• Lyrics: play full screen play karaoke
• Realize - Topanga
• It's All Because Of You - Topanga
• I'd Rather Love You - Topanga
• Strong Love - Topanga
• The Way It Is - Topanga
• The Edge - Topanga
• Were Going Nowhere - Topanga
• Momma - Topanga
• Just Sometimes - Topanga
• Have You Ever - Topanga
• A Love So True - Topanga
• Self Hatred - Topanga
• Don't - Topanga
• It's Called Love - Topanga
• Daddys Familiar Hands - Topanga
• Simple Friends - Topanga
• So Helpless - Topanga
• Closing And Goodbye To My Father - Topanga
• For Once - Topanga
• Come Back * - Topanga
• I Am - Topanga
• Wake Up! - Topanga
• My Movie - Topanga
• Someday - Topanga
• Nothing Anymore - Topanga
• Spin - Topanga
• My Colorful Hotel - Topanga
• Whats Simple - Topanga
• The Dead Love - Topanga
• Dying Friendship - Topanga
• Flaming Turd - Topanga
• I Miss - Topanga
• Maybe - Topanga
• Too Young - Topanga
• You - Topanga

i missed you this whole weekbecause you didnt call
i missed seeing you in school
i missed you in the hall
boy i dont think you realize
how much you mean to me
thats why im tryin
right here - right now
to tell you...
YOU MEAN EVERYTHING TO ME
I CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU
YOU ARE THE AIR I BREATHE
WHAT KEEPS ME ALIVE
IM THE FLOWER, YOURE MY SEED
WHAT MADE ME BABY
PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME
boy when youre not around
all my walls break down
i want to believe this
that you feel the same way
but i need a little proof
god i get that every day
right here - right now

the days i let the pen flyi watch my hours go by
you toy with my emotions
like a ship on the ocean
the lyrics flow like water
out of my and onto the paper
most are about you
but baby i cant help it
YOURE ON MY MIND
ALL THE TIME HUNNY
YOURE ALL I THINK ABOUT
YOU LIGHT MYDARK
WARM THE COLD IN MY BONES
I CANT IMAGINE LIFE WITHOUT YOU
i get one line down
the rest come so fast
all this happens
because of you baby
its all right now
its all a week ago
its all gunna be tomorrow
forever (chorus)

everything ive ever believedive ever known, ever seen
is falling away from me
im feeling small
but love took my by teh hand
and took me to heaven
thats where i found you
I WANTED TO BREATHE
YOU GAVE ME AIR
I WANTED TIME,
AND YOU GAVE ME FOREVER
BABY YOU SET ME FREE
good bye to everything
i ever knew but wait
hello to my new world
where im never down
i want you always baby
and if i was offered anything at all
id decline - id rather love you (chorus 2x)
baby you have no idea
theres nothing i wouldnt do
for you (chorus)
everything ive ever believed
ive ever known, ever seen
is falling away from me
im feeling small
but love took my by teh hand
and took me to heaven

SOMEDAY THE WORLD WILLNO LONGER BE HERE
BUT I WANT OUR LOVE TO REMAIN
I WANT IT TO BE STRONGER
THAN ANYTHING THAT COULD
TEAR IT DOWN, BABY
baby i need you to see
were 2 perfect matches for each other
two peas in a pod
growing in the garden of love
we arent together because you dont see
that i love you and you love me
its just because shes in the picture
and she seduced you away from me
you said she wouldnt
you told me she couldnt
that you would always love me
well she did - look at us now (chorus)
it wasnt just the girl
it was your mom too
she hated me dont deny it
i know it as well as you
we were one in a million
i shouldnt say that cuz were not anymore
i need you to feel whole again
my world has come crashing down
all around me
and i was there - watching it fall
falling with it
but i couldnt do a damn thing
nothing at all (chorus)
you are the air i breathe
the reason i wake up every day
you are the water i drink
the food i eat

