You've taken all this time
But don't know where to go
With all these answers that
You can't even pretend that you know
But you will get it and somehow make it right
Don't let it get you
Don't go and make it right
You always see what they let you be
Your own ideas they leave quietly
Can't you fight?
Precious peace of mind
Not even sure of how you feel
You're nice and cozy
It's warm inside your head
You'll do it their way and you won't even notice that you're dead
You need to realize it's time to live your life
They say they care but they're longing something dry
[Chorus]
The first one there when I was lost,
He was there to help me out.
And all this time you tried so hard.
Not hard enough.
It's something you feel.
It'll help you understand.
I feel it beat inside my soul,
like a pounding knock at the door.
Heavy pressure in my head.
Your word remains when I'm dead.
Melody, energy, Your wisdom follows me.
When I feel I' m in need I see your truth.
It's something you feel.
It'll help you understand.
I feel it beat inside my soul, like a pounding knock at the door.
Heavy pressure in my head.
You thought you had it all figured out.
You had a plan for everything you would face.
What happens now when it just won't work out?
You can't run from what you've gotten into now.
But don't lose hope, it's not all over now.
It's not too late, there's still time to change.
It's not the way it has to end up.
You need someone to help pick you up.
You're gripped by fear and you start to give up.
Excuses made for all your mistakes.
Procrastination will be your end,
You're stuck where you fell.
Your past comes back to haunt you.
Things you thought you'd learned again and again didn't fit well inside your head.
The victim of a crime of the mind.
To heal, it will take more than time.
All I can do is pray that you would feel more like you did yesterday.
They don't know you like I do.
They never even tried to.
You're misunderstood.
You're feeling all left out.
I see the terrible norm is tearing you apart.
Now what can you do?
I have noticed things about myself.
It seems they never stay under the rug.
IÅ e swept them too.
I donÅ know how I have gone on for so long.
If only I could hide them someplace they would stay.
And all this time I was wrong.
You have been there everyday.
I never gave the credit that was due and hiding is not the way.
I donÅ need to focus on what has passed.
My life will not be hide and seek.
But I will seek the truth in all I do in every trial I face.
IÅ l seek the truth. IÅ l seek the truth.
I think I'm going to lose my mind
If I screw up just one more time
But as long as you're with me
I'll be alright
Seems like I gimped over every day
Don't you wish that I'd just go away
Sometimes I don't know what
But I know you're always there
I hope it never seems that I do not care for you
You know it's true
I'll always be running up aside you and
When you go be up I want to be there
I've always wanted
I've always wanted this
Open up my eyes
I wanna see your face
Cuz I know you'll be there
When nothing else stays
No matter what the time
You've always been with me
Thrown out in the cold again.
We don't have a place for you here.
You did everything shy of call me stupid.
Why not take this comfort away.
You've got everything else.
Don't worry about me, I'll be fine.
It's all right now, I've found my way.
No thanks to you I'll be o.k.
You've showed me how to mistrust.
No thanks to you I'll be o.k.
Could you come and walk with me and help me not to stray?
I need your strength to guide me.
So show me how to trust and to know faith.
I've paid a price I now,
not standing up for my beliefs.
Our families were there
And everyone we knew
Were waiting there just to see you
I waited on the side
I could not believe
That we had made it this far
Will you ever know how much
I love you
I don't think it's possible
Will you ever know how much
You mean to me
I don't think you'll ever see
I thought I would not sound
But it wasn't me
I thought I'd know just what to do
When I fully saw your face
I knew it was to be
Together forever with me
We will be
[Chorus]
You cannot break me,
how far this takes me.
My mind is racing as I play this song.
Will you walkout?
This song is played out.
This thing I'm facing will not go quietly.
Place to place,
I see you face,
keep me centered now.
Need some sleep,
your song I keep deep within my heart.
Tomorrow's at stake,
but this show won't make my love wander from my promises.
I feel better now, and I will carry this song until we are done.
Home now, nothing's better.
There's no better way to tell you how I feel than this.
Don't act so surprised,
it's been like this a long time.
Every time you turn your back on me,
it breaks my heart to think of all those times that I was there for you.
If there ever comes a time when I won't be there I hope you have some time and find someone else to abuse.
I won't be there, I'm not a fool.
I am getting tired of you.
I remember those rainy days when I stayed in.
I'd call you on the phone and try to be your friend.
But to no avail, I swore it would never happen again.
Two phone calls later and I gave it.
I'm such a sucker, why do I try so hard?
The simple things I do to prove I care for you.
I won't be there, I'm not a fool.
I am getting tired of you.
I won't let this world get me down.
And your silly games won't get me down.
I know we can talk about it.
I know we can live without it.
What makes you feel this way?
I wish I could say.
I know we can get through it.
What will it take to make it?
Does it seem that hard?
Why do I feel this way?
It happens everyday.
When will it go away?
This sickness killing me.
When will it be ok?
I know we can get through it.
What will it take to make it?
Does it seem that hard?
In the back of my mind it gets me every time.
