunts us all
The beginning of the end (of the end)
The season is way too cold
Will we last another year (another year)
Everytime the truth gets broken
(broken....broken
broken....broken)
(Everytime.....Everytime
Everytime.....Everytime)
The fear that haunts us all
The beginning (of the end)
The season is way too cold
I for one will say
I haven't seen it all I know.
A second chance for me was
long ago so change is still.
To think about the world I took
that brought me here (WHO AM I) suppose to be
I breathe.
I bleed.
I'm here to show you all my mistake.
(ITS RIGHT HERE BESIDE YOU)
Lie next to me
and you'll see I'm the scapegoat
I'm here to tell you that
this ride's not for free.
Look at me I'm the scapegoat
What will you do about it?
Find another way
to look at life and understand that
(I CANT STOP) what's suppose to be
but I can show you what it will take
(IF YOU WOULD SHUT THE F*!K UP AND LISTEN)
Lie next to me
and you'll see I'm the scapegoat
Im here to tell you that
this ride's not for free.
Look at me I'm the scapegoat
What will you do about it? (LIE)
(SCAPEGOAT)
Lie next to me
and you'll see I'm the scapegoat
Im here to tell you that
this ride's not for free.
Look at me I'm the scapegoat
Again I try and change my ways
Something for some reason
Takes me from you again
Time nor season (SEASON)
Burnin' for a reason
Killin' myself with guilt
Gave nothin' - taking all
How my life has changed -
Was it ever sacred
Feel it...
Let it go...
I know
I know...what you...feel
Step down on the slivering snake
Rescue yourself from the prick
End it
Make it fade
Can I get a witness
Can I get a witness from this rage (RAGE)
Everyday (RAGE)
Suffocate
From the pain
What the fuck - can't believe what you said
Motherfuckers out there
Don't even know me
Gave nothin' - takin' all
How my life has changed
Feel it...
Let it go...
I know (what you said)
Step down on the slivering snake
Rescue yourself from the prick
End it, make it fade
Get up, get up, get up, get up, get up
Feel it...
Let it go...
I know
Step down on the slivering snake
Rescue yourself from the prick
Bleeding soul - I feel I'm dying
I persist - I persist - I think I'm hiding
I've lost my soul - No happiness
I FEEL SO...
Are you ashamed
- of what you've become
You call my name ---
You call my name --- I try to run
I've lost my soul --- no happiness
I FEEL SO...
What did you say? (what did you say)
I don't understand
Why I feel this way (why do I feel so...)
Bleeding soul - I feel I'm dying
I persist - I persist - I think I'm hiding
I've lost my soul - for happiness
I FEEL SO...
What did you say? (what did you say)
I don't understand
Why I feel this way
I FEEL SO...
What did you say?
I don't understand
Why I feel this way (why do I feel so...)
I've... lost... my...
What did you say? (what did you say)
I don't understand
Why I feel this way
Rockets, moon shots
Spend it all, on the have nots
Money, we make it
By the time we see it you take it
you take it
Oh, you make me wanna holler
The way they do my life
Oh, you Make me wanna holler
The way they do my life
This ain't livin', This ain't livin'
This ain't livin', This ain't livin
This ain't livin'
For sure no chance
To increase finance
Bills pile up sky high
Send that boy off to die
of to die
Oh, they Make me wanna holler
The way they do my life
Make me wanna holler
The way they do my life
This ain't livin', this ain't livin'
This ain't livin', This ain't livin'
This ain't livin', This ain't livin
This ain't livin', This ain't livin
Hang ups and let downs
Bad breaks and set backs
The natural fact is
I can't go on like this, I can't go on
The crime is increasing
Trigger happy policing
happy policing
Panic is spreading
God knows where we're heading
where we're heading
Oh, they make me wanna holler
Throw up both my hands
Oh, they make me wanna holler
Throw up both my hands
This ain't livin, this ain't livin
This ain't livin', This ain't livin
This ain't livin', This ain't livin
This ain't livin', This ain't livin
This ain't livin'
This ain't livin', This ain't livin
Voices call, they call out my name
(My name, my name)
They say I'm different
Well I'm not the same
(The same)
You say you want
To be like me
(Like me, like me)
Well boy let me tell you
You didn't know what I've seen
They say the devil
Lives in my soul
(My soul, my soul)
I promise not to let him
Take control
I'm minding my own business
I ain't doing nothing wrong
I ain't doing nothing wrong
Shadows follow
So close behind me
I look in the mirror
I don't like what I see
Oh God, can't you help me
Get out of here?
(Here, here)
I feel like I'm living
Deep in hell
I'm minding my own business
I ain't doing nothing wrong
I ain't doing nothing wrong
I'm minding my own business
I ain't doing nothing wrong
(Black)
I'm minding my own business
I ain't doing nothing wrong
I ain't doing nothing wrong
I'm minding my own business
I ain't doing nothing wrong
I'm minding, I'm minding my own
I ain't doing nothing wrong
Hold on, we try to live a dream
We lose the fight again
I take the promise I believe
And keep it close 'til the end
Collide, I'll start a war inside
Now stop, drop and cover me
My sense of peace is burning
Shutting down, I'm falling down
I can't believe it's happening to me
Can I give it all away
Just to get back to that better place
That better place today?
And I give everything away
'Til I get back to that better place
That better place today
Holding on, I suffer like a fiend
And try and face the day
I gotta say I'm a little relieved
To see you stay 'til the end
I try, I took the war inside
Then I, and pushed it out of me
My sense of peace is burning
Open now, I'm not falling out
I can't believe it's happening to me
Can I give it all away
Just to get back to that better place
That better place today?