sometimes i sit here and i wonder whygod even bothered
creating my life
days go by
but id never take you back
not after his
YOU KNOW THIS IS
EXACTLY THE WAY IT IS
THE WAY ITS MEANT TO BE
NOT YOU AND ME
you were so nice but then you were so cruel
i know that now we can never be friends
months go by
you wont ask to be taken back
but i wouldnt anyway (chorus 2x)
sometimes i sit here and i wonder why
you were so nice but then you were so cruel
days go by

youre getting closerwith every word you say
cant you hear my crying
cant you hear me dying
youre slowly pushing me off the edge
you know it hurts me
but you go on anyway
now i wander closer to the edge alone
I MIST BE JUST A LOSER
PRETTY SOON YOU KNOW
IF YOU KEEP GOING
YOU KNOW ILL BE DEAD
LET GO OF YOUE END OF THE ROPE
IM THE ONE TAKING THAT FALL
i think its time is what you said
to move on with our lives
i think its better for us both
this way please understand
you hurt me so bad
i think im falling
down into the forever gourge
will i ever come out? (chorus 2x)
i hate you for killing me
and this scares me to say

the day that i goi know you wont be there
even though you said
you were going
its time we faced it
this is going nowhere
our relationship is
down the drain
I DONT KNOW THAT
YOU DONT KNOW THAT
WERE GOING NOWHERE
BUT SOMETIMES THE BEST THING
IS RIGHT UNDER YOUR NOSE
I THINK A COUPLE MONTHS APART
WOULD DO US BOTH WELL
EVEN THOUGH ITS BREAKING
YOUR HEART
i know where you are
emotionally - ive been there
i know how it feels to be
on your side
i know you know all about
the love we had
you know what - this isnt

momma i want you to know i love youwith all my heart i do
i need you to know ill standby you
foever whatever happens, i will
i dont understand how this could happen
what happened? im lost
i dont even believe it
its too weird - unusual
MOMMA ILL BE WITH YOU
FOREVER, FOREVER MORE
MOMMA YOURE BEAUTIFUL
YOU ALWAYS HAVE BEEN
BUT I WANT YOU TO KNOW
THAT MOMMA, I LOVE YOU
you said it runs in the family
but momma i dont understand
please help me rhgough it
and ill help you
ill give you my namd
help you up when youre down
and do the same fo rme
just like always, momma (chorus)
momma please stay with me
and ill stay with you
i still dont understand
but everything will be ok
mom, you know i care
more about you than anyone else
but i still dont understand

SOMETIMES I DONT UNDERSTANDSOMETIMES I NEED YOUR HAND
JUST TO HOLD ME UP
WHEN LIFES GOT ME DOWN
YOU'RE ALWAYS AROUND
HELPIN ME BACK UP
WHEN I NEED A SHOULDER
YOUR MY HEAD HOLDER
AND ILL CRY ON YOU
YOU TELL ME EVERYTHINGS OK
AND YOU'LL LOVE ME EVERY DAY
DONT KNOW WHAT ID DO WITHOUT YOU
im not sure if i have feelings
for you - in person not just yet
but on the phone different story
you seem so charming, so sweet
but i couldnt bring you home (chorus)
so now i ask you
what do you see in me?
i can be so coldhearted - so lifeless
so boring, immature, and rude

have you ever been so closeto your dream - your lifelong
goal
then it ran away
out of your reach?
have you ever stood in tehs shadows
and wondered what you were doing
all because you were afraid to come out
because you had nobody?
THATS WHATS GOING THROUGH MY HEAD
DREAMS FLOATING IN SHADOWS
AND I CANT HELP IT
SO I SIT BACK AND WATCH
THEM FLOAT IN FRONT OF ME
have you ever woken up in the morning
so sad you already wanted to sleep again
in the darkness of your bedroom
where you dream your dreams?
have you ever left somebody
knowing there was a tear in their eye
and as soon as you turned your back
it would fall starting an avalanche? (chorus 2x)
have you ever loved so deeply
you felt physical pain when they were away
because they were your air you need