I wish you could see the look on your face,
so disgusted with the words I say.
I'm not trying to change your mind.
Come to find, you're talking when you should be listening to yourself.
Stars in your eyes so bright,
you can't see the way down.
I'll turn the lamp on to light the way.
Watch your mouth, be careful what you say.
Your only friend might turn out to be your worst enemy.
You're wrong, you tell me.
Why can't you prove it?
It seems you're stuck deep in your ways.
You can't hear me, you're not listening.
Why do we have the same ideas?
Conflicting personalities.
We were young they say
They have got some they'll never take away
We thought we knew everything
But that never mattered much to me
Remember those times
When you felt that you'd do anything
To do something that feels right
We didn't give a say
Never ones who ever changed a thing
There were those who truly cared
And to those ones I owe everything
[Chorus]
You were young
So full of love
Don't wait
Don't take your time
Wait for nothing now
Wait for nothing now
Wait for nothing now
A softer kind of smile.
A star that holds your stare.
Everything I've ever known just blew up in the air.
Don't you hate it when every love song makes sense to you?
and time away breaks your heart in two.
I really hate it now.
They should have taught us this in school.
I really thought I was so cool.
You proved me wrong again.
I can't wait til' the next time I see you.
it's getting hard to sleep at night.
I'll pretend that it's alright.
It doesn't feel that way.
By now you probably hate this song.
It's probably best that it's not long.
I guess you proved me wrong.
When I watch you sleep
I am taken from the place I stand
Taken to a place where no cares
I never thought I could be so lucky to be with you
Always knew
Afraid it would end
When I wake up in the morning
And you are still next to me
I just thought to which I woke a dream
I can't believe it's better than I thought it could be
You'll always mean everything
And now whoa oh whoa
I don't need to worry
I am figured out whoa oh whoa
I don't need to worry
I have figured you
Take all my worries
They just don't matter to me
You take all my worries
They just don't matter to me
You take all my worries
They just don't matter to me
You take all my worries
They just don't matter to me
See me, I play all your games better than you do.
I see it as nothing new.
What would you do?
I plan my life alone.
Stumble through the unknown.
I took your hand to find out your world was upside down.
I thank you for all you gave to me and and forgive you for what you've done,
but don't ever expect from me the stupid things you've done.
I plan my life alone.
Stumble through the unknown.
I took your hand to find out your world was upside down.
On a day.
Then came to me,
a promise of something new,
a promise that you'd care for me.
Love unconditional.
Now as far as my life's concerned,
it's all in perspective.
All day long I sat here for
Again i find my way
Left or right I'll still go on
but will i see your face
[chorus]
But now is the time
We will survive
To see the light of another day
But now is the time
We will survive
To see the light of another
[chorus]
Days go by, what can I do
What can I do for you
And in the end what will there be
And how much breath of me
[chorus x3]
So what if you don't like me?
Underneath our skin we still bleed.
I can deal with your sarcasm.
It takes more than that to put me under your thumb.
You think I'll follow you down.
I'm not as dumb as you think.
You think I'll follow you down.
You'll never see me break.
You must think that you are better.
Just accept that we are all the same.
What do I do to make you hate me?
It doesn't matter,
I'll turn the other cheek.
I'm not as dumb as you think.
I won't make the same mistakes you have.
Feeble minded, black hearted.
I wont forget those summer days hangin' out with you.
Not a care in the whole world.
The nervous tension wouldn't keep me from your side.
I knew that this time I had to get it just right.
I saw you and I knew, that you were the one for me.
I saw you and I knew.
On that windy winter night I held you in my arms,
the look in your eyes took the words right from my mouth.
I could barely speak, my stomach all in knots.
Too many butterflies swallowed that night.
I saw you and I knew, that you were the one for me.
I saw you and I knew.
You saw right through me.
You leaned in, and said those words and:
I saw you and I knew, that you were the one for me.
Me, me, myself, and I.
I guess I'm scared you lied to me again.
I guess foolish as I am.
I have a weakness for you 'cause once you cared for me.
We all know that you were hurting deep inside.
We can't tell your life's regret is killing you.
we never have the time to straighten out lines between you and I and if,
if I saw you die.
I'm scared I would not cry because of what you said to me.
We all know that time is the only thing between us.
when i need to talk to you. its not what you say, its what you do. just like you don't even care. its all those little things, ohhhh that get to me. won't let them get to me. ohhhh, get to me. why can't we just have a little simple talk? but you throw dirt in my face. is our friendship that meaningless to you? i'm done asking you to stay. its all of those little things, ohhhh that get to me. won't let them get to me. ohhhh, get to me.
Sitting alone, in the rain,
one day you came and sat by me.
When I looked up,
you just smiled and said hello and I saw your pretty face.
I never knew what it would be.
I never knew you'd care for me.
When I think of how it's changed,
for better or worse,
we'll have to see.
All those times you looked at me that way.
And I know everything will be o.k.
Thinking of your smile, it hurts to see you cry.
Al those times that you were sad,
you never told me why.
