Another day questioning all of the grey.
And on no sleep I question everything.
I lie awake in hopes you'll stay.
But I can't stay, no I can't stay.
Dear you, this is the hell I've been through.
Dear you, dear you, dear you
Does suicide mean you'll feel okay?
Reconnect this, is it pointless?
I was never one to say, "fuck a cold apology."
Knowing better is not for me.
When all else fails why stop?
I lie awake in hopes you'll stay.
But I can't stay, no I can't stay.
Dear you, this is the hell I've been through.
Dear you, dear you, dear you
Dear you, this is the hell I've been through.
Dear you, dear you, dear you. dear you, dear you, dear
you, dear you, dear you.
Fuck.
You never asked for me to change and all this time you
were just lying down, lying down.
You never asked for me to change and all this time you
were just lying down, lying down.
You never asked for me to change and all this time you
were just lying down, lying down.
You never asked for me to change and all this time you
So grab my arm I'm feeling weightless.
I can't keep holding my breath-
I've got a few things to say.
It took the best of me to try and write this but I kept
drawing fire and it burned up the whole page.
Next thing I knew my room went up in flames.
Knew it'd take an ocean to extinguish what my thoughts
became.
Took the best of me to even come to your place.
I can't keep holding my breath-
I've got a few things to say.
Like how I wish you were the person that I met last
May.
Days and weeks kept changing, while you kept changing
face.
I guess it's true what they say, "all the world's a
stage."
Yeah, you deserve an Emmy for the shit you put past me.
Just like every other time, I feel like I'm just lying
on your front porch.
Stepped over, disregarded-
I may as well just be another floorboard.
I pinch your arm, make sure you're still awake.
We haven't even reached the best part, stay with me.
Went from everything I loved, to everything I hate.
Don't pretend we both don't know you've just been
fucking with me.
I pinch your arm, make sure you're still awake.
We haven't even reached the best part, stay with me.
Went from everything I loved, to everything I hate.
Don't pretend we both don't know you've just been
fucking with me.
So grab my arm I'm feeling weightless, held my breath
for so long I might just float away.
So grab my arm I'm feeling weightless, held my breath
for so long I might just float away.
So grab my arm I'm feeling weightless, held my breath
for so long I might just float away.
So grab my arm I'm feeling weightless, held my breath
for so long I might just float away.
If you knew you would you even stop me?
You know I keep my problems to myself.
Is the truth too hard to swallow?
Or does it go down like a glass of water?
I can't hold off forever but I'm not sure this will
make things better for you or for me, for you or for
I pinch your arm, make sure you're still awake.
We haven't even reached the best part, stay with me.
Went from everything I loved, to everything I hate.
Don't pretend we both don't know you've just been
fucking with me.
I pinch your arm, make sure you're still awake.
We haven't even reached the best part, stay with me.
Went from everything I loved, to everything I hate.
Don't pretend we both don't know you've just been
fucking with me.
So grab my arm I'm feeling weightless, held my breath
for so long I might just float away.
So grab my arm I'm feeling weightless, held my breath
for so long I might just float away.
So grab my arm I'm feeling weightless, held my breath
for so long I might just float away.
So grab my arm I'm feeling weightless, held my breath
for so long I might just float away.
So grab my arm I'm feeling weightless, I can't keep
It feels like I'm permanently hung over
I haven't been sober for more than three days
In the last three years of my life
It feels like I'm permanently hung over
I haven't been sober for more than three days
Just say it
Just say it
Honestly, honesty was never one of your strong traits
No, not with me
It’s always lies and schemes, but it’s not hard to
believe
Deceit runs deep in family
Your apple didn’t fall too far from the tree
Yeah, you know what I mean
What gets to me is when you tell me you're not sorry
You fucked me up enough for an apology at the least
Just stick to your generational dignity
I know you well enough to see through your vanity
I can read it on your lips
Just say it, just say it
Just say it, just say it
Just like when a tree falls and no one is around
When it hits the ground, does it even make a sound?
Is it the thought that still even really counts
When you can’t even say it out loud?
Just like when a tree falls and no one is around
When it hits the ground, does it even make a sound?
Is it the thought that still even really counts
I've been reading too much
I've been thinking too much
Scientists telling us how it's bad cigarettes
And sugar is like cocaine
Should I ever feel like I have to explain myself to
anyone?