o doth she teaches the torchesto burn bright
it seems she hangs upon
the ear of night
as a rich jewel in an ethiops ear
beauty too rich for use, for earth too dear
YEA NOISE? THEN ILL BE BRIEF
OH HAPPY DAGGER THIS IS THY SHEATH
THERE RUST AND LET ME DIE
YEA NOISE? THEN ILL BE BRIEF
OH HAPPY DAGGER THIS IS THY SHEATH
THERE RUST AND LET ME DIE
so shows a snowy dove trooping with crows
as yonder lady o're her fellows shows
the measuer done
ill watch her place of stand
and touching hers
make blessed my rude hand
did my heart love till now?
forswear it, sight!
for i never saw true beauty

well all be ok in the endand if it isnt the end
were not ok
but if were not ok
then is isnt the end
everyone should remember that
WHATEVER HAPPENS
YOU CANNOT TAKE MY LAUGHTER
MY SECURITY MY PRIDE
I WILL NOT BREAK
BECAUSE I AM STRONG
SO DONT EVEN TRY - YOU WILL FAIL
theres somethin when i look
deeply into your eyes
a fire that wont burn out
i just realized
im singing about me
and my self hatred (chorus 2x)
god i had no idea
why didnt someone tell me
i was breaking myself down
cutting my own corners short
hitting my own bumper car
messing up my own life

all the nights i stay upim waitin for your call
but i go to sleep with tears
with tears in my eyes
every might im dreaming
about you
DONT GO DONT LEAVE
JUST PUT YOUR ARMS AROUND ME
PLEASE STAY BABY
STAY CUZ I NEED YOU
every day i wake up
i hope to see your fave
and when i see you
thats just not enough
for me (chorus 2x)
every day i wake up
i hope to see your fave
and when i see you
thats just not enough
for me (chorus)
thats just not enough
for me...
on no, for me me me
every night im dreaming

i might have what you calla happy day
when im smiling all the time
and i cant stop laughing
my teeth shining
like the sun above the earth
BUT WHEN IM WITH YOU
IM ONLY ONE THING
IM HAPPIER THAN HAPPY
I THINK THERES A SPECIAL WORD
THAT MEANS WHAT I FEEL
ITS CALLED LOVE
i might have what you call
a bitchy day
when im mad and pissed all day
and i cant stop bitching
my face red with anger
like a wildfire in a forest (chorus)
i might have what you call
a sad day
when im teary all day
and i cant stop crying
my eyes full of sparkling tears

daddy i just want to let you knowwhatever happens i
wont let go
ill hold you hand
right till the end
and this i promise, ok?
IT WAS YOUR HANDS THAT GOT ME THROUGH
HOLDING YOUR HANDS SO THAT YOU KNEW
YOU ARE LOVED AND YOU ARE SAFE
NOTHING ELSE WILL HAPPEN
CUZ DADDY I LOVE YOU
you scared the hell out of me
me and momma, too
daddy im so sorry
i didnt know what to do
but i wand you to know (chorus)
momma didnt remember anything
i had to tell them for her
daddy i was so scared
they took you away
i never cried so hard (chorus)
daddy you looked so sick
in that small hospital bed
you opened your eyes - looked at me
but not a word was said
you just need to remember (chorus)
they acted like they didnt care
doctors nurses everywhere
you should have been their priority
all their tests - when would they be done
this is my promise to you (chorus)
i remember holding your hand
and later looking at my own
and i rememeber thinking
'these remind me of daddys hands'
but please dont forget (chorus 2x)
daddy i miss you
when you coming home?
those hands
familiar hands, daddy (chorus)

a friend is someonewho knows the song
buried deep in your heart
and a real friend
can sing the words to you
when you forgot how it goes
ARE WE FRIENDS
IF SO ARE WE CLOSE
IF NOT WHY NOT
MAYBE WERE NOT FRIENDS AT ALL
THATS THE WAY IT SEEMS
a simple friend
has never seen you cry
a real friend
has soggy shoulders
a simple friend
hates it when you call so late
while a real friend
asks why it took you so long (chorus)
we used to be real friends
but time took its toll
and we grew apart
i guess no were simple friends
oh how i miss you