I know that we are still growing,
not knowing what's to come.
What makes you think you're fooling me?
Do you think I was born yesterday?
When I look at you all that I can see is what you try to be.
Why can't you just stop acting like you care?
'Cause you don't know what you're saying.
Nothing keeps you up at night.
'Cause you don't know what you're saying,
but you think it's right.
You try to pretend that you're still my friend,
but I know you're not.
All those times you said you would be there.
Just go lie to someone else now.
I can see right through your shallow lies.
Binded hands and a restrained mouth.
Will I ever get out of this prison that I call my room?
And now I'm carried by my dreams.
As foolish as it seems, you'll never change me.
Another useless night.
I guess I'll be alright as long as you stay here.
More time not spent.
My trouble never ends.
I keep on thinking of you.
Sometimes I'm wrong.
I just wanna write you songs.
Helping my brothers out.
To learn from past mistakes,
to crawl out of the hole I dug myself.
I should have learned by now, I can't do it.
And the time it flies right past me now.
I pray that you would show me how.
You're the only one, you're my father, I'm your son.
And with your love, I'm sure it won't be long.
All I ever wanted was to feel as though you cared,
but as time has shown I see we're all too scared.
Faith in human beings never got me anywhere.
And here I stand with you.
Love is what you showed me.
The life's torn from you, there is nowhere to turn.
You're all alone, you feel hollow and empty.
Nothing you do can suppress the heartache that you feel.
The only strength you have is used to cry in misery.
Could you fill the hole you've made inside your heart,
when you can't erase your past mistakes?
They say that everything happens for a reason.
But nothing on this earth will make the sorrow go away.
Your thoughts are filled with emptiness and despair.
Time stands still the air begins to swell.
The broken hearted shadow of someone who feels left out of life.
Seems like all the stars have fallen from the sky.
All that's left is the grinning moon that's laughing at your cries.
Are you burning up down inside?
Will you ever make it through the night?
Will you ever give up this fight?
It seems so hard to pick yourself up when,
The tears come easily but you just can't seem to make them stop.
You can't stop thinking of the heartache as you break down and cry.
Are you burning up down inside?
Will you ever make it through the night?
Please do not give up this fight?
Will you be alright, when you close your eyes?
Will you be alight; when you close your eyes; when you say goodnight?
All alone.
When we were kids
We always thought we'd stay best friends
But now we're all grown up
I never thought it'd be the way it is now
All the time we had spent growing up
Not knowing who to be
Now I see that I know just how I should feel
Now it's all gone
I don't accept the memories
Of the children that we used to be in our hearts
[Chorus]
My country tis of thee, as a child I was proud.
Now I am much older, my opinion's changed by leaps and bounds.
Save the environment is what you say and lab animals die everyday.
How about the unborn in the womb that's robbed of it's life before it's born?
So don't tell me this is the home of the brave.
Tax dollars kill kids everyday.
Immorality does have a price.
The price is death to an unborn child.
By what right, do you take the things you take?
By what right, do you do what you do?
By what right, do you kill and steal?
My country tis of thee, no longer will I bow.
My faith lies in god above,
not in your government.
Stole my right to pray in school and gave the right to kill a child.
Taught morality is unnecessary.
What happened to, In god we trust?
this country is stolen property based on lies and waste.
So send your soldiers off to die.
What happened to, In god we trust?
I long to touch your face.
I haven't seen you in so long.
I'm never there when you need it most.
No matter what road you walk down on your own, I'll be there.
You won't always have to be...Alone tonight, it's alright.
I know that I'm gone.
But here now, somehow, I can feel you with me in my heart.
I need to see your face.
How has it been so long?
Out on the road you're stuck there at home.
I thought of you today, and all that you would say.
You've opened yourself up this time.
You don't know what to do, or where to go.
You wanted to be everything to someone you couldn't trust.
Is this where you want your life to go?
Here you go again,
walking down this path you've seen a thousand times before.
Here you go again,
telling yourself the same old lies you've told a thousand times before.
And know you shut yourself off.
Closed the door to reason.
It's time to take a look at your self,
through honest eyes.
Give yourself that chance.
Here you go again,
walking down this path you've seen a thousand times before.
Here you go again,
It's one in the morning but I can not sleep.
I'm thinking about you.
If you were here I know you'd make that face.
The one that makes me laugh.
Which one is that?
So I'll sing this little song for you
and hope that you know I'm thinking of you now.
So I'll sing this little song for you alone.
Alone in my room.
It's one in the morning but I can not sleep.
Lying here worried sick.
God I hope she's alright now,
I can't imagine what I'd do.
So I'm gonna say this little prayer for you
and hope that you know I'm praying for you now.
So I'll say this little prayer for you alone.
Looking into your eyes I've seen all I want to be and I don't want it to end.
If I could only put to words the way I see you.
I only know I have an angel with me now.
And when I fall asleep your all that I see.
You're in my thoughts and all of my prayers.
I wish I could mean all that you mean to me.
But I could never find the words to tell you.
And when I fall asleep your all that I see.