I've been reading too much
I've been thinking too much
I've been missing the way things were too much
I've been missing the way I was too much
At night I think myself to sleep
Because sometimes (Okay, more like every time)
I swore it was the last time (I just end up doing it
again)
Because sometimes (Okay, more like every time)
I swore it was the last time (I just end up doing it
again)
So just bury me in your back yard
In a box full of things you couldn't completely part
with
'Cause we both know I don't deserve this
'Cause we both know I don't deserve this
I've been smoking too much
I've been drinking too much
I've been thinking about myself too much
I've been thinking about you way too much
At night I think myself to sleep
I've been reading too much
I've been thinking too much
I've been missing the way things were too much
I've been the way I was way too much
Drive me home
I think myself to insanity
Because sometimes (Okay, more like every time)
I swore it was the last time (I just end up doing it
again)
Because sometimes (Okay, more like every time)
I swore it was the last time (I just end up doing it
again)
So just bury me in your back yard
In a box full of things you couldn't completely part
with
'Cause we both know I don't deserve this
We both know I don't deserve this
So just bury me in your back yard
In a box full of things you couldn't completely part
with
'Cause we both know I don't deserve this
We both know I don't deserve this
Wake up!
Are you dreaming?
Wake up!
Are you dreaming?
So just bury me in your back yard
In a box full of things you couldn't completely part
with
'Cause we both know that I don't deserve this
We both know that I don't deserve this
So just bury me in your back yard
In a box full of things you couldn't completely part
with
'Cause we both know that I don't deserve this
We both know that I don't deserve this
Because sometimes (Okay, more like every time)
I swore it was the last time (I just end up doing it
She called back and said, "I'm sorry, this distance
thing is getting to me-
You're getting to me."
I didn't think.
You never thought.
I didn't think.
You never thought that things would get this far.
Stumbling out my back door, climbing the stairs to your
apartment-
I hope like hell you're still awake.
Then reality halts my hope-
I dreamed the whole scenario and you're 2,000 miles
away.
I called back and said, "I'm sorry-
This distance thing is getting to me, you're getting to
me."
You flew out.
You had to leave.
I came home. I had to leave again.
Is this really getting easier?
Knocking on your front door.
The doorbell's been broken since September...irrelevant
thoughts keep my mind going astray.
Then reality halts my hope.
I'm daydreaming in Florida.
You're asleep on your couch at home.
I hope like hell you mean it when you say that I'm
worth the waits.
I hope like hell you mean it when you say that I'm
worth the waits.
I hope like hell you mean it when you say that I'm
worth the waits.
I hope like hell you mean it when you say that I'm
worth the waits.
She called back and said, "I'm sorry, this distance
thing is getting to me-
You're getting to me."
She called back and said, "I'm sorry, this distance
thing is getting to me-
I said, "You make me never wanna leave the place
That I always wanted to leave"
You said, "Maybe you weren't trying to get up and get
Just lookin' for a reason to stay"
Was I though?
I don't know
'Cause all I know is what we both know
So stay asleep
Don't watch me leave
I'd rather walk and think about it
So stay asleep
Don't watch me leave
I'd rather walk and think about you
Now I lay contemplating countdowns to the next time
I'll see you
The next time I'm goin' away
But I'm starting to think that this cycle will be okay
It's tough but it's gonna be okay
Is it though?
Yeah, I know
'Cause all you know is what we both know
So stay asleep
Don't watch me leave
I'd rather walk and think about it
So stay asleep
Don't watch me leave
I'd rather walk and think about you
So stay asleep
Don't watch me leave
I'd rather walk and think about it
So stay asleep
Don't watch me leave
I'd rather walk and think about you
So stay asleep
Don't watch me leave
I'd rather walk and think about it
So stay asleep
Don't watch me leave
I'd rather walk and think about you
So stay asleep
Don't watch me leave
I'd rather walk and think about it
So stay asleep
Don't watch me leave
Hey, I’d really like to know
Do you like the New England cold?
If I had to guess I would, I would say no
Because to me you’ve always looked a little too
beautiful
Eyes glued to your book under spring's warm sun
To be honest, I’m getting sick of it too
Snowfall and cold air just keep me further from you
Last night, I swear I felt summer under neon lights
I should have said something to you
Can I come over?