i feel so empty insidei feel so overwhelmed
like an old tree stump
so helpless
i want to help somehow
but i cant do anything
I FEEL I CANT HELP
I CANT DO ANYTHING
I SIT BACK AND WATCH
AS YOUR HOURS FLY BY
SO HELPLESS
god betrayed us
so now hes bullshit
and theres nothing you could do
to ever make me change that
i am in the way
and i swear... (chorus 2x)
is everything ever going
to get better
are the charts going up
no, theyre bullshit

it hurts me every dayto know that you're gone
only missing outside
but youre with me all along
i have become aware
of things now changed
the past was so different
things just arent the same
its all so quiet now
so calm and serene
deep inside im boiling
but daddy i know you've seen...
THE WAY I MISS YOU SO
THE WAY I SAW YOU GO
I WAS THERE WITH YOU
ARE YOU HERE WITH ME TOO?
I FEEL YOU PRESENCE DAILY
AS THOUGH YOU NEVER LEFT
I FEEL YOU STICKING BY ME
BUT I JUST WANNA SEE YOU
now ive come to realize
this is harder than it seems
oh god i never knew this but
thats how much you mean
you make me see it as it is
and tally up my loss
why are things so complicated
but its good for my heart
to know how the world works
and see things for what they are
even though you may seem close
truth is, youre very far (chorus)
its part of life im going through
just earlier than i was meant to
i cane help it - its not my fault
it was all brought on this way
the anger sadness, and realization
coming from my heart
i know there is no one to blame
for us being apart
then the tears roll down my face
and i cant make them stop
the reason this hurts so bad

sometimes it seems as if im all alonealone on the outside
most of the time
once in a while i can soo
the light at the end
but its somebody elses tunnel
not a day goes by i dont feel secluded
like a childs broken toy
left to rot in the corner all alone
covered in spider webs and dust
old and forgotten
ONCE IN A WHILE
DONT YOU WANNA FEEL FINE
DONT YOU WANNA BE ON THE INSIDE
JUST FOR ONCE
i always come home sad and confused
ever since youve been gone
im one of them now so used
maybe i dont belong here
i just wanna go home
go back home where im me again
where life isnt such a bitch to me
what did i do to deserve this anyway? (chorus 2x)
I dont understand
can u explain it to me

im not gonna make itit you cant pull through
i need you to keep me there
to keep me strong
like you have no idea
so if you give up
i want you to know
that i will too
WHEN YOURE DONE
SO AM I
AND YOU WERE ALWAYS SO STUBBORN
I NEVER THOUGHT YOU
WOULD GIVE UP
BUT IT SEEMS LIKE
YOURE GETTING TO THAT POINT ALREADY
AND I DONT LIKE IT
WHERED U GO??
COME BACK
you are getting down
better in health
worse in thought
and you need to get out
im sure youll find the door
i just dont see what
made you go in that door

why am i so differentthan anybody else
where am i
whats my purpose in life
all my problems - this is how i deal
THIS IS ME
I THINK I KNOW
WHAT I NEED AND
I NEED LOVE
AND THE BARE NECESSITIES
THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME
i am beautiful
i am young
i am everything i need to be (chorus)
i may be sad today
but thats ok -
even though im different
im just the same
im normal and beautiful
theres nothing wrong with me
thank you for loving me (chorus 2x)
im sad and normal

those days those timeswhen i look into your eyes
and i see youre lookint into mine
i see a longing i see aneed
but it burts you so bad
you look away and i see it all
when its just us
i hear the laughter
see the love in your eyes
THEN SUDDENLY I FEEL YOU
YOU ARE HOLDING ME
THE WORLD IS RIGHT AGAIN
AND WHEN WE DANCED
I FELT US MOVE AS ONE...
THEN I WOKE UP
i see the confusion
the love and the hate
i see everything you think i cant
whoever you want
i can wait, you know it?
im just on the waiting list (chorus 2x)

you know most of my daysare pretty long
24 hours
you know most of my years
are pretty long
52 weeks
you know most of my life
is like a movie
15 years
ITS JUST LIKE A MOVIE
IM THIS KID STRUGGLING TO MAKE IT
BOTH MY PARENTS SICK WITH CANCER
DONT KNOW WHATLL HAPPEN
ALL I NEED NOW
IS MY OWN TRASHY AARTMENT
AND A CANVAS AO PAINT ON
THIS IS MY M0VIE
you know most of my songs
are pretty long
about 3 minutes
you know most of my sneezes
are pretty long
just 3 miliseconds
you know most of my school years
are pretty long
180 days (chorus)
you know most of my ancestors
lived long ago
2 centuries
but how long is long?
you may ask me
it all depends
t depends on your
perspective of life
is your glass half empty