You're in my thoughts and all of my prayers.
I wish I could mean all that you mean to me.
And when I fall asleep your all that I see.
You're in my thoughts and all of my prayers.
I wish I could mean all that you mean to me.
How do you know
What I look for
So long
And all that time when I tried to find
Was wrong
You're always there
Every single time
Even when I'm not with you
But When I come around
It won't take long
To find my way to your embrace
You see in me
What I could be
I try
Should it be so hard for me to love?
Completely
[Chorus]
I never took the time
To see you in my life
Would there be less pain and loss?
Hoping that my eyes can help me see
I think that you would let in front of me
How could you love someone like me?
What have I done for you?
All of the times I've turned my back.
Things I did not think through.
But you still care for me in spite of what you've seen.
You shed your blood for me even though I do not deserve your grace.
You've shown your faithfulness.
Please help me do the same.
I am so thankful for my life.
I could not ask for more.
I don't want to just take up space.
I've already wasted so much time.
You shed your blood for me even though I do not deserve your grace.
You've shown your faithfulness.
does time go by?
was there a way when my love just wasn't quite enough?
was there ever a day i didn't care?
have i ever shown you otherwise?
i could not possibly love you more
but once again you've shown me i was wrong
cause everyday i see your face
your beautiful green eyes
i find i love you more
i have traveled this land
and i've seen a lot
there's nothing i've seen that could prepare
the deepest ocean
fire in the sunset
i've never seen anything like them
i saw you and they could not compare
once again you've shown me i was wrong
cause everyday i see your face
you beautiful green eyes
Does time go by?
Was there a day, when my love just wasn't quite enough?
Was there ever a day I did not care?
Have I ever shown you otherwise?
I could not possibly love you more.
But once again you've shown me I was wrong...
Cause every day I see your face, your beautiful green eyes,
I find I love you more.
I have traveled this land, and I've seen a lot.
There's nothing I've that could prepare...The deepest ocean.
The fire in the sunset.
I've never seen anything like them.
I saw you and they could not compare.
Once again you've shown me I was wrong...
Cause every day I see your face,
Now I have always wondered.
How can I stand upon your shoulders,
look around and around and round and not see a thing?
It always seemed confusing.
Your jokes are never amusing.
You can talk, talk, talk and not say a thing.
We could fall below and never make a sound.
The truth is frightening now.
Will we ever get out?
You always try to listen and for that gift I feel threatened.
By the high esteem I hold you, it hurts so much.
I wipe the dust off of my face.
It's all that's left of my dreams misplaced.
Responsibility, sensibility.
How many things have escaped you?
Could you try and show concern?
Maybe help me understand.
All your friendships are in trouble,
you're getting lost in the shuffle.
But I'll still be there,
even though things aren't the same.
I'll still be here when all is said and done.
Your personality, it wears on me.
How many times have I told you that you could be more than you try to be?
How can you laugh at all your problems?
Seems that they won't go away.
You think life's a game and everything's a joke.
I'll be there when you're not,
just like it's always been.
And I know you'll come running back,
Remember the time we raced along the coast?
To bad you can't hold it in your hand so tight.
All to soon it slips away.
Do you remember that day?
Could you ever know?
If only these words meant more.
Could you ever see?
This past six years changing faces in our lives.
If you could only see what you've meant to me.
There at all the right times.
My shoulder to cry on.
Could you ever know?
If only these words meant more.
I thought about my life, and what I've done this year.
Sometimes even to afraid to think of my fears.
I thought about that night, it was almost Christmas time.
A memory so young but not so long ago.
It seems like life just tries to pass me by.
If only I knew what to do right now.
Sometimes I seem so eager not to try.
I'll just have to wait for Christmas time.
I woke up late today, the feeling came and went away.
Anxiety that thickens every day.
So much wasted time, I've just got to clear my mind.
I'll just fall asleep and dream of Christmas time.
Can't it always be like Christmas time in memory?
I wish I could know what the future holds for me.
I think life is like a gift opened everyday.
I wish I could know:
Who are you sent from heaven just for me?
That may not be, but that's how it seems.
Why have you come into my life?
You've taken my heart.
How do you make me cry?
You say you don't believe in luck and I do agree with you.
Sometimes I really have to wonder.
I sure feel lucky when I'm next to you.
I'll never understand what you see in me.
I'm just a normal guy, plain as can be.
I really love to see you smile.
You've turned me upside down and I don't even mind.
You say you don't believe in luck and I do agree with you.
Sometimes I really have to wonder.
I have noticed things about myself.
It seems they never stay under the rug.
I've swept them too.
I don't know how I have gone on for so long.
If only I could hide them someplace they would stay.
And all this time I was wrong.
You have been there everyday.
I never gave the credit that was due and hiding is not the way.
I don't need to focus on what has passed.
My life will not be hide and seek.
But I will seek the truth in all I do in every trial I face.
Why do I do things that hurt you?
Intentions start out good, but end up twisted.
All of the time I fall away then come running back when hurt.