I’ve grown too tired of phone lines and computer
screens
We don’t have to keep it sober
We can just find a way to lose ourselves in sincerity
Because I can’t waste any more time wasting time
No, I can’t waste any more time wasting time
No, I can’t waste any more time wasting time
No, I can’t waste any more time wasting time
No, I can't waste any more time wasting time
See there’s some things I think you should know about
this city
And I know of a couple of places you’d, you’d probably
love to go
I’ll take you out of this worthless city into the
greenest scenery
We’ll leave behind the power lines for ocean air and
breathe easy
Just take the time I swear it’ll be worth your time
Just take the time
Can I come over?
I’ve grown too tired of phone lines and computer
screens
We don’t have to keep it sober
We can just find a way to lose ourselves in sincerity
Because I can’t waste any more time wasting time
No, I can’t waste any more time wasting time
No, I can’t waste any more time wasting time
No, I can’t waste any more time wasting time
No, I can't waste any more time wasting time
Just let it sink in
Well, I'm going crazy, crazy I've heard all the things
that I said.
I'm going crazy, maybe I can't get you out of my head.
With a knife through your heart and your eyes torn apart-
all my thoughts are not sane.
I'm saying maybe, crazy is better off for me.
With a whiskey and coke, and the hopes that you choke, as
it snows in my brain.
I'm wrecking borrowed cars and passing out at bars
Do you think that I'm still everything that you wanted?
I just like taking things too far
Trying to re-open scars
Just give me my mind back, then you won't have to deal
with it
Yeah, I'm sick?
Well maybe I am, at least according to your friends
Yeah, I hear it all
Well fuck you and fuck them I'm over it
Fuck you and fuck them
I won't even make you pick
I know who I am
Don't make me say it again
Hear it for yourself
Fuck you and fuck them I'm over it
Fuck you and fuck them I'm over this
I stole the keys to your car I'm going to drive it as
far as your gas tank can get me.
Then trade it in down at the local bar for free drinks
and cards for days.
I'll send you the address if I get around to it.
Apparently I'm sick
Well maybe I am, at least according to your friends
Yeah, I hear it all
Well fuck you and fuck them I'm over it
Fuck you and fuck them
I won't even make you pick
I know who I am
Don't make me say it again
Hear it for yourself
Fuck you and fuck them I'm over it
Fuck you and fuck them I'm over this
I'm not the one who started this
I'm just the one who ruins it
Don't think I think you can handle it
Yeah, I'm sick?
Well maybe I am, at least according to your friends
Yeah, I hear it all
Well fuck you and fuck them I'm over it
Fuck you and fuck them
I won't even make you pick
I know who I am
Don't make me say it again
Hear it for yourself
Fuck you and fuck them I'm over it
It's all a hoax, auto tune, and lack of talent
Scripted reality, does that even make sense?
I'm so sick of the songs on the radio
I'm so sick of the songs on the radio
It's more like forty ounces until belligerence
Where's the freedom in a ten song repeat trance?
I'm so sick of the songs on the radio
I'm so sick of the songs on the radio
It's cool
I can just watch celebrities get married on TV
Turn every detail of life to mockery
I'm so sick of these stupid fucking TV shows
I'm so sick of these stupid fucking TV shows
I'm really starting to hope the world ends in two-
thousand-twelve
We've collectively lost our minds
Yeah, I'll see you all in our new hell of 3D reality TV
on repeat
Of 3D reality TV on repeat
Of 3D reality TV on repeat
Of 3D reality TV on repeat
So I guess I let go
I wish my stereo would blow up
I wish everyone would grow up
Why are you listening to me?
I'm so sick of the songs on the radio
I'm so sick of the songs on the radio
So I guess I let go
I wish my stereo would blow up
I wish everyone would grow up
Why are you listening to me?