And I give everything away
'Til I get back to that better place
That better place today
Now stop, I try
Can I give it all away
Just to get back to that better place
That better place today?
And I give everything away
'Til I get back to that better place
That better place today
And now it all remains the same
'Til I get back to that better place
(rescue me) from this mistake I'm in
Who knows the path I'll land on
(i must be dreamin) in the end nothing but solitary moments
(comin down on me)
Wash away the colors of the shame that you gave to me
So I can see again, so I can live again
Wash away the colors of the shame that you gave to me
So I can see again, so I can live again
(wash it away, release me)
(never free) I don't know what I want but I know
(i don't want this) a sleep of content I'm here
Again and always (intent on believ'n)
Wash away the colors of the shame that you gave to me
So I can see again, so I can live again
I pray the day will come when you will see
What you took from me,
From where it all began, the way I used to be
Wash away the colors of the shame that you gave to me
So I can see again, so I can live again
I pray the day will come when you will see
What you took from me,
From where it all began, the way I used to be
(wash it away - release me)
(i can't take this anymore )
I lied to myself, remembering the things said
Things you said to me, no answer for help
Empty promises were all I heard, never meant to be
Destroy me, control me, don't hold me, release me from your hands
Give me back the life you took and:
Wash away the colors of the shame that you gave to me
So I can see again, so I can live again
I pray the day will come when you will see
What you took from me,
From where it all began, the way I used to be
Wash away the colors of the shame that you gave to me
So I can see again, so I can live again
I pray the day will come when you will see
What you took from me,
From where it all began, the way I used to be
I often wonder how it came to this again
I often wonder why it had to end
I often wonder how it came to this again
I often wonder why it had to end
Forgive you just the same
I often wonder how it came to this again
Never meant to be
I often wonder why it had to end
Forgive you all the same
I often wonder how it came to this again
Never meant to be
I often wonder why it had to end
I may have made some mistakes
That cost me more than my pride
But somewhere along the way
That part of me finally died
That part of me never tried
Some part of me still alive
Here in the bed that I made
Can't sleep 'cause my conscience
Keeps me awake, it keeps me awake
It's coming, no running away
Yeah, how bittersweet is karma
Now you've done it, you own it
Know that it's coming
Don't change for nothing
We all feel karma now
The clock never stops to breathe
The tears in the well, I cause, help me to see
There's no better place to be
Than right where you are
Until you go through the fall
Go through it all
It's coming, no running away
Yeah, how bittersweet is karma
Now you've done it you, own it
Know that it's coming but
Don't change for nothing
We all feel karma now
Yeah, how bittersweet is karma
Now you've done it, you own it
Know that it's coming
Don't change for nothing
We all feel karma now
Where do you think you can go?
Asking for help and the answer is no
What do you do when the karma gets started?
What do you think you can do?
Yeah, my karma's here, it seems
Always a step behind me
Yeah, how bittersweet is karma
Now you've done it, you own it
Know that it's coming
Don't change for nothing
We all feel karma now
How bittersweet is karma?
Now you've done it, you own it
Know that it's coming
Don't change for nothing
We all feel karma
Scrape that blood off your face
Life's ripping away your failing system
Way too many searching for the quick fix
Oh life is perfect
When the thieves become desperate all around
You can't see in my world no more
Hit the daybreak
Watch your life melt away
(Watch it melt away)
Blistered and burned
Nothing's gonna be the same
Run now from the void you create
From the world that you
Blame for your existence
No one here will help
In the deep fix
And you think life is perfect
When the secrets are buried underground
You can't see in my world no more
Hit the daybreak
Watch your life melt away
(Watch it melt away)
Blistered and burned
Nothing's gonna be the same
(Come on, come on, lie again
Just lie to my face again)
You speak no more
(Eliminate! )
I see it coming
(Dead world! )
Your hate, I kill the solace
(You say! ) No more
Hit the daybreak
Watch your life melt away
(Watch it melt away)
Blistered and burned
Nothing's gonna be the same
(Come on, come on, lie again
Voices call, they call out my name, my name, my name.
Well, they say I'm different. Well I'm not the same, same.
You say you want to, ah, be like me.
Well, boy let me tell ya, you don't know what I've seen.
They say a devil lives in my soul.
I promise not to let him take control.
I'm mindin' my own business.
I ain't doin' nothin' wrong.
Shadows follow so close behind me.
I look in the mirror; I don't like what I see.
Oh, God, can't you help me get outta here, here?
I feel like I'm livin' deep in hell.
I'm mindin' my own business.
I ain't doin' nothin' wrong.
I said that,
I.. I'm mindin', I'm mindin' my own, own
I ain't doin' nothin' wrong.
I can't imagine to be like you
The pain and the suffering you put me through woah
I can't imagine to be like you
The pain and the suffering you put me through
Don't tell me
I can't imagine to be like you
All the pain and the suffering I go through
You surround yourself with evil
Every night that you have is an equal
Don't hesitate
Or you'll live in your own hell
Out of my way
You're surrounded by evil
Don't hesitate
You can get away
Out of my way
Out of my way (huh)
The dark clouds that follow you
The rainy days will always find you
You can never get away
Evil comes another day
Don't hesitate
Or you live in your own hell
Out of my way you're surrounded by evil
Don't hesitate, you can't get away
I can't imagine to be like you
The pain and the suffering you put me through woah
I can't imagine to be like you
The pain and the suffering you put me through
Step up and
I can't imagine to be like you
All the pain and the suffering I go through
You surround yourself with evil
I hope it catches you up
I can't imagine to be like you
The pain and the suffering you put me through woah
I can't imagine to be like you
The pain and the suffering you put me through
I can't imagine to be like you
The pain and the suffering you put me through WOAH!
I can't imagine to be like you