You open your scarred hands to catch me when I fall.
Every time it happens you're right there.
I could never repay my debt, but you don't' ask me to.
That is why I love you.
Why must my heart be so corrupt when I can't stand it?
You show your favor on me anyway.
Teach me to obey.
You open you scarred hands to catch me when I fall.
Every time it happens you're right there.
I could never repay my debt, but you don't ask me to.
Nothing can replace the way I felt when I saw you standing there, but that's not true.
There was that time you called to say hello.
A single moment in time I have to go.
You said goodbye.
I wrote a note to tell you I'd missed you since.
I've walked around this crazy town and tried to find someone like you,
just got lost along the way.
Tried to find someone that fits the hole you left inside of me,
just got lost along the way.
Wish I could get out of my mind of thoughts and into my life where I'd keep you til' the end of time.
N one could touch you no one could hurt you.
I'd like to be there when you call home,
only if you'd let me be the one.
Do you remember when we went walking hand and hand?
i hear those noises. all those familiar voices. always desturbing in the night time. when can i rest my head in peace and silence? knowing what i've done is right. false comfort is no more. will i hang my head in shame? no longer will i play this game. this time i'll get it right. this time i won't back down from this battle in my mind. you try and laugh but i don't care if i please you. go ahead and laugh some more. you think you're seperate, different from all the rest. you try but you're just like us all. false comfort is no more. will i hang my head in shame? no longer will i play this game. this time i'll get it right. this time i won't back down from this battle in my mind. false comfort is no more. will i hang my head in shame? no longer will i play this game. this time i'll get it right. this time i won't back down from this battle in my mind.
I feel far from all I know.
Feel so far from myself.
Another day. Another town. Another state.
Does it even matter now?
With nothing good to say I'm talking in my sleep.
In all the time that has gone by.
What's the lesson to be learned?
In all the time that has gone by.
Only you have stayed the same.
Sometimes I cry about the past.
All I can do is learn from my mistakes and not make the same ones twice.
I don't have the strength to do it all alone.
Thank god I'll never be.
In all the time that has gone by.
What's the lesson to be learned?
In all the time that has gone by.
Kicked in the head again today why do I have to be like this
I've wasted so much time just wondering what it is and if it's right
Why does it have to hurt so much to fight
With failure chasing at my feet I will not be afraid to dream
My hopes been loss so many times I think I'm gonna lose my mind
How many times before I get it right
Once again what can I do
I'm so sick of missing you
Down this road I've been before
All I want is to live for more
Lying in bed awake at night when will I ever fall asleep
Yet I can't seem to find the rhyme to help me finish up this line
How many times before I get it right
Once again what can I do
I'm so sick of missing you
Down this road I've been before
All I want is to live for more
I won't lie down for what I know is right
I bet it happened one too many times
Constant pressure ringing in my mind
We'll be silent tonight
Once again what can I do
I'm so sick of missing you
Down this road I've been before
All I want is to live for more
Once again what can I do
I'm so sick of missing you
Down this road I've been before
All I want is to live for more
Nothing can replace the way I felt when I saw you standing there, but that's not true.
There was that time you called to say hello.
A single moment in time I have to go.
You said goodbye.
I wrote a note to tell you I'd missed you since.
I've walked around this crazy town and tried to find someone like you,
just got lost along the way.
Tried to find someone that fits the hole you left inside of me,
just got lost along the way.
Wish I could get out of my mind of thoughts and into my life where I'd keep you til' the end of time.
N one could touch you no one could hurt you.
I'd like to be there when you call home,
only if you'd let me be the one.
Do you remember when we went walking hand and hand?
Do you remember when we thought it would never end?
You're running faster than before, but you're not trying.
High school drama doesn't leave it just changes faces.
I couldn't ask for anything more even though I'm asking you.
I couldn't ask for anything more even though I'm asking you.
What do you think?
I thing you should say something.
Silence will never tell.
Tell me when I've said too much.
Don't be afraid.
I think you are strong enough to make it.
Don't let what others say make you question your beliefs.
You couldn't ask for anything more.
You've got all that you need.
You couldn't ask for anything more.
You've got all that you need.
Listen to what you say.
Don't try to say you're sorry.
Sorry won't change a thing.
Stick to your convictions.
What do you thing?
I think you should say something.
Silence will never tell.
Tell me when I've said too much.
Don't be afraid.
I think you are strong enough to make it.
Sometimes this world seems so cruel just as if there were no rules.
I've added my fair share.
I know.
I wish I could take back the cruel things I've done,
but I won't let it drag me down.
I'm in this for the long run.
I won't let the stupid things I've done n the past get in my way.
Not just on my strength alone I've fought for so long.
It will take more than that before I give up. I have seen strong and weak give up along the way,
but that will not be the case for me.
Not tomorrow. Not today.
This world has shown me what it has to offer.
Guilt, hate, anger, and fear controls so many lives.
But I won't let it drag me down.
I'm in this for the long run.
I won't let the stupid things I've done in the past get in my way.
Not just on my strength alone I've fought for so long.