someday the world will fall
and i know
its not my call
someday
youll be there for me
and i know
that lifes not free
ITS A CAROUSEL OF MANY ANIMALS
A BAG OF JELLY BEANS
YOU DONT KNOW WHAT YOULL GET
IF ITLL TARNISH OR WILL GLEAM
someday
all life will be gone
and i know
we arent her for long
someday
well be together
itll be forever
forever baby

i used to wake up in the morninghappy cuz of you
but now that you're gone
its not even worth doing anymore...
IT SEEMS THERES NOTHING ANYMORE
GOOD IN MY LIFE
NOTHING ANYMORE BUT PAIN
IT ALL SEEMS NEGATIVE
BUT I GUESS THATS HOW ITS
SUPPOSED TO BE
now when im not on the phone
i almost feel ok inside
but not quite
i always remeber what happened
and why you left my life
i feel sad and depressed
but i sit there and know its over
and when were on the phone
i dont know why im glad to
be with you
you killed me (chorus)
i know nothing is ever gunna happen
again between us
but theres just this small want
a penny of hope inside me
against all the money in the world
and im hoping you have it too (chorus)
i used to wake up in the morning
happy cuz of you
but now that youre gone

i called you on the phonein the middle of the night
just to hear the sound of your voice
but as i dialed teh last nimber
i hung up cuz im not your first choice
anymore
THINGS ARE SPINNING BY SO FAST
I DONT SEEM ABLE TO KEEP TRACK
WHERE IM GOIN OR WHERE IVE BEEN
I JUST WANNA GO HOME AGAIN
HOME AGAIN WHERE I FEEL FREE
HOME AGAIN WHERE I CAN SEE
WHERE EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE SHOULD BE
if the world ended today
if it all burned down
and we were the last two people left
standing on the bornt ashes
id be happy because id be with you (chorus 2x)
spin spin around

i just felt like i bared my soulshowed you everything
everything inside me
all my thoughts fears and dreams
i let you in
took off all my layers
took off my outer shell
and let you in so you could see
YOU NOW HAVE SEEN
THE REAL TRUE ME
DEEP AND DARK
IT WAS MY TRUE COLORS
THE YELLOW BLUE AND GREEN
NOW IM HOPINE ILL GET THE COURAGE
TO DO IT ONCE AGAIN
i hope you liked the real me
the real true me
im very unique
bad, do you think? i do
i hope you enjoyed your stay
in my colorful hotel
even for just a short while

i dont know about thisi dont think im ok with it
i don believe this is true
im not sure i can handle it
I CANT GO ON
IF YOURE NOT HERE
YOURE MY HAPPIEST SMILE
MY BIGGEST FEAR
NEVER KNEW WHATS TO COME
ILL TAKE IT FROM JEWEL
WHATS SIMPLE IS TRUE
I LOVE YOU
its spring anew
but as soon as spring comes
its already gone: so quick
unsuspecting
only 15 years - not enough
i wish it couldve been more (chorus)
i dont think when it happens
ill understand, ill be ok
i need a helping hand
so i can still live

i got over the feari played the game
you played it too
but nobody knew
why, it didnt work out
but the truth is
I KNOW WHY IT DIED
IT WAS MORE YOUR FAULT
50 YOURS AND 25 MINE
THE 25 JUST DIED
IT WASNT ME, NOR YOU
I PROMISE; BUT I KNOW WHO
IT WAS
you were my everything
yet my nothing
my emotional highs
and my suicidal lows
it just didnt work out
but the truth is.. (chorus 2x)
when life got me down
you brought me back up