I'm so sick of the songs on the radio
I'm so sick of the songs on the radio
I'm really starting to hope the world ends in two-
thousand-twelve
We've collectively lost our minds
Yeah, I'll see you all in our new hell of 3D reality TV
on repeat
Of 3D reality TV on repeat
Of 3D reality TV on repeat
Of 3D reality TV on repeat
Of 3D reality TV on repeat
Of 3D reality TV on repeat
I’m so sick of the songs on the radio
I’m so sick of the stupid fucking TV shows
I’m so sick of the songs on the radio
I’m so sick of the stupid fucking TV shows
I’m so sick of the songs on the radio
I’m so sick of the stupid fucking TV shows
(I’m really starting to hope the world ends in two-
thousand-twelve)
I’m so sick of the songs on the radio
I’m so sick
(I’m really starting to hope the world ends in two-
We keep our heads down just on separate streets, In
different bedrooms under separate sheets. with different
headphones, we nod our heads to same beats. Sink into
different poets till the words give you the creeps.
Because the truth is it’s all been getting to me. It’s
just a little to uncanny for me to believe. So just keep
writing the same songs, send them all to me and i’ll keep
walking around this town with my heart on my sleeve.
Someday some way we’ll make this end. This is the fourth
time that I have been here today. Head stuck in the
clouds searching for something to say. We’re living
parallel lives just under different names. You just pick
up all the bad habits I have learned to evade. This is
the one, two three, fourth time that i’ve been here
today. Eyes glued to the ground searching for something
to say. Just give him four more lines, yeah than he’ll be
okay, fucked and numb to the world, but yeah who isn’t
Been burning bridges faster than paper
I'm the one who started the fire, I just don't know how
I can't wait to leave this town and never come back
I'll find new people to hate, new faces to forget
I hope you know I've been driving around in my car
Listening to the songs we used to sing along too
I don't let myself go to far
Because I'm scared I won't be back forever to show my
face
In this town we used to hate together
But I'm still not sure you can see forever in me
No, No, Not anymore
And I've been having trouble just waking up
To many nights spent drinking out and just testing out
my luck
No it's never enough
Who really cares, we'll never get caught
I don't have much left to lose except my sanity
I hope you know I've been driving around in my car
Listening to the songs we used to sing along too
I don't let myself go to far
Because I'm scared I won't be back forever to show my
face
In this town we used to hate together
But I'm still not sure you can see forever in me
No, no, not anymore
If I spread my worries out across this country I bet
I'd come home with sanity
I can use some growing out
So concentrate on concentration
I can barely breathe
If I spread my worries out across this country I bet
I'd come home with sanity
If I spread my worries out
Been burning bridges faster than paper
No, I'm the one who started the fire I'll just let it
Now I'm driving down the freeway and every single car
seems to be moving in my way.
That's the feeling I get every time I'm in direct route
towards your place.
Hell, we both know I probably won't show anyway.
What's the sense in lying? It's half the part of
trying.
Here's the best part- I'm right beside your driveway
waiting in the dark.
Hope your family's fast asleep so we don't get caught.
I miss when they still thought I wasn't bad news.
I'll take a couple shots to kill my nerves.
Or I could just drive away.
Save us both the trouble.
Save it for another day, with more lies and more
fights.
Setback further from the place we used to love.
I wish that we could just stop this cycle.
We could just stop this cycle.
Oh, what I'd give to get back every second of my life
spent driving on the mass pike.
Can't help but wish to hijack the nearest construction
crane.
Take a wrecking ball to a bridge until it falls into
the left lane.
Then seal the right lane up, a six car pile up, your
time was coming but...
Here's the best part- you're waiting there alone all
night in the dark.
The traffic turned out to be much worse than I thought.
I miss when you still thought I wasn't bad news.
I'll take a couple hits to kill my nerves.
Or I could just drive away.
Save us both the trouble.
Save it for another day, with more lies and more
fights.
Setback further from the place we used to love.
I wish that we could just stop this cycle.
Here's the best part
I had a feeling shit would go to hell from the start.
Half of me will always think you knew you'd get caught.
I think I'll always be good news for people who love
bad news.
It's my fate's sick sad truth.
Here's the best part
I had a feeling shit would go to hell from the start.
Half of me will always think you knew you'd get caught.
I think I'll always be good news for people who love
bad news.
It's my fate's...
Or I could just drive away.
Save us both the trouble.
Save it for another day, with more lies and more
fights.
Setback further from the place we used to love.
I wish that we could just stop this cycle.
Save us both the trouble, save it for another.