It will take more than that before I give up.
You won't see me give up.
But I won't let it drag me down.
I'm in this for the long run.
I won't let the stupid things I've done in the past get in my way.
Not just on my strength alone I've fought for so long.
It will take more than that before I give up.
I'm worn out again.
Feel the weight of the world crashing down on me.
Teach me how to let it go.
My walk has turn to a crawl.
I'm on my hands and knees.
How do I get up?
When did it get so hard to make it through a day?
When I was a child everything just went away.
And all I've learned is nothing stays the same.
I've heard all you're gonna say this time.
I guess I've kind of lost my mind.
I'll try to decide where to go from here.
Someone must have left, turned out the light.
My brain isn't working well tonight.
Where should I go from here?
I'm gonna try...To do it right...I'm gonna try let's go!
Am I gonna make it through today?
Please help me make it through today.
By now all security seems gone.
But that's ok it wont be for long.
I know I'll find my way, it just might not be today.
It seems scary but I'll love it every day.
There wont be anything standing in my way.
Where do I go from here?
I'm gonna try...To do it right...I'm gonna try...let's go!
I'm gonna make it through today?
With your help I'll make it through today.
I know I'll make it through today.
I'm gonna make it through today.
Looking at the whole picture now,
can be nerve wracking at times.
Just take it all one day at a time.
Sometimes I'll sit and think to much.
But it never gets me anywhere.
Results come from action.
So you've got to get out of your seat.
You've got to go and try.
You've got to go and try.
I'm gonna try...To do it right...I'm gonna try...let's go!
I'm gonna make it through today?
With your help I'll make it through today.
I know I'll make it through today.
Last night as I slept I saw my life slip away.
Then you were next to me.
I couldn't see your face but I knew that it was you.
Giving me a second chance.
I'll never really understand why I cannot comprehend your love and grace.
Why do I take pride in what I can't control.
How can I claim what isn't really mine.
What's the point to my ignorance?
The music that I see.
The colors in the air.
The breath in my lungs tonight.
Why do I fight with you sometimes?
So today I walk down this road again.
I understand now, some of what you said.
Sometimes I lack the strength I need.
But you come through,
every time I fail you're there to pick me up,
when I need it most.
When I've fallen hard you're there no questions asked.
You lift me up when I am down.
Please open my eyes.
Sorry it turned out like this,
I guess it's time for us to take our own separate ways.
All I can do is pray that you would make the right decisions and never lose sight of what is real.
All the time I wonder why it turned out like this.
It doesn't matter, it's in god's hands.
You're losing your grip on reality.
You don't know what's real and what is rally in your head.
You haven't learned, you never will,
When I look at all that has been given to me,
I'm so grateful for all that we've shared.
I can't imagine living life without you.
Where would I be if you didn't care?
I know I'm truly blessed to have you in my life.
I wish I could give back as much as you have given me.
You're there for me when I wake up.
You're there for me when I fall asleep.
Sometimes I don't act how I should, but you still love me.
I wish I could do more to show you my respect.
Lord I'm distracted by so many things of the world.
My eyes always stray from you,
but you are always watching over me.
I don't know how you could stand having me as your son.
I'm always so selfish and you are always so kind.
Lord, you're always there for me.
Without you I don't know what I would do.
You're always there for me,
without you I don't know what I would do.
When everything is going well I rarely stop and thank you.
But, when nothing is going tight I stop and complain to you.
She holds his hand and stares off into space.
All she knows now is how much things can change.
It's not her fault.
It's not her, no one is to blame.
It's just that regret has a way of taunting you.
I guess it's hard to hide the past,
the way she struggles to make it last.
I wanna share all I have with you.
Would it change a thing if I was with you?
A broken heart, too much has passed.
I hope someday that something lasts.
Her head hangs low, a tear is in her eye.
It's not the first time someone has made her cry.
Up goes a wall that no one can climb.
The only way in or out is through the heart.
Take your time, don't you rush a thing.
I'll be there waiting for you, never let you down again.
I wanna share all I have with you.
Would it change a thing if I was with you?
A broken heart, too much has passed.
It's Friday night.
You want to hang out with your friend's cause you've had it up to here.
School just started and you wonder to yourself,
"Where did my summer go?"
But it will be all right tonight because...It's Friday night.
Let's go. Let's all have some fun tonight.
All right. Here we go. Here we go tonight.
It's Monday again and it feels like it never ends.
Where did your life go?
Did you forget what it was like?
This week is way too slow, it'll never end.
When will it go?
You've made it through the week, and now you feel just fine.
There'll be no nervous breakdown tonight because:It's Friday night.
Let's go. Let's all have some fun tonight.
All right. Here we go. Here we go tonight.
It doesn't matter where we go or what we do.
Let's just do it now.
Go to the Gas N Sip, and hang out there all night.
You are so special to me.
You bring so much joy to my life.
I can't imagine what it would be like if you were not around.
Only by the grace of god can I enjoy your precious friendship.
How was I so blessed?
How was I so blessed?