five years agowe were just starting out
we were so young carefree
i didnt know this would come about
all the memories we shared
he meaningful talks we had
ill never forget you
if this is the end
OUR FRIENDSHIP IS SO SPECIAL
OR NOW I SHOULD SAY IT WAS
WERE SLOWLY FADING
YOURE LEAVING - WERE SPACING
AND IM NOT READY FOR IT
ALL OUR EMORIES
GOING DOWN THE DRAIN
I DONT WANT THIS AT ALL
I CANT DO ANYTHING BUT WATCH IT
HOW CAN YOU LET IT DIE??
since fifth grade - that long
we were stuck together at the hip
everyone know that - nobody had to ask
we made it pretty obvious
the laughs and out tears
even our fights - its all gone
i care - im not ready to let go

IM TORN IN THE MIDDLEHE HATES HER CUZ SHE HATES HIM
SHES MORE THAN JUST A LITTLE
BITCH I WANNA SMACK HER
i never had a boyfriend she didnt hate
at least the ones she knew about
i dont think shes straight
cuz she cant keep her clothes on
in front of me and im tired of it
but thats beside the point (chorus)
the friend and boyfriend came over one day
we made a bag of turds
thanks, chelsee, luv u babe
so we walked down to her house
with a lighter and our prize
we lit it on her porch then
hid to watch the surprise (chorus)
we forgot to ring the doorbell
the friend went back to do the deed
when she came to answer the door
she was wearin a towel and smokin weed
she had just gotten out of the shower
and was havin a litle fun
little did she know what was to come (chorus)
she opened the pink paneled door
and saw the flaming shit
she decided she should put it out
and went into a stomping fit
in the end she loses her towel
as the cheerleading squad walks by
mow miss obsessive

i miss the wonderful look in your eyesevery time i said i
love you
i miss the way you used to kiss me
light and oh, so sweet
IT STILL GETS ME DOWN
TO REMEMBER WHY
YOURE NOT AROUND ANYMORE
BUT I REMEMBER WHY
YOU LEFT MY LIFE
YOU SAID I WAS WEIGHING YOU DOWN...
i miss out perverted
late night conversatoins
till 3 in the morning
i miss the compliments
you used to give me
god you tried so hard (chorus)
i miss our long
walks in the rain
we got drenched...
i miss your blue eyes
looking deeply at me

when it thunders outside my windowi shudder to think you
heard it too
your days are long im sure
but my days theyre very blue
lately things have been changing
not in your eyes but mine
ive been starting to realize something
i may have known all the time
I THINK I MAY LIKE YOU
MAYBE MAYBE NOT
SOMETHINGS DEFINATELY CHANGED
WHILE WE WERE APART
sometimes i think the most of you
but sometimes i think the worst
maybe im using you to flirt
i just want to unfold
to let the truth be known
to me and everyone else
you may say im fickle

im not ready to go into the real worldim too young, i
need to wait
i couldnt stand being all along
all day every day
and i dont think i could get a job
then i couldnt pay my bills
id get a room mate
but im only 15
IM TOO YOUNG TO HURRY LIFE
I NEED TO TAKE IT SLOW
SAVOR EVERY MOMENT
WORRY ONLLY ABOUT TODAY
DONT NEED TO RUSH IT
NOWS THE IDEAL TIME TO START
im too young to even drive a car
too young to legally drink
shouldnt rush things
dont need then anyway
im too young to be a mother
shouldnt rush things

sometimes i dont knowwhat comes over me
ill be sitting there
not doing a damn thing
then all of a sudden
i want to kill me
i thik of you firsthand
and i want to talk to you
you help me get through it
and i need you now
as these tears roll down my face
my heart wants to explode
all this inside me
and i dont know how to cope
with the fear
I NEED YOU NOW
NOW MORE THAN EVER
IM SO LOST
IN THIS WORLD OF CONFUSION
HOW COULD I BE SO BLIND?
youre my everything
the reason i breathe
the dreams i dream
youre what keeps me going
day after day
youre my energizer bunny
and youre here to stay
i hope but im really not sure
its just when i get all down
and youre not around
i start to think
its not worth it
my life should be over
id cry my heart out
a river of tears fun down my cheeks
and at that point
i want to talk to you (chorus 2x)