You mean more than the world to me.
You've shown there is more to life than greed through all you've given me.
I'll try my best to always be there for you cause that is what you've done for me.
It won't always be easy.
Sometimes it's give and take,
What they say never really mattered to me.
I've been wrong.
Open the door, time to move on.
What has changed?
Same old story with a new name.
I'm not scared, I've been here before.
I guess I thought you'de be there, I swear it.
This is the last time that I close my eyes to it.
Never again will we be what we were.
Maybe I'll just walk away.
Time thrown away, I didn't use it anyway.
Been here for so long, now it's time to move on.
Read between the lines, I can't make up my mind.
Was this what we planned?
Mercury falls, forgot how much I hate the fall.
Still sitting by the phone, I hope that you don't call.
It's alright now we'll make it somehow.
You'd think we'd learned by now.
Well, I guess it goes to show.
Youre the answer to all my prayers, I swear it.
This is the last time that I close my eyes to it.
Never again will we be what we were.
I'm so addicted to the loving that you're feeding to me
Can't do without it, this feeling's got me weak in the knees
Body's in withdrawal every time you take it away
Can't you hear me callin'? Begging you to come out and play?
So baby, come to me
Show me who you are
Sweet to me like sugar to my heart
I'm craving for you, I'm missing you like candy
Sweet, sweet loving got me going to the extreme
Won't go without it, this vibe has got a hold on me
Satisfying baby, let me show you what I'm made of
No doubt about it, boy, got me feeling crazy, can't get enough
Baby, baby, baby won't you come to me
Show me who you are
Sweet to me like sugar to my heart
I'm craving for you, I'm missing you like candy
You know who you are
Your love is sweet as candy
I'll be forever yours
Love always, Mandy
So baby, come to me
Show me who you are
Sweet to me like sugar to my heart
I'm craving for you, I'm missing you like candy
So baby, come to me
Show me who you are
Sweet to me like sugar to my heart
I'm craving for you, I'm missing you like
I'm craving for you, I'm missing you like
My country tis of thee, as a child I was proud.
Now I am much older, my opinion's changed by leaps and bounds.
Save the environment is what you say and lab animals die everyday.
How about the unborn in the womb that's robbed of it's life before it's born?
So don't tell me this is the home of the brave.
Tax dollars kill kids everyday.
Immorality does have a price.
The price is death to an unborn child.
By what right, do you take the things you take?
By what right, do you do what you do?
By what right, do you kill and steal?
My country tis of thee, no longer will I bow.
My faith lies in god above,
not in your government.
Stole my right to pray in school and gave the right to kill a child.
Taught morality is unnecessary.
What happened to, In god we trust?
this country is stolen property based on lies and waste.
So send your soldiers off to die.
How do you think I felt,
that I made up for all your mistakes?
You never think of consequences,
carelessly destructive, you fall down.
I can see you sitting there.
Wish that you could see yourself.
I wish I knew what was going on inside,
I'd just be sickened more.
Why don't you open your eyes?
You're not all you think you are.
Your selfishness is getting on my nerves.
Why don't you go away.
Forgetting all that you've been taught,
is this the way you treat your friends?
I've dealt with you for long enough.
When will it end?
I hope that this is just a phase.
I'll be there for you in the end.
I'll be there when you finally come around:
but for now:and don't come back.
Taking my time,
I thought I had learned how to deal with all the changes in my life.
Things were going the way I had planned,
one more thing was thrown at me.
When does this heartache and pain ever end?
As long as I'm not by myself I know I'll be o.k.
It seems like every time things were going o.k.,
life throws me a curve.
I stop for a second and ask myself,
I can't believe what he's done for me.
It makes me want to cry.
I don't know why you put me here,
but I'm sure you have your reasons.
Why have you put me here?
Don't get me wrong, I'm not complaining.
I don't know what's gonna happen next,
but my faith's in you.
You've gotten me this far.
My life is going so fast.
I need to sit back and take it all in.
Without god I wouldn't be here now.
My dreams are turning into everyday life.
Things I thought would never happen are happening all the time.
All my wishes are coming true because of you.
All my dreams are coming true.
You've had it up to here this time.
All talk with no action.
You always say you're at the end of the line.
You've got no one to blame but yourself.
Your life, is a result of your bad choices.
Pessimist, your negativity will be your downfall.
You've wasted all this time.
Always worrying about the wrong things.
Look at yourself, analyze your life.
It's not too late to start thinking positive.
Your life, is a result of your ad choices.
Pessimist, your negativity will be your downfall.
One life, is all you have so get it right.
Your fate, your eternity depends on your actions tight now.
Get it right.
You'll never get it right.
You've gotta get it right this time.
Get it right.
You'll never get it right.
You've gotta get it right this time.
Get it right.
I hope you get it right.
I pray you get it right this time.
Get it right.
I hope you get it right.
I pray you get it right.
I see my future in your eyes
but I never thought I'd know
what it was to feel this way
but you've taken that away
there was no one else like you
when I first saw your smile
I never thought it'd be you
to change my life this way
but now I'm yours
and I feel so much more
I want to be there
the rest of your life
but I just can't see
how I deserve you
I could not have picked a better
person to be you
funny when I had the chance to speak to you
I fell right to the floor in a wave of insecurities
I never know why you came to me
someone people talked about but few would talk to
and now I'm yours
and I feel so much more
I want to be there
the rest of your life
but I just can't see
how I deserve you
I don't know what to do sometimes
I just want to be all I can for you now
I'll be there when you need to be held
I'll be there when you're tired
I could not want more than what I have in you
In this room it's cold and dark.
It feels like me.
I'm far from home.
In this town there is no one.
The lamp is low, when can I go home?
All I can do is hold on to what I have.
Why did it change?
I liked it how it was.
I'm without you, the world spins without me.
Without your smile, it takes a while.
Nothing has changed,
I wish you were here with me.
I can't wait until the next time that you'll be here by my side.
Is there anything I can do?
Give me a call.
I love you.
All I can do is hold on to what I have.
Why did it change?
I liked it how it was.
I'm without you, the world spins without me.
Without your smile, it takes a while.
I've walked this road a thousand times before and never found what I was looking for.
All the time I stumble and I fall.
Still here I stand trying to be free.
Yes I try to get on with my life,
taking one step at a time.
I still can't fly.
I try so hard to please,
but never compromise.
It took you to make me realize that I'm not by myself.
I want you to be in my life.
Cause I know you'll never say goodbye.
For you I'd walk a thousand miles.
As I stand here and wait for you,
you don't know how I feel.
Guess I'm too shy to let you know.
My heart's in control.
This time I know that everything will be okay.
I don't know what you would think.
I don't know what to expect.
No matter what happens you will be my friend.
I'm not going to mess this up.
I don't want to end with regrets.
I can't stop thinking of you,
can't get you out of my thoughts.
Can't concentrate,
I'm losing my head over a girl.
I know I'll always love you.
I wake up.
A new day has come.
It seems so hard to get out of bed.
Sometimes I question.
'What is it for' it gets hard to find meaning in the routine.
I've tried so hard to do it on my own.
Sometimes I feel like giving up.
But I've got to try.
Why don't I try?
Try to find the meaning of this life.
I know that god has his reasons.
Peace of mind it comes and goes all the time.
When will I learn to trust?
Concentration has left me now.
I can't see your face everyday.
Abstruse thoughts they tear me apart.
I must see your face everyday.
All the time I look into your eyes and then turn away on my own.
Will I find the plans you have for my life?
This life just seems too short.
Concentration has left me now.
I can't see your face everyday.
Abstruse thoughts they tear me apart.
I must see your face everyday.
Tired again, when will it turn around?
Wound up tight and ready to unwind.
Turn it around one more time.
It's getting older each and every day.
I found the other way to go now.
The sun sets tomorrow but I won't be there.
I'll let you know, before I go, without you.
All alone, by myself to escape the bitter tongue.
Behind my back they're talking trash.
And I don't even care.
The sun sets tomorrow but I won't be there.
Looking back what can I say?
There's been things done the wrong way.
I have tried.
Sometimes it's hard.
All the time I've wasted didn't get me far.
I try to live my life right, but it seems so hard.
Why have I not used your help?
Now I see your sacrifice for me.
Now I know your watching over me.
Now I know I'll never be alone.
I hope you're not ashamed of me.
I haven't been the best.
I hope I'm not the worst.
Help me live my life for you.
I can't do it on my own.
I need your help.
If you're not tired of me, I really need your help.
Now I see your sacrifice for me.
Now I know your watching over me.
Now I see the greatness of your love.
Now I know I'll never be alone.
I'm tired of wasting all this time.
Help me live my life.
I can't do it all alone.
As I stand here and wait for you, you don't know
How I feel, guess I'm too shy to let you know
My heart's in control, this time I know, everything will be okay
I don't know what you would think
I don't know what to expect
No matter what happens, you will be my friend
I'm not going to mess this up
No matter what happens, you will be my friend
I'm not going to mess this up, I don't want to end with regrets
I can't stop thinking of you
Can't get you out of my thoughts
Can't concentrate, I'm losing my head over a girl
I know I'll always love you
I wish that you felt the same
No matter what happens, you will be my friend
I'm not going to mess this up
No matter what happens, you will be my friend
I'm not going to mess this up, I don't want to end with regrets
I don't know what you would think
I don't know what to expect
No matter what happens, you will be my friend
I'm not going to mess this up
No matter what happens, you will be my friend
You say you're scared, we're not to blame
'Cos mindless violence ain't our claim,
A new breed's here, we're gonna stay,
And tear down all your shallow ways
(Chorus)
'Cos we are the new kids,
We've got our heads,
We'll keep on fighting,
'Til old ways are dead.
Clenched fists, black eyes! (2x)
We're aiming for a different goal,
Succeeding where the hippies failed.
But one thing's sure and you can bet,
We'll be more than a drugged-out threat!